A WALK TO REMEMBER../ DA MOVIE

GOOD EVENING...I WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME AND SHARE SOMEHING THAT I WAS EXPERIENCING...THE MOVIE A WALK TO REMEMBER IS A LOVE STORY WHICH INVOLVES A YOUNG MAN WHO MEETS A GIRL IN HIS SCHOOL...HE HAD FRIENDS THAT WAS NOT SO KIND AND SOMETHING HAPPEN TO ONE ..WHO ALMOST LOST HIS LIFE ..DUE TO WHAT THIS GUY MADE HIM DO ..IN THE PROCESS OF DOING WHAT THEY ASK..HE FELL INTO THE WATER AND STARTED TO DROWNED...WHEN ALL SAW THIS TAKING PLACE ..THEY RAN AND TOLD HIM WHO WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR MAKING THE ATTEMPT..TO LEAVE..GET AWAY FROM OTHER WHO BY NOW WAS BLOODING FROM HIS NOSE..AFTER THEY PULLED HIM OUT THE RIVER...HE STLL LISTENED TO THE OTHERS AND LEFT HIM TO DIE...SO...WHEN THE COPS WENT ON ROUTE TO GET HIM..THEY PICKED HIM UP FOR LEAVING AND ARRESTED HIM..STAYED OVERNITE..THE STORY GOES IN2 HIM ..HAVING TO DO AS PUNISHMENT..COMMUNITY SERVICE IN SCHOOL.LIKE CLEANING THE HALLS.. BECOME ACTIVE WITH THE THEATRE...HE WAS ASKED TO DO THIS PLAY OF WHICH THIS YOUNG LADY..WHO THEY TENSED AND CALLED GOD'S ANGEL..SHE WAS INTO JESUS AND WAS THE TOWNS PEOPLE MINISTER'S DAUGHTER..SHE WAS VERY WELL BEHAVED AND CHURCH GOING ..WELL THIS GUY THAT WAS PLACED ON COMMUNITY SERVICE..WAS ASKED TO DO THIS PLAY..WHERE HE WAS SHAMED TO BE IN THE COMPANY OF HER...AROUND HIS FRIENDS IN SCHOOL..SO ONE DAY ..THE GROUPS OF KIDS SAW HER AND STARTED MAKING PICTURES OF HER ON THE INTERNET ..TRYING TO MAKE HER LOOK BETTER...SO ONE OF THE GIRLS..WHO LIKED THE GUY WHO GOT IN TROUBLE...STARTED TELLING HER HOW SHE WOULD LOOK BETTER IF SHE FIXED HERSELF UP A LIL..WEAR SOME MAKEUP ..CHANGE HER HAIR..ETC..SO THIS GIRL ASKED HER TO WALK WITH HER TO THE LUNCHROOM..WHERE EVERYONE WAS HOLDING THIS COMPUTERIZED PIC OF HER WITH A BUST AND BIG BUTT..HUGH WOMAN..WHERE THEY ALL BROKE DOWN ..MAKING FUN OF HER..THAT'S WHEN HE REALIZED HOW MUCH HE CARED FOR HER..THEY STARTED A RELATIONSHIP...AS THE DAYS ROLLED AROUND..SHE HAD SOMETHING SHE WAS KEEPING FROM HIM..HER DAD DISAPPROVED OF HIM BEING IN HER LIFE..BUT AS THE STORY WENT ON .I STARTED THINKING..HOW I HAVE A LOVE IN MIND..MYSELF...HE SHARED SO MUCH IN THE LONG RUN..IT GOT HARD VERY HARD..BECAUSE I WASN'T ABLE TO BE HIS GIRL..OF WHICH THAT WASN'T REALLY WHAT WAS BOTHERING ME..OTHER THINGS CAME UP...SO AS THE MOVIE STAYED WITHIN MY RANGE OF THOUGHT..HE TOLD HER HE WAS IN LOVE WITH HER..WHERE SHE HAD ASKED HIM NOT TO FALL FOR HER..BUT..IT CAME WHERE THEY BOTH WAS IN LOVE...HER DAD SAID..THEN U MUST CONFESS..TELL HIM THE TRUTH..THEY WAS SO HAPPY IN LOVE ..SHE WAS INTO THE STARS..HAD A TELESCOPE ..ASK HIM TO JOIN HER..ASTRONOMY WAS HER THING..AS THEY STARTED LOOKING THROUGH..SHE TURNED AND SAID..I LOVE YOU..WHERE HE GRABBED HER AND STARTED KISSING..HUGGED AND FELT HER TOTALLY..THAT'S WHEN SHE HAD TO TELL HIM...SHE HAD LEUKEMIA..THE SCENERY..THE WATER..THE THINGS THEY DID TOGETHER..EVERYTHING REMINDED ME OF WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MY LOVE INTEREST..IN SECRET..ALL THROUGH FRIENDSHIP ..IT GOT TO ME PRETTY MUCH..SO MUCH...I JUST FELL APART FROM WATCHING...NO ONE KNOWS HOW MUCH IT IS WHEN YOUR HEART HAS IT'S YEARNINGS ..IT'S WARM TENDERNESS..IT'S WANTING HIM SO DAMN BAD..YOUR FEELIN SICK IN DA STOMACH..GOT TO CHANGED THAT OUTLOOK..THE KIND OF FEELIN..WHICH RACES...TAIKIN FLIGHT..ELIVATE COMPOSURE TO LIFT YOUR SPIRITS..CLIMB 2 THE HEAVENS ABOVE..WHERE GOD SEE FIT 2 MOLD THIS MAGIC IN2 ANGELS OR DOVES..OPENING UP DA SKIES AND PROCEED 2EMBRACE THE COSMOS..LIGHT THE WORLD WITH WHAT GENERATES DA LOVE..ENERGY DROWN TOGETHER FOR ETERNITY..WHERE HE MARRIED HER..THEY SPENT THERE LAST DAYS TOGETHER..UNTIL SHE DIED..SHE GAVE HIM A BOOK HER MOTHER MADE..WHERE SHE KEPT UP WITH WHAT WAS GOING ON IN HER YEARS AND HE RETURNRED IT TO HER DAD..HE BECAME A DOCTOR..SHE MADE A MAN OUTTA HIM..SHE HELPED HIM BECOME WHAT HE IS TODAY..THAT MOVIE GOT TO ME SO MUCH..IT MADE ME THINK OF WHO I LOVE TO THIS DAY...THAT'S WHY I SAID...I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE..BUT I HAVEN'T HAD THE CHANCE..YET..ALL I WANNA SAY IS I'VE BEEN VERY SCARED OF LOOSING YOU... BECOMING THE SPACE THAT I AM SO WORTHY OF..PLEASE..PLEASE DON'T EVER GIVE UP ON MINE..IF U DO..THEN I'LL BE LEFT ONCE MORE....GONE..NOT UNTIL GOD SAYS SO..BUT STAINED..WHERE U ARE NEVER WEAR OFF..THIS SCARES ME SOMETHING FIERCE...MEETING SOON...I'M READY THOUGH..ARE U..SOULJAH..I HAVE IT ALL TO DO..I'M SO NERVOUS..I WANT THIS FRIENDSHIP TO BE RIGHT..NEVER LETTING IT GO..YOUR SO SPECIAL 2ME..SCARED..ALL OF SUDDEN..DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME..IT'S BEEN AWHILE...CREATE..YOUR PARTNER IN RHYME..:::*_*::

