SINCE DA DAYs BORN..

TAKE ME BACK..

in retrospect...where the mood saw a face ..she won't 4get

where the setting was bp kept..Where the pic..spoke cellblock.. ...saw no specs

just a black shadow..w hollowness..wears his silence..a shadow w/nonsense

i go bac from time 2 time..2 claim..that once clever brotha..what caressed my

mind..served me lovely..a bro's soul ..a soldier of penalties..from casualties & conflictions

blockade's from out access..parole violations...lived a dead president of ghetto threads

the soul's palpitations..heart throbbing..sweat wearing ..reacts this Sista ..formally

introducted as..poetry.. pages starring him....dimensions of black..coming through..but ..

verses of a smooth ..caviler..emotional lyric..what wore her days & night in bed..as her

indentity describes..2 him..the same wave length..in distance of a bridge..meeting his

apple..where eyes kept heights ranged from Empire States 2 ..the fresco STREETS..

THE PLACE..FILLMORE

the G thang keeping me delirious thoughts..what branded my heart..what burn inside

of want...years .stolen..rips my linen through tendah moments ..read...back & forth

gripping..life ..the pretense..holding on 2 subject matter...rated xxx...carries me..through stormy sees..a wrecked disturbed baggage...left..a man..worthy of everything..beaufiful..now

becomes ..his own publicity met..a soldier..of fortune..a news paper.. gathers no friend ..who..

I recognize..as the DREAM..made..from how..he covers his own skin..acting..like what never

believed..just a joke...the painted face of a batman's sinister crime link..2 finding who is the real

enemy..fact or fiction..he portrays as money..lights..camera..action..the main character..self

explanatory... what greets his morning coffee...his donuts or Oatmeal cookies...a social encounter

a dad ..up & coming...

All the L O V E & COMPASSION..from the first time ..I met you...I told u..it was love..I had 4 u

no..Bullshit..straight up front...personal..didn't matter ..what distance..or chatter..left u doubtful

insecured about..This was a heart feeling..pulsation ..erruptions..melting in stages..u performed..

acted out..left..me.. the common cause..2 remain..wearing ur frame..goreous..beautiful..crazzzy

the earth stopped...the skies opened up..the birds ..sang..words.. I shared as one..being w/ u..

for as long a forever..fave me..something 2 believe in...YOU..now..where u have me..wearing that lake of love...like ur mom..You were my dream come true...after feeling so ..blue...the disappearing acts of love..& poems..rest upon..what gave sweet moments Of u..WEARS WEAK

and sees ..what left you.. a G for comfort..wearing dead presidents..lovin it...shows me...this is what ..a child will witnessed be4 u...NON-SENSE

total NONSENSE....A DAD W/ a CHEMICAL IN-BALANCE...WHAT IS happening!!!!

DO U KNOW..URSELF..2 BECOME...A LEGACY 2 STAND ON...A CHIP OFF HIS SON'S BLOCK..THE SHOES THAT WEARS HIS STABILITY FROM CELL BLOCKAGE..

LEFT NUMB..BECOMING..CARELESS..SENSELESS..LIFELESS....unappealing 2 all

that calls U POP..I have no words..but this...God..MAN..I have been by ur side ..

without even a mere kiss and I am still in LOVE..PRIVATELY..2 MY OWN SELF AFFLICTION..WANTING U..CARING 4..GET IT 2GETHER..this weed has got ya

zoned..in another world ..substance..2 ABUSE..UR NOT READY TO BE a father..I 'm the RETROSPECT..

THE reality check ..peace..L R..this is for ..4 your own good. .CHIILL OUT..CLEAN UP UR ACT

OR PAY THE CONSEQUENCES... BRO!!!!!!!!!. he laughs..BUT...ain't funny no mo'..UR HURTING ME SOO..HOW DO U THINK UR MOM 2 BE..FEELS hommie!!!! CREATE..UR PARTNER...Sheila T Jordan