"Tyler Perry

~~~~

Big Announcement! I wanted to tell you this before the tickets went on sale in most places….Madea is officially going on tour! That's right, a Madea play, live on tour! I have managed to carve out about a year to go on the road and see you all again. I gotta tell you, I have missed you. There is nothing like a live performance and if you've never seen a Madea play, then you haven't seen Madea at all. It is an experience, just ask someone who's seen it…..SMILE It's been 5 years since I've been on the road and the timing just happened to fall right into place. I needed to get away from Hollywood for a second…clear my head. There is no better way to do that than to come out and see your faces and be reminded of where this all started. The show is called MADEA'S BIG HAPPY FAMILY. I'm going to come through as many cities as I can. I know I can't get to all of them but I'll try and get as close as I can. Get your tickets early! I want you to have the opportunity to get good seats first before the rest of the country hears about the advertising, ok?"

NYC...January28-31...WAMU

Facebook | Home

Facebook Home:

"We can say

'Peace on Earth.' We can sing about it,

preach about it or pray about it, but if we have not internalized

the mythology to make it happen inside us,

then it will not be.” – Betty Shabazz''

Facebook | Home

Maya Angelou Facebook Home: "Here, on the pulse of this new day You may have the grace to look up and out And into your sister's eyes, and into Your brother's face, your country And say simply Very simply With hope -- Good morning.'"

Quote 462-A NY STATE OF MINE

Quote 462: "Do you see this? N-Y-P-D! Means I will knock your punk-ass down"

0rijinal0ne - 0rijinal 0ne - BlackPlanet.com

0rijinal0ne - 0rijinal 0ne - BlackPlanet.com:

"The last time I was in love the feeling was strong I had the perfect girl but the timing was wrong A coal won't turn to diamond if the pressure ain't on So I put the pressure on her now my girl is gone I gave her more then a man with money & land I had a ten year plan in which to expand But she cashed in her stocks for money in hand It was like trying to plant a rose in the middle of sand Regardless of the fact that I invested in that I gave her every thing she earned with the interest intact Chapter 11 love took the shirt off my back Like a long distance runner who ran out of track Like a block of dry ice firm in your grasp It burns the flesh off like forgetting the past Even roll up my pennies piggy bank gets smashed Open up a trust fund and then I would ask Her for a joint account in a bank of glass So she could see what we had and what we could amass"

song 4 this day...NOV 29th..

happy anniversary

my friend..

starts our blogging 2 yrs ago today

Heartbreak Hotel

By

Michael Jackson

SLAVE 2 THE RHYTHM

Facebook Home:

THOUGH EFFICIENCY

LOVE AND RESPECT FOR

THE HUMAN WHICH MAKES THERE

OWN DECISIONS..GAINS WISDOM OUT OF

CONSTANT REGRETS..WHERE UR

HEART IS MADE OF STONE AND NEGLECT

WHERE THE MIND COMES IN 2 CONQUER

WHAT GAVE U THE INITIATIVE

TO BETTER ONE'SELF

NOT 2 BLAME THE WORLD AND IT'S

ACCOMPLISHMENTS

WHERE U SEE NO POINT IN

HEARING WHAT'S RIGHT OR WRONG

TAKE A LOOK AT WHAT IT IS

SAY TO URSELF..I AM LOVE

WITHOUT USING HARSH CRITICISM

WHEN THE BATTLE STILL WEARS SCARS FROM WHAT

CAN'T GET OVER

FEELING LIKE I'M NOT IN FAULT

KNOWING ALL THE TIME..IT'S

A STRUGGLE TO LET GO AND LET GOD..like a slave

2 the rhythm of a NOBEL PRIZE winner's speech..

AMEN

SAVE UR SOUL...Create

Sheila T Jordan

“Change does not roll in on the wheels of inevitability, but comes through continuous struggle. And so we must straighten our backs and work for our freedom. A man can't ride you unless your back is bent.” –Dr. Martin Luther King"

O V E R..

"If" Rudyard Kipling

"If" Rudyard Kipling:

"Rudyard Kipling written in 1910 for his 12 years-old son John If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated don't give way to hating And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream--and not make dreams your master, If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim, If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build ‘em up with worn-out tools, If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breathe a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after they are gone, And hold on when there is nothing in you Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!' If you can talk with cowards and keep your virtue, Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch, If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you, If all men count with you, but none too much; If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds worth of distance run Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!"

Love Quotes

Love Quotes: "'I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.' Anonymous 3.

love quote:' Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?' Cinderella 4.

love quote: 'Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination.' Voltaire 5.

love quote: 'Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.' Anonymous 6.

love quote:'It is love, not reason, that is stronger than death.' Thomas Mann"

PROGRESS REPORT

Today ..

I am standing strong and merciful..

mother's condition is well..she's recovering

beautiful

although I am counting the hours ..

days weeks of her recovery..

it's really helping me..

but at the same time ..as I stare,

taking notice ..shes so sweet and gentle..

she talking well..

but with the condition of her sight..

keeps me down..

I can't let on what's going through my mind..

so I keep smiling..laughing along with what she does..

how she moves..when I bathe her..

her body is so frailly..

I have to catch myself from holding back the tears..

her eyes are stretched out..

where she tries to see..

her smile reasures you..shes feeling good..

her appetite is excellent..

her comfort is well appreciated...

she had a few days of

missing her bowel movements..

I bought some things in which to correct the problem..

where it worked..she loves that activia..

so do I..lol

she whispered in my ear after the aide left one night..

I didn't want to worry anyone..

but,

it took alot outta me to get it out..

Iask..why didn't u say something ..mom..

she replied..just didn't wanna bother u sheila..

but all and all..

shes cleaned herself out..

was happy..thank God for this..thank you for listening...

Create..Sheila T Jordan

