DA CARELESS WHISPER/ a commentary

I DISCOVERED...A CONVERSATION CHANGED THINGS...I DISCOVERED...SOMETHING IS WRONG IN FRIENDSHIP..WHEN THE STORIES OF TRUTH CAME ..BRINGIN IT'S LOVE FROM LONG DAYS IN2 MONTHS..I HAVE NO HANGUPS WITH MY CONSCIENCE...WITH MY HONESTY ABOUT THE SITUATION..NO JEALOUSY WHAT SO EVER...JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY I'M A WHISPER TO MY COMPANY..WHAT I DO..HOW I DO..WHAT I DO...WHEN I'M JUST PLAIN OL' CREATE...THE LOVER OF PAST HISTORY...BUT ..THEY KNOW NOT WHAT THEIR UP AGAINST..WHEN I SHOW MY REAL SELF..THAT'S THE PROBLEM...I CAN'T..I DISCOVERED IT'S A PROBLEM BEING FREE AND OUTSPOKEN...YOUR COUNTERPARTS APPEARS UNCERTAINED...THEIR DISPOSITION..CHARACTER LOOKS AT YOU IN A NEGATIVE EYE...I DISCOVERED LAST WE CAME IN CONTACT...I WAS SHIT ON A STICK..NOT BECAUSE THE REAL WORLD WAS FOUND OUT...BUT..WHAT'S REAL..THEY CAN'T HANDLE..THAT'S ME...SHEILA..PLUS IT WASN'T ENOUGH TO BE REVEALED..WHERE THEY WAS..IN MY OPINION..UPSET..TRUTH BE TOLD...YOUR 2 OPEN WITH YOUR SHIT..PLAIN AND SIMPLE...I AM A REALIST..NOT BULLSHIT..NOR UNCANNY..OR FRONT PAGE NEWS ..AS FAR AS OUR FRIENDSHIP..BUT I DISCOVERED..I'M NOT 2 BE FOUND OUT AS ANYTHING THING ELSE BUT A SECRET...WHERE I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO BRING OUT WHAT I'M ABOUT TO ANYONE PERTAINING 2 YOU..SO IN THE EVENT OF BEING SO DAMN BLANTANT...I DON'T CARE WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR WORLD..IF YOU DON'T MAKE IT OBVIOUS...THE TIME IS NOW HOW THE WORLD REALLY REVOLVES ABOUT YOUR TAPPIN...WHERE THERE IS LOVE 4 PEOPLE INSIDE OR NOT AT ALL..I WAS FEELIN VERY FUCKED AFTER WE MADE CONTACT...NO CONVERSATION ..JUST WHAT'S HAPPENING WITYA..AFTER THAT ..IT WAS ALL DOWN HILL...ESPECIALLY WHEN BUSINESS WAS NOT EXPECTED 2 COME OUT FROM ME..SO AS WE CONTINUE OUR VIEWS..WRITING POETRY OR ANYTHING ..FOR THAT MATTER...THIS IS WHERE YOU DECIDE ..IF I'M 2 BE YOUR FRIEND OR NOT..CAUSE YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE I DID SOMETHING WRONG..I'M TIRED OF TRYING TO LIVE UP 2 OTHERS EXPECTATIONS..I'M A WOMAN..NOT NO DAMN CHILD..COME CORRECT IN WHAT YOU REALLY FEEL ABOUT ME OR I'LL KEEP IT MOVIN MYSELF...I DON'T KNOW IF I'M WRONG WITH THIS FRIENDSHIP OR NOT..I REALIZE ..YOUR PUTTING YOURSELF THROUGH SOMETHING..BUT IT DON'T COST YA NOTHING TO USE WHAT GOD GAVE YA..A MIND TO THINK..THAT'S FREE OF CHANGE..BUT I'M YOUR PARTNER...THAT'S ALL I SEE..I LOVE YOU AS MY FRIEND..IN LOVE