THE FLOW

WHAT WITHERS THE HEART FROM LOVE...DIGS INSIDE...TAKES WHAT FEELS IN DOVE BUT...WHAT REMEDIES HOLD AS HATRED...FOLLOWS THE SOUL...CAPTURES WHAT' DEVINE. RELIEVES TOMORROW'S DREAMS...LEAVES THE PAST BEHIND..LOOKS FORWARD...WHERE MY LOVES FINDS...FOREVER...MAN..ONE WITH WOMAN..CALLED INFINITY...U..KNOWS NO TIME...GAVE ME COSMOS...HEAVEN WITH NO DEATH...FLOATIN...LIVES ETERNALLY YOURS..FLAGS ME DOWN...WHERE MY LIBERTIES TOUCH AND SUDDEN CRIES..HAS NO TEARS LEFT..WIPES WHAT'S DRY..WITH TISSUES IN HAND..U...A LIFE..WHAT GROWS..ACHES BEYOND UTOPIA...WHAT FLOWS..OUR LOVE..THE AQUENTICE..ME...CREATE

SWEPT ME... UNDER DA RUG..

I GOTTA A STORY..IT'S NOT GOOD...I SLEPT ON MY RUG...LEFT A STAIN..A RED TOILING MISCHIEF OF CRUELTY..IT BLEW ME FROM INNER HOSTILITY...FOUGHT THE EVILS OF MAD MAYHEM..TEARING UP CITY INSIDE FROM.. MYSELF BEING A TOPIC OF STINCH...SMELLIN A NIEVE PERSON..BEATIN LIFE..WHAT WANTS 2 SEE ME DEAD AND GONE FROM RUGS..A PLACE I LIVE..WITH NO CARE 4 MY NOBLE EXCESSOR..DA KING..WHO DENIES ME SON..HE PRETENDS.. THE OWESOME GENE..LEAVES ME LEAD..ONE STONE TURNS IT'S CASTLE..LOOKS BENEATH THE SHALLOW WEEDS I BREATHE..KEEPS IT'S SMOKE..THE ROYAL VANITIES OF NEW BIRTH..CLOTH IN RAGS AND SHARES NOTHING BUT SEEDS..THE DROPPINS..LEGIONS OF DA STORM TORN..MY RUGS ARE IT'S CLOSURE AND MY FEET WEARS IT'S FABRIC..WEAVED...SOWED .. MY LEGACY...A KNIGHT IN A MOAT..WITH AMNESIA...A MIND CROSSED..WITH NO HOME..SO BEAUTY MAKES IT'S WAY THROUGH...CAPTURES LOVE..SWEARS ME IN2 PRIZE POSSESION..I GRACE WHAT BECOMES BLOOD AND SPECTICLES...DANCE ..WHILE JESTERS LAUGH..PLAYS DA FOOL LEFT ON DA KING..A NOTE THAT READS..HE IS THE SON OF MERCY...LEFT ON A RUG..WITH RED DEVISTATION..WOUNDED BY NEGLECT...FIND HIM YOUR LOVE AND KEEP HIM YOUR CHILD...WHERE BITTERNESS GRIEVES IN POVERTY..FORGETS WHO IS LIFE AND HOW IT BECOMES A CROWN..U KNEEL B4 LORD..WHAT LIFTS IT'S RUG 2 B FLESH..BLOOD..THE COLOR OF KING SOLOMON...THE BIRTH OF SON..RESCUED..GLORIFIED...KNIGHT HIM..ANCESTOR..BLOOD RELATIVE...HIS MAJESTY..CREATE

A RACE IN TIME OF LOVE..SAVES NONE

YOU LOOK AT MY FACE EVERY MORNING..YOU KISS ME GOODBYE AND SAY..I LOVE YOU.. YOU HUG AND EMBRACE ME ..LIKE YOU CAN'T GET ENUFF OF THIS LADY...YOU SMILE.. LIKE A FINE WINE AND SONG...YOU LEAVE ME THINKING...I GOT IT GOING ON..U SAY GOODBYE..HAVE A NICE DAY...I RESPOND..I LOVE YOU BABY..THE TEARS RUN DOWN MY CHEEK...THINKIN ..HOW LUCKY AM I..HE'S MY ONE AND ONLY...I RESPECT OUR FRIENDSHIP..UNTIL THE MOMENT WHEN... HE'LL BE MINE..OFFICIALLY...TRUE LOVE HAS MADE IT'S WAY 2 HIM AND I...HE CALLS FROM WORK..WHAT DO WE WANT TODAY FOR LUNCH...I'M NOT SURE..I HAD A LATE BREAKFAST..NOT HUNGRY...OK THEN..I'LL BE LOOKIN FORWARD TO DINNER AT 6:OO..SHE GRINS..YEAH SWEETHEART...LIL DID HE KNOW... ALL WHAT WAS SO IN 2 CLOSE CAPTIONS AND RATED PG17..SHE'S FEELIN A LITTLE FREAKY... SO THE MIND STARTS PLAYIN WITH HER INCH..DA SCRATCH IS WEARIN HER THIN..HE STARTS TO TWITCH..TURNS..LOOKS ANOTHER DIRECTION AT WOMAN..SHE GETS A PHONE CALL..IT'S NOT HER MIDDAY 4PLAY LOVER...HE CALLS HER FROM WORK ONCE AGAIN..WHATCHA DOING!!..HE ASKED...SHE LAUGHS WITH HYSTERICS..OH NOTHING..JUST WATCHING A MOVIE...HE WANTS 2 HEAR HER MOAN..WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS..IN HIS EAR...SHE RESPONDS...MMMM..AHH..IS THAT ENUFF FOR U MY DEAR?...HE SAYS..UH UH...I WANT MORE...SHE SPEAKS...WHY RIGHT NOW...HE REPLIES...IS THEIR SOMETHING WRONG?..WITH A SUSPICIOUS TONE..SHE SPEAKS...WHY U ASKING ME SO MUCH..HE ANSWERS..BECAUSE I'M RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER..AT THE STORE..BUYING SOME CONDOMS FOR TONIGHTS PERFORMANCE..SHE SAID..WHAT!!! AROUND THE CORNER...WHY U DIDN'T LET ME KNOW U WAS COMING HOME EARLY..HE SAID..I WANTED 2 SURPRISE YA..I TOOK THE REST OF DA DAY OFF..NOW WHILE.. HE'S ON THE PHONE..AT THE STORE..BUYING THEM COCKTAILS 4 6:00..HER BREAD HAS BEEN BUTTERED..SPREAD AND MERINATED..AS SHE SPEAKS..MEANWHILE..AS HIS ENGINE REVED UP.. HE PULLS DOWN DA BLOCK...MAKES THAT TURN..PARKS..GETS OUT DA CAR..AS SHE PEEKS THROUGH THE BLINDS..TO SEE IF DA COAST IS CLEAR...ONE PUTS THE KEY IN..WHILE THE OTHER GETS MIDDAY OUT..HER INCH IN TIME..SAVES HER..THE LOVE OF HER LIFE STEPS IN...SMILEN..WANTING SEXUAL HEALING...SHE SAYS..HONEY I'M TIRED FROM WORKING OUT..HE SNICKERS UNDERNEATH HIS BREATH...THOUGH U WAS SAVING THAT FOR US..SHE GOES TO HUG AND KISS HIM..STARES IN AMAZEMENT..ASK..WHAT IS THAT..SHE SAID..A STARTLED LOOK COMES OVER HIS FACE...WHATCHA TALKING ABOUT..HE SAID..THAT MARK ON YOUR NECK..HE LOOKS AT HER..WITH SPEECHLESS EYES..OH I HAD AN ACCIDENT WHILE COMING HOME..A GUY WAS DRIVING FAST..SO I HAD 2 PUT MY FOOT ON DA BRAKES..MY NECK WENT IN2 THE STEERIN WHEEL...DOES IT LOOK BAD HUN..SHE REPLIES..YEAH...A BLACK AND BLU MARK IS THERE..OMG..I DIDN'T KNOW..WELL I'M OK..I'LL TAKE CARE OF IT...NOW SHE'S SUSPICIOUS...WHATCHA THINK HAPPEN NEXT...I'LL TELL YA..THEY PLAYED RUSSIAN ROULETTE...LET THE GAMES BEGIN...LEFT THEIR DIRTY LAUNDRY...WHILE HANGIN OUT...KILLING TIME BY..ALLOWING HIMSELF TO GET SOM..ON THE ROAD 2 LOVE AND HAPPINESS..A DAY WITHOUT ONE ANOTHER..WHAT WENT WRONG...I DON'T KNOW...I NEVER CAPTURED GAME..A NAME CALLED..LOVE...IF U DON'T KNOW WHAT DA WORD MEANS...BEHIND DA DOOR..AROUND DA CORNER...DOWN DA BLOCK..WHERE U LIVE...TIMES UP..YOUR BUSTED...THERE'S NOTHING 2 SAVE..DA END JUSTIFIES..FINAL LOVE CALLS...CREATE

