MY POEMS soon 2 b published > 2002-2003

"LOVEQUEEN" HER CHOOSEN MOMENT I MET A MAN TODAY..HIS NAME WASN'T IMPORTANT WITH A GOOD JOB...A HOME...A COLLEGE DEGREE A YAGHT..STOCKS AND BONDS...INVESTMENTS ENOUGH 2 LAST A LIFETIME...ON A STREET CALL WALL. A LOTTO PLAYER...A CONSTANT SAVER...I SEE HIM EVERY MORNING...ON MY WAY TO WORK..I'M A CLEANER. I KNOW IT'S A HARD LIFE FOR ME...A WOMAN WITH VERY LIL...LIVING IN THE GHETTO...ALONE..RAISING THREE...ONE DAY HE SMILED SO FANCY FREE...SAY HELLO..I SAID HI..HOW ARE U...HE ASKED..WOULD IT WRONG;IF I ASK U OUT 4 DINNER..WOULD U MIND I LOOKED AT HIM WITH AMAZEMENT...THOUGHT TO MYSELF...WHAT IS THIS MAN THINKIN..HOW DOES HE KNOW IF I'M MARRIED OR NOT..AT THAT MOMENT..HE SAID...ARE YOU INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE..MIND MY MANNERS..I DIDN'T ASK ABOUT YOU YET..MY MISTAKE... FORGIVE ME...I SAID THAT'S OK..I'M SINGLE..I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH IT..I FELT SO GOOD..MY HEART RACED...MY STOMACH WORE BUTTERFLIES..I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ACT..AS HE WAITED FOR MY ANSWER..I OPENED MY MOUTH..SMILED AND SAID YES I'LL GO..DO I HAVE 2 DRESS FORMAL OR CASUAL..HE "PAUSED"..FIND HIM STARING..HIS LOOK WAS SO PIERCING..SO DEEP..SO SENSUAL..SO SWEET..FINE IRRESITABLE..HE KNOCKED ME OFF MY FEET..JUST BY HIS LOOKS..RUBBED ME RIGHT...WITHOUT A GIFT OR GANDER...I LOOKED AGAIN..CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT I'M SEEING..HE PULLS CHAIRS OUT FROM UNDERNEATH SO YOU CAN B SEATED..NEVER HAD THIS TYPE OF CHARM B4...DINING OUT..HE OPENS DOORS...THE FEELING IS PURE HEAVEN...I'M USED 2 A MOVIE WITH OTHER FRIENDS..WHEN I'M OFF..NOT DA COMFORT OF A MAN KEEPIN ME WARM...JUST AN OCCASIONAL HUG AND KISS I'LL SEE YA LATER..WE'LL DO THIS AGAIN..PEACE ..NOTHING..NOONE..USE 2 WHO SHOWS NO MANNERS.. NO LOVE...NO TIME FOR ME BUT ..A ONE NIGHT STAND. I'M TREATED LIKE ONE WITH NO CLASS..A PASSING FANCY...I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS DA REAL THANG.. BUT ALL I GAVE..HE DON'T FEEL..WHILE BEING HELD IN HIS ARMS...CLOSE...WE KNOW NOT..I ASK FOR NOTHING AND NOTHING BROUGHT A CONTENDER..WHERE MONEY...RICHES...NEVER CHANGED HIS MOOD...WHAT A SPLENDER..A MAN WITH NO MENTION MAKES MIRACLES TAKE PLACE IN MY BEING...I LOOKED AND SEE THE END OF HIM AND ME...WHAT CAME BACK INSIDE OF HE.. WAS DAYS MISSED LIVING WITHOUT A LADY BY JOB.. TIME...RICHES GALORE ...SHE NEVER KNEW...BUT HE WANTED MORE...WHAT WAS HE LOOKING FOR..CAN'T GIVE A CLUE..WOMEN..DA SOUL..NEEDING..SUBSTANCE. IT 'S THE THOUGHT OF HER..WHAT HE DREAMED.. IMAGINED HAVING WAITING FOR HIM ..AFTER A HARD DAYS WORK..ME..HIS MYSTERY DATE..PLAYED A REPLACEMENT FOR A DAY..NIGHT COMES 2 A CLOSE.. I THANKED HIM WITH WATERED EYES...HE SAID AS WE END A LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT OF BEAUTY...CHARM AND GRACE...AS OUR LIPS TASTE DA WARMTH AND GENTLE EDRENDILAN WHICH FLOWS ALL THROUGH OUR BODIES.. SAID GOODNIGHT..IT WAS A WONDERFUL MOMENT BEING WITH YOU AS I GO.I WANNA LEAVE SOME WORDS OF WISDOM 2 REMEMBER ME BY...DON'T EVER THINK LESS OF YOURSELF..COZ..YOU'LL ALWAYS B DA LADY WORTHY OF ME...I LOVE YOU.. dedicated 2 men with a leg 2 stand on and a female with no life until.. she met Wall Street...thanks..yours truly... GHETTO QUEEN...A TRUE STORY APRIL/16/2003..2:42PM...MONDAY...BY CREATE

