BALISTICS

LET ME BREAK IT DOWN 2 YA... (CLASS)..BY WHICH YOU SHOW YO'SELF EQUAL...(MIND)..2 CONSTRUCT..(BUILD).. MAKE SOMETHING OUT YO'SELF...(IMAGE)...LOOKIN OUTSIDE OF...(TITLE)..WHAT LAYS OUT FOUNDATION..(PRODUCTIVITY)..GAIN SUBJECTS APPROVAL...(GOALS)... THE KEYS TO SUCCESSFUL OUTCOME...(JOY)...WHAT SMILES AND GAINS LOVE FROM YOUR PEERS..(KNOWLEDGE)..WHAT GOD GIVES U 2 THINK...PRIDE...THE RED..THE BLACK AND THE GREEN..(NEGRO)..WHAT WEARS THE TITLE..BUT SPELLS BLACK IN LATINO..WHAT'S DEFIES..WHO AM I 4 REAL...(GRACE)..2THANK..GIFTS OF LIFE GIVEN...(HOPE)..DA DREAM OF MALCOLM...(DEVOTION)..A TENDER SOUL WITH HEART IN MIND...(AFFECTION)..TAKING IT 2 A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL...(UNITED)..MY KINGDOM FOR A VILLAGE.. (RESTORATION)..RECONSTRUCT..ONCE WAS..BUILD..GIVE BAC..(WORSHIP)..A PLACE TO CONGREGATE...TEMPLE..MOS..CHURCH..SYNAGOGUES..WHAT BOWS DOWN BE4 COUNSEL..(PRAYER)...THE EVOLUTION..(MIRACLES)..THE TURNING POINT OF DECISION..(LIFE)...WHAT HOLDS US ACCOUNTABLE...OUR LABOR..THE INDUSTRY...EARNINGS..POWER2 NURISH.. DEVELOPEMENT...(ACHIEVERS)...DA DOCUMENTS WORN..THE SWEATS OF PALMS..WHAT PAVES DA WAY 2 SCORE..HIGH..A SELFHELP MODERATOR...(KING)..MY BODY..WHO REIGNS MY EXISTENCE..AUTHORITY THEREOF..APPLIES...THE SENSE OF (WISDOM)..AN OPEN DOOR 2 A SIDE WHERE THERES NO RESISTANCE...I CLIMB WITH MY SKILLZ..I FLY ...LIKE ABIRD IN FLIGHT...I SOAR..LIKE A EAGLE..2 GUIDE..DIRECTION...WHAT LEFT ME BEHIND THOSE DOORS..WALLS..BATHROOMS..RESTAURANTS...HOTELS...MOVIE HOUSES..A SEAT ON DA BUS..BECOME A SEGREGATE TO B TAUGHT EQUALLY.. MY TIME IS NOW...AND NOW I AM...MY MOTHER'S CHILD...WHAT BRETHENS..WHERE I'M CAPABLE..2 BE BLESS...WITH SCARS I'VE HANDLED..WITH WARS I'VE BATTLED... WITH OBSTACLES THAT LEFT ME DRUG RELATED...ALCOHOL DEPENDENT...LIFELESS..IN LIMBO...SICK FROM CHARACTER WITNESSES..CALLIN ME..NO APPROVAL...WHATS OBSOLETE FOR SOCIETIES WORKFORCE...WHEN U TELL THE WORLD IN A WRITTEN DOCUMENT..WHAT U HAVE BECOME ..THROUGH DA FIRE AND OUTTA DA STORM..U MUST MEAN WHAT YOU SAY AND ACT ON IT..WITHOUT HESITATION..WITHER JOY COMES IN DA MORNIN DUE TO WHAT'S BEEN MISSING IN DA LIFE OF DAYS..THE NOW IS TODAY...TAKE CARE OF YOUR TOMORROWS... THE QUALTIES AND CONTENT OF A WOMAN'S TOUCH...WILL HOLD U AS THEIR PROMISE..BUT IF THE FIBER WITHIN YOUR CHOICE..RENDER YOU TOO MUCH FLAVA IN STYLE OF WANT..LUSTIN..U WILL BE MISUNDERSTOOD AS A DOGG ..WHOF!!..PEACE...THINK BROTHAS WHICH ONE COMES FIRST ..DA PEDDLE 2 DA MEDAL..OR DA FLAME BURNIN OUT WITHOUT A SCHOLARSHIP OF CASH DOLLARS..YO'CAREER MINDED AFTERMATHS..WHAT'S FIRST SHALL BE BEST SAVED..LAST..(HER)..WOMAN...WIFE..BETTER HALF..WHAT'S LAST INTENTIONS..YOUR GOALS..U MUST STICK BY YO'GOALS..SOULJAHS... ~~~JUST THOUGHT I MENTION~~~~ PEACE..CREATE..."A SISTAH WITH PLANS IN MIND"