THE MOST BEAUTIFULLEST THANG IN THIS WORLD

THE DAY WAKES UP WITH POSITIVE SMILES AND WARM HEARTS WHEN THE DOORBELL RINGS AND YOU GO 2 FIND IT'S A BOUGUET OF FLOWERS FROM YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER..SAYING...I LOVE U..THANKS FOR ANOTHER YEAR OF SPLENDER IN DA GRASS..WHEN YOU FIND A 10 DOLLAR BILL ON THE GROUND AND YOUR THE ONLY EYE WHO SEES IT....WHEN YOU MISSED THE BUS FOR THE THIRD TIME THIS WEEK AND YOU RUN INTO A NEIGHBOR..WHO GIVES U A LIFT...WHEN A LOVE MISTAKEN YOUR REASONS FOR NO VISIT AS AN EXCUSE..DON'T BELIEVE...KNOWING...SHE/HE IS DA VERY 1 4 U. WHEN A FRIEND OFFERS YOU A DINNER DATE...ALL EXPENSES PAID FOR YOUR ENJOYMENT...WHEN..YOUR BILLS KEEPS YOU OUT OF REACH...THE PHONE IS CUT OFF...YOUR CLOTHES ARE NOT UP TO PAR AND HAVE NOWHERE TO GO FOR HELP...A LIGHT THAT SHINES..SUDDENLY CLEARS THE AIR...WHERE GOD APPEARS IN THE SKY...WHERE ALL THINGS IN LIFE ARE TRIVAL...BUT TAKES U THROUGH DIFFERENTUALS..THE CHANGES WE KNOW WELL...WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL..BY HOW U SEE IT...BECOME IT...LIVE IT..COMPLETE IT CREATE...S T JORDAN...JUST THOUGHT I MENTION

ENVELOPE

I'M INCAGED...I'M USED WHEN ...U WANNA SEND..LOVE LETTERS OF DA HEART...I'M CLOSE WHEN...IT'S A PRIVATE MATTER...I PUT MY HEART AND SOUL INTO ME..I READ WHAT SPELLS LONESOME..I CAN TRAVEL IN DA USA OR I CAN GO OVER SEAS... A TROPICAL PARIDISE I BECOME...DA LINES WEARIN PAGES WITH..A LOT TO OFFER...SOMETIMES SAD..SOMETIMES..HAPPY SOMETIMES MERRY..SOMETIMES WITHDRAWN...I SEND U SONGS OF MARY...WEAR GOD AS MY THEORY OTHER TIMES I TALK WHEN NOT DELIVERED...A THOUGHT..A DREAM...A LIFE OF MANY FEELINS. I WON'T BE QUOTED AS...A THING TO REMEMBER...SO I GET LOOKED AT...SMELL SENT I SMEARED ON PAPER...WHILE THE ENVELOPE CONCEALED...A WRITTEN STATEMENT...NO ONES WANTS TO READ..WHAT MY ENVELOPE LICK 2 MEND WANTS BEEN RIPED UP...THE ENVELOPE SENDS NO NOTHING BAC IN RETURN...WHAT HONORABLE MENTION SIGNS OFF...THE READER...THE WRITER...A LOVE ENDED..DA LETTER...WITH EYES CLOSED...NO INTEREST AT ALL..GOODBYE WHAT'S MISSED...LOST IN DA MAIL...CREATE

TECHNICALITIES

I'M FORMALLY ON TRIAL...I PLEAD MY CASE IN COURTROOMS...I GAVE WHAT SOCIETY CLAIMS IS..A MENACE 2 GET RID OF...U PLACED ME AN ACCESSORY TO A CRIME..U HANG ME...SPOKE AS A WASTE OF TIME...THE LIFE THAT BIRTHS ME EARTH..THE ADOLESENCE..A CREATION...LOCKED IN SURVIVAL...WE WAIT...WHAT ALLOGATES DECISION...WHAT TRIES 2 MANIFEST RELIGIOUSLY..BUT..SLAMS MORE TIME IN JAIL CELLS..YOUR BODY SWEATS...KEEPS U THINKIN..WHERE THERE'S A LONG PROCESS 2 EXHALE..PRESSURE BUILDS...YOUR THROAT GETS DRY...ANXIETY KILLS YOUR HOPES AND DREAMS...WHAT'S CRITICAL...FEEDS ON THE MIND WHICH POWERS YOU UNABLE2 THINK...NO STABILITY 2 FACE THE JURY...I LAY BSIDE MYSELF..QUIETLY...WHERE THE HOPES OF FREEDOM WALKS...IN CONFIDENCE...SAYING...THANK GOD..WE HAVE OVERCOME...AS DAYS AND NIGHTS WITHER'S IN2 DARKNESS.. A LIGHT THAT SHINES IS STARING DOWN...WHERE A VERSE DEMANDS ATTENTION...I PRAY 2 GOD FOR MERCY..WHILE MOM'S LETTERS OF AFFECTION...MY CHILDREN...MY LADY...STILL WAITS...AS A CALL COMES IN..GUILTY OR NOT...MY MIND SPECULATES...AS I BOARD THAT BUS TO DA COURTHOUSE...FROM BEING ACCUSED FOR YEARS...AS DA CAGED BLACKBIRD HUMS 4 HIS RELEASE...A COMMON CAUSE 2MAN..STANDS CORRECTED 2...DESTRUCT...THE PSYCH CARRIES ME THROUGH MENTAL DISORDER...MY CASE IS LONG OVERDO..WHAT FAILS IT'S VICTIMS..AN OVERLOOKED PROCESS..WITH TIME ON THEIR HANDS...HIS CASE IS PENDING...IT'S DISMISSED 4 DA DAY...COURTS AJOURNED..UNTIL DA NEXT COURT CASE...NO FREEDOM IN SIGHT...THE CYCLE REPEATS ME..LIKE A REVOLVING DOOR...BROTHA/SISTAH...B COOL...BLACK LAWYERS..INTERNS OF TOMORROW..YOUR OUR CALL 2 DEFENSE...ANOTHER DELAY FOR RIGHTS...JUSTICE...INNOCENCE...HELP!!!!...YOU CRY...OUR PEOPLE...YOU SUPPORT..THEIR RELEASE...STILL...THEY KEEP US..BOUND..GAGGIN..THINKIN ..THERE'S NO USE...SUICIDAL IS...DA FINAL OUTCRY...DOES HEAVEN HOLD A PLACE FOR A G??...NOT GOING OUT LIKE THAT..."PERSECUTION" "LET MY PEOPLE GO"...DON'T LEAVE US BEHIND AS..."CRIMINOLOGY"...U PREACH..IN COUNSELTATION...JUDICIAL SETTINGS...MEANWHILE DA CLOCKS TICKS...IT'S 11:00pm...NO JUSTICE..NO PEACE...LITES OUTS!!! I DEDICATE THIS 2...A HARD ENUFF LIFE 4 US...WHAT BIT OFF ENUFF..WHAT CLAIMS LIFE'S EXPECTANCIES...BY LETTING OURSELVES KNOW...YOUR DA CRIME..WEARING BLUE..BEIGE..BROWN..ORANGE..GREEN..THE COLORS OF LOCKDOWN..FREEDOM OPENS..WHERE YOUR COLOR WILL ALWAYS BE CONVICTIONS BLACK......LATINO..LET'S CHANGED THIS PATTERN OF LIFE'S EXPEDENCIES..4 DA BETTER....PEACE..MAY GOD BLESS U ALL..CREATE