MY BLACK CONSTITUTION

I HOLD MY WORDS 2 BE SELF EXISTENCT..TO ANNOUNCE WHAT'S POSITIVE..PROCLAIM IDENTITY FOR HUMANITY..BY WHICH...WE STAND AS UNITY..A PLAN 4 OUR PEOPLE... CREATED BY GOD...NOT LEFT IN DARKNESS OR EXAMINATING PROCESS OF LIMITATIONS BELIEFS..SEEING...KNOWING ..SHOWING OUR HERITAGE WITH EDUCATED MINDS... RICHNESS...COME AS NATURE'S.CONTENT AND CHARACTER...RULES..DECIPLINES 4 ALL IN THE WORLD OF LOVE...SIGNIFIES HEAVENLY ORDER...CHANGE...IF NECESSARY WHAT'S DIFFFERENT...HANDICAPPED..CRIPPLE...LAME..DISABLE...WE'LL RESPECT.. GROWTH WILL TAKES IT'S STAND FROM BIRTH...TIL..A RIPE OLD AGE OF RETIREMENT... BE ACCOMPANIED BY GOVERNMENT EARNINGS..ENOUGH 2 LIVE OFF ON...OUR LIFE PENSION.. WHAT REQUIRES LIVING SUBSTANTIAL..WHERE ALL OF MY PEOPLE WILL HAVE A LIFE 2 DA FULLEST..WEAR MY CREDITABLITIES ON MY SHOULDERS...SHARE...WHEN IT'S NOT ENOUGH AND HOLD YOU 2 ANY ALLIGATIONS MADE WHERE IT BE.. A CASE IN COURT 2 DEFEND OUR RIGHTS...LIVE AS ONE...SPEAK..WHEN COUNSEL RAISES ISSUES...RELEASE ALL THE HATE.. WHEN SPEECH GOES AGAINST MY BROTHAS/SISTAHS...GIVE BAC AS A CHRISTIAN...BELIEVE IN GOD..READ HIM EVERY MORNING..NOON AND NIGHT...WHAT GIVES A MIND TO FUNCTON PREACH...TEACH...BE DA PART OF WORLD ACTIVITES... MAKING A NAME BY EXAMPLE..BECOME SOMEBODY..REACHIN SOMEONE..WHO CARES FOR LIFE...WHERE MY SAFE HAVEN LIVES..cREATE

BE DA PLAYER'S GAME

THE IS A FIRST OF MANY ADS...I'LL BE SHARING WITH MY AUDIENCE..BE PREPARE TO JOIN ME ON A JOURNEY IN A DAY IN A LIFE OF HYPERDUNKS...INDIVIDUALS MAYHEIM BECOMES DOMINATION PLAYED..HELP!!!!!!!!

