Friday, November 14, 2008

DELIVERYMAN

YOUR THE QUALITY OF COMFORT...THE VALUE THERE OF..I SEEK WHAT IS ABLE...I LIVE AS A VICTIM IN LOVE..THE AROMA..SENT OF CARTIER..SWEET AMBER WAYS TALKING.. WHAT DIGNIFIES PRINCIPLES...WHERE I DIVE IN2 MOMENDUMS.. WHAT REWARDED ME...A SOLUTION..A FINE SPECTACLE...TEETH SMILIN BAC AT ME..WHAT SHINES WITH GLEAM...I AM WHAT TEARDROPS ARE 2 FOUNTAINS FLOWING..WHAT'S DESTINCT 2 DREAM...MY SOUL'S INNER VOICE...LEAPS..I CLIMBED SO HIGH..WHEN DESPERATE QUOTATION READS ME..A SUBSTANTIAL WOMAN..ENOUGH 2LOGIC..MEANING..WHAT SUBJECTS MY CLEAR OUTCOME..GAINS WORTH...IN AMOUNTS 2 COUNT 2TEN...ME..ROYALTY REMAINS MY TITLE..ENJOYS MY TRIUMPHS...TO AVOID WHAT I AM..LIKE THROWING STONES AT A TARGET..AIMS..FIRES DIRECTLY AT YOUR BODILY FUNCTIONS...WHERE I BECOME THE ANGEL WHO DESIRES STARS WITH BIRDS SINGIN..WHERE BRIGHTNESS WAS ADMIRED IN DA BEDROOM...BUT IT'S EASIER SAID AND DONE..WHEN THE COST OF LOOKING GOOD...BEAUTY STANDS OUT...PERFOMS..WITH A FULL PACKAGE 2 DELIVER...A UPS MAN...THAT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE A REAL PERSON..NOT ONCE..BUT AS HIS LIFETIME THANG...I LOOKED AT YOU...U LOOKED AT ME..AN INSTANT ATTRACTION..A VERY GOOD LOVER U PRETEND 2 SCREW...WHO CAN BRING DA NOISE...DA FUNKY COLD MEDINA..DA FLARE OF HUEY..THE RHYTHM OF COOLIO..COOKIN UP A FRESH DATE FOR OUR EVENING..SEXY..WITH LIPS OH SOOOOO SMOOTH...SO THICK..AND I'M NOT TALKING SIZE OF...U BE DA LENGTH OF MY INSECURITIES...STARTS KICKIN IN..THINKIN LOW-SELF ESTEEM..BREAKIN DOWN ON BAD...HOW I LOOK..THOUGHTS NOT EXCEPTIN THIS KIND OF BEHAVIOR..WHERE..I SEE HIS TRUCK COME MY WAY..DRIVE PASS MY DOOR...LOOKIN LIKE LLCOOL J...DAMN..THAT'S A HUNK..A HUNK OF REAL MAN...I ENJOYED OUR LAST GOODBYE...WHERE THE RESULTS WAS...A PACKAGE DEAL...ME..YOU...THE GIFT..I JUST LET GO...IT NEVER LAST 4 EVER..HE'S A MARRIED MAN..GOT HIS SHIT OFF..YA FEEL ME...I KNOW BY NOW ..I WASN'T DA 1..IS THERE ANY ..ONE THAT IS..LEFT ON THIS EARTH...I THINK NOT.."BLACKMAN"..SHE LOVES STILL..WHERE ARE YOU???...CREATE

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

I HAD 2 HAVE A PIECE OF U: Psalm 131:2 (NIV)

I HAD 2 HAVE A PIECE OF U: Psalm 131:2 (NIV)

