ThE rIdE oF yO' LiFe

Why do my limbs be aching..like a train that has just ran through captivity.. where the crossings..led me astray..complains of ripping my earth given.. where it took my living..were i bowed to say..your tracks of my tears plays a rollercoaster ride..tearing me apart..where i derailed..tracks of my tears.. laid me down..wrapped me up..stood by and waited..as the roar of the ground shook..the battle cries..the pain beneath what attempts to raddle my brains.. screams help..why do u look down..with no care or concern for life..i count to three..1..2..3..the wait is no longer..the love..we had stays on my mind..sleeps..closes..wears earth..what i've become...lifeless..staring.. where eyes left..looking..down..around your feet..what remains of me..where you stomped on..wearing what's left of me..tracks of my tears..leaves a part of u..you will never get rid of..death..the analogy..a birth no longer in need...where horns blows at midnight...what was i thinking..riding that brooklyn's (A)train 2 Queens Lefferts blvd stop..resting on my baby shoulders..kicking off my shoes..while he massages my feet..damn..what a revelation..got love on my mind..that's scary..i'm alive..u think?..it's all that shuckin & jiving..just rockin and rollin..on you..me..LOVE..What i was..(Feelin)...Create

MELLOW DRAMATICS

THERE IS A SONG..THAT KEEPS FLOATING THROUGH MY MIND..AS I THINK..HARD... UNCHAIN MELODY...CHAIN..NOW ..WHAT THE HELL DOES THIS MEAN?..I'M FINDING MYSELF BEING DIRECTED AS..A SUBJECT..MATTERS FAR FROM BEING FINISHED IN MY LIFE..BUT WAS LEFT OUT YEARS AGO...SO I GRAB A HOLD OF MY THOUGHTS... MEDITATE THIS THEORY..FOLLOW WHAT IT MEANS...I ASK MYSELF..WHOSE GOT A HOLD ON MY HEART...WHERE ARE THEY..WHEN DID IT HAPPEN..LEFT ME KINDA FEELING ALONE FOR SO MANY YEARS..I'VE TRIED TO PRACTICE...PRAYED ..I HAD IT UNDER CONTROL..THOUGHT OF WAGES OF SIN...KEPT GIVING MYSELF TO THE LORD.. HERE COMES TEMPTATION..TREADING WATERS..BITING AT MY KNEE CAPS..MELTING MY INNERMOST AFFLICTIONS..PLAYING WITH MY HEAD..I LOOKED TOWARDS A NEW DAY.. WITH NEW THOUGHTS IN MIND..SMILE..ACTED LIKE A WOMAN WITH..WORDS THAT'S BEEN KEEPING TABS ON ME..CORRECTED..WHAT WAS SEEING ME..A ISSUE..WITH PROBLEMS THAT STILL..TO THIS DAY ARISES...SO I GO AND DREAM OF WHAT WAS ONCE A VIRGIN..WITH A SILK LINING..PURE AS THE DRIVEN SNOW..CLEAN AS A PORCELAIN NOVELTY..A PIECE THAT SHINES..LIKE A BEAUTY TO BE HOLD..THE LIFE OF A VICTIM..WEARS NO LAUGHTER.. GAINS NO KNOWLEDGE..JUST A LACE CALLED LINGERIE AND THE TIME OF SEXUAL PLEASURE.. I'M HIS HEAD PIECE AND HE'S MY BEDROOM RUMBLE..WHERE MY MIND..TAKES ME AWAY.. AND I AM HIS SCORE..100% PURE..AN INS AND OUTS OF TRIAL PERIODS..WHERE MY HEART WEARS A STONE AND HE IS HARD AS A ROCK IN A HARD PLACE..A WORLD..WHAT WANTS ME..WHERE..ACTS ARE TRADITIONAL..WHERE..I HAD NO CONTROL AT ALL..UN CHAIN MY HEART...LOVE GROWS UNCONDITIONALLY..WHERE THE MELODY PLAYS A SONG... TAKES ME THERE..WHERE I CAN'T SAVE MYSELF..A LONELY PLACE..A BOND..WHAT VISIONS..LETTING GO...BUT COMMITS SUICIDE..DIES..THE OTHER WOMAN..AN AFFAIR 2 REMEMBER..THE ONE U LEFT BEHIND...A DRUNKEN SLUMBER...A DRUG..DOROTHY DANDRIDE.. PLAYED BY HALLE BERRY..A SAD STORY..MINE WORE..ONLY DIFFERENCE..I AM ALIVE.. LEFT ME ALONE..AS ALWAYS..THE SAME OL' MELODY..BROKEN..CHAINS THAT BIND ME.. BUT WON'T SECURE ME..HAPPILY..AFTER THE FACT..OH..HOW I WISH I CAN..4 get it.. q:*^(0)^*:p..SINCERELY YOURS..THE END..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN