Though my blood and flesh holds me where u take my heart and left me cold and in seclusion..the heat keeps me warm..wrapped above my Egyptian crown..which labels me the royal nativity..name me Queen..the woman you possess to bow down 2..with false in sigma..i be the stories of ancient rituals and betrayal..where KING TUT learns he is the target of fowl play..where by being the woman's desire..becomes the pharaoh slaves and do whatever pleases him..all turned away..found the pharaoh the curse of his land..where the ancient people displayed a ritual act..do the unthinkable...kill the Pharaoh..place the body in a tomb..where he'll parish and die alive..ain't that something..buried..mummified..alive...i've always been fascinated with archeology..the pyramids and such..the black race with much history is told in archeology..the legends are phenomenal..i identify with prospects and bare with the intrige and adventure..exciting...behold.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HER QUEEN..NEFETITI..A BEAUTY TO B HOLD..HOW I LOVE TO B..FROM the ARTISTRY.. WEARING IT'S EGYPTIAN DAYS..LOVE THE CLOTHING..HOW I LOVE THE SPHINX..THE PYRAMIDS..ALTHOUGH STUDIES HAVE SHOWN..PEOPLE WHO HAVE VISITED THESE TOMBS.. HAVE MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEAR..NEVER TO BE FOUND OR HEARD OF AGAIN..THAT'S SCARY.. I'LL JUST LEARN THE HISTORY AND KEEP THE MEMORIES ALIVE WITHIN MY SOUL.. A DRY CONTINENT..WITH A SECRET..PEACE CREATE

the duties we display

(HUMOR FOR TODAY)..LOLOLOLOL..on your behave..u made it happen..Comic Relief..u backed up emotion...i let ya out and your delivered..MR WORDSONG..LISTEN>>>thanks for this comic mayhem..here we go...your PICTURE..LOLOL..FUNNY!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Oh how does this rule..what life keeps us sitting on..2 disposal..the expression of need 2 open our face..the common case to exhilarate..become a mission to break the air and deliver..arrives..what's unannounced..targets our senses..invites it's stinch..loads..fires 2discretion..intestinal tract never asked..but.. willing to give back..everything we built up..restorate..but..just4 for a lil while...let ya know..I'm ready to explode..it's either you or me..on one knows the time..min or hour of release..but the after effects are..a breathe of fresh air..a load off my butt...where i gave my shit up and you fertilized your lawn with my badass self..now doesn't that tell ya something..i'm recyclable..released my waste of your time and you get the finishing touches.. shit on your hands...but..cleans what's dirty..other than that..you have a nice day...just bein me..nobody else butt..create.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I find that life~ takes u through all directions and sits ya down.. makesyou think..be happy..it's all in how ya see the tears of a clown.. when noones around 2 stand..applaud them for their efforts..peace..SHEILA ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's how a smile makes the day go further..u made mine..SMILING...:)-CREATE

A village Queen is found by her earth's surface /a love story

What melts her heart..engaged in one..his eyes like black onyx..da shade of midnight cruises around Montego bay beaches..where da water meets up with it's ocean..grabs 4 life on da surface..where i'm being swallowed..by a deep passion..the kiss..where arms are ferocious..strong..ambitious enough to carry tons of baggage to my suite..where i lay me down among tropical breeze..where leaves are blowing in the wind of ecstasy..all over me..where thickness becomes my idol..what opens up his porthole..invites woman..his layers..i can't resist..protects me from the village townsman..calling..protects me..while i'm in a strange location..where foreign distribution captures my attention..what tackles my ivory and ebony complexion..twice the attraction..what devours an american custom..to feed him the beauty of heat exposure..an american Queen..he feel to perform..as i wear his interlock..gets lonely for da meal...what I heat below gravity..where eye level finds me..no way out..drifts down her canal.. where worlds are lost..where she feels the substance of his vigorious attacks.. invites the youthfulness of a prize winning champ..behind closed doors..he awards her....ohohoh..damn..the trophies are handed out..celebrates by delightful touch...massages my back..licks my earlobes..my body parts..i enjoy the sweet sweat of chocolate bitters..controls my overall effects to perform..where the sun don't shine..and i'm delite..fully equipped...wear his temperature..keeps da motion flowin..all night into summer's morning dew..where i cum unconditionally reassured..security wraps me forever his...a young love..my life begins..the muiltitude..the uncontrollable mischief of black man's love..on a beach..far from view..my warm inigma..what waits...knows no limits..gave enough to change older..where my vintage forest..becomes a thang ofthe past..i resolute..become the eternal orgams..2 drive Doctor Love my potion..the antidote for healing..where my love is..u know..open..free...a kingdom for his village..his hideaway..his woman..your earth's black hole...CREATE

