MELLOW DRAMATICS

THERE IS A SONG..THAT KEEPS FLOATING THROUGH MY MIND..AS I THINK..HARD... UNCHAIN MELODY...CHAIN..NOW ..WHAT THE HELL DOES THIS MEAN?..I'M FINDING MYSELF BEING DIRECTED AS..A SUBJECT..MATTERS FAR FROM BEING FINISHED IN MY LIFE..BUT WAS LEFT OUT YEARS AGO...SO I GRAB A HOLD OF MY THOUGHTS... MEDITATE THIS THEORY..FOLLOW WHAT IT MEANS...I ASK MYSELF..WHOSE GOT A HOLD ON MY HEART...WHERE ARE THEY..WHEN DID IT HAPPEN..LEFT ME KINDA FEELING ALONE FOR SO MANY YEARS..I'VE TRIED TO PRACTICE...PRAYED ..I HAD IT UNDER CONTROL..THOUGHT OF WAGES OF SIN...KEPT GIVING MYSELF TO THE LORD.. HERE COMES TEMPTATION..TREADING WATERS..BITING AT MY KNEE CAPS..MELTING MY INNERMOST AFFLICTIONS..PLAYING WITH MY HEAD..I LOOKED TOWARDS A NEW DAY.. WITH NEW THOUGHTS IN MIND..SMILE..ACTED LIKE A WOMAN WITH..WORDS THAT'S BEEN KEEPING TABS ON ME..CORRECTED..WHAT WAS SEEING ME..A ISSUE..WITH PROBLEMS THAT STILL..TO THIS DAY ARISES...SO I GO AND DREAM OF WHAT WAS ONCE A VIRGIN..WITH A SILK LINING..PURE AS THE DRIVEN SNOW..CLEAN AS A PORCELAIN NOVELTY..A PIECE THAT SHINES..LIKE A BEAUTY TO BE HOLD..THE LIFE OF A VICTIM..WEARS NO LAUGHTER.. GAINS NO KNOWLEDGE..JUST A LACE CALLED LINGERIE AND THE TIME OF SEXUAL PLEASURE.. I'M HIS HEAD PIECE AND HE'S MY BEDROOM RUMBLE..WHERE MY MIND..TAKES ME AWAY.. AND I AM HIS SCORE..100% PURE..AN INS AND OUTS OF TRIAL PERIODS..WHERE MY HEART WEARS A STONE AND HE IS HARD AS A ROCK IN A HARD PLACE..A WORLD..WHAT WANTS ME..WHERE..ACTS ARE TRADITIONAL..WHERE..I HAD NO CONTROL AT ALL..UN CHAIN MY HEART...LOVE GROWS UNCONDITIONALLY..WHERE THE MELODY PLAYS A SONG... TAKES ME THERE..WHERE I CAN'T SAVE MYSELF..A LONELY PLACE..A BOND..WHAT VISIONS..LETTING GO...BUT COMMITS SUICIDE..DIES..THE OTHER WOMAN..AN AFFAIR 2 REMEMBER..THE ONE U LEFT BEHIND...A DRUNKEN SLUMBER...A DRUG..DOROTHY DANDRIDE.. PLAYED BY HALLE BERRY..A SAD STORY..MINE WORE..ONLY DIFFERENCE..I AM ALIVE.. LEFT ME ALONE..AS ALWAYS..THE SAME OL' MELODY..BROKEN..CHAINS THAT BIND ME.. BUT WON'T SECURE ME..HAPPILY..AFTER THE FACT..OH..HOW I WISH I CAN..4 get it.. q:*^(0)^*:p..SINCERELY YOURS..THE END..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN

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i like your shirt..looks like what i'd wear... how are ya..looks like you gotta new concept .. of interest...okie dokie..gonna enjoy my weekend in NYC GOING DOWNTOWN...HANGIN WITH MY HOMEBOYS at the POETRY CLUB IN THE BOWERY...IT'S BEAUTIFUL HERE TODAY.. HAVE A SHOW TODAY AT 3 AND ANOTHER AT 6:00PM I'M SO IN TUNE WITH YOUR SHIRT..I LOVE THAT.. DAMN..GIVE IT TO ME HOMIE...I FEEL MUCH BETTER..THANKS TO MY SUPPORT UNIT..MY FRIENDS..WILL BE MAKING THAT TRIP SOONNNN..OOH ..NOT TEXAS..SMILING..ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND.. SWEETIE :) ;) ::*_*:: (: (;