A COASTAL BREATHROUGH

I wanna be the type of vessel which directs my being...launch a thousand ships..which carried my journey in time of it's voyage...i beam like golden splender i searched so long and hard through titles written...i cried and smiled at the same time...pretending..2 see life as a sparkle of sunshine...i painted a picture...where my love flows...a compass points...an arrow goes...2 fantasy island...where faces generates element of vision...i glow..i hold my own...lead..what's felt...the call of gentle woes..i touched a statue of venus..where love molds it's image...my soul...the beauty..the heart of a woman for her bo'...he'll b backbone..where the body stands.. tall..mighty...strong enuff 2 grip 4 times his weight...except what's heavy...other than his words...a bond..as the US MINT...where i'll b treasured.in equal amounts spent...the lifetime of the rich and famous..where 2 stones...diamonds and rubies...becomes fortune...claims it's victims...the alps..so high ..we escape the a war between the sexes..limit hate and bitterness beyond reasonable doubt..a place where there's no battles...misunderstandings...killings..regrets..my mission was 2 bring a topic...what the story reveals...hold it inside...make him b da one i see..along the way to growth..apply what is able...what's worth kindness..a light at the end of da tunnel...a breakthrough 2...becoming a dose of recovery...after cryin over spilt milk...losing sight...find myself drifting...on a memory...with no sense of purpose...the days of wine and roses...dissapear...what's best for love and happiness....good vibrations...California dreams...while being a native New Yorker....CREATE

WHOSE N CONTROL

I'M A FRAGILE WITHDRAWN MERCHANT..I SELL CLOTHING...I EARN A FORTUNE...I WAKE UP WITH ROLLS OF CASH..LOADED...MY APARTMENT LOOKS LIKE A KING IN HIS CASTLE...WITH PLENTY OF LUXURIES...FINE JEWELRY AND TONS OF FOOD TO EAT..MY CELL LEAVES A DOZEN OF MESSAGES A MINUTE...I LAY WITH WARM BODIES..WITH COMFORT EVERY NIGHT...MY BELL RING OFF THE HANDLE...SOMETIMES IT GETS 2 B A BAD HABIT...I WANNA WHINE AND DIME MY SUBJECTS..MAKE THEM KNOW..THEIR NUMBER ONE...GIVE THEM TENDER LOVIN CARE..WITHOUT BURSTING THEIR BUBBLES...SEND THEM HOME CRYIN...I'M NO AMATEUR...I'M A GOOD MAN WHO BRINGS YOU BACK...INVITES ANATOMY OF WOMAN...WHERE THE MERCHANT GIVE OF HIMSELF FOR TIME RENDERED..DISPLAYS CLOTHING AS A WAY TO PLEASE THE SMILE OF A SEXUAL JESTER A PLEASURE...WHILE BEDLOOMS AND SCENTED CANDLES LIGHT OUR MENU...DRAWS DA MAN..WHAT TAKES HIS CLOTHES OFF...ENTERTAINS HIS JOHNSON..THE NIGHT IS YOUNG...I'M BURNING BRIDGES AND BUILDING FEELINS AS I GO ALONG...I'M SO LOVED ..BY THIS BEAUTY..LOVIN ME DOWN..I LOOK AGAIN..WHAT DA HELLLLLL..WHERE'S MY FORTUNE...WHAT HAPPEN TO MY CLOTHES AS SLUMBER LEFT ME BROKE..WITH NO CASHFLOW...NO FOOD TO EAT...NOTHING AT ALL...I WAS ROBBED...MY BODY..THE LIFE...MY FAKE ASS WANNA BE LIKE ME..FRIENDSHIP..WHAT DID I DO 2 DESERVE THIS KIND OF FEELIN...NOTHING...WHAT U WAS LEFT WITH...SORRY KING..YOUR THROWN HAS BEEN OVERTURNED...SHE'S DA QUEEN...WEARING YOUR CLOTHES..CLEANED YOUR APARTMENT OUT...SAID...WHAT DON'T MEAN A THANG...EATS IT'S WAY OUTTA YOUR CLOTHING..I'M BAD...HAD 2 FEED MY FORTUNE...BECOME A LIFE WITHOUT BROKEN DREAMS PLAYIN LOVE GAMES HOMIE...DA BUCK STOPPED HERE...CLOTHES DON'T ALWAYS MAKE DA MAN THE WOMEN DO..WHEN U KNOW SHE'S GOOD...SAY SO..NOT DA SOLES ON YOUR TOES OR THE VALUE OF CASHFLOW OR HOW MUCH YOUR MAKING OR WHERE U LIVE AND HOW IT LOOKS..WHEN SHE BECAME WOMAN...MATERIAL THANGS ..U ADRESSED FOR SUCCESS...LOSING WHAT LOVE MEANT..SHE GAVE OF HERSELF...WALKED WITH IT...LOCK...STOCK...AND BARREL...MONEY..LATER!!!!