I PUT NOTHIN PAST..FEAR

ONE DAY...I MET A WORD IN VOCABULARY...IT WAS VERY STRONG...FIERCE DEFINITIONS 2 REPRESENT...NOT HARD 2 FIND NOR SIMPLE MINDED...IT COMES AS DA TASTE OF LOGIC.. VITAL SIGNS..GOING IN AND OUT...TRYIN MY PATIENCE...LIKE ENGLISH LANGUAGE GAVE WAY TO ALPHABET SOUP...STIRRING UP SOMETHING..ALWAYS COOKIN..GETTIN HEATED..BUT...YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT...BEING..IT'S A SURPRISE..EVERY TIME THOUGHT BRINGS IT 2 MIND...SO FAR..IT'S MADE ME NERVOUS...MADE ME CURIOUS...MADE ME CRY...MADE ME GET CHILLS...MADE ME THINK..MADE ME MAD...MADE ME ALL WARM INSIDE...AND NOW I'M SO DEVISTATED...THE WORD SPEAKS TROUBLE..WITHOUT A FRIEND THAT UNDERSTANDS..NEVER OUT OF VOCABULARY...BUT MISS TRANSLATION..POINTS TAKIN..IT KEEPS SAYIN 2 SELF..WANNA KNOW WHY I FEEL SO SICK...SO WRONG...I KNOW...IT WALKED AWAY FROM MISUNDERSTANDING ITSELF...SO IF AT ANY TIME YOUR WALKNG...SUDDENLY THE HEART STARTS RACING..THE TRUMPET STARTS BLOWIN..ALL AROUND YOU..IT'S TIME 2 GO 2 THAT WORD...AND ASK THE QUESTION...ARE U STILL IN2 BEING MISUNDERSTOOD OR ARE U THE SAME WORD..I KNOW AND OBEY 2..EVERY TIME U GO 2 EMERGENCY...IF THE WORD I'M FEELIN IS FEAR..THEN YOU BETTER FIND OUT...IT'S THAT OUTSIDE WORLD CONTROLLING YOUR HABITS..THATS WHY I'M SCARED..DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO..NOW THAT DEFINITION GOT IN DA WAY OF FINAL DECISIONS MADE..FEAR TESTED STRENGTH...LOST..FEAR FOUGHT BAC..WON NEGLECT.. 2 HELP SELF....NOW I KNOW WHAT LIVING IS ALL ABOUT..THERE'S NOTHING 2 FEAR..BUT FEAR ITSELF..EVEN WHEN CHALLENGED BY..LIFE THROWING STONES AND PLAYIN WITH YOUR FEELINGS....THE HEARTS THE FIRST 2 GO..CREATE

Monday, November 10, 2008

Psalm 131:2 (NIV)

I HAVE STILLED AND QUIETED MY SOUL..LIKE A WEANED CHILD WITH IT'S MOTHER.. LIKE A WEANED CHILD IS MY SOUL WITHIN ME. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M A MOTHER..A TENDER..MOMENT IN TIME OF STRUGGLE..WHERE I'M IN NEED OF A GOOD COMPANION...HE CONSIDERS ME 2B CLOSE..WITH GOOD INTENTIONS I HAVE GIVEN MY HEART AND SOUL..LIKE A FOOL IN FALL..LIKE A COLD CHILL.. WHEN I WAS STILL IN SUMMER SEASON..LIKE A DAY OF SMILING FACES.. GAVE A REASON 2 BE MY PAGES...LIKE A BLACK PLAGUE..SUDDENLY..SEES NO CURES 2MENTION..JUST FAILING CLASS..FROM NO FEELINGS..LIKE WATER FLOWED EYES WITH NO WAY TO CONTROL..STOP DA FOSSIT FROM RUNNIN..LIKE A LOST DOG..THAT CAN'T FIND HIS WAY HOME..LIKE BEING DISILLUSIONED..WITH CLOUDS WEARING MY SYSTEM..I'VE BEEN VERY FOOLISH..I CAN'T DO THIS ANY LONGER..I AM HUMAN..I DO HAVE FEELINGS..IN THIS LIFETIME OF NATURE..TAKING PATHS TO ENDURE...WHY..I REPEAT..WHY DOES THIS KEEP STAYIN WIT ME..WITH DIFFRENT PEOPLE..FROM DIFFERENT SHORES..DOESN'T MEAN A THING...IT'S THE SAME O'SHIT AFTER DAISIES AND MARIGOLS...ROSES AND DAFODILS.. WHERE I'M CHECKED OUT BY REFERENCES..TESTED 2 SEE IF IT'S QUALIFY OR NOT...SHOWS NO CONCERN 4..WHERE FRIENDS ARE SOMEONE'S WORTH...DO U KNOW YOURSELF WHAT IS MEANS??. IT HURTS REAL BAD..ALWAYS FROM WHAT MEANS SO MUCH 2 U...MY HEART REMAINS BROKE...BUT NO LOVE LOST..IT STILL LINGERS INSIDE OF ME THOUGH..WHERE IT WAS MEANT 2 BE..I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THIS ANYMORE..FRANKLY SPEAKIN...I'M SORRY..BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEL...I'M A PERSON THAT TAKES ALL THAT I AM..ALL THAT I BE...VERY SERIOUSLY..A WOMAN'S INTEGRITY IS NOT VALET..NOR..IS IT A GAME..WHERE I LIVE...THAT'S TAKING LIFE FOR GRANTED..IT SUCCEEDS..WHERE LIFE'S SO SWEET...UNTIL SUGAH HAS MELTED HEARTS FROM A DISTANCE... SO MANY TIMES..THE TASTE WEARS THIN...DIES..WHO DO U TRUST...HOW DO U KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A LIE OR DA TRUTH...I'VE HAD IT...KILLED MY DREAMS..TOOK A FLYIN LEAP..2 ESCAPISM...THAT'S COWARDLY..NOT MANLY AT ALL..SO IN DA EVENT OF SOUNDING REAL..I'LL TAKE MY PAIN IN DA ASS SELF..KEEP IT MOVIN...I READ BETWEEN DA LINES.. LEAVE U ALONE...SICK....BUT I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF AQUENTICE..GIVING THE GIFTS OF LOVE..U KNOW HOW 2 DO..DID RETURN DA FAVOR..THANKU..YOUR A GOOD GENTLEMAN...DON'T EVER SAY..I DIDN'T TELLYA SO...PEACE

