A NIGHT OF RECITAL..2STAGE THEATRE WITH RUSSELL

THE NIGHT WAS BEAUTIFUL HERE IN NY..I HAD A FEW MINS LEFT GETTING READY TO GO...THE TIME WAS 5:44P.M...I HAD MY OUTFIT READY..MY SHOWER..MY HAIR WAS WET...SO I DRIED..ADDED MY GEL...SPRAYED MY BODY UP..NOW I'M GETTING IT TOGETHER...THE EVENING ROLLED AROUND..WHERE TIME WAS GETTING CLOSER TO SHOWTIME...I GOT MY MAP SEARCH GOING...IT'S 6:00..STARTED GETTING DRESSED..I'M VERY HYPER NOW...CAN'T WAIT TO GOT GOING...AFTER FIXING A LITTLE SNACK..FED MY FAMILY...I'M OUT..HEADED DOWN THE BLOCK TO CATCH THE BUS...RUNNING IN2 PEEPS..WANNA CHAT..DON'T HAVE TIME...GOTTA CATCH THAT DAMN BUS..PEOPLE WANNA TALK..GOTTA GO YALL..LET ME GET GOING..BYE...THE BUS IS STILL PARKED..WHAT'S THE DEAL BUSDRIVER..WHY YOU NOT LEAVING..NOW HERE HE COMES..YA SEE..THAT'S THE LAST STOP ON BUS ..SO I ASK FOR THE TIME..MY WATCH STOPPED WORKING...IT'S 6:55...WHAT..I'M LATE...HERE WE GO ...THE BUS IS LEAVING..FINALLY..IT TAKES ME 15 MINS TO THE SUBWAY FROM ROCKAWAY BLVD...OK...WE GET TO THE SUBWAY..IT'S NOW 7:38...I'M GAGGIN..I SUPPOSE TO BE AT THE THEATRE BY 8:00..WERE STILL IN QUEENS...WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN....NOW I'M IN TROUBLE...WELL...YOU COULD IMAGINE WHAT HAPPEN NEXT...THE TRAIN ARRIVED..WE LEAVE FROM SUTPHIN BLVD...WE PULL OUT..I GET IN DA CITY AT...8:28..I WAS LATE BY 28 MINS..THE DOORS AT THE THEATRE WAS LOCKED ALREADY..THE TICKET WINDOW HAS IT'S BLINDS DOWN..THE PERFORMANCE STARTED WITHOUT ME..I HAD A FIT..BUT..A GENTLEMEN THAT CLEANES THE THEATRE..SAW ME CRYING IN DA CORRIDOR...ASK ME IF I WAS ONE OF THE ACTORS FRIENDS..I SAID..YES..IT'S MY SON .HE'S PERFORMING INSIDE..WELL..GUESS WHAT HAPPEN...I GOT INSIDE..HE SNUCK ME IN...I WASN'T SUPPORT TO BE LET IN..THEY HAD A NOTE ON THE DOOR TO THE FRONT ENTRANCE..IT STATED.. QUOTE...ANY LATECOMERS ..WERE NOT ALLOWED TO ENTER ..COMEBACK> NEXT WEEK...WHAT!!!!WASN'T EVEN LEAVING...HE WAS A VERY NICE GENTLEMEN..SAW ME UPSET..SPOKE TO THE DIRECTOR OF THE RECITAL...WHERE HE SAID..SORRY YOU HAD TO GO THROUGH SO MUCH TO SEE YOUR SON..YOU TRAVELED FAR..I REPLIED..YES..I DID..SO AS A RESULT..THE STORYLINE WAS SIMPLE..WHEN WATER BECOMES MORE VALUABLE THAN OIL..A FARMER FINDS HIMSELF CAUGHT BETWEEN THE LAW AND DOING WHAT HE THINKS IS RIGHT..THE TITLE: "WITCHING WATER" BY BRONWYN CLARK...DIRECTED BY HONDO WEISS-RICHARD.. FINDS ITSELF A THOUGHT ..HOW WATER CHANGES AND OIL DON'T RELATE TO WHAT'S MORE VALUABLE..WATER OUTLIVES WHAT GOD INTENDS TO GROW AND PROSPER...HOW