JUST WASTED TIME..OF WHICH I DON'T HAVE..ECONOMY ..IS RECESSION...MONEY IS POSSESION..BILLS..PAYMENTS..WHERE YA GONNA GO OR BE IN THIS NEW PRIMARY IS WHAT STAYS ON MY MIND...NOT NO DAMN RELATIONSHIP...JUST THOUGHT I MENTION..I KEEP IT REAL BROTHA ..NO BULLSHIT..I'VE BEEN ON THIS EARTH TOO LONG TO PLAY WITH MY HEART..IF U LOVE ..GO ON WITCHA BAD SELF..KEEP FUCKING UP...NOW ..IF I CAME OUT A LITTLE HARD..I'M SORRY..BUT..GOT NO TIME..FLOAT ON A CLOUD..WHEN OUR FUTURE IS AT HAND AND OUR LIVING EXPENSES IS CRUMBLING..I WANT MY BOOK PUBLISH BY DEC..IT'S IN REVIEW AS I SPEAK..IF THIS WALL STREET INCIDENT DON'T KICK OVER..WELL IF YA DON'T KNOW..LET ME TELL YA U IN 4 WORDS..BROKE..U CAN'T HAVE..WHAT ISN'T THERE 4 YOU..I ADORE MY PARTNER..JUST DONT WANNA SEEYA MESS UP...U DON'T KNOW HOW I ADMIRE YOUR TALENTS...PLEASE ..GET BACK TO WORK...PEACE..I USED YOUR KNOWLEDGE..WISDOM AND ARTISTRY..YOUR A GREAT ACCESS 2LIFE..UNDERSTAND..GOD BLESS U...YOUR KISSING ASS AND CALING BOOTY ALL THROUGH YOUR BODY LANGUAGE...THAT'S SICK..NO GOOD...CREATE

PART VI...WELCOME BACK DARRYL.J

THOUGHT I MENTION~~~THIS MAKES A WHOLE YEAR FRIENDSHIP MADE MY LIFE TURN AROUND...IT GAVE ME THE CHANCE TO WORK AS HARD AS I CAN...BECOME FAMILIAR WITH INTERNET PEOPLE..HAD THE OPPORTUNITY..TO MEET GOOD PEOPLE...FOCUS ON VALUES AND GAINED INTEREST IN MOVING MYSELF AS AN POET...SO IN MY JOURNEYS BECOMING A NEW FACE..ON DEC25..I OPEN MY WORLD OF WRITING AND LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT..I APPLIED MY ABILITIES..I NEVER LIMIT WHAT I'VE SHARED..ALL...WRITING BROUGHT MANY FRIENDS WITH WORKS OF ART...KEEPING ME BUSY...TOOK TIME OUT 2 EXPRESSED WHAT I GAVE..MY POETRY..MY TALENTS..MY STRENGTH...BY A FRIEND WHOM I'LL CALLED DARRYL..HE ENTERED MY LIFE..TOLD ME I CAN FLOW..LIKE A GRACEFUL HUMMINGBIRD..WITH SOUL AND CLASSICAL SATIRE..THAT GOES AMONG FEEDING THAT THUNDER..IN HUMILIATION AND SMILE WITH BEAUTY OF AN INFIMITE LYRICAL SOULJAH OF LOVE...SOFT INNOCENT AND GENTLE..DARRYL IS MY LOVE INTEREST..HE'S MY ENTRY TO PLATFORMS WITH BOOTS AND JEAN ENTIRE...MY LIBERAL SENSE OF BEING..JUDGE PHILOSOPHICALLY..BOLD AS THE RIVER..FIGHTS AGAINST STREAMS APPROACHING...TURNS ITSELF BACKWARDS AND SAVES YOUR LIFE...ANGER UNFOLDS..TRUTH KICKS U WHERE IT HURTS..YOUR PRIMARY EXAMPLES OF STAINS WORN..CLOGS YOUR VISION AND ESCAPES TURBULATES..WHAT MAKES TERMS OF INDEARMENT..HOLD THEIR SOUL AND BECOME WHAT'S INDEPTH..FEELING ALL ALONE AND IN SEARCH