ANNIVERSARY/ TIME 2B OPEN

AS I SEE...ANNIVERARY IS COMIN SOON FOR FRIENDSHIPS ONLINE...OUR IS OCTOBER.. BUT I'M LOOKING AHEAD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~::*_*:: IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME MY PARTNER AND I HAVE BROUGHT LIFE..LOVE..AND GOODTIMES IN2 YOUR BEDROOMS...DEN ANYWHERE THE PC SETS...THE EVENTS OF DAY BY DAY ACTIVITIES..I ALWAYS THINK OF HOW LIFE TERMS ARE DEVELOPED...WRITING POETRY....OBSERVING WORLD ANTICS...WHETHER IT B...STARDOM IN THE MAKING OR A HEART FELT STORY OF LIFE'S END...THE BEST THING OF COMING TOGETHER...WORKING FOR A CAUSE OR JUST GIVING BAC 2 SATIFY THE SOUL..WHERE.. YOU KEEP A GOOD LOOK..CHECKING ON THE ONE THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO YOUR PROJECTS...I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT IN MY PAST LIFE...WITH LOSING FRIENDS AND NEIGHBORS...CELEBRITIES AND SUCH...I'VE BEEN TARGETED AS A TRAITER...NO FRIEND...A BITCH...I GOT YELLED AT ..RIGHT BE 4 MY PEERS WHILE AT WORK..TALK DOWN 2 LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT...LEFT RIGHT WHERE I STAND...WITH NO SPEECH WHILE OTHERS LEAVE..THEY GOTTA GO...MY HUSBAND IS WAITING AT HOME FOR ME...I'VE GONE TO SHOW LOVE IN THE HOPES..I'LL B HELP...I'VE STOPPED THE WORLD IN IT'S TRACK...SHUT DOWN THE HUMAN RACE...ALL BECAUSE..A 7 LETTER WORD...COMPLEX...WHEN I WAS GROWING UP..I'VE HAD THE WORSE LOW SELF IMAGE...DUE TO NOT GETTING THE RIGHT RESPOND TO PRODUCTIVITY..THIS WORD EXPLAINS WHAT IS RIGHT IN A WORLD OF CRUEL BEHAVIOR AND SELF SUFFICENCY..I HAVEN'T REALLY ENJOYED MY ADULT YEARS AS A HOLD..PREJUDICES HAVE BEEN SO COLD AND BEING I..AS A BLACKWOMAN..LIGHTSKIN SISTA...THE ISSUES OF EXCEPTION..CAUSED MY REALM TO SINK AND SWIM DOWN STREAM..CHALLENGING WHO I AM..HOW I LOOK...AND TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS...I NEEDED OUTSIDE MY CIRCLE..LOVE FOR DEALING WITH SOCIETIES MANNERTISMS..CALLING ME REDBONE..HALFBREED..WHICH IT SETS BAC IN MY GENES..WHERE BOTH PARENTS ARE BLACK..BUT I WEAR WHITE..DUE TO MY DAD'S FAMILY AND MY MOMS..BUT...LET ME SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT..MY BLACK IMAGE IS LIGHT SKIN..DOESN'T DISCREDITS MY PROUD IDENTITY..I LOVE MY GENES..WHERE I'VE TRAVEL THROUGH MY ANCESTRY..FROM DOING RESEARCH ON MY MOM/DAD PEOPLE..WHERE..I'M THE YOUNGEST OF 10 CHILDREN...THERE WERE TIMES WHEN I WANTED ANSWERS...WHO AM I ..AS SHEILA THERESA JORDAN..WHERE DO I FIT IN OTHER THAN WEARING SHOES A SIZE 9..I WANTED ANSWERS..FELT MY MOM AND DAD OWED IT TO ME AS THEIR DAUGHTER..BUT EVEN MORE..HOW I LOOKED TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD...ASKING ME..WHAT NATIONALITY WAS I...AM I WHITE..SPANISH..EVEN JEWISH WAS ASKED OF ME...WHICH I SAID..GOT TO GET PAST THIS LIFE...GOD MOVE ME PLEASE TO PARADISE...WHERE I CAN SMILE...HERE THE TONE OF SWEET BIRDS SINGIN IN DA MORNING..RIDE THE WIND..WHERE BIRDS ENTER MY BEDROOM WINDOW...INVITE THEIR LOVE AND COMPASSION..AS I TELL U THESE THINGS..TEARS ARE COMING DOWN MY FACE..I CAN'T SEEM TO ADAPT TO..LIFE