WONDERLAND

BIRDS... YOU SING WITH SUCH HARMONY..REMINDS ME...U FLY AS THE SKY LIVES...ONE DAY AT A TIME...YOU SORE LIKE AN AIRLINE...FINDS REST..A NEST..WITH RESEVATIONS.. TAKIN FLIGHTS...BECOMING THE TRIP IN LOVE...SO DESTINATION YEARNS 2 B THE SOUND OF MUSIC..WHERE I DANCE..I SMILE..FEELING WAYS I'VE NEVER FELT BEFORE.. I GLOW FROM EXCITMENT..HE IS MY SOUL'S ECLIPSE..WHAT DARKEN'S THE NIGHTS ENTRY 2 A EVENING OF LOVE...WHERE COCKTAILS AND APPETIZES WAITS..YOU..DA MEAL 4 MY BREAKFAST...LUNCH AND DINNER..WHERE I LIQUIFY MY ACCESS..MELT IN HIS ARMS.. THE PEACE..TRANQUILITY..FLYS ME HOME...AFTER A DAY OF WARMTH AND CHARM...LEAVES A DELETABLE URGE 2 WANNA KEEP HIM..AND GREET..HUMBLY..A MATCH..SONGS IN DA KEY DA KEY OF LIFE...WHERE HIS VISION..HEARS..SOUND..SPEAKS AND TITLE KNOWS NO ENDING STEVIE..THE WONDER 4EVER...SINGS WHERE NATURE CALLS HIM..BLACKBIRD..FLY..IN2 DA LIGHT OF DA DARK..BLACK..NIGHT...PIANO MAN...I LAND SAFE..THE TRIP WAS HEAVEN SCENT THANK U....CREATE..S T JORDAN

can't handle ..what's written

A "POEM" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I FEED OFF WHAT'S EMPTY..FILLED MY HEART..MEND WHAT'S GUILTY... I BRING MY SOUL BAC FROM COLLABORATES...THE STONE TURNED...THE HEARTBREAK...THE INCISION..WITH MEDICINE 2 CURE NEGLECT GIVEN..ME..DA ONE ONCE HAPPY...BECOMES DA SAD BEING... FEELS SO BAD...WHEN MORNING DEW WAKES ME...I'M WHAT'S REJUVENATED...SMILE LIKE KARMA...WITH NO PAIN...I'M A LAKE... WHICH BURNS DESIRE..DA FIRE RELEASED...KEPTED..HOT FOR MONTHS.. I'M BITTER..WHEN SWEETNESS WAS CANDY ON YOUR MENU...A PIECE OF YOUR PUZZLE LEFT DISMEMBERED...INKPRINTS OF PAGES...LINES SPOKE SEXUAL HEALING..A ROSE..WHAT WAS ONCE ME..OPENS UP..SAW NEFERTITI..BLACK/REDBONE SISTAH...THE INTRODUCTION 2 WOMAN... MEETS HER YING 2 HER YANG..WHAT IMPLIED US..FRIENDS...WHERE THE TWIST BECAME NO SECRET...LOVE WAS BURNT...LIKE A TORCH....AN OLYMPIC MOMENT..WANTED THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD 2 KNOW...WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL...REAL..AUTHENTIC..I FELT GOOD EVERY DAY...JUST A POEM..A REMARK SPARKED A BOND.. LOVED OUR CHEMISTRY..IT WAS ALL GOOD AND THEN SOME.. A STROKE OF GENIUS...COMBINED WITH WORKS OF ART..NOW..I'M THINKIN...WAS I A VICTIM OF GAIN AND YET...LOIS LANE COULDN'T FLY ANY HIGHER THAN ME...BUT..SUPERMAN LOVER WAS SHARING ANOTHER... MY NEEDS WAS FORFEITED...NIGHTS UNDERNEATH HIM...STROKIN..RUBBIN LOVIN THAT MAN...WHERE SWEATS BUILD HIM A MONUMENTAL ATLAS.. WHATS UNIVERSAL...KNOWING ALL DA TIME..IT WASN'T ME..I HELD ON.. WANTED 2 INJECT APPROVAL..I IMAGINE THICK..STRONG...LONG..DA SIZE WEARIN ME FROM WITHIN...HOW DEEP DOES YOUR LOVEFLOW..WHERE I'M HOLLOW..DA WILLOW TREE..WHAT GETS LOST IN DA JUNGLE..HOPES 2 FULL VOIDS..I SAW STRENGTH COME 2 MY RESCUE...WRITING A MILLION AND ONE VERSES LIKE..WHAT HE WROTE ME..TRANSFORMED IN2 OTHERS LIFEFORMS A TRIBE OF INTEREST..THOUGHT PRIDE HAD U IN2 A PIECE OF...NEEDED I'M AS REAL AS COOL WHIP...CALM AS YOUR WINDS BLOW OFF HOT NATURE HUNG...I'M NOT A GAME..CHALLENGED..I'M A WOMAN BALANCED..NOT OFF DA DEEP END OF DEPRESSION..I'M A LYRIC IN YOUR WORDS...FED SAPS.. SERVED LOVELY..LEFT NO SATIN SHEETS..WITH HARDCORE ABS..2 FOREFILL MY NEEDS...PLAYIN DOWN LYRICS..COMES BAC WITH SCRAPS..DUPLICATED. PAPER..WITH NO FEELIN...I'M FREE..WHEN MY MIND HAD ME SCREWED UP!!!! SPORTIN...LUST4...WEARIN..BONE-IN....CELIBICY...MY SAVE HAVEN... CREATE