OF..TRANQUILTY..WHERE HEAVEN'S GATE PERSERVERE...HOLDS U DEAR..BECOMES..VIOLINS..WHERE YOU ARE SAFE IN LOVE..I AM THANKFUL AND I LOVE YOU FOREVER...DARRYL...SPEECH CAME..MET ME...SMILED..DROVE ME HOME AFTER WORK...SAYING...LOOK AT ME..IN MY FACE..U KNOW I CAN'T SEE YOUR LIPS MOVE...BUT I KNOW HOW TO FEEL U..MY SWEET CREATE..AKA SHEILA...BEST WISHES TO ANOTHER YEAR OF HANDS..MAKING YOU SPEAK IN MY BRAILL..WITH A KISS..YOUR POETRY..NEVER LEFT MY LIPS...I LOVE U 2 SHEILA..I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER US TOGETHER AS A TEAM..WORKING ON YOUR SCRIPTS..READING YOUR WORDS..OPENS...GAVE ME CHILLS..NEVER EXPERIENCED A WOMAN YOUR AGE BEFORE...NOW YOUR BAC...HAPPY ANNIVERSARY..DARRYL JOHNSON..MY ESCORT DRIVER..AIRPORT DEAF MUTE..MISS YOU MUCH...HAD A WONDERFUL DAY..ONE OF THE BEST MALE FRIENDS I'VE EVER EXPERIENCED..THESE ARE THE WORDS HE SAID TO ME TODAY...AT THE OLD SHEA STADIUM..WHERE HE LIVES..2 BLOCKS AWAY..BUT HE BROUGHT ME HOME..THIS EVENING AND SHOCKED THE HELL OUTTA ME...THANKS SO MUCH...WE'LL DO LUNCH TOMORROW..BEING..WE FOUND ONE ANOTHER ON MY NEW JOB...WHERE HIM AND I DISCOVERED WE ARE WORKING TOGETHER AGAIN..REUNION...SHOCKED STILL..WAS A VERY LOVELY DAY...CREATE

ULTIMATIUMS

I MET AN ATTRACTION ...ALONG DA WAY OF SEXUAL EXPLOTATION...WE DATED FOR FUN..WE ENJOYED ONE ANOTHER VERY MUCH..WE HAD A GOOD RELATION..WE WASNT THINKING ABOUT OTHERS..OR..JUST HOW LOVELY THE TIME SPENT...THIS MUST BE LOVE...EXCEPT WHAT TIME HAS BROUGHT FORTH..FORGET WHAT OTHERS THINK..AS YOUR FEELIN A LIL OUTTA PLACE..KNOWING ALL THE TIME SPENT..IT'S FOR FUN AND SEX...ALTHOUGH..IT GETS PRETTY INTENSE..WHERE YOUR SOUL RAISES OBJECTIONS...THINKS..WERE TAKIN A CHANCE..WERE GOING OFF..WERE TAKIN THIS SO CALL REPLACEMENT AS A FUCKING EXPERIENCE..WOW..I LIKE THIS CHANCE..IT'S GETTING OUT OF CONTROL...YOU TELL YOURSELF ..IT'S WHAT YOU WANT..BUT IN ALL HONESTY..IT'S DEAD WRONG..WHY DOES LIFE COME AS LOVE GROWING STRONG...AND YET..FOREFILLS ONES BODIES PERFECT...BUT WHEN U COME TO YOUR SENSES...IT'S A FUCKED UP ARRANGEMENT...I CAN LOOK AT THIS EXPERIENCE AS A PASSING FANCY..CARRYING ON..LEAVE THE PASS ALONE..WALK AWAY LIKE IT WAS NOTHING AT ALL..WHEN ALL THE TIME U PUT IN THIS RELATIONSHIP...YOU MIND SAYS...WHAT AM I DOING..PLAYING AROUND WITH OTHER PEOPLE'S CONCERNS..KNOWING..IT'S WHAT I WANT AND WHAT ANOTHER DON'T...IN THE PROCESS OF EYES MEETING...GETTING TO BE MY SOULMATE...MY PRIVACY IS NOW OUT IN DA OPEN..TELLS ME..IT'S