AIDS CLAIMS MY NEPHEW / ROBERT

ON JULY 28, 1988...I LOST MY NEPHEW ROBERT CHAPMAN...THIS CAME TO ALL AS A SHOCK HE WAS 25 YEARS OLD...IN HIS MEMORY...I WROTE THIS POEM FOR MY SISTER 2 KEEP AS M E M O R A N D I U M...I LIKE TO SHARE THIS WITH YOU IN THE HOPES THAT AIDS AWARENESS WILL SPEAK OUT LOUD AND IN RETROSPECT...THE MESSAGE OF LIFE...LIVING IN OUR WORLD INFECTING WITHOUT A CURE...SHEILA T JORDAN...CREATE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I WALK A MILE TODAY..I HEAR GOD'S WORDS SAY FEELIN LONELY, IN DESPAIR, CLINGIN ON 2 WHAT WAS HERE, DREAMING, REMEMBERING YOU THE ONE ON EARTH ..GOD HAS HIS EYES AND HANDS WHICH HE HELD ON2..LIFE IN MY MIND..STILL KEEPS TELLING ME..HE LIVES I WALK WITH YOU...KEEPS ME IN TOUCH..EMBRACIN A MEMORY..LINGERS ON SO MUCH..CAN IT BE..GOD YOUR TELLING ME; SPIRITUALLY..CONTACTS WILL KEEP ME HERE ON SOLID GROUND. DEPRESSION...RECESSION...NO RESTING..WHY ARE YOU ; CRYIN..TRYIN TO INCREASE THE FEAR MY WALKS BECOMES A WAY OF LIFE 2 HOLD ON 2. SANITY KEEPS ME RIGHT..MY STRENGTH OF THE LORD WILL ALWAYS WIN..MAKE IT THROUGH..BE ALRIGHT. WHATEVER TRIES 2 CONTROL..THE BOLDNESS..THE WORTHINESS...WHAT EVILS WANT 2 GRAB AND HOLD. THE THOUGHTS OF YOU...COMES THROUGH..I'M MISSIN YOU SON..BUT I WALK WITH U HUN.. KEPT US ONE LOVE HAS GIVEN US ..THROUGH MY WALKS..YOUR PRESENCE...I'M NO LONGER ALONE..SPIRITUALLY; HE LIVES THROUGH GOD..WHICH MAKES MEMORIES LIVE SIS..I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH...DON'T EVER THINK YOUR NOT THOUGHT OF...BACK HERE I NYC...HOPE I'VE GIVEN U THOUGHT OF YEARS SPEND WITH HIM ALIVE AND WELL..PLEASE...FEEL BETTER..YOUR ALWAYS ACCOUNTABLE...LOVED BY MANY..HE'LL BE THERE IN HEART..MIND..THROUGH SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH.. A LOVE WE'LL NEVER FORGET...GOD BLESS YOU... YOUR SIS...SHEILA...CREATE (ROBERT CHAPMAN) JANUARY 18TH 1963 - JULY 28,1988

A ACT OF DISMISSAL

TODAY WAS A HOT ONE... I THOUGHT I WAS OUT 2 LUNCH FOR A MINUTE...THE DARKNESS CLOSED MY EYES AND THE LIGHT BECAME A LONG TIME COMING BACK...WHERE MY SOUL BRINGS COMFORT FOR A MOMENT...I SIT AND DREAM ABOUT HOURS...WAITING FOR LOVE..WHERE MY MIND KEEPS HOPE ALIVE...ONE MO' TIME..AS HIS VISION CALLS FOR KEYBOARDS..THE PREACHER SINGS IT'S SERMON FOR TODAY...TIME CONTINUES TO PLAY...WHAT A GOOD MAN WE HAVE IN JESUS...I SIT IN DA BACK OF CHURCH HUMMING..YOUR MIND..YOUR THOUGHTS ARE NOT RIGHT...SEXUAL HANDICAPPS...GREETS A SMILE...WHERE HIS DOOR OPENS...HE STANDS AFTER REHEARSAL..PRACTICE IS OVER...WHATS NEXT ON HIS MIND..I WONDER IF IT'S ME HE WANTS AT THE MOMENT...OR DOES GOD GOT A HOLD ON PRAYING..GOD..PLEASE WHATEVER THIS LOVE MEANS..LET ME KNOW IT'S REAL AND NOT A FALSE STATE OF MIND...WHEN IT COMES 2 ME AND HIM..WHERE YOU ARE CONCERN...I KNOW IT'S NO COMPEITION..BUT YOU MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION ..WHERE OUR LOVE GOES...WITH DEEP DELETABLES..AND STRONG MENTIONABLES...I CAN'T COME IN BETWEEN YOUR GOSPEL VERSES AND HAIL MARY'S...ALL I KNOW IS...THIS STRANGE MEETING... HAS ME BAFFLED...DISMAY AND FORELONG...HOW DOES HE FEEL ABOUT ME...ON SUNDAY MORN..WHEN THE SONG OF DAVID RING FROM HEAVEN...I STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT...BUT ONLY IF IT'S DEFINITE AND NOT THE DEVIL..WANTING SEX AND FAILING..WHEN ALL IS SAID AND DONE...MUSIC KEEPS IT'S DISTANCE... CHOOSE 2 BE WITH HIM...U WIN FOR LOSING..U WAIT ON HIM...WHAT DO I HAVE AFTER INTERMISSION...A PSALM READ 91...IN TIMES OF TROUBLE...CLEAN YOUR THOUGHTS... ADDRESS YOUR FEARS...TELL GOD WHAT YOU REALLY WANT OUT OF THIS MAN OF MYSTERY A MOTHER FOR HIS DAUGHER...DUE TO HER DEATH OF..IS HE LONELY FOR A LADY..OR IS HE FEELIN NO BODY 2 CLING ON2...MAYBE I'M DA WOMAN...MAYBE HE'S DA MISSING LINK...WHATEVER IT IS HE THINKS...I KNOW I'M NOT THE ONE...AS I SEE BLACK... HE LOOKS AT MY WARM GENTLE HEART...THE KIND WITH SPLENDER WHO LIES IN A FIELD OF SHATTERED DREAMS...FEELIN ANOTHER...THE ONE WHO WILL DRAIN HER BODY... EVAPORATE HER MOANING..AFTER IT OVER...WHAT NEVER SHOWS THE TRUTH..A NIGHT HE TURNS AND SAID ..I LOVEU...THE MAN GOES AND PROPOSES...U..ON DA OTHER HAND.. FEELS NO FUTURE...HE LEAVES WITH KNOWING UR SOMEONE ELSES BABY GIRL...THE RIDE TO NATURE'S WHIM...WEEPS...A PASSION..FALLS ON IT'S KNEES BEGGIN FOR FORGIVENESS I HAVE SINNED...GOODBYE...THE BED WHICH CONFESSED...LEFT PROMISES...KILLED DA DREAM..LOOKIN FAR..STOPPED AT FOREVER...MIDNIGHT MASS APPEAL...CONFESSION...HE STILL WEARS MY SOUL..GOD'S PROPERTY...DA BIBLE..DA ONLY MAN..WHO READS DA TRUTH... CREATE D TITLE 2B DISPLAYED...WOMAN