ANOTHER ICON /ISSAC HAYES HAS DIED

JUST WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES TO REST FROM THE SUDDEN DEATH OF BERNIE MAC..YESTERDAY..NEWS HAS COME..ANOTHER HAS PASSED...ISSAC HAYES .. WITH HIS BARTONE VOICE AND HIS HOT BUTTER SOUL AWARD WINNING ALBUMS HAS SHOCKED THE AIRWAVES...KNOWN FOR HIS SCORE..SHAFT AND SHAFT BIG SCORE THE 65 YEARS OLD..HE BECAME A HOUSEHOLD NAME..THROUGH HIS ACTING ABILITIES AS WELL AS HIM BEING A DJ HERE IN NYC FOR 98.7 KISSFM RADIO...HE WAS KNOWN FOR HIS ROLE IN GIRLSFRIENDS..WHERE HE PLAYED ONE OF THE STARS ON THE SHOWS FATHER...WITHJENNIFER LEWIS AS HER MOTHER..WHICH WAS HIS LAST PERFORMANCE ON A SERIES...THE WORLD HAS LOST ONE THE BIGGEST ICON AS THE LATE JAMES BROWN..AND ANOTHER BARITONE..WHICH LEFT US EARLY..BARRY WHITE... MY LORD..WERE LOSING ALL OF OUR SINGER OF SOUL..I DREAD TO THINK AS THE DAYS AND NIGHT ROLES AROUND...WHAT WOULD HAPPEN NEXT...ALL OF THEM HAD REASONS FOR LIVING...THE YEARS WERE SO GOOD TO THEM..WITH ALL THAT WAS ACCOMPLISHED..DYING ALONE..BEING FOUND IS NOT A GOOD THING TO HAPPEN...HE WAS FOUND ON A TREADMILL..LYING DOWN WHERE THEY FOUND HIM..SO SAD I GOT TO SEE HIM DO THE HOT BUTTER SOUL REVIEW AT MADISON SQUARE GARDEN IN 1974..HE WAS THE BEST ENTERTAINER SINCE JAMES BROWN ON STAGE...THE CLOTHES...THE SMOKE FILLED STAGE..THE PLATFORM..WHERE HE ROSE FROM UNDERGROUND..THE PSYCHEDELIC COLORS..ALL THAT PRESENTED SUCH A COOL EFFECT...WALK ON BY...THE CHAINS ON HIS BODY..WITH OIL 2 MAKE HIM SHINE..AND HIS THE BEST ENDING THAT ANYONE HAS EVER SAW SHAFT'S MOVIE SCORE...I WAS SCREAMIN MY ASS OFF..TRYIN TO GET HIS ATTENTION..BUT..TO NO AVAIL.. HE DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE ME..I WAS 2 FAR AWAY..I'LL KEEP THOSE MEMORIES ALIVE FOREVER...ISSAC...GUEST YOU'LL BE MEETING UP WITH BERNIE..AT THOSE PEARLY GATES... MY GOD BLESS YOUR SPIRIT..IT WAS A LOVELY EXPERIENCE...YOUR THE MANDINGO..A WARRIOR OF OUR MUSICAL HISTORY..THE LIFE OF ISSAC HAYES WILL LIVE ON ..EVERYWHERE..ESPECAILLY HERE IN DA BIG APPLE..WHERE YOUR BEING HEARD ALL OVER..RIGHT AS I WRITE..RIGHT NOW ON THE RADIO...GOD BLESS..GOODBYE..A BANNER IN YOUR HONOR HAS BEEN PLACED UPON MY DOOR..BERNIE AS WELL..TWO OF THE BEST BLACK ENTERTAINERS IN LIFE..PEACE...CREATE