IMPORTANT AGRICULTURE BATTLES THE COST.. OUR RESERVIORS COMPLAINING..WHERE OIL IS COSTING..BUT IN LIFE..THEY BOTH REQUIRES WHAT'S ALIVE..KEEPS LIVING..WITH.THE NEED 2 SAVE..CONSERVE..STOP LOOKING AT IT AS A WORLD DIGGING A HOLE AND BURYING OURSELVES ..WHERE LIFE BARGAINS WITH FOREIGN GOVT TAKING CONTROL AND NOT HAVING ANY MEANS 2 NEGOTIATE..POLLUTES DECISIONS...KEEPS WAR WHERE MONEY SPEAKS..AND OIL CONSERVATION..CAN'T BE DA SUBSTITUTE CLEANING..WHERE CROPS ARE STERILIZED..SPRAYED BY PESTISIDES..IT'S OUR FUTURE AT HAND..WITH MINDS WHO DEFENDS...NO FUTURE ECONOMICS..WHERE WE HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE BUT..A MAN AND HIS BUSINESS...FINDS HIMSELF UP AGAINST OIL DISASTER..BUT DA NEED OF WATER FOR HIS GREEN EARTH..LOOSING CROPS..WHERE OIL PLANTERY BECOMES DA DEBATE...MY SON HAD THE LEAD ROLE..HE ACTED HIS ASS OFF..THE CAST WAS NEAT..A WELL EXPLANATORY CONCEPT OF VISUALS..GIVE YA SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT...THANKS TO HIS CO-STARS..GWEN EYSTER..JOHN MICHALSKI...RICHARD SAUDEK..ALL WERE EXCELLENT...AFTER..WE CELEBRATED ...OFF TO CHEVY'S BAR AND GRILL AT 42ST..FOR COCKTAILS.. A VERY ENJOYABLE NIGHT..THANK YOU FOR LISTENING...THANK'S SON...FOR A GOOD TIME..CREATE

CONFESSION

IT'S 9:59 IN THE MORNING...I JUST GOT FINISHED READING AN ARTICLE IN ESSENCE MAGAZINE ON MO'NIQUE, MY GIRL...WHILE DRINKING MY CUP OF TEA AND HAVING MY DAILY CUP OF YOGURT WITH A PIECE OF TOAST...IT OCCURED TO ME...I HAVE SOME ISSUES MYSELF...BEING A SUBJECT OF ABUSE...WELL...AS I READ ..TO MY AMAZEMENT..SHE OPENED UP AND TOLD THE TRUTH...AS I READ ON..I STARTED THINKING ABOUT ME...WHAT TRIGGERED THE URGE TO RISE AND GET TOTALLY OUTRAGED..BY THIS SAME TOPIC..THAT CONTINUES TO PLAY A ROLE IN MY LIFE...SO IN THE RESULT OF BEING VERBALLY PLATONIC IN MY ACTIONS...HERE WE GO..I'M FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF THIS KINDA ATTITUDE..ABUSING OURSELVES..WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH SOCIETY..GOING CRAZY ON THEIR OWN FLESH AND BLOOD RELATIVES..THE DICK HAS NO CONSCIENCE..WAYS OR DISCIPLINE..FEEDS OFF OF IGNORENCE...THEN..CLOSES THE FACTS..WHICH IS..YOUR A PERVERT..PEDOFILE...CHRONICAL IMBECILE...WALKING AROUND DUMPING YOUR NASTY ASS ALL OVER YOUR OWN...I WAS ONE OF THESE VICTIMS ..JUST LIKE MO'NIQUE...SHE KEPTED IT INSIDE HER SOUL...EVEN THOUGH HER WORDS GOT IGNORED..THIS IS JUST THE KIND OF THANG MAN OR PERVERTED WOMAN WILL DO..PLAY ON INNOCENCE...KICK U DOWN..WHEN THEIRS NO