Tuesday, August 4, 2009
GHOSTFACE/ MY ACE..OLD WU TANG LOVER
Staten Island ..what cha gotta say..this was an
enchanter the flamboyant lover..the straight up brotha that captivate my corner..there he was..a smile behind sheets and bees of shallon..the sword
without the face covered..but please don't get me wrong..underneath was a copy
of my distance lover..a soldier..with madcap evil eyes with no smile..a bad
observor.with the swiftness..2 protect my assess..what a great entertainer he is..with feather leather jackets and threads with the name TONY STARKS..Not 2b mistaken as..Ironman(Robert Downey Junior) although he gotta hold of my heart
and shaped it in2 wu-heaven..not because of his style of fashion..not because he
was one of the Wu-Tang gang..but because he favors the love of my lifetime..My friend and ex husband while in a facility at LIVINGSTON CORRECTIONAL ..UPSTATE NY..for 11 years..I was the woman in waiting..the care package deal..the whole shabang..sistah Ellis..wondering how I did this ..well to say the least ..I was
his lady for that long..I witness all elements of time..living in facilities..
working for their com, the neccessities of making it become forever..getting those cigarettes..eating..buying toiletries for his body parts..so one day I go visit sweetheart..smiling..grinning like a chesaire cat..when I arrived,there was a fight going on..the inmates was going after a guy with contrabend on a visit..suddenly
the gates was closed..the visIt was cancelled..due to one person..who squealed..
but nobody knew who he was..until the gates were open,we commence to proceed outta the prison to leave,when all of a sudden...I heard somebody yell..Wu-tang,open up..the visit was back on..just when the i walked out to go board the bus..I heard another yell,Wu-TANG..I turned around and what did my eyes see,,but none other than,Tony Starks himself on a visit for u guest it.. RUSSELL JOHNSON..bka..Ol' dirty bastard himself..he was in Jail with my man..go figure..I quickly turn around and ran back to meet him and when I looked at his face,I couldn't believe the resemblence to my Boo..DAMN ..That was astounding..they look just like twins..just goes to show ya,,there a face..a ghostface,Iremember when my man use to call from the facility..putting Tony on the phone..saying..say hi..baby..I GOT HOOKED ON his silliness..the memories are well lived..R.I.P..OL'DIRTY..WE MISSYA BROOKLYN..PEACE..LOVE YA my ex seed..it was fun..and I missya..C..Create..Sheila
Friday, July 31, 2009
twisted
I'm writing this letter to whomsoever reads..i am addressing what comes
as a surprise to people that reads my poetry..in the past weeks, it has been
very delicate..but hurtful messages on a website referring to what i write..
as a whole..there's a certain someone whom will remain anonymous..coming to my site..trying their best to get..as I indicated..words very cruel..indignant
and just plain ignorant..calling themselves what i should have as a man..that
finds me..Quote; slangish and ebonic..and ask me ..WHY?..well..just to set the record straight..i am not indicating friendships or past relationships with
online patron ism..this is a threat to my character.. judgements..concerning the
way i do poetry..he lives in the Bronx..NY..I don't know why this person persist
to make me look like a hypocrite..but if anyone is taking what i am saying to heart. thinking i am referring to them..I APOLOGIZE..i am a hard worker..a mother with family..where my reputation is being exploded a militant firearm..tackling some issues having to do with the street mantality and what it condones.. how another sees me as a anti-socialite..with no means at all..a real woman with love for them..I AM NOT..WHAT U WANT..a bunch of real crazed individuals are carrying a grudge..but at the same time..asking me why..I don't want them for a date..sick...it's been an on going cycle..back and forth..reported to his website but for the most part..making me feel..terribly nervous..to all that want a life..who really takes there trade of thought serious..when it comes to being something in their life,i have one to give..I do love..i do care..and i do want..
so much to be alone..no man or play friends to have a night of passion on behave sexual..I am a seriously considering a future with writing, a skill which has me
up all night and early in the mornings, collecting photos, meeting people who
takes what I do serious and a life worth the time and efforts I become as a human being..waiting for that day when God ,whispers as he does..let not your heart b troubled..but gain all access of time put in 2 profit..without any QUESTIONS OF DOUBT AS WOMAN..NO MATTER WHO IT IS..the game of chance will somehow fall beneath the test o time wasted..tried and claim it..mines to share with others..but...NOT..