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

BARACK OBAMA... VICTORY HAS WON..338-159

MY DAY HAS BEEN THE BEST EVER..MY EYES ARE SO SORE..MY MORNING WAS ABSOLUTELY ORAL..TECHNICAL..WALKING ON A BEAUTIFUL NYC DAY..WHICH BROUGHT FANTASTIC WEATHER FOR THIS TIME OF THE YEAR..67 DEGREES..THAT'S APROXIMATELY 10 DEGREES WARMER FOR THIS ..HOW BLESSED WE WERE TODAY...I GO TO THE POLLS...RUN IN2 ALL MY RESIDENT NEIGHBORS..SMILING..SHOWING LOVE..WEARING A GOOD SPIRIT...WELL..OF COURSE I WAS HAPPY..THIS WAS MY DAY OFF...TUESDAY...WITH OBAMA IN MIND..I VOLUNTEERED MY COMMUNITY SERVICE TO HELP SUPPORT OBAMA...STAYED AT THE POLLS UNTIL.4:00...CAME HOME..WHERE MY SISTER AND MY MOM WAS HEADING 2 VOTE...THEN MY SON CAME HOME...ATE AND LEFT TO VOTE AND FINALLY...MY DAUGHTER..CAME IN WITH HER BOYFRIEND AND HIS MOM..WE ALL SAT AROUND WATCHING THE RESULTS..I CAME DOWN TO MY ROOM ..TO CHECK MY MAIL...WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THE WHOLE HOUSE WENT CRAZY...SO I TURNED ON THE SOUND TO MY TV..TURNED AROUND AND WHAT DID I SEE..BUT THE NUMBER..338 TO 159...IN FAVOR OF OBAMA..THE DESIGNATED WINNER..I WENT BEZERK...LET ME TELL U WHY..ABOUT 14 YEARS AGO..I USED TO PLAY THE HORSES..NITE TRACK WITH MY GIRLFRIEND PEACHES..I WENT TO PUT A NUMBER IN..WHEN ALL I HAD ON ME WAS 10 DIMES...4 QUARTERS..SO WHAT I DID WAS SPLIT THE CHANGE IN DIFFERENT CATAGORIES..SINGLE ACTION I PLAYS 50CENTSFOR THE NUMBER 8..BOLITA..PLAYS 5DIMES..FOR 38..AND FOR THE LAST..ANOTHER FIVE DIMES..AND A DOLLAR ON 338...STRAIGHT..I WON ON A SUNDAY AFTERNOON RIGHT AFTER I LEFT CHURCH..ON MY WAY HOME...MY GIRLFRIEND WENT TO THE NUMBER PLACE TO FIND OUT IF I PLAYED 338 STRAIGHT..I SAID YES ..BUT..WITH DA FIVE DOLLARS SHE GAVE MET THAT NIGHT...SHE SMILED AND SAID..YOU GOT PAID..GO PICK IT UP..U WON..THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER WON ANYTHING OTHER THAN MY SON'S GIFT..BEING TALENTED..ARTISTIC..MADE ME PROUD..WON UNCF..FIRST AWARD WINNING SCHOLARSHIP AT WBLS RADIO STATION IN NY..A SCHOLARSHIP FOR $10.000 DOLLARS..SPONSERED BY (COKE) TO GO TO COLLEGE IN GEORGIA TO ATTEND CLARK ATLANTA UNIV..BUT THE NUMBER..WHEN I SAW THAT NUMBER COME UP ON THE TV...I SCREAMED..THAT'S MY WINNING NUMBER..I WON THAT DAY..$600.00 DOLLARS...ENOUGH TO GO AND TAKE MY KIDS OUT TO THE MOVIES..HAVE DINNER AND BUY THEM SOME CLOTHES AND I WAS STILL LEFT A LIL SOMTHIN FOR MYSELF...THIS NUMBER I ALWAYS HOLD AS MY FORTUNE..EVER SINCE...BUT THE FACT THAT IT'S THE NUMBER THAT ELECT PREZIDENCY & WON HIS VICTORY...AS WELL AS ME AND THEN IT STATES...CLEARLY..IN BIG LETTERS...DECLARED A WINNER..I COULDN'T STOP DA TEARS FROM ROLLING DOWN MY FACE..THANK U GOD..338 BECAME VICTORY FOR DA BOTH OF US...BLACK MAN IN THE WHITE HOUSE..AINT THAT A REWARD SHOES BEING WORN ON THE OTHER FOOT...NOW THATIS IS FREEDOM RINGING DA BELL..WALKING ON SUNSHINE..WITH MY BABAY BY MY SIDE..GOD BLESS THE FAMILY..CHILDREN...GLAD TO HAVE BEEN HELP 2U...GOD MADE IT POSSIBLE...338..IS ALSO MARCH 3..SOMEONE'S BIRTH I KNOW...8 YEARS..WAS HIS PUNISHMENT SERVED..BECAME A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE..WITH NO RIGHTS 2BCOME..AN UNANIMOUS VOTE..I FEEL SO BAD FOR THIS...BUT..I WAS BLESSED WITH BOTH WINNERS..BARACK OBAMA AND LANNIE ROSS...KNEW IT HAD 2B A REASON FOR U AND I 2 CROSS PATHS..WHEN I CAN'T REACH OUT AND SHOW YOU HOW MUCHU REALLY MEAN 2 ME..I WAS VERY PROUD 2B YOUR FRIEND....THE BEST THING THAT HAPPEN LAST YEAR..MY BLACKNESS WAS COLORIZED BY 2 WONDERFUL CHOCOLATE PIECES OF U2..BEAUTIFUL..MEN OF COLOR...THANK YOU BOTH..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN...I VOTED..GOT REWARDED..WON DA PRIZE..GAVE BAC 2 MY BROTHAS>>MUCH RESPECT::*_*:^)... L O V E Y A..

