Beanie Sigel - Beanie (Mack B****)

Beanie Sigel - All The Above ft. R. Kelly

COINTELPRO

NIGGAS ON PATROL...

What becomes the parasite with no

mention of desire..our people's atrocities with lips that conjures up

what splurges among white anatomy ..while looking at wars of disaster..

cries in the streets.. the drums of battle.. sends a message..with Mics

by soldiers. and blood drawn from weapons upon the lines of poets.. lost & found..deep &

depth from weeds that's grown flies me 2 the moon & back where your love don't care what's black

spoken in tongues..dropping pants.. booty2rhythms2 rhymin senile.. alert or intelligent.. it was alright 2 break me off.. while the law called me hired help.. get up against

the wall of injuries..penalties.. drugs related.. incidence ..under minding what commonly

known to all in the ghetto.. they persuade 2 KEEP moviin out the way of a badge.. a cause..to fight 4 justice in a room without windows to escape the hot burning mass

of ridicule..interrogates me.. a animal roars.. where the saliva spits from..

breath that knocks you out..talks.. whose guilty in a lined up.. seeing an innocent victim being treated by a predator ..K-9s orders.. 2attack at will...hose u what comes 2 cool

us down..where civil rights .. segregation begins..my mic spoke Angela..Huey.. Gil Scott Heron..Martin.Malcolm.. essays of the best days..with bones still alive.. standing. still walking.. LAUREATES forms a revolution..what's been televised still..holding our own. shackled.. from wars in the BLACK JUNGLE.. w/no turning back..a Kingdom.. what was damaged..royalty..now

becomes a Nation u called freedom..liberty..justice & 4 all.... give me 1 one Mic..give me just (one mic) Ghetto legacies.. buried..thrown 2 the dogs.. that's rights served in the name of GOD..his KINGDOM w/no parties GUILTY on trial..spared.. that's FREEDOM & JUSTICE 4 ALL..Create

Niggers Are Scared Of Revolution! (The Last Poets)

Gil Scott Heron - Message to the Messengers

GIL SCOTT HERON SPOKEN WORD

Originals: Gil Scott-Heron 2/6

Originals: Gil Scott-Heron 1/6

~MEMORIES THAT WILL LIVE ON~ NEVA 4GET..AS WE ENTER..MEMORIAL WEEKEND..IT'S ABOUT KEEPIN U ALIVE

YES..U FORGOT ABOUT

ME..THE GUEST..AM I INVITED??..LOL!!!!

"STONE LOVE'

There was once the term...stone love

I always identified with the lost of a human...where ur journey

rides u through fields of battle..

and gunfire is hurdle through bullets performing in the air where times takes u through muddy waters & foreign defensive arms..where

liberty..justice..signs

a documents..

awards are handed out..a hero becomes

the strong soldiers of war..where the brave dared not go..but forced 2 fill the hearts of love ones we left behind.. home..

if we

MAKE IT BACK A L I V E!!!

AS WELL AS

PEOPLE IN OUR EVERYDAY LIVES

GOD HAS TAKEN

HOME 4 GOOD

W E ...

C E L E B R A T E!!! "HEADSTONES OF LOVE"

I HAD 2 HAVE A PIECE OF U: OBAMAMADNESS..IT IS WHAT IT IS...DO WHATCHA LIKE &SAY WHATCHA LIKE..IT'S MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND..PARTY HARDY..ENJOY THE BBQs..mmmm GOODY!!!!!

SEPARATE THE WORK..

TAKE A BREAK..THE WEEKEND IS APPROACHING... FIND A GOOD SPOT...WHERE EVERYONE IS SOO READY ..2 DANCE,,DANCE..DANCE & HAVE A GOOD TIME WHERE FUN & GAMES FEED YA.. WHERE FOOD GREETS YA... WEARING A SMILE..FOLKS PLAYING CARDS KIDS RUNNING FREE... THANKING GOD..THERE'S NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY..REMEMBERING OUR LOST LOVE ONES..WE MUST NOT FORGET..WHY THIS DAY IS ON THE CALENDER..AND WHAT IT MEANS TO ALL THAT HAS MEMORIES OF FAMILY MEMBERS GONE W/ GOD..B E H A P P Y.. CELEBRATE IN THEIR HONOR... FOR THE HEART GRIEVES NOT..LEAVES A SPARK.. THE GLOW OF THINKING BACK THE GOOD TIMES & BAD... COME TOGETHER..ADD THEM AS UR LIFE ..STILL LIVING..SAY.. HELLO.. THANK YOU!!!! UR NEVER FORGOTTEN.. I LOVE U " ALWAYS AND 4EVER"... (HEATWAVE.)... PLAY IT AT UR BBQs..

