FOR SOLOMON/THE VOICE OF LOVESONGS

YOUR BREATHLESS..AROMATHRAPY..THE INFIMITE DWELLER..WHO FINDS HIS QUEEN..SUNKEN.. IN THE MIDST OF MOURNERS..WHERE LOVE LOST IT'S COMFORT ZONE...BUT..WAITS FOR YOUR GENDER..COMPLETES THEIR FINAL MOMENTS BE4..LIFE ENDS CLOSURE..U FEED MY TOUCH..U READ EVERLASTING ENTITY..DA GUIDE OF A SOLDIER..AWAY FROM HOME..WHERE U TANTALIZE LOVE LETTERS..DA EMOLLENTS THE SCENT OF A MILLION DRAINED FROM HEAT EXPOSURE..LONESOME..THROWN IN2 ILLUSION..WHAT ESCAPES THE PAIN OF BATTLE.. A UNIVERSAL ATMOSPHERE..TOUCHED BY PAGES..WHERE THE LOVE NEVER DIES..I GIVE RIGHTS 2 PERFORM..LOVE...TOUCH YOUR SOUL..HEADSTRONG..YES..I CAN MOVE U..EXTREMITES..YOUNG ONE..THE TRUTH HAS JUST GAVE YOU..MY INTERPITATION OF.. A WAR WITHOUT END...FEELING THE FIRES THATS BE MY TRANQUILITY..AN URGE 2 FIRE..BLAST...LIFT OFF..I CAN MOVE U 2 EXTREMITIES..AND MELT AWAY THE WAR.. BITING MY LOST WORDS WRITTEN..SAVING MY LIFE WORTH GIVEN..I HONOR MY MAN OF SOLITUDE..LONELY..WITH BUCKSHOT IN HIS HEAD..BUT I DECLARE YOUR VICTORY..SURRENDER..ME..DOWN UNDER..WEAR ME TO SLEEP..WHERE THE BATTLE ENDS.. THE HORNS BLOW..I'M DONE..A LIFE WORTH LIVING..HAS NOW REST..CREATE/2008/DEC29

the glow of love

I am the signature that rest upon your hands..a face in the photo..i see every time i look...your smooth black smile with cinnamon stick skin..the taste to glorify a happy gift..where i can't stay away from..eyes..why do they speak without a tongue to lick your saliva from my CRAVEN..i feel like a sticky sensation aiming towards my deep throat...rotating around da circumference wearing u..loading it's trickling fate..being lured among aura..a combination that worked from the beginning of nature's elements..where the wetness slays within side our jaws..swishing around..eating the daily menu..where i become the decision..losing conscience..da touch..i die for..every time i look in2 your soul..where i get lost...don't wanna be found...unless the rescuer is you.God in heaven only knows the many nights i sleep in discomfort..the urge to slumber with the right GENEs..in silence..with no angle to shape the course of learning how...being in love..where i hear..I LOVE YOU..SHEILA...BUT..don't give a response what so ever...i guess that's my signal 2 leave tradewinds in the air..with motions to move my hot bothered lust that rules..u wrote..where i became outta control..it's you..i can't resist..damn..but you are one of the hottest males i have ever quivered behind sweet black chocolate flesh..sexy as hell..what have u done..dammit..WHAT????..enuff of my wet sheets and bathing in between night shivers from lost posession..sexual healing..I can't FORGET..what was just fantasy..your the fliest thug i have ever wanted down below..the gifts...da effects..OMG..what a year..pretending 2..do my thang..i awake naked..in a bed without you...dream..another..distasteful..it's u once more..vibration...such a bore..substitutes of decision..your body walks..i lose..the battle has won..me..without..you..da real thang..miserable..tired of toys..a fool and it's creation soon falls apart...getting fucked..OVER..CREATE

