| WHILE ON MY WAY TO WORK ONE DAY...I STAND BY MY BED...LOOKED OUTSIDE MY WINDOW...THOUGHTS OF DISTANCE SHORES..WHAT SEPARATES...WARM HEARTS AND COOL PEOPLE...I DRIFT AS DA WIND PLAYS TRICKS WITH MY PERCEPTION..."THINKING" WHAT'S CLEAR TO MENTION...SO I GO 2 SPEAK...BUT... THERE'S NO CONVERSATION WHEN I'M LOST IN TRANSLATION...ONCE AGAIN ...I DRIFT IN2... WHAT HONORS CLOSE FRIENDS WITH NO PEOPLE..WHAT AM I DOING...WHAT AM I 2 PUBLIC OBSERVATIONS. WHERE I'M A SMALL SUBJECT...IN A LARGE CROWD OF HUMANS...A LIGHTBULB APPEARS OVER MY HEAD...CHANGES THINGS...I'M SO TIRED...FUSTRATED...FEELIN INCOMPLETE...WHAT WONDERS...WHILE ALL AROUND ME LEAVES...I CONSTANTLY KEEP...MY MIND... LOSING..WANNA BE CLOSE TO U...I PROBABLY NEED A VACATION EVERYTIME... I SEE FRIENDSHIP AT A DISTANCE...FORGIVE ME 4 BEING SO OPEN...HONESTLY...IT'S JUST..LIFE AS I SEE IT...KEEPS FADING AWAY..WITH NO WORDS NOTICE...DEATH HITS ME...ONE MO' TIME...I CAN'T REACH ANYONE FOR COMMENT...NOT EVEN WHEN IT'S POETRY...SORRY .... THOUGHT I MENTION....BUT IT'S LONELY WHERE I AM...WALLS CLOSE...WHERE COMFORT THINKS IT'S A WAY TO FEEL LOVED...THINK AGAIN...PEOPLE ARE ALL AROUND ME...BUT...I DON'T SEE OPTIONS...SOMETHINGS MISSING....IN MY HEART...DA LINES ARE CAPTURED BY..DA STRENGTH I 'VE GIVEN...I KNOW I'M APPRECIATED...BUT...WHERE DO I FIT IN...IT SOUNDS LIKE A PITY PARTY ROUTINE...BUT...I'M LOOKING AT MY LIFE...AS A FAVOR...NOT A FRIEND..CREATE |