Sunday, November 2, 2008

~~~EXPECT A MIRACLE~~A POEM ~FROM MY MOTHER~ 2 ME~

LATELY..I'VE BEEN KINDA DOWN...LOW SPECTRUM..THOUGHTS ARE NOT WORKING IN MY FAVOR..DUE 2 SEVERAL ATTEMPTS 2 TRY AND SAVE MY POEMS..PROTECT MY IDENITY...AS A RESULT..I'M SO CONFUSED..BEEN LOSING FAITH IN MY SURROUNDINGS..SO..AS I STEP OFF A LIL BIT..I WANNA SHARE THIS POEM..MY MOM..AN AWARD WINNING WRITER..OF GOSPEL POETRY HANDED ME THIS POEM SHE WROTE FOR ME..AT 97..SHE REMAINS 2 AMAZE ME..AT THE SAME TIME..WHAT'S BLESSED..GIFTED..IN HER MINDSET..SHE HAD IT PUT AWAY..WAS WRITTEN LAST YEAR..HER WORKS BEEN PUT UP WHILE THE HOUSE HAD SOME REPAIRS..SHE WAS GOING THROUGH HER THINGS..RAN ACROSS IT..SAID OMG..I FORGOT TO GIVE THIS TO SHEILA..WHILE SHE TOLD ME TO PUT IT WITH THE REST OF MY WORKS..SO ...HERE IT IS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I EXCEPT A MIRACLE..LOOK 4 IT 2 HAPPENS EVERY DAY..I ALWAYS LOOK TO GOD AND ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LISTEN TO ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHAT HE HAS 2 SAY...SOMETIMES IT COMES AS A VISION...SOMETIMES..FROM A FRIEND WHOSE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ KIND....BUT WHATEVER WAY HE CHOOSE 2 SEND IT...I MAKE SURE ..THAT I'M NOT BLIND...I ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LOOK FOR A MIRACLE EVERY DAY..KNOWING..WHAT IT'S ABOUT..I'M SO SURE OF THIS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HAPPENING...IT MAKES ME HAPPY AND SMILE.....I THANK YOU FOR HAVING FAITH..LOOKIN2 HIM ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IN EVERY WAY...4 ALL IT TAKES IS PATIENCE AND WAITE...YOU CAN BELIEVE..EVERY WORD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THAT HE SAYS...TO MY DAUGTHER..SHEILA...(MOTHER)..ARTELIA B JORDAN..THANKS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MOM..LOVYA MUCH.. I'M PROUD 2 B YOUR DAUGHTER...STRENGTH STILL STANDS...I'LL B YOUR AFTEMATH..YOUR SOUL'S ALLIANCE..GIFTED..WHERE ELSE DOES ONE'S TALENTS COME FROM..THE BLODD..THICKER THAN..WATER..SHEILA..

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

QUALITY TIME BRINGS 2 MIND /PYRAMIDS

