DO U LOVE ..ME..STILL

WHAT COMES AS A SECRET..I WRITE..I'M PUZZLED..I'M DISILLUSIONED..SPEECHLESS...IT APPEARS WHILE I'VE BEEN DESTINCT 2 BELIEVE..IMAGINE..WHAT'S HAPPENING2 ME..IS SILENCE..WITHOUT WORDS SPOKEN...IN THE EVENT I'M BEING MISINFORMED BY MY OWN ASSUMPTIONS...LET ME WALK AWAY LIKE NO ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS NOT BEING ASK..WHAT IS ..DO U LOVE ME..DO U WANNA BE...DOES IT FOLLOW YOU DAY BY DAY...AM I DA REASON TO ENGAGE IN ACTIVITES YOU FEEL OR NEVER REALLY WANTED ME 2 KNOW..SO I'M LEFT WITHOUT AN NOTION OR A THE TOUCH OF BODY LANGUAGE..SENDING U BAC FROM WHENCE WE STARTED...ALL I KNOW IS MY ARMS HAS NO EMBRACABLE U..NO LICKS OR SUCKING OR KISSING OR HUGGIN..OR EATING LAVISHLY..OUTTA SITE..OUTTA MIND..UNCONTROLLABLE...RUBBIN MYSELF EVERY NIGHT...SAVAGELY HEATED..ROLLING AROUND IN MY BED..TRYIN TO FIND WHATS AVAILABLE TO HOLD ONTO...MY SHEETS ARE WET IN ONE SPOT MY HANDS FEEL THE LIKENESS OF PRETENDING THOUGHT..I CRY ..I LIE..I CAN'T STAND IT ANY LONGER..BUT..I DO..IDO..IDO WANT WHAT THOUGHT BRINGS 2 FOCUS.. EVERY EVENING WHEN...I CLOSE MY EYES AND ACHE.. LIKE PAIN IN MY ASS...BUT IT FEELS SO DAMN GOOD..WHEN I DREAM ABOUT HAVIN IT THAT WAY..STONE COLD..WITHOUT A BLANKET TO KEEP ME WARM...WITHOUT LIPS TO KISS..WITHOUT HAIR TO PLAY WITH..WITHOUT THE TASTE U CONSUME WHILE LOWERING THE BOOM..I GO STARK RAVING MAD IN MY ROOM..WHERE THERE'S NOBODY BUT ME..MYSELF..MY HEART..WHO WEARS MY LOVEAFFAIR..MY DREAM...THE WISHBONE BREAKS..MAKES DECISION TO GO MAD WITH PASSIONATE 4PLAY..2 KEEP LOVE WITH YOU AND GO DOWN..ATTEMPTING 2..CREATE ME..THE HUNGRIEST MUNCHABLE URGE 2 OPEN UP MY MOUTH AND DEVOUR THE INTERNAL ORGAMISMS..U..AS I FEEL TIME CALLIN ME IN YOUR ARMS...EYES OPENED WIDE TO..ANOTHER WOMAN..AGAIN ANOTHER..I SIGH..ANOTHER DREAM UNFOREFILLED..WITHOUT DA TRUTH.. EXCUSE MY BEHAVIOR..I MADE A MISTAKE..IT WASN'T YOU AFTER ALL..FORGIVE ME DICK TRACY..GOTTA STOP HAVING THOSE NIGHTMARES OF BEING YOUR WIFE..I'M JUST..TIRED OF WAITING..PERIOD...ENUFF SAID..FEEL ME BOO..MY PERSISTNESS CAN'T STOP FEELIN U..I'M IN LOVE...STILL..WITH THE SAME LIE AFTER I CLIMAX....FEELIN HIM..I'M AROUSED ALL THE TIME..I GO TO BED WITH TEARS IN MY EYES..WANTING YOUR PAST TO SAVE OUR DRAWS FROM SATURATING..DROWN FROM FLOODING OUR THOUGHTS OF SEXUAL HEALING..NOT..NEVER HAD AN OPPORTUNITY TO STAND IN FRONT OF HIM AND SAY GOODNIGHT..WHEN YOUR OVERLY EXPOSED 2..BEING HORNY BY NATURE..SO SORRY..THE HEART GROWS FONDER...I CAN'T HELP MY FLUTTER...MY PULSATION..BUT..I AM NOT YOUR RELEASE 2 TRANSCEND...HAPPINESS..SO I STAY LOCKED AWAY..IN PAIN..HURTING...WITHOUT A CHANCE IN HELL OF DICK TRACY IN MY BEDROOM..THE QUESTION STILL REMAINS..IS IT ME??..IT'S BEEN SO LONG...I FORGOT HOW 2LOVE..WANNA GET CLOSE...U STAINED WHAT'S NOT THERE..A MAN I WANNABE WITH FOREVER..THIS IS MY TRUE CONFESSION..I AM LONELY WITHOUT U..I WAIT PATIENTLY...2 WEAR YOUR INSIDES..WHERE I RELEASE DA TECHNIQUE OF STROKEN..YOU DECIDE..MAKE UP YO" MIND...WHAT'S IT GONNA BE..CREATE...SHEILA