Saturday, March 14, 2009

TABLET...GOD'S INTENTIONS...MY READ

THIS MORNING..WHILE GOING THROUGH MY FILES OF POETRY..2003-06.. I CAME ACROSS THIS POEM I WROTE TO MY KIDS NATHAN AND TAMMY'S (LATE)FATHER ANTHONY BERRY'S SISTA..I WAS PROUD OF MYSELF... SHE WAS MY ENCOURAGEMENT..HIS SISTER WAS A DJ AT A N.J RADIO STATION..SHE USED TO CALL ME..LATE AT NIGHT AT WORK..WHERE I WAS ON THE AIR..SHE'LL BE LETTING ME READ SOME OF MY WORK.. I LOVE THIS WOMAN..SHE'S A( PISCES)..ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS.. SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN BY THE KIDS..REPRESENTINGANTHONY..BUT.. WERE BLESSED TO HAVE ALL HIS FAMILY FOR SUPPORT OF THE TABLET..READ.. I RECIEVED THE GIFT OF LIFE,WORDS WRITTEN IN TIMES OF STRIFE LIKE YOU READ MY MIND,PAIN INVADES MY DAY,I ASK FOR NO HELP WHERE COMMENTS WERE FELT, FROM THE TIME MY GRAND WAS BORN.. MOM READ VERSES,BECAME SYMBOLS OF GOLD, FROM DUST 2 DAWN, EVERY MORN I SANG PRAISES, HOW I HAVE A FRIEND IN JESUS, HOW HE LIFTS WEIGHT THAT LIES HEAVY IN MY MIND..AT HOME..LIKE ROWING ON STORMY SEAS, WITH HIGH TIDES THAT CARRIES ME,MAKE IT ACROSS SAFELY..BUT, CONFUSED, STILL..WHILE MOVING MOUNTAINS, WHERE I LOST STRENGTH..VOICES ON EARTH..REFUSE TO HEAR MY CRIES, WHERE IAM IN NEED OF A FRIEND 2 TALK 2..ALL OF GOD'S CHILDREN WILL REPLY..YOU HEAR FROM A DISTANCE..I THANK U..MY DEAR SISTA IN-LAW GOD BLESS U FOR THE LOVE OF SCRIPTURE IN TACT..LEFT ME OVERWHELMED..KNOWING..I GOT LOVE COMING FROM MY CHILDRENS AUNT.. ADREINNE..CREATE..SIS-IN-LAW..

Thursday, March 12, 2009

try a lil tenderness

Goodevening...for the next 30 mimutes...u will be my witness..to a story i'm very concerned about...Rihanna and ..this not so disciplined gentleman chris brown..for the past weeks ...the media has left a mark on so much news on this couple and how everyone feels about the abuse...well..the truth of the matter..i have no respect for animal magnetism...abuse is the number one challenge in life...of which i have a big issue with...last night...i was involved in abuse...but..it wasn't with my boyfriend..friend or associate...this is going to sound very bad...i have abuse right in my own home..my younger son has a problem..it all sets back when he has a problem with excepting his father's death..of which..i'm left with a sickness..i realize this is something i am going to have to play by ear...when the time is right..put him away..he needs help..i had no idea he was going to give me so much trouble as he got older..but.life takes u through hurdles and typhoons and hurricanes..with no life spared..he's been acting up again..i know drugs are involved..out of work...seasoning job..construction..is only summer...although he's attending school at night..the element of decision..plays on the weak..and he's a prime candidate for weed...i can't take this any longer...my mom wasn't spared as far as her breast cancer..she's become very frailly..scary to see her like this ..when just 5,6 mos ago..she was full in body weight..looking good..healthy..now i got this going on ..on the other hand..my grandkids are there..they witness all of this ..and i can't take how he talks..profanity all out his mouth..no respect for the home..then my daughter comes home and ask that i don't get her children involved with what goes on with him and they live upstairs together..shares the apt..where the kids see what goes on..they tell me..she get upset with them and yells at them for telling me what goes on upstairs..he pushed me on the floor last night...police was summoned..where they did nothing and he's in the family home.. he calls u stupid..asshold..just the same way he speaks to his lady friend..the Q is..how can any woman call this love ..when a woman is subject to abuse and a man gets away with it..i'm leaving this behind...i am planning to go midwest..my mom was crying for me last night...i hated to see her like that..nervous..shaking..i held her for about an hour..she's 97 and was mad as hell..she wanted him out..his boss/neighbor i grew up with...Mike..heard me yelling opened the door..had to grab him out the house..i am not happy..i got my hours cut..just so i could be home with my mom..it's getting outta hand..i try not to let my Brother know ..by night he's gone to work..imagine a son..knocking his mom down..call u all kinda names...a seed u raised.. this abuse is not good ..if this child Rihanna goes back to Chris...it's not gonna work..someone gonna get hurt..no help under the sun..in my opinion changes what it is.....no kinda respect for anybody..him included..be careful world..you days and night are short..the bible say..spoiled the rod..spoil the child..without discipline..a way to raise and i did hard..this is a cause to get help no matter who it is...family especially.. it will hurt..but this kinda love is for your own benefit...peace..pray for our home..sheila..Create

