FOR MALCOLM/ "AN ANSWER 2 BLACK QUEENS" YOU TUBE..MY THEORY

SHE BOLDLY WALKS WITH SIGMENT AND PRAISE...SHE GALIVANTS AROUND WITH SCARLETT LETTERS TO INHANCE...SHE WASHES HER FACE AND HANDS ...SMILE LIKE THE GOLDEN SUNSHINE OF BERMUDA'S WARMTH IN PARADISE...SHE GRACES YOUR STAGE..AS A MIC WITH SPEECH...SHE'S YOUR ANCHOR.. WHAT'S RELEASE TALENTS..AS A STATURE OF LIBERTIES... SHE DANCES LIKE A DOVE...FLIES LIKE THE WIND IN A TROPICAL SEA BREEZE...SHE'S WISKED AWAY FROM HOME..TO YOUR ARMS...WHERE YOUR WARM EMBRACE...GATHERS CHARM..STAMINA...HER STRENGTH OF MALE HORMONES.GENERATES..A MAN WHICH BECOMES THE FOUNDATION...HE'S KEPT LOVE THROUGHOUT..WHILE EYES CAPTURES EVERY MOMENT..SHE WAKES IN THE MORNING...SHE HOLDS YOU IN HER ARMS..KISSES YOUR SOUL'S ECLIPSE..ONCE IT TRAVELS PASS DARKNESS..LIGHT BREAKES IT FORM..ARRIVES YOUR COMFORTER...YOUR QUEEN..YOUR WOMAN...THE ART CREATES WHAT BECOMES IT'S FACTOR...TO MAGNIFY...CONNECTS THE SKIES...WHERE SOLAR TAKES CONTROL OF NUBIAN POWERS THAT BE...YOUR BLACK BEAUTY...BLACK ACTIVITY..WHAT GOD GAVE MAN FOR HIS STRUCTURE..WHAT HE BUILDS ALONG HER JOURNEY...TO DISCOVERY...AFRO AMNESITY..HISTORY LEARNING...AN OPAL..THE GEM.. THE STONE UNTURNED..HIS SOLID ROCK...SISTAHS WITH ELEMENTS..THE TASTE TRANSFORMED.. 2 GATERADE...THE DRINK...I CELEBRATE..U..HIS WIFE...HIS MOTHER..HIS SISTAHS...AUNTS..HIS DAUGHTER...HIS GRANDCHILD...FOR WITHOUT THESE SEEDS..MAN LOSES HIS BACKBONE..RIB 2 EXISTING WOMAN...THE VILLAGE...FAMILY..A HOME..WHERE I COME AS KING...YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING...SHAPES ME..WHERE I BECOME YOUR LAND..YOUR FIELDS...YOUR SWEAT...YOUR MEALS...THE WHIPS...CHAINED MEMORIES..NOW RELEASED..DA FREEDOM 2 SPEAK...EDUCATED..LIBERATED...WHERE BOOKS WERE DENIED OUR BRILLANCE...THE END OF OUR STRUGGLE NOW BEGINS..U ARE THAT TEACHER..WHO TOOK TIME 2BECOME MY PROGRESS..NOT PROCESS 2 ELIMINATE FUTURE AFRO AMERICANS...I BOW DOWN MY QUEEN...IN YOUR HONOR..MY BATTLES FOR PEACE...HAS WON CREATION...U..A MONARCH.. BEAUTY..A RAINBOW DEFERRED..SEED..UNITY..PEACE..CREATE.