ANNIVERSARY/ TIME 2B OPEN

AS I SEE...ANNIVERARY IS COMIN SOON FOR FRIENDSHIPS ONLINE...OUR IS OCTOBER.. BUT I'M LOOKING AHEAD~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~::*_*:: IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME MY PARTNER AND I HAVE BROUGHT LIFE..LOVE..AND GOODTIMES IN2 YOUR BEDROOMS...DEN ANYWHERE THE PC SETS...THE EVENTS OF DAY BY DAY ACTIVITIES..I ALWAYS THINK OF HOW LIFE TERMS ARE DEVELOPED...WRITING POETRY....OBSERVING WORLD ANTICS...WHETHER IT B...STARDOM IN THE MAKING OR A HEART FELT STORY OF LIFE'S END...THE BEST THING OF COMING TOGETHER...WORKING FOR A CAUSE OR JUST GIVING BAC 2 SATIFY THE SOUL..WHERE.. YOU KEEP A GOOD LOOK..CHECKING ON THE ONE THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO YOUR PROJECTS...I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT IN MY PAST LIFE...WITH LOSING FRIENDS AND NEIGHBORS...CELEBRITIES AND SUCH...I'VE BEEN TARGETED AS A TRAITER...NO FRIEND...A BITCH...I GOT YELLED AT ..RIGHT BE 4 MY PEERS WHILE AT WORK..TALK DOWN 2 LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT...LEFT RIGHT WHERE I STAND...WITH NO SPEECH WHILE OTHERS LEAVE..THEY GOTTA GO...MY HUSBAND IS WAITING AT HOME FOR ME...I'VE GONE TO SHOW LOVE IN THE HOPES..I'LL B HELP...I'VE STOPPED THE WORLD IN IT'S TRACK...SHUT DOWN THE HUMAN RACE...ALL BECAUSE..A 7 LETTER WORD...COMPLEX...WHEN I WAS GROWING UP..I'VE HAD THE WORSE LOW SELF IMAGE...DUE TO NOT GETTING THE RIGHT RESPOND TO PRODUCTIVITY..THIS WORD EXPLAINS WHAT IS RIGHT IN A WORLD OF CRUEL BEHAVIOR AND SELF SUFFICENCY..I HAVEN'T REALLY ENJOYED MY ADULT YEARS AS A HOLD..PREJUDICES HAVE BEEN SO COLD AND BEING I..AS A BLACKWOMAN..LIGHTSKIN SISTA...THE ISSUES OF EXCEPTION..CAUSED MY REALM TO SINK AND SWIM DOWN STREAM..CHALLENGING WHO I AM..HOW I LOOK...AND TRUTH OF THE MATTER IS...I NEEDED OUTSIDE MY CIRCLE..LOVE FOR DEALING WITH SOCIETIES MANNERTISMS..CALLING ME REDBONE..HALFBREED..WHICH IT SETS BAC IN MY GENES..WHERE BOTH PARENTS ARE BLACK..BUT I WEAR WHITE..DUE TO MY DAD'S FAMILY AND MY MOMS..BUT...LET ME SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT..MY BLACK IMAGE IS LIGHT SKIN..DOESN'T DISCREDITS MY PROUD IDENTITY..I LOVE MY GENES..WHERE I'VE TRAVEL THROUGH MY ANCESTRY..FROM DOING RESEARCH ON MY MOM/DAD PEOPLE..WHERE..I'M THE YOUNGEST OF 10 CHILDREN...THERE WERE TIMES WHEN I WANTED ANSWERS...WHO AM I ..AS SHEILA THERESA JORDAN..WHERE DO I FIT IN OTHER THAN WEARING SHOES A SIZE 9..I WANTED ANSWERS..FELT MY MOM AND DAD OWED IT TO ME AS THEIR DAUGHTER..BUT EVEN MORE..HOW I LOOKED TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD...ASKING ME..WHAT NATIONALITY WAS I...AM I WHITE..SPANISH..EVEN JEWISH WAS ASKED OF ME...WHICH I SAID..GOT TO GET PAST THIS LIFE...GOD MOVE ME PLEASE TO PARADISE...WHERE I CAN SMILE...HERE THE TONE OF SWEET BIRDS SINGIN IN DA MORNING..RIDE THE WIND..WHERE BIRDS ENTER MY BEDROOM WINDOW...INVITE THEIR LOVE AND COMPASSION..AS I TELL U THESE THINGS..TEARS ARE COMING DOWN MY FACE..I CAN'T SEEM TO ADAPT TO..LIFE