MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY

THANKS LANNIE; FOR MAKING ME LAUGH..SMILE..WHILE IN SO MUCH PAIN..I CAN STILL FUNCTION...NASTY MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...LOLOL

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BASIC ANIMAL INSTINCT

DO U CRAVE FOR WHAT BIGNESS OFFERS..DO YOU REACT BE4 U GET LAYED OUT.. THE FOUNDATION OF BEING..ONE WITH HUNDREDS OF POSITIONS..CREATE YOUR ISLAND..WITHOUT NO BREAKFAST..LUNCH OR DINNER..JUST A MIND..WEARING FLESH..WITH EYES SEEKING YOUR OWN APPETITE FOR USING A LARGE TASTE OF MEAT..KEEPING U WANTING 2 DEVOUR HER..LICK..WHATEVER SEES THE IMAGINATION OF..JAMMIN THAT REAR..INFLICT THE CENTER OF DESIRE..HOPING THE REACTION GROWS TO PERFECTION...WHERE YOUR MIND IS THINKING..BIG..LUSCIOUS..FIRM TALE.. WHERE YOUR HOT AS HELL..CAN'T GET 2 THE HEART OF THE MATTER..WHERE U ARE THE REC-ANGLE AND MANHOOD MAKES U WONDER..IF I JUST HAD ONE WISH.. SHE WOULD BE MY PARADISE..MY FUTURE..HOW MANY TIMES DO U DREAM..OF BIG BODY HUMAN BEINGS..DO U TINGLE..DO U DRU EL..DO U KEEP ON CUMMING..OUT OF CONTROL.. WHERE DOES THIS ADVENTURE TAKE U..IS IT WET..IS IT A MORTAL STANDARD OF LIVING..YOUR PRIVACY..HURTING SO..FROM HOLDING ON..2 THOUGHTS OF SPLENDOR IN DA GRASS..THE MOVIE ..WHERE LOVES GOES FURTHER THAN DEPTH..AND LEAVES U SO COMPLETELY OUTTA CHARISMATIC..X RATED..ENTITY..TIL YOUR SOUL GETS UP AND DRIPS FROM HEAT EXPOSURE...FEELING A BIG WOMAN..THE ANSWER 2 AN ERECTION.. THIS IS WHATS ON THE AGENDA..A COLD WEEKEND..WITH LOVE IN MIND..WHERE THE RAIN TALKS..AND U ANSWER..WHERE HER LOVE MOTIONS..WHERE YOU TANTALIZE A FINE JUNGLE...WHERE THE HOURS DRIFT AND DRIFT..GO CRAZY..ESCAPES THE MADNESS OF BEING LEFT WITH SEXUAL BEHAVIOR..THIS IS THE MIND OF..A TONGUE AS LARGE AS IT'S DICK..U BECOME THE CLAIRVOYANT KEY..SHE OPENS..GIVES HERSELF...BREAKFAST.. LUNCH AND DINNER..THE..HYBRID..A TASTE OF SAVING ENERGY..THOUGH..KICKS ASS.. WHERE U ARE NO SUBSTITUTE..BUTT..THE OVERLOAD...DA REAL THING SHE WANTS..BADLY.. WHAT A RUSH...LOVE SURE CAN PRETEND..CREATIVITY WEEPS..WHILE MANHOOD THINKS.. IT'S A WONDERFUL THANG..2B JOINED AT THE HIPS..THIGHS AND VAGINA CLITS..WHO DO REALLYWANNA MAKE LOVE 2..THATS THE Q:I KNOW..'MAN'..A TAIL..2LICK-G.. DO U??..CREATE...SHEILA T JORDAN..MY MASTERPIECE FOR ALL MEN OF COLOR..SCREAM

