ONE LEGIONEER..the MONTH of MOTHER

Beneath the shallow waters near..

I grab a hold of one so dear... with inch and every measure so true.. she reigns among the life so blue.. when I vision your splender.. a heart so dear & loving.. so precious as a jewel.. the sweetness the tribute.. I cast you as my total spirit of gender.. a guiding light,the

streams that flows through.. where movement still proceeds u.. outlives the moments

when..I wake in morning's wind.. where your breathe leads me.. it's air..an

open access to hear ur voice.. I wear..cherish.. the abundance u bring.. in the natural

world of flesh..hold me close.. where eyes spoke..direction.. to lead me down in

history.. A child who remains..your seed.. the root planted..where ur name is

written in stone..my belovit.. Mother. What carries your thrown... by..CREATE Sheila T Jordan

Luther Vandross - I'd Rather/ PLUS /LYRICS OF LOVE OR DOUBT..U DECIDE

once I was a

woman of chance what grieved in times of romance to honor & obey the laws of matrimony to cherish..love and hope for eternity.. where ur strong manly ways kept us coming back & forth for 11 years and counting..with mocha smiles and ripple biceps.. mmm a body that had no scars..or battles in tattooed.. he never believed in it.. you are the study where criminology became ur major where penal codes & mister minors spelled first offender but lived on a predicate..back & forth the man with a twisted..lock remains..a cell block wearing a number over & over again like no home raise u..a christian baptized down in the water..what wanted a man of the cloth..the birth of JESUS..calls u child of GOD where eyes looked on..beaming..happy made me his girl..took care of my needs shared emotional upbringing hard times.. difficult 2believe he was the best chemical reaction..I had ever known as ..wifey whatever He had ..I got..whatever I needed there was no hesitation..he gave all of himself back & forth..in and out...got 2 be a pain in my heart a soul without..meaning..a love gone from sight.. saying Relationships are not what I am feeling..so if the truth be said matrimony was just a ceremony.. wearing no ending..where I still lay my head..crying.. for U..Christopher..aka my BOO...Create..Sheila T Jordan

SINCE DA DAYs BORN..

TAKE ME BACK..

in retrospect...where the mood saw a face ..she won't 4get

where the setting was bp kept..Where the pic..spoke cellblock.. ...saw no specs

just a black shadow..w hollowness..wears his silence..a shadow w/nonsense

i go bac from time 2 time..2 claim..that once clever brotha..what caressed my

mind..served me lovely..a bro's soul ..a soldier of penalties..from casualties & conflictions

blockade's from out access..parole violations...lived a dead president of ghetto threads

the soul's palpitations..heart throbbing..sweat wearing ..reacts this Sista ..formally

introducted as..poetry.. pages starring him....dimensions of black..coming through..but ..

verses of a smooth ..caviler..emotional lyric..what wore her days & night in bed..as her

indentity describes..2 him..the same wave length..in distance of a bridge..meeting his

apple..where eyes kept heights ranged from Empire States 2 ..the fresco STREETS..

THE PLACE..FILLMORE

the G thang keeping me delirious thoughts..what branded my heart..what burn inside

of want...years .stolen..rips my linen through tendah moments ..read...back & forth

gripping..life ..the pretense..holding on 2 subject matter...rated xxx...carries me..through stormy sees..a wrecked disturbed baggage...left..a man..worthy of everything..beaufiful..now

becomes ..his own publicity met..a soldier..of fortune..a news paper.. gathers no friend ..who..

I recognize..as the DREAM..made..from how..he covers his own skin..acting..like what never

believed..just a joke...the painted face of a batman's sinister crime link..2 finding who is the real

enemy..fact or fiction..he portrays as money..lights..camera..action..the main character..self

explanatory... what greets his morning coffee...his donuts or Oatmeal cookies...a social encounter

a dad ..up & coming...

All the L O V E & COMPASSION..from the first time ..I met you...I told u..it was love..I had 4 u

no..Bullshit..straight up front...personal..didn't matter ..what distance..or chatter..left u doubtful

insecured about..This was a heart feeling..pulsation ..erruptions..melting in stages..u performed..

acted out..left..me.. the common cause..2 remain..wearing ur frame..goreous..beautiful..crazzzy

the earth stopped...the skies opened up..the birds ..sang..words.. I shared as one..being w/ u..

for as long a forever..fave me..something 2 believe in...YOU..now..where u have me..wearing that lake of love...like ur mom..You were my dream come true...after feeling so ..blue...the disappearing acts of love..& poems..rest upon..what gave sweet moments Of u..WEARS WEAK

and sees ..what left you.. a G for comfort..wearing dead presidents..lovin it...shows me...this is what ..a child will witnessed be4 u...NON-SENSE

total NONSENSE....A DAD W/ a CHEMICAL IN-BALANCE...WHAT IS happening!!!!