DEFENSE AROUND TO KILL THE SON OF A BITCH...I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU OUTSIDE MAY THINK..THIS SOCIETY WE LIVE ..DOES NOTHING FOR MENTAL ABUSE OR BITTER OUTCRIES..THEIR 2 BUSY FINDING A HOLE TO BURY YOUR STORIES..BECAUSE..THIS IS PHENOMINALLY ON GOING...THE WORLD KEEPS MOVIN..EVERYDAY..STILL CONCEALS LOOSE CANNONS FROM INSIDE YOUR OWN HOME...RELEASE THESE MUTHA FUCKERS IN SOCIETIES REALM..LIFTING UP LITTLE SCHOOL GIRLS UNIFORMS..BITTIN THEIR GENITALS...JERKIN OFF..DAMN DIRTY ASS BASTARDS..SORRY BUT I'M PISSED AS HELL..I DON'T CATAGORIZE MY STATURE AS..A NIGGA RAGED RADICAL..OR PROFANTIC FIRE OR PATHETIC MAD SISTAH OR AN ON GOING NEUROTIC STINCH....FEEDIN SHIT OUT OF ASSHOLES ..FOR MINDLESS VULTURES TO GET THERE DICKS OFF OR SAY..SHE'S BEEN WHIPPED BY OBSESSION..I AM SO DAMN TIRED OF EARTH'S DISPOSALS OF SICK..CORRUPTED VILE..DISPLAYING EMMORTAL CLIMAX ON THE YOUNG..GIFTED AND COMMONLY KNOWN TO MAN OR SICK ASS WOMAN OBSESSIONS...A CHILD..WHAT EVER YOU SEE AS HUMAN..A FRAGRANCE OF BIRTH..FLOWING BABYPOWER..SMELLS GETTING HOOKED THROUGH YOUR SYSTEM...NO GROMN ASS VIXENS..BUT TINY...SOFT..PRECIOUS INFANT..TOUCHIN BABIES..NOT EVEN BORN IN DA WORLD A MONTH YET...STICKING THEIR SYNCHOTIC MANHOOD INSIDE THIS BIRTHRIGHT 2 LIFE GIVEN BY GOD..A CHILD...ADOLESENCENT..THEIRS MORE SICK PEOPLE ON DA OUTSDE..THAN IN YOUR MENTAL INSTITUTIONS..THAT'S FUCKED UP...WE AS DESENT..RESPECTABLE..GOD FEARIN..LOVE ABITING..INDIVIDUALS..ARE THE VICTIMS OF THE DEVIL'S WORKSHOP..YOU DON'T KNOW WHO TO TRUST AND LOVE ANYMORE...IT'S A DANGEROUS PLACE...EARTH..WOMAN IN QUEENS NY AT THIS MOMENT ARE TRYIN TO STAY CALM.. THIS GUY BEEN ROAMING ALL SUMMER LONG..WHO PREYED ON AN 18 YEAR OLD SISTAH..GOING TO WORK..WAITING FOR A BUS AT 6:30AM...IN DA MORNING..PULLED HER BAC IN DA BUSHES BEHIND A CHURCH..GOD..JESUS..I'M SO SORRY..WITHOUT A PRAYER..RAPED THIS POOR GIRL..AND WALKED AWAY LIKE IT WAS NOTHIN...GOD..HELP US ALL PLEASE..MO'NIQUE;MY HEART GOES OUT 2 YA..SISTAH..I WAS THERE..MY DAUGHTER AS WELL..MY SON..AS WELL..ALL OF US..THAT'S RIGHT WORLD..WE ALL FEEL THIS WRATH U DISPLAY AS A WORD..DO U REALLY DEFY THIS ANGLE AS SPEECH IN YOUR VOCABULARY..DA WORD WRATH...THAT'S DEEP..DEPLORABLE..THINK..YOUR LIFE IS BUT A DAY AND THEN SOME...DON'T LET IT DESTROY YOU..FROM DA PASS..THAT FEEDS DISASTER INSIDE..THAT U CAN'T CLEASNE YOUR SOUL...STAY CLOSE TO GOD AND PRAY FOR OTHER CHILDREN..WOMEN..MEN TOO...IT'S A TERRIBLE PLAGUE BROUGHT ON BY LUCIFER..HE WAS CAST OUT OF