WEARING TRUE LOVE AND NATURE'S HONESTY..THIS IS WHERE MY MOM AND DAD COME IN...FROM GETTING IN FIGHTS ..OF WHICH MY ANGER GOT ME IN2 SO MUCH TROUBLE WITH FRIENDS..I WASN'T AFRAID 2 HURT SOMEONE ELSE...NOW I KNEW THIS WAS AN ISSUE OF SORTS..I WAS TAUGHT ..HAD DISCIPLINE LIKE ANY OTHER CHILD..BUT..EVERY DAY I WAKE ..THINKING..WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO BECOME EXCEPTED BY LIFE...IT'S OLOGIES..IT'S TERMINOLOGIES...WHERE DOES THIS WOMAN STAND...THEN I GET OLDER...WATCH WHAT'S BEEN A ROLLERCOASTER..WORKING FOR MY BREAD AND BUTTER...FINDING OUT..IT GETS WORST FOR SHEILA...NOW ADULTHOOD GROWS UP A THORN IN MY ELEMENT..WITH PIERCING COMMENTS AND DISTORTED OUTLOOK..THE HEART OF THIS SISTAH..DRAWS WEAK..TIRED OF LIFE..AND WHY IT CONTINUES DA SAME..AS FAR AS LOVE..FAMILY..CLOSENESS..I AM NOW A MOTHER..GRANDMOTHER OF 6 GOING ON 9..DUE TO MY LAST DAUGHTER...HAVING TWINS ANY DAY NOW...THE LOVE WHICH PORES OUT..IS ANCHORED FROM THEM..LOVE FROM THEM...SHOWING ME..I'M A GOOD MOM..DID THE BEST OF WHAT I'VE BECOME...NEVER BELITTLING WHAT'S STATURE..AS WOMAN...AS MOM..AS GRAND..AS SHEILA JORDAN..I AM A POET..AWRITER ACOOK..AN EX CHILDCARE PROVIDER IN OUR HOME...A HAIR STYLIST FOR 25YRS..A HOME-HEALTHCARE PROVIDER..12HOUR CARETAKER FOR HOSPICS..AIDS AND ALZHEIMERS PATIENTS..MY GENES HAS CARRIED ME THROUGH LIFE'S TORMOIL AND TRAGEDIES...NOW I GUEST YOU MUST BE THINKIN...WHAT IS SHEILA TRYIN 2 SAY...I'LL TELL U..THROUGH ALL OF MY JOURNEYS.IN LIFE...I'VE NEVER FELT SO GOOD ABOUT MY WORK AS A COOK...A GOOD HUMANITARIAN..AS WHEN I MET WORDSONG ONLINE...THIS MORNING IS DEDICATED TO ..WHAT BUILD MY CONFIDENCE AND STRENGTH ..WHAT TOOK THE TIME 2 SAY ..IAM..A GOOD WRITER...WHO SENT ME LETTERS..MAKES ME LAUGH..JUST WHEN I THOUGHT LAUGHTER AND LOVE HAS COMES 2 A CLOSE...I MET A GENTLEMEN..WHO WAS GOING THROUGH HIS OWN DIFFICULTIES..HE TOOK THE TIME TO BRING ME BAC TO CIVILIZATION...SAVED MY SOUL FROM TURNING TO SUICIDE..JUST BECAUSE OF HOW OTHERS FELT..THE HARDEST PART OF IT ALL..IS LIVING IN A WORLD THAT ASKING U..WHAT UR ALL THROUGH YOUR LIFE..NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY BUT NEGRO...BUT BEING LOOK AT AS A ALIEN LIFEFORCE FROM ANOTHER WORLD..SO THAT'S WHERE I WANTED 2 BE..AND WHEN HE READS THIS..HE WILL KNOW THE TRUTH ..HOW I'VE BEEN FEELING ALL MY LIFE..IF IT WASN'T FOR U..I'VE PROBABLY WOULD HAVE NEVER MET YOU AT ALL..SO I'M HERE TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH U MEAN TO THIS FRIENDSHIP AND WHAT YOU'VE DONE ..TO BUILD MY SELF WORTH BAC..MEETING PEOPLE ONLINE..WHO APPRECIATES MY WRITING AND HAVE TOLD ME SO..DISPLAYING LOVE..BRINGS A SMILE ON MY FACE..WITHOUT TARING MYSELF DOWN...IT'S BEEN A YEAR OF HAPPY DAZES..FRIENDSHIP...SMILES GALORE...HAPPY ANNIVESARY2 U..THANK U SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE..L.R..U KNOW WHO U ARE...I LOVEYA PARTNER..YOUR A WONDERFUL YOUNG MAN AND A NUTTY BAR..MY COCKTAIL 2 DRINK..HERE'S 2 CELEBRATION..SUGAH..COOKIE..MY FAVORITE..CHOCOLATE CHIP..GOREGOUS..PEACE...GOD BLESS U..CREATE