~~~

"'So always trust the Lord because He is forever our mighty rock.' Isaiah 26:4 God Bless You,"

Daily Bible Verse on Facebook

Daily Bible Verse on Facebook:

~~~

"November 25, 2009: hAPpYbIrThDay> ANtHoNy bErRy<

He would have been 52 today..

(Tammy & NATHAN 'S dad) For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God."

u are thought of..

Past Life Analysis

Past Life Analysis:

~~~

"Your past life diagnosis: I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation. You were born somewhere in the territory of modern North China around the year 1350. Your profession was that of a builder of roads, bridges and docks. Your brief psychological profile in your past life: Revolutionary type. You inspired changes in any sphere - politics, business, religion, housekeeping. You could have been a leader. The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation: You are bound to learn to understand other people and to meet all difficulties of life with a joyful heart. You should help others by bringing them a spirit of joy. Do you remember now?"

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com:

"To: cws812je Subject: HELLO SWEETIE HELLO SWEETIE, MY NAME IS RANSFORD, AND AM A SINGLE, I SAW UR PROFILE AND I WAS MUCH IMPRESSED SO I DECIDED TO GET TO KNOW U WELL. DO U HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER SO THAT WE CAN CHAT THERE NOW , MINE IS ransford15@yahoo.com GIVE ME YOUR ID SO THAT I CAN ADD U NOW SO THAT WE CAN CHAT THERE NOW AND GET TO KNOW MORE ABOUT EACH OTHER, STAY BLESSED UNTIL WE CHAT"