LIQUID FIRE /HOSE IT DOWN

WHEN I SEE YOU...U SPELLED LOVED...U WROTE IT...FELT IT...NAMED IT..AND I RETRIEVED IT RIGHT FROM UNDER YOUR THOUGHTS OF SEXUALLY PLEASURE...MY POET.. MY FINE LINES..WITH ABSTRACT APPEAL...U STROKED THE CANVAS...WHEN TEMPESTRY DISPLAYS...THE ONLINE SYMBOLS OF COMPUTER LOVE...MUSIC RUBS ME..WHILE TOUCH USES IT HANDS...COVERS UNDER GARMENTS...UNDRESSES..BY A SPLASH OF SELFISHNESS LIMIT AMOUNTS..READY 4...THE GRASS WHICH CAMELFLOGED OUR MOMENT..DIPPING THAT PAINT...GLIDING DOWN MY AREAS USING EARTH TONES AND DEEP BOLD MELON LIPS... EASING IT'S WAY TOWARD THAT LYRIC..WHAT YOU NAMED...CLAIMED...TAPPED..IN YOUR DREAMS..WANTING..HER..SHE BITES OFF YOUR DRAWS..WHERE THE ULTIMATE IS HORNY.. ARE WE READY YET...U KNOW U R..IT'S BEEN NIGHTS OF GREEN HOUSE EFFECTS...WHAT MUST BE ADDRESSED..COMES UNDONE..FLOWS LIKE A TUNE...SINGS...LIKE...LOVE WON'T LET ME WAIT..NOT 1 MORE MINUTE BABY..I AM THE BEGINNING...YOUR MIDSEXSHUN..UR TORSED SALAD...WITHOUT DA MENU...BEEN HERE..LEFT NONE QUESTION?..ARE U READY YET "DRESSING"..OPEN..TILT AND POUR YOUR HEART OUT..WHAT'S BEEN LEFT HUNGRY... IT'S TIME 2 EAT...DRINK AND LEAVE ME FILLED...THE WAIT IS OVER...PROCEED..I LOVE YOU..STOP SWEATIN....WHAT CAN'T BE AIRED AND CONDITIONED.. GET WITHA PROGRAM...FINISH WHAT U LEFT SPELLBOUND AND CURIOUS...WHAT'S MY NAME??.. U INVENTED IT....GOT 2 OWN UP 2 IT..CREATE

DINING OUT AND ABOUT NOTHING

I ENTERED THE DOOR...THE SOUND OF MUSIC IS PLAYIN...RESERVATIONS PLEASE!!!..AS THE WAITRESS APPROACHES ME...SHE'S MOTIONS..WITH HER HANDS...COME..YOUR TABLE READY.. THE SOUND BRINGS MUSIC PLAYIN...INTIMITELY...HE APPEARS..TALL...BLACK..SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL..OWNING HIMSELF..WITH NO COMPANY WITH HIM..I'M SEATED...I'M BEHIND HIM...NOT TRYIN 2 B CONSPICUIOUS..SENDING SIGNALS OF ATTRACTION..THE HEAT FLOWS THROUGH MY VEINS..A MAN I DREAM..THINKING 2 MYSELF...COULD HE BE MINE...WOULD HE SPEAK...I SEE HE WOULD BE ..THE FLESH OF MY BONES DESIRE..I'D GRAB HIM QUICK B4 FIRE ERUPTS...THINK I'LL STICK IT 2 HIS LIFE...WITH A SMILE..SHOW WHAT I'M ABOUT... BUT..NOT SO OBVIOUS...FEELIN HIM..LOVABLE....ACTS QUITE LIKE A SISTAH THAT RISES WITH POWER 2 GET LOVE...BE LOVE...FEEL LOVE..WITH HANDS DOWN MY ORDER...TAMING ME...NOT..BUT SEEKS 2 FIND...WHAT'S HERE..WE ARE CLEAR AS EYES COMMITS THE MOMENT...HE RESPONDS...I'M LOVE...COME JOIN MY EMPTINESS...WHERE I RESIDE...MY HEART STOPPED..MY BODY WAS NUMB THIS WAS THE OPPORTUNITY OF A LIFETIME..I REPLIED DON'T WANNA LOOK DESPERATE..AFTER ALL..HE IS DELICIOUS..I SMILED...SAID...IF IT'S OK WITH U...HE SAID...WHY I'M SURE...I WAS NOTICED YOUR ALONE..BY YOURSELF. AS HE INTRODUCED HIMSELF..MY HEART STARTED TO FLUDDER..SPOKE.. ARE U OK WITH ME INVITING MYSELF IN2 YOUR FRIENDSHIP...I REPLIED..CLEAR AS A GLASS OF WINE THAT YOUR POURS MY HEART OUT..ALLOWS MYSELF 2 BECOME OME MOMENT IN TIME...SERVED.. UNDERSTAND WHAT'S REQUIRED AND NEVER 2 EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED...BUT..END UP IN LOVE BY HIM...I'LL WIN...WHAT'S BEEN A NIGHT4 ME...WITH HE IN OBLIVIEN..THE MAN OF MY DREAMS..I YET 2 MEET...CREATE/MARCH 26/2001

Art of Streetpoetry

Art of Streetpoetry

MY POEMS soon 2 b published > 2002-2003

"LOVEQUEEN" HER CHOOSEN MOMENT I MET A MAN TODAY..HIS NAME WASN'T IMPORTANT WITH A GOOD JOB...A HOME...A COLLEGE DEGREE A YAGHT..STOCKS AND BONDS...INVESTMENTS ENOUGH 2 LAST A LIFETIME...ON A STREET CALL WALL. A LOTTO PLAYER...A CONSTANT SAVER...I SEE HIM EVERY MORNING...ON MY WAY TO WORK..I'M A CLEANER. I KNOW IT'S A HARD LIFE FOR ME...A WOMAN WITH VERY LIL...LIVING IN THE GHETTO...ALONE..RAISING THREE...ONE DAY HE SMILED SO FANCY FREE...SAY HELLO..I SAID HI..HOW ARE U...HE ASKED..WOULD IT WRONG;IF I ASK U OUT 4 DINNER..WOULD U MIND I LOOKED AT HIM WITH AMAZEMENT...THOUGHT TO MYSELF...WHAT IS THIS MAN THINKIN..HOW DOES HE KNOW IF I'M MARRIED OR NOT..AT THAT MOMENT..HE SAID...ARE YOU INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE..MIND MY MANNERS..I DIDN'T ASK ABOUT YOU YET..MY MISTAKE... FORGIVE ME...I SAID THAT'S OK..I'M SINGLE..I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH IT..I FELT SO GOOD..MY HEART RACED...MY STOMACH WORE BUTTERFLIES..I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ACT..AS HE WAITED FOR MY ANSWER..I OPENED MY MOUTH..SMILED AND SAID YES I'LL GO..DO I HAVE 2 DRESS FORMAL OR CASUAL..HE "PAUSED"..FIND HIM STARING..HIS LOOK WAS SO PIERCING..SO DEEP..SO SENSUAL..SO SWEET..FINE IRRESITABLE..HE KNOCKED ME OFF MY FEET..JUST BY HIS LOOKS..RUBBED ME RIGHT...WITHOUT A GIFT OR GANDER...I LOOKED AGAIN..CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I'M SEEING..HE PULLS CHAIRS OUT FROM UNDERNEATH SO YOU CAN B SEATED..NEVER HAD THIS TYPE OF CHARM B4...DINING OUT..HE OPENS DOORS...THE FEELING IS PURE HEAVEN...I'M USED 2 A MOVIE WITH OTHER FRIENDS..WHEN I'M OFF..NOT DA COMFORT OF A MAN KEEPIN ME WARM...JUST AN OCCASIONAL HUG AND KISS I'LL SEE YA LATER..WE'LL DO THIS AGAIN..PEACE ..NOTHING..NOONE..USE 2 WHO SHOWS NO MANNERS.. NO LOVE...NO TIME FOR ME BUT ..A ONE NIGHT STAND. I'M TREATED LIKE ONE WITH NO CLASS..A PASSING FANCY...I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS DA REAL THANG.. BUT ALL I GAVE..HE DON'T FEEL..WHILE BEING HELD IN HIS ARMS...CLOSE...WE KNOW NOT..I ASK FOR NOTHING AND NOTHING BROUGHT A CONTENDER..WHERE MONEY...RICHES...NEVER CHANGED HIS MOOD...WHAT A SPLENDER..A MAN WITH NO MENTION MAKES MIRACLES TAKE PLACE IN MY BEING...I LOOKED AND SEE THE END OF HIM AND ME...WHAT CAME BACK INSIDE OF HE.. WAS DAYS MISSED LIVING WITHOUT A LADY BY JOB.. TIME...RICHES GALORE ...SHE NEVER KNEW...BUT HE WANTED MORE...WHAT WAS HE LOOKING FOR..CAN'T GIVE A CLUE..WOMEN..DA SOUL..NEEDING..SUBSTANCE. IT 'S THE THOUGHT OF HER..WHAT HE DREAMED.. IMAGINED HAVING WAITING FOR HIM ..AFTER A HARD DAYS WORK..ME..HIS MYSTERY DATE..PLAYED A REPLACEMENT FOR A DAY..NIGHT COMES 2 A CLOSE.. I THANKED HIM WITH WATERED EYES...HE SAID AS WE END A LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT OF BEAUTY...CHARM AND GRACE...AS OUR LIPS TASTE DA WARMTH AND GENTLE EDRENDILAN WHICH FLOWS ALL THROUGH OUR BODIES.. SAID GOODNIGHT..IT WAS A WONDERFUL MOMENT BEING WITH YOU AS I GO.I WANNA LEAVE SOME WORDS OF WISDOM 2 REMEMBER ME BY...DON'T EVER THINK LESS OF YOURSELF..COZ..YOU'LL ALWAYS B DA LADY WORTHY OF ME...I LOVE YOU.. dedicated 2 men with a leg 2 stand on and a female with no life until.. she met Wall Street...thanks..yours truly... GHETTO QUEEN...A TRUE STORY APRIL/16/2003..2:42PM...MONDAY...BY CREATE

