WHAT'S DA DEAL

WHAT SUDDENLY DEMANDS ME TO BECOME A MISINTREPID WRITER...WITH A SECRET..OF SKEPTICLE FLESH BEATING ME UP..THE BOTTOM OF MATURITY..THE HEAT OF MANY DOING THANGS I HAD NO PART IN...THE FORCE OF BEING CALLED TO HAVE SEX..WHICH BEEN HURTING THAT BODY ..WHAT WANTS BADLY..BUT CAN'T GET ENUFF OF..SLEEPS ON IT..THINKS ON IT..LIES ON IT..BUT DOES NOT PERFORM..FEELIN ONE IN PARTICULAR..WHILE THE OTHERS OUT OF TOWN DRUELIN..NO CONTACT WHATSOEVER...KICKIN IT FOR THEM...WHAT'S BEING ASKED..I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT..2 BE DIRECT..NOW THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT..TO PUSSY FOOT..IS 2 BE FUCKED..BUT TO SAY IT AND GET DOWN WITH THE PROGRAM...NOW THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT..DELINQUENT ATTITUDES...FEELING WHAT'S NOT GIVEN..PRETENDING THERE'S NOTHING COMING FROM DA HEART...U DON'T GET A THANG HAPPENING..JUST FEELIN SELF AND KICKING YOUR OWN ASS FROM TOUCHING THAT OCEAN WHICH FLOWS FOR YOUR MANLY PERSUASION 24/7 DAYS..OUTTA DAMN INNER SPECTRUM... YOUR TASTEFUL AGED WOMAN.. GOT THE TONGUE..I FEEL I'M DOWN...STOP PLAYIN..KNOWIN WHAT'S BEEN TURNING YOUR PENNGILUM ON FOR MONTHS AND GET WHAT THE HELL U WANT SOULJAH..U DON'T HAVE 2 WAIT..GOT DAMMIT..IF U WAITING FOR LOVE THAT'S FEELIN U ..THEN THAT'S DA PROBLEM..GET 2 DA POINT..WHAT DO U REALLY WANT..WHAT DO REALLY NEED..THINK!!!..PEACE..BROTHAS..CREATE

DEVINERE..DA DATE

BODY LANGUAGE GAZED IN 2 SPECS...EYES WHICH DRAWS ME..THE KEY..THE DATE..HE..FINE...DA STATUATE..BLACK..AS THE NIGHT MEETIN..MY DARK..BLACK GOWN..WEARING HIM BEFORE 8PM..THE DATE..LUCIOUS AS HIS LIPS WHICH GLIDES TONGUE 2 LICK OFF HER TASTE..WANTING HIS CHIC..ADORABLE MANHOOD..THICK BODY.I'LL BE..LIGHT AS THE MOON WHICH SHINES HIS WAY..DISPLAYS..AN ARMFUL OF WEIGHT..HE EATS FOR DESSERT...WHERE HER THONGS AND LACE..HER FAVORITE UNDERGARMENTS...HE SCOPES LIKE AN EX-RAY...WHILE SEEING HER BODY..STRAIGHT THROUGH..THE DATE IS COMING ALONG WONDERFUL..HER LEGS ARE MOVING TO AND THROW..HE'S SO HOT...THE MEAL BECOMES COLD..THE DRINKS FEEL LIKE ANOTHER ON THE ROCKS..TRANSLATES..WHAT TIME IT IS..SHE SMILE AS HE GREETS HER WITH A DOZEN ROSES..GRACES HER LIPS ..WITH A KISS OF HEAVEN SCENT..THEY DANCE..EMBRACE THE MOMENT..LIVE IN A WORLD THAT DOES NOT CONPUTE WITH IGNORANCE OR TROUBLE..JUST GRINS AND GIGGLES COMING FROM MASSUAGES ON HER TOES..HE LIFTS HER FEET FROM UNDER THE TABLE..STARTS TO RUB.. WHERE COMFORTS STIMULATE AFTER HOURS..THOUGHTS GOES HOME..WHERE HE TAKES HER2 HIS BEDROOM.. LIFTED HER OFF HER FEET..AS HE OPENS HER HEART...PROCEEDS TO LOSSEN UP..SHE GRABS HIM..TAKES OFF HIS TIE..EATS HIS EARLOPES..MUNCHES HIS PRIDE..AS THE NIGHT BEGINS..HE LAYS HER DOWN..TAKES OFF HER CLOTHES..CLOSE HIS EVENING WITH..IT'S BEEN A PLEASURE TO SHARE IN MY THEORY OF NATIVITY..THE ART OF BIRTH MATING US.. AS..LOVE..MY WOMEN AND I..GOING CRAZY..SOMEDAY..ONEDAY...AMORE..CREATE

