When Least Expected™

When Least Expected™

WHISTLING TIDES

I'M ON DA SEAS 2PARIDISE...WHERE MY BODY MOVES FROM LEFT 2RIGHT..WHERE THE SUN SMILES..AS MY DAY REACHES A CLIMAX...WHERE THE SEAGULLS FLY..GUIDES ME 2 AN ISLAND..WHERE I AM SO IN 2 PEACE..I SWIM 2 SAFETY..THE SAND WEARS MY FOOTPRINTS..LEADS ME TO A FOLDING CHAIR...MADE OF WOOD...I'M HOME...THE TREES BECOMES SHADE...WHERE I LAY...THINKING ABOUT...WHAT PLAYS ON BEING SINGLE...AS I AGE A PLACE QUIET SHOWS NO MEDICINE...BUT COCKTAILS FOR 2..IMAGINE YOU..AS MY RECOVERY WHERE NO LOVE HEARS ME..BUT A MEMORY...GET RELIEF..WHERE PAIN STAYED RIGHT WHERE I LIVED. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN MY EMPITNESS...WHAT KEEPS ME WIPNG MY CHEEK..MY HEAD HOLDS IT'S TANTRUMS...I'M ANGRY...MAD AT MYSELF...SOMETIMES I WILL ACT ON THAT MEEK VOICE OF AN ANGEL..THAT COMES TO SAVE REPEATED LOVECALLS..WITH NO ANSWER..JUST A QUIET PLACE...NO ONE TO HOLD..BUT..A WHISTLING TIDE..WHAT CARRIES ME BAC TO PAIN..THE LONELY WOMAN OF HEARTACHE..A PLACE THAT KNOWS NO TIME...SPACE OR TROPICAL BEACHES WITH LOVE..SANDCASTLES..WHILE THE RAIN FALLS FROM HEAVEN...BREAKS MY HEART FROM SIGNALING ME OUT...WHERE SUN SHOWS NO SIGNS OF TOMORROW....LIVING TODAY..CREATE

ANDOLESENCE

EXCUSE ME FOR INVITING MYSELF IN2 ADULTHOOD...WHILE ADOLESENCE STILL LIVES...SO WHEN DO WE THINK WE WILL BE A GROWN MAN...I FORGOT THE YEARS LEFT...YOUR NOT QUITE RIPE AS OF YET..YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU AGE...THE TIME YOU WAS BORN OR THE DAY...I MUST UNDERSTAND THE LIFE YOU BRINGS..LEAVES IT'S INDIVDUALS MUCH YEARS PAST...SO SOBER SENSE...WITH NARCOTICS...A GLASS OF GIN...WITH JEANS SAGGIN...EBONICS PLAGUING...TONGUE TALKING LOVE..GIVING BAC..WHAT YOU KNOW NOT...THIS IS A CRUCIAL LIFE OF DEPENDENCY...LEFT ON DA MIND..WITHOUT...PARENTAL GUIDANCE...FLOATING FROM ONE VITAL MISHAP 2 ANOTHER...I AM NO PSYCHOLOGIST OR METHOD TO SOLVE...JUST A GOOD WOMAN..THAT FOUND A CIRCLE..WITH A CENTERPIECE MISSING COMFORT..INCREASE DA PEACE OF LEVELS...WHERE THERE IS LOVE...I SEE MY OWN UPBRINGING...AS THE SWEET SMELL OF DISCIPLINE..UNSUPERVISED...THE DOOR 2 TEMPTATION WALKS...GO 4 WHAT YA KNOW...WITHOUT ANY MEANS "NECESSARY"..THE CHOICE OF DOINGWHAT MUST BE DONE...BUT NOT AT THE PRICE OF LOOSING SIGHT OF ONESELF...YOU AND I ARE HUMAN...FEEL THE EFFECTS..I'M NOT PERFECT FELL SHORT OF WHAT DESTINCT TO RECONSTRUCT A BROKEN HEART..WITH NO SIGNALS..THIS IS WHAT LIFE HAS TO OFFER...CHRONICLES OF DA HEART...THAT WAS ONCE...BIRTH BEING INTRODUCED...STEPS IN DA RIGHT DIRECTION...WHAT IS..A LETTER...DOCUMENTS...STORIES.. BIOGRAPHIES...FAMILY HARMONY...THE BEAUTY OF RECREATION...WHERE SELF BECOMES A MAN.. WHAT WAS LEFT BEHIND...SORRY MY LOVE...CREATE