DANGEROUS WATERS I TREAD...BUT WHAT WORKS ON DA BRAIN...WHAT SPEAKS IRRESPONSIBLE CIRCUMSTANCE...I LEARNED..LOVE'S WEAPON KEEPS ME SO OUTTA TOUCH WITH REALITY..THE BOTTLE LINE IS...I CAPTURED A MOMENT WHEN...GUILT WILL START TO BREAK..MY SYSTEM GETS WEAK...MY HEART STOPS..THINKS..I WANNA CONTINUE..WHEN THE TRUTH IS A MISTAKE...IF I DON'T LISTEN TO MY HEART..MY SOUL...MY LIFE AND WHERE IT'S GOING...I'LL WAIT AND WAIT AND WAIT...WHEN DA ONE WHO'I'M SCREWING.. BELONGS 2 ANOTHER..SMACKS MY FACE..GOES HOME WITHOUT ME...WHERE THE BODY NEEDS COMFORT AND THE SOUL SAYS GOODBYE FOREVER..YOUR CONSCIENCE WILL REMIND YOU...IT WAS ONLY A DATE..SWELLIN MY MANHOOD..KNOWING ALL THE TIME..WHAT YOU PUT IN2..STARTS 2 END FUCKED UP..BECAUSE I DIDN'T THINK THIS WAS A FLING..A SIDE ACTION.. LINES OFFENSE..TO GAMES PLAYED FOR FUN..YOU SET THE RECORD STRAIGHT..GIVE AN ULTIMATIUM..WHEN I KNOW..THE BOTTLELINE IS...KEEP IT MOVING..BEEN NICE..BUT..IT'S TIME 2 GO...THE FUTURE HOLDS BIG RESPONSIBILITIES..WHERE I COME FROM...NONSENSE DON'T APPLY..BECOMES THE BLOCK..DUCKING..DODGING..2 PREVENT A SCANDAL...WHEN I'M NO SECRET..I'M DA REAL ONE...GOT NOTHING 2 HIDE...U FEEL ME..BY CREATE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~POEM~~ I HAD A MILLION WAYS 2 EXPRESS MY PERSON..I TAPPED WHAT WAS HONORED...I RESPECT WHAT'S UPON HER...I GROW WITH A STRONGHOLD 2 MAKE MOUNTAINS MOLE THAT PASSION WHERE..SMILES OF LAUGHTER WEARS EVERY MOMENT..WHAT DREAMS AT NIGHT ..IT'S CLOSURE..WHAT REMAINS..DA COMPOSURE..2 WRAP ARMS IN SOUL'S ESSENCE..COMPEALS YOU TO CONTINUE THE FIRES WITHIN YOUR CONPULSIVE REACTION...HERE MY LIPS ARE FULLY MEASURED BY YOUR LOCK..MY HEAT..I DRIFT IN 2 MANY DAYS AHEAD..PREPARING US FOR WHAT GIVES..AFTER THE LOVE IS MET...WE GO IN2 WHAT WEARS..LONG DAYS IN2 SUMMER..STILL LINGERS AS...THE COMING OF TOMORROW...WHERE I DECIDE MY WEIGHT..IF IT'S FOR ME OR NOT WHERE I COME HOME...ALONE..SAYING I DON'T WANNA BE LEFT ALONE..YOUR THOUGHTS..MY WORDS EXACTLY.. I END CONVERSATION FRIEND...CREATE/2008/SEPT6

4SEASONS CONSPIRACY OF GLOBAL WARMING

I'VE GOT SEVERAL REASONS TO THINK WITH A GLINCH AND NON-EQUATION...TIME OF SEASON..WHERE FOUR CLIMATES OF NYC DEFECTS WEARS ACCESS..RINGS..WHAT SPOKEN.. WHAT IT MEANS 2B IN TIGHT SITUATIONS...I ROLLED MYSELF INTO FIRE THAT U COULDN'T PUT OUTTA COMMISSION...SO I FLAMED ON..LIKE FANTASTIC..4 SEASONS WITH TEMPERATURE CHANGING IN2 WINTER'S COLD...IN SUMMER'S HEAT...IN SPRINGS FLORAL ARRANEMENTS.. HANDS