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

technical difficulties

DUE TO IT..WERE STILL HAVING A PROBLEM WITH MYSPACE..can't make comments..yourpics near the beach...WOWWWWWWWW..LOVE THEM

Friday, March 6, 2009

PART II / POTENTIAL IN DEMAND./A LIFE OF A STAR

WE INTERCEPT..WE OPEN EYES TO DIALECT..WE SMILE AND SAY..WHAT'S THE WORD.. PASS THIS DAY..I REPLIED..YOU HAVEN'T SEEN NOTHING YET..SO..IN OUR CLAIM TO FAME & FUTURE...THERES A CLOSE VISION..WHICH NOTIFIES OUR INNER MOST CONCLUSIONS.. WHAT GIVE US THE BENEFIT OF DOUBTS..BUT HAS A WAY TO DRAW WHAT TALKS FAME.. IN ANY WAY POSSIBLE..AS WE COME TO TERMS WITH NEGOTIATIONS...WE AIM FOR THE STARS OF TOMORROW..WE WORK AND ALLOW OUR OWN PERCEPTION TO TAKE CHARGE OF DIRECTION..WHAT CALLS FOR A PLACE IN THE SUN..WHERE U SHINE AND A PLACE IN THE EAST..WHERE A HEART REVEALS WHAT'S A WRITTEN BIO..WHEN THE STAGE FORMS IT'S CURTAIN CALL..LINES U UP AND DISPLAY YOUR TALENTS..WHAT THE HELL ARE YA WAITING FOR..GOTTA BE THE PAINT...THE BRUSHES..THE HANDS TO PERFORMS YOUR CRITIQUE.. GOTTA MIX THE COLORS OF ANIMATION...GOTTA BRING THE TRIPOD..PUT THE SHOW IN MOTION..BELIEVE WE ARE...JUST A DRIFT AWAY FROM...LIFTING THAT FOG..WHERE YOUR SMOG CARRIED YOUR PAST..A FILM WELL DEVELOP..WHERE THE CINEMA WAITS FOR THE TITLE OF BEST PERFORMANCE..WITH ART ILLUSTRATION AND PHOTOGRAPHY..SHOWTIME.. I AM THE WRITER..THAT INTRODUCES YOU..AS A NEW FACE IN THE HOUSE..THE TRIPLE DECK OF CARDS WITH TRICKS UP HIS SLEEVES..U B DA MAGIC..WITH AN ACT OF TURBULENCE..BECOMES THE WIND..THE RAIN AND THE THUNDER..THE FLAME..FIRE.. YOUR SPEECH PATTERNS..BECOMES DA VIBRATION..I MET..ON KEYS WITH FINGAZ TIPS AND SOFT MELLOW ANTICS..THE LIPS..WHERE I HOLD MYSELF..FROM CLAPS AND STANDS UP..OPENS..A PIECE OF ME..WHICH BECOMES YOU..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..AND THAT'S WORD..SONGS...THE QUEEN 2 HER MAJESTY..WHERE U SHALL NOT BE DETHRONED SIRE..KING..I'M PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE..ARE YOU?..SONG OF WORDS..P E A C E~~ A R T I S T R Y~~