SURVIVAL

WHAT DABBLES INTO MORTAL MAYHEIM..LIVES DAY BY DAY..COURAGEOUSLY FORMING A SENSE OF PRIDE IN WHO YOU ARE AS..WOMAN..TO A WORLD WHICH FACES CHANGE AND CARRIES WEIGHT AMONG THE PASSION OF CHRIST..JESUS..TO LIVE HIS WAY OR BE GONE..WITHIN YOUR INNER CHILD...I'VE BEGAN TAKING A CLOSE LOOK AT PEOPLE..THE SPOTLIGHT WHICH PLAYS AN ACT OF FALSEHOOD IN MY HEART..WHERE BETRAYAL IS GROWING RAPIDLY..ASKED SO MANY QUESTIONS RELATED TO FEELINGS..MY INNER CHILD'S WAY TO HANDLE WHAT CAN'T ESCAPE.. WHAT KEEPS YEARS REFUSING TO EXCEPT LIFE..CROSSED..AS THE CLOCK TICKS..IT'S HANDS TALK..IT LETS YOU KNOW..THE VISION OF STAYING IN TUNE WITH WHAT YOU ARE..WHAT YOU WANNA 2 BE AND WHO TAKES CHARGE OF SHEILA..YOU OR THE SPIRIT WHICH LIVES INSIDE.. ON FEB 14..I WAS HANDED DOWN AN REALITY CHECK..NO..NOT CASH..NOR A LOOK OF CONFUSION..JUST A WAKE UP CALL..I CAN'T GET OVER..MY SOCIAL LIFE WAS PUT ON HOLD..DUE TO A HUMAN BEING..I GAVE MY ALL TO..NEVER..EVER WENT THAT FAR FOR A MAN..BUT I DID..IT WAS LIKE I WAS HYPNOTIZED..WHERE MY EYES MADE CONTACT WITH A HEART OF GOLD..I STARTED VISUALIZING MYSELF IN THEIR COMFORT ZONE..FEELING THEM IN MY CIRCLE..A FULL 360 DEGREES OF GENERIC HARMONE..WALKING AROUND MY EMPTY SPACE..ACTUALLY GRINNING..IMAGINING IT WAS A PAGE IN MY BOOK..I NEEDED TO HAVE AND WOULDN'T CLAIM ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL LIVING WHERE THEY MARINATED..MELTING EVERY SINGLE PART OF MY BEING WHAT WAS FELT..SO I STARTED WRITING A BOOK..EXAMINING A CLOSED ROOMS WITH CANDLES BURNING AND SUCCULENT SAGE..WITH MOISTURE CAPTIVATED BY OUR LIPS.AND PULSATING HEART..I STARTED TOUCHING..GRABBBING..HUGGING MY MIND..I WORE NO SHEETS OR GARMENTS..I REFUSED 2 BE LET DOWN..SO I CREATED A BREW OF PASSION FRUITS..2 TASTE..LEFT ON THE SIDE OF MY NIGHT STAND..NOW REMEMBER..I ALLOW MYSELF TO EMERGE IN CLOSE PROXIMITY..PLANNING HOW I WOULD SEDUCE MY VICTIM..I WOULD LEAR THEM INSIDE MY INNER CHILD..START PLAYING..BY RUBBING THEIR ARMS..CHEST.. ANTAGONIZING MY BODY..LICKING THEM UNTIL ALL OF THERE FLESH WAS WET BEYOND MEANS OF PERFECTION..LOOSING OURSELVES..FOR I WAS WHAT CARRIED A LONG..LONG THANG FOR THIS SPIRIT IN ME FOR THEM..DO U KNOW HOW IT IS TO WEAR THE FLESH OF A MAN WITHOUT HIS SURFACE..WITHOUT KNOWING HIM FORMALLY..HIS EYES CONTACT..WHICH REFLECT OFF ON..HOW DOES IT FEEL..ME..WELL..U CAN IMAGINE HOW THIS WAS DRIVING ME TO THE