WHAT IT LOOK LIKE~WHO U WIT/GO WITH GOD~BERNIE MAC

DON'T GET ME TWISTED..I'M YOUR MAIN MAN OF DA HOUR..YOUR FUN AND COMIC JACKAL YOUR UNBIDING LOVE B4 DINNER...YOUR WHIP ASS..WHEN I GET MY BELT...YOUR LOVE HANDLES..WHENNIGHT CALLS FOR A BACKRUB..YOUR FIRE AND DESIRE..BECOMES DA MORSAL A FATHER WITH CHILDREN TO BE PROUD OF...A HUSBAND WHO LOVES HIS FAMILY..WHEN LIFE BECOMES THE UNIT..WHO COMBINES IT'S NOBLE PRIZE WINNERS...A BLACK BROTHA...THE GIFT I'VE BECOME2 ALL MY PEOPLE...THE KING OF COMEDY...THE QUAD OF 4 MEN..ONE OF OCEANS ELEVEN..THE MAN WITH JOKES ON JEF COMEDY JAM...THE MAN ..WITH SO MUCH 2 GIVE...THE LIFE OF SHOWMANSHIP...THE SONGS OF JAMES BROWN...POPPA DON'T TAKE NO MESS...WITH CANDLES ON THE TABLE..WITH SILK AND SATIN SHEETS...WITH BRIM HATS AND MAN TAILORED SUITES...A CLEAN...COOL...SUAVE KINDA CAT..WHERE CHICAGO ONCE BIRTH...HE WASN'T AFRAID TO SPEAK HIS MIND...WHITHER IT BE DOWN AND DIRTY OR CLASSY AS CASUAL SHOES..HE'LL ALWAYS BE THE MAN SAYIN...WHO U WIT...WHAT IT LOOK LIKE; AUDIENCE...U HAD YOUR TURN...NOW IT'S MINE...NO MATTER HOW HE GAVE IT RAW..ROUGH AND READY...BERNIE MAC WAS A MAN OF INTEGRITY...LOVED EVERYBODY THAT PUT HIM ON TOP OF THINGS..I KNOW HOLLYWOOD IS IN MOURNIN...SILENCE HAS TAKING US ALL BY STORM..WHAT LIVED A LEGEND..HAS DIED..WILL B REMEMBERED IN ALL OF OUR HEARTS...WE HAVE TRULY LOST A KING..GO WITH GOD...YOU WILL BE MISSED..GOODBYE BERNIE MAC~1958~2008...REST IN PEACE..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN..