A FINAL ACT OF NEGLEGENCE / REST

"POEM" I RELINGUISHED MY ARMS FROM HUMBLE EMBRACE..I SLID..FELL WHERE BEAUTY BECOMES MY COMFORT ZONE...PROVIDES SECURITY FOR LIFE 2 PROTECT MY ILLS...WHAT WARMS MY ARMS WITH COLD IVIES ...WHICH FLOWS DOWN MY VEINS... I HAD ONLY SECONDS LEFT 2LIVE LIFE...2BRINGS ME BAC...BUT WHERE.. REALITY HITS THE FLOOR.. INVITES ME WITHIN MINUTES..SICK FROM WITHDRWAL..I CRASH..BODY SENDS MESSAGES OF LOVE...BROKEN.. SO I DRIFT IN 2 SPACE...THE FLIGHT RACES IT'S ADRENDLIN...I COUGH..I CHOKE... CAN'T BREATH..I CRY..I MOAN....LOOKS LIKE THIS IS IT...THE EARTH IS BEGINING TO LOOK SMALL...DARK..DISMAL...VOICES ARE BUT A DIM SPEECH...LIGHT AS I SEE IT... FADES AWAY...DISAPPEARS..THE GRIM REAPER KEEPS REACHING OUT..DRAWS ME CLOSE... I'M IN YOUR PRESENCE...YOU TAKE NOTICE...BUT TURN YOUR BACK FROM A DYING SOUL WORTH HELPING..ROLLS DOWN FROM IT'S SEAT...HUMANITY GOES WITHOUT SAYING...I WAS ALIVE ONE MOMENT...YOU LEFT ME UNATTENDED...I'M IN AGONY THE ONE YOU LEFT ALONE.. THE DOCTOR..SECURITY..PATIENTS WAIT FOR HELP...I DIE..YOU LOOK ON IN SILENCE..GATHER AROUND...HOW DO THEY LIVE..KNOWING..THEY MURDERED ME..LIFE LETS THEM REMAIN THE CURE TO KILL A BLACK 46 YOUR OLD YOUNG WOMAN HELPLESS..DEFENSELESS... ON HER LAST BECKON CALL 2 BE SAVED..MERCY MERCY ME..I HAD A MILLION AND ONE STANDING..PEARING OVER MY BODY....LOOK..."WHAT HAVE YOU DONE"...THE REST I WEAR WITH NO WORDS SPOKEN..NEVER SAID GOODBYE...I WAS LEFT IN YOUR HANDS...LIKE A SLAVE..MY UNFAITHFUL DEPARTS...SHOWS NO ESCAPE...CREATE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS STORY IS TRUE... A BROOKLYN HOSPITAL IS UNDER INVESTIGATION FOR NEGLIGENCE IN THE DEATH OF A PATIENT BEING LEFT ..WHERE EYES WITNESSED HER FALL OUT OF A CHAIR..IN PAIN ..MOANING ..WHERE NO STAFF ON DUTY CAME TO THE AID OF THIS PERSON..ALL 6 WORKERS ON DUTY WAS FIRED..FURTHER INVESTIGATION IS ON GOING...BUT GOD BE THE GLORY..SHE WILL LIVE IN GOD'S HOUSE ALL DA DAYS OF HER LIFE..THE WORLD IS COMING CLOSE 2 DEATH THEMSELVES...I SAW THE FOOTAGE IT WAS HORRIBLE...GET RIGHT WITHIN YOUR SOUL..THIS IS NO WAY TO BE HOSPITALIZED...I WAS A PATIENT ONCE THERE MANY YEARS AGO..GOD SAVE ME OUTTA THERE..THANK U LORD...FOR LIFE..SHEILA T JORDAN...C