NYC's

THEME SONG..

~B E ~B L E S S E D~

A PUBLIC ANNOUCEMENT..BROUGHT2 U BY..THE UNEMPLOYED*****5 stars my best work ..yet

"my speech"

Though ..

tired & weary

I break away from

careless beings..where

my heart persuades me

the chance of a life time

covers all aspects of

denial to chase the

constant trials of

bickering..

seeing points 2 make

where..I discover a losing

battle..comes debates w/

a price..the cost

of living..stable..where ur

voice becomes

a place charitable..

worth the time rendered

in somebody's life.

what brands u grade A..

what hands u the

approval 2 be

The prime example

in society..doing

something 2 look

a credit well

established..I am a

trademark..a household

payment..what cherishes

the love 4..being

dollars & cents..what's

aimed at giving..

showing.. a Job

shines on an individual

respect calls it company

wearing a smile..

face value what's

beneficial..guarantees

you..a home..

feeling relatively

SOUND..NO excuses at all

ur welcomed...in..my

world..empty..still..NOW

THAT'S CALL..L O V E in

C minor lost 4 w o r d s

C h r i s t i a n i t y...s a v e s A l i f e w o r t h

l i v i n g..h u m a n..

"V i s u a l i s e d b e i n g.. h o m e l e s s"

S o h e l p m e ..

G O D

CREATE..Sheila...PEACE

OUT OF SIght..."LOST"..MY FRIEND.. DONALD.RAINS sr...PASTOR..HUSBAND,,PREACHER...,A GOOD MAN

I would like to

take this time out.. to share a story that will break your heart for 24 years..

Donald Rains has been a good friend a devoted christian a loving father..husband to his second wife..where he was married before to Sherry..whom I knew she was a crazy..fun loving human being..he lost her to a brain Aneurysm.. a young woman..was only 25 or 26 years old..after which.. things started going down hill for him.. I was going with my son's father .. Tony.. Donald's cousin.. we all had many good times spent with Donald.. he use to be the life of the party.. went partying all the time..bus trips.. church outings..amusements Parks..family

reunions dinner's at his house.. games..baseball..basketball w/ TONY We always did things in a very high class way..loved 2 show his playa hats & manly character...It's so sad.. that I had 2 hear about the sudden attack placed upon his sight about 4 months ago..as I was preparing to say goodbye to the love of my life..I received an email from Donald..asking me about my mom..everything seemed 2 be ok..until..he shared the news w/ me about his sight..I said..is it .. CATARACT or GLAUCOMA.. he responded..GLAUCOMA we continued on speaking on the matter which was similar to my mother he started asking me .. what did I witness through her downfall..I replied..she had an operation in 1 eye...never had the chance to get the other eye done.. her sight started fading I was so devastated..everything he said..is exactly what was happening the days that drew closer to her demise .. he started keeping in contact with me on facebook as the days went on..he got worse the doctor finally broke the news to him he will b losing his sight permanently..it's just one more disease..taking all our black people over by storm.. diabetes..cancer...heart failure stroke...thank God ..he had something for me to do..I banged on the floor grabbed my head..said outta my mouth with a loud sound ..get thee behind me Satan all of a sudden..a voice..just as plain as day..said ..take an aspirin.. i asked my grand daughter to quickly go get me an aspirin in the medicine cabinet as soon as I took that pill..I can tell the difference in my brain the doctor was angry that I took a chance walking up to Rockaway one long block from where I live they check my vital signs..pressure what outta control.. had to rush me right then and there in a ambulance right away..they told me ..if I had waited another hour or more..I would have went in2 a coma..it is very important to follow up on your health it might sound so bad even put fear in the mind..not 2 convince u to have it checked out..but GO!!! DO THE RIGHT THANG.. it will pay off in the long run.. MY buddy can't turn back the hands of time or trade in his vision & reverse the problem..which is too far gone.. This man became a Pastor..a man of the cloth..w/a church.a new wife & a wonder life.. they came crashing down all around his world..a son..the gift of life sending a message from GOD..every Sunday morning.. praying for others in fellowship supporting his members in SOUTH CAROLINA.. where there was a knock on heaven's door he be the answers reading scriptures preaching the Gospel..now he's being taking care of .. by his wife they lost their home.. he now lives in Connecticut.. he owes bills,, and get this..they turned him down for social security disability .. talking about economics going bad.. I feel for him with all my heart.. it's gonna take the political access negotiate the necessities in life which brings 2 this travesty I ASK for those who have had this experience to please ..work with ur nearest legislators or govt official to make DEMANDS ON HEALTH CARE.. it is a VERY life threatening situation... WE NEED ASSISTANCE in the worse way possible..God Bless YOU..Donald.. LOVE you MAN!!! Thanks for LISTENING..Create Sheila T Jordan

