Monday, June 30, 2008

DA HOOK SINKS

TODAY I USED MY MIND OVERTIME...I HAD A PIECE OF U 2 DEAL WITH I WENT TO MYSELF....CLOSED THE DOORS OF OUTSIDE INTERFERENCE NEEDED TO THINK CAREFULLY...THERE WAS WORK TO B DONE...A SOUL WHICH NEEDED SOME INTERVENTION...BUT INSTEAD RESTED THE MOMENT WHERE THOUGHTS HAD PROCESSED MY INTELLECT...IT'S BEEN SEVERAL MONTHS NOW..AND I'VE SHOWN SOME PROGRESS...WITH NO HELP NEEDED I RUMBLED IN CONVO...SEARCHED 4 DA TRUTH BEHIND VERSES...WHERE BY STRENGTH AND CHARACTER..CARRIED ME THROUGH ALL OF THIS...SOMETIME I GET WEARY...SOMETIMES I HAVE 2 ASK MYSELF...WHY MUST I BE CHALLENGED ON DA BATTLFIELDS OF EMOTIONS...IT PLAYED MY HEAD...WHERE I BECOME THE INDIVIDUAL INVESTED..I COLLABORATE IN SILENCE..WHAT NEGOTIATES AN IDEA...LOOKIN GOOD AT ONE TIME...CHANGE DOES A PERSON WITH NO WORDS 2 SPECULATE...WITH NO EYES THAT SEES A VICTIM OF CIRCUMSTANCE...BUT CAN'T FOR THE LIFE OF POETRY..BE WHAT'S WRITTEN ALWAYS BECOMES THE INTRODUCTION TO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP WITHA NAME... MISSIN...IT TAKES A FOOL 2 LEARN THAT LOVE DON'T WANT NOBODY IN LIKE MUCH MORE LOVE...CARING...HOW U ARE...WHAT U ARE 2 WORDS SAID...AND WHAT LEAVES U EMPTY...LIKE A GLASS OF KOOL-AID...IN A HIGH PRICE ENVIORNMENT.. DON'T BELONG..YOUR FACE IS LEFT RED..LIPS ARE LEFT RED...TASTE IS DIFFERENT YOUR TYPE SHOWS YOU IN ANOTHER LITE...WHERE VINTAGE DRINKS..YEARS AGES IN TIME...HOW MUCH ARE U WORTH...YOU DECIDE...SO TIME PASSES ON I TAKE A LONG LOOK AT ME...MONTHS HAVE TURNED IN2 VICTORIES SHARED..WHAT WAS IMAGINING A TWO-WAY PROFITABLE CREATION MENTIONED...IT WAS GOOD WHILE IT LASTED...BUT NOW I MUST SPREAD MY WINGS...TAKE IT 2 ANOTHER LEVEL BE OUTTA HERE...I'M HURTING LIKE HELL...CAN'T PRETEND A WRITER..THE TRUTH WEARS ME THIN...TIRED OF TRYING...I'M DONE..WHERE DO I GO FROM HELLO...DOES IT MATTER...LEAVING...B4 THIS GETS ANY WORST...PEACE...CONFESSION..DA WEB

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

BYE SGT/ ANDREW SEABROOK

THE NEWS HIT HOME TODAY WHEN A REPORT CAME ABOUT THE LOST OF A ARMY VET...SGT ANDREW SEABROOK OF MY HOME TOWN ..SOUTH OZONE PARK, QUEENS NYC...WHEN JUST A MONTH AGO...ANOTHER WAS KILLED FROM JACKSON HEIGHTS QUEENS...THATS BETWEEN CORONA AND FLUSHING..NEAR SHEA STADIUM ABOUT A 20 MINUTE DRIVE FROM WHERE I LIVE..I'M JUST 10 MINUTES FROM KENNEDY AIRPORT...THIS IS WHERE YOU SEE A LOT OF MILITARY..WATCHING OVER TERMINALS..JOBS...THEY WOULD COME TO MY UNIT TO EAT...PETROLS THE AIRPORT ALL DAY LONG...I'M USED TO IT BY NOW..BUT I FEEL LIKE JUNGLE WARFIRE IS OUR NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR...911 CHANGED OUR LIVING...AND DISASTER FOR DA ONES WHO DIED...THE MILITARY HAS LOST SO MANY EVEN AFTER THE CATASTROPHY....I JUST WANNA GIVE MY CONDOLENSES 2 THE SEABROOK FAMILY...I KNOW HIS PASSING COMES AS A SHOCK...SHE JUST SPOKE WITH HIM FRIDAY..TOLD HER..I'M TAKING CARE OF OUR BUSINESS..HIS MOTHER HAD LOST HER BATTLE WITH CANCER..THAT WAS THE FAMILY HOME WHERE HE GREW UP..HE WAS TRYING TO PAY BAC BILLS..WHICH HIS MOM HAD STRUGGLED TO DO...NOW HE'S GONE...HIS FRIEND CARLOS SPOKE ..SAYING...HIS LIFE WAS HIS WIFE..MOM AND FAMILY..PLUS...HIS FRIEND SPOKE THEY USE TO WORK ON CARS..WAS A AUTO MECHANIC....SHOWED HIS CARS..WHERE HE WORKED IN HIS GARAGE...HE WAS GOOD..THE CARS WERE OLD CHEVORLETS..AIRBRUSH.. DESIGNS WERE COOL.. HE LIVED NEAR MY OLD HIGH SCHOOL WHICH IS 20 BLOCKS FROM ME MY NEIGHBOR...THIS TAKES AWAY LIFESTYLES...HARDWORK AND SACRIFICE..WITH A PURPOSE WOULD U GIVE OF YOURSELF..DIE FOR YOUR COUNTRY..LEAVING BEHIND A WIFE..CHILDREN AT 36..HE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO ENJOY HIS FAMILY...SAD..THE WORLD IS A SAD PLACE...PRAY AUDIENCE...PRAY FOR EVERYONE...MR ANDREW SEABROOK..REST IN PEACE...CREATE