I REPEAT..NOT at the expense of rearingan end 2 my character..eazy come and go home empty in my mind..what was given..a cause that still prays for a miracle waiting to happen...PEACE...CREATE..NO MORE..Let it go..let me b alone..like I was told from the beginning of poetry..
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
CRAFT..AN IMAGE OF PROUDNESS
I worked my hands to the bone..til caliouses became the in effect..sore..
but i ache at the touch of measuring up..the hard labor,talent..gifted,
where i am the bloodline to repeat my profession balanced..a force within me what
greets growth with arms and legs to build my andolesence from crawling before
i walk,become solid as a rock..like the ground holding us as the cement we stand on..the level of content..I made amends to never become..undone..until pens in
hands becomes the Craft..soliciting..hoping to strive..not worry or acknowledge disbelief..just one enlightment of eyes..wide open,the gift taught..the
brillance written..the cause of me..becoming Craft..and compliy showmanship ..strong..well porportioned..the center stage of performance ..ancestry..no one ever imagined I conquered as a king of my castle..police tried to deny why my entry became your desrespect concerning
my domain and verbal translations..unexplained..reared Craft's ugly head 2
believein protect & serve,my innocence the tribute 2recorgnize..hard work of
a leader..my demo displays truth..the author,his story line..character..the
act 2discriminate worthy calibur..my entry..my skills..my ownership the preview..
what held inside..power u can't handle..wearing a part 2 portray..a gripping saga..what grabs at my demeanor..controls movement..2 defy roots I planted,the
soil I fermented..the ground I uplifted and the critical madness of prodigy gifted..my theory..My trade of interest..the expression of toil and trouble
mystery and mayhem...satire and drama..comedy or conclusions debates the genes
of many who wins the prize for discovering interest 2 recognize family..what
Craft exaggarates over a period of Thursday's News..making it look good enough
2 say I do believe..the generics are certified..accurate..where lights,camera.. action,..spoke out..left no corners cut..thats a wrap..artisty was intended to
become the read..the writer announced..the new testimony of life..introduced..The relative...a Black experience discovered...where u are not required to attend..
the comment..C U L T U R E..With C R A F T proven me rude arbitraitor..
a man and his dreams..HARVARD'S SCHOLAR...Professionally skilled...the color no
man or woman of this life time will ever neglect..a product of liberal Descent..
a kingdom for it's throne..an art form..MY IDOL..philosopher..MR HENRY GATES JR..
I honor the presence of your dominion..Ms CREATE..AKA..SHEILA
(C)HARISMA(R)ECIEVETHE(A)CHIEVEMENTS(F)ORWARDASCHOLAR(T)ALENTS IN U..
Saturday, July 25, 2009
24kt .DOWNSLOPE OF DEPRESSION
Though the hours come near to face beauty i wear..as a subtle
expression of bitterness..my dear..I become your persuasive love
rituals..I crave for days that carries me over words that say..
acting..I'm a fool..where mortal madness tries to blend in with my
sober sense 2level a drink..what grabs me from behind..liquor sense..
what lifts my spirits before I make an attempt to beat what becomes
a habit transcending..continues to talk flowers with apologies..
forgivin, all through late nights with years of forgetting..but wants
not..years past only to return happy endings..so I walk away from
future hold..on 2 rings..the proposal.. many I've gain to become..as..
once more..the bouquet..married young, with old taking a dive in 2 my
ocean of passion..speaking the flood of lonesome tears..a dove..angel
of mercy..waiting for a meeting 2decide whether I went wrong..while on
my way to..not ever being a woman of Mr right 4 his wifey or shall I
say.."common law"..just a carrier..a pigeon, sending messages of I do..
where I say..I love.. no one..but..who left me broken hearted and
wonders..the imaginary thought..reneges setting me up to let me down eazy..
i don't give n take being advantage..won't be his damn excuse me for...
a bitter cry..up front and personal..I'm tired of the response...U KNOW
Create..u NEEDS love..no doubt in hermind..so what else is new...Does one
care..toss salad..stay outta da mix..messing with my taste..HONEY..calls
me..skin..lovely..by which i am in 2 your love and not what you can persuade
me to give you..sooooooo...BLOW OFF..am i being 2 direct and Informal...
SORRY..IT IS WHAT IT IS..Sheila Jordan..Create
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