ME A BLESSIN..WHEN FALL ENDS THAT SEASON...COLD BRINGS ALL FEELIN...CLEARS MY SENSE...REPEATS LIFE'S CLIMAX 2 DEFECT..I WALK OUTSIDE..SMELL AIR WHICH FORMS POLLEN COUNTS..SNIFFLES...TEARS...WIPED AWAY FROM NASAL PASSAGES..CLOGGED..BUT DRIPS...EYES BURNIN..WITH NO RECOLLECTION OF ALLERGIES..FAILED TO TELL DA TRUTH...WHAT GAVE ME THIS TYPE OF LIVING..I TRULY BELIEVE ..IT'S A PHASE OF IGNORANCE..WHEN DESEASE CLAIMS MY DEFECT..THE CALL OF LOVE...IN BRUTAL CONFLICT..EXCEPTING WHAT TRIGGERS ANAMONY..TRANSFORNS THE ALLERGY..GUIDES YOUR SYSTEM'S ANALYSIS TO CLARIFY U AS AN ALLERGIC ..LOCKED INTO TERMS OF THE HEART AND INFECT YOUR STAMINA..WHERE THE DRUGS OF DECISION..INFECTS U MORE..NEVER 2 ENDURE YOUR RECOVERY...BUT CLINGS 2 4 SEASONS OF ADDICTION...LOVE..DESIRE..2 FLOW..BLOW...SINK..SWIM..BUT..FLY HIGHER..KEEP DA DRUGS OF CHOICE..WEARING YOU DOWN AND OUT OF COMISSION..WHERE 4 SEASONS...NORMALLY TAKES OVER YOUR SNEEZING..TRYING 2 ELIMINATE..THE GERM YOU KNOW WELL...POLLUTION..WHAT NATURE DESTROYED..ON DA WAY 2..CLEANING OUR ENVIORMENTAL GROWTH..WHERE GOD HAS NO PART IN DAMAGING EARTH OR IT'S PEOPLE...WHOSE 2 BLAIM...THE INDUSTRIES..SMOKE..WHAT TELLS YOU IT'S ALRIGHT TO LIVE WITH LOVE IN 4 SEASONS OF DESTRUCTION..THE END WHERE OUR WORLD COLLIDES..WITHOUT A WORD'S NOTICED...PRAY WHOSE DEDICATION KEEPS YOU ALIVE...WITHOUT FOLLOWING THE SAME OL' HABITS..BREATHING..WASTE OF MISCOMMUICATION..WAKE UP..AIR IS LIFE..BEAUTY IS FLESH AND BLOOD...SOUL IS LETTING GO OF AND...WHAT'S ETERNITY YOUR FROM BIRTH..IS 'FOREVER IN LOVE WITH...YOUR EARTH..GOD'S THE CONTROLLER..ENUFF OF DA LIES..NATION'S INDUSTRIES..CHEMICALLY CHARGED...WHAT'S INNOCENTLY DENIED..COVERING UP..WHERE DEATH WEARS A SMILE...HOW COULD U STAND YO'SELF.... THE WORLD IS SICK AS THE CHEMICALS INDUCED...DAMN..WHATCHA GONNA DO CREATE!!!!..PEACE AND LOVE.I GOTCHA BACK.."AFFILIATION"..BUT WHO DO U TRUST..DON'T MATTER..SOMEBODY GOTTA BE THE FORCE OF PREVENTING SUICIDE THROUGH A SLOWWWW PROCESS...ENDING LIFE...GOD HELP US ALL.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~POETRY..DA CHOOSEN FEW~~ MY SOUL IS LIKE A FLOWER THAT CONTNUES TO GROW...MY HEART IS AN ORGAN WHICH REMINDS U..THIS IS CLEAR AND WITHOUT A DOUBT..2 MOTION WITH FEELIN..THIS KEEPS YOU LOVING WITHIN SELF APPROVAL...SHAKES HANDS ...HUGS..KISSES THE VERY FOUNDATION..WHAT COMPLETES OUR LIFEFORM...TRAVELS WITH WARP SPEED..WHERE SCIENCE CLOSES GAPS..WHAT MAN HAS DESICRATED...TIME..SHORT OF SEASON..