THE HOYTS / DESPITE ALL ODDS /A LOVE STORY

GOODMORNING.. THIS IS.. BY FAR..THE MOST INSPIRATING TESTIMONY OF STRENGTH..POWER..LOVE AND FORTITUDE..BROUGHT TOGETHER..BY A FATHER AND SON..DICK HOYT...A MAN WITH PHENOMINAL COURAGE AND A BIG HEART...HAS A SON WHO IS HANDICAPPED AT BIRTH WHEN AN ABILICAL CORD WAS WRAPPED AROUND HIS NECK...HE SURVIVED..BUT..IT LEFT HIM PARALIZED...THIS STORY TOUCHED MY HEART SO MUCH....I FELT THERE WAS A REASON TO WRITE THIS MORNING ABOUT THE TWO...I RECIEVED A EMAIL FROM MY FROM MY BROTHER'S FRIEND THOMAS...WELL HE'S LIKE FAMILY TO US..HE SENT THIS YOU TUBE AND WHEN I SAW IT..I REALIZED SOMEONE ELSE SENT ME THE SAME STORY...SO..I THOUGHT..THIS MUST BE GOD..TELLING ME..YOU MUST SAVE THIS STORY..WRITE..NOW...THE HOYTS ARE WHAT WE WOULD SAY...THE FOUNTAIN BEING BROUGHT WATER..TO SAVE HIS SON'S LIFE..GOD BE THE GLORY AND IN HIM..HE SHOWS BEING RESCUED...BELIEVE..THAT ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE...THESE 2 ARE INCREDIBLE..DICK HOYT STARTED RUNNING WITH HIS SON THROUGH HILLS AND VALLEYS..SWAM..NEVER ONCE LEAVING HIS SON BEHIND..THEY ARE A TEAM EFFECT ..I LOVE THE WAY IT'S UNCONDITIONAL...CARRYING HIS SON...LIFTING HIM UP IN AND OUT OF HIS CHAIR..ENTERING MARATHONS..SWIMMING TOURTAMENTS..SEEING THE SIGHTS ALONG THE WAY...WHEN I LOOKED AT THIS VIDEO...FULLNESS CAME OVER ME..I KEPT CRYING..THINKING HOW BLESSED I AM AS A HUMAN BEING..WITH NO BIRTH DEFECTS OR MENTAL FORMALITIES..HIS SON RECIEVED HIS DIPLOMA AND HIS COLLEGE DEGREE...EDUCATED..A FULL CIRCLE OF WIT AND CHARM..COMES FROM THE LOVE INSTILLED IN ONE ANOTHER..ALL FROM HAVING A FATHER WHO..LOVES HIM SO MUCH. TO ALL THE DADS THAT READ THIS STORY...YOU NEED TO COME TOGETHER FOR A PURPOSE..LIFE..LOVE..COMPASSION..CARING..SHARING AND MOST OF ALL..BEING A PART OF THEIR LIVES...WHERE ARE U AT THIS MOMENT???WHILE SEPARATION COMPLAINS..YOUR ABSENT...NEVER AROUND ..THE MOST IMPORTANT ACCESS OF PROCREATION IS 2 BE THERE FOR HIM/HER...IT'S THE NUMBER ONE PROBLEM IN SOCIETIES HOMES TODAY...DAD..GOTTA TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF...CHANGE...GET IT TOGETHER..IT'S ALL ON YOU..THE HOYTS SHOWS THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD IT LOOKS..PARENTAL STABILTY IS WORST WITHOUT THAT COMMUNICATION..STAYIN AROUND FOR THEM..I FELT THIS MUST BE ADDRESSED..DUE TO THE MANY MALES WHO HAD NO (MALE) RULE MODELS WHILE GROWING UP..DUE 2 DEATH OR ABANDONING SHIP..SOMEWHAT LIKE A GERM THAT BREAKS OUT...IT BECOMES CONTAGIOUS..AND THE EFFECTS HORRIFIES YOUR COMMUNITY...WHERE EVERYONE/THING IS QUARANTINE..YOU ESCAPE..RUN..HIDE FROM IT..NOT EXCEPTING YOUR RESPONSIBILTY OR THE OUTCOME..ONLY WHEN THE TABLES ARE TURNED...YOU WANNA BE LOVED...IT'S NEVER TO LATE..BUT.. THE AFTER AFFECTS PAYS DA PENALTIES TO HEAL WOUNDS LEFT UNSUPERVISED...GOD BLESS MR DICK AND RICK HOYT..2 EXAMPLES OF ETERNAL LOVE..KEEPIN IT REAL..THOUGHT I MENTION...CREATE...GO TO WWW.YOUTUBE.COM/RICK AND DICK HOYT STORY...IT'S A MUST SEE..PEACE

