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A COMMENTARY/ THE POVERTY LINE/ GOT A GRIPE..I SEE THE OMEGA..WHAT ALPHA PREDICTED

The problem in today's society..we live 2 the call for so many amendments.. according to the the constitution..we live by as americans..the land of apartheid..the land we built as afro americans..the land of da slaves.. gets no apolgies or rights 2 claim our own existence...and yet..we as a people..has done more in this lifetime..than any other race on this earth.. this is why..we are asked...to this day..what is rightfully respected as ours and the sacrifice of our lives..no cash for a debts to live life as a salary..when ..a slow hand moves..their no paychecks to take care of..no speech..no reversal of fortune..no cash dollars with IN GOD WE TRUST">>SILENCED working..as labor calls us cash earnings..speaks for itself..but not us..in a white man's world..his prophecy...me as his vehicle..his motive..to escape.. where words..thoughts of hatred still remains our threat..tryin to violate OBAMA.. in 2009..debts.we never had no reason 4 punishment..just da voice of criticism.. hatred..don't give a damn about what we feel..the time is now..what's our identity..it spelled out..they wanted to keep us unidentified.."IN GOD WE TRUST"... keeps your spirits alive..represents the earnings for them..not what GOD intended for all human beings..with prophecy and religious manuscripts..the "BOOK".. where our people learned..worshipped all the days of their lives..to serve him being..continuation..althrough eternity...keep the spirit and wear his flesh and blood..so ordered..we have no choice..that's what been wrong about life..from the beginning of time ..were his creation...his children..not man.. the ridiculous Questions..don't be manifest..but..misinformed..by the voices of ANTI-CHRIST DOING THIS..we are STILL..living in times of the oppressed .. the poor..THE poverty..no jobs..no homes..wars still on going..ask yourself this Q:..DOES IT LOOK LIKE WERE OUTTA THE FIRE.OUTTA DANGER..THE PLIGHT.. WHAT'S BEEN LEFT ON OBAMA..PRAY FOR YOUR PRESIDENT...he's the one..he's left with this mess..after all we've been waiting for.a BLACKMAN in office...still.. fixing thangs..just like Jesus..The carpenter..what's left on our people to pull u out from under apron strings..left..kept working..where i stand accused.. Once more..in bondage..without no reason..still in this lifetime..when the going gets rough..let them niggas..get themselves out..where we tried to teach them..but..what was taught..i never learned from YOU..the blame is quite obvious..they always needed..what they could not handle..their own minds.. a terrible thing 2 waste...couldn't adapt..UNITED NEGRO COLLEGE FUND..WAS MY TEACHER..U DEPRIVED ME FROM..WHAT I LEARNED..ALL BY MYSELF..what u wanted.. needed..WITH NO HELP FROM U..AND THIS WORLD BELONGS TO WHO?? THINK..WATCH~WHAT~HAPPENS..from this day forward...keep God first in your life.. one who wears a disguise..lives inside of evil..doing dirty..as the days u portrayed..moves..what's left of this earth..2 live...keep your eyes open... WATCH WHAT HAPPENS...there's lessons 2b learned..NOW...no man is an island.. without a King..we got ours..NOW..Peace... CREATE. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Pt II MY ANSWER TO THE NY POST ANIMAL BLATANT CONTROVERSY by ..SHEILA T JORDAN... ~~A POEM~~ You draw me a post..it does damage.. talks..as a threat..what's worn to cover-up the truth...where you tried to remain innocent..where u compared my people 2 an animal..with heat exposure where brutality claims u..it's name..rank.. and serial number...the police officers is your artillery..the only means 2 destroy our President...2 assassinate..the motives kept..that ol' slave mantality..a memorial for blacks in the white house..u try to kill the dream..where justiced claimed your editorial displayed of animation..played..right in in 2 our hands..with something so simple as.. paper and pen art..acting as a critic..where the truth don't lie..RACIST...You are now..by what was illustrated..u are now..DISMISSED.. terminated..pack your bags..get the hell out.. FOR THE PEOPLE..BY THE PEOPLE.. CALLS THEMSELVES HUMAN..REFUSES TO STEP DOWN ADMIT...THIS IS OUR TIME..WE GOT TO CLEAN UP THIS MESS..U LEFT BEHIND..BUT UNTIL THEN.. THE POST WEARS NO BILLS..DOLLARS OR CENTS ENOUGH..2 MATCH ANY STIMULUS..OBAMA..THE RECOVERY..A CURE..YOU CAN'T DO NOTHING ABOUT YOURSELVES...PEACE..CREATE...SHEILA T JORDAN.. OBAMA'S BACKBONE....JOIN THE GROUP AGAINST RACISM AT THE POST..NO SUPPORT OR DISTRIBUTION OF THE POST.. CLOSE BUSINESS...MEMBER/ EDWARD DEAN ARNOLD @FACEBOOK.COM H I S~~~ S U P P O R T E R~~~

