THE PLEASURE PRINCIPLE...PT II

In my room..there are 4 walls..in these walls..i am myself respect..one's privacy..in regards to life's creation..gives me that right..in this creation.. there are principles i learned.. from discipline..named..parenting..there were rules to abide by...if i become da call of a wild..if i choose to become a victim..a raging bull outta hand..if i choose to be observed..what becomes explicit to the world...a common example 2 some as..a loose cannon..a freakizoid. what labels me dirt under the mind of a sex toy..but..clean..u seen at one time..gains respect as the ins and outsides of men..i value my decency..i honor who i am..i build a sense of dignity..i am a child from seed faith...as i grow..what validates my womanhood..YES..i get looks..b admired..adored..but..NOT looked as your body parts...now u know what this means..there's no respect 4..care 4..just introduces self as...a lustful.task..a future as.his..ass hole..what he sees in his eyes..another stretched out limo...when the time is right..a form cushion.. enough to fit your manhood..so u think..become confused about him..say to yourself.. is this how he looks at me...the affirmative action..without rights 2 alienate this germ..all u know is love and worship..he needs help..has no respect..outta control.. needs 2b trained as a person with morals...see a woman as a lady..with a good lifestyle..falling in love..without having 2 look in 2 her gentle Ben's background..smiling..hiding what's on his mind..u suddenly place him under suspicion..if u believe this is love...then i wanna know..what is disrespect..to all woman..if a master plan is his sexual exploitations..then your da plan..with him becoming a master..controlling everything he desires..sorry..but i had to bring this out..ON THE NEWS; a couple of days ago..a man that was working for a restaurant..as a janitor..i rather not say the name..was caught..by his own camera..installing it on a bathroom floor..behind the seat..for sexual exposure..this is insane..i don't see a future in lust..sin..or control..that's not what God had in mind for love..respect..honor for relationships..with 2 eyes..not 2x4 roaming the spectrum of sensual appetites..save love..stay focused..when a man loves a woman..he is like God..not perverted..tell the truth..save yo'soul..which one is your choice..coz;when the world possess the urge 2..i close my 4 walls..what's not allowed..the nerve..totally disrespectful....WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOIN ON>MEN..WHAT'S A WOMAN 2 DO...KEEP PRAYING...CREATE.