comes and goes

his is a story about a girl ..we shall call...vintage...the kind of person who lives one moment in time..she takes her time ...in meeting title...looks at where it takes her...so she sees a specticle....with amber ways and social decisionst...she finds him the greatest thang since birth...where God 's plan is magnificent...the root...the foundation of life..what a wonderful way to start living...but as da days and night meeting lines written...his charm and grace set my pages flowing...he's in 2 what i am...poetry in motion..feeling what this man gives... days moved on...it got harder and harder to adapt...as chapters of his life began...now it's getting serious... not joke in da matter... i get access of family..friends..social circles...vantage starts breaking...she fall apart ...she crumbles..where his spark showed problems..in his life...this wasn't eazy 2 see...suddenly gains footage...looks at his past...she reads....every night after work...waking up with this family unit...missing days of sleep...reads..see how he use to look....wasn't exactly what i wanted 2 believe...a writer herself....she grasp at the knowledge of such a man ..who would share his world in criminology..the backwards of street .where smoking cigars..laced with shit...taking me through his life...it became very difficult very difficult at first..but as da weeks went in2 months ...i had to got a hold of me..i got hooked...not so much..fundamentally..but...romantically..sounds crazy...but true...right.. no joke..his looks started pleazin me..so much..got sex appeal...pretty eyes and lips...my God..he's turning me on...dam..this is not suppose to happen...the duckling ..we call ugly...became a king..strong and mighty..fine as black in da rough battle...like biblical reading..the book of Jesus..God's son...so i da story of david...sal connected da 2...from disbelief 2 making da news..he's now a big celebrity...with millions staring at his life story...now i'm scared...he's such a magnificent person i will lose the poetry partner to his fandago..dance..sing..writing painting..distributing..his title...he so well loved...vantage comes a little to late for love..in his life..so she comes and goes ..because he does...not 2 say it's been a long journey with ya...absolutely fantastic..got no complains soldier...it's just me...i fell 4ya..hard..deep...sensual..sweet.. a woman like me.. in da time of her life...where she should have everlasting paridise..with palm trees and beaches..that tells a story of romance..loving a man like you...you just wet every inch of me..just when change begins..i am going through..a change of life..keeps me wanting you every night...hasn't been eazy my friend...your pleazin 2 da eyes..my stomach gets butterflies..my heart get weak..the soles of my feet start to tickle..wheni pretend to feel ya touchin them..rubbing..lol..crazy..how i think...but not ..when what comes and goes...leaves...don't know whether to let it go or stay..understand?..don't ..please don't look at me.as... an issue or mental state..my factities are well at hand...i've just been through so much pain in my life as well..i won't address them like u do...this is a new adventure..sharing footage..meeting someone for da first time...long distance...u say u i can't love u..well baby.. that's a negative...you got me..i admit ..u got me..and i know a lot of others feel like i do...don't fake da funk...proceed your title playa..u know who u are....how could u not believe...where it's been..how it began and where it's goin...coming in2 your life..PEACE...u know