COLGATE WOMAN'S GAMES /TRYOUTS FOR MY GRAND DAUGHTER TATIE

WOW..THE MORNING WAS DISMAL..CLOUDY..RAINY..BUT THAT DIDN'T STOP THE PLANS FOR TODAY..MY GRANDAUGHTER TATIANA WAS SCHEDULE TO APPEAR AT PRATT INSTITUTE FOR THE COLGATE TRYOUTS..I WAS SO EXCITED..GOT MYSELF UP AT 5:30 AM..GOT READY..WAITED FOR HER TO GET HERSELF TOGETHER..WE HAD A 7:15 TRAIN TO CATCH AT THE LONG ISLAND RAILROAD..BEING THE A & C TRAINS WERE NOT WORKING DUE TO TRACK WORK ON THE RAILS..SO WE HAD TO GO THE OTHER ROUT..WHICH WAS EXCELLENT..WE GOT TO BROOKLYN IN 15 MINS..TIME OF ARRIVAL WAS 8:00..WE ARRIVED 15 MINS LATE,,BUT IT DIDN'T HARM ANY..WE MET HER COACH..ALL THE OTHER GIRLS SHE RUNS WITH AT HER SCHOOL..THERE WERE WOMAN RUNNING THAT WAS MY AGE..MADE ME LOOK BAD..THIS WOMAN WAS 55.RAN ALL AROUND THAT TRACK WITH EASE..I STOOD UP AND CLAPPED FOR THIS woman60s..40s..30s ALL THE WAY DOWN TO 4TH..5TH AND 6TH GRADERS..CAN U BEAT THAT..I LOVED IT..THE EVENT LASTED 4 HOURS..THE COMPETITION WAS TIGHT...DETERMINED AND CONFIDENT..MY TATIE CAME IN 3 PLACE ON THE 55 RELAY SPRINT/200 METER RUN..WHERE SHE COMPLETED BOTH COMPETITION..RECEIVED A PURPLE SLIP 2 RETURN FOR THE NEXT THREE COMPETITIONS..IT GONNA BE A BUZY 3 WEEKENDS..UNFORTUNATELY ..I HAVE TO MISS ONE..NEXT WEEK I HAVE TO WORK..THE FOLLOWING WEEKEND I CAN GO..MY SON RUSSELL ATTENDED WITH ME..HE DID ALL THE PICTURE TAKING..IT'S ON PICASA..IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GLANCE IN ON THE FESTIVITIES..YOUR WELCOME TO SEE OUR EXCITING DAY...ALL I CAN SAY IS..I AM A VERY BLESSED GRANDMA..TATIE IS MY FIRST..SHE BEEN WITH ME AND I CARRIED HER EVERYWHERE..HER BROTHER ELIJAH AS WELL..I WISH YOU YOU LUCK MAMA..THANKS FOR SHARING IN TODAY'S ACTIVITIES..MAY GOD BLESS..PEACE..SHEILA..CREATE

CHRISTMAS /THE DAY AFTER

THE HOLIDAY WENT SMOOTH..THE FAMILY ALL SHOWED WITH SMILES AND LAUGHTER..I WAS SO PROUD..THE HOUSE WAS DECORATED BEAUTIFUL..I WORKED HARD ON IT..STAYED UP FOR HOURS..THE PLACE HAS FOOD ENOUGH TO FILL A RESTAURANT..WE COULD OF SENT SOME TO A HOMELESS SHELTER..I WAS VERY HAPPY..THE OCCASION WAS FOR MY MOM..SHE'S 97 AND WELL..SHE'S AILING..I SEE HOW SLOW SHE'S MOVING...BUT HER SPIRIT WAS LIFTED..HER HEART WAS SO FULLFILLED..EVERYONE WAS HAPPY..OVERJOYED..I KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO BE A DAY TO REMEMBER...THE GIFTS WERE EXCHANGED...THE KIDS WERE PLAYING THEIR WII GAMES..SHOWING HOW MUCH THEY APPRCIATED EVERYTHING GIVEN...I THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO JUST GET AWAY..I WAS KINDA NOT FEELING CHRISTMAS..DON'T KNOW WHY..BUT MY FRIEND WAS FROM ANOTHER COUNTRY..HE WAS KINDA MISSING HIS FAMILY IN HAITI..SO I TRY TO SHOW LOVE..WHERE HE FELT RIGHT AT HOME WITH MY FAMILY..WE SPENT A LOTTA TIME DOWNSTAIRS IN MY DEN..THE ROOM I CALLED BEDROOM..LOLOL..I TURN IT INTO A DEN WHEN COMPANY COMES OVER...THE YOUNG CROWD STAYED DOWNSTAIRS..THE MEN OF THE HOUSE WAS WATCHING BASKETBALL..MY FAVORITE SPORT...THEN CAME THE COCKTAILS..FOOD AND FUN..WE SANG SONGS..TOLD JOKES..TALK ABOUT OUR LOVE ONES WHO LEFT THIS WORLD..THEN MY MOM ASKED THAT WE ALL COME TOGETHER..IN THE DINING ROOM..WHERE SHE STARTED TO SAY PRAYERS FOR THE COMING OF THE NEW YEAR...PRAYED OVER THE MEALS..FOR OBAMA..THANKED GOD FOR MAKING IT THROUGH 2008..AFTER WHICH..IT WAS ON..THE HOUSE WENT CRAZY..MY SON TOLD JOKES..ASKED ME TO READ SOME OF MY POETRY..I READ ONE THAT TOUCHED MY HEART..THE FAMILY UNIT..SPOKE ON HOW WE MUST STICK TOGETHER..IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH..TIL DEATH DO WE PART..LIKE A MARRIAGE PROPOSAL..ALL AND ALL..IT WAS A SUCCESSFUL DAY...PEACE AND LOVE..HOPE ALL HAD A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY...SHEILA..CREATE