MY SURPRISE HAS ARRIVED

THIS IS TO MY ROSS THE SKIES HAS OPENED TO A NEW PLATO OF LIVING...WHERE MONTHS HAVE GROWN TO ANOTHER AGE FOR ME..WITH THIS IN MIND...IT BECOMES A REALITY...YOU AND I HAVE WHAT NOONE HAS HAD SINCE LAST YEAR...AND NOW MY SURPRISE HAS DRIVEN ME TO OWESOME FLIGHTS THAT CARRIES ME TO YOUR DOOR..WITH A THANK YOU SO MUCH ,MY BUDDY....MY FRIEND...MY LOVE MY NEVERENDING MIRACLE..YOU...I AM SO HAPPY THAT I MET YOU...I CAN'T GET OVER ..HOW MUCH YOU MAKE ME FEEL..THE GIFTS ARE SO PRECIOUS AND SWEET...THE KEYCHAIN//YOUR CRAZY..ALCATRAZ..LOLO..U GONNA LOCK ME UP HUN...YEAH..THAT'S A GOOD THANG YA KNOW I DON'T MIND A BIT...THE HAT..NOW YOU KNOW TATIE LOVES THE SOCKS..SHE HAD A FIT.. THERE SO CUTE...NOW THE JERSEY...I SCREAMED...I HAVE 5 OF THEM...MY FAVORITE WEAR..I BOUGHT NEW YORK..DALLAS...COWBOYS...SAN FRANCISCO49ER..YEP..HAD THAT ONE FOR YEARS....MARLENS..AND NOW YOURS...DAMN..THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY I HAVE EVER HAD..I LOVE YOU LANNIE..YOUR THE BEST...I GOT HOME AND EVERYONE ONE'S EYES WAS WAITING FOR ME TO OPEN THE PACKAGE UP..LOLO..MY MOM HAD HER OPERATION TODAY ON HER EYES..SHE HAS CATARATS AND GLOUCOMA ..SHE FELT HER WAY WHAT YOU GAVE ME AND SAID.. GOD BLESS HIM..HE'S MAKING MY DAUGHTER VERY HAPPY...SHE SAID STAY FRIENDS WITH U FOREVER..YOUR VERY NICE MAN...MY SISTER..BROTHER..MY SON..ALL SAW THE THINGS...NOW..WHEN ARE GOING TO SEE HIM SHEILA...THEY ASKED..WHEN HE'S READY TO...THANKS AGAIN..WORDSONGS..FRIENDS FOR LIFE..I FEEL SO GOOD ..THIS IS HOW YOU'VE ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL..I'M ON A CLOUD..FLOATING AWAY...RIGHT TO THE WEST COAST...SOON..VERY SOON...THE JOURNAL IS OWESOME...YOU GAVE IT TO ME ..AFTER MAKING IT FOR YOUR MEMOIRS..AWWWWWWW LANNIE..THAT'S KOOLLLLLLL BUDDY..I CHERISH IT FOREVER..U FOREVER..WE...ENTITY..WITH NO PROBLEM KING... THE QUEEN IS PLEASED..PEACE..P.S..I AM A HEALTHY SISTAH..I THOUGHT YOU KNEW...MY BAZOOKAS ARE PRETTY BIG..SO I HAVE TO WEAR THIS JERSEY WITH A TANK UNDERNEATH..WEAR IT LIKE A JACKET...BUT..IT'S FLYYYYYYY..NYC TERM...FLYYYYYYYY FOR DAYS..JUST SO HAPPENS..I GOTTA A ORANGE TANK TOP TO WEAR WITH IT..SMILING...HEAVEN MUST OF SENT YOU FROM ABOVE..FRESCO..MEET THE BIG APPLE..YELLA GURL..IT'S BEEN A PLESURE BAY AREA...SHAYLA..AKA..CREATE

THOUGHTS 2 REMEMBER