WHO IS LIFE WORTH LIVING

I heard a voice say as i was preparing myself to write..you are with God..for i am with you..clear as a bell...i ask myself ..will there be more that i hear from my ears..the blessings..it's also..what he let's u know..when all things fail..you look up to the heavens...smile and say...i am the truth..what is the way 2 true service?...for what shall it profit a man...if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul or shall have a man..give in exchange for his soul...Mark (8:34) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TRUTHFULLY..I AM AS A PIECE OF CLAY..I MOLD..AS A FIGURE OF CIRCUMSTANCE..I COME WITH THOUGHTS..IDEAS...WHAT DECIDES MY DAILY PLAN B4 THE DAY BREAKS..I GET MY MIND TO ADJUST TO WHAT IS PREPARATION..PLAN WHAT MUST BE DONE..I START OFF ..WITH A EARLY THANK U JESUS...CONTINUE TO MAKE THE NECESSARY ROUTINES..HANDLE MY BUSINESS..LIKE A SCHEDULE..I AM THE MIND..WHAT HAS CONTROL OF MY THEORIES IN LIFE WHERE MY GOALS GROW..FOLLOWS ME FROM ADOLESCENCE 2ADULTHOOD..FOR THIS IS HOW THE LORD KEEPS YOU ON YOUR TOES..BUILDS A FORTRESS..WHERE A MIND FINDS IT'S WAY IN LIFE AND STANDS BEHIND THE MIRACLES OF SEED FAITH...WHERE I AM A NEW BIRTH..CHALLENGING MY OWN STRENGTH..SACRIFICE TEMPTATION AND BECOME STEADFAST..BE THE EVERLASTING STRUCTURE..WHERE I MOLD..A HUMAN..LIVING THE LIFE OF GOD'S TEMPLE.. WHERE I EMERGE..HIS WISDOM..KNOWLEDGE..THE BEGINNING..AND THE END TIMES WRITTEN.. YOU ARE NOT HERE FOREVER..YOU ARE NOT A VISION OF PERMANENT RETAIL..YOUR ARE NOT A ITEM ..BOUGHT FOR A LIFETIME SAYING ..4EVER..YOU ARE WHAT IS A REPLICA..OF HIS IMAGE..LEAVING SOON..WHERE GOD REMINDS YOU..IT'S ONLY FOR A LIL WHILE..THEN YOU REST..LIKE JESUS DID..WALK ..TALK..ACT..LIKE HIM..IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE..A NEVER ENDING DECISION..TO RECOGNIZE ..THE LORD..I DO..GOD BLESS..HAVE A NICE DAY PEOPLE.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE FIRST DAY OF SPRING IN NYC..SNOWING..U SEE WHAT I'M SAYING..NODODY DOES THIS..BUT..GOD..I'M LOOKING OUT MY BASEMENT WINDOW..IT'S COMING DOWN LIKE CRAZY..BUT IT'S LIKE..HE TELLING US ..BACK HERE IN NEW YORK CITY..I'M SAYING GOODBYE..BUT..I'LL B BACK..NEXT SEASON..U FEEL ME..HE NEVER FORGETS TO REMIND U..I WILL RETURN...CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN..(ISIS)

MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY

THANKS LANNIE; FOR MAKING ME LAUGH..SMILE..WHILE IN SO MUCH PAIN..I CAN STILL FUNCTION...NASTY MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...LOLOL

I'm back....