WEARING TRUE LOVE AND NATURE'S HONESTY..THIS IS WHERE MY MOM AND DAD COME IN...FROM GETTING IN FIGHTS ..OF WHICH MY ANGER GOT ME IN2 SO MUCH TROUBLE WITH FRIENDS..I WASN'T AFRAID 2 HURT SOMEONE ELSE...NOW I KNEW THIS WAS AN ISSUE OF SORTS..I WAS TAUGHT ..HAD DISCIPLINE LIKE ANY OTHER CHILD..BUT..EVERY DAY I WAKE ..THINKING..WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO BECOME EXCEPTED BY LIFE...IT'S OLOGIES..IT'S TERMINOLOGIES...WHERE DOES THIS WOMAN STAND...THEN I GET OLDER...WATCH WHAT'S BEEN A ROLLERCOASTER..WORKING FOR MY BREAD AND BUTTER...FINDING OUT..IT GETS WORST FOR SHEILA...NOW ADULTHOOD GROWS UP A THORN IN MY ELEMENT..WITH PIERCING COMMENTS AND DISTORTED OUTLOOK..THE HEART OF THIS SISTAH..DRAWS WEAK..TIRED OF LIFE..AND WHY IT CONTINUES DA SAME..AS FAR AS LOVE..FAMILY..CLOSENESS..I AM NOW A MOTHER..GRANDMOTHER OF 6 GOING ON 9..DUE TO MY LAST DAUGHTER...HAVING TWINS ANY DAY NOW...THE LOVE WHICH PORES OUT..IS ANCHORED FROM THEM..LOVE FROM THEM...SHOWING ME..I'M A GOOD MOM..DID THE BEST OF WHAT I'VE BECOME...NEVER BELITTLING WHAT'S STATURE..AS WOMAN...AS MOM..AS GRAND..AS SHEILA JORDAN..I AM A POET..AWRITER ACOOK..AN EX CHILDCARE PROVIDER IN OUR HOME...A HAIR STYLIST FOR 25YRS..A HOME-HEALTHCARE PROVIDER..12HOUR CARETAKER FOR HOSPICS..AIDS AND ALZHEIMERS PATIENTS..MY GENES HAS CARRIED ME THROUGH LIFE'S TORMOIL AND TRAGEDIES...NOW I GUEST YOU MUST BE THINKIN...WHAT IS SHEILA TRYIN 2 SAY...I'LL TELL U..THROUGH ALL OF MY JOURNEYS.IN LIFE...I'VE NEVER FELT SO GOOD ABOUT MY WORK AS A COOK...A GOOD HUMANITARIAN..AS WHEN I MET WORDSONG ONLINE...THIS MORNING IS DEDICATED TO ..WHAT BUILD MY CONFIDENCE AND STRENGTH ..WHAT TOOK THE TIME 2 SAY ..IAM..A GOOD WRITER...WHO SENT ME LETTERS..MAKES ME LAUGH..JUST WHEN I THOUGHT LAUGHTER AND LOVE HAS COMES 2 A CLOSE...I MET A GENTLEMEN..WHO WAS GOING THROUGH HIS OWN DIFFICULTIES..HE TOOK THE TIME TO BRING ME BAC TO CIVILIZATION...SAVED MY SOUL FROM TURNING TO SUICIDE..JUST BECAUSE OF HOW OTHERS FELT..THE HARDEST PART OF IT ALL..IS LIVING IN A WORLD THAT ASKING U..WHAT UR ALL THROUGH YOUR LIFE..NOT KNOWING WHAT TO SAY BUT NEGRO...BUT BEING LOOK AT AS A ALIEN LIFEFORCE FROM ANOTHER WORLD..SO THAT'S WHERE I WANTED 2 BE..AND WHEN HE READS THIS..HE WILL KNOW THE TRUTH ..HOW I'VE BEEN FEELING ALL MY LIFE..IF IT WASN'T FOR U..I'VE PROBABLY WOULD HAVE NEVER MET YOU AT ALL..SO I'M HERE TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH U MEAN TO THIS FRIENDSHIP AND WHAT YOU'VE DONE ..TO BUILD MY SELF WORTH BAC..MEETING PEOPLE ONLINE..WHO APPRECIATES MY WRITING AND HAVE TOLD ME SO..DISPLAYING LOVE..BRINGS A SMILE ON MY FACE..WITHOUT TARING MYSELF DOWN...IT'S BEEN A YEAR OF HAPPY DAZES..FRIENDSHIP...SMILES GALORE...HAPPY ANNIVESARY2 U..THANK U SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE..L.R..U KNOW WHO U ARE...I LOVEYA PARTNER..YOUR A WONDERFUL YOUNG MAN AND A NUTTY BAR..MY COCKTAIL 2 DRINK..HERE'S 2 CELEBRATION..SUGAH..COOKIE..MY FAVORITE..CHOCOLATE CHIP..GOREGOUS..PEACE...GOD BLESS U..CREATE