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

THE HISTORY OF MARCH 3..ALMOST 100YEARS..ON RECORD

~~~~~~H A P P Y~~~~B I R T H D A Y~~~~L A N N I E~~~~ THINGS THAT HAPPEN ON THIS DAY...MARCH 3... (1974)..LANNIE ROSS c:> BIRTHDAY.<:p 1..(1910)..MARCH 3 ROBERT FROST FOUNDED THE NATIONAL HOUSING ASSOCIATION..TO FIGHT DETERIORATION OF URBAN LIVING CONDITIONS.. 2..(1915)THE MOTION PICTURE.. BIRTH OF A NATION DEBUTES.. 3..(1923)THE FIRST ISSUE OF TIME MAGAZINE WAS PUBLISHED.. 4..(193O)FLYING HIGH OPENS AT THE APOLLO THEATRE 5..1931)THE STARS SPANGLE BANNER WAS WRIITEN BY FRANCES SCOTT KEY.. WAS ADOPTED AS THE AMERICAN NATIONAL ANTHEM..SONG WAS ORIGINALLY A POEM 6.(1931)..THE FIRST JAZZ ALBUM TO SELL A MILLION COPIES WAS RECORDED IT WAS MINNIE THE MOOCHER..BY CAB CALLOWAY 7.(1959)THE SAN FRANCISCO GIANTS HAD THEIR NAME CHANGED TO A NEW NAME.. CANDLE STICK PARK 8.(1961)..FIRST SUPREMES SONG.. I WANNA A GUY WAS RELEASED.. 9.(1969)..SIRHAN SIRHAN TESTIFIED.. ADMITTED HE KILLED ROBERT KENNEDY.. 10.(1985)MOONLIGHTING PREMIERED ON ABC 11.(1985).MADAME TUSAUD WAX WORKS UNVEILED THE LOOK ALIKE OF MICHAEL JACKSON.. 12..(1991)..RODNEY KING WAS BEATEN BY THE LOS ANGELES POLICE WAS CAPTURED BY AMATEUR VIDEO.. 13.(1995)A STALKER WAS ARRESTED WHILE TRYING TO BREAK IN ROBERTA FLACKS APT.. 14.(1999).IN EGYPT 19 PEOPLE WERE KILLED WHEN A BUS PLUNGED INTO THE NILE CANAL.. JUST KEEPING U INFORMED OF DAILY HAPPENINGS NEVER THINK ABOUT THINGS LIKE THIS WHEN IT'S ACTUALLY DATED ON YOUR BORNDAY..HISTORY.. A KEEPSAKE..HOPE U HAVE A BLESSED DAY..CREATE..SHEILA

Saturday, February 28, 2009

a message

IS IT POSSIBLE YOU CAN DISPLAY THE PICTURES FOR AVAILABILITY..I LIKE THEM ..U DON'T HAVE THEM ANYWHERE ELSE..I LIKE THEM LANNIE..I UNDERSTAND..IF NOT..PARTNER

Friday, February 27, 2009

A COMMENTARY/ THE POVERTY LINE/ GOT A GRIPE..I SEE THE OMEGA..WHAT ALPHA PREDICTED

The problem in today's society..we live 2 the call for so many amendments.. according to the the constitution..we live by as americans..the land of apartheid..the land we built as afro americans..the land of da slaves.. gets no apolgies or rights 2 claim our own existence...and yet..we as a people..has done more in this lifetime..than any other race on this earth.. this is why..we are asked...to this day..what is rightfully respected as ours and the sacrifice of our lives..no cash for a debts to live life as a salary..when ..a slow hand moves..their no paychecks to take care of..no speech..no reversal of fortune..no cash dollars with IN GOD WE TRUST">>SILENCED working..as labor calls us cash earnings..speaks for itself..but not us..in a white man's world..his prophecy...me as his vehicle..his motive..to escape.. where words..thoughts of hatred still remains our threat..tryin to violate OBAMA.. in 2009..debts.we never had no reason 4 punishment..just da voice of criticism.. hatred..don't give a damn about what we feel..the time is now..what's our identity..it spelled out..they wanted to keep us unidentified.."IN GOD WE TRUST"... keeps your spirits alive..represents the earnings for them..not what GOD intended for all human beings..with prophecy and religious manuscripts..the "BOOK".. where our people learned..worshipped