Monday, November 16, 2009

I HAD 2 HAVE A PIECE OF U

"BEST POEM IN THE WORLD
I was shocked,
confused, bewildered As
I entered Heaven's door,
Not by the beauty of it all,
Nor the lights or its decor.
But it was the folks in Heaven
Who made me sputter and gasp--
The thieves, the liars, the sinners,
The alcoholics and the trash.
There stood the kid from seventh grade
Who swiped my lunch money twice.
Next to him was my old neighbor
Who never said anything nice. Herb,
who I always thought
Was rotting away in hell,
Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,
Looking incredibly well. I nudged Jesus,
'What's the deal? I would love to hear
Your take.
How'd all these sinners get up here?
God must've made a mistake.
'And why is everyone so quiet,
So somber - give me a clue.'
'Hush, child,' He said, 'they're all in shock.
No one thought they'd be seeing you.
' JUDGE NOT!! Remember...
Just going to church doesn't make you a
Christian any more than
standing in your garage makes you a car.
Every saint has a PAST...
Every sinner has a FUTURE!
God answers prayer,
it is His sovereign way
To freely give His
blessings day by day;
One earnest plea and lo!
from heaven's throne
The answer comes,
for God has heard His own.
- Anon.
God delights in the earnest prayers
of His people
. ~~ Tommy is T.A.D. III ~~
"BEST POEM IN THE WORLD I was shocked, confused, bewildered As I entered Heaven's door, Not by the beauty of it all, Nor the lights or its decor. But it was the folks in Heaven Who made me sputter and gasp-- The thieves, the liars, the sinners, The alcoholics and the trash. There stood the kid from seventh grade Who swiped my lunch money twice. Next to him was my old neighbor Who never said anything nice. Herb, who I always thought Was rotting away in hell, Was sitting pretty on cloud nine, Looking incredibly well. I nudged Jesus, 'What's the deal? I would love to hear Your take. How'd all these sinners get up here? God must've made a mistake. 'And why is everyone so quiet, So somber - give me a clue.' 'Hush, child,' He said, 'they're all in shock. No one thought they'd be seeing you.' JUDGE NOT!! Remember...Just going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in your garage makes you a car. Every saint has a PAST... Every sinner has a FUTURE! God answers prayer, it is His sovereign way To freely give His blessings day by day; One earnest plea and lo! from heaven's throne The answer comes, for God has heard His own. - Anon. God delights in the earnest prayers of His people. ~~ Tommy is T.A.D. III ~~ Reply Reply to all Forward"

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Maya "Painted Pyramid" Reveals 1st Murals of Daily Life

"November 12, 2009—
A series of unusual Maya wall murals,
complete with hieroglyphic captions,
are providing archaeologists with a priceless look at day-to-day
life in the empire circa A.D. 620 to 700. Previously known Maya murals all depict the ruling elite,
victories in battle, or religious themes. (Explore a map of Maya ruins.) But exterior walls on a 'painted pyramid' buried for centuries
in the Mexican jungle
(pictured, a corner of the pyramid undergoing excavations)
have shown Maya scholars something
completely different. The murals—discovered in 2004 at the Maya site of Calakmul
—depict ordinary people enjoying much more casual pursuits,
according to a new, detailed description of the wall art."

..MOMS IN THE HOSPITAL../ FALLS..HAS DEMENTIA

I am in shock this is Sunday..the 15..
4 days after I heard the sound over my head,coming
from my mother's room,where..
My brotha & I got the scare our lives..My mother..had falling from the bed..she would always keep her door locked as a safe precaution from anyone who walks in..well..when we opened the door..there on the floor was my mom..she had been dealing
about a week with a swollen left leg..i soaked her feet in the massager..gave her an aspirin..as a result ..the swollen subsided..but only a lil..we watched her performance all week..when that tuesday..I was seeing signs of slowing down..forgeting..thought..I ask her how she felt..where she replied I'm ok..but then I started noticing..she had nothing else to say..sleeping a lot..all day