THE WORD SHALL SET U FREE

"If you don't

stand for something,

you'll fall for anything!"

~~~~

Righteous beliefs conquers

the mighty sound..speaks..forms it's own

barriers.. what breaks

the comfort for release..holds on to

the very platforms of feline

where I COME..the storms of nature..raddles

the chains..asking ..what can I do 4..

while the target of demands closes

innocence w/ loud audience..interuptions

alerts the soul ..what fights to incorporate..

shakes the room with mellowtoff cocktails w/slurred

speech..what wants 2 b a role as

talent behind what can't read..signs on a board

takes the floor..smiles..but settles

for thunda unrehearsed..

left on a platform..motionless

like..the 3 ds of scripture

defy..determine..what's the definition

to becoming a slow discovery.. a

new beginning..as the role call takes it's

place..commence 2 beatme.. I continue in battle..

bones crackin..

blowing it..Jazz is talking..what can I do

NOTHING..falling..broken..left..no words..

to defeat..what can't stand on his

own 2 feet...

Create

mario_woodkins - BlackPlanet.com

mario_woodkins - BlackPlanet.com: "Member Since: Nov 05, 2009 Sex: Male Age: 39 Last Login: Nov 20 Location: New York, NY Race: Native American Zodiac: Taurus"

Facebook | Sheila Create T Jordan

Facebook Sheila Create T Jordan:

I will keep his praises..I shall live by council..

absorb like a sponge..

the knowledge..to transport words from food of a lesser God fed..

what walks the path..but lives beyond christanity.. I will restorate..

gain wisdom of food lacking... the plate served ..Create

Facebook | Sheila Create T Jordan

Facebook Sheila Create T Jordan:

MY VERSE..

Be ETERNAL..

THOUGH UR DAYS ARE

COUNTED..UR..

LIFE IS PRECIOUS AND YOUR

HEART BE..THE

WISDOM & THE KNOWLEDGE

TO BARE ALL THINGS..

SUPPORT

ALL THING PROTECT

ALL THING, DO ALL THING..BE

CHRISTLIKE

IN UR SOUL..ON THANKSGIVING &

THROUGHOUT THE HOLIDAYS..

AS A CIRCLE OF LOVE..AMEN

PEACE..CREATE

"November 23, 2009

Therefore let all Israel be assured of this: God has made this Jesus, whom you crucified, both Lord and Messiah. Acts 2:36"

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com: "From: justchat Sex: Male Location: Miami, FL Age: 50 Last Login: 7 hours ago"

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com:

"

Date: 20 hours ago Category: Community To: cws812je Subject: Re: justchat tried to send you an IM Hello again. I did live near Baisley Park, and I attended August Marttin also. What I wouldn't give for some rockaway Fish House right now..... LOL By the way, I'm Daniel and it's nice to meet you Shelia ------ Original note ------ From: cws812je"

Facebook | Home

Facebook Home:

"You may encounter

many defeats, but you must not

be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary

to encounter the defeats , so that you can

know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can

still come out of it.

' –Dr. Maya Angelou

Amateur Illustrator - Galleries - freakyross's galleries/The lyfen' tym3z uf Fr3aKy R0$$ stumblin over Jakk Danny's/the african mask-arade

Amateur Illustrator - Galleries - freakyross's galleries/The lyfen' tym3z uf Fr3aKy R0$$ stumblin over Jakk Danny's/the african mask-arade

lets go bac..

not 2 far..just enuff 2

feature what I had

admired..this brotha finds himself..a G..

with

a definite means to survive..

I was going through

some yahoo past & presents..although it was

not by accident

I ran across this talented man

but..sometimes when u love a person..

become the flesh

of one's being..I discovered

he reminded me of

my past brotha

Leonard..

the art form..

the many ways his innocence

leaves words indescribable..

decent mannerisms

respect for whomever..this is how

I determined

my Love was creation..

what the mind feeds through..

a polished gentlemen who

has character..a need

2 b recognized..where eyes just stay

elsewhere

your goals in life leads u,

as the example

where age moves u .. growth elevates ur

stamina..claims u adult..where time

gave you gift..to spread ur wings and fly

become the flight emerged

u are by far,my hero

I've admired so much and now as I give my

friend..some words of advice

when the earth circulates the moon

365 days of the year..facing difficult

times in the economy..

jobs are hard to come by

King..

please stop and smell the roses

what breathe a fragrance of performance

arts & entertainment has been

left on ur doorstep..whatever you do..

however

it's been accomplished..

I will always believe in you

if ur kind of love I interprets as fallin...

yeah

somethin like what on going..but..truth b

said..ur mind I cherished..

I got philosophy

that speaks..in order 2 energize a battery..

u gotta apply the powers that wears

the elect..

the tools 2 enhance

performance..this is where I come

as creation..the rib

of friendship spoken..

i wanna seeya

make it my partner..wanna see what's

been on hold..

words intensified

hands doing..what God gave u..

thought

I mention...the crush of Love

was for the love

of brainpower..I feed off of knowledge..

faith..I have in you

as ..Success..all I see..

a very smart

brotha..stayin focused..like

your poetry

reads..I won't let u go..why..

ur a POET..A WRITER

A TECH...KNOWLED=GEEE

AND MOST OF ALL

LOVE4 ART

When I found u..then

it was heaven..if i appear 2 b in ur way

forgive me..But..

GOD made no dummy's

logic..I happen 2 dig

brightlights in dark places...1~MIC~

CENTERSTAGE

where my callin speaks

my bloodlne..

~FAMILY~

WHAT YOU'VE

become..Sheila T Jordan

loveya..

One Chance..One Moment

One Chance..One Moment:

"This is where I become..one ounce.. memories..the past ..future and what remains a symbol ..what gives back to..this blog, I shared so many things, which is none to mention...nothing special.. but years of finding myself approval... where the eyes are shifty..sneaky and disturbing .. to say the least...but in my days.. down the road of depression and sadness... there a kind heart..a soft effect .. whats been so outta touch with reality, the hourglass of love..quickly evaporates .. like a dry sahara desert..I enter the life of a scorned female.. sending a message in a bottle.. paving a way for results hidden .. a story left to reveal...the pages of our archives, a family left to discover.. faces with no indentity...gone in search to b . support and meet the demands of tomorrow...4 today..

Create..Sheila T Jordan"

"What a beautiful e-mail from my beautiful sister-in-law...........I thank you so very much. Norma"

my son's affects of mom at the Hospital / on release

this broke me up..

touching..Memories

of 911..only worst..he visualizes

her

where memories of his grandma living

is alive, but seeing her in a condition

that soon will bring the R E A L I T Y

he repeats Trauma all over again..

something

we have no control of

but to wait, make

moms days happy, comfortable

with L O V E

Create

He writes me..the night we left the hospital..

Monday

"I apologize for not seeing you and grandmother off today. The combination of being overtired and really not being emotionally ready (although I thought I was) was a bit much. I love you, too, lady."

