backtrack

today i had alot on my mind...funny...how time takes you bac 2 love lines and madden calls...slavery and relocation...money...a kiss b4 leaving...daydreaming....my grill i just bought...preparations for da 4th...outdoors..where eveything changes...for the past 2 months...death has been the talk of my neighborhood...all in total..we have lost..in proximeter 2 length...diameter...6...jessie across the street on around the holidays in dec....corey..unexpectly in april...mr briggs..my girlfriends husband...last week...up the street...my girlfriend..Sharon's mom...in back of me.. A friend..Bridget...her grandmother and someone who i loved dearly...my main man..Jerry..he used to hang out all night...bac in da days...listening 2 oldies but goodies..we use to dance together..hustle..bump..sad 2 say ..da alcohol did him in. i think it's got 2 be a record..i've cried a million and one tears and said goodbye i can't even keep count...it only goes 2 show u...we haven't long in life to play with affection..mindgames...pretending...arguing...fighting...being disrespectful. when u wake up in da morning..say thank you...it's an honor 2 thank God for living taste the water...fix breakfast...eat..dress...get ready for work...see the sunshine when you open your door to leave...walk down the stairs..say have a nice day...breath in..now exhale what's ready...make it home safe and sound...without facing...jungle warfare...where bullets wears no names...written on guns...pray 4 life...coz dying is not 2 far from a reason 2end...what's unheard of...be Careful..everyone...GOD IS CALLING HIS PEOPLE HOME...PRAY FOR YOUR LIFE...AFTER DA FACTs...say....noone stays here 4 ever...enjoy yourself... now exhale....Peace...Create...Sheila