SHE'S BETTER ON HER OWN 2 FEET

I SAW A GIRL ..A GIRL WITH NO KINDA FUNCTION..NO DETERMINATION..TO LEAD HERSELF A FINE DELITE...WHAT KEEPS HER NOSE IN DA KITCHEN..COOKING..CLEANING FOR A TRIBE..SHE FRAGILE..WEAK..TRIES TO SPEAK..SHE'S ANGRY..SHE'S PLAYFUL AT TIMES..BUT IN DA DARK OF OF HERSELF..SHE'S FIGHTING WEALTH..SHE'S A BONDAFIDE SPECTACULAR MOTION..HER BUILT LIMITS HER PERFECTION..SHE' KINDA SET IN HER WAYS AND ACTIONS..SHE BECOMES THE IDOL OF MANY GOSSIPIN..SHE'S BEAUTIFUL TO SOME MEETIN..SHE'S COLD..IN SUMMER SEASONS...SHE'S HOT IN WINTER'S SNOW...DISPLAYS A SWITCHING MOOD SWING..THAT LIGHTS HER GENERIC SPIRIT..WEARS PAIN..WHEN HEADS TURNED..SHE TRIES TO EQUAL HER OPPONENTS..SCRAMBLES HERSELF FROM SMARTNESS..SHE CARES SO MUCH FOR PEOPLE IN DA WORLD...GIVES BACK TO HUMANITY..WHEN THEY DON'T EVEN TAKE NOTICE...SHE GOES INTO SPECULATION..THINKING...HOW DOES ONE LIVE BENEATH WHAT'S POSITIVE..GROW..IN THOUGHTS OF PRISON..FAMILY...DEATH AND LONLINESS FOR A LIFE STYLE OF WORSHIP..NEVER EXPECTING TO BE FRIENDS ..SHE ANGLES AT ONE WHO TRIES TO COMFORT PSYCHOTIC OVERCHORES..SINGIN..PLAYIN HERSELF..WHILE BEING MELANCHOLY..SMILING AS THE HEART ERUPTS...HOLDIN ON..SHE'S SEEN A LIFE OF WICKED FORTUNE...KNOCKS ALL THE TIME IN DISTURBED VISION..WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE ENDS MEET.. A FORTRESS..THE GATEWAY TO PLEAZIN CHRIST IN HEAVEN...WHEN HER SOUL ABLES HER TO ACHIEVE..HER GENEROSITY GRIEVES..WHERE THANKS BECOMES NO MEANS..2..BREAK THROUGH LIFE..TALKING DOWN THE GULLY..CHOKIN..STICKING THEMSELVES IN2 HER SPOKEN DREAM OF BECOMING..THAT ANGEL..WHAT LEFT HER ON THE PLATFORM..WALKED AWAY FROM BEING..BORN A REASON..AND NOT A MISTAKE..SHE WEARS AS HER SYMBOL OF DEPLOYRABLE MOLECULES.. THE SEED..WORTHLESS.. A DAMAGED EMBRYO..UNWANTED...DIES ALONE..DOES ONE CARE 4 LIFE LIVING RIGHT..PURE IN HEART..WITHOUT SIN..BELIEVING..IS THERE SOMEBODY 4 ME OUT THERE..BEEN WHERE I BEEN...BUT..UNDERSTANDS..LOVE..PEACE..CREATE