WHAT IT LOOK LIKE~WHO U WIT/GO WITH GOD~BERNIE MAC

DON'T GET ME TWISTED..I'M YOUR MAIN MAN OF DA HOUR..YOUR FUN AND COMIC JACKAL YOUR UNBIDING LOVE B4 DINNER...YOUR WHIP ASS..WHEN I GET MY BELT...YOUR LOVE HANDLES..WHENNIGHT CALLS FOR A BACKRUB..YOUR FIRE AND DESIRE..BECOMES DA MORSAL A FATHER WITH CHILDREN TO BE PROUD OF...A HUSBAND WHO LOVES HIS FAMILY..WHEN LIFE BECOMES THE UNIT..WHO COMBINES IT'S NOBLE PRIZE WINNERS...A BLACK BROTHA...THE GIFT I'VE BECOME2 ALL MY PEOPLE...THE KING OF COMEDY...THE QUAD OF 4 MEN..ONE OF OCEANS ELEVEN..THE MAN WITH JOKES ON JEF COMEDY JAM...THE MAN ..WITH SO MUCH 2 GIVE...THE LIFE OF SHOWMANSHIP...THE SONGS OF JAMES BROWN...POPPA DON'T TAKE NO MESS...WITH CANDLES ON THE TABLE..WITH SILK AND SATIN SHEETS...WITH BRIM HATS AND MAN TAILORED SUITES...A CLEAN...COOL...SUAVE KINDA CAT..WHERE CHICAGO ONCE BIRTH...HE WASN'T AFRAID TO SPEAK HIS MIND...WHITHER IT BE DOWN AND DIRTY OR CLASSY AS CASUAL SHOES..HE'LL ALWAYS BE THE MAN SAYIN...WHO U WIT...WHAT IT LOOK LIKE; AUDIENCE...U HAD YOUR TURN...NOW IT'S MINE...NO MATTER HOW HE GAVE IT RAW..ROUGH AND READY...BERNIE MAC WAS A MAN OF INTEGRITY...LOVED EVERYBODY THAT PUT HIM ON TOP OF THINGS..I KNOW HOLLYWOOD IS IN MOURNIN...SILENCE HAS TAKING US ALL BY STORM..WHAT LIVED A LEGEND..HAS DIED..WILL B REMEMBERED IN ALL OF OUR HEARTS...WE HAVE TRULY LOST A KING..GO WITH GOD...YOU WILL BE MISSED..GOODBYE BERNIE MAC~1958~2008...REST IN PEACE..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN..