***H A P P Y *** T H A N K S G I V I N G S***

FROM

***

THE

****J O R D A N *** F A M I L Y****

were all in prayer

I was assigned to her

from the family

so..this is what i will be doing

until..God Bless YOU all

hospice is what

my mother care provider

is

this will be her needs at home

where everything will b

provided.. all and everything

for her..Thank you..HOSPICE

Facebook | Sheila Create T Jordan

Facebook Sheila Create T Jordan:

"the one thing I learned in life..if ur calm sense..they'll b no non-sense..once u follow innersense..u become one 2 prevent.. when this happens...all sense and purpose is well understood..all day ..every day..go in Peace..it knows no battles or convictions or charges..NONE.. the accused.."Create

HINDU LOVECRY

Thought I only knew as secrets

I saturated my own mischief..on weekends in secret..while that train sat..the ride..

I will share..U as my affair..I will hold ur dreams 2 release my nightmares..I

will lift u up from being scared..when my love grows deep.. send a message by text..

playing WHAT LOVE GOT TA DO with it.. just allow the ride ..it's comfort2 become our meeting..

where the train boards u..succulent sweet liquor..

wine..ROSE RED & warm embrace...so we move like the sounds of locomotion,

while lights..camera..action disappears in the dark... a cabin..where noone hears us flirt..moan..jerk..

where our bodies are closely heated...the steam is skeeting ..

among the engine so loud..we escape a crown .. indulge in love..

nobody hears..but suspects us..of silence

locked away from the world love meets him..

the one who saw eyes that sparkled so dapper..staring back...wanting a chance 2 feel how would we b on .

.a weekend growing in Seattle..ALL A BOARD number>1284..TRACK 3...

What met a friendship...becomes relationship...so we are so shy a first...he said..meet me every weekend..

no expenses paid..it's on me..I will show you love& all I have 2 give...she smiles, a mother of 2 kids..

a widow..early at 39.. so as the story continues... it's a year LATER...

she cries the blues..meets a friend in need of conversation..

from the lost of a love one..my husband..but he is the train ride met..I grieve outter love..my hurt grows fonder..

wanting his love..meeting in quiet places...

sharing good times...holding me ..kissing..but never give

him my personal space.. what separates him from my hearts of affection,

the love of my daughters..14 and 19.. so be the times render..the hours giving my heart 2 love..

as I walk the pages written another man I can't get enough of..the smiling face..

his beautiful red skin, eyes that makes me wanna keep him closer here..inNYC..QUEENS

how does one go drifting back and forth..having a good time...sharing me...on the weekends..

feeling so right..knowing by rightious rule of my faith..it's not right..

the man's married..

with children while I am the mistress in waiting..

where love waits for a new..

right here at home...God U reign Supreme counsel..my soul in place of sin..

where my muslim beliefs..challenges my spiritual wisdom 2 change..me..sancuary...I pray to Ali for strength and self respect..

for life leading me ..with courage & pride..in ur name...although I know ..

the earth counts my days..my soul wears no decay of dismissal in faith,

I extend my hand..as ur friend..where u decide..who is best..where nearest to my heart..leaves no closeness or scandal...

far away still remains inside..until then I become..ur answer2..faith..arrive unannounced..

Discipline..my choice still lives..yours..Peace sheila T Jordan...

Dedicated 2 a sistah of hope in love..OUR aide..

Farina FOR mother...A CRY 4 HELP..Create Hindu speaks through me..

incitefully.com - use less

incitefully.com - use less:

"why dont you want me? what did i do? the worst you can

accuse me of is simply loving you.. you were my sunrise the stars in my night but you've left me again and i'm too weak to fight i dont think you knew how i needed you so and how much it hurt each time you let me go so i'll let the tears fall let my tender heart break it will get stronger in time but i'll always feel the ache"

incitefully.com - divert me

incitefully.com - divert me:

"divert me i need something else to keep these hands busy so they stop imagining touching you these eyes need something new to see so they stop envisioning your face this heart needs to b filled with something else

cause it feels so empty now i miss you every night, everyday i feel it build, this pressure i ache, and i wait and i dream our dreams"

incitefully.com - divert me

incitefully.com - divert me: "divert me i need something else to keep these hands busy so they stop imagining touching you these eyes need something new to see so they stop envisioning your face this heart needs to be filled filled with something else cause it feels so empty now i miss you every night, everyday i feel it build, this pressure i ache, and i wait and i dream our dreams"

Facebook | Sheila Create T Jordan

Facebook Sheila Create T Jordan:

"I MADE A FOOL OUTTA

BEING A FOOL..

so eazy... i watched slowly..

how stupidity laugh..

grabbed at a piece of me.. invited review as

their future book..

2 riddles..RHYMES..Dumb sense..a page 2 write...

what..RELIED UPON.

.ur comments.. confessing.. forgive me..

4 I knew not...

what FOOLED ME.. proof READ me 2 B..

all lies..

WrItTeN ..

NO COMMENTs"

I HAD 2 HAVE A PIECE OF U

I HAD 2 HAVE A PIECE OF U:

"BEST POEM IN THE WORLD

I was shocked,

confused, bewildered As

I entered Heaven's door,

Not by the beauty of it all,

Nor the lights or its decor.

But it was the folks in Heaven

Who made me sputter and gasp--

The thieves, the liars, the sinners,

The alcoholics and the trash.

There stood the kid from seventh grade

Who swiped my lunch money twice.

Next to him was my old neighbor

Who never said anything nice. Herb,

who I always thought

Was rotting away in hell,

Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,

Looking incredibly well. I nudged Jesus,

'What's the deal? I would love to hear

Your take.

How'd all these sinners get up here?

God must've made a mistake.

'And why is everyone so quiet,

So somber - give me a clue.'

'Hush, child,' He said, 'they're all in shock.

No one thought they'd be seeing you.

' JUDGE NOT!! Remember...

Just going to church doesn't make you a

Christian any more than

standing in your garage makes you a car.

Every saint has a PAST...

Every sinner has a FUTURE!

God answers prayer,

it is His sovereign way

To freely give His

blessings day by day;

One earnest plea and lo!

from heaven's throne

The answer comes,

for God has heard His own.

- Anon.

God delights in the earnest prayers

of His people

. ~~ Tommy is T.A.D. III ~~