HEAVEN..FOR GOING AGAINST GOD..WHETHER YOU KNOW THIS OR NOT...HE WORKS ON DA INNOCENCE OF LIFE FIRST...THATS YOUR KIDS..BEWARE..TIME IS SHORT..HE'S DA GERM ..TAKING GOOD..STRONG..WOMAN AND MEN..POWERLESS..WEAK..DEFENSLESS..WHAT MORE CAN I SAY..LET MO'NIQUE STORY IN THIS MONTH'S ESSENCE..CONVINCE YOU...NOT JUST ME...EXAMPLE..ONE SUNDAY BACK IN DA DAYS...I TOOK MY KIDS TO CHURCH..WHEN I GOT HOME..MY OLDEST SON..WAS ACTING STRANGE..WHEN I ASKED HIM WHAT WAS WRONG..HE REPLIED..I'M NEVER GOING TO CHURCH AGAIN MOMMY.AND I SAID ..WHO TOLD YOU THIS LIE AND HE REPLIED.. I WAS TOUCHED .IN DA PEWS..WHILE YOU WAS RECIEVING HOLY COMMUNION..THATS THE BREAD AND THE BLODD OF JESUS..I SAID..OH MY GO ..WHEN WILL IT END..NOW THEIR IN THE HOUSE OF THE LORD...IT'S EVERYWHERE..AFTER KNOWINGLY EXCEPTING MY SON'S SEXUAL PREFERENCE..IT GAVE ME A LOT TO EXPERIENCE..THEN MY DAUGHTER WITH AN EX..NOW U KNOW..WHY I DON'T DATE..I'M TRYING TO LIVE AGAIN..IN A MAN'S WORLD..I DO LOVE DEARLY..BUT THE TRUTH IS ..I'M STILL ANGRY...SORRY FOR THE ONES WHO FELT MY ATTITUDE..I TRULY APOLOGIZE TO U..I LOVE..IDO..REALLY DO...I'M JUST GETTING IT BACK..PLEASE FORGIVE ME FRIENDS...IT'S BEEN A LONG..LONG HARD PROCESS..DID IT ALL BY MY LONESOME..NO CLINICAL HELP..MY DOCTOR HAS BEEN GOD..THANK YOU SO MUCH..IT'S U I LOVE..AND SOMEONE THATS BEEN GOOD 2 ME..YOU KEPTED ME TOGETHER..GAVE ME HOPE..NOW U KNOW..I TRUSTED NO MAN...UNTIL U CAME INTO MY LIFE..I'M SORRY FOR LOVING U..DON'T MEAN U NO HARM..I JUST HAD 2 KEEP MY DISTANCE..LIKE I'VE BEEN DOING..DA TRUTH..ALL OF IT.. FELT ASHAMED THAT YOU WILL PULL OUT FROM ME..THE ONLY PERSON I'VE BEEN WAS A PROTECTOR OF CHILDREN..MINES..OTHERS..I'M AN ADVOCATE..MARCH FOR WOMEN AGAINST VIOLENCE..I DO A LOTTA THINGS..GOT 2.LIVING IN THIS WORLD OF HATE..ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR..NOW U KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME...GOD BLESS U FOR LISTENING..PEACE..SHEILA THERESA JORDAN..CREATE

PING-BONG ..BOOMERANG AFFECT

I WILL LIVE AS MY TITLE IN GODS NAME I WILL BRING 2 THE FOREFRONT OF TALENT..AS A TRADEMARK THAT'S BRANDED ON MY ARMS AND LEG...SHOWING WHO CAN SUBSQUENTLY GAIN YOUR FAME AND GAIN MY APPROVAL. I WILL KISS THE SKIES AND NAME THEM FUTURE TAKE EVERY WORD OR LINES AS MY FATE 2 BECOME ACTS AS YOUR MEAL AT 8:00..FILL MY HEART WITH LECTURES AND LIBERAL COMMENTS..MAKE THE CROWD ROAR..CLAP WHEN I RISE 2 DEMONSTRATE HOW MUCH I GAINED BECOMING A STAR...FROM PLAYS 2 STAGE MY CHARACTER..2 ESCAPE THE LIFE WORTH