WHEN YOU LEARNED ME..I WAS A FRAGILE ITEM..A LIGHT.. WITH LOOKS YOU SAY ..DOES NOT LIKE YOU...I AM THE OUNCE DROPPED IN2 YOUR REALM..YOU DIDN'T KNOW WHAT YOU HAD...A WOMAN WITH MANY HISTORICAL LIFEFORMS...WORN IN SILENCE..BUT U BROUGHT ME OUT..NOW I'M OPEN...RELAXED ON DA PHONE...ONLINE...IN SILENCE..WHERE YOUR EYES SPEAK AND YOUR SOUL LED ME TO YOUR BODY OF WHICH I GAVE MINES 2 HOLD ON TO U FOREVER...WHEN I SEE YOUR SMILE IN A STORM...RAINS DOWN ON MY DRAWS...EATS CIRCUMFERENCE..WHICH SURROUNDS ANGLE OF MERCIES WORN..THE EVILS..I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH...WHO SPEAKS OF..IS SWEET..WITH A SMILE..WHO LIGHTS YOUR WORLD...U NEVER KNEW I AM A RAINBOW COLLISION A QUESTION..BECAME ANSWERS UNSOLVED...A CONTSTANT REMINDER OF WHO SHE IS...WHAT IS SHE...BUT I DIDN'T KNOW MYSELF...THE WORLD KEPTED ME AS..A FREAK OR A NERD...A ALIEN WITH A PLANET UNLIKE OUR EARTH..I WAS MOLESTED...BEAT...STARTED CARRYING A GUN..BUT YOU WOULD NEVER THINK..I GOT UPSET WITH DA QUESTIONING AS A THREAT..I CARRIED A GRUDGE..I WALKED AROUND.LIKE LIFE HAS NO RIGHTS..2 BE INSIDE MY HEAD...I HAD ALL TYPES OF ELEMENT THINKIN I WAS WHITE..SPANISH..EVEN JEWISH..EVERYTHING BUT BLACK...WAS ASK ALL THROUGH MY LIFE..HAD WHITE GUYS WHO WAS INTERESTED...WASN'T PREJUDICE..BUT I WASN'T INTERESTED..WHEN I GAVE IT A CHANCE...I DIDN'T LIKE THE OUTCOME..FOUND OUT LATER ..HE TOLD ALL THE GUYS IN DA NEIGHBORHOOD..INCLUDING HIS HOMIES..BLACKS..WHICH..THEY WERE LOOKING AT ME AS A SLUT..MY NAME WAS SHIT AROUND MY AREA..GUYS WOULD JUST COME AT ME FOR FUN..LAUGH...SAYING...WOW THAT SURE WAS SOME GOOD PUSSY..COMPARING MY BODY..TALKING ABOUT MY CHEST..WHICH I WAS VERY TOP HEAVY..I HAD A COMPLEX EVER SINCE 15..I SHARED EVERYTHING WITH MY HEART IN MIND..SO U WOULD KNOW WHO I AM ..NOW IN DA PRESENT..GIRLS WERE VERY JEALOUSY OF ME..I DON'T HAVE TO THIS DAY...TOO MANY WOMEN FRIENDS...I KEEP A DISTANCE...I HAVE FRIENDS THAT LEFT NY..MY TIGHT BUDDIES..SOME BECAUSE OF FALLING FOR MY BOYFRIENDS..SEVERAL ATTEMPTS WERE MADE ..RIGHT IN MY HOME..RIGHT BEHIND MY BAC..OF WHICH..THE BROTHAS TOLD ME..GET RID OF THEM..THEY JUST TRIED TO KICK IT WITH ME BEHIND YOUR BAC..THAT'S SOME SHIT..IT'S JUST JEALOUSY..WHEN MY DAUGHTER'S WERE GROWING UP..THERE GIRLFRIENDS WOULD EVEN BE CHECKING OUT WHO I WAS WITH ..BECAUSE ..THE GUYS WERE YOUNGER THAN ME..THEY LOVED MY COMPANY..THEY LOVED HOW I RAISED MY KIDS...AND TOLD ME SO..TO THIS DAY..I'M FRIENDS WITH THE SAME GUYS..THERE MARRIED WITH KIDS NOW.. LIKE ME AND THEY COME OVER ..SAYING THANK YOU FOR BEING A GOOD WOMEN AND FRIEND OF MINE..THANKS MAKES MY DAY GO BY WITHA A SMILE.. I KNOW HOW TO BE A LADY WITH