AFRICA//\\/\\//\\ IN RUINS//\\//\\// AIDS EPIDEMIC //\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\//\\

TODAY..THERE ARE YOUNG GIRLS WHO ARE SUFFERING IN AFRICA..THE SPREAD OF AIDS IS RUNNING RAPID..ESCALATING BY THE MILLIONS..RAPE..CONTROL..POVERTY.. NO LOVE..HELP..AT ALL..AT THIS TIME..I WANNA BE YOUR COMMENTATOR..WHAT BECOMES THE WORDS ADVERTISED THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE...WHEN I LOOK A THESE GIRLS..SO FRAGILE..SO INNOCENT..WITH NO PARENTS..DUE TO GUNFIRE AND WARS ONGOING..MY HEART JUST DROPS IN MY LAP..THE LIL BODIES..WITH NO PLACE TO LIVE..WHERE CIVILIZATION IS SO DESICRATED..WITH NO PROPER FACILITIES.. HOSPITALIZATION..PROPER SCHOOLING..BATHING..MEDICINE FOR ALL WHO LIVES IN TOTAL KAYOS..WE AS A PEOPLE..SEEING DEVISTATION ALL THROUGH OUR LIVES.. EXAMPLE..THE LEVEES..IN NEW ORLEANS..SIMOLIA..THE WORLD TRADE INCIDENTS OF 93 AND 2001..GOTTA KNOW HOW LIFE CAN BE SO CRUEL AND HEARTLESS...THE TIME IS NOW FOR OUR COUNTRY TO STAND AND MAKE A CONTRIBUTION TO LIFE LIVING ON THE EDGE OF DISPAIR..AMERICA..ALLOW YOURSELVES TO GIVE WHAT U CAN IN SUPPORT OF THE WOMEN IN THIS CONTINENT..WHAT SUFFERS SUCH DESTRUCTION..WITHOUT THE NEEDS OF MANY WHO CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE..GO TO YOUR LOCAL AIDS RESEARCH CENTER.. OR CHECK WITH THE ORGINAZATION ON THIS PAGE:I AM A GIRL.ORG..REPRESENT.. TAKE A PART BECOME A WORTHY ADVOCATE..HELP THESE WOMAN..WHERE JUSTICE WEARS NO BADGE OR A CLASS ACT TO FOLLOW..OTHER THAN SLAVERY TRADE AND VIOLENCE 24/7 DAYS AND NIGHT AGAINST THEIR OWN WELL..JUST THINK...CHILDREN WITH NO CHILDHOOD DISCIPLINE..LEARNING TO GIVE OF THEMSELVES..BECOMING A TOOL OF SORTS..DOMESTICS..ABUSIVENESS..TRAINED TO LIVE IN FILTH..OHHHH..THE THOUGHT OF IT JUST TURNS MY STOMACH..POOR..GRIEVING..UNAWARE OF THERE OWN DEFENSES.. SIGH!!!I REST MY CASE..SUPPORT THESE GIRLS..JUST BECAUSE..THEY ARE... G I R L S ..GOD BLESS YOU..CREATE..