The tides that bind/ a POEM for hunger

Though ur

life b it may..learns.. a valuable

lesson.. 2 take one hungry child.. outta ones

hands..leaving them deprived.. pockets are

empty .. fights it's thirst unqualified.. left wearing

no dollars..cents of economics.. the problem

in today's society.....

what lifts a hand 2 donate .. spares starvation.. sends a message of love.. compassion & wisdom

what gave LIFE.. ONE MO' chance 2 survive in

a jungle.. where birth of a nation.saved...encouraged by Y O U... THE AMERICAN DREAM...

where majority

rules.I make a way..you answer...

by any means..(necessary).. Malcolm X...spoke ..

our lives.. takes a real V I L L A G E.. 2 raise awareness a heart in pursuit .. feed families in need .. universal .. all walks of life.. creeds of color ..carries

it's cross 2 bare..Stops when..l o v e .. honors the less fortunate.. devote mins.. where hours produce..a plate

served.. a home healthy..wealthy..nourished .. blessed by God...amen... "Create" Sheila T Jordan

The Roots - You Got Me ft. Erykah Badu

The Roots - Proceed

THIS WEEKEND IN AT ..HOME..LOUNGIN

This was a weekend of many things to do.. AIDS WALK..IN CENTRAL PARK..HUSH

QUEENSBRIDGE..LONG ISLAND CITY TOURS...CONTINUES...THE POETRY SLAM...

CHALLENGE AT NUYORICAN CLUB..the best of twist and turns recital..the best of the

best in Manhattan..I was loungin in my glory...where???..right home in my backyard..where

a picture is worth a 7 k walk down the streets of central park..but..I wasn't there this time..

It was official the first real weekend of spring...entering summer..the skies were crystal clear blue with white clouds following..a perfect day to get some rest...kicked off my shoes and sat back and make some smoothies..whip out the blender & started mixing..I had my music

coming out my basement window..my next door neighbors had a cookout..(smilin:)..yeah..I

had nothing to do..cooking that is...plus..my girl from across the street..Lisa...came and

wanted me to go hang at her house..a cookout there..wowww..still..:0 boy!!!!..the

neighborhood started smellin like Canal street here in NY..where the Italian..Chinese..start

the street fairs..food was everywhere in SOUTH OZONE PK yesterday and the funny thing about..I wasn't the one doing the cooking for a change..I love the pampering ..the cocktails..LOL..the atmosphere sent a delicate message of Love for my people around the way..tou see..this is where I was raised,,the changes from how it was 49 years ago to now...and on June 25..it will be 50 yrs..in this home..yepper...where now..our neighbors are mostly Ghayanese..Indians..whats left of our brothas & sistahs...whites are returning..due to mix marriages...arabs buying the stores from the latinos..losing property..South side is looking all different..24hour watch..cameras

hidden in the street llghts..scoping on victims with crimes records..these people who took over this JAMAICA ..SOUTHSIDE IS MELLOW IN OUT..living like they made a deal w/the white property owners who gave them the freedom to exchange for better...w/govt grands 2 live here..it's so sad..when u as a homeowner that spent most of ur life in one space & time..stares

at u dead in ur face...says...it's all over..move on...this Jungle u once called...the place 2 be..is now..foreign currency...jeeps...indian music playing.. restaurants..on every street corner..like

the Koreans..but..not one ..establishment..owned ..operate by a brotha..sistah..but a

barbershops black hair Salon...one restaurant still stands as our black owned eatery..but..

has added the spice of the territory...going wit the flow..blending the elements..But..still.. we stand no profit..just losing..I witness this every day..It makes me soo angry to know ..when

we moved 2 Queens..there were nothing but Italians..& Irish ..BUT..THERE WERE STORES

ON ROCKAWAY..OWNED AND OPERATED BY ..Afro-Americans...earning a living..takes a

step in the right direction of choice..live the 4 fs...family..Food...financial security...fun... 2 keep

it moving...mo money..more problems..but..Thats what solutions are for...gain interest..builds ideas...becomes the bigger profit..in ur area of prestege..the mark of excellence..changing things with the times we live..economically strugglin..but..making a way..as u know how...by any means NECESSARY..MALCOLM X...THAT'S 4 LISTENING...PEACE...Create..Sheila T Jordan...

