One Of The Hardest Things In Life | Saying Images

One Of The Hardest Things In Life Saying Images:

"watching

someone you love

(as a friend)

watch

you love someone

else isn’t

that easy either."

so...

what pretends..

smiles

charms the life outta

you

tickles your fancy..living inside

what's

phony

inside ur heart

u pray

for a miracle

whats grows in length

of time

feels the sizzle

becomes a spark

in love..without the touch

mutual..

the

final chapter..

life goes on..

gotta cut it loose

do u know how that feels

Q:

Create

WOWW HOW TIME FLIES..A MONTH ALREADY

THE WHITE ROSE...PURE IN HEART "

I LAID ON HER CASKET..was her favorite..all were RED & WHITE..

BUT ..I was handed WHITE..THE COLOR IWRITE WAS

WHAT SHE WAS BURIED IN..WHAT SHE WORE

WHEN SHE MARRIED MY DAD & WHAT SHE WORE

SAYING GOODBYE..

The days

are

going by so fast..

I can't believe it's a month

mom's been gone...

I still have memories that lingers around

inside my head..Ya know..

I was carrying this, it's my fault for

not being

able to help her more..but..

when my family said..it's not..

ur fault..I'm holding to much inside

Mom's time was GOD's decision..

she was very tired..weak..

praying all the time out of her month.

.smiling..saying..Why am I still hear..

telling the Lord..I am ready..

she would speak of

lights bouncing off all of us

as we would enter her room..bright..

flicking all around..One day I

remember ..when I brought some food

for dinner..

she was talking to God..

just like he was sitting right next to her ..

on the bed..smiling..having a converstion..

I just watched in amazement..

I said..mom.

.ur ready to eat..she just gave me a look..

like I had disturbed her privacy

and it felt so funny..I put the food on her table..

she had one like they used in the hospital

so I left..

she started calling me back..

at that point..I hid behind the door and broke

down in2 tears..when it hits home,

it's incredible how Life withers

in seconds at a time..

every day she was different..

her voice changed ..

her body changed..it became the final days..

wearing on me as well..

how going home 2 be with JESUS..

gave her one more day of energy..

holding on for our sake..

then the night arrived..

where she no longer could hold a cup of tea

in her hands..when I gave it to her..it just fell

all on her..I was devistated..

grab the cup..wiped her down and she

just acted like it was

nothing at all..then she asked me for a hug..

which I grabbed her with all my might..held her

close & smiled..

ur something else mom..

suddenly I noticed the change within 3 hours

after the aide left this was the day before..

we had to place her again..

another Blood clot on the right leg..

she had started a coin collection in the

family's honor,

which has valued thousands of dollars..

Commemorative collection ..

she would lock her door..u would hear her with the

coins...placing them in the placks.

.quarters..pennies..50c pieces

dollars..they came in many different

sizes for the children..adults and..relatives..

she had it all laid out..but..unfortunately..

it wasn't finished..

so many of our family members will

recieve the rest..me..my granddaughter..

Tatie..my daughter Shatika ..

will be taking care of finishing up her wish...

so everyone she loved

will own these coins..

we found several already done..

mines of which she gave me before her passing..

thats when she used to walk down

these basement stairs to my room..sigh!!!..

like it was just yesterday..6 months ago

just 6..OMG..a month..ALREADY..

and I'm still feeling her presence..I

emptied 7 bags

of personal notes

from Evangelist writing her..

she was sending them..donations..

Checks ..writing organizations..

Feed the children..

Cancer Research..UNITED NEGRO

College fund..

Jesse Jackson's PUSH..

Rainbow Coalition..

Save The Children..Sunami..

RED CROSS..KATRINA..

where we send clothing..money..

I went through every single bag of notes..

checks ..coins left..

she had a warehouse of items..

Bibles..dietary literature..

healthy life..everything u can name

that came in the mail..

she had.. I donated books to

OUR library..

Gave some away to

friends and neighbors who..

wanted to remember her..

jewelry..Pics of her vacations..

in Bemuda..Europe..

Vatican City in Rome Italy...Tampa Florida..

San Francisco California, Colorado Springs..

Ontario Canada..Oklahoma City..

Boston..Pittsburg Pennsylvania

our famiy's States..

NorthCarolina..

HER HOME..>

raised in Norfolk Va..where now

Mom & Dad are together..

in there final resting place...

.LYN BROOK..CEMETERY in LI. New york..

God Bless You..thanks for taking the

time to listen..loveya..

Peace. CREATE..Sheila T Jordan

MOONLIGHTING.. HOW U MOVE ME

I heard

OUR song,

TODAY

the melody takes me back ..

the voice of love rings all

through my..BODY

how I'm feelin..hoping..

it sends me where

AL JARREAU..ONCE arrived..

become the tropics..deep..

flowing an interlude..

dreaming of a vacation in

the South Pacific...sand

under my feet..

..overlooking the skies..

orange moon and cocktails..

he..b brown skin..Black

smooth.. texture of linen..

walks with a strut..

his knees

knock together..

his eyes steals ur heart ..

like a thief in the night..seeks

2play..

feels me right..I think..

I will..so I am his love interest.

his arms..2my lips..goes below..

what cannot miss his OCEAN

I swim in..medium height..

thick..strong..fine w/ a deep..

baritone voice..

sexy..moves all though me..

how u do me..goes on and on..

in slow motion..

sexy..his experiment..as the

music plays..Moonlighting..

some walk by night..some

walk by day..