I COME 2 THE DEFENSE OF OBAMA'S ECONOMIC STIMULUS COMMENT OF THE NY POST

what can whip your ass..with a stimulus plan..OBAMA..surplus as my benefactor.. no matter what the picture indicates..your not drawin me to a close..while I'm your new law to try and reinforce in this damn house..last i look..it was Jan 20..the book on my hand was the bible and where i was sworded in2..becoming the unanimous vote..the NY POST you name yourself..has no rights but to bicker and see me..as the target to trigger..black..to monkey me around.. writes with no powers to add..but what was fired..at the end of the day...what allegations try to..but can't judge a book..where i stand..as YOUR PRESIDENT.. THE oath of office..THE ROAD TO VICTORY..THE MIND U WISH YOU HAD..AT THE TIME OF YOUR artwork..the DEMISE..where life kept you working..writing..and using.. the color..described as..a face that launched a thousand ships..where yours.. declared ownership...what imagined..Whenthis ape killed your own..it's friend.. mines declared a victory as yours..the crime..u wanna keep slaving me as..da editorial..what kicked you out..as you the apology..where the majority rules.. and my house is now white...my mother..white..the administrative teams black and white...whatever it is..got you drawing a gun at an ape..kills..the messenger..life you save..now..shall beyour own fate..while the votes are in..."surrender"..thats your only option..slavery will not go on..as long as my feet are worn on the ground you tried to claim as..hands..with no leggs to stand on...a man with no a beast of burden rage..uses his level of strength to know your place..but don't..the chief of state..your commanding officer..what you wanna get rid of...i say goodbye..gave you no reason to pull that gun..cop..life has been a barrel of monkies..but is now...mine..da fist full of denomination..raising their fist..praising ..oh hellaluyah..thank u.. yours truly..the words of OBAMA..STIMULUS..NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES..I GIVE BACK...CREATE

