Tuesday, June 30, 2009

ONE TOUCH OF MICHAEL

TODAY I AM OK...others found me quiet.. silenced..my head bowed..to a legend of POP..I TELL YOUR STORY WITH ME IN MIND... MY KING..u was driven through years of worldy contributions..a young man with a lotta ambitions..the earth keeping u from falling..loosing balance for absolutely no ways are u tired..but you've become a warning..what follows the family after The number 5 reign supreme among a kingdom full..nations with loveto give..a voice with music inside..acapella rhythm..which left the world speechless and destinct 2 be like MICHAEL..the arenas full of people smiling dancing to the tunes..where speakers vibrates..feet starts to move o the tune of beat it bad..thriller..smooth criminal..heal the world..human nature..i'll be there..touched by many..i only know..when i was growing into harmony and song a strong bind of commitments were followed by a throne..u see; i saw this phenomenal talent..I had a chance to touch his hand at MADISON SQUARE GARDEN.. in NYC..SUDDENLY..I began feeling so lifted..so light weight..the smile is all i've have been seeing..he left that feeling on me..i wore it for days and nights.. he did the moonwalk..the stage exploded..after the show..the doors where he walked out from their dressing room..i waited..there was a friend of mine who used to work there..i have to thank...THANK YOU ANDRE..MY Brotha..where ever youare today ..if it wasn't for u..Michael and i would have never got that close2 reach the smiles addressed..right in from of me..OMG that face..he was gorgeous..nothing changed at all..but something certainly was gained..i was his company for 5 mins..then it was goodbye..my friend..he called me friend..held my left hand and said..be back soon..don't forget..with those words..i hold to this day..as my song..the torch..i BURNED FOR THREE DAYS OUTSIDE IN YOUR MEMORY.as my fire OF LIGHT..which beans beyond your moon shining..dancing..up in the heavens he is the future i longed for to return..the message to all his fans..>LISTEN<.. THOUGH I KNOW WE SHALL BE AS ONE..IN ANOTHER LIFE..I'LL ALWAYS BE MICHAEL JACKSON 2u..on EARTH..A KINGDOM FOR HIS AUDIENCE..A SYMBOL TO REMEMBER AS LONG AS LIFE CARRIES MEMORIES..HOME IS WHERE..I'LL B THERE..WAITNG..WHAT DON'T CARE ABOUT US..CHANGES..IN 2 THE SPIRITUAL TREADWINDS..~~H E A V E N~~..LAST STOP...PEACE...LOVE is universal in the pretense..u MICHAEL..king...IN THE NOW..FOREVER..CREATE..MUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, June 27, 2009

TORCH SONG/ REMEMBERING MICHAEL

THERE THERE NOW..(Michael's VOICE)... this was to b expected...i see ya look up..with your tears enuff 2 float the worlds population of drought empty..what i care so much for..what would happen to us all..what i was all about ya know..the seas with it's tide to perform..like me with many memories I've given.i'm left as a trademark on your music box..i wanted so much to b the type of humanitarian for my kingdom..wearing unity..longing for your love & compassion..but..my realm spoke bitterness, I come 2 let these feelings subside wearing faces no one recognized..my own.. what I've become 2 u..talking..interpiding what tributes the side of life who understands what i been through..i call her the copy ..whats inside of me.. she followed my journey..where her pain watched what came today and yesterday drama..both laced with sugar cane and rhapsodies with my brothas and sistahs singing..supporting the dream I've become..when my world tours breaks the bank.. I stand..smiling..waving..this is where she finds me..we become one..the pain within what side herself..the image..lonely..changing what raised issues and try to compromise fault..after the air started to close and i died..no one knew... she still wears my image..I was a life..you once knew professional..but..I saw a chapter of me burnt..being the accused..my rep abused."Pedophile"..the bed friend of neverland..my island..where i cut all tides from growth ever 2 exist.. left a society accusing..with inuendoes..allegates..what reeks me as propaganda speaks with young in mind..demeaning me news fit 2 commentaries.. why does life beat on me..talks like i am your enemy..when all i gave you was talents surpassed..leaving the moon as your dance to incorporate years to follow..king of pop..when souls come as one family unit..I only described..my love..knowing..I was an outcast walking through fire of guilt being thrown by the media coming in for the kill..so with this..I say..speaking from the bottom of my heart..love don't live here anymore..i figured my face wasn't enough to satisfy the change delivered..what i looked like 2 the outside world..could not be helped..so i rest inside of who lives my pain..this writer is..a carbon copy of inner sides spoken..words I deliver..my final breath of fresh air..UNNOTICED ..Goodbye WORLD..family..I love you all..signed... Michael Jackson born..A life she holds on 2..AUGUST 29,1958...hers..AUGUST 23,1952.. IN CLOSE Proximeter 2US..Peace Brotha in the spirit..the pain is well lived.. born mutualllll..STILL..whats felt..long b4 I knew..I'll b there..I wear u.. like me...hurt..so i never can say goodbye, Instead..I say HELLO 2 neverland ..sailing..takes me away 2 where I'm the anchor2..ride the waves.. where my heart flows in wind..sharing a glove that represents PEACE ON EARTH.. WHAT WE ARE..***VIRGOS***..whats guides U2 what has always been inside of me.. the signs coming 2 a close..where I continue on..THE TORCHSONG..DEDICATION...(SAILING)..CHRISTOPHER CROSS..from me..(FACEBOOK) YOU TUBE..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

AN ANSWER 2 PT II..IT'S NEVA TOO LATE IN Q?

I ANSWER DAVID CARTIER'S IT'S NEVER 2 LATE Now u know ya right at the center of controversy..how can i disapprove ..the light your so richly requested..remains the current conversations news..the point of no despair or humble beings with meaning 2 dispute your thought patterns ..with lessons willing to break down and convey your counter productive views on helping lives be more in 2 loving,in a nation that pores it's heart out,cries,begs for a truce.. continues 2 oversees abuse,never giving cause or final words,thanking God for the sins that we've become,no points in everlasting peace, avoids how you feel, ignores a life that's dedicates strategic commands..the limitations..immulates the rules like congress runs and escapes your reasons for new rules in legislations, moral ammnesty..burning candles for victims facing penalties and aftermath effects,left to disregard the needs for trial & error to discarriage what struggles 2 eliminate one another's lifeform, mother Earth,leaving time in a capsule 2 orbit space, human remains,what is the hell,is this what was meant for our civilization created, persevation,the evolution 2 remain cloned chemistry, happiness, lures common decency 2 fall by the waste side,commands it's man/woman2 bow down and battle for their country, with no knowledge to watch there steps walking close to land mines, from under your feet drama,what succeed everything to me has left to offer death, the only release,leaves no conscience or draw conclusions, desert, build 2 destroy complexitites, build, destroy mankind.a sign 2 complete battle,one 2 one whose ahead, repeats the trivias requested, be ask, the game not played, life as well, but the enemy waits patiently,the new chapter 2 succumb a brain2 control, take control pitfalls, make life uncertain, wears guilt on your behalf,names America for changes 2 come,phanatically overcomes our Nations fought, with death and crime right where we live..a precieved notion, no one will ever read in 2 our own defenses raising issues in our own neighborhood,terriorized, the mind waits whats told in promises,burns u alive in native tongue and dangerous threats for our young 2 b witnessing,whats challenges the tug of wars,third world bombards,where eyes wide opened,surrounds focuses,whats right in front of war colliding in American,,the beautiful,u think!!!!!!!!!!!!good willed takes it's chance on loving thy neighbor takes was given..leaving u no space 2 sign yourself back home,where you never left at all,signed you patriots, only in America..smiles..but at who?..peace..sheila Jordan...Create...ownership after name been given..now reads..MAYA..SMILING..I'VE BEEN IN HISTORY,KNOWN AS CECILIA..MEANING,SHEILA..ISLAM..SIMLIHAM..SHEILA,ARABIC,ISIS..EUROPEAN..CELIAH

