try a lil tenderness

Goodevening...for the next 30 mimutes...u will be my witness..to a story i'm very concerned about...Rihanna and ..this not so disciplined gentleman chris brown..for the past weeks ...the media has left a mark on so much news on this couple and how everyone feels about the abuse...well..the truth of the matter..i have no respect for animal magnetism...abuse is the number one challenge in life...of which i have a big issue with...last night...i was involved in abuse...but..it wasn't with my boyfriend..friend or associate...this is going to sound very bad...i have abuse right in my own home..my younger son has a problem..it all sets back when he has a problem with excepting his father's death..of which..i'm left with a sickness..i realize this is something i am going to have to play by ear...when the time is right..put him away..he needs help..i had no idea he was going to give me so much trouble as he got older..but.life takes u through hurdles and typhoons and hurricanes..with no life spared..he's been acting up again..i know drugs are involved..out of work...seasoning job..construction..is only summer...although he's attending school at night..the element of decision..plays on the weak..and he's a prime candidate for weed...i can't take this any longer...my mom wasn't spared as far as her breast cancer..she's become very frailly..scary to see her like this ..when just 5,6 mos ago..she was full in body weight..looking good..healthy..now i got this going on ..on the other hand..my grandkids are there..they witness all of this ..and i can't take how he talks..profanity all out his mouth..no respect for the home..then my daughter comes home and ask that i don't get her children involved with what goes on with him and they live upstairs together..shares the apt..where the kids see what goes on..they tell me..she get upset with them and yells at them for telling me what goes on upstairs..he pushed me on the floor last night...police was summoned..where they did nothing and he's in the family home.. he calls u stupid..asshold..just the same way he speaks to his lady friend..the Q is..how can any woman call this love ..when a woman is subject to abuse and a man gets away with it..i'm leaving this behind...i am planning to go midwest..my mom was crying for me last night...i hated to see her like that..nervous..shaking..i held her for about an hour..she's 97 and was mad as hell..she wanted him out..his boss/neighbor i grew up with...Mike..heard me yelling opened the door..had to grab him out the house..i am not happy..i got my hours cut..just so i could be home with my mom..it's getting outta hand..i try not to let my Brother know ..by night he's gone to work..imagine a son..knocking his mom down..call u all kinda names...a seed u raised.. this abuse is not good ..if this child Rihanna goes back to Chris...it's not gonna work..someone gonna get hurt..no help under the sun..in my opinion changes what it is.....no kinda respect for anybody..him included..be careful world..you days and night are short..the bible say..spoiled the rod..spoil the child..without discipline..a way to raise and i did hard..this is a cause to get help no matter who it is...family especially.. it will hurt..but this kinda love is for your own benefit...peace..pray for our home..sheila..Create