THE THINGS U NEVER KNEW ABOUT LOVE~N~BATTLE..MY STORY

A POEM..BY CREATE..SHEILA JORDAN(ISIS) A COLD CHILL INVITES SLOW HANDS..UNREPORTED ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ FOR YEARS I'M ON THIS PLANET AS A SYMBOL OF GOD'S CREATION TO BREATHE..GROW IN WISDOM..LEARN THE FUNDAMENTALS OF BECOMING STRONG HUMAN BEINGS..WITH A SMART UPBRINGIN..A WELL OFF LIFE TO NURISH MY SOUL AND CLAIM LIFE..AS A WORTHY CAUSE..MY MOM AND DAD'S MIRACLE CHILD..WHERE LOVE HOLDS U CLOSE AND NEVER HARMS..PLEASE SAVE ME..MY THOUGHTS..OBEY WHAT SPEAKS OUTTA LINE.. WHAT LEADS ME AWAY FROM DIRECT PRINCIPLES..GROPES..TOUCHES FEELS MY ANAMONY..DISRESPECTS A WOMAN/MAN..INAPPROPRIATELY..BRING ME BACK AS..A WOMAN/MAN..WITH HOPE TO LIVE THROUGH PUNISHMENTS..BE CURED..DA REASON 2 GO ON..FEELING LOVED..WITH MUCH UNDERSTANDING.. AWISE MINERAL..THE MEDICINE TO RESTORE A MIND..BACK TO HEALTH.. FORI AM HIS CHILD..MORE SO IN HEAVEN..THAN HERE ON EARTH..IF YA DON'T KNOW NOW..THEN YOUR HEARTS ARE WORN..BY THE CHARACTER OF LUCIFER..THE ENEMY OF GOD..WHO NOW U SERVE..AS YOUR ISLAND OF FANTASY AND MISCHIEF..WHERE YOU HAVE TO ANSWER TO GOD FOR MISGUIDED SEXUAL SICKNESS..I'LL PRAY FOR YOU ALL...PEACE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When you say..you like what you see and the look is your world's possession.. can't become his/her earth..what's hollow from the beginning..what's black from..inner space..where the surface speaks different...this makes you do and say do..without recognizing..it's love.."disillusioned"..the ultimate catch 22..leaving foot in mouth..where dating is pass the pleasure..read..while the study is her/his...THE TRUTH..IT SLAPS U IN DA FACE..don't utter a sound..or try to explain yourselves..the eyes of beauty..becomes the meal ticket to enter.. where your heart sees a way to make life more easier...where the prey invites u to it's home..i say to myself..good job survival..now i can relax..become the guest...enjoy my stay...da playa..where the game was so simple to maneuver..life don't live for love no more..2 respect one another...your the bate..the fish..outta of water..you drown yourself..becoming his/her feelings..you..a fool and it's closeness..becomes a lesson learned..so many times..being in love.."battered"..the flesh..what withers..changes...dries up.. burns out..evenually..DIES..if you base love on a shape..support..a room.. availabilities..favors...flavas..listen to what's BEEN..around the block.. inside ghetto hearts..what's BEEN..chewed up..spit out..fought battles.. like.this beauty..RIHANNA..wore scares on her lightskin body parts..what kickedass to prevent from becoming a corpse..lying in casket..leaving children behind for others to raise..although..i was hell on wheels..made it out on my own accord..i learned to defend my principles..build character..dignity.. become class..the road for me wasn't a game of chance..it was a trial..the jury ..the decision..where i rest assure..this way in life..will pass..but never forgotten and i'll still be living for life..what God says i'm here for.. not who controls MINE..I thank you Lord..for my days and nights..you came to rescue abuse..manipulation..demands..close 2 death survival..where. i now know the feelings of love...universal..F A M I L Y..u are the life i live.. the motion to carry on..and the rewards given..at a time my world was spinning outta control ..saving souls now for Jesus..letting them know...I come as peace...if your with me..please ACT LIKE YA KNOW..sooooo..in the name of GOD THE FATHER ALMIGHTY..i made it out alive..NEVER 2 WALK THIS ROAD AGAIN...AMEN.. NOW YA KNOW THE TRUTH..FRIENDS..I CAME FROM ABUSE..I LOVE EAZY..BUT..ONLY FROM A DISTANCE.."HURTS" SO BAD..I PAUSE..IN SILENCE..CREATE

Though my blood and flesh holds me where u take my heart and left me cold and in seclusion..the heat keeps me warm..wrapped above my Egyptian crown..which labels me the royal nativity..name me Queen..the woman you possess to bow down 2..with false in sigma..i be the stories of ancient rituals and betrayal..where KING TUT learns he is the target of fowl play..where by being the woman's desire..becomes the pharaoh slaves and do whatever pleases him..all turned away..found the pharaoh the curse of his land..where the ancient people displayed a ritual act..do the unthinkable...kill the Pharaoh..place the body in a tomb..where he'll parish and die alive..ain't that something..buried..mummified..alive...i've always been fascinated with archeology..the pyramids and such..the black race with much history is told in archeology..the legends are phenomenal..i identify with prospects and bare with the intrige and adventure..exciting...behold.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HER QUEEN..NEFETITI..A BEAUTY TO B HOLD..HOW I LOVE TO B..FROM the ARTISTRY.. WEARING IT'S EGYPTIAN DAYS..LOVE THE CLOTHING..HOW I LOVE THE SPHINX..THE PYRAMIDS..ALTHOUGH STUDIES HAVE SHOWN..PEOPLE WHO HAVE VISITED THESE TOMBS.. HAVE MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEAR..NEVER TO BE FOUND OR HEARD OF AGAIN..THAT'S SCARY.. I'LL JUST LEARN THE HISTORY AND KEEP THE MEMORIES ALIVE WITHIN MY SOUL.. A DRY CONTINENT..WITH A SECRET..PEACE CREATE