DO U KNOW..URSELF..2 BECOME...A LEGACY 2 STAND ON...A CHIP OFF HIS SON'S BLOCK..THE SHOES THAT WEARS HIS STABILITY FROM CELL BLOCKAGE..

LEFT NUMB..BECOMING..CARELESS..SENSELESS..LIFELESS....unappealing 2 all

that calls U POP..I have no words..but this...God..MAN..I have been by ur side ..

without even a mere kiss and I am still in LOVE..PRIVATELY..2 MY OWN SELF AFFLICTION..WANTING U..CARING 4..GET IT 2GETHER..this weed has got ya

zoned..in another world ..substance..2 ABUSE..UR NOT READY TO BE a father..I 'm the RETROSPECT..

THE reality check ..peace..L R..this is for ..4 your own good. .CHIILL OUT..CLEAN UP UR ACT

OR PAY THE CONSEQUENCES... BRO!!!!!!!!!. he laughs..BUT...ain't funny no mo'..UR HURTING ME SOO..HOW DO U THINK UR MOM 2 BE..FEELS hommie!!!! CREATE..UR PARTNER...Sheila T Jordan

Here we have from L2 r.. Jamuna, KATRINA'S own Disaster himself.. FREDERICK MAYER and BAG lady...

Here we are..w/ some of the Cast & crew MS Mississipi..Russell & non other than.. Ms Bag Lady HERSELF..Joyce Griffen..

Meet Ms..Mississipi.. the Diva..Richarda Abrams

HELL & HIGH WATER OR LESSONS for WHEN THE SKY FALLS CLOSING CEREMONIES Lto r..Jamuna Yvette Sirker, Russ & myself..

Left to right..my good friend..TEE.. ME, my son..Russell..(Restaurant Dave) my daughter Shatika,my son-in law Ian~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~ WELCOME... Well...this night was one for the books..or shall I say..critics...the reviews that came back on Jamuna Yvette Sirker's HELL & HIGH WATER or LESSONS FOR WHEN THE SKY FALLS gave u a chill down ur spine..with an true life story..living inside New OrLean's KATRINA'S Whimsical display of colors..shaking the town's people crumbling it's bourbon streets & and tourist attractions..HOMES Demolishes millions of people dead, when levees were filled..capturing a spectacle..with great proportions losing all tracks of life..what kept a world that witnessed this horrible nightmare..grieving without no where to run..hide..it gave me a scare.. where ..I actually felt the effects...the stage came alive..with anger..brutal substance & heartbreaking stamina, in the beginning..life captivates love for a neigborhood.. the businesses..the creativity of people making moves..living their lives w/blues..booze and a happy..musical atmosphere..a Restaurant owner..his manager.. a teacher..WHO IS the NARRATION, responsible (Jamuna Yvette sirker's her own interpitation of KATRINA's gripping tragedy..I ..myself was so mesmerized..trauma went all over me..especially when..my son..Russell was showing emotion on behalf of his grandparents..who were missing..when they found them one body was floating.. where the levees were so high..the only thing u can see ..were roofs top of homes..where his grandfather was ..I have to hand it to him..being.. we just went through losing my mother...his grandma.. when I ask him.. did it bother u to do these lines.. he replied...I FELT GRANDMA'S SPIRIT.. she gave me this opportunity that's why I DID IT..I felt she wanted me 2 do it.. I just gave him a hug & kiss..it was so inspiring..I got full.. and it paid off..but last & not left out.. we must give our total thanks and high praise to the man of the hour...KATRINA'S STORM.. THE ONE AND ONLY..Mr Frederick Mayers... WOW..WHAT A performer.. I WOULDN'T WANNA CROSS PATHS WITH HIM... DEATH DEFYING, to say the least..all and all.. HELL & HIGH WATER OR LESSONS FOR WHEN THE SKY FALLS.. received wonderful reviews I was so happy to come home from Virginia and get to see his Last shows such a delightful Cast & crew..I thank u for LISTENING.. Peace..GOD BLESS Create..Sheila T Jordan