"BEST POEM IN THE WORLD I was shocked, confused, bewildered As I entered Heaven's door, Not by the beauty of it all, Nor the lights or its decor. But it was the folks in Heaven Who made me sputter and gasp-- The thieves, the liars, the sinners, The alcoholics and the trash. There stood the kid from seventh grade Who swiped my lunch money twice. Next to him was my old neighbor Who never said anything nice. Herb, who I always thought Was rotting away in hell, Was sitting pretty on cloud nine, Looking incredibly well. I nudged Jesus, 'What's the deal? I would love to hear Your take. How'd all these sinners get up here? God must've made a mistake. 'And why is everyone so quiet, So somber - give me a clue.' 'Hush, child,' He said, 'they're all in shock. No one thought they'd be seeing you.' JUDGE NOT!! Remember...Just going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in your garage makes you a car. Every saint has a PAST... Every sinner has a FUTURE! God answers prayer, it is His sovereign way To freely give His blessings day by day; One earnest plea and lo! from heaven's throne The answer comes, for God has heard His own. - Anon. God delights in the earnest prayers of His people. ~~ Tommy is T.A.D. III ~~ Reply Reply to all Forward"

Maya "Painted Pyramid" Reveals 1st Murals of Daily Life

Maya "Painted Pyramid" Reveals 1st Murals of Daily Life:

"November 12, 2009—

A series of unusual Maya wall murals,

complete with hieroglyphic captions,

are providing archaeologists with a priceless look at day-to-day

life in the empire circa A.D. 620 to 700. Previously known Maya murals all depict the ruling elite,

victories in battle, or religious themes. (Explore a map of Maya ruins.) But exterior walls on a 'painted pyramid' buried for centuries

in the Mexican jungle

(pictured, a corner of the pyramid undergoing excavations)

have shown Maya scholars something

completely different. The murals—discovered in 2004 at the Maya site of Calakmul

—depict ordinary people enjoying much more casual pursuits,

according to a new, detailed description of the wall art."

..MOMS IN THE HOSPITAL../ FALLS..HAS DEMENTIA

I am in shock this is Sunday..the 15..

4 days after I heard the sound over my head,coming

from my mother's room,where..

My brotha & I got the scare our lives..My mother..had falling from the bed..she would always keep her door locked as a safe precaution from anyone who walks in..well..when we opened the door..there on the floor was my mom..she had been dealing

about a week with a swollen left leg..i soaked her feet in the massager..gave her an aspirin..as a result ..the swollen subsided..but only a lil..we watched her performance all week..when that tuesday..I was seeing signs of slowing down..forgeting..thought..I ask her how she felt..where she replied I'm ok..but then I started noticing..she had nothing else to say..sleeping a lot..all day

long..kept telling me she wasn't hungry, when I place food in front of her...she commence to eating like she was starved..drinking water like she was dehydrated..AGAIN i noticed ..she had nothing to say..my mother had an incident when she was 15..where her hearing was damaged ..as a result from a dentist..and back in those days..there wasn't any anesthesia..he operated trying to pull her teeth..when he broke her jaw bone..where she was injured..hearin loss all her life ..wasn't able to hear loud sounds..so as a result of her history..the ear started hearing less in the weeks that had progress..on October 30..friday ..my grandson turned 11

and we celebrated with a few friends, in about an hour in to the party..i was downstairs on the computer..talking to a friend in Virginia who moved there from Queens...when my oldest daughter comes downstairs, telling me about my mom's performance ..how she just sits..no talking or a mention of.anything..I told her I'll b there in a min..went to see..where..

she was just sitting on the edge of the bed..rocking..I took care of patients with DYMENSIA..ALZHIEMERS,before..so right away I saw signs..closed the door to my moms room..ask ..mother are u ok..she angerly snapped at me..replied..why do u keep asking me .. i'm fine..go out and have some fun with the kids..celebrate ..don't worry about me..then I saw that she needed my help with changin..her bed was wet..her clothes were soiled from sitting in the same spot..wouldn't move..I grabbed her in my arms and said..mom..i gotta help u change your clothes..the bed needs to be changed as well..where she calm down..said..ok..when i helped her up to get to the bathroom..I notice her leg again..it got bigger..she was draggin herself across to walk..after she got cleaned..fixed the bed..I fed her..where she ate everything..the same reaction, I always give her water with her meals..but this time..she ate..drank water, a cup of tea.. a cup of fruit cocktail..again..like she was starvin..so when my daughter came bac and..said hi grandmother..she smiled..gave my daughter a kiss..said ..i stuffed like a pig..i'm gonna go and lay down now..ok..my daughter said ..ok grandmother, when I saw she wasn't wearing any shields on her ..with panties underneath..I said,mother,u didn't put what I gave u on before u ate..so she looked..and I saw her naked under her robe..where she just forgot to get dresses..i sighed for a moment...my eyes kept watering..my arms could not stop holding her..wouldn't let her see..me crying..I wiped the tears..helped her get all her things on ..properly..placed her in the bed..sat there..when I noticed ..the rest of her pads were out..so my daughter and I went to walgreens..got some pads..and a couples of items for the house..drove back..she was sleepin like an angel..we walked in..gave her a kiss..where she woke up..looked at us and started cryin herself..said..I love u so much..thanks for everything u do for me..tiki said..grandmother u ok now..she replied..I'm seem 2 be losing track of my thoughts..I..I don't know..and thats when the reality hit us both..she was showing signs of Dymensia.. this pass MONDAY..October.9..my mom eyes were so clear and alert..but..the truth was she is failing fast..I stayed upstairs with her until..my brother left for work..watch a lil tv...waited for her to say something..when she did..It was..I'm tired..I ask.. u wanna lay down now ma..she said..YEAH..nothing else to do..when we were just watching..dancing wit the stars..just like that, she went to sleep..I just walked her..in silence..cried again for about an 20mins..

sitting near her bed..thinking..what's gonna happen if she leaves us all..

well..Today is SUNDAY..

beat ..tired from running..

>WEDNESDAY..Oct 11..

We had to hospitalize her.. my aunt who WE just lost in MARCH..

my mother's sister..the remaining of two ..my mom and my aunt Eunice..which is in a home,

for the elderly..were 5 girls..

Eunice is the baby girl..

MY Mother is the Oldest one..now..

The prognoses reveals..

a fractured bone and a blood clot in her leg

from that swellin ..

I stayed all day until family showed up around 6 oclock that evening..making a scene..where I just needed some sleep..away in the waiting area..

where I bent down..

gave my mom a kiss..

said the family is here..

so I gotta let everyone take

turns visiting..gonna go home now and get some rest..

she took one look at me..said..u do that sheila don't worry about me anymore..

than I paused..started heading out the door..

turned back 2 say..seeya tomorrow mom..

at which..she just fell off to sleep...

she has Dementia..shes recovering..