I'M NOT ABOUT A PLAY THANG..I'M ABOUT BEING DA MAIN FRAME

My tools...which worked my solar system..what wears da technique...i come with many mechanisms..but in order to put my skillz together...i got 2 be taken apart ..due 2 failures of da heart...i pumped 2 many rhythms and rhymed lyrically..what stung my tongue and bit me off somthin fierce...i'm based upon what's lookin like what came eazy..u saw..i came..u conquered..i'm left broken hearted..down in my principle.so in my place where tools take up my space...i have but one mechanism..what brings da lady her song....on the street...with no play...the tools are equpted to function..what was slammin that nigga...like a chinese doll with some woodchucks...churnin..making a mi-ti cocktail mixed up with his slap-stick..humor...where i grieved for many days...lonely..treated disable...the wrong thing to do to a bunch of scraps..what pulled through..fixing that frame back to motion what moves me...other than..what u figured would breakdown..what can't lubricate..can't touch me..i'm 2 well adapted..the finest piece of scraps ..you'll ever wanna meet...i heat your battery..i take out the squeak of an old oil can..with no liguid left to wear inside your engine..but..you never found any woman that gives her basic principles inside as well as outta my flesh and bones...commonly know 2 your chocolate covered morsal milking that cowardly truffle...i left..while lubricating som' ruff echings..u know..the kind that comes with tools..making magic...by ..applying..that sugah..sweet..deep..but not deplorable root..you planted as permanent damage worn..where chills remain to stimulate my body parts...lifting chairs and throwing them ..where my strength gets da best of wires...circuits..screwdrivers..bolting me..counting the nights being attached without a real man at home..so i explode..turning me in2 what malfunctioned..where life can't repair..tools in need of recycling..what's brand new...waiting 4 love..a mainframe sculptured...where i was left off..dead..replaced..right from under my wounds..u gave...while playin with my tree without leaves..with no bark...just..roots i've known 2 wear as my thunder..where lightning rumbled..what killed my mainframe by tools unavailable 4 revitalization...so i die...where i am on da street..looking 4 mr right ..again....no..nothing ever goes right 4...CREATE..an that's what's happening..So i am your tin woman ..the mainframe who lost it's heart..looking 4 that wizard..2 take me home...where i bow my head and cry with wet eyes..become frozen solid...lifeless...without u..peace

WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME...

WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME...PLACE WHERE YOU CAN RELAX YOUR SOBER SENSE..WHERE THE RIDE TAKES U THROUGH BUMPS ACROSS THE CONSTANT BEGGER..WHAT MAKES NO SENSE..IN YEARS OF TRYIN TO ACCOMPLISH THE CRACKS AMONG..RUINS..WHERE OLD NEWS PREPARES 2 SINK..SWIN..CAST YOUR VOTE..WHERE LIFE AIMS AT A MISSION..TO SEEK PERFECTION..WHAT THINKS IT'S NORMAL TO FILE PAPERS..WHAT BORROWED TIME SNEAKS IN AND BECOMES DA CHOICE..BUT LINKS A FOWL ODOR OF DECAY...WHAT LURKS AROUND..COMPETES..DEBATES..WHILE YOUR SMILES HOLD DA