the duties we display

(HUMOR FOR TODAY)..LOLOLOLOL..on your behave..u made it happen..Comic Relief..u backed up emotion...i let ya out and your delivered..MR WORDSONG..LISTEN>>>thanks for this comic mayhem..here we go...your PICTURE..LOLOL..FUNNY!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Oh how does this rule..what life keeps us sitting on..2 disposal..the expression of need 2 open our face..the common case to exhilarate..become a mission to break the air and deliver..arrives..what's unannounced..targets our senses..invites it's stinch..loads..fires 2discretion..intestinal tract never asked..but.. willing to give back..everything we built up..restorate..but..just4 for a lil while...let ya know..I'm ready to explode..it's either you or me..on one knows the time..min or hour of release..but the after effects are..a breathe of fresh air..a load off my butt...where i gave my shit up and you fertilized your lawn with my badass self..now doesn't that tell ya something..i'm recyclable..released my waste of your time and you get the finishing touches.. shit on your hands...but..cleans what's dirty..other than that..you have a nice day...just bein me..nobody else butt..create.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I find that life~ takes u through all directions and sits ya down.. makesyou think..be happy..it's all in how ya see the tears of a clown.. when noones around 2 stand..applaud them for their efforts..peace..SHEILA ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's how a smile makes the day go further..u made mine..SMILING...:)-CREATE

A village Queen is found by her earth's surface /a love story

What melts her heart..engaged in one..his eyes like black onyx..da shade of midnight cruises around Montego bay beaches..where da water meets up with it's ocean..grabs 4 life on da surface..where i'm being swallowed..by a deep passion..the kiss..where arms are ferocious..strong..ambitious enough to carry tons of baggage to my suite..where i lay me down among tropical breeze..where leaves are blowing in the wind of ecstasy..all over me..where thickness becomes my idol..what opens up his porthole..invites woman..his layers..i can't resist..protects me from the village townsman..calling..protects me..while i'm in a strange location..where foreign distribution captures my attention..what tackles my ivory and ebony complexion..twice the attraction..what devours an american custom..to feed him the beauty of heat exposure..an american Queen..he feel to perform..as i wear his interlock..gets lonely for da meal...what I heat below gravity..where eye level finds me..no way out..drifts down her canal.. where worlds are lost..where she feels the substance of his vigorious attacks.. invites the youthfulness of a prize winning champ..behind closed doors..he awards her....ohohoh..damn..the trophies are handed out..celebrates by delightful touch...massages my back..licks my earlobes..my body parts..i enjoy the sweet sweat of chocolate bitters..controls my overall effects to perform..where the sun don't shine..and i'm delite..fully equipped...wear his temperature..keeps da motion flowin..all night into summer's morning dew..where i cum unconditionally reassured..security wraps me forever his...a young love..my life begins..the muiltitude..the uncontrollable mischief of black man's love..on a beach..far from view..my warm inigma..what waits...knows no limits..gave enough to change older..where my vintage forest..becomes a thang ofthe past..i resolute..become the eternal orgams..2 drive Doctor Love my potion..the antidote for healing..where my love is..u know..open..free...a kingdom for his village..his hideaway..his woman..your earth's black hole...CREATE