CLASS..THEY CAN'T STAND HOW I GOTYOUNGER LOOKING MY WAY AT MY AGE..BUT I'M ALWAYS BEING COMPLIMENTED..NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG..OTHERS AROUND MY AREA WAS DEALING WITH COUGARS2...BUT I DO KNOW ..I'M NOT TAKING NO SHIT FROM ANYONE..NOT EVEN MALE COMPANIONSHIPS..I GET MY CHANCE..IF IT BECOMES ROUGH..I LET GO AND HAVE GOD HANDLE EVERYTHING FOR ME...I HAVE A FRIEND...HE KNOWS WHO HE IS..HE..I SAY..IS MY BROTHA..MY SOLJAH..MY PARTNER...MY LOVE..HE KNOWS HE IS MYSPACE..MY BLOG...MY BLACKPLANET..MY LIVE JOURNAL...MY ONLY MALE COMPANION..NOW TIL THIS DAY..I'VE BEEN CELEBATE FOR 6 YEARS..WITH NO SEXUAL HEALING..MY LORD HANDLES ME..I DON'T KNOW HOW I MADE IT..SOMETIMES I'D THINK..WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE..WHEN MY EX-HUSBAND SAID GOODBYE..DUE TO AN AFFAIR..HE HAD ON ME..WITH THE WOMAN HE'S MARRIED2..TO THIS DAY..WHICH HAS BEEN 25 YEARS...HE FOUND I WAS PREGNANT..TOLD MY MOM THAT HE'LL FIND AN APT FOR ME...ALL EXPENSES PAID..BROUGHT ME BAC FROM NEW JERSEY..WHERE I MOVED ME...WHERE WE LIVED UNTIL..I FOUND HIM IN DA WRONG..WHERE I PACKED UP MY THINGS ..CALLED MY MOM...WHERE HE TOOK ME BAC TO QUEENS..NEVER GOT THE APT..LEFT ME WITH 2 CHILDREN AT THE TIME..WHERE I STAYED WITH MY MOM..UNTIL I GOT MY OWN PLACE...RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER IN A TWO BEDROOM APT..I LIVED ON WELFARE..MET MEN..WHERE I DID MYSELF AN INJUSTICE...DID DRUGS...DRANK..SMOKED WEED...NOW U KNOW..I HAVE NOTHING 2 HIDE FROM U ..PARTNER...THE TRUTH..I LIVED DANGEROUSLY ON MY OWN..MY HUSBAND TRIED TO TAKE OUR DAUGHTER..WHEN HE DID..I THROUGH HIM DOWN THE STAIRS..TOOK HIM TO COURT AFTER I WAS IN CHARGE OF HIS COMING AND GOINGS..THE COURT MADE HIM PAY FOR CHILD SUPPORT...WHEN MY THIRD CHILD...OUR SON WAS BORN..HE TOOK CUSTODY..WE AGREED..SO..NOW I AM A BITCH..A MOM THAT GAVE RIGHTS OVER ..DUE TO LAZINESS.. I AM NO LAZY WOMAN BY NO MEANS..THE COURT THOUGHT I NEEDED SOME TIME AWAY..THE TRUTH..I WAS A MESS..SO I WENT INTO THE HOSPITAL..I BECAME THE TARGET OF DRUGS AND ALCOHOL.. POISONING...DETOXED..CAME OUT WITH FLYING COLORS AND GOT A JOB WORKING AS A COOK AT KENNEDY..WHILE WELFARE FOUND OUT..I WAS WORKING ..THET CUT ME OFF...IN RETURN..I GOT MY OWN HOUSE..WHERE THE NEXT PROBLEM CAME INTO MY HOME..MY NEPHEW ROBERT..HE HAD A DRUG PROBLEM..WHERE IT BROUGHT HOME PROBLEMS WHERE I LIVED..THE MAN I WAS WITH AT THE TIME WAS ..I FIND OUT LATER..HE WAS SELLING DRUGS FROM MY HOUSE I WAS RENTING..THE POLICE