long..kept telling me she wasn't hungry, when I place food in front of her...she commence to eating like she was starved..drinking water like she was dehydrated..AGAIN i noticed ..she had nothing to say..my mother had an incident when she was 15..where her hearing was damaged ..as a result from a dentist..and back in those days..there wasn't any anesthesia..he operated trying to pull her teeth..when he broke her jaw bone..where she was injured..hearin loss all her life ..wasn't able to hear loud sounds..so as a result of her history..the ear started hearing less in the weeks that had progress..on October 30..friday ..my grandson turned 11

and we celebrated with a few friends, in about an hour in to the party..i was downstairs on the computer..talking to a friend in Virginia who moved there from Queens...when my oldest daughter comes downstairs, telling me about my mom's performance ..how she just sits..no talking or a mention of.anything..I told her I'll b there in a min..went to see..where..

she was just sitting on the edge of the bed..rocking..I took care of patients with DYMENSIA..ALZHIEMERS,before..so right away I saw signs..closed the door to my moms room..ask ..mother are u ok..she angerly snapped at me..replied..why do u keep asking me .. i'm fine..go out and have some fun with the kids..celebrate ..don't worry about me..then I saw that she needed my help with changin..her bed was wet..her clothes were soiled from sitting in the same spot..wouldn't move..I grabbed her in my arms and said..mom..i gotta help u change your clothes..the bed needs to be changed as well..where she calm down..said..ok..when i helped her up to get to the bathroom..I notice her leg again..it got bigger..she was draggin herself across to walk..after she got cleaned..fixed the bed..I fed her..where she ate everything..the same reaction, I always give her water with her meals..but this time..she ate..drank water, a cup of tea.. a cup of fruit cocktail..again..like she was starvin..so when my daughter came bac and..said hi grandmother..she smiled..gave my daughter a kiss..said ..i stuffed like a pig..i'm gonna go and lay down now..ok..my daughter said ..ok grandmother, when I saw she wasn't wearing any shields on her ..with panties underneath..I said,mother,u didn't put what I gave u on before u ate..so she looked..and I saw her naked under her robe..where she just forgot to get dresses..i sighed for a moment...my eyes kept watering..my arms could not stop holding her..wouldn't let her see..me crying..I wiped the tears..helped her get all her things on ..properly..placed her in the bed..sat there..when I noticed ..the rest of her pads were out..so my daughter and I went to walgreens..got some pads..and a couples of items for the house..drove back..she was sleepin like an angel..we walked in..gave her a kiss..where she woke up..looked at us and started cryin herself..said..I love u so much..thanks for everything u do for me..tiki said..grandmother u ok now..she replied..I'm seem 2 be losing track of my thoughts..I..I don't know..and thats when the reality hit us both..she was showing signs of Dymensia.. this pass MONDAY..October.9..my mom eyes were so clear and alert..but..the truth was she is failing fast..I stayed upstairs with her until..my brother left for work..watch a lil tv...waited for her to say something..when she did..It was..I'm tired..I ask.. u wanna lay down now ma..she said..YEAH..nothing else to do..when we were just watching..dancing wit the stars..just like that, she went to sleep..I just walked her..in silence..cried again for about an 20mins..

sitting near her bed..thinking..what's gonna happen if she leaves us all..

well..Today is SUNDAY..

beat ..tired from running..

>WEDNESDAY..Oct 11..

We had to hospitalize her.. my aunt who WE just lost in MARCH..

my mother's sister..the remaining of two ..my mom and my aunt Eunice..which is in a home,

for the elderly..were 5 girls..

Eunice is the baby girl..

MY Mother is the Oldest one..now..

The prognoses reveals..

a fractured bone and a blood clot in her leg

from that swellin ..

