this is a face of worry..the look I can't get outta focus..
the look who can't do anything right
in tune with his emotions
what keeps fighting for his way in life
while becoming one ounce of freedom
left inside a cell..where there's no
choice..no friends or lovers
no rescue 2 look forward 2
what wrote him back..as
criminal acts..outta order
for many who recognize this lost
victim with many people supportive
where a life of broken dreams
waited for his return as a system
locked up..perpetually my son..
what
can't control his anger
wrote his rights to being a man
with problems nobody cares about
but his own..God as I come to you
this evening..so tired..holding back
the tears,wondering who 2 blame
4 my son's conviction
all I can say at this moment..let
him learn from his mistakes know
that the only thing that worth
getting picked up again
is..don't..the prisons are filled
the time is short..life span won't
see u become innocent. again
this becomes the down fall
of contempt
where his life I wear in my heart
sickness in my stomach
pain in my chest
and disbelief
shows me negative
performance
the day he walked out that door
straight to the corner
where all hell greets him outta
nowhere
quick...fast..in a hurry
the
SLAMMER of
Conviction..
called me..just said
he's held at Kew Gardens
Court House
ask
Is this NATHAN'S MOM
I confirmed
just ask why..
they wouldn't go in2 it
I AM DISDRAUGHT'
bitter,
angry, hurt..HERE I GO AGAIN
I CAN'T BREAK
FREE
ARRIVES HOME 24HR
SWEEP CLAIMING
BLACK
AN ATTEMPT 2 SEE THROUGH
THE SYSTEM..
INTERROGATED 18HRs
PROBING
FROM NIGHT IN 2
DAYLITE
WHERE MY CHILD WAS FOUND
INNOCENT
SEND HOME
AIN'T THAT A BITCH
PEACE
SHEILA T JORDAN
CREATE