Monday, June 22, 2009

LET IT BE THE BREEZE IN 2 CLIMAX

I'm desperate..the infimite release comes together..relax at peace..the productis Trojan..what stares down my clevage..what increases the size of my bosom..lays beside me..waits for performance..to lubricate what swells.. feeds theprotective orgasm..what rains overflow slowly taps in time with yours..where the sound of doors closed..i become the howl of the night..an animal emerged so furocius..roars..makes a kingdom so alluring..where i'm his woman..devours the body so magnificent..the sweat rolls down..over and around pressure points..knocking as the intersession dialects me like no other lover.. makes me scream with desire..touching those corners in need of pulsation..the power to face me down under..linen and lace..pillow cases..softly consoles my heart2 interlock to take charge of countless minutes..where sunlight rages mornings beaming..playswith my love stages..deeply being cast..the sounds of fury..where the beast of beauty protects the final curtain call 2 bedrooms in black language..keeps da days of wine and roses..what i see when u were my piercely submerged tangle web we weaved. one full blown attraction open curtain to find..whats down and out..whats left in that dark pleasure..the oncore to what matters..the Trojan plays...b the last performance..a love..with jungle hunger the roar in habitat..a kingdom for his QUEEN..MAYA? translation.. (SHEILA) IN EGYPTIAN...the inner PASSION..whats inside 2 lovers> CREATE...Sheila T Jordan

Sunday, June 21, 2009

COLORICs /A TAPESTRY READ...

(~~~~A poem~~~~) I start by losing sleep..times grabs a hold of leisure ways 2 culture..he bleeds lines with raw footage..the art crafty repertoire of hanging me out to dry type spectacle..where the body melts..drowns it's cohabitants..send a message of radiance..where the sandcastle plays swift movement..rides the soil and drips of fine outlines..movement meets tapestry..the roads in Egypt..where fire storms blistering heat of exposure..where passion over endures your heart's beating..compels a figure be the image..where brushes captivates..strokes you from under.. allows the wait to draw symbolically inside..travels through spaces left empty..control the inner spectrum of candy..sweet chocolate..where the m&m mixtures leaps through your lovers liquor..places stronghold 2 lavish Ecstasy..where a fine line of love..draws u closer with the colors 2 distract.a mood for romance..u puncuates positive angle 2 gravitate heights.. coats whats sexy abbreviates the draw of facial pleasures..never to forget.. what sells as..the high price spread..delivers free of charge..with no exception as it's down payment just rembrant moment..worn..a work of art.. being lost..find in time be 4 your portrait is gone..becomes..a purchase possessed..the optical illusion meeting what lies beyond color being rescued..free..I'm being SOLD..cast shadows with many eyes lookin on the portrait better known as...the Instruments of WOMAN..a musical rendition of notes read..the painting..Create..sheila T Jordan

