A RAINBOW COALITION / WEARS BLINDERS

What colors me fine ..u can't ignore..you see me..the choice..what becomes

a question..do i try hard enough to fit in with my comparisons..trying to find

a way where your flesh tones itself...looks like flourescence has challenged

me ..the flaws which unables me your quality and poise..and character to

represents..the shallow hiding underneath..the flesh on top..my skin shows

a definition..wearing your eyes..blinded in decisions made..closed the doors

of victims without a face..u can't relate..the outer limits.. what translates..no

clear access to evaluate..shouldn't be, though the dust which transforms ..

shows you the pots calling me...the life that I am.. complicated for some, don't

understand what is right in front of careless denial and tired bewildered mellow

dramatic chaos..not excepting ..but knowing..was must be your own beliefs

determines..the battles wears no scars.but indangers by enemies..inside..place

in mind ..all mixed up with a bunch of nuts...fruits and berries...still comes

out a rainbow coalition..Jessie tried to convince us years ago..the pot is melting..

the eyes have nothing left to remain disable for consumption, I hide my head

in shame.. without knowing why>#:^?....who am I.anyway..it appears u have

all the answers..I gave up...trying 2 qualify me..what cannot see..a choice..of

hatred or prejudice..I'm human... PEACE...Create..Sheila

THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO WHATS NOT FINISHED

GOD.. I have come to the conclusion..there is no substance of matters left

undone..ur always leaving us with thoughts on mishaps..stumbling

blocks..symptoms of illregular discomfort..what cuts like a knife..

what punctures the heart ..like a slice of wisdom.. getting it out and shouting

to the roof top..why does the memories show itself, what continues to

never let go..reminds me..the needles..with it's long stem to prick off the

slightest bit of vision..which forms itself before me..aches like hell..the

slippery when wet snake..conjours up space to settle on a piece of flesh..

where eyes remain the same vision allowed...repeats over and over..now..

the picture on a website..reveals guilt..where love grows within a family

unit..creeps where it's not wanted..thought it was all over..thought I was

free from manipulation..rears it's ugly ass from the pass..you must be

sending a message..what can't let go ..messin with my head..who lives a

spinal cord effect..in close relationships that loves me to death..his family..

picturing the fire at will.. but wears no ammunition to end it all..become

final...without an ounce of care..or forgiveness..this is when u come in God

the flashbacks..the outragious fortune..the touch of what never have

permission in the first place..still lives..walks the earth..smiling in family

portraits like he's got his own way wearin my life..in another room..away

from me..looking in the wrong territory..but was in close range of the situation..

while present company was the verge of being locked up themselves..murder..

the towering force what lives inside ..what ain't over...wants to take a life..

forgive me..Lord..but..if I 'm to forgive from transgressions and turn the cheek

of the slayer..then God..who will ever come to my defense ..as the trials are still

pending ..alife who hovers over mine..staring in the eyes of on lookers..knows

the truth..a family we call..blood relative...that belongs to him..a love so tight..

we wear the clothes off one another's backs..called me mom II..the desire 2

live as one circle I created..as hearts grew older..the friendships on fb is exposed..

what I must put aside..is killing my spinal cord..the chills ..it's wars I wear..as

the mutant..Ninja Turtle''wanna kick ass...it's like before..when the Cops had to

get a hold of me..from stomping that common piece of horse manuer piece of shit..wearing..what Don't give anyrights whatsoever..I suffer while living..thoughts.

fuckingmy seed..like my skin with family pressed against disrespect..took over

my life...playing house..keeping secrets...I'm sick..had to get it out..frustrated once

again,God..I ask the Question...why..Why?..I want 2 b loved ..can't.. silence.."pause"

... :{.. CRYING inside..Celibate..thinking about the abuse..an emotional reaction..

I lay down no more..nomore with joy inside myself..still gotta hold on being unjustifide...after all these years sets me free...instead i lay my head down..being ask to relax..I'll take care of your heart..like so may times in the pass..God..PLEASEEEEE..suddenly wants the touch u can trust..HOW..when it happened to me..Create..///*_*\\\God Bless..

Sheila T Jordan

The Meaning of Roses/ VIRGO''23..Create

The Meaning of Roses: "Combinations of roses can also show different feelings and emotions. Red and White - Unity Red and Yellow - Jovial happiness Pink and White - Forever love Orange and Yellow - Passionate thoughts Pale colors - Sociability and friendship"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Though I walk millions of miles..search the world over..with a smile..been held,

caressed through the lonely hours..carried a torch for so many fathers..mothers..

grand..with no support or baring in times of complex agony..where the tears carried

me on my trial..wearing buckets..pails with arms full of tears..unhappiness..what

appeared to be my lifeform of pain and passing me by..when all was lost..and I die,

unworthy of forgiveness..love..common curtiousy.. shaking hands..a tender kiss..a

warm hug and embrace..THOUGH, I smile through out my unbelievable pain..the

gift of giving flowers..what graced my table..what pronounced u man and wife..after

a wedding ceremony..given..from being single and in love..mating the concept holding

on to forever, while the raindrops runs it's pendals down your cheeks..getting caught

in a shower of passion..attempts to steal that moment..when your heart gaveway 2..the

open arms of a bouquet in bloom..where I became Rose..found when a face worn with

no existence..life made sense...once and 4 all..I am color..a spectrum of God'...Creation..

Earth's child..VIRGO..23

The Meaning of Roses

The Meaning of Roses: "White - Purity Colors range from pure white to creams to very light pinks. Varieties include Eskimo, Bianca, Akito, and Vendella. White roses are given to those who are innocent, reverent, and pure. They are very commonly used in weddings. They can also be given as a sign of secrecy. A white rosebud is used to show girhood. A white rose that has been dried means 'Death is Preferable to Loss of Virtue'. A whithered white rose represents fleeting beauty, or given to show that no impression was made."

The Meaning of Roses

The Meaning of Roses: "Lavender - Enchantment Varities include Allure, Bluebird, Blue Curosia, and Stranger. Lavender roses show that you have fallen in love with someone from the moment you saw them. It also can be given to those who you feel are very unique, and those who you feel are enchanting."

The Meaning of Roses

The Meaning of Roses: "Yellow - Friendship Colors range from light yellow to golden. Varieties include Gold Strike, Skyline, Judy and Aalsmeer Gold. Yellow roses express joy, gladness, and friendship. They are given to new mothers, newlyweds, and graduates. They're also used as a reminder to a loved one to show that you care. In the past yellow was used to show jealousy and a decrease of love."

The Meaning of Roses

The Meaning of Roses: "Orange - Desire Colors range from bright orange to coral. Varities include Tropical Amazon, Marlyse, and Sari. Orange roses are given to those who you desire, those you want to get to know better, or those who you are proud of."