DEEP GOES IN 2 SCRIPTURE

DEEP.. "BEGINNING" MY SOUL HOLDS ME DEEP...WHERE LEVEL GAINS 2 THINK...I LOAD THE MIND 2 WEEP.. READ AND REGISTER..DEEP..WHERE ANGLE CREATES IT SHAPE..WHERE LOVE ESCAPES DEEP..WHAT KEEPS IT'S DOWN SINDRUM..DEEP..WHEN TIME BREAKS SECONDS..DEEP..WHAT NEVER WAITS..KEEPS ON MOVIN...DEEP AS DA GROUND SHAKES..OPENS...SWALLOWS..DEEP..WHERE HOME GATHERS NONE...DEEP..WHEN A MEAL MIGHT BE YOUR LAST..DEEP..WHEN THE PAIN BECOMES BROKE..PENNILESS.. DEEP..WHEN FAITH LOSES IT'S CATHERALS..DEEP..A MOMENT OF SILENCE FOR SENSELESS KILLINGS..DEEP..WHAT PLAYS ON YOUR CHILDREN..CONTROLLED BY ADULT BEHAVIOR..DEEP MY LOVE FOR MY LORD THY GOD..DEEP..WHERE WORLDS DRIFTS APART..DEEP..DOES ONE HAVE A SPARK OF CONFIDENCE...DEEP..WHERE I RAISE MY OPINIONS...WHERE I LIVE.. WHAT I CHOOSE..WHERE I DECIDES 2 SLEEP...WHO I LIVE WITH...DEEP...AM I THAT IMPORTANT...DO I LOOK LIKE I'M IN2 YOUR HEAD...DEEP..WHAT'S EMMORTAL..DEEP.. WHEN U FIND I'M LOADED..WITH MUCH 2 GIVE..DEEP..DO I FILL YOUR POCKETS...AM I GOVT CHEDDAR WITH LOW BUDGET..DEEP..DAMAGED..POOR..POVERTY GOSSIP..DEEP...THE OBJECT 2 EXCEPT..BUT WITH ISSUES FROM MY PAST..DEEP...WHEN MY VERDICTS IS IN DEEP..DO U SEE A CALM B4 STORMS PLAN 2 DESTROY..ATTACK..DEEP..CAN'T LIVE AS ONE DEEP..TURN BAC DA HANDS OF TIME..B4 LIFE CALLS ME A DEBT 2 DESTROY..DEEP.. DOWN AND DIRTY..WHAT'S OPENED IT'S MOUTH..CAN'T GET NO DEEPER THAN MY LIFE..AN OPEN BOOK..KNOWN AS BIBLE..JESUS CHRONICLES..U LIVE...HE DIES 4...NOW.. THAT'S DEEP..CREATE.

ABSENT..FINDS ME..CAN U??

I'M A MASCULINE IMAGE WITH PLENTY OF GOALS..WITH PICTURES AND PAINTINGS... A FINE WORK OF ART..WHILE SPECTATORS LOOK ON..I'M WITHOUT..NAKED..AS THE SKIN I WAS BORN IN..THE PODIUM DISPLAYS WHAT I WANT 2 BE ..WHILE.CANVAS SITS IN FRONT..A WOMAN..HIS FANTASY..I'M TIME ON THE CLOCK...WHERE LIFE LOOKS AND SEES THE BONES CONNECTED 2 DA FLESH..DA FLESH CONNECTED 2 DA COLOR...DA SHADE CONNECTED 2..ONE MEMORY...RELIVES OUR CULTURE OF BEAUTY..WITH HANDS DEVELOPING STROKES AND LINES WITH SPEECH..WHICH SINGS MY HUMAN BODY...BEAUTIFUL..WHAT U KNOW AS..FAMILIAR IN ONE LIFETIME...UNFORGETTABLE...TO TOUCH THE FRAMES WHICH TRANSCENDS THE MOMENT..WHEN..YOUNG RATED ME YOUR SUBJECT 2DISCOVER..DEMONSTRATES THOUGHT...FEELIN..LONLINESS..GUIDING ME CLOSER TO MY DRAWINGS..WISHING..HOPING.. PRAYIN...WANTING..WHAT UNABLES ME 2 SEE MOTION..SEEK ART VISUALS FROM LIVING BLIND GRAB WHAT'S GREETS TALENT...BUT..WALKS WITH A CAIN..DIRECTS SIGHT..NOT FORGETTING MY EARLIER YRS..WITH EYES EXTERNAL..BUT FOCUSED A RAY OF SUNSHINE..REVIVES IN2 PEBBLES...LIGHT CLOSES...WHERE NIGHTS REMAIN MY DARKNESS STOLEN...DA WILLINGNESS 2 LOVE THAT VISUAL ASPECT...WHO AM I..AS I WALK...SEE NO LIFE AS A THE TREES OF NATURE...THE HEART OF ECHOES..MY STRUCTURE AS SHE SETS STILL..DA LOVE I'VE BEEN WAITIN FOR..THE LAST SECRETION...WHAT SWEATS ANGUISHLY 4 HER VISION OF LOVELINESS...WHILE SKIES SUDDENLY DISAPPEARED..WHILE TOUCH CAME 2PASS..CLOSED 2 MEMORIES HOLDING US..JOINS HANDS WITH ME AS..PAINTING HER..A FLORAL ARRANGEMENTS ACCENTS HER FINAL PIECES..WHAT WEARS MY ENIGMA..WHAT REACHES 4 CORALS AND PASTELS DESIGNS..A FLOWER..I OWNED UP 2..WHO AM I..LIGHT YEARS IN2 WHAT VANISHED...ALONG THE WAY 2 FINDING WHAT WAS ART..IN LOVE..WHERE PAINT BRUSHED US..WHERE SIGHT WAS LOST.. EMOTIONALLY..WHO AM I??.."CONSCIENCE"..A WITHERIN WILLOW LEFT IN PASTEURS..BOWS DOWN..BENEATH HIS PORTRAIT...SAYIN..WHO AM I..HER RESPONSE WAS..DON'T KNOW..DO U?..CREATE