GIVEN..TO BLESS THE DAYS I STUDIED..I'VE CONTINUE 2 BRING DA NOISE..OUTTA OF PERFORMING...I WILL GIVE MY BEST..I WILL THANK GOD EVERY MORNING WHEN I WAKE..WHILE ON MY WAY TO WORK..I WILL ALWAYS REMEMEBER WHO STOOD BY WHAT WAS LEARNED..2 OBLIGATE.. HOLD ONTO 2..WITHOUT THIS 4 LETTER WORD..THE FALL WHICH MADE ME STUMBLE..GAVE ME FEET 2 STAND AND BE COUNTED..ONE OF THE MOST.ARTICULATE FORMATS..BECOMES MY FAMILY EYES WITNESSED.. I MIGHT BOUNCE OFF DA WALLS..RUN BACK AND FORTH..SLIPPIN IN2 DARKNESS WITH A REASON FOR FORGETTING..WHERE MY PRIORITIES PLAY A LITTLE BIT...LIKE CEE-LO VS ICEMAN COMETH..LIKE RADAR DETECTS DA SMOKE 2 HUMILIATE..2 BURN EYES WITH NO SITE..2 FIND DIRECTION..I CAN'T BE WHAT I DON'T DISPLAY AS CAREER..JUST HAVING FUN,I MAY BE A SLOW LEARNER.. BUT WHAT QUALIFIES ME AS SOMEBODY WITH GOD'S GIFTED TALENT..THAT SKILLZ LOVE FOR MY CRAFT..ENTERTAINMENT..ONE DAY I'LL PROVE IT 2YA..NO MATTER WHAT U SAY OR DO.. WHILE STAYING FOCUSED ON ME..I RESPECT WHAT U SEE IS NON PRODUCTIVE..I AM A PERSON..U KNOW AND LOVE..UNTIL THEN..MY ZONE IS STILL DA SAME..MY PLACE IS... SHOWTIME..NO GAMES...COMING SOON 2 A CLUB..THEATRE..MOVIE HOUSE NEAR YOUR NEIGHBORHOOD...GUESS WHO TALKING?....MY INTENTIONS..THE BOOMERANG..BOUNCIN OFF YOUR SPEECH...I'M LOST..FORGET WHAT IT IS U WANNA DO...I'M NOBODY..JUST A VOICE THAT CARES 4 SELF..WHAT OPENED U AS TALENT WHY IS THIS HAPPENING.I DON'T KNOW.. I'M THE LOST AVAILABLE STAR..GOT LYRICS.. CAN'T UNDERSTAND DA DEFECTS...MALFUNCTIONED CAN U...PEACE..CREATE...DEDICATED 2 DA LOVE OF TALENT INTERESTED.. A SHAME... A HEAD ON THEIR SHOULDERS OUTTA DA BOX..GOING NOWHERE...MAD..CREATE

L O V E; 1 CORITHIAN13 4-8-1;CORTHIAN13:13

LOVE IS PATIENT AND KIND, LOVE IS NOT JEALOUS,OR CONCEITED OR PROUD OR PROVOKED, LOVE DOES NOT KEEP A RECORD OF WRONGS, LOVE IS NOT HAPPY WITH EVIL,BUT IS PLEASED WITH THE TRUTH LOVE NEVER GIVES UP,IT'S FAITH, HOPE AND PATIENCE, NEVER FAIL...1 COR:13-4-8 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TO IN THE END..ONLY FAITH...HOPE AND LOVE REMAIN, THESE THREE;BUT THE GREATEST OF THESE IS LOVE 1 COR:13:13 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IN THE EVENT...WHATEVER HAPPENS, OUT OF THREE, IT'S THE BEST THING ANYONE ONE WOMAN/MAN CAN HAVE...THE SOUL OF MATING FINDING..THE ONE...TRUE...ENTITY...LIKE ADAM AND EVE...PEACE...CREATE...ME

7YEARS...AFTERMATH OF 911