POINT OF WHERE I JUST WOULD BREAK DOWN AND BITE MY WORDS EVERY TIME I WANTED THIS MAN..THE NERVE ENDINGS WERE IN CONTROL..BUT MY HEART STARTED RACING OUT OF CONTROL..FOR MORE THAN A YEAR..I PLAYED ON IT..FIGHTING THE FORCES..PREVENTING MYSELF TO BE TOGETHER.. WHEN THE TRUTH WAS..I WASN'T AT ALL..THIS BEAUTIFUL CURRENT..DRAWING HIMSELF TO ME..STUCK IN POSITION..AT..HOME..IN BED..OUTSIDE..IN THE PARK..EVERYWHERE I WANTED TO HAVE HIM..THE GENTLEMAN FEELS IT'S A FUNNY THANG..TO SEDUCE.. CUDDLE..AS A WEB..LIKE A SPIDER..AS THE DAYS ..WEEKS ..WENT ON..THINGS STARTED TAKING PLACE IN MY HOME..SICKNESS..PAIN..DEATH..STRESS..LONELINESS...ANGER..SELFISHNESS.. ARGUEMENTS..DRINKING..SMOKING..DATING..BLOWING THINGS OUTTA PROPORTION..LEFT HOME FOR AWHILE..SILENCE AND NO POETRY WRITING..NO HEARING FROM OTHERS INTERESTED IN THE CONCEPT OF INTEREST..THEN THE GIGS..THE AFTER NIGHT PARTIES.. THE NOT WANTING TO FACE THE TRUTH ..THERE WAS LOVE GOING ON IN MY MIND..SO I GOT MAD..IT WAS NOTHING FOR ME TO GET MY SWERVE ON..I JUST BEEN VERY NUMB.. BITTER..WHAT I SAW WAS BULLSHIT...NOT RIGHT..UNTIL THE NIGHT OF MY GIG IN THE BOWERY..I STARTED THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH WORK WAS PUT INTO THIS PARTNERSHIP HOW LOVE FOR ME WAS INVISIBLE..BUT..GOT OTHERS THANKING ME ABOUT MY PERFORMANCE..STILL..HOLDING BACK THE TEARS..AFTER I GOT HOME..I SAID I'M GONNA LET IT GO..ASKING MYSELF..WHAT THE HELL IS THIS FOR..ONCE MORE I LET MYSELF BECOME AN OUTCAST..VALENTINE'S DAY ARRIVE..GAVE MYSELF TO MY DAUGHTER..GOT RESPECT WATCHED SOME MOVIES..WENT TO SLEEP..PREPARED MYSELF FOR ANOTHER DAY OF FAMILY..ROUTINES..THOUGHTS WENT RACING THROUGH MY BRAIN AND THEN CAME HIM.. ON THE COMPUTER..RETURNING WORDS..I NEVER MEANT..YOU ARE THE BEST THING I HAVE MET IN YEARS..BUT TO WRITE U OFF..THE TRUTH WAS MY REALITY..I'M IN LOVE...HARD.. JEALOUSY.. CAN'T RESPONSE.AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO..AND THERE U HAVE IT..A TALE OF 2 LIL TOO LATE FOR SORRY...NOT MUCH COMPANY FOR ANYBODY..SO PEOPLE STARTED DROPPING OFF AS MY VISION..SAID GOODBYE..KNOW ALL THE TIME..I CAN'T.. IT HURTS LIKE HELL THOUGH..YOU ARE A VERY SPECIAL LIFE IN MINE AND YOU ALWAYS WILL B..I'M HOLDING ON..DISTANCE SHAKES AND TREMBLE ..AT THE MARE MENTION OF YOUR NAME..I GET BUTTERFLIES..THE HEART DROPS INTO MY LAP..THIS IS WHAT YOU DO..TO A QUEEN..BEEN...PEACE CREATE