BALLOT..WAITS..FOR THE RIGHT ANGLE..THE RIGHT PEOPLE..THE RIGHT PERSON..WHAT BECOMES OUR MASTER OF DECISION...WHILE TALKING ECONOMY...ON THE BREAK OF DECLINING.OUR LIBERTIES..HAVE US WEARING NOBLE ENTRY WITHOUT LEGAL OBLIGATIONS...THE UNITED NATIONS ROARS AS 700 BILLLION..CHANGES THANGS.. PERSERVERES..SETS US UP FOR FINAL RETRIBUTION..TO FIGHT FOR WHAT'S MISLEADIN IN AMERICA..THE COST OF LOSING..DROPS U LIKE THE BOMB OF HIROSHMA...WHAT LEFT A CENTURY..BLOWN TO SMITHEREENS..WHERE WALL STREET LEFT.. A WORLD DESTINCT TO REPEAT..WORLD WAR II..BUT HOME IS THE TARGET..YOURS..OURS..EVERY HUMAN BEING HAS NO FUNDS TO CONTRIBUTE...BUT I'M THE TAXPAYER U SAY WILL COME TO RESCUE LIFE'S EARNINGS ON MY WHAT...401K...ARE U CRAZY..WITHOUT..A SINGLE WORD DISCUSSED..ONE WAY OR ANOTHER LIFE..LEAVES YOU BROKE...DEAD AND BURIED..THE PRICE 2 PAY FOR A LIFE ...HOMELESS ..WHERE THE SHELTERS HAVE NO ROOM..WHERE THE OUTBURST OF TERRIORISM CRIES4 FREEDOM..THE WORKLOAD DISAPPEARS..JOBS ARE NO MORE..THE EARTH NO LONGER WEARS A SMILE..CRUMBLES..YOUR LAST MEAL..NYs BOWERY KITCHENS...WHAT FED A FAMILY OF 4 IS NOW GONE FOREVER....BUT WANTS TO HAND US NO PAYCHECKS..LIVING ON UNEMPLOYMENT..WITH ACCOUNTS BEING CHECKOUT CLOSED..WHAT BANKS YOU DEAL WITH?.. LOST ECONOMY..DA FALL FROM WALL STREET..WE THE PEOPLE..WHERE DO WE STAND TOGETHER...WHEN WILL OUR DAY COME..WHERE NEW MEANS TO DISCOVER..A BLACK MAN..OBAMA..IN OFFICE..MAKING IT HIS TEST OF KNOWLEDGE..WHEN SUDDEN OCCURENCES ARE FACED..RIGHT IN DA LAST DAYS OF PRESIDENCY ELECT..NO HOMES..ON JOBS..NO FUTURE...U FIGURE IT'S A SIGN..NO BLACK MAN IN OVAL OFFICE..THE WHITE HOUSE...THE PLOT THICKENS..WHAT DO U THINK...I HAVE NO COMMENTS..I RAN OUTTA SPEECH.....CREATE

A WALK TO REMEMBER../ DA MOVIE

GOOD EVENING...I WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME AND SHARE SOMEHING THAT I WAS EXPERIENCING...THE MOVIE A WALK TO REMEMBER IS A LOVE STORY WHICH INVOLVES A YOUNG MAN WHO MEETS A GIRL IN HIS SCHOOL...HE HAD FRIENDS THAT WAS NOT SO KIND AND SOMETHING HAPPEN TO ONE ..WHO ALMOST LOST HIS LIFE ..DUE TO WHAT THIS GUY MADE HIM DO ..IN THE PROCESS OF DOING WHAT THEY ASK..HE FELL INTO THE WATER AND STARTED TO DROWNED...WHEN ALL SAW THIS TAKING PLACE ..THEY RAN AND TOLD HIM WHO WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR MAKING THE ATTEMPT..TO LEAVE..GET AWAY FROM OTHER WHO BY NOW WAS BLOODING FROM HIS NOSE..AFTER THEY PULLED HIM OUT THE RIVER...HE STLL LISTENED TO THE OTHERS AND LEFT HIM TO DIE...SO...WHEN THE COPS WENT ON ROUTE TO GET HIM..THEY PICKED HIM UP FOR LEAVING AND ARRESTED HIM..STAYED OVERNITE..THE STORY GOES IN2 HIM ..HAVING TO DO AS PUNISHMENT..COMMUNITY SERVICE IN SCHOOL.LIKE CLEANING THE HALLS.. BECOME ACTIVE WITH THE THEATRE...HE WAS ASKED TO DO THIS PLAY OF WHICH THIS YOUNG LADY..WHO THEY TENSED AND CALLED GOD'S ANGEL..SHE WAS INTO JESUS AND WAS THE TOWNS PEOPLE MINISTER'S DAUGHTER..SHE WAS VERY WELL BEHAVED AND CHURCH GOING ..WELL THIS GUY THAT WAS PLACED ON COMMUNITY SERVICE..WAS ASKED TO DO THIS PLAY..WHERE HE WAS SHAMED TO BE IN THE COMPANY OF HER...AROUND HIS FRIENDS IN SCHOOL..SO ONE DAY ..THE GROUPS OF KIDS SAW HER AND STARTED MAKING PICTURES OF HER ON THE INTERNET ..TRYING TO MAKE HER LOOK BETTER...SO