Saturday, June 13, 2009

THE BIRTH BY RITUALS/ VERSE/ DA BEGINNING..A TRIBUTE

U come with linen and close touch..wrapped with love..eyes greets your smile.. a demeanor 2 be proud of..where happiness is well deserved..honored..while pictures represent the memories..looks down..captures your beauty..poise.. loveliness welcome..soft velvet skin..whats so delicate..sweet..a voice that speaks..gurgles so precious..bubbly enough to swim river JORDAN holy.. blessed the adolescence of lifeform..sobriety..with limbs..with movement 2 da tune of Paul Robeson in acapella beat..SHOWBOAT..Operas overture..the makings of a star.. ancestrial magnitude..b announced..the arrival of KINGS and QUEENS.. our black culture with morals..the gene u bring forth 2 raise..a written document..birth right..a child of African decent..flava brought among our people..stature by way of LIFE..where i am the makings of you..what prepares me for days 2 come..biblical..a continent exposed..whats becomes an introduction.. 2 identify Nubian bloodline..a seed ..Earths beginning..what endures strength tranquility left in the dark..unifies color line..where embryos of black boys and girls are welcomed..never knowing what's to b expected where roots becomes the levels..finds addiction..hatred..spirited love child blessed knowledge..the roadto discipline learns..breeds SLAVERY..time measures 2 persevere..the seed to absorb wisdom carried through my 9Th womb of arrival..met with..weeps for mercy..where i live in times of the Cathedrals..knowledge of scriptures read..instilled the soul2 be saved in heaven..taught the fundamentals..the wrath of punishments..sins..learned 2 become the escape..life everlasting struggle.. through trial..tribulations fed..but spared by the Lord thy God..my refuge and strength in times of trouble..the reasons you breathe air..comprehends your guide to salvation..where teaching starts your history..become the book of theories.. where there is no limit being left a secret..fighting back whats traded..marked.. used..a cry for help..living with irreconcilable differences..what sees the struggle be 4 it erupts..words speaking anger..betrayal..selfishness..abuse to your pass rituals..where i become life..the guidance..Christianity..royalty enriched..the jewels of the Nile..the soil..it's beauty..what flow inside growth..builds strong hold a risk 2 attempted..what disrespect my people.. testimonies..where i flourish under God in heaven..awaits cultures..delievers my soul 2 rest in your hands..give me eyes 2 read..educate stories..based on facts.. not fiction..counsel..defy my legacy..the final hours of need..reasons..I'm the desperation to stay who i have become..bow down on my knees and pray at the alter..repeat the words..i am the truth..the light everlasting..where the slave trade brought back symbols of embellishment..2 compromise my immunity..remains my struggle..living the beginning..2 what was my end..questioned..an embryo..where my cycle repeats itself..needs change..but targets what looks the same..a deseased habit forming conflicts..reality at the forefront of learning 2 cause what effects..the circle..360 degrees..what separations.. 2 divide..what loves..where i become no remains left..critical..a deadly weapon drown..our flesh and blood proclaimed..no more stories on EARTH..where we are the unfaithful..your strategy...from the begnning of time..the future is now what begins the end.. without the truth being read..the true disciples of Christ JESUS..BLACK..OUR KINGDOM..we change..has come..the OBAMA..THE vitamin inriched our Capital..thank u..i am blessed in your honor..the pardon is a lil late..but..thats alright..i know where i'm going..what comes around..full circle..ends victorious..the seed unspoken..is now a child born living right..NUBIAN..like GOD..wears acolor.. suffered died..buried..in disbelief of the king..THINK..who does this remind u of..what did u learn embryo..whose your brothas keeper..PEACE..CREATE.. Sheila T Jordan..

Friday, June 12, 2009

LIFE AND IT'S ILLS ..COMES 2 THE RESCUE/A DONOR 4 JASMINA

i am glad to announce lil Jasmina won her way back to life..she recieved a transplant in which gave her another chance..we all are so thankful for the prayers and love that was sent out...here shes getting much support from artist..Rihanna...where severals artist came to harlem hospital..when they visited this wonder..brave young lady thursday..where she recovered successfully..God Bless her..her family..mother's child is well and in good hands..the futures looking brighter..good luck ..Jasmina...God Bless u..peace.. Create.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

HARLEM'S ..COTTON CLUB..HERE I COME..YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On saturday,June 27th..will be the night of dance..celebration and song..we will be honoring my cousin and founder of the learning institute of Harlem NYC..EUGENE A LAWSON Phd..the master of ceremonies..which will make this his 13th anniversary and Inaugural affair..in which..none other than..the one who participated with the selling of tickets and was ask to recite her poetry..yes..thats me..will be the voice of liberal rule..bringing myself to the tables of eyes looking on ..while cocktail and music accompanies the background..i'm so excited about this night..i needed that lift to stimulate my inner child..wish me luck ..my viewers..this might be what i've longed for..harlem dignitaries..witnessing my flow..with smooth threads with a mood to play with the mic a lil around my people from Virginia..philadelphia..Boston..NJ and the home plate..NYC..the proceeds are in favor of the harlem boys and girl choir..GMHC..THE CITY COLLEGE OF HARLEM NY..SYLVIA RESTAURANT and THE RIVERSIDE CATHERAL OF HARLEM..i've been very busy with preparations and family making up their mind..some have to work on saturday..like me..but i'm taking off..my peeps don't do ..taking off..money for bills and for fun..thats double the interest..lol..on the front of this article..you can read it's history..check out the pics..how the name cotton club came about...unti,the aftermath..were i will do partII..take care ..my readers..peace and may God BLESS YOU ALL..Create..Sheila