THE GIFT..MY JOURNAL OF QUOTES:***CREATES MIND***

QUOTE:I WHEN I UNDERSTAND..I'M UNDERSTANDING..WHAT THE DREAM FORETELLS ...BECOMES VISION...WHEN ALL THATS GIVEN..I STAND THE TEST OF TIME WRITTEN..THATS CALLED..DISCIPLINE..WISDOM..WELL UNDERSTOOD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ QUOTE:II WHEN I SORE AMONG YOUR JUPITER 2 GREET YOUR MARS..I CLAIMED SKIES..WHERE CLOUDS FOLLOW...PROTECTS MY WHEREABOUTS...AS FAR AS I CAN GO...GOD MAKES THIS ALL WORTH WHILE..POSSIBLE..PRAISE HIS NAME..WHERE I AM HIS CHILD..FOREVER BLESSED ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ QUOTE:III WHAT LIGHT THAT SHINES ON MY AFRICAN HABITAT...GIVES COLORS 2 BLEND.. MIXED.AND YET..I ASSOCIATE..WHAT COMPREHENDS FELLOWSHIP..GATHERING BEGINNINGS..WHERE PAIN LEFT IT'S ROOTS..WHERE DA END COMES..AWARDS RAINBOWS..ONE UNIVERSE ONE BEING..OUT OF CONTROL..STILL.. WEARS DEATH.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ POEM~~~~~~GENTLE SLEEP~~~A WAR STORY~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I DIE..WHERE I NEST REST..BE WEAKEN BY LESS ENERGY..FROM WITHDRAWL..BEING TOSS..TURNED AROUND..LOST HOURS WHICH DISPLAYS FIGURES..KEEPS DANCING IN MY HEAD..WHERE DA ROOM IS AN ARMY..THOUGHTS OF PILLOWS..OLD AND SHALLOW..THE LININGS ARE CAVED IN..WHERE I LOSE COMFORT..MY HEAD IS HURTING..DUE 2 LACK OF CHRONIC BEATIN..ME..LIFTING..ME..WHERE FIGHTING IS WAR..WHAT AIMS..FIRES..DRIFTS APART..FROM LEAVING U ALONE.. WHERE I KILLED NOISE..THE RIGHT WAY..WHATS NORMAL..MAKING LOVE.. WITHOUT AMMUNITION..DESTROYED OUR GENTLE SLEEP..HOME..WHERE DA HEART LIVES..ALL IS FORGIVEN..CREATE/SHEILA T JORDAN..DEC/2008. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ QUOTE:IV AS I DIP YOUR FLAVA..TASTE YOUR SOUL..WHAT EATS MY INTENTIONS 2..EVOLVE..OPEN PANDORAS BOX..FIND WHATS CHANGES THOUGHT..COMES 2 AN CONCLUSION..CREATE/08 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ QUOTEV:OBSERVATION I'M A METHOD 2 MINSET..INNER ROUTINE..WHERE PRINCIPLES ARE IN ORDERLY FASHION KEEP MY FOCUS..ALERT FACILITIES..SET THEM ON DA RIGHT TRACK..WHERE MEMORY IS IN CONTROL...CREATE/DEC/2008 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ QUOTE:VI TO BRIDGE DA GAPS..IS LIKE BREAKING BREAD 2 DIVIDE WHAT RESCUES RECESSION.. PROSPER THOSE IN NEED OF LOSS..CREATE/2008DEC ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ QUOTE:VII MY BLUE ROSE IS NOT JUST A COLOR..BUT DA BEAUTY WORE 2 THE HUMAN EYE IT VIEWS.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ GOD BLESS YOU FOR ALL THE MONTHS I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON YOUR BEHALF...THANKS AGAIN..LANNIE..TAKE CARE..PEACE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