SHOWED UP ONE NIGHT RIGHT AFTER I GOT HOME FROM WORK..FOUND OUT THE GIRL AND HER MAN WHICH RENTED DOWNSTAIRS IN THE BASEMENT APT WE HAD..HE WAS WITH HER SELLING THE DRUGS..THE STORY DIDN'T STAND WELL WITH THE COPS..SO I HAD TO GET OUT..HE MESSED UP MY PLANS TO BE A HOME OWNER THROUGH A MORTGAGE..I WAS RENTING TO BUY..NOW MY CREDIT WAS SHIT....I GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR MY KIDS..GOT HIM AWAY FROM ME..MY FAMILY..MOVED BAC HOME WITH MY MOM AND DAD AGAIN..THIS MAKES TWO TIMES..I CHOSE BY FAITH..TO BE ALONE UNTIL MY CHILDREN WERE ALL GRADUATES..AND MOVED ON WITH THEIR LIVES..IT'S BEEN 28 YRS AGO..SINCE I HAD ANY INCOUNTERS WITH THE LAW..MY YOUNGEST SON..WAS DEALING CRACK..ROBBED OUR NEIGHBORS HOME..HIS FATHER GOT KILLED FOR NON-PAYMENT OF CRACK.WHERE..AS A RESULT.. THE KIDS FOUND OUT ABOUT HIS DEATH..NATHAN JUST REBELLED....HE WAS 11 WHEN ANTHONY GOT KILLED....WENT OFF IN A RAGE..PLACE HIM IN DRUG REHABS.. FROM THAT DAY ON..HE WAS IN TROUBLE FOR ABOUT 7YEARS STRAIGHT..NOW..AFTER ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING..WE MADE IT THROUGH..I BECAME A SINGLE BLACK MOM..WITH GRADUATES..WITH THEIR BACHELORS..MY OLDEST SURVIVES THE 9II AFTER WORKING AT THE AIRPORT IN 89...OUT OF SCHOOL..WORKED HIS WAY FROM BAGGAGE HANDLER... TO CUSTOMER SERVICE REP..TO CORPORATE ADMIN FOR PORT AUTHORITY IN NYC..PLUS..IS AN ACTOR..UP IN COMING..AN ART MAJOR..MY DAUGHTER..AN ARTS MAJOR..BOTH TRIED ACTING IN THEIR SCHOOLS..MY SON RUSSELL ..U CAN GO TO MYSPACE..WHERE HE HAS ALL OF HIS BIO..MY DAUGHTER IS NOW PURSUING HER LIFE AS WIFE..MOTHER OF THREE..AND PURSUING HER MASTER'S OF PSYCHOLOGY..MY YOUNGEST MADE ME A GRANDMOTHER AGAIN..WITH TWINS GIRLS..I'M A VERY PROUD MOTHER...IF U FIND ME A GOOD PROVIDER..I DID WHAT A MOM HAD TO DO..I SAVED MYSELF AS WELL...THIS MAN WHO I HAD IN MY BEING..WAS A PEDOFILE..HE HAD A HISTORY OF LOOKING AT YOUNGER WOMENS' DAUGHTERS..HE GOT HIS...I MADE SURE OF IT...THANK YOU GOD FOR ALLOWING ME TO PRESENT THE TRUTH ABOUT SHEILA'S PAST..I AM THROUGH...BUT I DO NEED LOVE FROM MY FRIENDS AND LOVEONES..I WROTE A BOOK..OF POEMS..I AM AN ARTIST..GIVEN TALENT...I LEAVE YOU WITH THIS LINE MENTIONED FROM MY CHILDREN...WHERE THEIR IS LOVE..MOM'S BEEN THERE...IT'S TIME FOR U TO DO YOUR THANG..LET US MOVE ON AND MAKE YOU PROUD OF US ...I THANK YOU...CREATE..DTITLE 2B DISPLAYED..MY CASTLE..MY WORLD..MY EXISTING POEMENTRICAL..ADVANTAGE...WILL KEEP YOU OPEN..WHERE I'M THE NAME...CREATE...THANK YOU FOR LISTENING... WRITER>..SHEILA T JORDAN