MY BLACK CONSTITUTION

I HOLD MY WORDS 2 BE SELF EXISTENCT..TO ANNOUNCE WHAT'S POSITIVE..PROCLAIM IDENTITY FOR HUMANITY..BY WHICH...WE STAND AS UNITY..A PLAN 4 OUR PEOPLE... CREATED BY GOD...NOT LEFT IN DARKNESS OR EXAMINATING PROCESS OF LIMITATIONS BELIEFS..SEEING...KNOWING ..SHOWING OUR HERITAGE WITH EDUCATED MINDS... RICHNESS...COME AS NATURE'S.CONTENT AND CHARACTER...RULES..DECIPLINES 4 ALL IN THE WORLD OF LOVE...SIGNIFIES HEAVENLY ORDER...CHANGE...IF NECESSARY WHAT'S DIFFFERENT...HANDICAPPED..CRIPPLE...LAME..DISABLE...WE'LL RESPECT.. GROWTH WILL TAKES IT'S STAND FROM BIRTH...TIL..A RIPE OLD AGE OF RETIREMENT... BE ACCOMPANIED BY GOVERNMENT EARNINGS..ENOUGH 2 LIVE OFF ON...OUR LIFE PENSION.. WHAT REQUIRES LIVING SUBSTANTIAL..WHERE ALL OF MY PEOPLE WILL HAVE A LIFE 2 DA FULLEST..WEAR MY CREDITABLITIES ON MY SHOULDERS...SHARE...WHEN IT'S NOT ENOUGH AND HOLD YOU 2 ANY ALLIGATIONS MADE WHERE IT BE.. A CASE IN COURT 2 DEFEND OUR RIGHTS...LIVE AS ONE...SPEAK..WHEN COUNSEL RAISES ISSUES...RELEASE ALL THE HATE.. WHEN SPEECH GOES AGAINST MY BROTHAS/SISTAHS...GIVE BAC AS A CHRISTIAN...BELIEVE IN GOD..READ HIM EVERY MORNING..NOON AND NIGHT...WHAT GIVES A MIND TO FUNCTON PREACH...TEACH...BE DA PART OF WORLD ACTIVITES... MAKING A NAME BY EXAMPLE..BECOME SOMEBODY..REACHIN SOMEONE..WHO CARES FOR LIFE...WHERE MY SAFE HAVEN LIVES..cREATE

BE DA PLAYER'S GAME

THE IS A FIRST OF MANY ADS...I'LL BE SHARING WITH MY AUDIENCE..BE PREPARE TO JOIN ME ON A JOURNEY IN A DAY IN A LIFE OF HYPERDUNKS...INDIVIDUALS MAYHEIM BECOMES DOMINATION PLAYED..HELP!!!!!!!!

WONDERLAND

BIRDS... YOU SING WITH SUCH HARMONY..REMINDS ME...U FLY AS THE SKY LIVES...ONE DAY AT A TIME...YOU SORE LIKE AN AIRLINE...FINDS REST..A NEST..WITH RESEVATIONS.. TAKIN FLIGHTS...BECOMING THE TRIP IN LOVE...SO DESTINATION YEARNS 2 B THE SOUND OF MUSIC..WHERE I DANCE..I SMILE..FEELING WAYS I'VE NEVER FELT BEFORE.. I GLOW FROM EXCITMENT..HE IS MY SOUL'S ECLIPSE..WHAT DARKEN'S THE NIGHTS ENTRY 2 A EVENING OF LOVE...WHERE COCKTAILS AND APPETIZES WAITS..YOU..DA MEAL 4 MY BREAKFAST...LUNCH AND DINNER..WHERE I LIQUIFY MY ACCESS..MELT IN HIS ARMS.. THE PEACE..TRANQUILITY..FLYS ME HOME...AFTER A DAY OF WARMTH AND CHARM...LEAVES A DELETABLE URGE 2 WANNA KEEP HIM..AND GREET..HUMBLY..A MATCH..SONGS IN DA KEY DA KEY OF LIFE...WHERE HIS VISION..HEARS..SOUND..SPEAKS AND TITLE KNOWS NO ENDING STEVIE..THE WONDER 4EVER...SINGS WHERE NATURE CALLS HIM..BLACKBIRD..FLY..IN2 DA LIGHT OF DA DARK..BLACK..NIGHT...PIANO MAN...I LAND SAFE..THE TRIP WAS HEAVEN SCENT THANK U....CREATE..S T JORDAN