WHAT DEFIES GOOD ACTING

WORDS ..MY WRITTEN ACCOMPLISHMENTS..MY HEIGHT OR MY PAST LIFE..MY MOM'S WAY OF PREACHING..FAITH IN GOD...MY GOOD BEHAVIOR...MY CHILDLIKE STATE OF MINE...MY COOL MO' DEE EXTERIOR OR MY HIP-HOP G- LOVER OR QUEENBE..A LIBERATOR OF BLACK POETRY...A DICTATOR WHO STANDS IN MOTION..READS CARDINAL RULES..AS YOUR DIRECTION...A LOVE FOR MANHOOD..A BREAK FROM BECOMING FAILURE...A LIGHT WHICH NAMES YOU A STAR UP AND COMING...THE FALL OF AN EMPIRE YOU MAKE..A KINGDOM BEFORE HIS VILLAGE...WHATEVER FEEDS YOU THAT DREAM...SNAP OUT OF IT..LIFE'S PRINCIPLE COMES FROM WITHIN..A GIFT YOU NEVER TAKE ADVNTAGE OF...ONCE YOUR FOOT MAKES IT'S WAY THROUGH THAT OPEN DOOR..WHERE YOUR AUDITIONS..ACCOMIDATES DECISION...EITHER WAY..THEIRS NO GUARANTEES YOU'LL LOOK LIKE TALENT TO YOUR SUPERIORS...DEFLIGHT...TAKE A DEEP BREATH...WALK RIGHT ON IN 2..LINES WITH ALTERNATIVE MOTIVES...A DIVERSE SUMMARY OF..CHARACTERS..YOU'LL HAVE TO EXCEPT...NOT WHERE YOU COME FROM...THE ACTOR TAKES IT'S STAND...LOOKS OUT OF GROWTH...FINDS HIS NICHE IN LIFE...GOES FOR WHAT HE REALLY WANTS...YES ..U HAVE POTIENTIAL IN YOUR HEART..MIND AND BODY...SPEECH THAT WILL MELT HEARTS...PLAY A CHARACTER..FROM THE BOTTLE TO DA TOP OF CRITERIA...BUT..YOU CAN'T BRING DA TITLES OF YOUR LIFE INTO IT'S FOREFRONT...THE WRITER TAKES IT'S PEN IN HAND..PROCEEDS 2 CREATE..A CHARACTER..DIRECTS..U ACT IT OUT..IF IT'S BEEN A ROLE YOU CAN'T GET PASS PLAYING..THEN THE ACT WILL BE FORFEITED..STOP TRYIN 2 KNOW SO MUCH..WHEN YOU HAD NO PROFESSIONAL SKILLZ..IT'S LIKE FLOATING ON A CLOUD AND ALLOWING THE DREAM TO KEEP YOU UP IN DA AIR..KNOWING THE ONLY WAY TO BE HEARD IS TO GUIDE YOURSELF ON SOLID GROUND OF PERFECTION..WHERE THE PART IS PLAYED AND THE STARS BECOMES WHAT'S REAL..NOT ELIMINATED..PEACE..BEST WISHES..GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE UP AND COMING ACTS OF PLAYWRIGHTS...THIS IS 4 YOU...FAMILY AND FRIENDS.. I LOVEYA..PEACE..CREATE