OH VINTAGE SURVIVAL

I WAS ONCE YOUR FLOWER..A BLOSSOM..CUTE...AS A BUTTON...A SMILE RUNNING AROUND..LIKE A NEW BABY DOLL..WITH A LOVE OF MY OWN..I GREW HIGH AS THE HILLS ..THE TREES WHICH HAD ME CLIMB..THE SAP..IN WHICH I TASTED..FOUND BITTER..BUT STUCK LIKE GLUE..I WASHED IT FROM MY SKIN...LIKE YEARS STUCK IN A RUT..BUT DA CLIMB MADE ME STAND ON MY TOES..I WAS A ROUGH LIL GIRL..WITH TOM BOYISH SKILLZ...CHALLENGED MY OWN PEOPLE...HAD A LOT OF FUN BECOMING A SPOILED LIL SISTAH...THE GHETTO WAS A HARD PILL TO SWALLOW..I REIGNED SUPREME AFTER I LEARNED ADULTHOOD...LOVED WHAT I BECOME.. THE QUEEN..WITH A SMART HEAD ON MY SHOULDER...AS I BUILT LIFE..THE DREAM OF ISIS..MILITANTLIFE.. LEFT ME A LIBERATED CONQUERER..MY FLESH WAS STRONG AND MIGHTY..MY STRUCTURE LOOKED BRIGHT..THE RIGHTS OF VINTAGE SURVIVAL..STARTED WITHERING LIKE POWER LOSES VOLTAGE ENOUGH TO KEEP HOPE ALIVE IN MY SOUL..ALTHROUGH MY JOURNEY 2 DISCOVER...MY TRIALS LED ME DOWN..WALLS OF NO EXCEPTIONS LOCKED AWAY FROM OPENING FREEDOM..MY IMAGE TORN..RIPPED APART FROM MY OWN DECISION..I LOST A MILLION IN DA MARCH OF HISTORY..TELLS THE 20TH CENTURY..LOST IS ONLY THE BEGINNING...IT IS NOW DA 21TH CENTURY..GREAT LOVE FOR MY PEOPLE STILL DEMINISHED..WHERE I HAVE NO VICTORIES..JUST HEARTACHE...GOD..I ASK YOU..WHAT DID I DO..TO BE A SILENT MONARCH WHERE I HAD POPULATION...IS IT MY AGE..WHAT STOPS THE CLOCK OF EXISTENCE..OR IS IT THE LOST..HOW TO MINGLE WITH ENDURENCE TO STRENGTHEN THE HEART OF MAN..DIVORCED EARLY MARRIED TOO YOUNG...MY LESSON AS VINTAGE SURVIVAL..REMAINS TO BE UNANSWERED..WHERE I'M STILL A VILLAGE WITH NO PEOPLE...ANOTHER YEAR WITH NO HANDS TO SHAKE..NO HUGS AND KISSES TO GREET..NO TIME LEFT TO SAY I AM...NO LIFE..PASSING ME BY..ONLY TO MAKE RETURN TRIPS..I'M WAS DISCOVERED LATE..ASK YOURSELF..WILL IT BE A STORY I WROTE 2 SURVIVAL OR WILL I LEAVE THIS WORLD..A WRITTEN MANUSCRIPT THAT SPEAKS..SHE WAS A LIVING SPOKESPERSON..WITH NO ISLAND LEFT TO SWIM IN...VANTAGE SURVIVAL COMES..I AM WHAT'S LEFT..LIFE..ALONE....THANK YOU VERY MUCH..MY HUMAN BEINGS..I TRIED..SORRY I DIDN'T BRING YOU A BAC TO BE YOUR HOMIE...JUST GOT TIRED...THE SIGNS OF VINTAGE SURVIVAL...IS ALL THAT'S LEFT... BUT..I'M STILL ALIVE...THE CYCLE REMAINS CONCLUSIVE...MY BONES ARE AS HARD AS MY FIGURE..REMAINS STRONG...MY MIND IS THE POWERS OF A WRITER..MY DREAMS ARE LEFT UP 2 MY PEOPLE..I DEPEND ON YOU FOR WHAT GAVE ME....DA DREAM OF MARTIN LUTHER KING..PEACE CREATE..

