Friday, November 20, 2009

Amateur Illustrator - Galleries - freakyross's galleries/The lyfen' tym3z uf Fr3aKy R0$$ stumblin over Jakk Danny's/the african mask-arade

lets go bac..
not 2 far..just enuff 2
feature what I had
admired..this brotha finds himself..a G..
with
a definite means to survive..
I was going through
some yahoo past & presents..although it was
not by accident
I ran across this talented man
but..sometimes when u love a person..
become the flesh
of one's being..I discovered
he reminded me of
my past brotha
Leonard..
the art form..
the many ways his innocence
leaves words indescribable..
decent mannerisms
respect for whomever..this is how
I determined
my Love was creation..
what the mind feeds through..
a polished gentlemen who
has character..a need
2 b recognized..where eyes just stay
elsewhere
your goals in life leads u,
as the example
where age moves u .. growth elevates ur
stamina..claims u adult..where time
gave you gift..to spread ur wings and fly
become the flight emerged
u are by far,my hero
I've admired so much and now as I give my
friend..some words of advice
when the earth circulates the moon
365 days of the year..facing difficult
times in the economy..
jobs are hard to come by
King..
please stop and smell the roses
what breathe a fragrance of performance
arts & entertainment has been
left on ur doorstep..whatever you do..
however
it's been accomplished..
I will always believe in you
if ur kind of love I interprets as fallin...
yeah
somethin like what on going..but..truth b
said..ur mind I cherished..
I got philosophy
that speaks..in order 2 energize a battery..
u gotta apply the powers that wears
the elect..
the tools 2 enhance
performance..this is where I come
as creation..the rib
of friendship spoken..
i wanna seeya
make it my partner..wanna see what's
been on hold..
words intensified
hands doing..what God gave u..
thought
I mention...the crush of Love
was for the love
of brainpower..I feed off of knowledge..
faith..I have in you
as ..Success..all I see..
a very smart
brotha..stayin focused..like
your poetry
reads..I won't let u go..why..
ur a POET..A WRITER
A TECH...KNOWLED=GEEE
AND MOST OF ALL
LOVE4 ART
When I found u..then
it was heaven..if i appear 2 b in ur way
forgive me..But..
GOD made no dummy's
logic..I happen 2 dig
brightlights in dark places...1~MIC~
CENTERSTAGE
where my callin speaks
my bloodlne..
~FAMILY~
WHAT YOU'VE
become..Sheila T Jordan
loveya..

One Chance..One Moment

"This is where I become..one ounce.. memories..the past ..future and what remains a symbol ..what gives back to..this blog, I shared so many things, which is none to mention...nothing special.. but years of finding myself approval... where the eyes are shifty..sneaky and disturbing .. to say the least...but in my days.. down the road of depression and sadness... there a kind heart..a soft effect .. whats been so outta touch with reality, the hourglass of love..quickly evaporates .. like a dry sahara desert..I enter the life of a scorned female.. sending a message in a bottle.. paving a way for results hidden .. a story left to reveal...the pages of our archives, a family left to discover.. faces with no indentity...gone in search to b . support and meet the demands of tomorrow...4 today..
Create..Sheila T Jordan"
"What a beautiful e-mail from my beautiful sister-in-law...........I thank you so very much. Norma"

my son's affects of mom at the Hospital / on release

this broke me up..
touching..Memories
of 911..only worst..he visualizes
her
where memories of his grandma living
is alive, but seeing her in a condition
that soon will bring the R E A L I T Y
he repeats Trauma all over again..
something
we have no control of
but to wait, make
moms days happy, comfortable
with L O V E
Create
He writes me..the night we left the hospital..
Monday
"I apologize for not seeing you and grandmother off today. The combination of being overtired and really not being emotionally ready (although I thought I was) was a bit much. I love you, too, lady."
***H A P P Y *** T H A N K S G I V I N G S***
FROM
***
THE
****J O R D A N *** F A M I L Y****
were all in prayer
I was assigned to her
from the family
so..this is what i will be doing
until..God Bless YOU all
hospice is what
my mother care provider
is
this will be her needs at home
where everything will b
provided.. all and everything
for her..Thank you..HOSPICE

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"the one thing I learned in life..if ur calm sense..they'll b no non-sense..once u follow innersense..u become one 2 prevent.. when this happens...all sense and purpose is well understood..all day ..every day..go in Peace..it knows no battles or convictions or charges..NONE.. the accused.."Create

Thursday, November 19, 2009

HINDU LOVECRY

Thought I only knew as secrets
I saturated my own mischief..on weekends in secret..while that train sat..the ride..
I will share..U as my affair..I will hold ur dreams 2 release my nightmares..I
will lift u up from being scared..when my love grows deep.. send a message by text..
playing WHAT LOVE GOT TA DO with it.. just allow the ride ..it's comfort2 become our meeting..
where the train boards u..succulent sweet liquor..
wine..ROSE RED & warm embrace...so we move like the sounds of locomotion,
while lights..camera..action disappears in the dark... a cabin..where noone hears us flirt..moan..jerk..
where our bodies are closely heated...the steam is skeeting ..
among the engine so loud..we escape a crown .. indulge in love..
nobody hears..but suspects us..of silence
locked away from the world love meets him..
the one who saw eyes that sparkled so dapper..staring back...wanting a chance 2 feel how would we b on .
.a weekend growing in Seattle..ALL A BOARD number>1284..TRACK 3...
What met a friendship...becomes relationship...so we are so shy a first...he said..meet me every weekend..
no expenses paid..it's on me..I will show you love& all I have 2 give...she smiles, a mother of 2 kids..
a widow..early at 39.. so as the story continues... it's a year LATER...
she cries the blues..meets a friend in need of conversation..
from the lost of a love one..my husband..but he is the train ride met..I grieve outter love..my hurt grows fonder..
wanting his love..meeting in quiet places...
sharing good times...holding me ..kissing..but never give
him my personal space.. what separates him from my hearts of affection,
the love of my daughters..14 and 19.. so be the times render..the hours giving my heart 2 love..
as I walk the pages written another man I can't get enough of..the smiling face..
his beautiful red skin, eyes that makes me wanna keep him closer here..inNYC..QUEENS
how does one go drifting back and forth..having a good time...sharing me...on the weekends..
feeling so right..knowing by rightious rule of my faith..it's not right..
the man's married..
with children while I am the mistress in waiting..
where love waits for a new..
right here at home...God U reign Supreme counsel..my soul in place of sin..
where my muslim beliefs..challenges my spiritual wisdom 2 change..me..sancuary...I pray to Ali for strength and self respect..
for life leading me ..with courage & pride..in ur name...although I know ..
the earth counts my days..my soul wears no decay of dismissal in faith,
I extend my hand..as ur friend..where u decide..who is best..where nearest to my heart..leaves no closeness or scandal...
far away still remains inside..until then I become..ur answer2..faith..arrive unannounced..
Discipline..my choice still lives..yours..Peace sheila T Jordan...
Dedicated 2 a sistah of hope in love..OUR aide..
Farina FOR mother...A CRY 4 HELP..Create Hindu speaks through me..

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"why dont you want me? what did i do? the worst you can
accuse me of is simply loving you.. you were my sunrise the stars in my night but you've left me again and i'm too weak to fight i dont think you knew how i needed you so and how much it hurt each time you let me go so i'll let the tears fall let my tender heart break it will get stronger in time but i'll always feel the ache"