CRY TEAR READS THEE E MOTIVES

STOP!!.. now..let me think.. u say I'M thee 1.. fed w/ a spoon full of sweets

where jolly .. happy pretends 2 live outside a dream... 2 wear a Valium

of Darvon's or Quinines.. the eazy way out..a stone counter .. filled with

a latitude to fly like an eagle.. trippin trippin..trippin..2 the seas.. where my spirit carries me... no further than life can bury me.. it's experiment

so u say..I will be.. another one 2 conjure up..life's principles. striving 2 pretend..I am ur cry tears.. reads thee e motives 4.. excepting any cure

to laughter..ignored... pounding my insecurities.. finding myself wearing

motives 2 what matters through.. a criteria e motion..loves final hour..

serving you as...the remedy 2 death.. a liquid I call ..DRAUGHT...the

other drug..sufficating..when LIFE care less 4... THE AMOUNTS..when

knowingly..you don't know how 2 give back.. in love...so u die..kill the dream

4 all included..a selfish way 2 read what cry tears reads the motive 4..living...

THOUGHT I MENTION..CREATE. Sheila T Jordan

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES..JAMILA & ROBERT

HERE I AM W/ JAMILA.& ROBERT..HIS GRANDMA AND SON JAYLON

MR & MRS..WITH ERIC

My BROTHER IN LAW (PUMPKIN)..WILLIAM

ME W/ NEPHEW IN-LAW ERIC

THE BRIDE JAMILA & PUMPKIN

SAYING THEIR VOWS

THE BRIDAL PARTY

CLEOPATRA..BLACK QUEEN

Well..the wedding is over..my stay in Virginia was a wonderful five days of relaxation and getting to meet such wonderful people..after the wedding..shirley and I went back to her house while the bride and groom left on their weekend romantic hideaway...while we baby sitted her grandchildren..there was so much to clean up..considering the bridemaids stayed at Susie's..while the men..stayed at her daughter's house..where her husband was part of the wedding party..a bacholar party went on there..while we had our cocktails..I had to prepare the gifts for the guest..while everybody else..went to a club..to see some M E N ,..STRIPSHOW...YEAH..I missed it didn't have no desire to go ..being I had the whole house to myself ..watched cable on her big screen tv..after I finished the guest bubbles and wraps..cleaned up...took my bath..because I knew that when they come home..I would never get a chance to take my bath..had to be up at 10'clock to go to the elk hall and decorate..apparently..they needed extra help..so me..my nephew in law..Eric..brotha in -law Pumpkin & myself was nominated to go that morning before the wedding..we finished in 2 hrs..where we were picked up and taken to the church...it was so exciting..seeing them ..we haven't seen one another in 7 years..since Susie moved outta NY..and it just so happens when they moved..it was right in my people's hometown..Norfolk..Virginia beach and thats 10 mins from Porthsmith..where she lives now...a beautiful area..i didn't wanna leave...her home is so nice and I was just thinking to myself..when my girlfriend..susie momhad died and how she had to move in with me in my 2bedroom apt..with my chidren and her2 girls..a very tight squeeze..and now shes in her own home..with her 15 yr old..and her girls..both have their own homes ...a blessing to say the least..married...beautiful...ERIC..PUMPKIN AND MYSELF had a reunion..being the ls time we saw one another..Eric was about 12..he lived in FAR ROCK..WHERE..Susie left in NY...NOW..HE'S A GROWN man..24..getting ready for his wedding day in July..amazing..how time flies..I was married to their Uncle..Chris..and he looks so much like him now.tall ..handsome..a wonderful young man he is..we all had a ball..Pumpkin..well..he locked for 10 years for sticking up a Mc Donald's..falsely accused..did time for nothing..wasn't even involved..SENSELESS..crime & punishment...A good man..took a mugshot and compared him with another..they finally got that dude...and now he is a free man on probation though..in a halfway house in FAR ROCK..going to TCI..sounds familar don't it..hummmm..LR..SAME SHIT..DIFFERENT LOCATION... MY brotha-in law..he was 21 when he went in..hes now 32.. love him to death..and a for Eric..he made sure I had a slamming time we danced..talked about his Uncle ..why we aren't together..how He spoke to Chris last week in Florida...did I want2 know his whereabouts..I said politely ..no..did I want his cell..again ..I responded ..no..I am lonely..in need of love..but not at the price of being broken hearted..I got to see..Kolengi..her dad..he is living with Jamila now in Va..has a back room..built in their garage..turned it into a apt..real cool..i loved it..all and all memories..lingers on .. my family..years..being friends..helping out...being with Susies cousin...and The marriage that gave up prison life with/prison wifey..me...thats for listening,,have a good 1.. CREATE