THIS IS for YOU...L I F E/ a choice

~A POEM~

YOU..

read me, non Violent..a plastic tube

manufactured..hospitals, pharmaceutical

plants..the opportunity to get close..make

me ur friend..curiosity becomes..hooked a

crook gambles w/ inner self penalties..where

flesh wounds me, shots fired..I become falling

on hard times, a victim, the ambulance

arrives on critical, silence, I hear a voice..say..

The Truth & the light, days are numbered..life

is me..ur recovery, get on ur knees,Quick..

while pain urges habits still n need,I 'm

diagnosed..Aids affiliate,HIV..belly eats what's

burning inside, becomes a lifetime of Broken

dreams on a Christmas night, thoughts of

suicide ur a million Dollar habit, stressed n

I.O.U's..hustled the dealer..ur a needle in the

Hay,stacking, pushin Blow, main lining,

hard balling, his profit, doin ur thang..JOHN DOE.

does this ring a bell, other than a need 4

speed, becomes a body in the morgue..

a chronic feed w/Jeans sagging off his rear,

mixed Outlook..confused..I should have listened to

that Meek Voice that spoke..lost n

space bwt heaven & hell,2Dozes of prevention..

the Cure was Me..JESUS spoke..I answered..

Pleaseee..Lord.HAVE mercy On Me.

stop playin w/ God's

C R E A T I O N

Create..Sheila T Jordan

Sheila Create T Jordan/ A Poem

I respond to

Get a Life...on facebook..

a brotha I shown yall on you tube..my Blog from around the way was quoting..as an ex

addict seller..jail house rocker..Stone habit forming ex-con..reformed..released and

recovered..amen..YVE..get ur christmas on ..it's all about ..new days 2 Improved...OUT of Being..BLACK..

Reality is the key to being

bac 2 life ..b about it..Period...by..

Sheila T Jordan..CREATE

Feelin me in 2011...Greetings coming..outta..no death..or gun battles.. ...what eva begins a motion to raise ur fist.or take ur frustrations on some1 u can't deal w/ ..get high w/ or u just don't understand ..by not being understood through anyone..kicking down doors and breaking hearts.. lost ur love one..or deprssed due to unemployment..bills..cases pending in ur defense..lingering..want it over w.. that Includes..probation..parole violation.. years n cellblocks..unexpected news..ur a father..again..not amarried man or out of Jail..what gives..the Mortgage is due.. life insures ur securities,car..home..school. for ur family..all withdrawn,,due to ur addictive past habits...all n all..2011.. Gets another Life New, with JESUS,, stand Up..and say....whatever do ya want..me whatever do ya need it..me..it's closer than you think..L O V E>>WAKE UP..Like..my man.. Lawrence Fishburn spoke out on campus ... everyone..w a k e u p ."

GOD IS>>LOOK UP..L O V E..Amen

~S A L V A T I O N~

Thank You..

SAMARITAN VILLAGE

PHOENIX HOUSE

OUTREACH

AURORA CONCEPT

CASAP

and all the other Drug and rehab centers

out in the USA..helping

a cause 2 b FREE once more..

from being in flight &

Out of control..Senseless..

starting over..

amen

Read Note -PTI..another one ..my Christmas in review

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com:

weii..well..well.. Deck them there halls..look what Santa sent .. my bp notes..ho ho ho!!! "Subject: WOW wow what a sweet look you have.I would be quiet keen and interested in you as long as you are serious and being honest. I have read your profile and have shown interest..am online now. Till then stay bless."

Read Note - Part III//he's trying...wow

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com:

He's back yall..

Today

"I am very relationship oriented and I believe life is too short to waste. When I am in a relationship I am committed, honest, and loyal. I think that falling in love is always a good thing, even if it doesn't work out. There is always something to learn from being with someone, and happy times and memories should be cherished. Friendship comes first for me. That is not to say I never get hurt because I do. I have been burnt so bad. My last relationship ended on a very sad note for me but I do not believe in regrets. I tell you this because I cannot predict the future. For some people a relationship has to be all or nothing...I don't feel that way. ~~!PartII~~ But I never in the past nor do I intend to intentionally hurt someone by cheating, mistreating, or abusing them. Ok, for my questions to you. What are some of your goals, hopes and dreams?Are you really single? How long have you been single? Do you have any brothers or sisters? Do you have any kids? If yes, How many? cos i love kids and i like to play and be with them so i don't mind if you have many cos i will be more then okay with them.What do you do for a living?How old are you really?Do you want more Kids? If there is something you want to say but you think you might be rambling or it is not important, it is ok, to me it is important. Well...I see I wrote a novel here, I am looking forward to getting to know you better. I guess I will go for now hope to hear from you soon. COLLINS"

HAPPY HOLIDAYS 2 U AND YOUR FAM

HAPPY HOLIDAYS 2 U AND YOUR FAM: "

Here's a lil something

I left on Shang's Page at FB..Now I am sharing it w/ ya Blogger..this

is how I feel about my friends at Christmas..to all the Artist

and Entertainers..:0..HO-HO-HO..Merry..HAPPY.. from...

C R E A T E

showmanship; hopes

for the smell. what lingers in sweat, heat of love.. the times we spend.. as friendship.. the Joy u bring among ur fb cliks, what claps..breaks down in laughter..stays on point..through every line.. Bounty hunter, strong wonder in jeans & sweat tops, baseball chaps..not tryna2 yell at ya.. or grab a hold of ur thundar.. Brotha Shang..Just wanna say.. I am the continuation.. among the many..2 appear..that neva stops Keep on pushing..My laughter.. smiling..Ur Partner.,neighbor.. Nyc poetry Lyric..Create..Sheila HaPpY hOlIdAyS 2 you..Muah!!!!"

The Jimi Hendrix Experience

I had the

opportunity to see

The Jimi Hendrix Experience when

I was only 15 years old

at The Monkees Concert

in1967..at Forest Hills Tennis Stadium

w/ my ace girlfriend at the time..Barbara..

an old neighbor of mine

we grew up together..now..Facebook got

Paraphernalia on the Monkees..

where I write about this..

I got..2143 responses..from fans ..still

but when they heard about me actually seeing..

Jimi hendrix..

They all started asking me Questions

I felt like a celebrity myself..this legend

was very well loved..despite

how they reacted to his performance..

booed him off the stage

he was breaking up guitars on the large amps

back in those days...they thought

he was a animal..Crazyyy..but the stage

lit up with smoke and sparks..like fireworks

the most exciting thang I have ever

experienced in my Life..wild..but

Wonderful...Love it..

Just to know..a Black man was a Rock

sensation..that caught the World by storm

WE miss you...J I M I..

R.I.P...thanks for listening..

Create..Sheila T Jordan..

PEACE

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace ..

Jimi Hendrix"

Sheila Create T Jordan

Sheila Says;

"Sometimes the lights of the world, gifts we bring shines among all this Holiday season.. showing Love is the most important thing will learn & trust..through hugs&kisses..a great big SMILE.. through all..Angels look upon us..the Joy it brings.. where Christmas Is God..be forever Humble..children are the gifts, Birth of Jesus we celebrate.happy Holiday,God Bless u..Peace good will Everyone..Create