"Isn't it strange that you can't find a word to

say when you're praying but ...

you have no trouble thinking what

to talk about with a friend?"

do u know why that is...

1.you only thinkin how much time is left b4 u get 2 love..

when it has already showed the outcome..

2.your running late for a dinner date with

some friends and u make a stop for some drugs..

using substitutes for 4play

3.the pastor is waiting for u to show up for service,

but ur more interested in layin

back,in bed,watching the games,

with no respect 2 God

4.my job is my life..gotta

pay them bills..look good for the ladies/gents

5.sex is the more tantalizing

..I need my food

..find ,feel, fondle forget what

I was suppose 2 do..

u missed church..

all because..the world lives by

bread and body..talking

what makes u hungry..where the

flames are flickerin..

burning hearts..what ain't no games

ur not in control

the Lord

brought u here

so ; if what you see is more than it looks like..

it probably is..

no God fearin timeout 2 figure

worship..say a prayer..

thank him..

for no fumbles..or making that last call

2 touch down..Lovin...who??????

by

Sheila T Jordan

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THIS IS TO SOMEONE..ANYONE..THAT HEAR .. HOW I HAVE DONE.SO MUCH.HOW I CAN'T REMAIN THE VICTIM OF ALL THIS ..PLAYED A HAND IN 2 WHAT WAS DEAD WRONG..OUTTA PLACE...IN2 UR SITUATIONS..WHERE I'M NOT THE 1..NOW I FEEL LIKE A FOOL..BEING SHOWN..THE LIGHTER DAYS OF VICTIMS CUNNING,,CRUEL & JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS FEEL..4 THIS ..I AM GOING THROUGH AS IT IS...ONE WAY OR ANOTHER THE HEART GIVES, WHEN YOU KNOW IT'S REALLY WORTH THE EFFORT..SHOW JUST CAUSE 2 UR AFFLICTIONS..KNOCKS, BITE THE HAND THAT READS LOVE.. OUTTA THOUGHT..MAKING IT FEEL SO RIGHT I 'M AMONG> THE CHANGE...NOT 2 BE TAKEN 4 GRANTED' ANY LONGER..IT'S TIME THAT I GATHER MY CURDLES AND WHAY..SAY..NO MORE, PLEASEEEEEEE..IT WAS ALL A GAME OF MAKE BELIEVE...GOING THROUGH 2 MUCH WHAT CAN'T SEE THE WORDS WRITTEN..BECOMES THE BLIND..LEADING 1 ANOTHER IN2..THE SAME OLD THANGS YOU ALWAYS KNEW WOULD REMAIN....A QUESTION ASK WHY ME..WHY ME..WHY ME...WHEN ALL U WANT IS..... H A P P I N E S S..FOR GOD'S SAKE...BREATH IN ..CREATE NOW..LET IT GO..UR ON A BLOG..WRITING EVERY DAY.. WHAT PRETENDS..IT'S OK...WHEN ALL THE TIME..THE SELF INFLICTED, U WANT 2 B SOMETHING MORE THAN..STEPS OUTTA FOCUS, SUDDENLY WANTED UR TIME & PLACE... PASSING ..WHERE U REPLIED..THE HELP..SO ..FOR ALL SENSE AND PURPOSE I LEAVE U WITH THIS..ONE DAY..IT'S NOW 4 ...SET MYSELF UP OVER..NOTHING HAVING 2 DO WITH US.....GUESS WHAT? THAT WAS F___D UP..