I stayed all day until family showed up around 6 oclock that evening..making a scene..where I just needed some sleep..away in the waiting area..

where I bent down..

gave my mom a kiss..

said the family is here..

so I gotta let everyone take

turns visiting..gonna go home now and get some rest..

she took one look at me..said..u do that sheila don't worry about me anymore..

than I paused..started heading out the door..

turned back 2 say..seeya tomorrow mom..

at which..she just fell off to sleep...

she has Dementia..shes recovering..

~~~~ the family MEETS W/THE DOCTOR'S TOMORROW AT 11AM..for counciltation on the days ahead,..what 2 expect..in her final hrs..pleaseeeeeeee PRAYER FOR OUR FAMILY..

THE JORDANS..

thanks for being there..May God Bless u..

Create..Sheila T.Jordan

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Facebook | Sheila Create T Jordan

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Friday, November 13, 2009

"Isn't it strange that you can't find a word to
say when you're praying but ...
you have no trouble thinking what
to talk about with a friend?"
do u know why that is...
1.you only thinkin how much time is left b4 u get 2 love..
when it has already showed the outcome..
2.your running late for a dinner date with
some friends and u make a stop for some drugs..
using substitutes for 4play
3.the pastor is waiting for u to show up for service,
but ur more interested in layin
back,in bed,watching the games,
with no respect 2 God
4.my job is my life..gotta
pay them bills..look good for the ladies/gents
5.sex is the more tantalizing
..I need my food
..find ,feel, fondle forget what
I was suppose 2 do..
u missed church..
all because..the world lives by
bread and body..talking
what makes u hungry..where the
flames are flickerin..
burning hearts..what ain't no games
ur not in control
the Lord
brought u here
so ; if what you see is more than it looks like..
it probably is..
no God fearin timeout 2 figure
worship..say a prayer..
thank him..
for no fumbles..or making that last call
2 touch down..Lovin...who??????
by
Sheila T Jordan

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THIS IS TO SOMEONE..ANYONE..THAT HEAR .. HOW I HAVE DONE.SO MUCH.HOW I CAN'T REMAIN THE VICTIM OF ALL THIS ..PLAYED A HAND IN 2 WHAT WAS DEAD WRONG..OUTTA PLACE...IN2 UR SITUATIONS..WHERE I'M NOT THE 1..NOW I FEEL LIKE A FOOL..BEING SHOWN..THE LIGHTER DAYS OF VICTIMS CUNNING,,CRUEL & JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS FEEL..4 THIS ..I AM GOING THROUGH AS IT IS...ONE WAY OR ANOTHER THE HEART GIVES, WHEN YOU KNOW IT'S REALLY WORTH THE EFFORT..SHOW JUST CAUSE 2 UR AFFLICTIONS..KNOCKS, BITE THE HAND THAT READS LOVE.. OUTTA THOUGHT..MAKING IT FEEL SO RIGHT I 'M AMONG> THE CHANGE...NOT 2 BE TAKEN 4 GRANTED' ANY LONGER..IT'S TIME THAT I GATHER MY CURDLES AND WHAY..SAY..NO MORE, PLEASEEEEEEE..IT WAS ALL A GAME OF MAKE BELIEVE...GOING THROUGH 2 MUCH WHAT CAN'T SEE THE WORDS WRITTEN..BECOMES THE BLIND..LEADING 1 ANOTHER IN2..THE SAME OLD THANGS YOU ALWAYS KNEW WOULD REMAIN....A QUESTION ASK WHY ME..WHY ME..WHY ME...WHEN ALL U WANT IS..... H A P P I N E S S..FOR GOD'S SAKE...BREATH IN ..CREATE NOW..LET IT GO..UR ON A BLOG..WRITING EVERY DAY.. WHAT PRETENDS..IT'S OK...WHEN ALL THE TIME..THE SELF INFLICTED, U WANT 2 B SOMETHING MORE THAN..STEPS OUTTA FOCUS, SUDDENLY WANTED UR TIME & PLACE... PASSING ..WHERE U REPLIED..THE HELP..SO ..FOR ALL SENSE AND PURPOSE I LEAVE U WITH THIS..ONE DAY..IT'S NOW 4 ...SET MYSELF UP OVER..NOTHING HAVING 2 DO WITH US.....GUESS WHAT? THAT WAS F___D UP..