WHICH JUNGLE LIVES HUMAN

IN THE DISMAL CLOUDY DAY..WHERE SKIES ARE REACHING OUT TO SUBSTITUTE WHAT LIES IN DISTRESS BY INHABITENCE..WHERE DA LIFE OF JUNGLE IS RUNNING FREE WITHOUT A NOTION 2 CAPTURE WHAT'S ABLE 2 ENJOY THE NATURE..TO ABSORB YOUR INNERMOST ANIMAL INSTINCTS..WITHOUT THE WORLD ..TAKING OVER IN CAPTIVITY..BEING REPLACED BY..ELEMENTS OF GENERIC LIFEFORMS AND HUMAN BONDAGE ..BY WAY OF ATTACK..WHERE MAN'S LAST MISTAKE..IS TO CONQUER..ANIMAL KINGDOM AND PAY WHOSE IN CHARGE..BREAKING A WILDLIFE CONSERVATION...GIFTED BY THE HIGHER POWERS THAT BROUGHT FORTH ON THIS PLANET..SOME BODILY SPIRITS TO ROAR..IDENTIFIING WHO WAS THE MASTER OF HIS KINGDOM..WHAT DRAWS U CLOSE..TO UNTANGLE WHAT MAN AND HIS CORRUPTED NATURE 2 CONTROL THE WILDERNESS...TAKES AIM...LETTING THE DEMONS WHICH EATS CIVILIZATION ACROSS THE FIELDS OF DREAMS..WHERE ANGELS HAVE WINGS...DOVES BECOME YOUR GUIDING FORCE AND THE COMMON MAN SHALL DIVE AND CARRY OUT HIS DEVISTATION..DESTROY LOVE...THE ONE THING MAN KNOWS NO COMMUNICATION...I WRITE THIS BRIEF CHAPTER OF INHABITENCE..BECAUSE.. IT'S JUST LIKE MAN IN LIFE..WHAT GIVES THEM THE POWERS TO ACHIEVE A WORLD THAT WAS A PARIDISE..KNOWS THAT IT'S CAPABLE TO CLAIM WHATS BEEN ASSIGNED...ALSO..WHAT'S BEEN GIVEN AS SCRIPTURE..THE WAYS 2 ENJOY WHAT GOD HAS PLANNED...ALTHOUGH "YOU" AS THE WRITTEN DOCUMENT..WHAT FORETOLD THIS SYSTEM...IS DESTINCT INSIDE YOU 2 MAKE A LIFE OF VURTUE AND BESTOW YOUR WISDOM AND WELL BEING ..TO CLAIM YOUR VICTORIES...I LOVE WHEN A MAN CAN OBSORB KNOWLEDGE IN ORDER TO CONQUER ..DESTROY FAILURE..TO GO AT ANY HEIGHTS TO GAIN FORTUNE...WHAT GIVES HIM THE AIR TO LEVEL..WHAT'S UNBALANCED...TO GO AND ACHIEVE THAT MOMENT OF FEAR...WHERE BELIEF IS PLAYIN GAMES WITH HIS SUCCESS..I DREAM ABOUT THE PARIDISE WRIITEN..SPOKEN ON WHEN EVERY DOWNFALL PROCEEDS 2 BE A TARGET 2 EMERGE FEELING POWERS OF HUMAN..THE COMMON MAN..EXCEPTED BY THE GOOD OF THE LAND AND NOT GETTIN EVEN..WHEN THINGS DON'T GO YOUR WAY IN LIFE..THE ACCUSED ATTACKER WAITS IN DA WINGS AND FORCES HIMSELF 2 BE CHALLENGED..ATTEMPTING 2 FEEL DEFENSELESS..BUT YET DESTRUCTIVE...A LIFE IS PRECIOUS..DELICATE..LIKE A FLORAL ARRANGEMENT TO HAND YOUR WIFE..DAUGHTER..LADY..MOTHER..IN THE JUNGLE OF WARFIRE AMONGST OUR LIFEFORM..I DISCOVERED..THAT THE ONLY THING TO DO IS TO CHANGE THE WAYS TOXIC AMMUNITY..WHICH HAS TAKEN OVER NATURE BY STORM AND DECAYED THE LOVE AND WIPED AWAY OUR DECENT HABITAT..WHERE ANIMAL INSTINCTS HAS SWITCHED HIS CALL..2 BEHAVE LIKE A REAL MAN AND GIVE HIS QUEEN REAL PASSIONATE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND APPRECIATE HER APPROACH 2 EXAMPLE HIS KINGDOM..BEING QUEEN..WHERE PASSION KNOW NO HATRED.. UNTIL ANIMAL MAGNETISM BECOMES THE ROAR OF HIS OWN MEANS 2 POWER..WHAT MAKES HIM ACT THE SAME...VIOLENT..I CAN DREAM...AS LEAST 4 NOW...WHAT ABOUT ETERNITY... WHICH ONE IS MY KING...PEACE..CREATE..AKA..SHEILA