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

QUOTE/ THE RIGHT MAN

"I WOULD RATHER HAVE A SLICE OF A MAN... THAN A WHOLE AVERAGE MAN WITH AMOUNTS SHARED... I FOUND THIS TODAY..IN MY BIBLICAL STUDIES...IT MAKES SENSE...BILLY GRAHAMS WIFE WROTE THIS AS A WOMAN WHO SPEND MOST OF HER LIFE BEING LEFT ALONE TO RAISE HER FAMILY...WHILE HER HUSBAND IS ON THE ROAD TO SERVE GOD...WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE TIMES WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU..A MAN 2 SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH..TAKES CARE OF HIS RESPONSIBILITIES...THEN..GOES AROUND THE WORLD PREACHING THE GOSPEL OF JESUS...THIS IS A TEST OF TRUE LOVE..UNSELFISH...GOTTA BE STRONG TO EXCEPT WHAT'S INTENDED FOR PEACE OF MIND...DISTANCE IS AMAZING..SOMETIMES IT TEACHES U..YOUR NOT ALWAYS THERE TO SAVE WHAT IS AVAILABLE..WHEN I WAS MARRIED..I USED TO BE A HOUSEWIFE..MOTHER..NO OCCUPATION OR GOALS..WELL I HAD GOALS OF WHICH I PUT ASIDE FOR MY FAMILY...AFTER BECOMING SO INVOLVED..IT BECAME AN ADJUSTMENT OF SORTS..YOUR THE EXCEPTION TO THE RULES OF MATRIMONY...TIL DEATH DO U PART..WHAT MAKES A MARRIAGE BECOME BENEFISCAL...HOW LONG WILL IT LAST...I WAS ONE OF THOSE WOMAN THAT CONSTANTLY SPOKE OUT...EXAMPLE...WHEN ARE WE GONNA DO SOMETHING TOGETHER??..WHY ARE U SO SATIFIED WITH OUR LIFE STYLE??...NEED A VACATION..U GET ONE..IT'S THE SAME THING EVERY YEAR..TOO COMFORTABLE..HE LOVED IT..BUT I WAS MISERABLE...WHEN I JOINED THIS GROUP OF WOMAN..STARTED GOING OUT..DINNER WAS FIXED..THE CHILDREN STAYED AT MY MOTHER'S HOUSE..BUT HE WAS UNHAPPY WITH HIMSELF..WE EVENUALLY GOT A DIVORCE...I WANTED MORE...I STARTED GOING TO SCHOOL FOR CHILDCARE...OPENED MY OWN BUSINESS AT HOME..WHERE I TOOK CARE OF 10 CHILDREN..MADE A PLAN FOR RECREATIONAL SKILLZ..WHERE I WAS PLEASED..BUT AT NIGHT...WHILE THE KIDS WAS ASLEEP...I WAS LONELY..THIS WENT ON FOR 2YEARS..WHERE I MET A GENTLEMAN..WHO WAS JOGGING PAST MY APT..HE SAID HELLO SISTAH...HOW ARE U TODAY?..I REPLIED HI..WE BECAME FRIENDS..HE WAS FROM OAKLAND CALIFORNIA..HIS NAME WAS DEVON..HE WAS A BANKER..WORKED FOR CHASE IN MAHATTAN..TOLD ME HE WAS LOOKING FOR A APARTMENT..DID I KNOW OF ONE AROUND THE AREA..WELL..THIS WAS ONE OF THE BEST EXPERIENCES I EVER ENCOUNTERED..HE FELL IN LOVE WITH MY KIDS..EXCEPTED ME AS A SINGLE MOTHER..LIVED WITH ME FOR THREE YEARS...VERY RESPECTFUL..ONE NIGHT HE CAME HOME..SAW I HAD COMPANY...A FRIEND(MALE) COME TO VISIT...WHERE HE SAID..I QUOTE,,DO U ALWAYS ENTERTAIN WITH OTHER MAN AROUND YOUR KIDS..WELL I GOT UPSET..ASK HIM TO LOOK FOR ANOTHER PLACE..HE GOT VERY QUIET...WENT TO JOG..WHEN HE CAME BAC..HE TOLD ME HE WAS GETTING FEELING..I TOLD HIM NO..DON'T PLEAZZ..I CAN'T DO THIS..I STILL LOVED MY EX...THIS MAN COULD HAVE BEEN MY HUSBAND TODAY..U SEE..HE WAS A GIFT FROM GOD...HE WAS VERY RELIGIOUS...WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED...HE READ HIS BIBLE EVERY NIGHT AFTER WE HAD DINNER..NEVER LOUD OR BOYSTERIOUS..ALWAYS SMILING..PLAYED WITH MY CHILDREN..GOT ALONG WITH ALL OF THEM...ME..I WAS HAPPY HAVING HIM AROUND...WELL..IN DA LONG RUN..HE GOT A PLACE IN HIS MOTHER'S FRIEND HOUSE THREE BLOCKS FROM ME..SHE USED TO LIVE IN CALI..A VERY STRICT WOMAN..HE LIVED WITH HER UNTIL..WHERE HE COULDN'T TAKE HER RULES..SO WE GOT BAC TOGETHER..AS FRIENDS...UNTIL HE MET ANOTHER IN CHURCH..OLDER LIKE ME...BROUGHT HER BY...SUDDENLY I GOT A STRANGE FEELIN TO COME OVER ME...IT WAS JEALOUSY..FOR THE FIRST TIME..I WAS SEEING HIM AS MINE AND NOT HERS..THE MORAL 2 THIS IS..WHAT WAS THERE 2 BEGIN WITH...YOUR HEART SPOKE LAST..HE'S MARRIED NOW TO THIS WOMAN..RAISED HER KIDS...HE CAME BACK IN 2004 TO VISIT ME..FOUND OUT THE ONE WHO HE WAS SO CRAZY WITH JUST GOT OUTTA JAIL..MY YOUNGEST SON..NATHAN..HE STARTED SAYING IT WAS HIS FAINT..HE SHOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT ME..I LOOKED AT HIM..SAID..WHAT ARE TALKING ABOUT DEVON??..HE ANSWERED...I DID HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU...I'M SO SORRY..YOUR A GOOD WOMAN..I LET GET AWAY...BILLY GRAHAMS WIFE WENT THROUGH THE RAIN..THE LONELINESS...THE DAYS GONE..STILL WAS ABLE TO SACRIFICE A MARRIAGE MADE IN HEAVEN...LOOKING BACK..SURE HURTS..DEVON'S A DEACON NOW..GOD BLESS YOU DEVON HIGGENBOTHAM..YOUR MAKING IT LAST FOREVER...WHERE FOREVER BRINGS A MOMENT LEFT UNDONE FOR ME...THOUGHT I MENTION..PEACE..CREATE

Monday, June 23, 2008

TRESPASS AGAINST A CHILD/ A PEDOFILE

TODAY ..I'M HOME FROM WORK...I WAKE UP..I GO TO WASH UP..BRUSH MY TEETH..FIX BREAKFAST...PREPARE MYSELF FOR ANOTHER DAY OF PROSECUTION FOR DA DEFENSE...WHO..IS..YOUR...CHILDREN...ONCE AGAIN I'M BEING SUBJECTED 2 ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR ON DA TUBE...MY EYES SEES...A MAN...HE'S BEING ACCUSED OF SEXUAL ABUSE OF..GET THIS...HIS TWO DAUGHTERS...WHICH GIVES THIS SHOWS HIGH RATINGS...CAMERA LENSES ARE SMOKED UP..THE MOTHER IS CRYING..THE FATHER IS GOING NUTS..TRYING 2 PLEAD DA 5TH...THE MEDIA BECOMES THE GROSS NATIONAL PRODUCT FOR ALLEGATIONS...HEARTACHE AND PAIN...THIS IS A DISGRACE...TV HAS NO CARE FOR PRIVACY...WHAT GIVES THEM THE RIGHT TO B PERSUADED TO GET THEIR JOLLY'S OFF BY PERVERSION...THIS GENTLEMAN ..WHO WILL REMAIN ANONIMOUS...BREAKS... AS THE MOTHER STATES HER CASE..IN FRONT OF MILLIONS OF VIEWERS..NATIONWIDE...I'M TIRED OF ALL THE LIVINGROOMS OPENING THEIR LIVES AS A WAY TO HEAR OTHER'S GO OFF ON LIFE STORIES.THE MEDIA IS GETTING VERY TACKY..VERY ABUSIVE THEMSELVES...THIS BECOMES REALITY TV..YOUR NOT INTERSTED IN OR DO I KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING?? WERE ALL CROSSED..NOTHING THAT WATER CAN'T CLEAN..OR THE WRITERS/PRODUCERS CAN'T CHANGE...THIS IS A MOCKERY..A WAY TO SCRUTINIZE HUMAN BEINGS THAT ARE WEAK MINDED...THESE PEOPLE DO NOT GET PAID FOR THEIR COMMENTS...NOR DO THEY BECOME FAMOUS WHILE BEING BEAT DOWN BY CRITICS...I HOPE ONE DAY THESE MEN/WOMEN WILL TAKE A STAND AND STOP LIVING FOR TV AS AN ANTIDOTE...MAKING IT THEIRS KEEPS LIFE SETTLES 2EXCEPT ARGUEMENTS...WITH NO SENSE OR PURPOSE...GOD HELP THEM ALL...NOW THAT IT'S OUT IN DA OPEN..LIFE BECOMES A NEWSPAPER..THE NY TIMES OR THE WALL STREET JOURNAL...NAME..RANK AND NOW SERIAL NUMBER...A HOUSE WITH NO SIGNIFIGENCE..NO RESPECT...NO PRIDE...NO LOVE..SAD WORLD WE LIVE IN... THE MORAL 2 THIS SHOW..SHE WENT RIGHT ON BAC WITH HIM...THOUGHT I MENTION DAMN...PEACE..CREATE