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S BEEN 7 YRS..THOUGHTS ARE STILL LINGERING..PAIN IS STILL EMERGING NO MATTER HOW MANY NIGHTS..DAYS ..WEEKS...YEARS...THE LIVES AS WE KNOW IT..CAME TO A CLOSE... HURTS...REMAINS SCORNED..A WORLD THAT COMES TOGETHER ON THIS DAY WILL BRING A CALM..QUIET EXISTENCE..NOT 2 GRIEVE..BUT AS A REMINDER OF LOVE..WHICH RINGS OUT AMONG FAMILIES..FIREFIGHTERS...POLICE OFFICERS..OFFICE WORKERS...COOKS...CUSTODIAL HELPERS... MANAGERS..SUPERVISORS..BOSS...OCCUPATIONS THAT WILL STAY AS A SYMBOL OF WHAT WAS..LIVING FROM PAYCHECK.2 PAYCHECK..JUST TO SURVIVE...FEED THEIR FAMILIES....EARN A LIVING....NOT EVER KNOWING THEIR TIME...HOUR IS UP...THIS DAY IS DEDICATED TO ALL AND EVERY SINGLE SOLIDTARY HUMAN..ON THIS EARTH...TO THINK..LOVE..GIVE LOVE...HOLD ON TO...LIFE AS A INSTRUMENT...PLAY WITH HARMONY AND SONG...SING YOUR HEART OUT TO GOD...ASK FOR A BETTER WAY TO CONTROL OUR PRIORITIES...KEEP THE FAITH WITHIN BOUNDARIES..THE CHEMISTRY...PROTECT THE NEXT PERSON..WITHOUT SELFISH OVERTONES..OR BIBLICAL KNOWLEDGE...WHICH HAS A HAND IN BEING ALIVE..OUR DESTINY...CONTEXT..SCRIPTURE...SAVES THE SOUL FROM A BURDEN CALLED...DISASTER...KILLINGS...MURDERS..WITHOUT A WORDS NOTICE...NO TRIALS OR JURY...SHALL STOP THE TERRIOIST PLAN..NO DEFENSE MECHANISM OR PUBLIC OUTBURST..CAN BRING BAC THE LOVE OF THE FAITHFULLY DEPARTED..WHERE..DA EVILS OF 911...THE PENTAGON..THE PLANES..WHAT AIMED AT INNOCENCE FALLS..SPARING NONE...KNOWING..ALL ALONG...THE TARGETS WAS DELIBERATELY SET DEFENSE HAD NO WARNING...KILLED MEN..WOMEN..OF ALL NATIONALITIES..BY SINFUL..DEMONIC ACTS..NO RESTORATION..NO PEACE..NO LOVE..JUST A SENSELESS ACT 2 WIPE OUT DA PEOPLE OF USA...THE OUTCRIES.. ANGER...ASKED DA QUESTION..WHY US?...IN THE EVENT..WE ALL MUST STAND CLOSE..KEEP THE LOVE AND SUPPORT OF OUR COUNTRY ALIVE...FOR WITHOUT THIS...THE MINDS OF THE WARS IN IRAQ WILL CONTINUE...DON'T FORGET...UNITED WE STAND...DIVIDED WE FALL..THEY KNEW OUR NATIONAL ANTHEM...HOW BEAUTIFUL AMERICAN LIVES.. STOOD TALL..HIT US ALL..WHERE WE BUILT STRUCTURE...TRIED 2 DESTROY OUR DREAMS...TODAY..THE DREAM STILL LIVES FOR THE FAMILIES..OUR LOVEONES OF 911...SO IN MEMORY..WE UNITE AS ONE UNIT...COME TOGETHER...BRING THIS WORLD...PEACE OF MIND...PRAY..SING...GIVE HUGS AND KISSES..NEVER LETTING GO OF MEMORIES..BUT..REMAIN THE SOUND OF TRUTH..WEARIN TIME IN AN HOURGLASS...COUNTING THE HOURS LEFT FOR OURSELVES IN LIFE..IT'S SHORT...LIVE AS ONE WORLD...WITH EYES AND EARS FOCUSING...NEVER GIVING UP...BUT..HOLDING ON...BECOMING THE CURE TO HEAL WHAT'S BROKEN..AMEN.