AN ANSWER 2 POET >PABLO NERULA<

SO..ONCE I AM NOTHING..WE MEET...WHERE..MY HEART TREADS WATER...ON A LAKE OF NONE..WHERE MY SOUL PRETEND THE WEATHER CHANGES 2 SUN..WHERE SKIES HAVE MELTED MY DEEPEST ROSE..WHAT IMAGE WORE...ONCE IN RAGED FROM HOLLOW SLEEP...WHERE LOVE KNOWS NO LIFE..NEVER MET..TO DREAM WHAT FEATURES ME..THE GOLDEN WOMAN OF TIME..WHAT URGES HER BODY TO LIVE BENEATH THE SOUND.. WHAT CAPTURES...A BITE OFF THE TREE WE DEVOURED..TOOK A CHANCE AS STOLEN MOMENTS..LASSO YOUR LOVE AS A ROPE..I TIE YOU UP..THROW MY WEIGHT AROUND YOUR TORSO..COMMENCE 2 DIVE ON..WHAT TRIED 2 ESCAPE FROM LONELY ..DARK TIDES..THAT AIMS AT ME UNSELFISHLY..THOUGH EYES HAVE MET FOR JUST A SEASON OF WOES...WE WERE DRIFTING IN A WORLDPOOL OF NEGLECT..SUFFERING FROM A NEED 2 PROVOKE FUN..I SMILED AS IF U WERE MY LONG AWAITED VICTORY...SPANDING THE GLOBE..SEEKING AN OUTCOME OF FORTUNE..WHERE ONCE MORE ..I DIED..SINKING IN A WORLD WITHOUT TIME..BUT GAVE OURSELVES.2 ONE ANOTHER IN A JOURNEY 2 RESCUE...HEARTS KNOWING ANY..KEEPIN THOUGHT ALIVE AND BREATHIN WHERE THE ADVENTURE..LAID ME DOWN..HID BEHIND..THE ATONEMENT..WHAT BURIED THOUGHT..LOCKING LIPS...TOUCHING IMAGINARY COMFORT..THE JOY WITHIN..DREAMS 2 FOREFILL..LEAVES..SAYS GOODBYE..FAKING..WHAT WAS JUST A NOVEL OF PASSION AND WIT.. WET...WILD..INSANITY..WEARIN YOUR SLEEP..WHAT WAKES UP..ATTEMPTING 2 REMAIN LOVE..WHAT WAS ONLY MAKE BELIEVE..CREATE