BIRTHDAY WISHES TO ME

TOMORROW IS MY DAY OF BIRTH..I WAS BORN..5:45pM>ON A FRIDAY..AUGUST 23 IN THE BRONX..NYC..LEFT IN 63..MOVED TO QUEENS MY FAVORITE LOVE INTEREST IS U..MY FAMILY IS MY PROPERTY IN LOVE AND INLIKE..I HAVE A FAVORITE COLOR..IT'S BLACK...PURPLE.. BLUE..FUSHIA PINK...AND RED...MY LUCKY NUMBER IS..CURRENCY...BILLS MALE IMAGES....JEWELRY...WATCH...EARRINGS..LOOPS...HEIGHT MEN MUST BE..DON'T MATTER...I HAVE NO PREFERENCE ON ANATOMY..JUST WHAT CAN CARRY THIS WEIGHT..FOR BREAKFAST ..LUNCH AND DINNER...HOBBIES...READING...WRITING...MULTIPLING..MEANING..I'M A LADY WITH A LOT TO ADD ON...WHAT'S PROJECTS ERRECT'S EFFECT..IN 12 ZODIAC POSITIONS..ON ARRIVAL ..I'M GOING BACK 2 MY OLD DAYS..WITH WHIP APPEALS AND BLACK LACE PANTIES..MY FAVORITE SONG.IS..DO ME RIGHT..BY GUY LOVEIN C MINOR...LOVE UNLIMITED ORCHESTRA..LOVE'S SERENADE..BARRY WHITE.. BUMP AND GRIND..R KELLY..KENNY LATTIMORE... THIS LOVE'S FOR YOU...h a p p y b i r t h d a y... S H E I L A..... QUOTE OF MY DAY IS: WHAT'S BEEN LEFT WITHOUT BECOMES AMOUNTS MISSED...LOVE...I'LL ACT ON IT.

THE RUBBAH BAND MAN/MEMOIRS FROM DA PAST

I WROTE THIS POEM DEC 10 2007.. WHEN MY PARTNER AND I WAS HOT ON DA TRAIL OF LOVE AND HEAT EXPOSURE...(LOL) WE HAD A GOOD TIME TOGETHER..LAUGHING...JOKING AROUND WITH DISCRIPTIVE.ENCOUNTERS...IT WAS BY FAR THE MOST HAPPIEST TYMES ONLINE TOGETHER..BUT SOMEHOW THIS ONE GOT OVERLOOKED..IT WAS A TIME HE WAS VERY INVOLVED WITH HIS FAMILY..I KEPTED THE MOMENTUM GOING..NEVER GIVING UP ON OUR WORK...HE MADE ME SO IN 2WHAT LIFE FEELS AND BROUGHT SUPERVISION AS WOMAN..ME.. WITH HOPES AND DREAMS FOR MY FUTURE..HERE'S TO WHAT WAS FOUND..."GET 2 THIS"...CHECK OUT DA TITLE..I CRACKED UP..THIS IS TRULY DEJAVO PARTNER..THIS PROVES..WE ARE ONE...LISTEN 2 FRANKIE BEVERY AND MAZE...FRIENDS UNTIL LIFE CALLS US HOME..THE VOTES ARE IN..THIS BLEW ME THE F...K AWAY..SHOCK THE HELL OUTTA ME...FORGOT ALL ABOUT IT..DA TRUTH...SURPRISE!!!!!!..PEACE..CREATE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ MY URBAN LOVEHANDLE.. YOU WEAR TROJANS...THE LOADED FINGAR..ABOUT 2 FILL PILES OF