POEM

I'M THE FLOOR..WHERE I POUNCE..SWING MY ARMS AND SHAKE MY ASS..I GAVE U A STEP..U CAME BACK WITH AN OUNCE OF SWEAT..YOU GRABBED MY HAND AND I RASIED THE ROOF...COMMENCED TO KICK MY HEALS..JUMPED UP IN DA AIR SAYIN...CAN U DIG ME NOW..DO U FEEL MY VIBE..TOUCH MY HEART...I 'VE BEEN LIFTED...REBORN IN2 YOUR FEET..CLAPPIN SINGING...DANCIN..LIKE GOD GAVE ME SPIRITUAL ENLIGHTMENT... I PRAISED..I GLORIFIED..I THANKED MY SURROUNDINGS..I STOPPED..I THOUGHT ..4 A MINUTE...ASKED THE LORD TO BLESS ME FOR TIME LIVED FOR AS LONG AS I HAVE THE CONTROL OF..FOR WHICH..IF THIS WASN'T HIS DOING...I WOULD NEVER UNDERSTAND WISDOM..2 KNOW THE TRUTH..BLESSED HAVING BEEN A MOTHER...DAUGHTER...COOK..HAIRSTYLIST...CHILD PROVIDER..AN AIDE FOR THE AGED.. THIS HAS TRULY BEEN ..A GIFT..NO MATTER HOW HARD IT'S BEEN...THE CYCLE ..WILL REPEAT ITSELF..LIFE'S TURNING POINTS...HOLDING ON FOR MORE BLESSINGS...DON'T EVER TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED...ENJOY IT 2 DA FULLEST...BECOME THE PRIZE WINNING PERSON...GIVE BAC..INSTEAD OF LOOKING AT YOUR OWN PRIORITIES...IT'S A BIG WORLD OUT THERE...A PLACE ..WHERE IF U JUST TAKE TIME AND LOOK...YOU'RE WANTED..NEEDED...LOVED..WORSHIPPED AND ADORED...I KNOW...I FOUND OUT...THIS WEEKEND..GOD BLESS U AND YOURS..SMILING..:::*_*:::..THANKS'S NICK..I I'M SINGLE