ONE OF THE GIRLS..WHO LIKED THE GUY WHO GOT IN TROUBLE...STARTED TELLING HER HOW SHE WOULD LOOK BETTER IF SHE FIXED HERSELF UP A LIL..WEAR SOME MAKEUP ..CHANGE HER HAIR..ETC..SO THIS GIRL ASKED HER TO WALK WITH HER TO THE LUNCHROOM..WHERE EVERYONE WAS HOLDING THIS COMPUTERIZED PIC OF HER WITH A BUST AND BIG BUTT..HUGH WOMAN..WHERE THEY ALL BROKE DOWN ..MAKING FUN OF HER..THAT'S WHEN HE REALIZED HOW MUCH HE CARED FOR HER..THEY STARTED A RELATIONSHIP...AS THE DAYS ROLLED AROUND..SHE HAD SOMETHING SHE WAS KEEPING FROM HIM..HER DAD DISAPPROVED OF HIM BEING IN HER LIFE..BUT AS THE STORY WENT ON .I STARTED THINKING..HOW I HAVE A LOVE IN MIND..MYSELF...HE SHARED SO MUCH IN THE LONG RUN..IT GOT HARD VERY HARD..BECAUSE I WASN'T ABLE TO BE HIS GIRL..OF WHICH THAT WASN'T REALLY WHAT WAS BOTHERING ME..OTHER THINGS CAME UP...SO AS THE MOVIE STAYED WITHIN MY RANGE OF THOUGHT..HE TOLD HER HE WAS IN LOVE WITH HER..WHERE SHE HAD ASKED HIM NOT TO FALL FOR HER..BUT..IT CAME WHERE THEY BOTH WAS IN LOVE...HER DAD SAID..THEN U MUST CONFESS..TELL HIM THE TRUTH..THEY WAS SO HAPPY IN LOVE ..SHE WAS INTO THE STARS..HAD A TELESCOPE ..ASK HIM TO JOIN HER..ASTRONOMY WAS HER THING..AS THEY STARTED LOOKING THROUGH..SHE TURNED AND SAID..I LOVE YOU..WHERE HE GRABBED HER AND STARTED KISSING..HUGGED AND FELT HER TOTALLY..THAT'S WHEN SHE HAD TO TELL HIM...SHE HAD LEUKEMIA..THE SCENERY..THE WATER..THE THINGS THEY DID TOGETHER..EVERYTHING REMINDED ME OF WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MY LOVE INTEREST..IN SECRET..ALL THROUGH FRIENDSHIP ..IT GOT TO ME PRETTY MUCH..SO MUCH...I JUST FELL APART FROM WATCHING...NO ONE KNOWS HOW MUCH IT IS WHEN YOUR HEART HAS IT'S YEARNINGS ..IT'S WARM TENDERNESS..IT'S WANTING HIM SO DAMN BAD..YOUR FEELIN SICK IN DA STOMACH..GOT TO CHANGED THAT OUTLOOK..THE KIND OF FEELIN..WHICH RACES...TAIKIN FLIGHT..ELIVATE COMPOSURE TO LIFT YOUR SPIRITS..CLIMB 2 THE HEAVENS ABOVE..WHERE GOD SEE FIT 2 MOLD THIS MAGIC IN2 ANGELS OR DOVES..OPENING UP DA SKIES AND PROCEED 2EMBRACE THE COSMOS..LIGHT THE WORLD WITH WHAT GENERATES DA LOVE..ENERGY DROWN TOGETHER FOR ETERNITY..WHERE HE MARRIED HER..THEY SPENT THERE LAST DAYS TOGETHER..UNTIL SHE DIED..SHE GAVE HIM A BOOK HER MOTHER MADE..WHERE SHE KEPT UP WITH WHAT WAS GOING ON IN HER YEARS AND HE RETURNRED IT TO HER DAD..HE BECAME A DOCTOR..SHE MADE A MAN OUTTA HIM..SHE HELPED HIM BECOME WHAT HE IS TODAY..THAT MOVIE GOT TO ME SO MUCH..IT MADE ME THINK OF WHO I LOVE TO THIS DAY...THAT'S WHY I SAID...I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE..BUT I HAVEN'T HAD THE CHANCE..YET..ALL I WANNA SAY IS I'VE BEEN VERY SCARED OF LOOSING YOU... BECOMING THE SPACE THAT I AM SO WORTHY OF..PLEASE..PLEASE DON'T EVER GIVE UP ON MINE..IF U DO..THEN I'LL BE LEFT ONCE MORE....GONE..NOT UNTIL GOD SAYS SO..BUT STAINED..WHERE U ARE NEVER WEAR OFF..THIS SCARES ME SOMETHING FIERCE...MEETING SOON...I'M READY THOUGH..ARE U..SOULJAH..I HAVE IT ALL TO DO..I'M SO NERVOUS..I WANT THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BE RIGHT..NEVER LETTING IT GO..YOUR SO SPECIAL 2ME..SCARED..ALL OF SUDDEN..DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME..IT'S BEEN AWHILE...CREATE..YOUR PARTNER IN RHYME..:::*_*::