can't handle ..what's written

A "POEM" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I FEED OFF WHAT'S EMPTY..FILLED MY HEART..MEND WHAT'S GUILTY... I BRING MY SOUL BAC FROM COLLABORATES...THE STONE TURNED...THE HEARTBREAK...THE INCISION..WITH MEDICINE 2 CURE NEGLECT GIVEN..ME..DA ONE ONCE HAPPY...BECOMES DA SAD BEING... FEELS SO BAD...WHEN MORNING DEW WAKES ME...I'M WHAT'S REJUVENATED...SMILE LIKE KARMA...WITH NO PAIN...I'M A LAKE... WHICH BURNS DESIRE..DA FIRE RELEASED...KEPTED..HOT FOR MONTHS.. I'M BITTER..WHEN SWEETNESS WAS CANDY ON YOUR MENU...A PIECE OF YOUR PUZZLE LEFT DISMEMBERED...INKPRINTS OF PAGES...LINES SPOKE SEXUAL HEALING..A ROSE..WHAT WAS ONCE ME..OPENS UP..SAW NEFERTITI..BLACK/REDBONE SISTAH...THE INTRODUCTION 2 WOMAN... MEETS HER YING 2 HER YANG..WHAT IMPLIED US..FRIENDS...WHERE THE TWIST BECAME NO SECRET...LOVE WAS BURNT...LIKE A TORCH....AN OLYMPIC MOMENT..WANTED THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD 2 KNOW...WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL...REAL..AUTHENTIC..I FELT GOOD EVERY DAY...JUST A POEM..A REMARK SPARKED A BOND.. LOVED OUR CHEMISTRY..IT WAS ALL GOOD AND THEN SOME.. A STROKE OF GENIUS...COMBINED WITH WORKS OF ART..NOW..I'M THINKIN...WAS I A VICTIM OF GAIN AND YET...LOIS LANE COULDN'T FLY ANY HIGHER THAN ME...BUT..SUPERMAN LOVER WAS SHARING ANOTHER... MY NEEDS WAS FORFEITED...NIGHTS UNDERNEATH HIM...STROKIN..RUBBIN LOVIN THAT MAN...WHERE SWEATS BUILD HIM A MONUMENTAL ATLAS.. WHATS UNIVERSAL...KNOWING ALL DA TIME..IT WASN'T ME..I HELD ON.. WANTED 2 INJECT APPROVAL..I IMAGINE THICK..STRONG...LONG..DA SIZE WEARIN ME FROM WITHIN...HOW DEEP DOES YOUR LOVEFLOW..WHERE I'M HOLLOW..DA WILLOW TREE..WHAT GETS LOST IN DA JUNGLE..HOPES 2 FULL VOIDS..I SAW STRENGTH COME 2 MY RESCUE...WRITING A MILLION AND ONE VERSES LIKE..WHAT HE WROTE ME..TRANSFORMED IN2 OTHERS LIFEFORMS A TRIBE OF INTEREST..THOUGHT PRIDE HAD U IN2 A PIECE OF...NEEDED I'M AS REAL AS COOL WHIP...CALM AS YOUR WINDS BLOW OFF HOT NATURE HUNG...I'M NOT A GAME..CHALLENGED..I'M A WOMAN BALANCED..NOT OFF DA DEEP END OF DEPRESSION..I'M A LYRIC IN YOUR WORDS...FED SAPS.. SERVED LOVELY..LEFT NO SATIN SHEETS..WITH HARDCORE ABS..2 FOREFILL MY NEEDS...PLAYIN DOWN LYRICS..COMES BAC WITH SCRAPS..DUPLICATED. PAPER..WITH NO FEELIN...I'M FREE..WHEN MY MIND HAD ME SCREWED UP!!!! SPORTIN...LUST4...WEARIN..BONE-IN....CELIBICY...MY SAVE HAVEN... CREATE

A FINAL ACT OF NEGLEGENCE / REST

"POEM" I RELINGUISHED MY ARMS FROM HUMBLE EMBRACE..I SLID..FELL WHERE BEAUTY BECOMES MY COMFORT ZONE...PROVIDES SECURITY FOR LIFE 2 PROTECT MY ILLS...WHAT WARMS MY ARMS WITH COLD IVIES ...WHICH FLOWS DOWN MY VEINS... I HAD ONLY SECONDS LEFT 2LIVE LIFE...2BRINGS ME BAC...BUT WHERE.. REALITY HITS THE FLOOR.. INVITES ME WITHIN MINUTES..SICK FROM WITHDRWAL..I CRASH..BODY SENDS MESSAGES OF LOVE...BROKEN.. SO I DRIFT IN 2 SPACE...THE FLIGHT RACES IT'S ADRENDLIN...I COUGH..I CHOKE... CAN'T BREATH..I CRY..I MOAN....LOOKS LIKE THIS IS IT...THE EARTH IS BEGINING TO LOOK SMALL...DARK..DISMAL...VOICES ARE BUT A DIM SPEECH...LIGHT AS I SEE IT... FADES AWAY...DISAPPEARS..THE GRIM REAPER KEEPS REACHING OUT..DRAWS ME CLOSE... I'M IN YOUR PRESENCE...YOU TAKE NOTICE...BUT TURN YOUR BACK FROM A DYING SOUL WORTH HELPING..ROLLS DOWN FROM IT'S SEAT...HUMANITY GOES WITHOUT SAYING...I WAS ALIVE ONE MOMENT...YOU LEFT ME UNATTENDED...I'M IN AGONY THE ONE YOU LEFT ALONE.. THE DOCTOR..SECURITY..PATIENTS WAIT FOR HELP...I DIE..YOU LOOK ON IN SILENCE..GATHER AROUND...HOW DO THEY LIVE..KNOWING..THEY MURDERED ME..LIFE LETS THEM REMAIN THE CURE TO KILL A BLACK 46 YOUR OLD YOUNG WOMAN HELPLESS..DEFENSELESS... ON HER LAST BECKON CALL 2 BE SAVED..MERCY MERCY ME..I HAD A MILLION AND ONE STANDING..PEARING OVER MY BODY....LOOK..."WHAT HAVE YOU DONE"...THE REST I WEAR WITH NO WORDS SPOKEN..NEVER SAID GOODBYE...I WAS LEFT IN YOUR HANDS...LIKE A SLAVE..MY UNFAITHFUL DEPARTS...SHOWS NO ESCAPE...CREATE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS STORY IS TRUE... A BROOKLYN HOSPITAL IS UNDER INVESTIGATION FOR NEGLIGENCE IN THE DEATH OF A PATIENT BEING LEFT ..WHERE EYES WITNESSED HER FALL OUT OF A CHAIR..IN PAIN ..MOANING ..WHERE NO STAFF ON DUTY CAME TO THE AID OF THIS PERSON..ALL 6 WORKERS ON DUTY WAS FIRED..FURTHER INVESTIGATION IS ON GOING...BUT GOD BE THE GLORY..SHE WILL LIVE IN GOD'S HOUSE ALL DA DAYS OF HER LIFE..THE WORLD IS COMING CLOSE 2 DEATH THEMSELVES...I SAW THE FOOTAGE IT WAS HORRIBLE...GET RIGHT WITHIN YOUR SOUL..THIS IS NO WAY TO BE HOSPITALIZED...I WAS A PATIENT ONCE THERE MANY YEARS AGO..GOD SAVE ME OUTTA THERE..THANK U LORD...FOR LIFE..SHEILA T JORDAN...C

