WHAT DEFIES GOOD ACTING

WORDS ..MY WRITTEN ACCOMPLISHMENTS..MY HEIGHT OR MY PAST LIFE..MY MOM'S WAY OF PREACHING..FAITH IN GOD...MY GOOD BEHAVIOR...MY CHILDLIKE STATE OF MINE...MY COOL MO' DEE EXTERIOR OR MY HIP-HOP G- LOVER OR QUEENBE..A LIBERATOR OF BLACK POETRY...A DICTATOR WHO STANDS IN MOTION..READS CARDINAL RULES..AS YOUR DIRECTION...A LOVE FOR MANHOOD..A BREAK FROM BECOMING FAILURE...A LIGHT WHICH NAMES YOU A STAR UP AND COMING...THE FALL OF AN EMPIRE YOU MAKE..A KINGDOM BEFORE HIS VILLAGE...WHATEVER FEEDS YOU THAT DREAM...SNAP OUT OF IT..LIFE'S PRINCIPLE COMES FROM WITHIN..A GIFT YOU NEVER TAKE ADVNTAGE OF...ONCE YOUR FOOT MAKES IT'S WAY THROUGH THAT OPEN DOOR..WHERE YOUR AUDITIONS..ACCOMIDATES DECISION...EITHER WAY..THEIRS NO GUARANTEES YOU'LL LOOK LIKE TALENT TO YOUR SUPERIORS...DEFLIGHT...TAKE A DEEP BREATH...WALK RIGHT ON IN 2..LINES WITH ALTERNATIVE MOTIVES...A DIVERSE SUMMARY OF..CHARACTERS..YOU'LL HAVE TO EXCEPT...NOT WHERE YOU COME FROM...THE ACTOR TAKES IT'S STAND...LOOKS OUT OF GROWTH...FINDS HIS NICHE IN LIFE...GOES FOR WHAT HE REALLY WANTS...YES ..U HAVE POTIENTIAL IN YOUR HEART..MIND AND BODY...SPEECH THAT WILL MELT HEARTS...PLAY A CHARACTER..FROM THE BOTTLE TO DA TOP OF CRITERIA...BUT..YOU CAN'T BRING DA TITLES OF YOUR LIFE INTO IT'S FOREFRONT...THE WRITER TAKES IT'S PEN IN HAND..PROCEEDS 2 CREATE..A CHARACTER..DIRECTS..U ACT IT OUT..IF IT'S BEEN A ROLE YOU CAN'T GET PASS PLAYING..THEN THE ACT WILL BE FORFEITED..STOP TRYIN 2 KNOW SO MUCH..WHEN YOU HAD NO PROFESSIONAL SKILLZ..IT'S LIKE FLOATING ON A CLOUD AND ALLOWING THE DREAM TO KEEP YOU UP IN DA AIR..KNOWING THE ONLY WAY TO BE HEARD IS TO GUIDE YOURSELF ON SOLID GROUND OF PERFECTION..WHERE THE PART IS PLAYED AND THE STARS BECOMES WHAT'S REAL..NOT ELIMINATED..PEACE..BEST WISHES..GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE UP AND COMING ACTS OF PLAYWRIGHTS...THIS IS 4 YOU...FAMILY AND FRIENDS.. I LOVEYA..PEACE..CREATE