DO U LOVE ..ME..STILL

WHAT COMES AS A SECRET..I WRITE..I'M PUZZLED..I'M DISILLUSIONED..SPEECHLESS...IT APPEARS WHILE I'VE BEEN DESTINCT 2 BELIEVE..IMAGINE..WHAT'S HAPPENING2 ME..IS SILENCE..WITHOUT WORDS SPOKEN...IN THE EVENT I'M BEING MISINFORMED BY MY OWN ASSUMPTIONS...LET ME WALK AWAY LIKE NO ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS NOT BEING ASK..WHAT IS ..DO U LOVE ME..DO U WANNA BE...DOES IT FOLLOW YOU DAY BY DAY...AM I DA REASON TO ENGAGE IN ACTIVITES YOU FEEL OR NEVER REALLY WANTED ME 2 KNOW..SO I'M LEFT WITHOUT AN NOTION OR A THE TOUCH OF BODY LANGUAGE..SENDING U BAC FROM WHENCE WE STARTED...ALL I KNOW IS MY ARMS HAS NO EMBRACABLE U..NO LICKS OR SUCKING OR KISSING OR HUGGIN..OR EATING LAVISHLY..OUTTA SITE..OUTTA MIND..UNCONTROLLABLE...RUBBIN MYSELF EVERY NIGHT...SAVAGELY HEATED..ROLLING AROUND IN MY BED..TRYIN TO FIND WHATS AVAILABLE TO HOLD ONTO...MY SHEETS ARE WET IN ONE SPOT MY HANDS FEEL THE LIKENESS OF PRETENDING THOUGHT..I CRY ..I LIE..I CAN'T STAND IT ANY LONGER..BUT..I DO..IDO..IDO WANT WHAT THOUGHT BRINGS 2 FOCUS.. EVERY EVENING WHEN...I CLOSE MY EYES AND ACHE.. LIKE PAIN IN MY ASS...BUT IT FEELS SO DAMN GOOD..WHEN I DREAM ABOUT HAVIN IT THAT WAY..STONE COLD..WITHOUT A BLANKET TO KEEP ME WARM...WITHOUT LIPS TO KISS..WITHOUT HAIR TO PLAY WITH..WITHOUT THE TASTE U CONSUME WHILE LOWERING THE BOOM..I GO STARK RAVING MAD IN MY ROOM..WHERE THERE'S NOBODY BUT ME..MYSELF..MY HEART..WHO WEARS MY LOVEAFFAIR..MY DREAM...THE WISHBONE BREAKS..MAKES DECISION TO GO MAD WITH PASSIONATE 4PLAY..2 KEEP LOVE WITH YOU AND GO DOWN..ATTEMPTING 2..CREATE ME..THE HUNGRIEST MUNCHABLE URGE 2 OPEN UP MY MOUTH AND DEVOUR THE INTERNAL ORGAMISMS..U..AS I FEEL TIME CALLIN ME IN YOUR ARMS...EYES OPENED WIDE TO..ANOTHER WOMAN..AGAIN ANOTHER..I SIGH..ANOTHER DREAM UNFOREFILLED..WITHOUT DA TRUTH.. EXCUSE MY BEHAVIOR..I MADE A MISTAKE..IT WASN'T YOU AFTER ALL..FORGIVE ME DICK TRACY..GOTTA STOP HAVING THOSE NIGHTMARES OF BEING YOUR WIFE..I'M JUST..TIRED OF WAITING..PERIOD...ENUFF SAID..FEEL ME BOO..MY PERSISTNESS CAN'T STOP FEELIN U..I'M IN LOVE...STILL..WITH THE SAME LIE AFTER I CLIMAX....FEELIN HIM..I'M AROUSED ALL THE TIME..I GO TO BED WITH TEARS IN MY EYES..WANTING YOUR PAST TO SAVE OUR DRAWS FROM SATURATING..DROWN FROM FLOODING OUR THOUGHTS OF SEXUAL HEALING..NOT..NEVER HAD AN OPPORTUNITY TO STAND IN FRONT OF HIM AND SAY GOODNIGHT..WHEN YOUR OVERLY EXPOSED 2..BEING HORNY BY NATURE..SO SORRY..THE HEART GROWS FONDER...I CAN'T HELP MY FLUTTER...MY PULSATION..BUT..I AM NOT YOUR RELEASE 2 TRANSCEND...HAPPINESS..SO I STAY LOCKED AWAY..IN PAIN..HURTING...WITHOUT A CHANCE IN HELL OF DICK TRACY IN MY BEDROOM..THE QUESTION STILL REMAINS..IS IT ME??..IT'S BEEN SO LONG...I FORGOT HOW 2LOVE..WANNA GET CLOSE...U STAINED WHAT'S NOT THERE..A MAN I WANNABE WITH FOREVER..THIS IS MY TRUE CONFESSION..I AM LONELY WITHOUT U..I WAIT PATIENTLY...2 WEAR YOUR INSIDES..WHERE I RELEASE DA TECHNIQUE OF STROKEN..YOU DECIDE..MAKE UP YO" MIND...WHAT'S IT GONNA BE..CREATE...SHEILA