VISIONAIRES/ A TESTIMONY PT V1

THE COLD IS GETTING TO ME...I SLEEP AMONG THE WOLVES IN SHEEP'S CLOTHING...I REEK OF DRINK...I STUMBLE..FALL AS MY JOURNEY DISPLAYS THE FOUL ODOR OF..A WASTE OF MAN...THE CALL TO BATHE..WHAT'S DECAYS...A WORTHLESS OLD BEHAVIOR..LOOKING AT FILTH..THE NIGHT CRAWLS..WHERE I ACHE OF PEELING SORES AND BATTERED STREET THIEVES..ANGRY..TAKIN IT OUT ON WHAT'S SENSELESS..DEFYS NO UNDERSTANDING...I CRY..LORD KNOWS ..I BEAT UP ON MY OWN DELINQUENCY..TALK ALL DAY AND NIGHT FROM SCATTERED CROSSIN..WITH NO STRAIGHT AND NARROW PATHS 2 ARRANGE MY THOUGHTS..2 EQUATE HISTORY OF NORMALITY..WHAT OBJECTS BIBLE..BILLS...EARNINS..DON'T KNOW WHAT VOCABULARY MEANS..DISTRIBUTIONS SAVED FOR A POOR MAN WITH NO WAY TO THE BANK OF LOANS AND SAVINGS...NO JOURNAL OF FAMILY INTERVENTING...A HOME ONCE OWNED BY MAMA AND DADDY..ONLY THE SOUNDS OF BEATING DOWN MY CALIBUR..FEED THE PAIN..FOUND SOMEBODY'S NICHE AND ROB THEM BLIND..WHILE MY PAPERCHASE THEORY OPEN DOORS AND LEADS ME 2 DA STILL WATERS OF JORDAN..I BAPTIZE MY SOUL..WHERE YOUR FOCUS STARES...AIMS AND FIRES MY EDUCATED LOSS...WHERE DAGGERS WAIT AT THE TABLE OF CHOICE..HANDS ME NO SUPPER..WHILE THE WORLD REVOLVES 360DEGREES OF PUNISHMENT...LIFE CAN'T POSSIBLY KNOW..I'M THE CURSED LEFT DRIVEN..TUMBLIN DOWN ..OVER AND OVER...WHERE DA DROP CONTINUES..I'VE BEEN SHOWN A PATH WITH NO WRITTEN CONTRACTS..BUT MY DEATH WARRANT..WHILE I'M FALLING..WHERE..A TUMB WAITS FOR NOONE..BUT BONES..THE EARTH'S FERTILIZES...CLEANING IT'S GREEN HOUSE EFFECT..WHERE I DIE..I'M RESURRECTED..A NEW SEED PLANTED..WORTH...2RESTORE..WHAT ONCE WAS..THE APOCYLISTS..MY END..WHERE DREAMS ARE MADE OF..DA EXCEPTION..WHERE I PROUDLY DECREE THE REWARD..ETERNALLY..I REST NOW...SWEET DREAMS...CREATE