DO U LOVE ..ME..STILL

WHAT COMES AS A SECRET..I WRITE..I'M PUZZLED..I'M DISILLUSIONED..SPEECHLESS...IT APPEARS WHILE I'VE BEEN DESTINCT 2 BELIEVE..IMAGINE..WHAT'S HAPPENING2 ME..IS SILENCE..WITHOUT WORDS SPOKEN...IN THE EVENT I'M BEING MISINFORMED BY MY OWN ASSUMPTIONS...LET ME WALK AWAY LIKE NO ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS NOT BEING ASK..WHAT IS ..DO U LOVE ME..DO U WANNA BE...DOES IT FOLLOW YOU DAY BY DAY...AM I DA REASON TO ENGAGE IN ACTIVITES YOU FEEL OR NEVER REALLY WANTED ME 2 KNOW..SO I'M LEFT WITHOUT AN NOTION OR A THE TOUCH OF BODY LANGUAGE..SENDING U BAC FROM WHENCE WE STARTED...ALL I KNOW IS MY ARMS HAS NO EMBRACABLE U..NO LICKS OR SUCKING OR KISSING OR HUGGIN..OR EATING LAVISHLY..OUTTA SITE..OUTTA MIND..UNCONTROLLABLE...RUBBIN MYSELF EVERY NIGHT...SAVAGELY HEATED..ROLLING AROUND IN MY BED..TRYIN TO FIND WHATS AVAILABLE TO HOLD ONTO...MY SHEETS ARE WET IN ONE SPOT MY HANDS FEEL THE LIKENESS OF PRETENDING THOUGHT..I CRY ..I LIE..I CAN'T STAND IT ANY LONGER..BUT..I DO..IDO..IDO WANT WHAT THOUGHT BRINGS 2 FOCUS.. EVERY EVENING WHEN...I CLOSE MY EYES AND ACHE.. LIKE PAIN IN MY ASS...BUT IT FEELS SO DAMN GOOD..WHEN I DREAM ABOUT HAVIN IT THAT WAY..STONE COLD..WITHOUT A BLANKET TO KEEP ME WARM...WITHOUT LIPS TO KISS..WITHOUT HAIR TO PLAY WITH..WITHOUT THE TASTE U CONSUME WHILE LOWERING THE BOOM..I GO STARK RAVING MAD IN MY ROOM..WHERE THERE'S NOBODY BUT ME..MYSELF..MY HEART..WHO WEARS MY LOVEAFFAIR..MY DREAM...THE WISHBONE BREAKS..MAKES DECISION TO GO MAD WITH PASSIONATE 4PLAY..2 KEEP LOVE WITH YOU AND GO DOWN..ATTEMPTING 2..CREATE ME..THE HUNGRIEST MUNCHABLE URGE 2 OPEN UP MY MOUTH AND DEVOUR THE INTERNAL ORGAMISMS..U..AS I FEEL TIME CALLIN ME IN YOUR ARMS...EYES OPENED WIDE TO..ANOTHER WOMAN..AGAIN ANOTHER..I SIGH..ANOTHER DREAM UNFOREFILLED..WITHOUT DA TRUTH.. EXCUSE MY BEHAVIOR..I MADE A MISTAKE..IT WASN'T YOU AFTER ALL..FORGIVE ME DICK TRACY..GOTTA STOP HAVING THOSE NIGHTMARES OF BEING YOUR WIFE..I'M JUST..TIRED OF WAITING..PERIOD...ENUFF SAID..FEEL ME BOO..MY PERSISTNESS CAN'T STOP FEELIN U..I'M IN LOVE...STILL..WITH THE SAME LIE AFTER I CLIMAX....FEELIN HIM..I'M AROUSED ALL THE TIME..I GO TO BED WITH TEARS IN MY EYES..WANTING YOUR PAST TO SAVE OUR DRAWS FROM SATURATING..DROWN FROM FLOODING OUR THOUGHTS OF SEXUAL HEALING..NOT..NEVER HAD AN OPPORTUNITY TO STAND IN FRONT OF HIM AND SAY GOODNIGHT..WHEN YOUR OVERLY EXPOSED 2..BEING HORNY BY NATURE..SO SORRY..THE HEART GROWS FONDER...I CAN'T HELP MY FLUTTER...MY PULSATION..BUT..I AM NOT YOUR RELEASE 2 TRANSCEND...HAPPINESS..SO I STAY LOCKED AWAY..IN PAIN..HURTING...WITHOUT A CHANCE IN HELL OF DICK TRACY IN MY BEDROOM..THE QUESTION STILL REMAINS..IS IT ME??..IT'S BEEN SO LONG...I FORGOT HOW 2LOVE..WANNA GET CLOSE...U STAINED WHAT'S NOT THERE..A MAN I WANNABE WITH FOREVER..THIS IS MY TRUE CONFESSION..I AM LONELY WITHOUT U..I WAIT PATIENTLY...2 WEAR YOUR INSIDES..WHERE I RELEASE DA TECHNIQUE OF STROKEN..YOU DECIDE..MAKE UP YO" MIND...WHAT'S IT GONNA BE..CREATE...SHEILA