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IN MEMORY OF THIS DAY..MY GOD TRULY BLESS THE FAMILIES..THEIR MINDSET...TAKE THE PODIUM..SPEAK AND KEEP LOVE ALIVE..WITH NO TEARS..KNOWING..THIS 2 SHALL PASS...WHERE WE ALL WILL SEE A BETTER DAY..SEE GOOD COME OUTTA EVIL..LIVING WITH GOD AS..OUR VURTUE..STRENGTH AND VICTORY THERE OF...GOD BLESS...FAMILY..THANK YOU LORD FOR SAVING MY SON..YOU'VE BEEN SO GOOD 2 ME..I HAVE NO REGRETS...I AM TRULY BLESSED...IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU..THAT I GIVE MY WORDS 2 ALL OF TODAY'S MEMORIAL IN MEMORY OF 911...(PEACE) MS SHEILA T JORDAN...(CREATE)..DA LOVE WITHIN ME..>>LUST VS KNOWLEDGE..GO READ THE STORY AND PICTURES OF THE 911..AND MY SON RUSSELL'S SURVIVAL...GO TO MAY 27..THAT'S WHEN I POST IT..THANK YOU AUDIENCE..PEACE..CREATE

SOULFUL LIBERATOR

THE WAR BETWEEN TITLES..PORTRAYS ME...THE BATTLE...IN 20TH CENTURY CINEMATOGRAPHY.. I BECOME THE ROD..THE STEM..THE CHORES..THE BOBWIRE FENCE..YOU THROW ME DOWN..I GET UP AND DEFEND MYSELF FROM...KICKS AND DOGS BARKING..ISN'T THIS A SIGN OF GENERIC S..PULLING TEETH..TAKEN US BAC..FROM WHAT WAS...PLEADING WITH DEFENSE..I CRAWL LIKE LEGS AMPUTATED..I BECOME THE GERM WEARING. FRAGMENTS AND LAST YEARS CLOTHES...WHAT PAYS ME IS NOT ENOUGH...I HAVE NO INSURANCE...WHAT SUPPOSED TO PROVIDE A WHEEL CHAIR FOR MY BALANCE...THE WAR..BECOMES DA STRIP ON THE STREET CORNERS..WHILE DA LAY BECOMES THE DOOR WHICH OPENS ROOMS FEELIN WORTHLESS..CHEAP..LIKE CONCRETE..WHERE I SEX FOR CASH..LIKE MANUERE...WHERE THE EARTH..TOLERATES.INTESTINAL FUMES...BODY ODOR...BACTERIA'S NEGLECT..HIV..THE BATTLES CONTINUES...MY BONES ARE BRITTLE..YOU WANNA FIND ME DISPOSABLE..WHEN I'VE BEEN USED TWICE..THREE TIMES FOR MY SUPERWOMAN STRENGTHS...2 LEAP..B BOUND AND GAGGED..WHEN I REPEAT MY PERFORMANCE..A FACE THAT EQUALS OPPORTUNITIES 2QUALIFY AS..A COLOR OF WAR ..ONCE AGAIN..THE BATTLE WHIPS IT'S OWN..BEGINS LIFE..AS IT'S ONLY WAY 2 SURVIVE..NOW WHO AM I..IN YOUR QUARTERS..DOLLARS..OR 15 CENTS OF APPROVAL...THE LIFE AND TIMES OF MY GENERICS..WHAT WANTS 2 BE USED AS DA BODY..MY HANDS..MY MIND..MY TALENTS..GOING DOWN DA DRAIN...WITHOUT A NAME..RANK..SERIAL NUMBER..CALLING ME...NEWS..FIT 2 PRINT INSTEADS..PLEADS FOR HELP...A MILLION IN ONE..WEARING MILLIONS WRONG..IN POCKETS... TREASURY DEPT..MY DREAM STILL WAITS.."YA HEAR ME"..WHAT LOOKS LIKE ME IN HISTORY..LOOKING BAC AT THEM..SMILEN...MY CHILDREN LIVES IN POVERTY..WITH..NO FOLLOWING..HISTORY ON PAPER..FACE..WITH NO CURRENCY..THERE U ARE..BUT SEES..WARS...BATTLES...LOW BUDGET