BASIC ANIMAL INSTINCT

DO U CRAVE FOR WHAT BIGNESS OFFERS..DO YOU REACT BE4 U GET LAYED OUT.. THE FOUNDATION OF BEING..ONE WITH HUNDREDS OF POSITIONS..CREATE YOUR ISLAND..WITHOUT NO BREAKFAST..LUNCH OR DINNER..JUST A MIND..WEARING FLESH..WITH EYES SEEKING YOUR OWN APPETITE FOR USING A LARGE TASTE OF MEAT..KEEPING U WANTING 2 DEVOUR HER..LICK..WHATEVER SEES THE IMAGINATION OF..JAMMIN THAT REAR..INFLICT THE CENTER OF DESIRE..HOPING THE REACTION GROWS TO PERFECTION...WHERE YOUR MIND IS THINKING..BIG..LUSCIOUS..FIRM TALE.. WHERE YOUR HOT AS HELL..CAN'T GET 2 THE HEART OF THE MATTER..WHERE U ARE THE REC-ANGLE AND MANHOOD MAKES U WONDER..IF I JUST HAD ONE WISH.. SHE WOULD BE MY PARADISE..MY FUTURE..HOW MANY TIMES DO U DREAM..OF BIG BODY HUMAN BEINGS..DO U TINGLE..DO U DRU EL..DO U KEEP ON CUMMING..OUT OF CONTROL.. WHERE DOES THIS ADVENTURE TAKE U..IS IT WET..IS IT A MORTAL STANDARD OF LIVING..YOUR PRIVACY..HURTING SO..FROM HOLDING ON..2 THOUGHTS OF SPLENDOR IN DA GRASS..THE MOVIE ..WHERE LOVES GOES FURTHER THAN DEPTH..AND LEAVES U SO COMPLETELY OUTTA CHARISMATIC..X RATED..ENTITY..TIL YOUR SOUL GETS UP AND DRIPS FROM HEAT EXPOSURE...FEELING A BIG WOMAN..THE ANSWER 2 AN ERECTION.. THIS IS WHATS ON THE AGENDA..A COLD WEEKEND..WITH LOVE IN MIND..WHERE THE RAIN TALKS..AND U ANSWER..WHERE HER LOVE MOTIONS..WHERE YOU TANTALIZE A FINE JUNGLE...WHERE THE HOURS DRIFT AND DRIFT..GO CRAZY..ESCAPES THE MADNESS OF BEING LEFT WITH SEXUAL BEHAVIOR..THIS IS THE MIND OF..A TONGUE AS LARGE AS IT'S DICK..U BECOME THE CLAIRVOYANT KEY..SHE OPENS..GIVES HERSELF...BREAKFAST.. LUNCH AND DINNER..THE..HYBRID..A TASTE OF SAVING ENERGY..THOUGH..KICKS ASS.. WHERE U ARE NO SUBSTITUTE..BUTT..THE OVERLOAD...DA REAL THING SHE WANTS..BADLY.. WHAT A RUSH...LOVE SURE CAN PRETEND..CREATIVITY WEEPS..WHILE MANHOOD THINKS.. IT'S A WONDERFUL THANG..2B JOINED AT THE HIPS..THIGHS AND VAGINA CLITS..WHO DO REALLYWANNA MAKE LOVE 2..THATS THE Q:I KNOW..'MAN'..A TAIL..2LICK-G.. DO U??..CREATE...SHEILA T JORDAN..MY MASTERPIECE FOR ALL MEN OF COLOR..SCREAM

GOD IS GOOD

EVERY DAY I LEAVE MY HOUSE..THINKING...IF THERE'S A LIFE TO LIVE...WHERE IS MY JOY AND HAPPINESS..WHERE ARE THE THINGS WE ACHIEVE..WHEN LOVE CALLS FOR PATIENCE AND CALM..COOL..EASY DOES IT REMEDIES..TODAY..I WAKE TO WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE..BREAK THE YOLK..CLEAR THE AIR OF PEOPLE WITH OTHER IDEAS..TODAY ..I WILL GRAB A HOLD OF LIVING..LOOK AT MY DAYS AS THE FLESH AND BLOOD OF JESUS..ACT HIS WAYS..DEFEAT THE IRONY..WHICH BETRAYS ME..AS IT'S CHILD..FOLLOW HIM..SAVE MYSELF FROM EVIL..DEFEAT PURPOSE..AT ALL COST..FOR I AM THE DAYS AND NIGHTS TESTED..THE PEACE AND LOVE FOR MY FAMILY..FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES ..THE PAIN AND AGONY..WHICH AIMS AT MY HEART...TRIES TO BEAT WHAT CLAIMS YOUR DESTINY..TODAY..I WILL WALK WITH MY HEAD UP HIGH..STAND UP FOR CHRIST JESUS..PRAY FOR A BETTER LIFE..WHILE HE KEEPS ME ALIVE..I BELIEVE..THE CALL OF THE WILD...RIPS U OFF..BUT..CRAWLS AT THE SIGN OF FORGIVENESS..A FORCE THAT TAKES CONTROL OF ONE'S CHARACTER..WANTS THE BATTLES OF DECEPTION..BECOMES THE ORDER TO LIVE BY..TODAY..I AM A ROCK..THE RELIEF OF ABUSE..THE ANCHOR..THE SHIELD..HIS ARMOUR..WHICH CARRIES ME THROUGH BITTER CRIES AND ANGER..SO HELP ME GOD..LET GO..LET GOD..BE THE ANSWER TO MY REFUSE AND STRENGTH..ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE...IN TIMES OF TROUBLE...PSALMS 91..I AM THE WISDOM..THE TRUTH AND THE LIGHT OF DAYS TO COME..KEEP ME YOUR RESTORATION..WHERE LOVE KNOWS ME AS IT'S RESCUE..I THANK U LORD...FOR LIFE..OF WHICH..I HAD NO IDEA..THIS JOURNEY..WEARS A PRICE TO PAY..BEING ME..NOBODY ELSE BUT..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN...AMEN