POPPY 'S SEED AFFLICTION

HELLO..MY NAME IS POPPY...I GET DOWN AND DIRTY..I RIDE THE GAMES OF WOMAN..I LICK THE TOES OF MANY..I KICK IT...WITH THE QUICKNESS..I PLAY EVERY FIELD..SCORE WHERE I'M ABLE..I LET THEM KNOW BY LINES..LIKE.."LET'S GET IT ON BABY"..WHEN NIGHT CALLS FOR BOOTY..UNTIL...WHAT RUNS AND LEAVES...DRIPS OF POISON...GETS IRRITATED...START INCHING...NOT FROM SEXUAL HEALING...NEEDS A DOCTOR'S ATTENTION...SO I GO...ONLY 2 HEAR THE BAD NEWS...YOU GOT A SEXUAL TRANSMITTED DISEASE...MY EARS ARE BURNING..THAT'S NOT DA ONLY THING..MY DICK IS HURTING...FEELS LIKE IT'S GONNA FALL OFF...AS THE QUESTIONS ARE ASK??...HOW MANY WOMAN HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH..MY MIND GET WEARY...MY SPEECH IS SILENT...NO WORDS TO PROTECT GUILT..THE FACES ARE THERE..IN FRONT OF ME...I CAN'T GET THE NERVE TO REVEAL THREE..MY STOMACH GETS BUTTERFLIES...MY HEART IS RACING..HELP ME PLEASE!!!..BUT IN THE MIDST OF IT ALL.. YOUR LIFE AS THIS PLAYA...ROTS LIKE HELL...OTHER PEOPLE'S LIFE IN ON DA LINE..WHAT WAS STARTED...THREE..YOU DON'T MENTION...GOES UNSAID..DIES WITHOUT TREATMENT..PRIDE KEEPS YOU NEGATIVE...INJECTS PENICILLIN...PROTECTS YOUR ASS...WHAT ABOUT THE FEMALES U SLEPTED WITH...THIS IS AN ACT OF MURDER FOR HIRE...WHERE A DICK PLAYS HIMSELF...SEED WILL EITHER BRING CHILDREN WITH BIRTH EFFECTS OR A CONSCIENCE..WITH NO HEART...LIFE IS A GAME OF CHANCE...YOU FIND A GOOD THANG...SHE KNOWS NOT WHAT 2 EXPECT...THE OUTCRIES OF LOVE IS LEFT INFECTED...WHILE CLEANINESS GAVE YOU ANOTHER CHANCE..RUNS UP IN2 ANOTHER...SURPRISE...DIRT FOLLOWS YOU TWICE...ONLY THIS TIME..YOUR NOT LOOKING AT HER LIKE THAT...LOVE CAME..LOVE SAW...LOVE FELT DA EFFECTS GOODBYE..ONE LOVE...PERMANENTLY DEAD...AS YOUR LIFE GOES IN FLIGHT..WITH LOVE IN MIND HEAVEN GATES GREETS A SURPRISE...HELLO..REMEMBER US..HIS EYES OPENED WIDE...SAID.I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE U THREE AGAIN...SAY GOODBYE 2 LOVE..SHE NO LONGER BELONGS WITH U...WHAT U MEAN?..HE ASK..GOD SAID...OPEN THE GATE FOR HER..YOUR NOT ALLOWED IN..THE SINS HAVE BEEN PLANTED...YOUR THE PRICE 2 PAY FOR PUNISHMENT..CONFESS...CREATE

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FIRST IMPRESSION / A DIARY

BRAIN ANATOMY... THE CONCEPT 2BLACK...STRONG...WHAT BUILDS COMPOSURE... BACKBONE..NO DRAMA...THE KISS OF LONG NIGHTS AND HEART BREAK IS OVER. COMFORT NEEDS 2 TAKE PLEASURE IN2 YOU...BUT..GET TO KNOW CLOSURE... SWEET...TASTEFUL...LUNCH AT NOON...WHEN DELIRIOUS SPEECH...TRANQUILS LOVE IN HEAT...ESSENCE DA MOMENT OF BODY TYPE...DA CHEMICAL BALANCE... VITAMIN D..THE EFFECT..WITH C..THE DRINK..OMOLLIENT..DA PAIN IS OVER. I THINK...HE GIVES U HIM..DA BRAIN POET...LOVES...DESIRES...EQUAL SEVERAL YEARS LOST...FINDS U IN TIME...WHEN HE..GOES MISSIN...U GET RESCUED... REVEALS HIMSELF...PROCEEDS 2 MOTION...MOVES ME..SERVES ME..FREES ME..BEING LOCKED...CHAINED...SEALED...DELIVERED..WHERE AMBER WAYS OF SEASONS CHANGE.. WRAPS A POEM LEFT UNDONE...BLAIMS WHAT LIES...USED 4 DA TAKING...NO MORE 2 BE SAID...WHILE BECOMING SOUL...HE TRIED 2 MATE...I BREAK AWAY FROM ALIBIS.. WHAT DECAYED MY HEART...DA RUSH SUBSIDES...I COME BAC...AS MYSELF...WHERE HIS CHOKEHOLD LEFT ME...UNDRESSED ME...DISMEMBERED MY THOUGHTS..OF WHICH I HAVE NO WORDS..SILENCE...SECRET ADMIRER..ONE..YOU TRY 2FORGET. CREATE/2008/MARCH