WHERE DOES ONE FIND QUALITY TIME TO INVEST WISDOM...KNOWLEDGE TO CREATE LOVE..GIVE..A LITTLE HUG AND KISS AWAY FROM ALL WHO CLAIMS ME..AS...EGYPTIAN..I SEARCH HIGH AND LOW...EAST TO WEST...I EVEN LOOKED ON A MAP...WITHOUT NO SUCCESS... I GAVE LOVE..I SHOWED COMPASSION..I KNEW OF ROYALTY..I FOUND MY CALLING...I MAKE AN ATTEMPT..TO CHANGE WHAT KEPT ME OUT OF MESSY SITUATIONS...I WONDERED WHATEVER HAPPEN 2 OUR KINGS..THE SOLAR FORCE OF A WOMAN'S UNIVERSE..I BECAME MY OWN PROPRIETOR... MY OWN WAY IN LIFE..IT'S SO HARD TO KNOW TIME...WHEN QUALITY WAS A NAME TO LIVE BY...AND YET..THE SOUL WILL LEAVE U BROKEN HEARTED AND EVIL WILL STEP IN..YOU BELIEVE SO..IT'S GONNA B OK...SMILE..KEEP WALKING WITH YOUR HEAD UP HIGH..NOT LEVEL DA CONSEQUENCES..BUT..STAY AND BELIEVE...HAVE NO REGRETS..AS I GROW 2 SEEK A VALUABLE SOURCE...WHAT PLAYS..HYPNOTIZED MY AGENDA...JUST BECAUSE.. IT'S A WAY OF NATURE'S SENSE..WHO APPEALS 2...WHAT LOVES HOW 2 MANIPULATE...STRONG HOLD...WHAT GRIPS..STRENGTH..CHALLENGES QUALITY..TIME BREAKS..BECOMES A MEMORY 2 ADDICT MY BODY LANGUAGE..TRIGGERS DA FIGHT 2 FIGURE ME..NEVER GIVES DA CHANCE TO B DA RELIEF...BUT..FORCIBLY ANGERS YOU..WITH NATURES CONTROL THE PLAGUE..WEARS ME THIN.. I TRIP..I FALL..REMAIN BROKEN IN2..PIECES..CAN'T B FIXED...U WAS IN MY WAY FROM DA BEGINNING OF TIME...YOU STOLE MY WILL 2 PROCLAIM VICTORIOUSLY..DA QUEEN..NEFERTITI.. AN ANCIENT MARINER FROM EGYPT...WHO I STRONGLY REPRESENT..WHERE MY NAME REIGNS ME ISIS..QUEEN...I MISS MY ANCESTRAL POWER..MY SOLAR GOD..MY CYPHER..WHERE WISDOM KEPT ME SOLID..THE WEAK HAD NO TIME 2 PLAY WITH COMPLICATED RULES...A TRUE WOMAN OF PYRAMIDS...WRAPPED..NEXT 2 TOMBS OF LOST FAITH..I KNOW WHAT I BE..AMONG NATIONS..WITH NO SPACE OR AREA 2 UNDERSTANDING...QUALITY..TIME..ON THEIR HANDS 2 RECOGNIZE PLACE OF WORSHIP..WITHOUT A NOBLE CRITERIA OF FAITH ON DRY LAND... WHAT LEAD ME 2B HIS..A QUEEN..LOST IN RUINS..LIVING IN TIMES OF QUALITY.... MISSIN SANDCASTLES WITH NO STRUCTURE 2 IDENTIFY ME...HIEROGLYPHICS....DA MESSAGE I BECOME..WITH TIME WRITTEN ON WALLS..DA BODY..DA HANDS STRUCTURED..LIVES IT'S SPEECH....WHERE MY LEVEL 2 EXIST..QUALITY...TIME BUILT...I'M 2..REST IN PEACE YOURS..THE UNIVERSAL ATMOSPHERE...DAQUEEN BRIDE..HIS SCRIPTURE... U...DA MESSAGE...REMEMBERED...KING..CREATE