Monday, June 8, 2009

STOP THE DAMN POLICE BRUTALITY

I'm the streets that make up your innocence to worlds that live n turmoil the subject of police brutality..on a journey to become one more victim in pursuit to aim..where voice..throw blows at me..with force so angerly..with hands that become your whip ass..beat the living daylights outta schizophrenia.. the life with objects terrorizes me..a mind sick..pharmaceutical patient..some body's son on medication, u took following orders outta jurisdiction..a black man..with no means to file a report of disorderly conduct..what the hell did i do..while your fist was outta control stepping towards me from your patrol car.. where your partner just told me to bottom up my shirt..u intervene..beating me like i came at you first..the penal codes of being arrested..went a little too far..the anger of my defense..holds hands up to protect false allegations..on tape..where the prove is in what demonstrate police brutality..what does it take to show the law after the your job separates hours from reality..takes you to your door safely..living as a civilian..just like the world u claim to protect without time to think about your guilt..where..love is your life and it's principles normal after you rest your head with no thought of my condition..living like other human beings..the voice carries out destruction..rears your hostility in motion..whats physical insane..on duty..as the man in blue ..who tels ya..there our law enforcement..24 hour protection around the clock...bullshit..the streets walks with no such safety..where your thinking it's in the laws hands ..yeah..it is..savagely using what blames NYC..the people who lives with injustice..treated like animals..if something don't change soon our survival will take it's laws and retaliate..life is a means to reinforce itself a damn shame..the time is now or never..this officer needs to be reprimanded..charge with ASSAULT and BATTERY..with termination..it's come to the point...civilization is on it's own accord..where..police are the main reason..a badge has no authority..beating down a senseless act..left in charged..curious of ..Your neighborhood men in blue..the code..with lil or nothing done..in the name of black..an African American with no life to protect..now your own is acting up..what did i say..code blue..a race to save innocence..a twist of character..is now proof on camera...thank God we do have what beats the system..in it's own actions..where words need not be applied..just eye witnessed what lies beyond a pink slip..out of a job..about time..we are the people of this life..if it takes a vote to unanimously bring law enforcement to their kneels..i will petition this move to change the laws of police with anger management issues..fight back..or continue to see this kind of treatment..all over the land..no justice..no peace..felt sorry for this gentlemen..GOD BLESS..WE CARE DO U??????..CREATE..Sheila T..Jordan

Sunday, June 7, 2009

MEET MY FAMILY/ A VISIT TO SAN FRANCISCO/ COMPETITION FOR MALCOLM

GOOD DAY..FUN AND HAPPINESS This was a weekend full of laughter..good times and disappointments..As the competitions were over,as saturday sunday came and gone..all left from a wonderful weekend ..who came along for support of Malcolm..while Ervin..his dad..my ex-husband..our daughter..shatika..my niece Cheryl..who presides in San Francisco and shatika's friends..Nirobi and Charmaine from high school and college..back here in New York city..the days of Fashion industries and City College..brought them all together..spent time for just 2days of which daughter tiki..caught a cold..due to the change of climate..she stays over Cheryl's..while Malcolm and Ervin stayed in a hotel..it was the guys first time in Fresco..while tiki has in-laws that lives there..her husband family..she was in a weddng 4 years ago ..so it's been many times with her spenting it with CHERYL and her Husband's people..she wasn't quite use to the weather being so hot,but she came prepared..where everyone had to do a rush rush visit..Charmaine lives in Los Angeles ,,so she had to drive 3 hrs to get to FRESCO b4 all had to leave, but they were about to do a little shopping..went around the Bay area,the BRIDGE..etc..all and all..everything was planned ,Cheryl knew where to take everyone,,Nirobi unfortunately had to b tiki's replacement for sightseeing..she was coughing..had to rest..while robi escorted Ervin and Malcolm around San Francisco..Cheryl had to play doctor..making tiki better and as far as the competition,they all attented where Malcolm lost to an all girl group from washington D.C..thats funny..because that where Malcolm fortunately just moved..lives there now..lol..such as life..what a kick in the ass..but theres one thing important about this weekend..the love that shined..while being connected..sorry partner,next time..it will be u and i..lol..as you can see..I wasn't available to make this happen..there was an AIDS WALK IN NYC..had to do what benefits..u Have a good evening..the next time is definitely on CREATE.. PEACE..SHEILA T JORDAN..this is only the beginning...:::*_*:::smilin..mmm..chow