~~~~ the family MEETS W/THE DOCTOR'S TOMORROW AT 11AM..for counciltation on the days ahead,..what 2 expect..in her final hrs..pleaseeeeeeee PRAYER FOR OUR FAMILY..

THE JORDANS..

thanks for being there..May God Bless u..

Create..Sheila T.Jordan

Facebook | Sheila Create T Jordan

Facebook Sheila Create T Jordan:

"LovE hOnOrS a SiNgLe pEbBlE In gRoUpS Of sEvErAl.. WhAt's bEeN maKiNg RoOm 4 TroUbLe..Ur HeArT bReAkS AwAy FrOm fOwL OvErToNeS..WhaT'S BeSt 2 hOnOr 'sElF'' tHaN 2 MInGlE, bEcOmInG a RuMbLe...LeT's GeT rEaDy 2.. SeT iT oFf...ALl Bs..bEcOmEs ...hApPy EnDinGs...aNotHeR aCt.. bRoUgHt 2 u By..tHe PlAn..HaNd WrItTeN"

~~~~

ThE WeEkEnD UpDaTe

A mEnTaL sTaTe oF mInD

In&OuT

BaCk & FoRtH

ToPsY tErVy

sPeLlS LoVe 2Me

"Isn't it strange that you can't find a word to

say when you're praying but ...

you have no trouble thinking what

to talk about with a friend?"

do u know why that is...

1.you only thinkin how much time is left b4 u get 2 love..

when it has already showed the outcome..

2.your running late for a dinner date with

some friends and u make a stop for some drugs..

using substitutes for 4play

3.the pastor is waiting for u to show up for service,

but ur more interested in layin

back,in bed,watching the games,

with no respect 2 God

4.my job is my life..gotta

pay them bills..look good for the ladies/gents

5.sex is the more tantalizing

..I need my food

..find ,feel, fondle forget what

I was suppose 2 do..

u missed church..

all because..the world lives by

bread and body..talking

what makes u hungry..where the

flames are flickerin..

burning hearts..what ain't no games

ur not in control

the Lord

brought u here

so ; if what you see is more than it looks like..

it probably is..

no God fearin timeout 2 figure

worship..say a prayer..

thank him..

for no fumbles..or making that last call

2 touch down..Lovin...who??????

by

Sheila T Jordan

View

View:

THIS IS TO SOMEONE..ANYONE..THAT HEAR .. HOW I HAVE DONE.SO MUCH.HOW I CAN'T REMAIN THE VICTIM OF ALL THIS ..PLAYED A HAND IN 2 WHAT WAS DEAD WRONG..OUTTA PLACE...IN2 UR SITUATIONS..WHERE I'M NOT THE 1..NOW I FEEL LIKE A FOOL..BEING SHOWN..THE LIGHTER DAYS OF VICTIMS CUNNING,,CRUEL & JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS FEEL..4 THIS ..I AM GOING THROUGH AS IT IS...ONE WAY OR ANOTHER THE HEART GIVES, WHEN YOU KNOW IT'S REALLY WORTH THE EFFORT..SHOW JUST CAUSE 2 UR AFFLICTIONS..KNOCKS, BITE THE HAND THAT READS LOVE.. OUTTA THOUGHT..MAKING IT FEEL SO RIGHT I 'M AMONG> THE CHANGE...NOT 2 BE TAKEN 4 GRANTED' ANY LONGER..IT'S TIME THAT I GATHER MY CURDLES AND WHAY..SAY..NO MORE, PLEASEEEEEEE..IT WAS ALL A GAME OF MAKE BELIEVE...GOING THROUGH 2 MUCH WHAT CAN'T SEE THE WORDS WRITTEN..BECOMES THE BLIND..LEADING 1 ANOTHER IN2..THE SAME OLD THANGS YOU ALWAYS KNEW WOULD REMAIN....A QUESTION ASK WHY ME..WHY ME..WHY ME...WHEN ALL U WANT IS..... H A P P I N E S S..FOR GOD'S SAKE...BREATH IN ..CREATE NOW..LET IT GO..UR ON A BLOG..WRITING EVERY DAY.. WHAT PRETENDS..IT'S OK...WHEN ALL THE TIME..THE SELF INFLICTED, U WANT 2 B SOMETHING MORE THAN..STEPS OUTTA FOCUS, SUDDENLY WANTED UR TIME & PLACE... PASSING ..WHERE U REPLIED..THE HELP..SO ..FOR ALL SENSE AND PURPOSE I LEAVE U WITH THIS..ONE DAY..IT'S NOW 4 ...SET MYSELF UP OVER..NOTHING HAVING 2 DO WITH US.....GUESS WHAT? THAT WAS F___D UP..

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com

Read Note - BlackPlanet.com:

"What greets u as a fragrance..what lifts you..carries what's natural 2 breeze..flows within storms, grabs a hold of warm when I get close 2 resistance, challenges amounts 2 compare worn..attracts only what comparison 2.. the lion in winter...the roaring seas of summer..what urges me to wear ur odor..what can't get 2 ur scents of manly.persuation, rights 2 stay... the air of the...Excelerator...Create..your OWN..experiment..."

REVIEWS PLEASE..WORKING ON A NEW PROJECT

MAN'S COLOGNE

create823's favorite websites - StumbleUpon

create823's favorite websites - StumbleUpon:

"SHEILA JORDAN is a 57 year old woman from South Ozone Park... Queens, New York, USA Welcome...Create..//'_'\\ you are a woman with fine lines ,but no old ideas..u are the family's future.. the scores to achieve,,mutual..a kind heart and deserving culture..,a hard rock sistah..with fire & spunk.. good sense of humor..blessed as a christian..walk with my head up high, the arts & entertainment.. a poetry in rhythm..signs of speech patterns . art of making Love.4 ya comfort...Peace & happiness throughout eternity..a role I give...saved for so many.. a trade..worthy of givin.. back to love human, tg he..the Gift I recieve as .his read.;God..I thank you from the bottom of my heart... CREATE,,sheila..Peace..c///*_\\\?"

Facebook | Videos Posted by Dulce Fernandes: Save the Bed-Stuy Farm! [HQ]

Facebook Videos Posted by Dulce Fernandes: Save the Bed-Stuy Farm! [HQ]:

c"Save the Bed-Stuy Farm! [HQ] by Dulce Fernandes (videos) 4:33 In a Brooklyn inner-city community residents are fighting to keep their farm. The Bed-Stuy farm, once a neighborhood garbage dump, was transformed into anurban oasis that produces over 7,000 lbs of fresh food every year, helping feed more than 4000 people a month through an emergency food pantry. The farm is a source of community pride that has inspired neighborhood greening, backyard food gardening and food pantry agriculture projects. It is a constant reminder to residents that better nutrition and healthy eating are within our grasp.Now, though, the farm is threatened by development. Watch the video and learn how you can help preserve the Bed-Stuy Farm."

"Thanks..

