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I MET AN ATTRACTION ...ALONG DA WAY OF SEXUAL EXPLOTATION...WE DATED FOR FUN..WE ENJOYED ONE ANOTHER VERY MUCH..WE HAD A GOOD RELATION..WE WASNT THINKING ABOUT OTHERS..OR..JUST HOW LOVELY THE TIME SPENT...THIS MUST BE LOVE...EXCEPT WHAT TIME HAS BROUGHT FORTH..FORGET WHAT OTHERS THINK..AS YOUR FEELIN A LIL OUTTA PLACE..KNOWING ALL THE TIME SPENT..IT'S FOR FUN AND SEX...ALTHOUGH..IT GETS PRETTY INTENSE..WHERE YOUR SOUL RAISES OBJECTIONS...THINKS..WERE TAKIN A CHANCE..WERE GOING OFF..WERE TAKIN THIS SO CALL REPLACEMENT AS A FUCKING EXPERIENCE..WOW..I LIKE THIS CHANCE..IT'S GETTING OUT OF CONTROL...YOU TELL YOURSELF ..IT'S WHAT YOU WANT..BUT IN ALL HONESTY..IT'S DEAD WRONG..WHY DOES LIFE COME AS LOVE GROWING STRONG...AND YET..FOREFILLS ONES BODIES PERFECT...BUT WHEN U COME TO YOUR SENSES...IT'S A FUCKED UP ARRANGEMENT...I CAN LOOK AT THIS EXPERIENCE AS A PASSING FANCY..CARRYING ON..LEAVE THE PASS ALONE..WALK AWAY LIKE IT WAS NOTHING AT ALL..WHEN ALL THE TIME U PUT IN THIS RELATIONSHIP...YOU MIND SAYS...WHAT AM I DOING..PLAYING AROUND WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S CONCERNS..KNOWING..IT'S WHAT I WANT AND WHAT ANOTHER DON'T...IN THE PROCESS OF EYES MEETING...GETTING TO BE MY SOULMATE...MY PRIVACY IS NOW OUT IN DA OPEN..TELLS ME..IT'S DANGEROUS WATERS I TREAD...BUT WHAT WORKS ON DA BRAIN...WHAT SPEAKS IRRESPONSIBLE CIRCUMSTANCE...I LEARNED..LOVE'S WEAPON KEEPS ME SO OUTTA TOUCH WITH REALITY..THE BOTTLE LINE IS...I CAPTURED A MOMENT WHEN...GUILT WILL START TO BREAK..MY SYSTEM GETS WEAK...MY HEART STOPS..THINKS..I WANNA CONTINUE..WHEN THE TRUTH IS A MISTAKE...IF I DON'T LISTEN TO MY HEART..MY SOUL...MY LIFE AND WHERE IT'S GOING...I'LL WAIT AND WAIT AND WAIT...WHEN DA ONE WHO'I'M SCREWING.. BELONGS 2 ANOTHER..SMACKS MY FACE..GOES HOME WITHOUT ME...WHERE THE BODY NEEDS COMFORT AND THE SOUL SAYS GOODBYE FOREVER..YOUR CONSCIENCE WILL REMIND YOU...IT WAS ONLY A DATE..SWELLIN MY MANHOOD..KNOWING ALL THE TIME..WHAT YOU PUT IN2..STARTS 2 END FUCKED UP..BECAUSE I DIDN'T THINK THIS WAS A FLING..A SIDE ACTION.. LINES OFFENSE..TO GAMES PLAYED FOR FUN..YOU SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT..GIVE AN ULTIMATIUM..WHEN I KNOW..THE BOTTLELINE IS...KEEP IT MOVING..BEEN NICE..BUT..IT'S TIME 2 GO...THE FUTURE HOLDS BIG RESPONSIBILITIES..WHERE I COME FROM...NONSENSE DON'T APPLY..BECOMES THE BLOCK..DUCKING..DODGING..2 PREVENT A SCANDAL...WHEN I'M NO SECRET..I'M DA REAL ONE...GOT NOTHING 2 HIDE...U FEEL ME..BY CREATE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~POEM~~ I HAD A MILLION WAYS 2 EXPRESS MY PERSON..I TAPPED WHAT WAS HONORED...I RESPECT WHAT'S UPON HER...I GROW WITH A STRONGHOLD 2 MAKE MOUNTAINS MOLE THAT PASSION WHERE..SMILES OF LAUGHTER WEARS EVERY MOMENT..WHAT DREAMS AT NIGHT ..IT'S CLOSURE..WHAT REMAINS..DA COMPOSURE..2 WRAP ARMS IN SOUL'S ESSENCE..COMPEALS YOU TO CONTINUE THE FIRES WITHIN YOUR CONPULSIVE REACTION...HERE MY LIPS ARE FULLY MEASURED BY YOUR LOCK..MY HEAT..I DRIFT IN 2 MANY DAYS AHEAD..PREPARING US FOR WHAT GIVES..AFTER THE LOVE IS MET...WE GO IN2 WHAT WEARS..LONG DAYS IN2 SUMMER..STILL LINGERS AS...THE COMING OF TOMORROW...WHERE I DECIDE MY WEIGHT..IF IT'S FOR ME OR NOT WHERE I COME HOME...ALONE..SAYING I DON'T WANNA BE LEFT ALONE..YOUR THOUGHTS..MY WORDS EXACTLY.. I END CONVERSATION FRIEND...CREATE/2008/SEPT6