PASSION / WITH A KISS/AND/ MAN'S TOUCH

FIRST THE BLOOD RACES..THEN..WE LAY AMONG OWNESS... DEVOUR WHAT BECOMES..A SMILE WITH SUCH CLEVER INDULGENCE..WHERE EYES MEET FIRE..WHERE FLAMES ERUPT.. WHERE I BEGIN TO EMPOWER MY BABY LOVE AND HER COMPULSION..WHAT WRAPS YOU INNA TWINE..BECOMES WHAT DIALATES HER PERFORMANCE..WITH A QUICK DRINK OF SPIRITS.. HEALING..WHAT WAS ONCE HER LIFE URGES AND SUPERIOR.. COMPASSIONATE OF KISSES..THE TORCH SONG..WHERE THE ROOM SPINS THE BOTTLE COMESTO A HALT..WHAT PRETENDS TO PLAY ON TOP INSTEAD..SHE HOLDS HERSELF BACK..GETS A GRIP.. WHERE FINGERTIPS GLIDES THROUGH SKIN..WHAT FITS..RUBS HIM RIGHT..QUIET GRINS AND MATURE MASCULINITY..SHE GREETS ON TOUR..WHERE HE TRAVELS DOWN MEMORY LANE.. ONE FORBIDDEN FRUIT LEFTNUDE..WHERE I PLACE MY LOVE ON TIME OUT..FOUND A RESIDENT OF SILENT OUTBURST.. KEFT RECHARGED..THE FLICKER..A CANDLE PUTS OUT AND LEAVES HER SPEECHLESS..BEYOND RECOGNITION..LOOKING SEXUALLY PROVOCATIVE..THE CALL OF THE WILD NIGHT.. THE DAY OF LIGHT..WHERE MORNING BREAKS..WHERE SLEEP NEVER MET..AN INVITATION 2 SUPPER..SO IM YOUR REST.. FOR EVENINGS LEFT..UNDONE..CONTINUATIONS ARE IN ORDER. WHERE WORKOUTS COMPLETES LOVE..HAPPILY EVER AFTER.. BUT..THERE'S NO GUARANTEES..JUST A LEFTOVER MOMENT..THERAPY IN SESSION..WITH NO FORMALITIES..NO REGRETS..A FINE BODY MASSAGE AND ACOOL BATH W/ CALGON.. TAKE ME AWAY..HERCULES..HERCULES,,HERCULES...CREATE

MY VISIONAIRES/ FLOWERS/.A START TO A NEW PROPOSAL

I LOOK AT YOU..MY FLOWER..AS A LOVE..I CAN'T EXPRESS HOW I FEEL..WITH THESE WORDS..I THEE WED..I GIVE MY UTMOST COMPASSION..DESIRE..I CLIMB TO THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN..I GO TO THE DEEPEST DEPTHS OF PERFECTION..I OWN WHAT PRINCIPLES LEAVES... THE ARCH OF TRIUMPHS..PARIS..THE LOCATION..WHAT FEELS..WHAT MY SOUL EMBRACES.. YOU..FOR SO MANY LIFETIMES..U GAVE ME HUMBLE PREFIX..WHAT REPAIRS..LEAR'S IT'S COMFORT..WARMS THE HEART THAT THROBS..BEATS A THOUSAND AND ONE TIMES..THE NATURE OF SIMPLICITY SCORES..PLACES YOU..AS THE EVERLASTING PALPITATIONS..WHERE I AM THE MONITOR..KEEPS A CHECK ON MY TEMPERATURE..WHAT MOMENTARILY INCREASED HIGH BLOOD LEVEL..WHERE I BECOME A SEASON..YOUR STIMULATE..AN ANTIDOTE FOR HAPPINESS IN LOVE..LIFE SIGNALS..MEASUREMENTS OF TIME IN A SENTIMENT..PAGES IN RHYME...THE FULFILLMENT..OF WRITING..WHAT PUTS US..THE BEST OF TIMES AND THE WORST OF PAST ANTICS..WHERE TEARS HELD ME SO CLOSE AND YET..MY LONG AWAITED TOUCH..FADES IN2 U..THE DESERT SUNSET..HOT..WHERE WE CONGREGATED..A LINK..JUST ENOUGH 2 CONNECT DISTANCE..A JOURNEY WORTH THE PAGES ALLOWED ME TO EXPLAIN..FOREVER IS NOT FORGOTTEN..WHERE WE'LL REMAIN..ONE..A MEMORY..WHAT BINDS ME AND U..MUTUAL...A FLOWER..THE TRIBUTE OF PEACE AND LOVE...MARCH IS OVER..THE CONCLUSIONS OF.. MEMORIES IN SPRING..WHAT OPENS..A NEW CHAPTER...WHAT CLINGS..WHAT DRIPS RAINDROPS THINK..WE..OUR LOVE..WRAPPED ME..THE ORANGE BOUQUET..WHERE DAISIES..FEELS LONELY..LIKE YOUR BUSHEL OR HONEYSUCKLE ROSES..FROM WHENCE CREATED...A FLOWER..UNIDENTIFIED..A SECRET GARDEN...WITH ME AS..YOUR FLORAL ARRANGEMENT.. THE WEDDING..A STORY WITH LOVE IN MIND FOR NEWLYWEDS..CREATE