valentine..babysitting...gave my daughter and hubby a night out...

just thought i mention...in new jersey...after a long day..taking care of the children for tiki and Ian...watched tv..set me up..while they was out on the town..the doorbell rings...flowers for was delivered... so i signed my name...brought them inside..thinking they was for my daughter..long behold..they was for me..my kids are a trip...my grand started laughing..gave me kisses and hugs..thanks family...i love you too.. happy VALENTINES DAY TO MY FRIENDS..ALL OF YOU..LOVE IS HERE 2 STAY.. COZ I NEVER CHOOSE 2 HATE ANYONE...A THOUGHT.. "HURTING" A LOT..IT STILL REMAINS IN AFFECT..BUT..WHAT WAS MY DECISION..i had to BREAK AWAY..YA KNOW..GOD BLESSYOU..FOREVER..FOR ALWAYS..FOR ... L O V E...SIGNED...S H E I L A ...2.. M Y I M A G I N A T I O N..FEELING...Y O U

lyrical splender/black history month/valentine day spoken word

i have lived to be among the rank..tonite..i gave my all..everything..this to shall pass..proverbs say..when i took that podium among the 10 speakers..i had no idea what was upon me..but i felt so damn good..that i almost lost my train of thought...why...there was two very important people who was watching us..i had no idea who was in the audience until our night had ended and the lights came on..nobody but the people from writer's guild and actors guild in the house..when they approached us..they ask my name and well..this is it sheila ..i said..can't back down now..i told them who i was and mr williams smiled and said..your words were very ..in his words ~aural~..expressive and very well originated..and to think it was just a month ago i started branching out..not feeling as though..i was an interest for such admiral...the night turned out beautiful..my son was the one who mention it to his producer and well she's a doll..her character and wit..prepares you for stardom..the conversation went well..i love my son very much for my back..where lines suddenly showed ..i was heard by a like of dignitaries tonight..in poetry..writing skills and screen editing..i got to sit in on a discussing of different ways to articulate speech patterns..what moves the audienc ..not only with drama and magnetude..but in making the crowd wanna get involved with your speech..improvising..touch..joy..connection..all the above..i got in at 12:01am. on the nose..i feel so good..about Russell..THE DIRECTOR in charge wants to put him in more of her work..she told me how much she loves him..i truly am blessed ..thank God for survival and believe..when your time comes calling..u must proceed in motion..poetically..fundamentally..any means necessary..curtain call..open up your mouth and let it happen..just flowwwwwwwwww yourway to stardom..lord..i thank u..always and forever..peace..Create