BLOG OF DA MONTH //STUMBLE GOT IT

SUBMIT YOUR SOUL 2 THE AIR WHICH HANDLES OUR LIFE SUPPORT.. AS WE CLING 2 EACH OTHER..I BEGIN 2 SEE A NEW GUIDE TO DIRECT ME 2 YOUR WAVES WHICH FLOAT AMONG MY NERVE ENDINGS...I SLIP DOWN FROM EXHAUSTION..HEARTS BEATING..AT A LEVEL OF PULSATIONS A MIN...BEHIND HIM...TRANSLATING THOUGHT.. WHILE THE SIMPILEST DREAM UNFOLDS US IN 2 TWINE...BECOMING DA GIFT WE WEAR...LIKE A COCOON..WERE WOUND UP..COVERED...WRAPPED AS..FLESH..REDBONE..BLACK LICORICE STICK COMBINED..KICKS THE EVERLASTING WAVES WHICH PROCEEDS TO TAKE LONG JOURNEYS DOWN STREAMS AND LAKES FILLED WITH FIREAND BRIMSTONE...WORTHY OF HEARTS TOGETHER..MY SOUL ENCOUNTERS DA PARTS WITH SUCH SWEET 2 TASTE..RIPPED APART 4 TOMORROW..LOOKING FORWARD 2 WHATEVER U AND I BECAME...IDOLS OF DA STORM..WHERE AREAS DESTROYED LAND WE CONTROLLED AS FRIENDS DEVINED.. MY VOYAGER...MY TRAVELS WITH NO MEMORIES..I ONLY VISUALIZED MADE UP STORIES ABOUT WHAT I WANTED SO BADLY ..AS 2 WATCH FINGERTIPS..LIPS WITHIN TENDER TOUCH OF INNONCENCE AND FAIRYTALES LOCKED AWAY INSIDE MY HOT..BITTERSWEET..MISSION..LETTING GO OF SINFUL DELITES..BARING LOVE..TICKLING IVORY.. MIDNIGHT THUNDER...A SPLENDER DEVINE..WHAT I AM SAYING 2 PASS THIS LIFE FROM BREAKKING DOWN FROM PAIN ANY LONGER..I GRABS A HOLD OF STRUCTURE..BENT OUTTA SHAPE AND CREATES..A THRONE..I WAIT 2 BECOME DA QUEEN..THE STORY ONCE MORE BECOMES LIFE I CAN'T LET GO OF..THE GREASTEST MALE FIGURE..I HAVE EVER GAVE MYSELF 2 SINCE SHOCKWAVES BURIED ME ALIVE AND TOOK MY PRIDE AND SUFFOCATED WIND..THAT HAD NO RIGHTS TO COMFORT BEING SIN..WHAT GOD MADE SPECIAL FOR A WOMAN WITH LOVE FOR HER KING...I MET..DA DREAM ENDING..U 4 ME..I LOVE U VERY MUCH..TRUTH BE SAID..BACK IN DA STREET..WHERE I LIVE...SEEYA ON MY TURF..HARLEM..MEETING QUEENS FOR A DATE..BABYLOVE NEVER SAYING GODBYE ..WHAU..MY CHERI AMORE..FINIS...ONE DAY..ONE MOMENT IN TIME..LEFT U IN MY DREAMS ALWAYS AND FOREVER..BUT HAVING A HARD TIME 2 COMMIT..WHEN YOUR STILL FAR AND IN BETWEEN MY..U KNOW...LIPS>>DOWN STREAM WHERE DA RIDE JUST STARTED GETTIN GOOD.. I WAS COMIMG ..WANTED TO SPREAD DA WORD..BUT I CHANGED MY MIND ..WHEN I SAW..U FIGURE IT OUT..I THINK IT WAS FOR THE BEST..YOUR MIND IS NOT EQUIPPED FOR MY ALTERIOR MOTIVES..U NEED 2 FIND YOURSELF FIRST..THEN I'LL COME 2 BE WITH A FRIEND FOR SISTAH..CREATE...PEACE