A POEM..BY CREATE..SHEILA JORDAN(ISIS)
A COLD CHILL INVITES SLOW HANDS..UNREPORTED
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FOR YEARS I'M ON THIS PLANET AS A SYMBOL OF GOD'S CREATION
TO BREATHE..GROW IN WISDOM..LEARN THE FUNDAMENTALS OF BECOMING
STRONG HUMAN BEINGS..WITH A SMART UPBRINGIN..A WELL OFF LIFE
TO NURISH MY SOUL AND CLAIM LIFE..AS A WORTHY CAUSE..MY MOM
AND DAD'S MIRACLE CHILD..WHERE LOVE HOLDS U CLOSE AND NEVER
HARMS..PLEASE SAVE ME..MY THOUGHTS..OBEY WHAT SPEAKS OUTTA LINE..
WHAT LEADS ME AWAY FROM DIRECT PRINCIPLES..GROPES..TOUCHES FEELS
MY ANAMONY..DISRESPECTS A WOMAN/MAN..INAPPROPRIATELY..BRING ME
BACK AS..A WOMAN/MAN..WITH HOPE TO LIVE THROUGH PUNISHMENTS..BE
CURED..DA REASON 2 GO ON..FEELING LOVED..WITH MUCH UNDERSTANDING..
AWISE MINERAL..THE MEDICINE TO RESTORE A MIND..BACK TO HEALTH..
FORI AM HIS CHILD..MORE SO IN HEAVEN..THAN HERE ON EARTH..IF YA
DON'T KNOW NOW..THEN YOUR HEARTS ARE WORN..BY THE CHARACTER OF
LUCIFER..THE ENEMY OF GOD..WHO NOW U SERVE..AS YOUR ISLAND OF
FANTASY AND MISCHIEF..WHERE YOU HAVE TO ANSWER TO GOD FOR
MISGUIDED SEXUAL SICKNESS..I'LL PRAY FOR YOU ALL...PEACE
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When you say..you like what you see and the look is your world's possession..
can't become his/her earth..what's hollow from the beginning..what's black
from..inner space..where the surface speaks different...this makes you do
and say do..without recognizing..it's love.."disillusioned"..the ultimate catch
22..leaving foot in mouth..where dating is pass the pleasure..read..while the
study is her/his...THE TRUTH..IT SLAPS U IN DA FACE..don't utter a sound..or try
to explain yourselves..the eyes of beauty..becomes the meal ticket to enter..
where your heart sees a way to make life more easier...where the prey invites
u to it's home..i say to myself..good job survival..now i can relax..become
the guest...enjoy my stay...da playa..where the game was so simple
to maneuver..life don't live for love no more..2 respect one another...your
the bate..the fish..outta of water..you drown yourself..becoming his/her
feelings..you..a fool and it's closeness..becomes a lesson learned..so many times..being in love.."battered"..the flesh..what withers..changes...dries up..
burns out..evenually..DIES..if you base love on a shape..support..a room..
availabilities..favors...flavas..listen to what's BEEN..around the block..
inside ghetto hearts..what's BEEN..chewed up..spit out..fought battles..
like.this beauty..RIHANNA..wore scares on her lightskin body parts..what
kickedass to prevent from becoming a corpse..lying in casket..leaving children behind for others to raise..although..i was hell on wheels..made it out on my
own accord..i learned to defend my principles..build character..dignity..
become class..the road for me wasn't a game of chance..it was a trial..the jury
..the decision..where i rest assure..this way in life..will pass..but never forgotten and i'll still be living for life..what God says i'm here for..
not who controls MINE..I thank you Lord..for my days and nights..you came to
rescue abuse..manipulation..demands..close 2 death survival..where. i now
know the feelings of love...universal..F A M I L Y..u are the life i live..
the motion to carry on..and the rewards given..at a time my world was spinning
outta control ..saving souls now for Jesus..letting them know...I come as
peace...if your with me..please ACT LIKE YA KNOW..sooooo..in the name of GOD
THE FATHER ALMIGHTY..i made it out alive..NEVER 2 WALK THIS ROAD AGAIN...AMEN..
NOW YA KNOW THE TRUTH..FRIENDS..I CAME FROM ABUSE..I LOVE EAZY..BUT..ONLY FROM
A DISTANCE.."HURTS" SO BAD..I PAUSE..IN SILENCE..CREATE