MY SON'S PROGRESS...AWARENESS..WITH AIDS FUNDRAISING

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS IS LOVE STORY..WHERE MY SON'S MAGNIFICENT TALENTS AND SKILLZ KEEPS HIM MOTIVATIVELY SOUND..WHERE ..AT THIS TIME..HE IS STRIVING TO ACHIEVE A GOAL..HE INTENDS TO RAISE $1000.00 FOR THE AIDS RESEARCH WHERE..NOW..HE WAS ABLE TO RAISE A GRAND TOTAL OF..AT THIS POINT.. $500.00.. SO MANY PEOPLE..EVERYDAY ARE DYING..STILL..WITHOUT A CURE.. WILL STILL BE HOLDING ON FOR A WORTHY CAUSE..IN THE PAST MONTHS..RESEARCH HAS FOUND THE STATISTICS INDICATES THERES AN OVER POPULATION OF AFRICAN AMERICANS THAT ARE DETECTED..AND WOMAN WAS FOUND TO BE THE HIGHEST RATE OF INFECTED FROM THE YEARS 2004-2008..AN INCREASE WILL BE ADDED FOR 2009.. WON'T BE IDENTIFIED..THIS IS A DISTURBING PREDICTTIONS..PLEASEEE..FOR YOUR OWNPROTECTION..KEEP THIS IN MIND..WHERE LOVE DON'T LIVE INSIDE..DETECTS.. INFECTS..LOSES LIVES..SAVE A LIFE..YOUR OWN..GET YOURSELVES CHECKED OUT.. USE PROTECTION AT ALL TIMES..WHEN LOVE TELLS U ..IT WON'T HURT..WHO IS.. WHAT DENIES..A HEART OR ANY OTHER ORGAN..FOR THAT MATTER..WON'T MAKE CONTACT..THROUGH A BLOOD TRANSFUSION AN INFECTION..THROUGH A HEART..THAT PREDICTS HISDEFECTS..KNOWS IT'S HISLIFE..BUT..REFUSE TO DIE PHILOSOPHICALLY.. STAY IN DENIAL..FROM THE TRUTH..THERES SO MANY PEOPLE THAT TAKES LIFE AS IT'SBEST FRIEND..SUPPORT THE CURE..FIGHTS UNTIL..SCIENCE CONTINUES TESTING.. WHERE ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE..GOD BLESSYOU SON...REMAIN THE STRENGTH.. INTEGRITY AND REMEDY..TO SEEK THE GIFT OF AIDS RECOVERY..THROUGHOUT OUR EXISTENCE..FOR ALL GMHC..GRIOT SOCIETY ANDTHE LIFE OF ALL THE HUMAN RACE... GOD BLESS US ALL..IN A WORLD WHERE IT'S NOT JUST THEGAY POPULATION..IN AMERICAN..BUT ALL AROUND THE CONTINENT OF AFRICA..WHERE MILLIONS WERE DETECTED.. IN A PLACE WITH NO MEDICAL SUPPLIES..BRUTAL DEVISTATION..SLAVERY..RAPE..PLEASE IF YOU HAVE A HEART..GO HELP AIDS RESEARCHFIND A CURE..BECOME THE MAJORITY.. NOT A LACK OF KNOWING..I TOOK CLASSES WHENI WORKED FORHOME ATTENDING..NURSES AIDE..A VISITING NURSE SERVICE.PROGRAM..WHERE I WAS SEND OUT ..TO HOMES..TAKING CARE OF THESE DEFENSELESS VICTIM..WITH NO HOPE..MET WONDERFUL..EVERYDAY PEOPLE.. WITH A BEAUTIFUL HOME..FAMILIES WITH CHILDREN..I LOSTA VICTIM MYSELF..R.I.P ..ROBERT..IF HE HAD OF BEEN ALIVETO THIS DAY..HE WOULD HAVE BEEN 46..MY SISTER'S SON..HER ONLY CHILD..DIED IN 1988..WHERE I REMEMBER WHEN I LIVED AROUND THE CORNER..WITH MY KIDS..HE CAMEOVER SAT DOWN ONMY SOFA AND CRIED..SAID..SHEILA..I DON'T WANNA DIE..WE CRIED TOGETHER..A COUPLEOF MONTHS LATER..ON JULY 28..A DAY BEFORE MY SON'S RUSSELL'S BIRTH..ROBERT CHATMAN..DIED IN ST CLARE'S HOSPITAL..THE LAST DAY I SAW HIM ALIVE..WAS ONJUNE 12..MY MIDDLE DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY..TAMARA..SHE WAS WITH ME..AT THE HOSPITAL WHEN SHE SAW HIM WITH A OXYGEN MASK..SHE RAN OUT THE ROOM..COULDN'T HANDLE IT AND CRIED ALL THE WAY BACK TO QUEENS..SAID MOMMY WE WON'T SEE HIM ANYMORE..RIGHT?..ISIGHED..PAUSED.. AND SAID..NO..HE WAS 25 YEARS OLD..PLEASEEE!!!HELP..PEACE..CREATE