GOD IS GOOD

EVERY DAY I LEAVE MY HOUSE..THINKING...IF THERE'S A LIFE TO LIVE...WHERE IS MY JOY AND HAPPINESS..WHERE ARE THE THINGS WE ACHIEVE..WHEN LOVE CALLS FOR PATIENCE AND CALM..COOL..EASY DOES IT REMEDIES..TODAY..I WAKE TO WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE..BREAK THE YOLK..CLEAR THE AIR OF PEOPLE WITH OTHER IDEAS..TODAY ..I WILL GRAB A HOLD OF LIVING..LOOK AT MY DAYS AS THE FLESH AND BLOOD OF JESUS..ACT HIS WAYS..DEFEAT THE IRONY..WHICH BETRAYS ME..AS IT'S CHILD..FOLLOW HIM..SAVE MYSELF FROM EVIL..DEFEAT PURPOSE..AT ALL COST..FOR I AM THE DAYS AND NIGHTS TESTED..THE PEACE AND LOVE FOR MY FAMILY..FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES ..THE PAIN AND AGONY..WHICH AIMS AT MY HEART...TRIES TO BEAT WHAT CLAIMS YOUR DESTINY..TODAY..I WILL WALK WITH MY HEAD UP HIGH..STAND UP FOR CHRIST JESUS..PRAY FOR A BETTER LIFE..WHILE HE KEEPS ME ALIVE..I BELIEVE..THE CALL OF THE WILD...RIPS U OFF..BUT..CRAWLS AT THE SIGN OF FORGIVENESS..A FORCE THAT TAKES CONTROL OF ONE'S CHARACTER..WANTS THE BATTLES OF DECEPTION..BECOMES THE ORDER TO LIVE BY..TODAY..I AM A ROCK..THE RELIEF OF ABUSE..THE ANCHOR..THE SHIELD..HIS ARMOUR..WHICH CARRIES ME THROUGH BITTER CRIES AND ANGER..SO HELP ME GOD..LET GO..LET GOD..BE THE ANSWER TO MY REFUSE AND STRENGTH..ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE...IN TIMES OF TROUBLE...PSALMS 91..I AM THE WISDOM..THE TRUTH AND THE LIGHT OF DAYS TO COME..KEEP ME YOUR RESTORATION..WHERE LOVE KNOWS ME AS IT'S RESCUE..I THANK U LORD...FOR LIFE..OF WHICH..I HAD NO IDEA..THIS JOURNEY..WEARS A PRICE TO PAY..BEING ME..NOBODY ELSE BUT..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN...AMEN

~~PROFILE~~

THIS IS A SPEECH WRITTEN SPECIFICALLY FOR MY SCHOLARS IN LIFE... M Y ~~C H I L D R E N~~I READ AT THEIR GRADUATIONS.. WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO MAKE A MOVEMENT..OTHER THAN 2GENERATE POWER WITHOUT BATTLING EYES USING HATRED..U BUILD STRUCTURE.. TO ROTATE..WHEN THE FEELING HITS U..VIBRATE..SENDING SIGNALS.. A MESSAGE 2 COMMUNICATE..TO SHAPE FOUNDATION..WHERE WORLDS CAN ONLY REPRESENT..LIFE..A COURSE TO FORWARD AHEAD..KEEP IN CONTACT.. MIGRATE. FORM A LIFE UNIT..TO EXPAND..CHECK FROM TIME 2 TIME.. STAY ON POINT..WHEN ALL SIGNS LEADS TO KNOWING HOW TO CLIMB..BE ABOVE THE SURFACE..CHALLENGE THOSE WHO WANTS U TO SINK...U STAY FOCUSED..FIND A WAY TO COME FROM HIDING..STAY STRONG..SAVE YOURSELF ..IN THE NECK OF TIME..THINK FAILURE..SEES NO FUTURE.. CHOOSE FREEDOM..WHAT APPROACHES THE ABILITY..SEEKS..WAITS ON RESULTS..WITHOUT MOVING IN THE DEVIL'S DIRECTION..GOALS MAKE IT HAPPEN..SAW A LIGHT..SHINES AS BRIGHT AS..A MAN'S HEAD..AFTER WAXING.. A WOMANS GLOW FROM THEIR OWN MAKEUP..I'M SIMPLY SAYING..THERE'S A WILL AND A WAY2 GET WHAT'S EARNED..MOVE THOSE MOUNTAINS..SHAKE..RISE ABOVE NEGLECT BECOMES THE NAME..A TITLE...BOOK KNOWLEDGE..WAITING ON ACTS TO PERFORM..I THANK U SO MUCH, YOU'VE FINALLY OVERCOME.. WHEN THE SPOTLITE SPEAKS FOR ITSELF..THE FUTURE OVER ACHIEVERS.. A JOB WELL DONE..TAKE A BOW..GIVE YOURSELVES A PAT ON THE BACK.. EXPRESS THE IMPORTANCE OF MOVEMENT..WHERE THE INS AND OUTS CAN THROW U OFF..BE THE CODE OF ETHICS..KEEP IT GOING..DA DREAMS WAITS.. COMPLETE YOUR MISSION 2 PERFORMANCE..LIVE 4 TOMORROW..A STEP BACKWARD..KEEPS U BENT..OUTTA SHAPE..BEHIND THE 8 BALL..ROLLS U IN2 BACKFIELD EMOTIONS..BEING PENALIZED..EXPECT EYES WET..WHERE TEARDROPS FALL..FAIL..STAY ON TOP OF THINGS...BECOME YOUR OWN VOICE.. WHERE..YOUR EXISTANCE MAKES A WAY 2OPEN DOORS..MOVE 2 MOTION..NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS..ANCESTRY TEACHES US..IT'S BEEN ALONG ROAD THE PAST PAVES WAY 2 SUCCESS..SAYS...I MADE IT THROUGH..ALL BY MYSELF.. WHERE I B HELP..LOOKED TO THE FUTURE..WON'T LOOK BACK..GIVE THANKS TO ACCOMPLISHMENTS..GOD..THE EDUCATOR..WHERE I BECOME THE BLESSINGS.. PEACE OF MIND..INSTILLED..CREATE..SHEILA..T JORDAN.. WRITTEN ON JUNE,21 2006