SURVIVAL

WHAT DABBLES INTO MORTAL MAYHEIM..LIVES DAY BY DAY..COURAGEOUSLY FORMING A SENSE OF PRIDE IN WHO YOU ARE AS..WOMAN..TO A WORLD WHICH FACES CHANGE AND CARRIES WEIGHT AMONG THE PASSION OF CHRIST..JESUS..TO LIVE HIS WAY OR BE GONE..WITHIN YOUR INNER CHILD...I'VE BEGAN TAKING A CLOSE LOOK AT PEOPLE..THE SPOTLIGHT WHICH PLAYS AN ACT OF FALSEHOOD IN MY HEART..WHERE BETRAYAL IS GROWING RAPIDLY..ASKED SO MANY QUESTIONS RELATED TO FEELINGS..MY INNER CHILD'S WAY TO HANDLE WHAT CAN'T ESCAPE.. WHAT KEEPS YEARS REFUSING TO EXCEPT LIFE..CROSSED..AS THE CLOCK TICKS..IT'S HANDS TALK..IT LETS YOU KNOW..THE VISION OF STAYING IN TUNE WITH WHAT YOU ARE..WHAT YOU WANNA 2 BE AND WHO TAKES CHARGE OF SHEILA..YOU OR THE SPIRIT WHICH LIVES INSIDE.. ON FEB 14..I WAS HANDED DOWN AN REALITY CHECK..NO..NOT CASH..NOR A LOOK OF CONFUSION..JUST A WAKE UP CALL..I CAN'T GET OVER..MY SOCIAL LIFE WAS PUT ON HOLD..DUE TO A HUMAN BEING..I GAVE MY ALL TO..NEVER..EVER WENT THAT FAR FOR A MAN..BUT I DID..IT WAS LIKE I WAS HYPNOTIZED..WHERE MY EYES MADE CONTACT WITH A HEART OF GOLD..I STARTED VISUALIZING MYSELF IN THEIR COMFORT ZONE..FEELING THEM IN MY CIRCLE..A FULL 360 DEGREES OF GENERIC HARMONE..WALKING AROUND MY EMPTY SPACE..ACTUALLY GRINNING..IMAGINING IT WAS A PAGE IN MY BOOK..I NEEDED TO HAVE AND WOULDN'T CLAIM ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL LIVING WHERE THEY MARINATED..MELTING EVERY SINGLE PART OF MY BEING WHAT WAS FELT..SO I STARTED WRITING A BOOK..EXAMINING A CLOSED ROOMS WITH CANDLES BURNING AND SUCCULENT SAGE..WITH MOISTURE CAPTIVATED BY OUR LIPS.AND PULSATING HEART..I STARTED TOUCHING..GRABBBING..HUGGING MY MIND..I WORE NO SHEETS OR GARMENTS..I REFUSED 2 BE LET DOWN..SO I CREATED A BREW OF PASSION FRUITS..2 TASTE..LEFT ON THE SIDE OF MY NIGHT STAND..NOW REMEMBER..I ALLOW MYSELF TO EMERGE IN CLOSE PROXIMITY..PLANNING HOW I WOULD SEDUCE MY VICTIM..I WOULD LEAR THEM INSIDE MY INNER CHILD..START PLAYING..BY RUBBING THEIR ARMS..CHEST.. ANTAGONIZING MY BODY..LICKING THEM UNTIL ALL OF THERE FLESH WAS WET BEYOND MEANS OF PERFECTION..LOOSING OURSELVES..FOR I WAS WHAT CARRIED A LONG..LONG THANG FOR THIS SPIRIT IN ME FOR THEM..DO U KNOW HOW IT IS TO WEAR THE FLESH OF A MAN WITHOUT HIS SURFACE..WITHOUT KNOWING HIM FORMALLY..HIS EYES CONTACT..WHICH REFLECT OFF ON..HOW DOES IT FEEL..ME..WELL..U CAN IMAGINE HOW THIS WAS DRIVING ME TO THE POINT OF WHERE I JUST WOULD BREAK DOWN AND BITE MY WORDS EVERY TIME I WANTED THIS MAN..THE NERVE ENDINGS WERE IN CONTROL..BUT MY HEART STARTED RACING OUT OF CONTROL..FOR MORE THAN A YEAR..I PLAYED ON IT..FIGHTING THE FORCES..PREVENTING MYSELF TO BE TOGETHER.. WHEN THE TRUTH WAS..I WASN'T AT ALL..THIS BEAUTIFUL CURRENT..DRAWING HIMSELF TO ME..STUCK IN POSITION..AT..HOME..IN BED..OUTSIDE..IN THE PARK..EVERYWHERE I WANTED TO HAVE HIM..THE GENTLEMAN FEELS IT'S A FUNNY THANG..TO SEDUCE.. CUDDLE..AS A WEB..LIKE A SPIDER..AS THE DAYS ..WEEKS ..WENT ON..THINGS STARTED TAKING PLACE IN MY HOME..SICKNESS..PAIN..DEATH..STRESS..LONELINESS...ANGER..SELFISHNESS.. ARGUEMENTS..DRINKING..SMOKING..DATING..BLOWING THINGS OUTTA PROPORTION..LEFT HOME FOR AWHILE..SILENCE AND NO POETRY WRITING..NO HEARING FROM OTHERS INTERESTED IN THE CONCEPT OF INTEREST..THEN THE GIGS..THE AFTER NIGHT PARTIES.. THE NOT WANTING TO FACE THE TRUTH ..THERE WAS LOVE GOING ON IN MY MIND..SO I GOT MAD..IT WAS NOTHING FOR ME TO GET MY SWERVE ON..I JUST BEEN VERY NUMB.. BITTER..WHAT I SAW WAS BULLSHIT...NOT RIGHT..UNTIL THE NIGHT OF MY GIG IN THE BOWERY..I STARTED THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH WORK WAS PUT INTO THIS PARTNERSHIP HOW LOVE FOR ME WAS INVISIBLE..BUT..GOT OTHERS THANKING ME ABOUT MY PERFORMANCE..STILL..HOLDING BACK THE TEARS..AFTER I GOT HOME..I SAID I'M GONNA LET IT GO..ASKING MYSELF..WHAT THE HELL IS THIS FOR..ONCE MORE I LET MYSELF BECOME AN OUTCAST..VALENTINE'S DAY ARRIVE..GAVE MYSELF TO MY DAUGHTER..GOT RESPECT WATCHED SOME MOVIES..WENT TO SLEEP..PREPARED MYSELF FOR ANOTHER DAY OF FAMILY..ROUTINES..THOUGHTS WENT RACING THROUGH MY BRAIN AND THEN CAME HIM.. ON THE COMPUTER..RETURNING WORDS..I NEVER MEANT..YOU ARE THE BEST THING I HAVE MET IN YEARS..BUT TO WRITE U OFF..THE TRUTH WAS MY REALITY..I'M IN LOVE...HARD.. JEALOUSY.. CAN'T RESPONSE.AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO..AND THERE U HAVE IT..A TALE OF 2 LIL TOO LATE FOR SORRY...NOT MUCH COMPANY FOR ANYBODY..SO PEOPLE STARTED DROPPING OFF AS MY VISION..SAID GOODBYE..KNOW ALL THE TIME..I CAN'T.. IT HURTS LIKE HELL THOUGH..YOU ARE A VERY SPECIAL LIFE IN MINE AND YOU ALWAYS WILL B..I'M HOLDING ON..DISTANCE SHAKES AND TREMBLE ..AT THE MARE MENTION OF YOUR NAME..I GET BUTTERFLIES..THE HEART DROPS INTO MY LAP..THIS IS WHAT YOU DO..TO A QUEEN..BEEN...PEACE CREATE