~~~ for that bill of confidence..

that don't cost ya nothing to pay attention and look up ..feel the comfort of knowing..

u are loved..the backbone in need of building what's been lonely ..these words of gratitude

love & compassion..space from being

distant lovers

a hot flash of desire..a kiss without

feelin u, how much it means

to live a moment when..the touch of

cashmere,,soft as a babies

bottom..smooth

as a hustler's feed in time

of worship the acts of reading a

sermon from

verses in a choir percession

when the urge

to hold u,creates an undesirable

mass of destruction

wearing heat exposure..thinks

I wanna be inside what

u provide

the stroke of ur genius, positions

sexual climax..

the bone 2 dawg sense

release time left without

man's embrace by

a Real WOMAN's

lovecall..sayin ur the One

I need, the ONE I Love..bones in my flesh

lacks strength but always protect

what's ready

a delicate ROSE

the hours

unmercifully..talented, BUT

most of all

DELICIOUS..waiting

Still 4 yo'

Bod..dah !!!!!!!!!

**MOTIVATOR**

Create..Sheila T Jordan

*//`<`\\\?

God-Like

God-Like:

"GOD-Like The supernatural power and magical being; the flower, is proof of Divine existence; Never begging our resistance; Always an open invitation to intimacy and elation. A comfort through the absence of light; fragrant Jasmine that blooms at night. Brilliant gold layers unfold into a glowing Marigold. A Gardenia emulates a Rose; a sweet resting spot for one’s nose. Dahlias, whose stems safely hold cocoons with bans of gem-like gold. A butterfly takes its first flight from Zinnias, lit up by light. A vivid purple and pink entwine in the elegant Fuscia design. Orange Tiger Lillies burst from green; standing like a sculpted figurine. Each flower is a masterpiece; A friend to ALL, who lives in peace; Who unconditionally gives; Whose life demonstrates how God lives. We live out our lives without seeing a flower is a GOD-like being."

Walking Alone

Walking Alone:

Walking alone,

I’m not distracted by triviality. Walking alone,

I think about my life’s reality. Walking alone,

I watch my feet steadily lift me along, Step by step,

they carry me to wherever I belong. Walking alone,

my life’s mistakes become clearer in my mind. I come to see it's Truth

I seek and exactly what I find. Walking alone

and reaching upward, like trees along the way; whose limbs form a forested cathedral

where I go to pray. I see living in Truth is very real,

not just a distant dream, and far greater than the more shallow pursuits

of my life’s scheme. Walking amongst the grandeur of

God’s vast and brilliant plan, I come to see the importance of the

evolution of man. Reflecting upon options I’ve faced and

the choices I've made, I gain strength in knowing that on Truth’s side is

where I have stayed. Walking alone,

in wondrous awe of the splendor all around, I see that I’m never alone

and what a friend in God I’ve found!"