what i see when i stop 2 awaken

A flowing gust of wind..that fines it's picture in a painting..what i see when i look at beauty flowing..moves like venus..across the atmosphere..leaving texture and colors of my being..a shade of spring..with floral arrangments..what access a season of reads and stories told..where the trees are the leaves of tomorrow..where vapors loses there dampness..when raindrops call for the dew to awaken morn..with a fresh new motto..the introduction to a yearly spiro..what keeps memories from long ago.. my distance between season's past...that says ..i'm your recreation..2 a world..a constellation..where the orbit meets it's earth revolving..time take her around.. she meets her nature..explores the ozone layers..contracts whats absent..disappears where i am none..a life displays..what was mom..a dove of shanarism..the name of my inner relations..what interpids the wind..naming me..it's spiritual connection..the face..i know and love..the soul of a human...named..Isis..Israelite..A WINDSWEPT VISION..OF UNIVERSAL LOVE..WHO I AM 2 U..a native sun..Earth..Shalom CREATE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CAN U FIND MY HEART IN HER RUINS.. SHE WEARS AS A FALLING LEAF IN LOVE WHILE HER AIR DISTRIBUTES..SURROUNDS THE HEART..CREATE..P E A C E

TODAY'S TESTIMONY/ TABLETS OF SCRIPTURE

how does one walk a mile..on his own..focus..modify what is sacred..build the body..as a place inside of your soul..that speaks eternal..where the heavens looks down ..shines with signs of deliverance..directs it's way to.. where righteous individuals kneel down and pray..open there mouths and say.. hail MARY...i come b4 thee..in thy presence..the spirit..asking that you will protect what guides me..lives through a noble authority..where my Lord shows me.. i am no door..knockin..but what's ask 2 turn the knob..open..looks inside ..see yourself..b4 i help..what steps to perform..future intentions...become the lesson learned from a mentor..a master of fate..determination..what i become.. where there is no death..no selfishness..no harm..no damnation to live like a plight..what wears my flesh..like a cult of Jim Jones..chills running down my back..where cyanide poisoning takes away thousands of human beings..where i read.. a man with life released as Parole's long journey ..to a better way to look at his freedom..living the future..decides not to report 2 his parolee..took the demands upon his destiny..use his own strategy to survival..instead he decides to kill 4 lives with wives and children at home..police of Oakland..as if they don't go through a range of fire..on a daily basics...jail was not the answer..release kept him parole material..didn't like still being California State property..a warrant was up for his arrest..now..he joins these victims he terminated..now he's dead as well...what was the purpose 2 die..right along with his victims..does one understand the word....coming outta jail for any reason..a criminal..a trial..that waits for the repeat performance ..returns a favor..to become a penal code..system..made it eazy..thats all he did..do u understands the reasons for living..the prayers your mom reads..whats said..so young..so senseless..makes no sense at all..he belonged to life ..not death..where parole opened the doors..I not knock..but i am you knob to open..turn my life around..inside myself approval..where doubt took me home..with God..being unassure of..the freedom..sad..what is this really about..is it about closure..or salvation...sealed..eliminated as..leaving early..from dust 2 dawn...the countdown to distruction...the hour of demise..another brotha...god be the glory..where we have no rights to kill..2 take a life..2 justify freedom..under your violation and my orders..to ready..aim..fire...damn..now look what happens..every damn time...a 5 year parolee..becomes his resting place..walks out..comes up with an idea.. get his own way..without permission..nobody told him ..he was free..totally..what the hell was he thinking..being black..in OAKLAND..running down the street..getting shot over becoming..a murderer that killed police..god bless the body..humans..life..laid to rest..where bullets wear no name..aim..directions to safety..truth tells the authority..we are a target..where millions of lives are on going..living just like this..this too shall pass..in the name of Jesus..have yourselves a blessed life..not a deathwish..u be terminated...or justified a hero..alive or dead..Create. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE MAN WITH A MALE TESTIMONY IN EVERY HOME..LIBRARY.. CHURCH AND SCHOOL THAT PREACHES THE GOSPEL..MY MAN.. T.D.JAKES HELPED ME WITH THESE WORDS OF WISDOM.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thanks so much..T.D..my church in DALLAS.. WHERE I MET HIM..POTTER'S HOUSE..WHERE I GAVE MY SOUL TO JESUS ON A VACATION IN TEXAS