LIVING...POOR VISIONS..AND LOST CAUSE..BUT..STILL GETS KICKED AROUND..DOGS K-9S..WHILE BEING BUILT..DA STRUCTURE..WITH NO FACE..VALUES..JUST BATTLECRIES..2009 APROACHES..SAME SHIT..DIFFERENT DAYS AHEAD..SO SATIFIED.."WHAT GIVES CONGRESS"..SIGN THAT "BILL"..HOMIE...FACE MATTERS..STOP USING..ABUSING...YOU OWE US..STILL..MEANWHILE..THE BATTLE CONTINUES..DA STRUGGLIN..STILL LIVES..DYING FAST..HAVE A HEART..KNOW DA UNANIMOUS VOTE 2 BECOME ABOLISHED..WELL..SLAVERY STILL LIVES..LEAVES NO TITLES..STILL LIVES POVERTY...NOT FACING QUADS..MONEY AMOUNTS..UNANIMOUSLY VOTED..US..DA DUES PAST..AN OVERLOOKED PROCESS....DEPRIVES...MILLIONS WORTH..PEACE..CREATE

DA PETAL 2 WHAT ANGERS

I MADE A SPEECH...IT GAVE ME VICTORY..STRENGTH..i HAD 2B DA DILIGENCE OF MERCY.. I GOT SMACKED ..SHOOK THE LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUTTA ME...I ROARED AS A LION. I LAID BENEATH THE CIRCLE WHICHED SURROUNDED MY ENEMIES...WHO PLACED A THORN ON MY PRINCIPLES...I BECAME SORE..ANGRY...I OPENED MY MOUTH TO BITE THE HELL OUTTA OF WHAT'S NOT MY BRAVERY...SUNK AS THE RIVERS THAT FLOWS MY VURBAL OUTBREAKS..STOMPIN LIKE A STEPPER..A PHI..BETA..KAPPA TRIBUTE...NO..I'M NOT YOUR AVERAGE COLLEGE ALUMNI NOR A DOCTRANE..WITH MEDALS OF HONOR...NOR A NOBEL PRIZE WINNING WRITER...JUST A CIVIL MINDED SOLJAH..WITH NO METALS OF HONOR..NO GRANDMASTER HIP-HOP SINGER..NO LEGACY FROM DA OL'SKOOL..JUST A HUMAN BEING..TRYIN..TO LIVE AS..THE ACCOMPLISHMENTS..U CARRIED ME THROUGH..CONFIDENCE BEING A MAN...DA SAVIOR..DA..MOMMA RAISIN DA BEHAVIOR..DA STONE UNTURNED..DA CHARACTER LIVED..DA EXCEPTION SPEECH...MY BLACK OWNERSHIP..WHAT MADE ME THE PERSON I AM TODAY...SO ..WHY DO I FEEL SO ANGRY..WHY DOES THE BIRDSONG CLIP HIS WINGS..SITS BAC IN DA GHETTO..LIFELESS..UNPRODUCTIVE.. FIGHTING BATTLES YOU LEFT ME WITH...I CAME..AS A KING..WITH NO THRONE 2 PROCLAIM..NO CASTLE..WITH RUBIES OR GOLD TO DISPLAY..NO TROPHIES OR GIFTS..JUST A GIFT OF GENDER...WASN'T ENUFF 2 KICK THE GENDER..I'M DA G YOU'VE KNOW SO WELL AND YET..FUN LEFT ME ON DOORSTEPS..WITHOUT A WORD NOTICED..DAYS AND NIGHTS DISCARRIGED..MOTIONLESS...WHEN ALL I PRESENTED WAS ...DA THANG YOU WANTED IN ME...WHERE...I..SO PROUDLY PROGRESSED...AS YOUR...NON RESPONSE...COLD..WRONG..THE ONLY ONE IS..OMG...WENT OVER YO' HEAD..I OWE NO APOLOGY...NOW WHO DO U THINK HOLDS NO COMPASSION...LIFE'S ROUGH..LESSONS LEARNED...NOW ASKED ME.."WHATS DA MATTER"...FIRE..BRIMSTONED..YOUR GAME..I LET GO OF..BUT..IT'S ALL GOOD..QUEEN MS S.T.JORDAN..CREATE