LOVE WAS NO OPTION

THE NIGHT DRAWS A CLOSE...AS MY BED STAYS LONESOME..IT WAITS FOR NO ONE BUT..A LOVE I MADE INVISIBLE..TIME HELD ON..WHERE SMILES BECAME THE SUN BUT RAIN CONTINUES 2 CUM...THE WINDOW FROM OUTSIDE MY ROOM DRIPS LIKE TEARDROPS FLOWIN...LIKE WORDS FROM A SONG...PLAYS...DA LOVE WE HAD STAYS ON MY MIND...I IMAGINE...FEEL THE CURRENT MOVE ME..MY THIGHS TREMBLE...MY BODY HEAT BEGINS 2 GROOVEME...I GRAB MYSELF FROM WITHIN..A PRIVATE PARTY IN SESSION BEGINS...I GO OBSOLUTELY INSANE IMAGINING U..START 2 BRING RELIEF FROM DA ILLUSION..WHAT APPROACHES ME...HE ECSAPES FROM SMOKE FILLED SCREENS.. WHERE HANDS FEELS HIS TOUCH...HIS ARMS ARE SO STRONG...HIS LIPS ARE..OH SO DELECTABLE...PERFORMS ME LOVELY...(BED) NO LONGER SLEEPS...WE LOCK OURSELVES SEXUALLY...ROLLS LOVE IN BED LINENS...ACTS OF 4 PLAY...I DISPLAY ORGANISM... HIS MOUTH BEGINS 2 LICK..WHERE DA SUN DON'T SHINE...WHERE MIDNIGHT SKIES OF HIS QUEEN ACCESSORIZE...TAKES HER LIBERTIES...SALUTES..SAYS.."YOU READY4"..IAM BEEN AWHILE..MY BRIGHTNESS LIGHTS HIS WORLD ENOUGH 2 CLEASNE DA UNIVERSE..ENDS DA POLLEN COUNT...CLEARS DA AIR...HIS EYES SPOKE..I'M WHO U BEEN MISSIN..YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND...I'LL MERENADE YOUR MOMENT..SAVE DA LOVE WE'LL HAVE..BUT LOVE...LOST IT'S WAY 2 MY HEART...LEFT...2 SAVE SOMEONE ELSE..WITHOUT FEELING ME....A LOVE THEY KNEW EXISTED...CREATE...SHEILA T JORDAN...2008/JULY

THE CUP OF SEMON;DA TASTE BE4 LEAVING

FATHER, ARE U AWARE OF SEED..THEN...LISTEN....POISON!!!DA FIELDS..I'VE BEEN FOUND...AS SEX..REMEMBER THAT BLESSIT EVENT..A HUMAN WITH NO HOME..I LIE DOWN IN GREEN PASTUERS..LAY IN MY MOM'S WATER...GETS READY 2 BURST..FROM BEING BORN..A CHILD MAKES IT'S WAY DOWN THE CANAL...WHERE MY MOM ACHES...SHE SCREAMS..HOLLERS...FIGHTS HER DOCTORS..AS THE INTRIVENOUS BOTTLE COME FALLING OUT HER ARM...THE BLOOD GOES EVERY WHICH WAY ..LOOSE...SHAKES..LIKE A SPRINKLER..WATERING YOUR LAWN...SHE KICK YOUR ASS..JUST BECAUSE YOU SMILED..SAID..I LOVE YOU WIFE...SHE REPLIES...NO DA HELL YOU DON'T...HE SUDDENLY FEELS HER PAIN...NEVER KNOWING THIS IS HOW IT BEGAN...GOD TOLD US PAIN COMES WITH LIVING..BUT IN YOUR CASE...IT'S DYING...THROWN AWAY...LIKE LAST NIGHTS GARBAGE...SHOULD I GO ANY FURTHER...DOES THIS CUT U LIKE A KNIFE...IF NOT..LET ME CONTINUE..SHE WANTS TO LET GO..WHY..IT'S SIMPLE..YOU BEEN GONE..SO WHY SHOW UP NOW...IT'S A LITTLE 2 LATE ..AS I WAITED 4 YOUR RETURN...THE MONTHS KEPTED ME SPITTING UP..WITH MOODSWINGS FROM YOUR ABSENCE...WITH DR JECKEL MEETS MR HYDE..BEING TOUCHED..LOVED..BARES NO FEELINS..YOUR OUT..BUT WHERE..I DON'T KNOW THE FIRST PLACE 2 LOOK...MEANWHILE..THE MINUTES ARE GETTING CLOSER...A SECOND HAS COME...OUR CHILD IS ABOUT 2 EMERGE..WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN..DOC... GET HIM DA HELL OUTTA HERE...CALM DOWN MS ELOISE WRIGHT..SIR YOUR WIFE ASKED THAT YOU LEAVE THE ROOM...HAS IT HIT HOME YET??..NO..THEN LET ME MOVE ON...YOUR CHILD WAS 7LBS6OZ...DID U GET IT YET??..OIC..YOUR HARD OF HEARING..IT'S BEEN THAT LONG HUH..DAMN; HOW MANY DAYS AND NIGHT HAS IT BEEN U LEFT HOME..20..THIRTY MINUTES OR YEARS AGO..I SEE YOU HAVE AN EXPLANATION...LET ME SEE THIS..AN APOLOGY AFTER...35 YRS WOW...LET'S HEAR IT....I COME FROM A WORD CALLED ABANDONMENT...ROTTEN 2 DA CORE.. WICKED...SELFISH...CURSED...A BASTARD CASE...WHERE UPBRINGING CHOSE MY FATE...RULES CAME 2 LATE..SO DENIAL RAISED ME..UNFIT..FAMILY WAS DISFUNCTIONAL...LEARNED BY MANY..DA ART OF BABY MAKING...SLEEPING WITH OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS..DISCIPLINE NEVER TAUGHT A SEED LIKE ME 2 PROGRESS PAST BY WHAT'S WORN IN MY PANTS...BUT I WAS MET BY CHALLENGE...SHE WAS WELL TRAINED..WITH SEX APPEAL...A BODY THAT WOULDN'T WAIT A MINUTE..I'M A GROWN MAN...WITH NO WAY OUT..THIS WOMAN WHO I CALL WIFE..TAUGHT ME RIGHT ALONG WITH RAISING OUR SON...THE SEED WAS DEVELOPED...IDON'T KNOW ABOUT BEING A FATHER...BUT DAD I HEARD A LOT...JUST WASN'T ONE...WHILE I'M DA FRAGMENT... A GRAIN OF SALT..WHAT DRAINS THOUGHT...BECOMES DA FATHER'S ANSWER 2 CHILDHOOD DIPLOMACY...WITH NO DEGREES..SO I CHASED THE MOON AND STARS FOR APPROVAL...LIVING UNDECIDED MYSELF...I RUN AWAY WITH NO LADDERS 2 CLIMB..BECOME BITTER..UNFAITHFUL.. SICK AND TIRED OF BEING (ONE) WITH NO CARE IN DA WORLD...I KNOW HOW THAT FEELS..OTHERS BECAME FAMILY..I WAS A MISFIT..BEGOTTEN GROWN MAN...RAISED BY MY OWN CHILD...NOW I'M WORTHLESS..I DISAPPEARED...NOW WHAT WAS RAISED...I BECAME MY MOM...MY IMAGINARY DAD...MY WIFE..WHAT WAS HIS DOCTRANE 2 RAISE...HE LOOKS FOR..WITH NO EDUCATION...NO FAMILY WITH THEIR ACTS TOGETHER...MY BIRTHRIGHTS ARE LEFT WRITTEN..ON A DOCUMENT..SIGNED HIS FATHER..WITH HIS MOTHER'S NEXT TO MINE..NOW HE'S MOTIVATED AS TECHNOLOGY...THE PRAYERS BEING ANSWER...WHERE DREAMS SAW ME AS FAMILY...GOD CREATED DA SIDE HE KNEW NOTHING ABOUT...NOW 4 THOSE WHO COMES SHORT OF BEING DAD..A 4 LETTER WORD WITH MUCH MEANING IS KEPTED HIDDEN...I'M AM HIS FATHER...I DO EXIST..HOPE LIFE DOESN'T PASS U BY...WITHOUT AN EXPLANATION..IT CAN SOMETIME HAVE DOMINO AFFECT..BEING LEFT UNSAID...LIKE I WAS..PEACE....CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN

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