Saturday, June 21, 2008

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SHANG ATTACK / A NIGHT AT CAROLINES

LET ME START BY SAYING ..THANKS TO U ...SHANG!!!!!..U ARE THE BEST ENTERTAINER OF COMEDY THAT GOD HAS CREATED SINCE ..IN MY OPINION...RICHARD PRYOR OR EDDIE MURPHY. THE NIGHT WAS THE BEST EVER...THERE WERE TWO OTHER COMEDIANS THAT GAVE US LITTLE LAUGHS...AS TIME KEPT US WAITING FOR DA MAN...THE SHOW STARTED OFF A LITTLE LATE BUT EVENUALLY THE TIME ARRIVED WHEN SHANG WENT ON...MY SON AND DAUGHTER MADE SURE WE GOT CLOSE ENOUGH TO WEAR HIS LAUGHTER IN OUR LAPS...MADE RESERVATIONS IN ADVANCE.. AS DA ANNOUNCER INTRODUCE HIM..THE AUDIENCE WENT CRAZY...I WAS LOOKING FOR HIM TO COME OUT FROM BEHIND THE CURTAIN IN FRONT OF US..WHEN I FELT MY CHAIR GO UP....HE PICKED ME UP AND THE CROWD STARTED LAUGHING...WHERE I WAS IN SHOCK..CAME FROM BEHIND ME..MY CHILDREN ALL WAS LAUGHING SO HARD..MY DAUGHTER HAD TO GO TO THE BATHROOM FROM SEEING HIM DO THIS..AS SHE RAN OUT ..I TURNED AROUND AND GAVE HIM A BIG HUG...SAID WHAT DA HELL ARE YOU DOING??...HE REPLIED..DA WEIGHT IS OVER!!!...I HAVE ARRIVED SHEILA...WHEN HE PUT ME DOWN...HE ANNOUCED ME AS HIS SISTAH GIRL..FRIEND FROM THE LAST SHOW..WHERE HE TOLD ME TO STAND UP...SAID...THIS WOMAN IS VERY SPECIAL...HELPED PROMOTE MY SHOWS..WROTE ME ON BLACKPLANET...PLUGGED...WROTE ...GOT THE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE WHO WOULD COME TO THIS SHOW..A WRITER OF POETRY CHECK HER OUT ON (BP) THEY ALL APPLAUSED ME...I GOT TEARY EYED..WASN'T EXPECTING HIM TO DO THIS..HE REALLY IS A GREAT PERSON...GLAD TO BE OF HELP TO HIM..IT WAS A PLEASURE SHANG...THANK YOU FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL EVENING..OH..I WILL TAKE YOU ON..IN AUGUST..THIS IS WHEN HE'LL RETURN FOR THE END OF SUMMER SHOW..WHERE HE'LL BE APPEARING...HASN'T BEEN POSTED YET..BUT I'LL GET TO BE BY HIS SIDE ONCE MORE...LUCKY ME..I'M IN LOVE..HE'S SO CUTE TOO..GIRLS..YES..HE IS AVAILABLE AS WELL..SINGLE AND LOOKING...HAS 2 BOYS...45...GIFTED...SMART..A HUSTLER BY NATURE...LOVE HIM..AN EXPERIENCE OF A LIFETIME...GOD BLESS YOU...2 ONE OF THE NICEST GUYS YOU EVER WANNA MEET...THANKS!!! 4 DA LOVE...CREATE..SHEILA

Friday, June 20, 2008

When Least Expected™

When Least Expected™

WHISTLING TIDES

I'M ON DA SEAS 2PARIDISE...WHERE MY BODY MOVES FROM LEFT 2RIGHT..WHERE THE SUN SMILES..AS MY DAY REACHES A CLIMAX...WHERE THE SEAGULLS FLY..GUIDES ME 2 AN ISLAND..WHERE I AM SO IN 2 PEACE..I SWIM 2 SAFETY..THE SAND WEARS MY FOOTPRINTS..LEADS ME TO A FOLDING CHAIR...MADE OF WOOD...I'M HOME...THE TREES BECOMES SHADE...WHERE I LAY...THINKING ABOUT...WHAT PLAYS ON BEING SINGLE...AS I AGE A PLACE QUIET SHOWS NO MEDICINE...BUT COCKTAILS FOR 2..IMAGINE YOU..AS MY RECOVERY WHERE NO LOVE HEARS ME..BUT A MEMORY...GET RELIEF..WHERE PAIN STAYED RIGHT WHERE I LIVED. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN MY EMPITNESS...WHAT KEEPS ME WIPNG MY CHEEK..MY HEAD HOLDS IT'S TANTRUMS...I'M ANGRY...MAD AT MYSELF...SOMETIMES I WILL ACT ON THAT MEEK VOICE OF AN ANGEL..THAT COMES TO SAVE REPEATED LOVECALLS..WITH NO ANSWER..JUST A QUIET PLACE...NO ONE TO HOLD..BUT..A WHISTLING TIDE..WHAT CARRIES ME BAC TO PAIN..THE LONELY WOMAN OF HEARTACHE..A PLACE THAT KNOWS NO TIME...SPACE OR TROPICAL BEACHES WITH LOVE..SANDCASTLES..WHILE THE RAIN FALLS FROM HEAVEN...BREAKS MY HEART FROM SIGNALING ME OUT...WHERE SUN SHOWS NO SIGNS OF TOMORROW....LIVING TODAY..CREATE

ANDOLESENCE

EXCUSE ME FOR INVITING MYSELF IN2 ADULTHOOD...WHILE ADOLESENCE STILL LIVES...SO WHEN DO WE THINK WE WILL BE A GROWN MAN...I FORGOT THE YEARS LEFT...YOUR NOT QUITE RIPE AS OF YET..YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU AGE...THE TIME YOU WAS BORN OR THE DAY...I MUST UNDERSTAND THE LIFE YOU BRINGS..LEAVES IT'S INDIVDUALS MUCH YEARS PAST...SO SOBER SENSE...WITH NARCOTICS...A GLASS OF GIN...WITH JEANS SAGGIN...EBONICS PLAGUING...TONGUE TALKING LOVE..GIVING BAC..WHAT YOU KNOW NOT...THIS IS A CRUCIAL LIFE OF DEPENDENCY...LEFT ON DA MIND..WITHOUT...PARENTAL GUIDANCE...FLOATING FROM ONE VITAL MISHAP 2 ANOTHER...I AM NO PSYCHOLOGIST OR METHOD TO SOLVE...JUST A GOOD WOMAN..THAT FOUND A CIRCLE..WITH A CENTERPIECE MISSING COMFORT..INCREASE DA PEACE OF LEVELS...WHERE THERE IS LOVE...I SEE MY OWN UPBRINGING...AS THE SWEET SMELL OF DISCIPLINE..UNSUPERVISED...THE DOOR 2 TEMPTATION WALKS...GO 4 WHAT YA KNOW...WITHOUT ANY MEANS "NECESSARY"..THE CHOICE OF DOINGWHAT MUST BE DONE...BUT NOT AT THE PRICE OF LOOSING SIGHT OF ONESELF...YOU AND I ARE HUMAN...FEEL THE EFFECTS..I'M NOT PERFECT FELL SHORT OF WHAT DESTINCT TO RECONSTRUCT A BROKEN HEART..WITH NO SIGNALS..THIS IS WHAT LIFE HAS TO OFFER...CHRONICLES OF DA HEART...THAT WAS ONCE...BIRTH BEING INTRODUCED...STEPS IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION...WHAT IS..A LETTER...DOCUMENTS...STORIES.. BIOGRAPHIES...FAMILY HARMONY...THE BEAUTY OF RECREATION...WHERE SELF BECOMES A MAN.. WHAT WAS LEFT BEHIND...SORRY MY LOVE...CREATE