valentine..babysitting...gave my daughter and hubby a night out...

just thought i mention...in new jersey...after a long day..taking care of the children for tiki and Ian...watched tv..set me up..while they was out on the town..the doorbell rings...flowers for was delivered... so i signed my name...brought them inside..thinking they was for my daughter..long behold..they was for me..my kids are a trip...my grand started laughing..gave me kisses and hugs..thanks family...i love you too.. happy VALENTINES DAY TO MY FRIENDS..ALL OF YOU..LOVE IS HERE 2 STAY.. COZ I NEVER CHOOSE 2 HATE ANYONE...A THOUGHT.. "HURTING" A LOT..IT STILL REMAINS IN AFFECT..BUT..WHAT WAS MY DECISION..i had to BREAK AWAY..YA KNOW..GOD BLESSYOU..FOREVER..FOR ALWAYS..FOR ... L O V E...SIGNED...S H E I L A ...2.. M Y I M A G I N A T I O N..FEELING...Y O U

lyrical splender/black history month/valentine day spoken word

i have lived to be among the rank..tonite..i gave my all..everything..this to shall pass..proverbs say..when i took that podium among the 10 speakers..i had no idea what was upon me..but i felt so damn good..that i almost lost my train of thought...why...there was two very important people who was watching us..i had no idea who was in the audience until our night had ended and the lights came on..nobody but the people from writer's guild and actors guild in the house..when they approached us..they ask my name and well..this is it sheila ..i said..can't back down now..i told them who i was and mr williams smiled and said..your words were very ..in his words ~aural~..expressive and very well originated..and to think it was just a month ago i started branching out..not feeling as though..i was an interest for such admiral...the night turned out beautiful..my son was the one who mention it to his producer and well she's a doll..her character and wit..prepares you for stardom..the conversation went well..i love my son very much for my back..where lines suddenly showed ..i was heard by a like of dignitaries tonight..in poetry..writing skills and screen editing..i got to sit in on a discussing of different ways to articulate speech patterns..what moves the audienc ..not only with drama and magnetude..but in making the crowd wanna get involved with your speech..improvising..touch..joy..connection..all the above..i got in at 12:01am. on the nose..i feel so good..about Russell..THE DIRECTOR in charge wants to put him in more of her work..she told me how much she loves him..i truly am blessed ..thank God for survival and believe..when your time comes calling..u must proceed in motion..poetically..fundamentally..any means necessary..curtain call..open up your mouth and let it happen..just flowwwwwwwwww yourway to stardom..lord..i thank u..always and forever..peace..Create