ANGEL MARTINEZ

THIS IS A VERY SAD STORY...WANNA SHARE IT WITH MY AUDIENCE.. TODAY...I'M FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO BE ADDED AS A WRITER FOR ANGEL MARTINEZ...A FATHER OF 3...WAS MARRIED...HAD A HARD LIFE OF DRUGS...HE WAS LIKE FAMILY...HIS WIFE WAS MY OLDEST DAUGHTER'S SISTAH IN LAW..ANGEL WAS TASHA'S WIFE FOR 15 YEARS...WHERE SHE STAYED BY HIS SIDE...HELPED HIM GET PASS HIS ADDICTION...IN 1998... THEY FINALLY WENT THERE SEPARATE WAYS...SHE'S NOW WITH ANOTHER GENTLEMEN..HAS 2 MORE CHILDREN..ANGEL ON THE OTHER HAND.. MET ANOTHER LADY..LIVED TOGETHER...HAD ANOTHER SON..WHERE ONCE AGAIN.. THE STRUGGLE OF HIS DRUG USE..ESCALATED...GOT WORST...HE WAS PICKED UP FOR DRUG POSSESION...WHERE HE LANDED IN JAIL FOR 4-6 YEARS...CAME OUT CLEAN FOR ANYONE WHO BEEN THROUGH THIS..KNOWS PAROLE IS THE NEXT STEP 2 BEING FREE...SO..HE WAS MANDATED 2 A PROGRAM..UP IN HARLEM.. CALLED SCARED STRAIGHT..IT'S SPONSORED FROM BLACK AND LATINO CELEBRITIES HIP-HOP ARTIST...HE STAYED IN FOR A YEAR...LEFT..WHERE HE GOT PICKED UP AGAIN FOR VIOLATION OF HIS PAROLE...SPEND 6 MONTH IN JAIL...GOT OUT..RETURNED TO THIS SAME PROGRAM...HE STARTED DOING BETTER...GOT A JOB WORKING FOR THE PARKS DEPARTMENT ..HERE IN NYC..WHERE HE HAD ONE MORE MONTH TO FINISH...WELL..ON MONDAY...I DID HIS EULOGY...OVER THE WEEKEND..YOUR ALLOWED TO COME OUTSIDE..VISIT FAMILY MEMBERS FOR DA DAY....THEY FOUND HIS BODY IN A BURGER KING BATHROOM ..ON SEATED HUNCHED OVER..MAINLINED..THE "NEEDLE" STILL LEFT IN HIS ARM...WHEN I GOT DA NEWS...I WAS KINDA PUZZLED...COZ I HAVEN'T SEEN HIM IN YEARS TASHA'S BEEN WITH JOHN..SO I FORGOT ABOUT THIS MAN...WHEN THEY CALLED MY DAUGHTER..SHE CALLED ME..ASK ME WOULD YOU SAY SOMETHING FOR THE FAMILY AS SUPPORT OF THE FAMILY..I SAID ..OF COURSE I WILL..AND WITH THAT IN MIND.. I SAT DOWN WITH PEN IN HAND..STARTED WRITING A EULOGY...THIS IS WHAT I SAID... "ANGEL" OF MERCY"..GOES HOME A BIRD IN DA HAND..WAITS IN FLIGHT..AS THE BURDEN OF SIN.. KNOWS NO PLACE OR TIME...WHEN THE HOUR STRIKES...THE BELL TOILS THE BODY SURRENDERS..THE SPIRIT GOES HOME 2 HEAVEN... WHERE MY SOUL WAITS...GIVE ACCOUNTS FOR DISMISSAL...WHERE GOD B DA JUDGE...ANSWERS 2.. A LIFE WORN...TIRED..CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER...THE CRIES..THE PAIN..THE ACHES..THE SUFFERING... GOODBYE LIFE..MY WIFE...MY CHILDREN...I HAVEN'T CHANGED..WHEN I TRIED..I FAILED..I'M OUTTA THIS WORLD NOW...FORGIVE MY MISTAKES.. I LOVE YOU..LET ME REST...DON'T GRIEVE..DON'T CRY...BE HAPPY...I'M WITH GOD..THE OTHER SIDE..WHAT WAS LOST ON EARTH...THE PATH WAS CALLING ME...I FOLLOWED 2 HEAVEN'S GATE...I'LL BE ALRIGHT NOW.. LIVE ON..TELL MY SONS...I'M SORRY..I LOVE U...THE DOVES ARE IN FLIGHT...I'M IN GOOD HANDS...GOTTA GO NOW..PEACE...BY..CREATE.. MS S JORDAN....HE WILL BE MISSED... *THOUGHT I MENTION* REST IN PEACE ANGEL.... 1969-2008