MISBGOTTEN

DEFEND WHO..ONE WHO IS VUNERBLE 2 SPEAK...GETS SCREAMED AT..WHERE HER HEART KNOWS NO LOVE..BUT YEARNS TO BE LOVED...MAKES ATTEMPTS TO CLAIM HER DEVOTION..WALKS AWAY FROM DESIRES SHE KNOWS NO KINDNESS FROM VICIOUS OUTCRIES AND BATTERED HANDPRINTS LEFT ON SCORN SKIN..WITH HATRED AND GUILT...SHE BLAIMS EVERYONE ELSE BUT HERSELF...ACHES INSIDE..TALKING BULLSHIT...I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE'S OUTCRIES..BUT CONTINUES TO WEAR THAT NIGGAZ FILTH ON HER VAGINALS..ACTING LIKE IT'S A PHASE ONE GOES THROUGH EXCUSING THE DISEASE AS COMMOM HOUSEHOLD TRAGEDY...WHAT THE HELL GOES ON WITH A LOVE BONE CHARACTER..CHASING RAINBOWS WHERE SKIES ARE DARK AND DINGY..LIKE GERM INJECTS..I'D LIKE TO CHANGE THE COURSE OF GENERICS AND WIN THE PROCESS OF RETURN MISTAKES...ONE TIME AROUND THE BEN..IS ENOUGH TO KILL..CHOKE THE LIVIN DAYLITES OUTTA YOUR BREATH..WHERE YOUR LIFE DOES NOT EXCEPT...THE BATHROOM MAY CLEASNE THAT OUTER DEFECT...BUT A NATION WITH ALL KINDS OF CARRIERS THAT LIVED OVERSEAS AND THEN SOME...LEFT A PLAGUE ON THIS EARTH...MAN HAS TRULY LEFT NO CURE...WHERE THE BODY IS CLANDESTANT TO MAKE NO CHANGES...YOU WAKE UP ..THANKING THE LORD FOR LIFE GIVEN AND YET...WHEN YOU COME FACE TO FACE WITH BLOOD RELATIVES..IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT FOR THEIR BIRTH..YOUR THE WORST PERSON TO EVER EXIST IN THEIR LIFE...I LAID A EGG AND IT GREW..IT EMERGED LOOKING LIKE ME..IT FIGHTS THE FORCES...CAN'T LET GO OF..SO WHEN LOVE IS IN THE SAME CIRCUMFERENCE..AN AREA OF CARE REVEALS NOTHING...YOUR THE TARGET OF SHIT..I GAVE OF MYSELF ON LABOR DAY...I WORE A SMILE AND RECIEVED THE SAME...I GOT NO HUG OR KISS TO GUARANTEE..IT WAS OK...INSTEAD..I DIED BEFORE LIFE HAD A CHANCE TO WEAR A HAPPY FACE...AND IN THE HOURS OF FEELING TOTALLY FUCKED...I HAD ONE GOOD REASON FOR BEING THERE..MY GRANDBABIES ..THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL...HELD..KISSED THEM..I HAVE NO REGRETS ON MY JOURNEY TO DISCOVER LIFE...WHICHED KICKED ME IN MY ASS... WHERE IT HURTS...BUT..I'M NO GRUDGE..WEAR NO FROWN OR A TEARDROPS COMING DOWN..I'M A HEAD OF THE WILLS AND I'M DOCUMENTED A MOM WITH A SKILL...IF YOU CAN'T FEEL WHAT DA HEART IS GIVEN..WHAT I'M ABOUT..WHERE YOU'VE TAKEN ME OUTTA YOUR HEART.. WHEN A MAN OR FAMILY..TELLS YOU ABOUT YO'SELF..I'VE DID MY PART..FEEL..I HAVE BEEN BLESSED..I KILL NO DREAMS...I HOLD ON TO WHAT GOD HAS INTENTED FOR ME...I LOVE ALL MY CHILDREN..NOT ONE DO I TREAT ANY DIFFERENT..IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE AS ONE..WHEN THE EARTH FALLS..I WILL STILL BE STANDING TALL..AS MOTHER...DAUGHTER...SISTA...AUNTIE...GODMOM...NO MATTER WHAT YOU FEEL...I HAVE MY OWN DEFINITION BRINGIN LOVE BAC IN DA HOME...IT'S CALLED THE STRUGGLE OF A BLACK WOMAN...WITHOUT ANY REASON 2 BEATDOWN MY OWN..YOU GOT BEAT DOWN..LIKE YOUR MOM YEARS AGO..WHEN LOVE DON'T SEE PASS NEWBORNS...YOURS IS BUT A PASSING FORM .THAT BLOSSOMED..TO GROW..LEARN FROM YO' MISTAKES..WAKE YOU UP AND GO ON YOUR OWN...IT'S CALL ADULTHOOD...LEAVING YOUR ASS 2 MATURE..BECOME...MYPASS INTENTIONS..YOU RELIVED ME...THANK YOUR LORD..FOR BECOMING RESCUE..PLEASE HANDLE HER GERM..U..WITHOUT WHOM..IS ONE WHO WALKED AWAY WITH NO GOODBYES...I THANK YOU FOR GIVEN ME THE RIGHT DECISION TO GO...I BOARD DA BUS..TO THE TRAIN...CAME HOME ALIVE..WITH NO GUILT IN MY SOUL WHATSOEVER....U MUST GET PASS BLAIMING...I LOVE U DAUGHTER..SORRY I CAN'T MAKE YOU HAPPY...CREATE