Loungin

THE PASSING OF MOTHER'S DAY..A THOUGHT

As I walk

through the valley

of the shadows of death

"I FEAR NO EVIL."for

thou art 'w/me

I KEEP HEARING HER.. MOM'S VOICE

for I am his child..

his fortress ..his life everlasting..

his coat of arms..embracing .. what finds happy days.. a place where no harm

can control you sweetheart.. no matter how far...no matter how long..wide..the perimeter.. WHAT breaks the yolk 2 bond.. I will extend my sword 2defeat hatred..a selfish soul.. forgets what is a blessing.. to open ur heart..meant.. what's been on going 4 a long time coming.. 2 wake the vintage rage.. what angered all who was

in fault..I will surround u.... come..by virtue of despair..2 understand.

why life had to leave so soon.. my battles are now over.. I now know who continues my chapters.. to follow the ways of scripture..

where ..heaven holds a place for those who pray..2 him..ur path 2

righteousness..no stopping this time warp.. what takes u through 4 ever..God spells the kingdom & the lighter days certain..no man

shall b..be4 me on Earth... so as I spoke these words on MOTHER'S DAY

2 u..honoring what brought forth.. my namesake..it becomes all clear.. that Love conquers all.. defends..protects it's young in2 adulthood..where GROWTH.. emerged.. THE sweet amber ways of my passing ..the gift..

what gave me..life.. it is now ur turn.. my daughter..it will be ok.. u will know OUR father in heaven..he's the life.. what grant me...your tomorrows. POEMs I write..followed by .. Y O U..DON'T CRY.. REJOICE IN IT...IT WILL B OK ..in the morning

whats lites up ur days ahead... tell Lannie..I said.. THANK U.. ;-)..smiling down from HEAVEN..amen.. :)...({c{{^_}}}? UNDERSTANDING..

is well understood in Passing.. I feel much better now... Thank u for L I S T E N I I N G..

Create...

Sheila T Jordan..

MY THOUGHTS...CREATE

TODAY...

wasn't such a good one..u see... I made some friends online that were

comfortable to chat with..although the amounts .. u can count on ur fingertips but.. when it all boils down to looking at the future.. what it has in store..mines is a filter

..a light..and smoke..a glass of joy..juice.. The truth be told.. i am tired of being in the company of a picture.. with letters to rely on..every day...when I wake up.. looking forward to getting a message .. hoping that somehow..u made the right decision...right?

WRONG..questions are being ask.. how are u ..what's going on..u feel like for one moment

it's going round and round..like a reviving door.. In my case..it's just the opposite..mines

is making moves..writing my poems..posting if I feel like it's gonna present a cheerful moment.. knowing ur the key to making someone's day good..but..not really.. they don't respond..even when u do... it's getting to the point.. I am not doing myself a favor for nothing.. thinking..where are my real ..true friendships.. what are they doing right at this moment.. who will listen..instead of being wrapped up in there own self accord..finding how to leave the web.. by iphones..living for a pray to bring them miracles of the heart...I stand alone all the time.. watching the time drift in2 space, seeing myself go into another life..not of this EARTH..

the vision keeps me sad..but.I still carry on..

without u..Peace..CREATE

Nas - Talk of New York

Busta Rhymes - New York S*** ft. Swizz Beatz..IT AIN'T OLD..BUT IT'S ALL GOOD ..NYC..NICEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

Gang Starr - Code Of The Streets

Method Man - Bring The Pain

M.E.T.H.O.D. Man (original cut)

2Pac - Keep Ya Head Up..REMEMBERING OLDSKOOL HIP-HOP ..LET IT LIVE ON...80s..90s..

''Loungin'' by Guru & Donald Byrd.

Das EFX - Real Hip Hop

Fu-Schnickens feat.Shaquille O'Neal - What's up doc ? (Can we rock ?) (1...

House Of pain - Jump Around Music Video

REMEMBERING...OLDSKOOL...FROM MY NECK OF THE WOODS

Lost Boyz - Jeeps, Lex Coups, Bimaz & Benz

Lost Boyz - What's Wrong

Mr.Cheeks - Lights, Camera, Action!

Lords of the Underground - Chief Rocka

Chubb Rock : The Chubbster

CHUBB ROCK : Treat Em Right

Slick Rick - Children's Story

ONE LEGIONEER..the MONTH of MOTHER

Beneath the shallow waters near..

I grab a hold of one so dear... with inch and every measure so true.. she reigns among the life so blue.. when I vision your splender.. a heart so dear & loving.. so precious as a jewel.. the sweetness the tribute.. I cast you as my total spirit of gender.. a guiding light,the

streams that flows through.. where movement still proceeds u.. outlives the moments

when..I wake in morning's wind.. where your breathe leads me.. it's air..an

open access to hear ur voice.. I wear..cherish.. the abundance u bring.. in the natural

world of flesh..hold me close.. where eyes spoke..direction.. to lead me down in

history.. A child who remains..your seed.. the root planted..where ur name is

written in stone..my belovit.. Mother. What carries your thrown... by..CREATE Sheila T Jordan