POPPY 'S SEED AFFLICTION

HELLO..MY NAME IS POPPY...I GET DOWN AND DIRTY..I RIDE THE GAMES OF WOMAN..I LICK THE TOES OF MANY..I KICK IT...WITH THE QUICKNESS..I PLAY EVERY FIELD..SCORE WHERE I'M ABLE..I LET THEM KNOW BY LINES..LIKE.."LET'S GET IT ON BABY"..WHEN NIGHT CALLS FOR BOOTY..UNTIL...WHAT RUNS AND LEAVES...DRIPS OF POISON...GETS IRRITATED...START INCHING...NOT FROM SEXUAL HEALING...NEEDS A DOCTOR'S ATTENTION...SO I GO...ONLY 2 HEAR THE BAD NEWS...YOU GOT A SEXUAL TRANSMITTED DISEASE...MY EARS ARE BURNING..THAT'S NOT DA ONLY THING..MY DICK IS HURTING...FEELS LIKE IT'S GONNA FALL OFF...AS THE QUESTIONS ARE ASK??...HOW MANY WOMAN HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH..MY MIND GET WEARY...MY SPEECH IS SILENT...NO WORDS TO PROTECT GUILT..THE FACES ARE THERE..IN FRONT OF ME...I CAN'T GET THE NERVE TO REVEAL THREE..MY STOMACH GETS BUTTERFLIES...MY HEART IS RACING..HELP ME PLEASE!!!..BUT IN THE MIDST OF IT ALL.. YOUR LIFE AS THIS PLAYA...ROTS LIKE HELL...OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFE IN ON DA LINE..WHAT WAS STARTED...THREE..YOU DON'T MENTION...GOES UNSAID..DIES WITHOUT TREATMENT..PRIDE KEEPS YOU NEGATIVE...INJECTS PENICILLIN...PROTECTS YOUR ASS...WHAT ABOUT THE FEMALES U SLEPTED WITH...THIS IS AN ACT OF MURDER FOR HIRE...WHERE A DICK PLAYS HIMSELF...SEED WILL EITHER BRING CHILDREN WITH BIRTH EFFECTS OR A CONSCIENCE..WITH NO HEART...LIFE IS A GAME OF CHANCE...YOU FIND A GOOD THANG...SHE KNOWS NOT WHAT 2 EXPECT...THE OUTCRIES OF LOVE IS LEFT INFECTED...WHILE CLEANINESS GAVE YOU ANOTHER CHANCE..RUNS UP IN2 ANOTHER...SURPRISE...DIRT FOLLOWS YOU TWICE...ONLY THIS TIME..YOUR NOT LOOKING AT HER LIKE THAT...LOVE CAME..LOVE SAW...LOVE FELT DA EFFECTS GOODBYE..ONE LOVE...PERMANENTLY DEAD...AS YOUR LIFE GOES IN FLIGHT..WITH LOVE IN MIND HEAVEN GATES GREETS A SURPRISE...HELLO..REMEMBER US..HIS EYES OPENED WIDE...SAID.I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE U THREE AGAIN...SAY GOODBYE 2 LOVE..SHE NO LONGER BELONGS WITH U...WHAT U MEAN?..HE ASK..GOD SAID...OPEN THE GATE FOR HER..YOUR NOT ALLOWED IN..THE SINS HAVE BEEN PLANTED...YOUR THE PRICE 2 PAY FOR PUNISHMENT..CONFESS...CREATE

Thursday, June 19, 2008

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FIRST IMPRESSION / A DIARY

BRAIN ANATOMY... THE CONCEPT 2BLACK...STRONG...WHAT BUILDS COMPOSURE... BACKBONE..NO DRAMA...THE KISS OF LONG NIGHTS AND HEART BREAK IS OVER. COMFORT NEEDS 2 TAKE PLEASURE IN2 YOU...BUT..GET TO KNOW CLOSURE... SWEET...TASTEFUL...LUNCH AT NOON...WHEN DELIRIOUS SPEECH...TRANQUILS LOVE IN HEAT...ESSENCE DA MOMENT OF BODY TYPE...DA CHEMICAL BALANCE... VITAMIN D..THE EFFECT..WITH C..THE DRINK..OMOLLIENT..DA PAIN IS OVER. I THINK...HE GIVES U HIM..DA BRAIN POET...LOVES...DESIRES...EQUAL SEVERAL YEARS LOST...FINDS U IN TIME...WHEN HE..GOES MISSIN...U GET RESCUED... REVEALS HIMSELF...PROCEEDS 2 MOTION...MOVES ME..SERVES ME..FREES ME..BEING LOCKED...CHAINED...SEALED...DELIVERED..WHERE AMBER WAYS OF SEASONS CHANGE.. WRAPS A POEM LEFT UNDONE...BLAIMS WHAT LIES...USED 4 DA TAKING...NO MORE 2 BE SAID...WHILE BECOMING SOUL...HE TRIED 2 MATE...I BREAK AWAY FROM ALIBIS.. WHAT DECAYED MY HEART...DA RUSH SUBSIDES...I COME BAC...AS MYSELF...WHERE HIS CHOKEHOLD LEFT ME...UNDRESSED ME...DISMEMBERED MY THOUGHTS..OF WHICH I HAVE NO WORDS..SILENCE...SECRET ADMIRER..ONE..YOU TRY 2FORGET. CREATE/2008/MARCH