JUNGLE JUICES REPITOIRE

I AM A WEIGHT..BEING LED DOWN THE AISLE LIKE YESTERDAYS BELL TOILS AND CHURCH ORGANS..WHY IS THAT..LIKE..A OLD MADE REPEATS YEARS PAST..TRYIN 2 MAKE THIS LAST...LIKE A CANE ..WHICH INTERPIDS TIME I HAVEN'T HAD 2 ENJOYED LIFE..WHAT'S EARLY IN DA DAY..WHERE I WANNA BE THAT FIRST ENCOUNTER..AFTER TRIALS AND BLATANT CONDUCT U POSSESS WITHOUT ANY PROBLEM...NOW U MOURN MY SILENCE..U WALK AWAY BROKEN..U LEAVE ME ALONE..WITHOUT THANKFUL MOMENTS...U GO IN2 SECLUSION...CAPTURING FALLS I MAKE...LOSING ALL RESPECT FOR..WHAT WAS ONCE ...A LOVE ETERNAL...I DIP INSIDE MY TEARDROPS..I CLOSE MY EYES AND REFLECT,,,TIMES THAT WERE EVERLASTING..WHEN..YOU HELD ME SO TIGHT..U LOOK ...WALK AWAY IN SILENCE..WALK AWAY FROM WHO I AM TODAY..SEE PAST MOMENTS..STRETCHED UPON MY SUMMER MADNESS...MY JUNGLE FEVER..YOUR PAST RELATIONS..WHY DOES THIS BECOME SO DELIRIOUS 2..YOUR LOVE HANDLES...WHAT I CARRIED THROUGH OUT GENERATIONS...THE WARS OF PAST HISTORY...WHERE EYES SEE NO MORE YEARS..JUICE LABELS ME UNFIT FOR CONSUMPTION..LEAKS OF SPILLED MILK..WHAT CURDELS.. BECOMES COTTAGE CHEESE..INSTEAD OF MY GLORIOUS FLEXIBLE BODY LANGUAGE..YOUR MARRIAGE VOWS...FLOATS DOWN STREAM..LIKE A WITHERING FLOWER U CAN NO LONGER APPRECIATE... JUNGLE JUICE ESCAPES..WHERE STRENGTH GOES BESIDE STILL WATERS...WHERE MY BODY REMAINS...CLOSED..ENCAGED...MUMMIFIED..MOVEMENT WEARS NO FLESH TO GAIN..SO SILENTLY..I DIE..PAIN..THE LIFE..SECRETIONS OF SAND...THE EARTH GATHERS...WHERE I WEAR U NO MORE...ONE LOVE...WHERE I REMAIN YOUR..FAITHFULLY DEPARTED..one man who lives his life ..his woman..leaves her unloved after the dreams leaves sight..should think before his lovehandles she adquires...the touch..feels her love too late.. when da fires gone..kills the dream..CREATE