2 strangers who has meet

along the way..carries a note..

writes the song about you & I..

we become a symphony..

both instruments..

a cruise to nowhere ..

drifts in2 time..

harmony puts me in the

mood for loving u..

sends us 2 an Island..

lost in paradise..

where my body can't wait

any longer..we nature ..

I touch ur private parts..

soothes my seclusion..

what 's been hours ..waiting

for the chance to enjoy

..a real eatable climax..making it's

way through body massage..

I rub u all through coastal

observation ..

underneath ur bulging by saps..

what leads me as ur sweat ..

acts in performance..

where Moonlight..meets your eyes..

meets mine..I am drenched

beside the waves..

I flow so ravenously for ur love..

sea breeze of devotion..

becomes disenchanted..far

from me..in thought..

sobeit..

my journey ends..

loving you...always

shows..our night is not over..

it's my desire to kiss

a long awaited segment ..

still plugged in..working

me over..for as long as

..Al Jarreau..

sings..MOONLIGHTING..

I'll b reachng out 2 u..

my LOVE..healing ME..

touching u..

Mr Jarreau..I thank u..

muah!!..Create..Sheila TJordan

Valentines Day was slamming at Denny moes...SUPERSTAR barbershop

SUNDAY was a blast..I had the opportunity to be invited to Harlem's biggest name in unisex barbershop & salon DENNYMOES nails, foot massage, Total pampering for Valentine's day a master of styling & profiling Black men & women's couture the atmosphere was so warm & loving..w/ Champagne cocktails..Dinner served while u be wined & dined plus..a display of items u can purchase to ur hearts content jewelry..chocolates..covered strawberries..a FOUNTAIN with drinks to ur liking.. cherry sensual eatables.. bath & body essentials when u walk in the place it smells like a candy factory all the essence of LOVE from another or just for u.. VALENTINE'S DAY can't be better than this.. I came solely equipped as.. the loner..but the benefits..ohhh..

the mind was rested..I needed this in the worst way..thanks

to my daughter Shatika & Daughter in law Tasha..whose a makeup artist

and good friend of DENNYMOES they will definitely see me again..hope urs was as soothing and complexed as mine.. thank u for listening PEACE..Create..Sheila T Jordan

Yéle Haiti - Blog

Yéle Haiti - Blog: "HAITI RELIEF EFFORTS : SUSTAINABLE EARTHQUAKE PROJECTS [ www.yele.org" UPDATE: in the efforts of building a new Haiti..donations have shown tremendous progress..now there working on a plan to sustains livable housing to accompany the millions of people who need desperately.. we are continuing to supply the necessary means which still require much attention..i have donated several things from my mom's i know they will need the life of the living has to feel at this time..it is our duty as Americans.. where the Haitian people here.. are still waiting word of there love ones..it's so devistating.. I can imagine the grief of losing a love one without supporting this cause in the midst of a storm we come as one..we make every single contribution speak with ur heart ..gather as much as u can, say a prayer keep The Lord as ur primary example of living set a good impression for United States and abroad, stand together for Yele.Org... keep Hope alive..don't stop Haiti has become..an investment wear the LOVE from within continue to follow ur hearts Donate..whatever u can Peace..Create..Sheila T Jordan

MultiStages - Upcoming Events

MultiStages - Upcoming Events:

"2009

NEW WORKS

CONTEST WINNER. This spring

we will produce the world

premiere of Hell and High Water, Or Lessons for When the Sky Falls

by Jamuna Yvette Sirker.

(Playwright’s photo upward Hell and High Water is an

artistic account of

survival told by witnesses

of Hurricane Katrina. Ms. Sirker is a displaced survivor of

Katrina who uses her artistry to

share the drama of what she and others experienced,

and the lessons they

wish to share. By weaving

the historical and political with farcical and

surreal elements,

the playwright explores

the psychological impact of loss, abandonment,

and displacement experienced

by her colorful characters. Hell and High Water

includes multimedia, poetry, dance,

and New Orleans jazz. In addition to

the New Works events,

we will present our Script

Development Series which gives audiences the opportunity to follow

the growth of a play and engage

in creative and educational dialogues with playwrights.

Details on the Series to come"

update: THIS WAS A GREAT DAY

FOR ME..VALENTINES

brought NEWS...my son

RUSSELLJORDAN

has now been

CAST as a UP AND COMING

ENTRY 2

HELL and high water.

Congratulations!!!!!!!

goes out to YOU

Look OUT Broadway

A POINT OF VIEW..SENIORS IN THE WORKFORCE

Shoutbox:

LISTEN

"if you truly accept who you are...

you will never

be threatened by another~"

~~~(((())))~~~

I am what

shakes ur hand..

says hello..

it's a pleasure

to meet u..have a seat..

looks over ur credential..

smiles in ur face

open's there mouth..

with a encouraging response....

and corporate means..

Sorry..THE job's been filled..

but we'll hold ur application

for three months

of which..there should

be a slot opened

recommended for

ur background

what do u do..after such gratitude..

get the hell outta that bullshit..

walk down to

the nearest agency..

where Jobs are

required to fill the void & keep

your life restored..retirees

are now

the exception to the rules..

finding them

over the hill..when ur tired ..

God has the Last word

not

The Dept Of Labor..

seek and u will find..

JOBS available

keep looking..

eyes that can still see

the futures down with the program ...

thats when ur

behind the desk of that

person who hires u in the first place

senior ciizens

have a blessed life

knowing ..yours is not in the dark..

but..the light of days forward

A change..thanks...

BARACK OBAMA..

we shall overcome..YES WE CAN..

thought I mention

Create...Sheila T Jordan

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