DEEP GOES IN 2 SCRIPTURE

DEEP.. "BEGINNING" MY SOUL HOLDS ME DEEP...WHERE LEVEL GAINS 2 THINK...I LOAD THE MIND 2 WEEP.. READ AND REGISTER..DEEP..WHERE ANGLE CREATES IT SHAPE..WHERE LOVE ESCAPES DEEP..WHAT KEEPS IT'S DOWN SINDRUM..DEEP..WHEN TIME BREAKS SECONDS..DEEP..WHAT NEVER WAITS..KEEPS ON MOVIN...DEEP AS DA GROUND SHAKES..OPENS...SWALLOWS..DEEP..WHERE HOME GATHERS NONE...DEEP..WHEN A MEAL MIGHT BE YOUR LAST..DEEP..WHEN THE PAIN BECOMES BROKE..PENNILESS.. DEEP..WHEN FAITH LOSES IT'S CATHERALS..DEEP..A MOMENT OF SILENCE FOR SENSELESS KILLINGS..DEEP..WHAT PLAYS ON YOUR CHILDREN..CONTROLLED BY ADULT BEHAVIOR..DEEP MY LOVE FOR MY LORD THY GOD..DEEP..WHERE WORLDS DRIFTS APART..DEEP..DOES ONE HAVE A SPARK OF CONFIDENCE...DEEP..WHERE I RAISE MY OPINIONS...WHERE I LIVE.. WHAT I CHOOSE..WHERE I DECIDES 2 SLEEP...WHO I LIVE WITH...DEEP...AM I THAT IMPORTANT...DO I LOOK LIKE I'M IN2 YOUR HEAD...DEEP..WHAT'S EMMORTAL..DEEP.. WHEN U FIND I'M LOADED..WITH MUCH 2 GIVE..DEEP..DO I FILL YOUR POCKETS...AM I GOVT CHEDDAR WITH LOW BUDGET..DEEP..DAMAGED..POOR..POVERTY GOSSIP..DEEP...THE OBJECT 2 EXCEPT..BUT WITH ISSUES FROM MY PAST..DEEP...WHEN MY VERDICTS IS IN DEEP..DO U SEE A CALM B4 STORMS PLAN 2 DESTROY..ATTACK..DEEP..CAN'T LIVE AS ONE DEEP..TURN BAC DA HANDS OF TIME..B4 LIFE CALLS ME A DEBT 2 DESTROY..DEEP.. DOWN AND DIRTY..WHAT'S OPENED IT'S MOUTH..CAN'T GET NO DEEPER THAN MY LIFE..AN OPEN BOOK..KNOWN AS BIBLE..JESUS CHRONICLES..U LIVE...HE DIES 4...NOW.. THAT'S DEEP..CREATE.

ABSENT..FINDS ME..CAN U??

I'M A MASCULINE IMAGE WITH PLENTY OF GOALS..WITH PICTURES AND PAINTINGS... A FINE WORK OF ART..WHILE SPECTATORS LOOK ON..I'M WITHOUT..NAKED..AS THE SKIN I WAS BORN IN..THE PODIUM DISPLAYS WHAT I WANT 2 BE ..WHILE.CANVAS SITS IN FRONT..A WOMAN..HIS FANTASY..I'M TIME ON THE CLOCK...WHERE LIFE LOOKS AND SEES THE BONES CONNECTED 2 DA FLESH..DA FLESH CONNECTED 2 DA COLOR...DA SHADE CONNECTED 2..ONE MEMORY...RELIVES OUR CULTURE OF BEAUTY..WITH HANDS DEVELOPING STROKES AND LINES WITH SPEECH..WHICH SINGS MY HUMAN BODY...BEAUTIFUL..WHAT U KNOW AS..FAMILIAR IN ONE LIFETIME...UNFORGETTABLE...TO TOUCH THE FRAMES WHICH TRANSCENDS THE MOMENT..WHEN..YOUNG RATED ME YOUR SUBJECT 2DISCOVER..DEMONSTRATES THOUGHT...FEELIN..LONLINESS..GUIDING ME CLOSER TO MY DRAWINGS..WISHING..HOPING.. PRAYIN...WANTING..WHAT UNABLES ME 2 SEE MOTION..SEEK ART VISUALS FROM LIVING BLIND GRAB WHAT'S GREETS TALENT...BUT..WALKS WITH A CAIN..DIRECTS SIGHT..NOT FORGETTING MY EARLIER YRS..WITH EYES EXTERNAL..BUT FOCUSED A RAY OF SUNSHINE..REVIVES IN2 PEBBLES...LIGHT CLOSES...WHERE NIGHTS REMAIN MY DARKNESS STOLEN...DA WILLINGNESS 2 LOVE THAT VISUAL ASPECT...WHO AM I..AS I WALK...SEE NO LIFE AS A THE TREES OF NATURE...THE HEART OF ECHOES..MY STRUCTURE AS SHE SETS STILL..DA LOVE I'VE BEEN WAITIN FOR..THE LAST SECRETION...WHAT SWEATS ANGUISHLY 4 HER VISION OF LOVELINESS...WHILE SKIES SUDDENLY DISAPPEARED..WHILE TOUCH CAME 2PASS..CLOSED 2 MEMORIES HOLDING US..JOINS HANDS WITH ME AS..PAINTING HER..A FLORAL ARRANGEMENTS ACCENTS HER FINAL PIECES..WHAT WEARS MY ENIGMA..WHAT REACHES 4 CORALS AND PASTELS DESIGNS..A FLOWER..I OWNED UP 2..WHO AM I..LIGHT YEARS IN2 WHAT VANISHED...ALONG THE WAY 2 FINDING WHAT WAS ART..IN LOVE..WHERE PAINT BRUSHED US..WHERE SIGHT WAS LOST.. EMOTIONALLY..WHO AM I??.."CONSCIENCE"..A WITHERIN WILLOW LEFT IN PASTEURS..BOWS DOWN..BENEATH HIS PORTRAIT...SAYIN..WHO AM I..HER RESPONSE WAS..DON'T KNOW..DO U?..CREATE