FOR MALCOLM/ "AN ANSWER 2 BLACK QUEENS" YOU TUBE..MY THEORY

SHE BOLDLY WALKS WITH SIGMENT AND PRAISE...SHE GALIVANTS AROUND WITH SCARLETT LETTERS TO INHANCE...SHE WASHES HER FACE AND HANDS ...SMILE LIKE THE GOLDEN SUNSHINE OF BERMUDA'S WARMTH IN PARADISE...SHE GRACES YOUR STAGE..AS A MIC WITH SPEECH...SHE'S YOUR ANCHOR.. WHAT'S RELEASE TALENTS..AS A STATURE OF LIBERTIES... SHE DANCES LIKE A DOVE...FLIES LIKE THE WIND IN A TROPICAL SEA BREEZE...SHE'S WISKED AWAY FROM HOME..TO YOUR ARMS...WHERE YOUR WARM EMBRACE...GATHERS CHARM..STAMINA...HER STRENGTH OF MALE HORMONES.GENERATES..A MAN WHICH BECOMES THE FOUNDATION...HE'S KEPT LOVE THROUGHOUT..WHILE EYES CAPTURES EVERY MOMENT..SHE WAKES IN THE MORNING...SHE HOLDS YOU IN HER ARMS..KISSES YOUR SOUL'S ECLIPSE..ONCE IT TRAVELS PASS DARKNESS..LIGHT BREAKES IT FORM..ARRIVES YOUR COMFORTER...YOUR QUEEN..YOUR WOMAN...THE ART CREATES WHAT BECOMES IT'S FACTOR...TO MAGNIFY...CONNECTS THE SKIES...WHERE SOLAR TAKES CONTROL OF NUBIAN POWERS THAT BE...YOUR BLACK BEAUTY...BLACK ACTIVITY..WHAT GOD GAVE MAN FOR HIS STRUCTURE..WHAT HE BUILDS ALONG HER JOURNEY...TO DISCOVERY...AFRO AMNESITY..HISTORY LEARNING...AN OPAL..THE GEM.. THE STONE UNTURNED..HIS SOLID ROCK...SISTAHS WITH ELEMENTS..THE TASTE TRANSFORMED.. 2 GATERADE...THE DRINK...I CELEBRATE..U..HIS WIFE...HIS MOTHER..HIS SISTAHS...AUNTS..HIS DAUGHTER...HIS GRANDCHILD...FOR WITHOUT THESE SEEDS..MAN LOSES HIS BACKBONE..RIB 2 EXISTING WOMAN...THE VILLAGE...FAMILY..A HOME..WHERE I COME AS KING...YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING...SHAPES ME..WHERE I BECOME YOUR LAND..YOUR FIELDS...YOUR SWEAT...YOUR MEALS...THE WHIPS...CHAINED MEMORIES..NOW RELEASED..DA FREEDOM 2 SPEAK...EDUCATED..LIBERATED...WHERE BOOKS WERE DENIED OUR BRILLANCE...THE END OF OUR STRUGGLE NOW BEGINS..U ARE THAT TEACHER..WHO TOOK TIME 2BECOME MY PROGRESS..NOT PROCESS 2 ELIMINATE FUTURE AFRO AMERICANS...I BOW DOWN MY QUEEN...IN YOUR HONOR..MY BATTLES FOR PEACE...HAS WON CREATION...U..A MONARCH.. BEAUTY..A RAINBOW DEFERRED..SEED..UNITY..PEACE..CREATE.