MISBGOTTEN

DEFEND WHO..ONE WHO IS VUNERBLE 2 SPEAK...GETS SCREAMED AT..WHERE HER HEART KNOWS NO LOVE..BUT YEARNS TO BE LOVED...MAKES ATTEMPTS TO CLAIM HER DEVOTION..WALKS AWAY FROM DESIRES SHE KNOWS NO KINDNESS FROM VICIOUS OUTCRIES AND BATTERED HANDPRINTS LEFT ON SCORN SKIN..WITH HATRED AND GUILT...SHE BLAIMS EVERYONE ELSE BUT HERSELF...ACHES INSIDE..TALKING BULLSHIT...I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE'S OUTCRIES..BUT CONTINUES TO WEAR THAT NIGGAZ FILTH ON HER VAGINALS..ACTING LIKE IT'S A PHASE ONE GOES THROUGH EXCUSING THE DISEASE AS COMMOM HOUSEHOLD TRAGEDY...WHAT THE HELL GOES ON WITH A LOVE BONE CHARACTER..CHASING RAINBOWS WHERE SKIES ARE DARK AND DINGY..LIKE GERM INJECTS..I'D LIKE TO CHANGE THE COURSE OF GENERICS AND WIN THE PROCESS OF RETURN MISTAKES...ONE TIME AROUND THE BEN..IS ENOUGH TO KILL..CHOKE THE LIVIN DAYLITES OUTTA YOUR BREATH..WHERE YOUR LIFE DOES NOT EXCEPT...THE BATHROOM MAY CLEASNE THAT OUTER DEFECT...BUT A NATION WITH ALL KINDS OF CARRIERS THAT LIVED OVERSEAS AND THEN SOME...LEFT A PLAGUE ON THIS EARTH...MAN HAS TRULY LEFT NO CURE...WHERE THE BODY IS CLANDESTANT TO MAKE NO CHANGES...YOU WAKE UP ..THANKING THE LORD FOR LIFE GIVEN AND YET...WHEN YOU COME FACE TO FACE WITH BLOOD RELATIVES..IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT FOR THEIR BIRTH..YOUR THE WORST PERSON TO EVER EXIST IN THEIR LIFE...I LAID A EGG AND IT GREW..IT EMERGED LOOKING LIKE ME..IT FIGHTS THE FORCES...CAN'T LET GO OF..SO WHEN LOVE IS IN THE SAME CIRCUMFERENCE..AN AREA OF CARE REVEALS NOTHING...YOUR THE TARGET OF SHIT..I GAVE OF MYSELF ON LABOR DAY...I WORE A SMILE AND RECIEVED THE SAME...I GOT NO HUG OR KISS TO GUARANTEE..IT WAS OK...INSTEAD..I DIED BEFORE LIFE HAD A CHANCE TO WEAR A HAPPY FACE...AND IN THE HOURS OF FEELING TOTALLY FUCKED...I HAD ONE GOOD REASON FOR BEING THERE..MY GRANDBABIES ..THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL...HELD..KISSED THEM..I HAVE NO REGRETS ON MY JOURNEY TO DISCOVER LIFE...WHICHED KICKED ME IN MY ASS... WHERE IT HURTS...BUT..I'M NO GRUDGE..WEAR NO FROWN OR A TEARDROPS COMING DOWN..I'M A HEAD OF THE WILLS AND I'M DOCUMENTED A MOM WITH A SKILL...IF YOU CAN'T FEEL WHAT DA HEART IS GIVEN..WHAT I'M ABOUT..WHERE YOU'VE TAKEN ME OUTTA YOUR HEART.. WHEN A MAN OR FAMILY..TELLS YOU ABOUT YO'SELF..I'VE DID MY PART..FEEL..I HAVE BEEN BLESSED..I KILL NO DREAMS...I HOLD ON TO WHAT GOD HAS INTENTED FOR ME...I LOVE ALL MY CHILDREN..NOT ONE DO I TREAT ANY DIFFERENT..IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE AS ONE..WHEN THE EARTH FALLS..I WILL STILL BE STANDING TALL..AS MOTHER...DAUGHTER...SISTA...AUNTIE...GODMOM...NO MATTER WHAT YOU FEEL...I HAVE MY OWN DEFINITION BRINGIN LOVE BAC IN DA HOME...IT'S CALLED THE STRUGGLE OF A BLACK WOMAN...WITHOUT ANY REASON 2 BEATDOWN MY OWN..YOU GOT BEAT DOWN..LIKE YOUR MOM YEARS AGO..WHEN LOVE DON'T SEE PASS NEWBORNS...YOURS IS BUT A PASSING FORM .THAT BLOSSOMED..TO GROW..LEARN FROM YO' MISTAKES..WAKE YOU UP AND GO ON YOUR OWN...IT'S CALL ADULTHOOD...LEAVING YOUR ASS 2 MATURE..BECOME...MYPASS INTENTIONS..YOU RELIVED ME...THANK YOUR LORD..FOR BECOMING RESCUE..PLEASE HANDLE HER GERM..U..WITHOUT WHOM..IS ONE WHO WALKED AWAY WITH NO GOODBYES...I THANK YOU FOR GIVEN ME THE RIGHT DECISION TO GO...I BOARD DA BUS..TO THE TRAIN...CAME HOME ALIVE..WITH NO GUILT IN MY SOUL WHATSOEVER....U MUST GET PASS BLAIMING...I LOVE U DAUGHTER..SORRY I CAN'T MAKE YOU HAPPY...CREATE