VISIONAIRES/ A TESTIMONY PT V1

THE COLD IS GETTING TO ME...I SLEEP AMONG THE WOLVES IN SHEEP'S CLOTHING...I REEK OF DRINK...I STUMBLE..FALL AS MY JOURNEY DISPLAYS THE FOUL ODOR OF..A WASTE OF MAN...THE CALL TO BATHE..WHAT'S DECAYS...A WORTHLESS OLD BEHAVIOR..LOOKING AT FILTH..THE NIGHT CRAWLS..WHERE I ACHE OF PEELING SORES AND BATTERED STREET THIEVES..ANGRY..TAKIN IT OUT ON WHAT'S SENSELESS..DEFYS NO UNDERSTANDING...I CRY..LORD KNOWS ..I BEAT UP ON MY OWN DELINQUENCY..TALK ALL DAY AND NIGHT FROM SCATTERED CROSSIN..WITH NO STRAIGHT AND NARROW PATHS 2 ARRANGE MY THOUGHTS..2 EQUATE HISTORY OF NORMALITY..WHAT OBJECTS BIBLE..BILLS...EARNINS..DON'T KNOW WHAT VOCABULARY MEANS..DISTRIBUTIONS SAVED FOR A POOR MAN WITH NO WAY TO THE BANK OF LOANS AND SAVINGS...NO JOURNAL OF FAMILY INTERVENTING...A HOME ONCE OWNED BY MAMA AND DADDY..ONLY THE SOUNDS OF BEATING DOWN MY CALIBUR..FEED THE PAIN..FOUND SOMEBODY'S NICHE AND ROB THEM BLIND..WHILE MY PAPERCHASE THEORY OPEN DOORS AND LEADS ME 2 DA STILL WATERS OF JORDAN..I BAPTIZE MY SOUL..WHERE YOUR FOCUS STARES...AIMS AND FIRES MY EDUCATED LOSS...WHERE DAGGERS WAIT AT THE TABLE OF CHOICE..HANDS ME NO SUPPER..WHILE THE WORLD REVOLVES 360DEGREES OF PUNISHMENT...LIFE CAN'T POSSIBLY KNOW..I'M THE CURSED LEFT DRIVEN..TUMBLIN DOWN ..OVER AND OVER...WHERE DA DROP CONTINUES..I'VE BEEN SHOWN A PATH WITH NO WRITTEN CONTRACTS..BUT MY DEATH WARRANT..WHILE I'M FALLING..WHERE..A TUMB WAITS FOR NOONE..BUT BONES..THE EARTH'S FERTILIZES...CLEANING IT'S GREEN HOUSE EFFECT..WHERE I DIE..I'M RESURRECTED..A NEW SEED PLANTED..WORTH...2RESTORE..WHAT ONCE WAS..THE APOCYLISTS..MY END..WHERE DREAMS ARE MADE OF..DA EXCEPTION..WHERE I PROUDLY DECREE THE REWARD..ETERNALLY..I REST NOW...SWEET DREAMS...CREATE

