THE CUP OF SEMON;DA TASTE BE4 LEAVING

FATHER, ARE U AWARE OF SEED..THEN...LISTEN....POISON!!!DA FIELDS..I'VE BEEN FOUND...AS SEX..REMEMBER THAT BLESSIT EVENT..A HUMAN WITH NO HOME..I LIE DOWN IN GREEN PASTUERS..LAY IN MY MOM'S WATER...GETS READY 2 BURST..FROM BEING BORN..A CHILD MAKES IT'S WAY DOWN THE CANAL...WHERE MY MOM ACHES...SHE SCREAMS..HOLLERS...FIGHTS HER DOCTORS..AS THE INTRIVENOUS BOTTLE COME FALLING OUT HER ARM...THE BLOOD GOES EVERY WHICH WAY ..LOOSE...SHAKES..LIKE A SPRINKLER..WATERING YOUR LAWN...SHE KICK YOUR ASS..JUST BECAUSE YOU SMILED..SAID..I LOVE YOU WIFE...SHE REPLIES...NO DA HELL YOU DON'T...HE SUDDENLY FEELS HER PAIN...NEVER KNOWING THIS IS HOW IT BEGAN...GOD TOLD US PAIN COMES WITH LIVING..BUT IN YOUR CASE...IT'S DYING...THROWN AWAY...LIKE LAST NIGHTS GARBAGE...SHOULD I GO ANY FURTHER...DOES THIS CUT U LIKE A KNIFE...IF NOT..LET ME CONTINUE..SHE WANTS TO LET GO..WHY..IT'S SIMPLE..YOU BEEN GONE..SO WHY SHOW UP NOW...IT'S A LITTLE 2 LATE ..AS I WAITED 4 YOUR RETURN...THE MONTHS KEPTED ME SPITTING UP..WITH MOODSWINGS FROM YOUR ABSENCE...WITH DR JECKEL MEETS MR HYDE..BEING TOUCHED..LOVED..BARES NO FEELINS..YOUR OUT..BUT WHERE..I DON'T KNOW THE FIRST PLACE 2 LOOK...MEANWHILE..THE MINUTES ARE GETTING CLOSER...A SECOND HAS COME...OUR CHILD IS ABOUT 2 EMERGE..WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN..DOC... GET HIM DA HELL OUTTA HERE...CALM DOWN MS ELOISE WRIGHT..SIR YOUR WIFE ASKED THAT YOU LEAVE THE ROOM...HAS IT HIT HOME YET??..NO..THEN LET ME MOVE ON...YOUR CHILD WAS 7LBS6OZ...DID U GET IT YET??..OIC..YOUR HARD OF HEARING..IT'S BEEN THAT LONG HUH..DAMN; HOW MANY DAYS AND NIGHT HAS IT BEEN U LEFT HOME..20..THIRTY MINUTES OR YEARS AGO..I SEE YOU HAVE AN EXPLANATION...LET ME SEE THIS..AN APOLOGY AFTER...35 YRS WOW...LET'S HEAR IT....I COME FROM A WORD CALLED ABANDONMENT...ROTTEN 2 DA CORE.. WICKED...SELFISH...CURSED...A BASTARD CASE...WHERE UPBRINGING CHOSE MY FATE...RULES CAME 2 LATE..SO DENIAL RAISED ME..UNFIT..FAMILY WAS DISFUNCTIONAL...LEARNED BY MANY..DA ART OF BABY MAKING...SLEEPING WITH OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS..DISCIPLINE NEVER TAUGHT A SEED LIKE ME 2 PROGRESS PAST BY WHAT'S WORN IN MY PANTS...BUT I WAS MET BY CHALLENGE...SHE WAS WELL TRAINED..WITH SEX APPEAL...A BODY THAT WOULDN'T WAIT A MINUTE..I'M A GROWN MAN...WITH NO WAY OUT..THIS WOMAN WHO I CALL WIFE..TAUGHT ME RIGHT ALONG WITH RAISING OUR SON...THE SEED WAS DEVELOPED...IDON'T KNOW ABOUT BEING A FATHER...BUT DAD I HEARD A LOT...JUST WASN'T ONE...WHILE I'M DA FRAGMENT... A GRAIN OF SALT..WHAT DRAINS THOUGHT...BECOMES DA FATHER'S ANSWER 2 CHILDHOOD DIPLOMACY...WITH NO DEGREES..SO I CHASED THE MOON AND STARS FOR APPROVAL...LIVING UNDECIDED MYSELF...I RUN AWAY WITH NO LADDERS 2 CLIMB..BECOME BITTER..UNFAITHFUL.. SICK AND TIRED OF BEING (ONE) WITH NO CARE IN DA WORLD...I KNOW HOW THAT FEELS..OTHERS BECAME FAMILY..I WAS A MISFIT..BEGOTTEN GROWN MAN...RAISED BY MY OWN CHILD...NOW I'M WORTHLESS..I DISAPPEARED...NOW WHAT WAS RAISED...I BECAME MY MOM...MY IMAGINARY DAD...MY WIFE..WHAT WAS HIS DOCTRANE 2 RAISE...HE LOOKS FOR..WITH NO EDUCATION...NO FAMILY WITH THEIR ACTS TOGETHER...MY BIRTHRIGHTS ARE LEFT WRITTEN..ON A DOCUMENT..SIGNED HIS FATHER..WITH HIS MOTHER'S NEXT TO MINE..NOW HE'S MOTIVATED AS TECHNOLOGY...THE PRAYERS BEING ANSWER...WHERE DREAMS SAW ME AS FAMILY...GOD CREATED DA SIDE HE KNEW NOTHING ABOUT...NOW 4 THOSE WHO COMES SHORT OF BEING DAD..A 4 LETTER WORD WITH MUCH MEANING IS KEPTED HIDDEN...I'M AM HIS FATHER...I DO EXIST..HOPE LIFE DOESN'T PASS U BY...WITHOUT AN EXPLANATION..IT CAN SOMETIME HAVE DOMINO AFFECT..BEING LEFT UNSAID...LIKE I WAS..PEACE....CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN

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