HARLEM CAME OUT IN SUPPORT FOR A LEUKEMIA VICTIM TODAY..WOW

this weekend took a toil on me..had a lotta ideas about what should i be giving of myself as a fund raiser..so i had a friend from Georgia ..my sista..soulja of radio and blog..non other than Shaspeaks on da air @ blog.com...she had to do a funraiser today ..for such a beautiful lil girl from Harlem..whose will die ..if she don't get a bone Marrow transplant in two months...the weather was kinda overcast and cloudy...i was waiting for Sha to ring my chimes..so i woke with the best of intentions..got myself up and i was so ready to get going...well..it's not quite as simple as that ..when your in charge of seeing to your mom's health..making sure her bed is cleaned and dried ..due to her over excessive wet problem and stubborn eating habits..so i made sure everything was in order..got my call..was out the door...i started feeling for some reason ..so sick...i knew my stomach..had a good meal b4 i left the house..but for some reason..i kept feeling like i forgot something back at home..don't ya get that feeling u didn't finished what u was suppose to do...sure nuff..i realize..i left the food out on the stove...so i had my granddaughter to come downstairs and put it away..guess what!!!..it was gone...who ate it..non other than the both of my grand ....ok..i was pleased but..that was my meal when i got home this evening..LOLOLO..well we arrived in Harlem..where all the photographers was waiting for Connie..that's sha's real name..so i sat back and waited for this lil girl to arrive with her mother...as the crowd started coming around the gate..where she would b arriving..i just had to check out some of those badges on Malcolm and martin luther k..they have so many black artifacts that takes me back to the 70s..i love Harlem ..what it has to offer our people..by the time i got my badges..the lil girl had arrived..she was adorable and i fell in love with her gorgeous smile and vital signs ..which were so abrupt and on point..but what was looking so strong..healthy and rejuvenated..lack what was her lifesupport.. knowing all the time..the days and night were upon her existence..and i felt so nervous...scared for her..she is 11 years old..so after the photo shots with Sha.. we all walked around with the mother ..while sha was interviewing her mother.. she came over to me and smiled ..said ..what is your name and i just stared..got tongue-tide..said..sheila and she replied hello ms sheila..how are you..and at that moment..a chill went right down my back..smiled and turned my face..couldn't stand it..not being able to help her..other than the test..for a bone marrow.. when the interview with sha was over..she asked if i wanted to give..and i replied..GIVE..as in bone marrow sample..my heart started pumping ..my head was like not understanding her Question ..but understood..that was a tough thing to respond to..but i did..i turned and sorry..it's a personal thing with me..but i couldn't do it and now ya know..i was a coward..for a whole day..feeling so neglected ..uneazy..ashamed..but why?..would you have done this??..ask yourself this Q; as a result to this story...the mother find out i was into poetry..well.. the next test was even more difficult than the bone marrow sample..she wanted me to write a poem for her daughter..while Sha..was like...what are ya gonna say Sheila??..i said ..of course i will...and well..the rest is jam and jelly on crackers..i spread the flava..carried it home with me and well..i got it offline in my documents..ready to present to Emily's mother..she is the leukemia poster child..i don't know how i let Sha get me into such a Darius position but..i'm the melody..harmony and song of this precious lil princess..where love called and icame to the rescue after all...just wanted to say..i had a job to do for a life..worth living..thank u Jesus.. i be blessed in the spirit and be thankful in the process..peace to u all..save a life once more..how refreshing is this..thanks Sha for your photoshot today..and harlem reacts on the behalf of so many people ..who gave back and left a smile on emily faceand her mother.. god bless..peace..the photo shots were sowly the property of blog enterprise and united broadcasting company..i have to get the photos by permission from SHASPEAKS herself to advertise..sorry folks..have to wait..Create