BADUISM ROCKS CROWN HEIGHTS/BROOKLYN

WHAT SETS THE PACE FOR ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS IN BROOKLYN...I HAD A FEW THINGS TO TAKE CARE OF B4 MY NIGHT WAS COMPLETED WITH SONGS THAT SENTME IN ORBIT...THE NIGHTSKY WAS PERFECT..NY WEATHER WAS EXCELLENT FOR OUTDOOR CONCERT..5:)PM..I'M IN DA SHOWER..GETTING READY...HAD TO DECIDE WHETHER I WEAR MY WRAP OR JUST LET THE AFRO DO WHAT IT GONNA DO..DIDN'T WANNA FEEL OUTTA PLACE..WORE MY CAPRIS..A NEW T-SHIRT MY DAUGHTER BROUGHT BAC FROM ST THOMAS..I'M ALL SET AND READY...NOW JUST WAITING FOR MY DAUGHTER 2GET HERE FROM JERSEY...OMG..IT'S 5:45pm...WHERE IS SHE..I'M GETTIN IMPATIENT..ALL OF SUDDEN...THE RUMBLE COMES OVER MY HEAD...KIDS..SHE'S HERE...GOT MY JACKET...THEN SHE TELLS ME SHE WANTS 2 FEED THE KIDS FIRST...NOW I'M REAL BENT OUT OF SHAPE...OK..SO I WAIT ANOTHER 30MINS...SHE'S READY..WE SAY OUR GOODBYES AND WERE OFF2 WINGATE PARK...NOW I GOTTA GET USE TO HER TOM TOM...THAT THANG TALKED ALL THE WAY THERE..WERE IN BETWEEN CARS..BUMPER TO BUMPER..I'M JUST ABOUT OUT OF IT BY NOW...SO MY DAUGHTER CALLS HER FRIEND..TO ASKED HER TO MEET US THERE...OK..IT'S 7:46I'M SWEATIN LIKE A MULE...THE TOM TOM SPEAKS..YOUR AT YOUR DESTINATION...WHERE WE ENTERED...PEOPLE ALL OVER..COPS..BARRICADES DA STREETS..NO PARKING..BY THIS TIME MY DAUGHTER WAS CHEWING NAILS...SO THE POLICE HAD TO DIRECT US DOWN THE STREET TO WHERE THE PARK WAS...WE OPEN THE BACK OF THE TRUNK..COMMENCE TAKING OUR CHAIRS OUT.. STARTED WALKNG TO THE ENTRANCE WHERE..MS BUDU HAD ALREADY STARTED..THE PLACE WAS SO CROWDED..I HAD TO MAKE SURE TIKI AND I KNEW OUR WAY 2DA VAN..WE MISSED GETTIN OURSELVES THERE ON TIME ..THAT TOOK 30 MINS..WE WOUND UP STANDING ON THE CHAIRS TO SEE THE SHOW..BEING WE WERE ALL THE WAY IN DA BAC..AS THE CROWD STARTED DANCING...TIKI AND I GOT DOWN..LOOKED FOR TAMU...HER GIRLFRIEND..WHERE WE FOUND HER ALL THE WAY UP IN DA FRONT...I HAD A HEADACHE FROM THE SPEAKERS..WE WERE NEAR THEM MOST OF THE CONCERT..BUT THAT GIRL CARRIED HER BEHIND ON..SHE WAS SHAKING AND DANCING LIKE ANTS HAD A PICNIC ALL OVER HER BODY..REMEMBER..IT WAS A PARK SETTING..A LOT OF GRASS..RESIDENTIAL AREA..HOMES WERE ALL DOWN THE BLOCK..ERYKAH'S MUSIC WAS SLAMMIN..SHE SANG 6 OF HER SONGS ALL FROM HER NEW ALBUM..BUT A FEW PEOPLE TOLD US WE MISS THE INTRO..AN OLDIE BUT GOODIE..WHERE THE AUDIENCE WENT BESERK.."TYRONE"..OH HOW I WAS MAD AS A BARDYARD FIRE WITHOUT DA FLAMES..U COULD COOK A PIECE OF CHICKEN OFF MY HEAD...TYRONE WAS MY SONG...I CARED NOT ABOUT HEARIN ANYMORE FROM ANYONE..TIKI AND TAMU WAS ROCKIN AND I'M SOBBIN...TRYIN TO BE A GOOD SPORT..HANGING IN THERE..I REALLY WAS UPSET..BUT I DIDN'T LET MY DAUGHTER KNOW....WHEN I THINK ABOUT...SHE CAME ALL THE WAY OUT FROM JERSEY...AN HOUR RIDE IN2 QUEENS..THEN HAVE TO RIDE ANOTHER HR MORE TO THE PARK.I'M NOT COMPLAINING AT ALL..I AM BLESSED..AND SO WAS ERYKAH..SHE LOOKED SO CUTE WITH HER BLUE JEANS..A TEE SHIRT WITH A PEACE SIGN ON IT AND BOOTS...ROLLS AND ROLLS OF JEWELRY..THE PARK DIDN'T ALLOW CAMERAS OR CAMS..FOOD..NOTHING..JUST WATER...THAT WAS FRUSTRATING AS WELL AS A NIGHT WITH NO MEMORIES TO LOOK BAC ON..10:00 ROLLED AROUND...EVERYBODY'S WHINDIN DOWN..SHES ENDS DA NIGHT..SHE THROW A KISS 2 DA AUDIENCE...DANCE WITH THIS GENTLEMAN ON THE STAGE...SAID GOODNIGHT..THANKS FOR HAVING HER THERE...BROOKLYN..EVERYONE WENT CRAZY...I..ON THE OTHER HAND..WAS READY TO GO...JUST THINKING HOW FAR WE WERE FROM THE VAN..MADE ME GROGGY...ALL AND ALL..THIS WAS A WONDERFUL CONCERT..EVERYTHING WAS COOL..GOOD CROWD..NICE PEOPLE I MET AND A VERY WELL ORGANIZED AFFAIR..THANKS ERYKAH FOR SHOWING SOM' LOVE..PEACE..CREATE