OUTCRY LIVES IN OUR CITIES

ANOTHER YEAR HAS GONE...WE LIVE AS ONE..BUT..FOR THE MOMENT I CRY..WHEN RAINBOWS PASS ME BY..WHEN PAIN HAS IT'S DAYS..WHEN HEARTS ARE GASPING FOR HELP..I LOOK TOWARD MY FEDERAL GOVT...TO EASE MY LOST OF GAIN..I'M COLD..WHERE WARMTH HAS CLOSED MY DOORS...WHERE HOME IS NO MORE..I WALK WITH CANDLES..LEAVE WHAT'S LEFT AMONG THE SHADOWS..WHERE WE LIVE..I CAME WITH BAGGAGE..I BEGGED IN HUNGER..I HOLLERED IN PAIN..HOW MUCH MORE CAN I TAKE..I'M A SUBSTANCE OF LABOR..A CHILD UNABLE..I CAN'T PAY NO BILLS..U TAKEN AWAY MY SHELTER..MY RELATIVES CAN'T HELP..FOR LACK OF NEED THEMSELVES..WE LIVE AS POOR AS THE CLOTHES ON OUR BACK..WE SHARE OUR BREAKFAST..ON THE STREETS IN SOUP KITCHENS AND OVERCROWDED ROOMS WITH NO MORE FOOD TO DISTRIBUTE..WHAT'S A HUMAN SUPPOSE TO DO...I GET DOWN ON MY KNEES..AT THE NEAREST CHURCH OR SYNAGOGUES..WHERE PRAYER BECOMES MY ONLY ANSWER..I SEE THE MORNING RISE...HOURS PAVES THE WAY TO SKIES LEAVING DAYLIGHT..MEETS DA DARKNESS B4 I CAN CLEANSE MY BODY..I TAKE A NUMBER..WAIT TO BE CALLED WHERE I REST..MY FAMILY IS IN ANOTHER SHITHOLE...THIS IS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY...NOT WHERE I LIVE..WITH MISTLETOE AND HOLLY...NO CHRISTMAS CARDS..NO GIFTS UNDER TREES..NO HOT CHOCOLATE OR MIDNIGHT APPAREL..WHERE LIL BABIES..MOTHERS AND FATHERS..WILL BRING IN DA NEW YEAR 2009...JUST ANOTHER YEAR..WHAT LEFT US BROKE..LIVING ON BORROWED TIME..IN A JAR..WITH CHANGE SPARED..I SLEEP IN YOUR ALLEYWAYS..I SHAKE LIKE I'VE NEVER BEEN ACCOMPANIED BY DA SALVATION ARMY..WHAT HELPS LESS IN A MAN OR A WOMAN..WITH LITTLE CHILDREN LEFT IN DARKNESS..WITHOUT A NOTION OF TIME OR EXISTENCE..I CRY FOR ALL WHO ARE HOMELESS..I PLEAD TO MY JESUS..I ASK HIM..IS THEIR ANOTHER WAY TO ESCAPE POVERTY WITHOUT A SOLUTION..IF THERES ANY ROOM LEFT IN THIS WORLD..FOR ME OR ANY LIFESTYLE..SEEKING LOWER THAN AN GRAVE SITE..THAT SPELLS GOODBYE..YOUR TIME IS UP...GOD..IF YA HERE ME..PLEASE ANSWER MY QUEST..TO STAY ALIVE IN THIS LIFE WITH NO RESULTS..PLEASE..AFTER ALL THAT'S WRITTEN TO CONGRESS..PLEASE BRING THE POWERS OF COMMAND...HELP OUR NEW CHIEF IN THE WHITE HOUSE...A BLACKMAN..WITH MUCH LEFT ON HIS HANDS IN HIS JOURNEY..TO SAVE US ALL.. THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA'S PEOPLE..THE RED..THE WHITE AND DA BLUE...I HURTING INSIDE MYSELF..I LOVE MY WIFE..MY CHILDREN..THE ABILITIES WHICH I STAND ACCOUNTABLE..MY FREEDOM 4 WHICH MY BLOOD REIGNS RESPONSIBLE AND STRENGTH YOU GIVES US ALL...TO PROSPER AND REMAIN HUMBLE..WHERE OUR TREE GROWS..WHEN OUR LAND WILL NOURISH..WHERE THE EARTH STILL CALL US HOME...LET US FIND RESTORATION..A WORLD WITH A NEW ORDER..BEFORE WE CLOSE LIFE FOREVER...WITH NO CELEBRATION OR HOPE FOR DA FUTURE..OUR LIFE DEPENDS ON RESOLUTION..WHERE THE SOUL MATES IT'S KINGDOM..WHERE YOUR THE THORNS..LOOKING DOWN ON US ALL..PROPHECIES WRITTEN..PEACE..CREATE...AKA.. SHEILA T JORDAN