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

ANGEL MARTINEZ

THIS IS A VERY SAD STORY...WANNA SHARE IT WITH MY AUDIENCE.. TODAY...I'M FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO BE ADDED AS A WRITER FOR ANGEL MARTINEZ...A FATHER OF 3...WAS MARRIED...HAD A HARD LIFE OF DRUGS...HE WAS LIKE FAMILY...HIS WIFE WAS MY OLDEST DAUGHTER'S SISTAH IN LAW..ANGEL WAS TASHA'S WIFE FOR 15 YEARS...WHERE SHE STAYED BY HIS SIDE...HELPED HIM GET PASS HIS ADDICTION...IN 1998... THEY FINALLY WENT THERE SEPARATE WAYS...SHE'S NOW WITH ANOTHER GENTLEMEN..HAS 2 MORE CHILDREN..ANGEL ON THE OTHER HAND.. MET ANOTHER LADY..LIVED TOGETHER...HAD ANOTHER SON..WHERE ONCE AGAIN.. THE STRUGGLE OF HIS DRUG USE..ESCALATED...GOT WORST...HE WAS PICKED UP FOR DRUG POSSESION...WHERE HE LANDED IN JAIL FOR 4-6 YEARS...CAME OUT CLEAN FOR ANYONE WHO BEEN THROUGH THIS..KNOWS PAROLE IS THE NEXT STEP 2 BEING FREE...SO..HE WAS MANDATED 2 A PROGRAM..UP IN HARLEM.. CALLED SCARED STRAIGHT..IT'S SPONSORED FROM BLACK AND LATINO CELEBRITIES HIP-HOP ARTIST...HE STAYED IN FOR A YEAR...LEFT..WHERE HE GOT PICKED UP AGAIN FOR VIOLATION OF HIS PAROLE...SPEND 6 MONTH IN JAIL...GOT OUT..RETURNED TO THIS SAME PROGRAM...HE STARTED DOING BETTER...GOT A JOB WORKING FOR THE PARKS DEPARTMENT ..HERE IN NYC..WHERE HE HAD ONE MORE MONTH TO FINISH...WELL..ON MONDAY...I DID HIS EULOGY...OVER THE WEEKEND..YOUR ALLOWED TO COME OUTSIDE..VISIT FAMILY MEMBERS FOR DA DAY....THEY FOUND HIS BODY IN A BURGER KING BATHROOM ..ON SEATED HUNCHED OVER..MAINLINED..THE "NEEDLE" STILL LEFT IN HIS ARM...WHEN I GOT DA NEWS...I WAS KINDA PUZZLED...COZ I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN YEARS TASHA'S BEEN WITH JOHN..SO I FORGOT ABOUT THIS MAN...WHEN THEY CALLED MY DAUGHTER..SHE CALLED ME..ASK ME WOULD YOU SAY SOMETHING FOR THE FAMILY AS SUPPORT OF THE FAMILY..I SAID ..OF COURSE I WILL..AND WITH THAT IN MIND.. I SAT DOWN WITH PEN IN HAND..STARTED WRITING A EULOGY...THIS IS WHAT I SAID... "ANGEL" OF MERCY"..GOES HOME A BIRD IN DA HAND..WAITS IN FLIGHT..AS THE BURDEN OF SIN.. KNOWS NO PLACE OR TIME...WHEN THE HOUR STRIKES...THE BELL TOILS THE BODY SURRENDERS..THE SPIRIT GOES HOME 2 HEAVEN... WHERE MY SOUL WAITS...GIVE ACCOUNTS FOR DISMISSAL...WHERE GOD B DA JUDGE...ANSWERS 2.. A LIFE WORN...TIRED..CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER...THE CRIES..THE PAIN..THE ACHES..THE SUFFERING... GOODBYE LIFE..MY WIFE...MY CHILDREN...I HAVEN'T CHANGED..WHEN I TRIED..I FAILED..I'M OUTTA THIS WORLD NOW...FORGIVE MY MISTAKES.. I LOVE YOU..LET ME REST...DON'T GRIEVE..DON'T CRY...BE HAPPY...I'M WITH GOD..THE OTHER SIDE..WHAT WAS LOST ON EARTH...THE PATH WAS CALLING ME...I FOLLOWED 2 HEAVEN'S GATE...I'LL BE ALRIGHT NOW.. LIVE ON..TELL MY SONS...I'M SORRY..I LOVE U...THE DOVES ARE IN FLIGHT...I'M IN GOOD HANDS...GOTTA GO NOW..PEACE...BY..CREATE.. MS S JORDAN....HE WILL BE MISSED... *THOUGHT I MENTION* REST IN PEACE ANGEL.... 1969-2008

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

MAURY"S IDIOSCRECIES

Example: (Maury).."I not mention this but one time and one time only" the mother flecker makes a mockery of human beings...u got access 2 media... so your entertaining the world with clown acts.. da twist..constructing a man/ woman ...titled..what is love...are u da father?..2..your fighting in front of everyone .. gets up in da morning...kinda like...da news being thrown on your door step...where eyes that witness dog pins...pitbulls vs dobermans...rockwallers...this crap gets on my nerves...there's no money on this planet..that subjects talent 2 ridicule ..da menace for the ill-minded heavyweight or weakness crying for help...the public sets the channels...while their homes need supervision...hatred wears a grin...housework gets overlooked...woman worry about her man acting right...starts changing 4 da worst...your lady has a sudden desire to eat out after work...she (wife) sees no sighs of adultery...all of these things has raised issues with me...what is wrong with....America??...I'll tell ya...it's the lack of economics..lack of jobs..skills for da less fortunate.. poverty stricken inch.....need more book knowledge...less drama... more bible sense...no soap operas telling u..he's not my baby's father...caught my neighbor with my ex last night...tv has no discipline...where love...marriage... happiness is concerned...it kicks it's subjects ...abused u say..what tries 2 escape...what kills everlasting love...instead u plays right into the hands of nemesis...your tv is the hottest burning desire in captivity..whether you know this or not...the electricity it takes to admired...looked at...it costs about a total of love and marriage breakups...divorce...no interest in yourself...u give up looking good...start laying around..as a result...life did u wrong...on da boobtube...Now..as we call it..you tube...the future analyst..giving their own improv on loose cannons with no class...but views good points..while making u see...it's all in fun...JUST like Maury...go "figure"...peace..CREATE

Sunday, June 15, 2008

KNOW ME FIRST >ASK QUESTIONS LATER

DID U EVER GET CAUGHT IN LOGIC...WHERE DA QUESTIONS ASK...DO U KNOW?..OR IT'S BEEN WRITTEN..OR..I THOUGH U KNEW..WAS AIMED AT YA...WELL...THAT'S A REAL BAD FEELING I WORE SICKNESS FROM BEING LEFT OUT OF PHONICS...PLACED ON A JURY STAND...WHEN I'M NOT EVEN DEFENSE...WALKED ON WATER...LIKE JESUS DID..THOUGHT I'D B ALRIGHT WITHIN MY CIRCLE OF NAMELESS CRITICS..WHO..SUPPOSE2 LIFTS ME UP...WHILE MY ADRENDILAN RUSH TURNS ME RED AS AN APPLE..I WAS PUT ON DA SPOT OF NO RETURN...WAS SO EMBARRISHED...I WANTED 2 DIG A HOLD...BURY MYSELF..IT'S NOT A GOOD FEELIN...I KNOW HOW 2 BECOME DA ANSWERS...ONLY IF...TAUGHT MEANS 2EDUCATE...ISN'T THAT SOMETHING...WHEN THE TOPIC OF CONVERSATION...BITE YOU IN DA ASS...NOW YOU FIND YOURSELF...LIVING IN A WORLD 0F DICTORIAL PERSUASION...CHECKING OUT WHO LIVED B4 JESUS..OR ALBERT SWITZER OR KUBLAH KHAN...MAKING SURE..YOUR PRIORITIES ARE IN DA RIGHT ORDER...CAUSE WHEN THE DAY COMES..AND YOUR NOT READY 2 BE SCHOOLED...HERE IT COMES...EBONICS...YO'WHERE ARE WE GOING WITH THIS CONCEPT...THINK ..I'LL CALL 4 RECESS...GETS MORE COMPLICATED AS WE GO ALONG...PEACE..SEEYA...CREATE

COOL BREEZE

WHERE WE GET LABELED..A NAME... SUBJECT OF TITLE...WHERE...YOU THINK YOUR DA COMPLIMENT SAID..AN (IDOL) OF SORTS WITH CLEAN...WHITE COLGATE EXPOSURE...2 BLIND SIGHT... "THINKING" A SWEET AMATEUR...BUT PLAYS THAT SONGS "IN DA KEYS OF LIFE" CULTURE.. THE WIND BLOWS...YOUR TIME HAS ARRIVED 2..GRAB...BEAUTY..BODY...B THY WOMAN TO CONQUER..2 LEAD DOWN THE PASSEURS OF MILK AND HONEY...WHAT ADORES YOUR..MMMM WHERE DIAMONDS AND PEARLS RELINGUISHED THEE ENCOUNTER...DEVOURS COOL BREEZE.. WHAT GIVES..YO'SELF...DA WIND.. THE POWERS THAT B ANSWERING 2 MEN... BRINGS...WHAT'S HOT..GOTTA TAKE A DIP IN THAT POOL...WHERE COOL BREEZE WAITS...CUMS...HE'S NO LONGER VIAGRA.. NO LONGER IN NEED OF...DA PILL WHEN DA BREEZE..HITS DA WIND..SETS OFF DA REACTION2..SWIM..(CUMS)OUT NATURALLY.. LIKE CHAKA KHAN..CHAKA KHAN...WOO OH WOO OH WOO..OH WOO..AWWW...FLUID INTAKES ME AWAY..CREATE

WHAT COMMIDATES FRIENDSHIP

I GREW UP IN A PLACE WITH SMILES THAT GREETS YOU ALL DAY LONG..SO BEING A SOFTY AS I AM...I PROCEEDED TO APPROACH CALIBAR...FIND NO PROBLEM WITH IT...SOME WAS VERY ORIGINAL...OTHERS WERE FAKE...YA KNOW' THAT SO CALL SIDE SMILE FROM THE CORNER OF YO' FACE...THE KIND WHERE..IT LOOKS LIKE YOU STINK...HALFASS...WELL I NEVER..I SAID UNDER MY BREATHE...OH WELL..U CAN'T PLEASE SOME OF THE PEOPLE ...ALL OF THE TIME...SO..I CAME UP WITH A METHOD OF MADNESS...JUST WALK ON BY..."SAY NOTHING"...WELL..2 MY SURPRISE..IT WORKED...I GOT MORE RESPONSES WITH ILL WILLS ..THAN WITH RESPECTFUL ALTERNATIVE...THIS BLEW MY MIND STRAIGHT ON OUTTA DA ATMOSPHERE...WHAT'S UP WITH THIS SOCIETY..HOW WERE THEY RAISED..SOME WOULD SAY ..YOUR 2 FRIENDLY..WHILE OTHERS WILL JUST BE BRUTAL..COMEOUT..LIKE...WHAT U LOOKIN AT OR ...YOU DON'T KNOW ME..WHAT'S WIT YA..THE LIFESTYLES OF A PRICE2 PAY..WITH NO SENSE...BUT CHARACTERS WITH ATTITUDE..LOW SELF ESTEEM..BREAKS... BLOW UP...4 NO REASON...WHEN I GO ON MY JOURNEY...MAKING IT WORK 4 ME..THE CHEMICAL REACTIONS HAS CLIMBED THE LADDER IN YEARS...IT'G GETTING TO THE POINT....WHERE..OUR VOLUME IN CONDUCT...RAISES ISSUES...JUST BY BEING U...IT'S A THREAT...WHAT DO U DO..WHAT DO U SAY...WHEN LIFE CREATES IT'S OWN EXPLOSIVES...TNT...TAKE NO TIME OUT...CHILL...GET 2 KNOW YOURSELF...STOP TRIPPEN..THATS WHY I'M SO PROUD OF MY PARTNER...THIS IS A TRIBUTE 2 SELF CONTROL...THANK YOU 4 INVITING YOUR PRESPECTIVE...BUDDY..THIS GAVE ME THE INISITIVE 2 WRITE..A COOL MAN...WHAT LET'S GO..BUT GIVES BACK..NOW THAT'S WHAT I LIKE..BLACKOLOGY..DA MISSIN LINK 2 MAKING IT WORK 4 US...STAY A+PLUS...NOT A D-MINUS...CREATE

Monday, June 9, 2008

LEGACY PT II

DA SAND... IT COVERS DA PAIN...OF CLOSED CHAPTERS...ENDS?..."NEVER"...WHEN I WAS YOUR "APPLE" ON BROADWAY...WHEN HARLEM SPOKE OF LANGTON HUGHES...NIKKI G...110TH ST BY BOBBY...WHEN NYC..MET FRESCO NIGHTS..RECITES...LIGHTS UP FRIENDSHIP...WHEN LYRICS PERFORMED..LIKE VERSES IN A BIBLE..WHEN BALDWIN..MET..MAYA. LIKE..SIGMOND FRODE...MEETS...EINSTEIN'S...THEORY OF RELATIVITY...I REACH A CLIMAX..FELT YA EFFECTS..SPOKENWORDS UNITES US...U SWALLOWED ME..GRABBED ME UP.. DA PIECES OF ME U HAD 2 HAVE...WORDSONGS...IT SINGS..AS OMNI REINISSANCE..COLLABORATES..SHOUTS..GIVES ME..ALL U GOT...THANKS 4 DA MEMORIES..FRIEND..FOR HAVING ME..YOUR SOUL..MATING...DA DISTANCE..SO NEAR CALLIN..U..LOVE...PEACE AND SOUL..MY BROTHA..WHO WEARS DA FIST THAT STRUGGLES... AIMS HIGH..FIGHTS FOR POWER...WHERE..MY PEOPLE SPEAKS SHOUTS..AIN'T NEVER GONNA BREAK MY STRIDE..AINT NEVER GONNA SLOW ME DOWN ..OH NO!!...I GOTTA2 KEEP ON MOVIN..PEACE...SHEILA JORDAN..POEMENTRY'S CREATE

A LEGACY..WHAT'S U LEFT US WITH..