MY SURPRISE HAS ARRIVED

THIS IS TO MY ROSS THE SKIES HAS OPENED TO A NEW PLATO OF LIVING...WHERE MONTHS HAVE GROWN TO ANOTHER AGE FOR ME..WITH THIS IN MIND...IT BECOMES A REALITY...YOU AND I HAVE WHAT NOONE HAS HAD SINCE LAST YEAR...AND NOW MY SURPRISE HAS DRIVEN ME TO OWESOME FLIGHTS THAT CARRIES ME TO YOUR DOOR..WITH A THANK YOU SO MUCH ,MY BUDDY....MY FRIEND...MY LOVE MY NEVERENDING MIRACLE..YOU...I AM SO HAPPY THAT I MET YOU...I CAN'T GET OVER ..HOW MUCH YOU MAKE ME FEEL..THE GIFTS ARE SO PRECIOUS AND SWEET...THE KEYCHAIN//YOUR CRAZY..ALCATRAZ..LOLO..U GONNA LOCK ME UP HUN...YEAH..THAT'S A GOOD THANG YA KNOW I DON'T MIND A BIT...THE HAT..NOW YOU KNOW TATIE LOVES THE SOCKS..SHE HAD A FIT.. THERE SO CUTE...NOW THE JERSEY...I SCREAMED...I HAVE 5 OF THEM...MY FAVORITE WEAR..I BOUGHT NEW YORK..DALLAS...COWBOYS...SAN FRANCISCO49ER..YEP..HAD THAT ONE FOR YEARS....MARLENS..AND NOW YOURS...DAMN..THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY I HAVE EVER HAD..I LOVE YOU LANNIE..YOUR THE BEST...I GOT HOME AND EVERYONE ONE'S EYES WAS WAITING FOR ME TO OPEN THE PACKAGE UP..LOLO..MY MOM HAD HER OPERATION TODAY ON HER EYES..SHE HAS CATARATS AND GLOUCOMA ..SHE FELT HER WAY WHAT YOU GAVE ME AND SAID.. GOD BLESS HIM..HE'S MAKING MY DAUGHTER VERY HAPPY...SHE SAID STAY FRIENDS WITH U FOREVER..YOUR VERY NICE MAN...MY SISTER..BROTHER..MY SON..ALL SAW THE THINGS...NOW..WHEN ARE GOING TO SEE HIM SHEILA...THEY ASKED..WHEN HE'S READY TO...THANKS AGAIN..WORDSONGS..FRIENDS FOR LIFE..I FEEL SO GOOD ..THIS IS HOW YOU'VE ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL..I'M ON A CLOUD..FLOATING AWAY...RIGHT TO THE WEST COAST...SOON..VERY SOON...THE JOURNAL IS OWESOME...YOU GAVE IT TO ME ..AFTER MAKING IT FOR YOUR MEMOIRS..AWWWWWWW LANNIE..THAT'S KOOLLLLLLL BUDDY..I CHERISH IT FOREVER..U FOREVER..WE...ENTITY..WITH NO PROBLEM KING... THE QUEEN IS PLEASED..PEACE..P.S..I AM A HEALTHY SISTAH..I THOUGHT YOU KNEW...MY BAZOOKAS ARE PRETTY BIG..SO I HAVE TO WEAR THIS JERSEY WITH A TANK UNDERNEATH..WEAR IT LIKE A JACKET...BUT..IT'S FLYYYYYYY..NYC TERM...FLYYYYYYYY FOR DAYS..JUST SO HAPPENS..I GOTTA A ORANGE TANK TOP TO WEAR WITH IT..SMILING...HEAVEN MUST OF SENT YOU FROM ABOVE..FRESCO..MEET THE BIG APPLE..YELLA GURL..IT'S BEEN A PLESURE BAY AREA...SHAYLA..AKA..CREATE