PRETTY POISON..DA EVE /YOUR DESTRUCTION

I ROSE ABOVE MY NATURE..2 FEEL A THORN..WHAT STUCK IN MY HEART..WHAT BROKE THE SOUND...WHAT WAS PUNISHMENT..ME..WHAT WAS FOUND FROM LOST..ME..A PICTORIAL OF ASSERTION..DRAWN..A FIGMENT..A LAUGH..THE JOKES ON ME..BEING TAKING ADVANTAGE OF..DA CORE OF AN APPLE..THE EVE OF PASSION FRUIT..THE WAYS OF A MAN..THE THOUGHT OF A VINE..THE BEATINGS CONTINUES..VIOLENCE BRINGS NO REMOVAL..EVEN WHEN IT'S SPOKEN..IN TERMS OF NOT KNOWING ..HOW IT SOUNDS..YOU STOMPED AND STOMPED ON MY APPROVAL...BUT PLAYED ON WHAT WAS TRUTHFUL..I STRAY FROM WICKED OUTRAGE..I TRY TO FEEL MYSELF IN2 BEING SAVED..I SOMETIME GAVE MYSELF A TAP ON THE BAC..SAID..SUCH A WONDERFUL WORLD I LIVE IN..NIDDA..NOOKIE NOSH..BULL..ALTHOUGH I..AM YOUR SMILE..A SOFT..TENDER MOMENT..MAKING IT SOOOOOO DIGNIFIED..SO DELIGHTFUL..I FELT A SLOW HAND..A CHILLNESS..GO PASS MY NECK.. BEHIND EAR LOPES..A COOL SENSATION..CALLED SEX..NO FABRICATION..I'M A DEEP THROAT INNER PERCEPTION..WITH LIPS OF COMPULSION..THEY THRIVE 2B TOUCHED.. THEY MUNCH LIKE A I AM THE LAST SUPPER..HELPLESS THOUGH..WITHOUT DA MEAL..LIKE.. THE BITE OF SLAUGHTER..THE DEPTH OF NEEDLES PLUNGING INSIDE MY ORDER..WHILE I STILL B..DA LIFE OF A TABLET WRITTEN..DA FRUITS OF EVIL..A STILL LIFE PORTRAIT.. THE INNER BODY MOTION...TO ARTICULATE MOODS..WITHOUT U AROUND...MY DELETABLE SERVE..PERCHING..HUMMING LIKE A BIRD..THAT SITS OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW..WAITING FOR ANOTHER DAY..LOVING SEXUALLY...EXPLICIT OVERCURES..WHERE MELODIES ARE..THE SOUND OF MOANS IN THEORY OF HARMONY..RHYTHMS WITH AN UN TIMELESS END..SLIPPING IN2 SLEEPLESS HOURS AND HOT ROMANTIC MAYHEIM..BUT HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR DRIFTING.. OUTTA PLACE & IN2 OTHERS 4 PLAY..NO HOLD BE BARRING ME FROM BEING CAPTIVE..HIS.. HER UNBINDING LOVE GETS CAUGHT UP..IN A CLOUD.. WHERE HE DISAPPEAR IN2 THIN AIR AND I LOSE ALL SENSE OF TIME WITH LONELINESS..WITH NO CARING..AS SEED FAITH..AS A LIFE NAME..PAIN..ALTHROUGH..SHE THINKS..DOES THE LOVE..WHAT SHATTERS..BREAKS IN2 MYSTICAL MASS..CHEMICALLY DISINTEGRATES FRAGMENTS..DESOLVES SELF.. WHAT WAS ONCE BODIES IN LOVE..WHERE..THE NATURE OF OUTDOORS..BECOMES DA RAPTURE..YOUR PLAYGROUND..A FANTASY...WHAT SHAKES ME OFF..IN BETWEEN ACTS..PRETENDS...WHERE YOU AND I SAVES EMPTINESS LOST..2B RESTORED..FEED THE SEED..DA BONES EVAPORATE..WHAT WAS SPOILED..FIND A FRESH PERSUASION 2MEET...YOU AND I'M GOING..GONE..FROM SIGHT.. WHERE BEGINNING..STARTS OVER..THE SAME O'L SHIT..WHAT WENT WRONG..WHERE HAVE I BEEN..RIGHT HERE...ALL ALONG...WAITING...UNDERSTAND...ADAM...UNTIL WE GET IT RIGHT..I'M NOT LEAVING...GENESIS..MY THEORY...DA BEGINNING >U MISSESD DA MESSAGE< 2009/NEW WOMAN'S ADDITION..BOOK II..CREATE.