I'M A TRIBAL UNIT..WHAT PAVES THE WAY..WHAT INITIALLY STATES...SOUL MATES... WHAT ADDRESSED MY VIEWS...NATURE IN2 BONDAGE...CREATE'S LOVE...BUT..CLINGS 2...AN AREA..WHERE I B SILENCE...DA TOOLS IT TAKES 2 BECOME..U...IS LOST ...I CAME AS VISION..RELATE 2..DA DREAMS LIFTED...I'VE BEEN WITHDRAWN...SO INTROVERTED..SO QUIET...SO PEACEFUL..I GO 2FIND A PLACE TO DWELL..WHERE LIFE..CAN'T FIND ME...I THINK OF A BEACH...WATER...AMUSEMENT PARK...BOARDWALKS..B DA ISLAND..I RUN...HIDE...LEAVE DA WORLD BEHIND...AS THE SEA RISES..THE TIDE IS SENDING ME 2 ANOTHER PLACE AND TIME...I SEE YOUR EYES...LIKE BLACK CANNONS...A SPARK THAT EGNITES..FIRE..WOOD BURNING...SETS DA PACE OF WARMTH...DESIRE MENTIONED..HE'S IN MY VIEW..HIS HAND TOUCHES MINE..HIS VOICE RINGS ME...THOUSANDS OF MILES...WHERE...THE HEAT BLOWS THROUGH DA WIND...CARRIES ME 2 HIM...I SIGH..WHAT WETS...I GO..WEAR.. DA BEACH..ALLOWS MYSELF 2 SWIM WITHOUT..DIRECTION OR MAP..I REALIZE..I'M IN2 DEEP ENUFF 2 SWIM HIM...RIDE HIM OR FLY HIM...WHERE GRAVITY HOLDS ME DOWN...CONTROLS MY DYING WISH..2 LIVE INSIDE HIS VESSEL..ROW HIS PADDLES...PLAY WITH HIS ANGLE..2 REPPRESENT PACIFICS...WHERE WE NOT MEET...THE BRIDGE...FRISCO...BLACKBEAUTY..WHO EVER U ARE..I STOPPED GUESSIN...YOURS TRULY...ALWAYS...ATLANTIC SHORE..GOD BLESS YOU..THIRST LOSING IT'S DRINK...SOLDIER...I WILL ALWAYS LOVE SWEET...COZ SOUR SPOILS..AS A RESULT..DA TASTE LOSES IT'S FLAVA...NEVER...CREATE

Monday, June 2, 2008

homie...start counting down

This is directed to someone i care about dearly...my partner...listen today ..i thought about your joy...happiness...smiles..giggles...planes and trips and large theatres...where loveliness captures the forefront...center stage...your day ..with badu...countdown...i know your excited...friend...i'm feeling your good times and picture taken...hope you got another camera...get plenty of footage...hope you have da time of your life...coz...YOU DESERVE IT...SMILIN!:^)...Create

backtrack

today i had alot on my mind...funny...how time takes you bac 2 love lines and madden calls...slavery and relocation...money...a kiss b4 leaving...daydreaming....my grill i just bought...preparations for da 4th...outdoors..where eveything changes...for the past 2 months...death has been the talk of my neighborhood...all in total..we have lost..in proximeter 2 length...diameter...6...jessie across the street on around the holidays in dec....corey..unexpectly in april...mr briggs..my girlfriends husband...last week...up the street...my girlfriend..Sharon's mom...in back of me.. A friend..Bridget...her grandmother and someone who i loved dearly...my main man..Jerry..he used to hang out all night...bac in da days...listening 2 oldies but goodies..we use to dance together..hustle..bump..sad 2 say ..da alcohol did him in. i think it's got 2 be a record..i've cried a million and one tears and said goodbye i can't even keep count...it only goes 2 show u...we haven't long in life to play with affection..mindgames...pretending...arguing...fighting...being disrespectful. when u wake up in da morning..say thank you...it's an honor 2 thank God for living taste the water...fix breakfast...eat..dress...get ready for work...see the sunshine when you open your door to leave...walk down the stairs..say have a nice day...breath in..now exhale what's ready...make it home safe and sound...without facing...jungle warfare...where bullets wears no names...written on guns...pray 4 life...coz dying is not 2 far from a reason 2end...what's unheard of...be Careful..everyone...GOD IS CALLING HIS PEOPLE HOME...PRAY FOR YOUR LIFE...AFTER DA FACTs...say....noone stays here 4 ever...enjoy yourself... now exhale....Peace...Create...Sheila

misguided

what makes anyone think...i'm the journal with critical acclaim...i voice my opinion while eyes feel what printed...i view my own interpetations...that's what's intented i want 2 be the single most outlook ..in a room of million...where i stand amomg my peers...agold plated statue...that spells worlds greatest..or what 2 mention...a line with character footage and printed as good taste and appeal...a woman who 's not 2 demanding..but exposes what's simple as simon..with rhythms and song...sings what original for paper and pen logic..the vacuum...what sucks up you views...keeps them under perspectives and long hard work ethics...the brain holds porportions amounts certain...while on the way 2 success..becoming a book...poetry in motion.. but ....in my case...i become what's non-professional...da dreams on held 4 those with better insync..what brings understanding...what's english..2 interpid..where i hang my know how..leaves da room of class acts and new outlook...damn that's real.. flaky...shady...down right cold...what am i...2 paragraphs...lines and adjectives...my mind...which goes hand and hand...spelling..sonnet..writing what spells creativity...i know i can b..true versions of lilies of da field or perspiration...what sweats my brow or sinks my soul's circular motion to response adequently...alphabetically...systematically sound...2 function...verbally..wish me lunch...viewers...CREATE.s POEMENTRY

Sunday, June 1, 2008

i thought about it

How can i walk away from perfection after reading your blogs...u have something magnetic..draws me 2 your writing..touches my heart..this is where it all started..man ..your my anchor...when water drowns me..i get lifted...da affects..ohhh so sweet how can i leave tag team...i have no other options..you've carried me through bitterness...anger..lonliness...misfortune.. on my part...you can't keep doing this friend..your words inspire..what were all about...whatever i've experienced on your behalf..wears inner peace and deep love.. how can i resist your companionship... u got me..u got me...smile cypher..God's property unites us..it's plain 2 see..your addictive...like a drug..like a drink of bacardi and coke...like hennessy..DAMN.. WHERE DID WE leave off...proceed... Mr Wordsongs...i feel like...s...t..shhhhhhh.. u know..i hate when u get your way...always lol..loveya homie...i ain't mad at ya...stj