WhAcHa tHiNk>CoMeS fRoM BoThEr

ONE WHO FEELS GUILT...WILL REMAIN IN HIDING..BUT..ONE WHO HAS NO REASON OF GUILT..WILL BE WELCOMED WITH OPEN ARMS AND THEM SOME ...STOP THE MADNESS "FRIEND" WE ALL HAVE 2 ACKNOWLEDGE OUR WORK ETHICS FOR THE BETTER... SPOKEN WORDS ~BY~~CREATE I WELCOMED YOU..ALREADY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2B A BOTHER IS A NEGATIVE...WHAT'S POSITIVE IS DEVINE SHALL I GO FURTHER..POET..WALT WHITMAN WHAT HUMOR YOU INSPIRE...MY EARS CAN'T HEARYA THERE CLOGGED AND MY SOULS UNCERTAIN..HOW YOUR THOUGHTS..PROCESSES BEING..WHAT'S A PAIN IN DA ASS..DO I SAY DAT..WHATU THOUGHT.. I WAS THINKIN... SHALL WE BE JUDGED AMONG DA THE FRUITS OF OUR LABOR..WHAT BROADEN SKILLZ..PROSPECTIVE..WHAT WEARS THE MEMBRANE AS BOGUS PERCEPTION.. HOLDS ME ACCOUNTABLE...BUT..CLAPS HANDS...SNAPS AT MY LYRICS..CHEERSME AS SUCCESSFUL..HOLDIN ON AS BONDAGE..LOCKS VERSE..WOMAN OF HONORABLE MENTION..THE VIEWS...DA AUDIENCE..WHAT APPLAUSE SELF EXPRESSION..WHAT'S VERBAL INTEGRITY...DA FLOOR..MY STATURE ..WHAT LEVELS ME..YOUR EQUAL AMOUNTS..WHAT ANSWERS YOUR BOTHER...RETURNS ..SPREADIN DA WORDS.. THANK YOU...DALE MASSEY