LOVE..COMING FROM INNER CLITORIS..WHERE MALES EXCERCISES NURISHMENT FOR HIS BODY PART...WHERE THE SOUL'S ENERGY SPEAKS 2 ERECT..FLOWS..WORDS SPOKEN...WHILE CLIMAX STEALS DA PERFORMANCE...HOW DO U DIGNIFY ROMANCE AS YOUR SWALLOW..IN2 ONE WHOLE CLASSIFIED ACT IN2 SESSION..WHILE LEARNING HOW U LAY DOWN..WRITING...DEMONSTRATES STRUCTURE...BY BEING BLOWN..DA PULSATION..YOURS PUMPS AT 140 OVER 70...MINES RACE OVER 90..COMES AT WARP SPEED...GATHERING GENDER..TENDER BLISS...MY VALLEY EXPLODES IN2 SHOWERS...GLORY..LARGE PROPORTIONS..YOUR ANIMAL HOWLS UNTIL JAWS LOCK TOGETHER..EMBRACE WHAT INJECTS...DA ROCKET 2 BLAST OFF...BY DA COUNT OF THREE IN2 HIS QUEEN...2 WEAR FLESH..BONE AGAINST DA WIND...AS I THINK OF WE...UNVAILING IMMACULATE CONCEPTION...DA BLESSINGS...ELEMENTS...BIRTHRIGHTS..MAKES KINGKONG GROW..ALIVE AND WELL...HITS THE SPOT WHERE I LIVE...WHAT U GIVE...OFFICIALLY BECOMES..VIRGINITY'S MEAL...DA SOUL..A MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN...U..WHAT WAS LOST WITHOUT...COMES REBORN...VIRGINITY..NO LIMIT COME FREE...BUT HOLDS ON 2...FOREVER LOVIN YOU OBLIEVIENT 2CONDOM ACTS...SAFE FROM HARM..A WOMAN'S GIFT...HER RUBBAHBAND MAN...WHAT COATS DA LOVE 4 HIS LADY..IF YA AIN'T HOT NOW..WHAT YA WAITING 4..IT'S TIME 2 SHOW YO'LOVE..CREATE..D TITLE 2B DISPLAYED...DEC 10,2007

MY AWARD WINNING POEM: CAST A SHY SHADOW

DIP THE SKIES IN2 DARK CHOCOLATE PEOPLE...SERVING THE TASTIEST FLAVA ON EARTH.. COMMENDING ALL WHOSE BEEN EXPOSE 2..DA BEAUTY..THE CULTURE..THE ENDURANCE OF THEE. I WONDER IF THEIRS ANYTHING LEFT 2 SAVE FOR LATER...SISTAHS...WHEN THE VINTAGE WINE BRINGS A MEAL ALL TOGETHER..I'M IN2 MY BLACKNESS...SERVED..FILLING MY INTERLUDE..ONLY 2 WHINED UP LEAVING ME EMPTY INSIDE...I CAST A SHADOW OF HERSHEY..NEVER EXPECTED IT 2B MINE..IT'S WEARING ME...TRULY A LOVELY PIECE OF CHOCOLATE...I'M BLESSED..IT REWARDS ME...SPEAKS..FINALLY I DISCOVERED TASTE... IT'S MY BROTHAS...SWEET AS U WANNA BE...FROM YOUR LADY GODIVAS... MY AWARD WINNING (POEM)...I'M CONGRATULATED... "POETRY.COM..HOWARD ELY..MANAGING EDITOR" BY CREATE..D TITLE 2B DISPLAYED...6/4/2003