~~MY PAST~ FUTURE~ READS~~2003~~

THE ONLY 1 2 SAVE ME NOW IS JESUS.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M A TABLET...WITH SCRIPTURE TO BE ABOUT..HEAVEN WHAT DREW A PICTURE PERFECT LIFE..A STREAM ..WITH COLORS COMING FROM THE FLOW OF BIRTH..THE ROADS WE WILL TAKE A PART IN,.,,THE WIND..WHAT WILL CARRY OUR JOURNEY TO THE SKIES..WHERE I LOOK UP...SAY THANK U GOD...I AM NOT WORTHY..CAST YOUR GLORY AMONG THE UNIVERSE..CATCH THE STORMS..FOR THEY WILL ERUPT IN WINTER..CHANGE..TRANFORM RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES WHERE U ARE THE DECISION..BECOME DA CONCLUSION..THE END TIMES OF YOUR BATTLES..FACE THE FORCES..WHERE TOXICS TRAILS YOUR LIFE..FOR THIS..I WILL FOLLOW JESUS..GET DOWN ON MY NEEDS OUT IN DA WORLD..WHAT FAILS TO SEE AN MIRACLE TO PERFORM..THE GIFT..LIFE THE REPLICA OF GOD..THE LIKENESS..BECOMING INNER PEACE..EVEN AFTER PAIN WORN INSIDE MY SOUL.. BY..SHEILA THERESA JORDAN... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WRITTEN THIS MORNING AT 10:00 AM (EST) >MARCH 14.. THE DAY B4 MY FIRST BORN GRAND'S BIRTHDAY (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMA..MY TATA..FUTURE TRACK STAR) THE BIG(14) NOW..I'M GETTING NERVOUS..TEENAGER..DAMN, TOO SOON..GOTTA PUT MY FLAGS UP..NO GUARDS DOWN..LOL.. I'M BLESSED..CREATE

TABLET...GOD'S INTENTIONS...MY READ

THIS MORNING..WHILE GOING THROUGH MY FILES OF POETRY..2003-06.. I CAME ACROSS THIS POEM I WROTE TO MY KIDS NATHAN AND TAMMY'S (LATE)FATHER ANTHONY BERRY'S SISTA..I WAS PROUD OF MYSELF... SHE WAS MY ENCOURAGEMENT..HIS SISTER WAS A DJ AT A N.J RADIO STATION..SHE USED TO CALL ME..LATE AT NIGHT AT WORK..WHERE I WAS ON THE AIR..SHE'LL BE LETTING ME READ SOME OF MY WORK.. I LOVE THIS WOMAN..SHE'S A( PISCES)..ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS.. SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN BY THE KIDS..REPRESENTINGANTHONY..BUT.. WERE BLESSED TO HAVE ALL HIS FAMILY FOR SUPPORT OF THE TABLET..READ.. I RECIEVED THE GIFT OF LIFE,WORDS WRITTEN IN TIMES OF STRIFE LIKE YOU READ MY MIND,PAIN INVADES MY DAY,I ASK FOR NO HELP WHERE COMMENTS WERE FELT, FROM THE TIME MY GRAND WAS BORN.. MOM READ VERSES,BECAME SYMBOLS OF GOLD, FROM DUST 2 DAWN, EVERY MORN I SANG PRAISES, HOW I HAVE A FRIEND IN JESUS, HOW HE LIFTS WEIGHT THAT LIES HEAVY IN MY MIND..AT HOME..LIKE ROWING ON STORMY SEAS, WITH HIGH TIDES THAT CARRIES ME,MAKE IT ACROSS SAFELY..BUT, CONFUSED, STILL..WHILE MOVING MOUNTAINS, WHERE I LOST STRENGTH..VOICES ON EARTH..REFUSE TO HEAR MY CRIES, WHERE IAM IN NEED OF A FRIEND 2 TALK 2..ALL OF GOD'S CHILDREN WILL REPLY..YOU HEAR FROM A DISTANCE..I THANK U..MY DEAR SISTA IN-LAW GOD BLESS U FOR THE LOVE OF SCRIPTURE IN TACT..LEFT ME OVERWHELMED..KNOWING..I GOT LOVE COMING FROM MY CHILDRENS AUNT.. ADREINNE..CREATE..SIS-IN-LAW..