all the days of their lives..to serve him being..continuation..althrough eternity...keep the spirit and wear his flesh and blood..so ordered..we have no choice..that's what been wrong about life..from the beginning of time ..were his creation...his children..not man.. the ridiculous Questions..don't be manifest..but..misinformed..by the voices of ANTI-CHRIST DOING THIS..we are STILL..living in times of the oppressed .. the poor..THE poverty..no jobs..no homes..wars still on going..ask yourself this Q:..DOES IT LOOK LIKE WERE OUTTA THE FIRE.OUTTA DANGER..THE PLIGHT.. WHAT'S BEEN LEFT ON OBAMA..PRAY FOR YOUR PRESIDENT...he's the one..he's left with this mess..after all we've been waiting for.a BLACKMAN in office...still.. fixing thangs..just like Jesus..The carpenter..what's left on our people to pull u out from under apron strings..left..kept working..where i stand accused.. Once more..in bondage..without no reason..still in this lifetime..when the going gets rough..let them niggas..get themselves out..where we tried to teach them..but..what was taught..i never learned from YOU..the blame is quite obvious..they always needed..what they could not handle..their own minds.. a terrible thing 2 waste...couldn't adapt..UNITED NEGRO COLLEGE FUND..WAS MY TEACHER..U DEPRIVED ME FROM..WHAT I LEARNED..ALL BY MYSELF..what u wanted.. needed..WITH NO HELP FROM U..AND THIS WORLD BELONGS TO WHO?? THINK..WATCH~WHAT~HAPPENS..from this day forward...keep God first in your life.. one who wears a disguise..lives inside of evil..doing dirty..as the days u portrayed..moves..what's left of this earth..2 live...keep your eyes open... WATCH WHAT HAPPENS...there's lessons 2b learned..NOW...no man is an island.. without a King..we got ours..NOW..Peace... CREATE. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Pt II MY ANSWER TO THE NY POST ANIMAL BLATANT CONTROVERSY by ..SHEILA T JORDAN... ~~A POEM~~ You draw me a post..it does damage.. talks..as a threat..what's worn to cover-up the truth...where you tried to remain innocent..where u compared my people 2 an animal..with heat exposure where brutality claims u..it's name..rank.. and serial number...the police officers is your artillery..the only means 2 destroy our President...2 assassinate..the motives kept..that ol' slave mantality..a memorial for blacks in the white house..u try to kill the dream..where justiced claimed your editorial displayed of animation..played..right in in 2 our hands..with something so simple as.. paper and pen art..acting as a critic..where the truth don't lie..RACIST...You are now..by what was illustrated..u are now..DISMISSED.. terminated..pack your bags..get the hell out.. FOR THE PEOPLE..BY THE PEOPLE.. CALLS THEMSELVES HUMAN..REFUSES TO STEP DOWN ADMIT...THIS IS OUR TIME..WE GOT TO CLEAN UP THIS MESS..U LEFT BEHIND..BUT UNTIL THEN.. THE POST WEARS NO BILLS..DOLLARS OR CENTS ENOUGH..2 MATCH ANY STIMULUS..OBAMA..THE RECOVERY..A CURE..YOU CAN'T DO NOTHING ABOUT YOURSELVES...PEACE..CREATE...SHEILA T JORDAN.. OBAMA'S BACKBONE....JOIN THE GROUP AGAINST RACISM AT THE POST..NO SUPPORT OR DISTRIBUTION OF THE POST.. CLOSE BUSINESS...MEMBER/ EDWARD DEAN ARNOLD @FACEBOOK.COM H I S~~~ S U P P O R T E R~~~