To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of chi..... - Ralph Waldo Emerson

To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of chi..... - Ralph Waldo Emerson: "To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty, to find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. - Ralph Waldo Emerson

How I Became a Madman < The Madman < Khalil Gibran <4umi word

How I Became a Madman < The Madman < Khalil Gibran <4umi word:

"You ask me how I became a madman. It happened thus: One day, long before many gods were born, I woke from a deep sleep and found all my masks were stolen —the seven masks I have fashioned and worn in seven lives—I ran maskless through the crowded streets shouting, “Thieves, thieves, the cursed thieves.” Men and women laughed at me and some ran to their houses in fear of me. And when I reached the market place, a youth standing on a house-top cried, “He is a madman.” I looked up to behold him; the sun kissed my own naked face for the first time. For the first time the sun kissed my own naked face and my soul was inflamed with love for the sun, and I wanted my masks no more. And as if in a trance I cried, “Blessed, blessed are the thieves who stole my masks.” Thus I became a madman. And I have found both freedom and safety in my madness; the freedom of loneliness and the safety from being understood, for those who understand us enslave something in us. But let me not be too proud of my safety. Even a thief in a jail is safe from another thief."

SUBJECT MATTERS

Well it's Monday..

and I'm sharing a lotta read,

I'm starting to see life ain't eazy dealing with

GOODBYES,

now don't get me wrong..it's not what u think..

what I'm sayin has no baring

on what isn't working out for me..

persay..

i'm going through the trial periods of losing a love one..

right before my eyes

prepare to face the unevitable..

what shaped life on going,what reared..

raised me with discipline,

a good lifestyle..

what gave me the chance to become a

child, with everything that I was able2 have..

a great home..

a well kept structure..the manners

to respect my elders..the calm of knowing..

there will be a life everlasting in the spirit

through each passing day..

I prayed for something I could look back on..

with laughter

in the rain as well as sunshine..

where birds are singing..the air is fresh& clean..

the road

stands clear and wide enough to take me on a journey,

return in good hands with God..who

I am so faithful and endearing..

what showed me,the way to prosperity..

love and joy in the

morning..Yes, I'm speaking about

the one person I grew up with,,changed my clothes,

gave me hope for the

future.scrubbed my back..

fed me well..make sure I had enough money

to carry me through school ..

the one who sat me down...encouraged me to fulfill the dream

what raised us on history of Martin..Malcolm,

Abraham& John..kept a strapbook on our black

leaders..came to all of my plays..

had my brother & I attend church on sunday..

READ..the bible so

I WOULD know God..sing praises..

in his name..

make sure my appearance was in tack..

hair worn neat as a pin..with barrettes and ribbons..

tryouts for commercials

when a talent scout approched me on the street

.while I was playing with

the neighborhood kids..

in the Bronx

through the years ..

I learned there comes a time in life..

the souls been used for a long time, repeat..

with ur children..all grown..with.. theres..Mother's job is

through..u begin to see the change,

where shes not so strong..

but weak in the limbs..her stability decreases..

her moblity leaves her walking with a cane..

her figure starts to strink..

where ur now 2 feet taller than she is..

now it's looking close to time..

where I must realize time is short..I love you MOM..

ur the archor..

what kept me afloat..my right hand..

when..I needed u the most..my left foot..

when my muscles ache..

when my head was hurting from a cold or virus

..when I discovered measles and chicken poxs.

.where I missed my spelling Bee,

where the teacher chose me and another

student to represent the class..damn that hurt a lot..my class

lost the competition..got back from being sick,where I

was greeted with respect and love..when she gave me birthday parties..

had a million and one friends from all over..that was fun..

i love u mom..the bitter w/the sweet..

the bad times..

I played hookie with my friends..

they put me on suspension for 2 days out of school..

where my dad had t come and pick me up..

I hated that ..he wasn't hearin it..got whipped..

sent to my room with no dinner,

mom would come in when DAD was sleep

and serve me some bread/w a jelly and peanut butter with milk..

a kiss on my head..

a smile on her face..said..why did u do this Sheila..

I say..

i was not getting along with some girls in the school..

started to fight with me..because..

of how I looked,

this was an on going thang growin up in the Bronx,

then moved to Queens..

with all and everything real..I made it through..

no thanks to my

brothas & sisters' who was far from my age level..

my brother Tony and i were her Last children on the totem

pole of 10..and now as the days move so fast, life has taken a toil on her health..

she moves slow,

i bathe her..cloth her,kiss her all day and night just like she use to do for me..Yes, the tables have

turned,it is now 2009..she lives at 98..but suddenly drifts from conversation..

stares due to her sight..

had a glaucoma operation in one eye..

suppose to due the other...cancer of the breast..

she refused to b cut..said..

when that happens,I'm done 4 ..it's over for good..

so..this is it..

I had to share this bit of my life with you..

for anyone who knows ..

God is a good God..but don't follow..

better change there ways and stop living just for you..

but for others WHO..

take time out..devote ur there efforts

to a love one..

a parent..an elderly victim of the Holocaust..

anyone who gave themselves at one time in your life..

don't b selfish or cruel,

just think how ur life would b,

if there wasn't a mother that taught u the ropes of

being held and comforted as..

love...

all the days of ur life..

i'm scare, nervous, not prepared for this..

keep ur heart close..

but wear your bodies closer ..

outta the box..before it's time 2 say goodbye forever

until God comes..

understand the reason you were born..

God Bless.Peace..

Create.. in dedication to my MOTHER

~~~~

Mrs.Artelia (Bullock) Jordan

I LOVE YOU..