DA WEEKEND APPROVES ME

GOODEVENING...WELL AS A START..MY WEEKEND WAS THE BEST EVER...LAST NIGHT I GOT A CHANCE TO SPEND EQUAL TIME WITH MY PEOPLE..MY GRANDDAUGHTER'S EMANI'S BIRTHDAY..MY DAUGHTER SHATIKA..HUSBAND IAN AND THE FAMILY ALL CELEBRATED AT SKATE 22 IN SCOTCH PLAINS NJ..WHERE THEY LIVE..WELL AT FIRST I WASN'T GOING TO SKATE..BUT THAT MUSIC SOUNDED SO GOOD ..I COULDN'T RESIST..THE PLACE WAS ENORMOUS..THE OWNERS ARE FRIENDS OF MY DAUGHTER..SO WE ALL GOT 2 SKATE FOR FREE..I WASN'T SKATING A LOT DUE TO THE CAMERAWORK I WAS DOI..WE TAPED PART OF THE BIRTHDAY..WHERE I WAS IN CHARGE..UNTIL THEY PUT ON ELECTRIC SLIDE AND BEYONCE'S IF I WAS A BOY..YOU SHOULDA PUTTA RING ON IT.BY BEYONCE'..THAT GOT ME MOVIN...I FELL ONE TIME..LOL..BUT ALL AND ALL..THE CROWD..HER FRIENDS..PEOPLE AT THE RING WAS FABULOUS..WE HAD A BALL...I HAD TO BE CAREFUL..CONSIDERING WE HAD 2 GET BAC TO QUEENS FOR MY SHOW.. IT ENDED AT 7:00P.M...WE ARRIVED AT 3..STARTED SETTING UP THE TABLES IN OUR CUBE..I STARTED DECORATING THE TABLES..THE CAKE..BALLOONS...DRINKS NAPKINS..ETC..AS SOON AS WE FINISHED IT STARTED EXACTLY 4:00..WHEN THAT MUSIC CAME ON..THE BEAT BROUGHT ME BAC TO WHEN I USE TO ROLLERSKATE..THE MASCOT WAS ON TIME..HE GOT THOSE KIDS IN LINE..HIS WAS HOOOOOO..SO DAMN GOOD..I STAYED WITH HIS DAD..WHILE THE REST OF THE KIDS WERE INSTRUCTED WHAT TO DO WITH HIM...I'M TELLING YA..I'M GOING BACK..THAT'S RIGHT..I LOVED IT...I MET PEOPLE THAT TRAVELED AS FAR AS BROOLYN...AND EVEN QUEENS..I WAS SHOCKED..SO ALL WORKED OUT WELL..WHEN IT ENDED...THE KIDS ..PARENTS..ALL WERE COMING TOGETHER..LAUGHING..SHAKING HANDS..YA KNOW ACTING LIKE THEY HAD BEEN FRIENDS FOR YEARS...THE ATMOSPHERE WAS SO WARM AND INVITING..I DIDN'T WANNA LEAVE..WE GOT TO THEIR HOUSE...WHERE I TOOK A SHOWER..CHANGED AND TIKI FED THE KIDS..GOT READY TO TAKE US BAC TO QUEENS..WHERE SHE LEFT THIS MORNING..SHE GOT TO GO TO MY SHOW WITH ME..WHERE SHE WAS SO PROUD..MET A THE OWNER GARY.. HIS WIFE..SON..AND COUSIN..IT WASN'T AS CROWDED AS LAST WEEK..BUT IT WAS A GOOD SHOW..I WAS BEAT FROM GETTING UP SO EARLY FRIDAY..LEAVING FOR JERSEY..THAN THE PARTY...ARRIVING TO HER HOUSE AND THEN THE CLUB..I HAD A WONDERFUL WEEKEND..MY MOM MISSED ME..SHE WAS WAITING UP UNTIL 1:00AM..SUNDAY MORNING..WHERE WE GOT 2 QUEENS AT 9:30.. DROPPED THE KIDS OFF AND KEPTED ON TO THE SHOW..I AM TRULY BLESSED TO HAVE FAMILY..MY MOM..GRAND..I THANK GOD ALL THE TIME..FRIENDS..WHICH I KEEP FEW..AND MOST OF ALL..MY HEALTH..HAPPINESS FOR DAYS 2COME..THANK YOU FOR SHARING MY WEEKEND EVENTS...AND FOR THE BLOGGERS I DIDN'T WISH A HAPPY HOLIDAY..SORRY FOR THE DELAY..HOPE IT TURNED OUT GOOD FOR YA...GOD BLESS YOU...CREATE

BIRTHDAY ...DA MEMORY OF..ANTHONY BERRY

I JUST WANNA GIVE THANKS TO THE HIGHER POWERS THAT BE..HE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE EMBRACE FROM FLESH THAT HELPED BIRTH OUR CHILDREN..TAMARA AND NATHANIEL..THESE CHILDREN HAVE BEEN THROUGH HELL..I REALIZE NOW..HOW MUCH THEY NEEDED THEIR FATHER'S SUPPORT..IN THE END..GUNFIRE TOOK HIS LIFE ..WHERE HE WAS MISSING FOR A WEEK..THE MOTHER CALLED ASKING WHEN HAD I HEARD FROM ANTHONY LAST..I REPLIED..MOM BERRY.. I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM HIM SINCE THE LAST TIME HE CAN OVER AND BROUGHT THE KIDS TO SEE YOU..WHEN WAS THAT..I THINK 2 WEEKS AGO...WELL..SHE REPLIED ..NOBODY'S HEARD FROM HIM AND I'M SCARED SHEILA..HIS JOB CALLED HEAR LOOKING FOR HIM..ARE THE KIDS OK..U SEE HIS MOM HAD A STROKE..SO HIS SISTERS WAS TAKING CARE OF HER..SHE HAD A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN...THEY THOUGHT ABOUT (MAN)NATHAN AND TAMMY...WHICH..AT THE TIME WAS 12 AND 10 YEARS OLD...A WEEK WENT BY..WHEN WE GOT THE PHONE CALL..WHERE I ANSWERED THE PHONE...SHEILA..IS THAT YOU..I ANSWERED ..WHO IS IT..MOM BERRY..IS THAT YOU..YES..SHE WAS SCARED ME..SOUNDED SO SAD..I REPLIED..ARE U OK..AND THAT'S WHEN SHE GAVE US THE BAD NEWS...SHE REPLED..ANTHONY'S GONE..WHAT DO U MEAN?? I ASKED.HE'S GONE..DID HE GET LOCKED UP...SHE ANSWERED NO..SHEILA THEY FOUND ANTHONY IN WATER...LAYIN FACE DOWN..HE'S DEAD...I DROPPED THE PHONE..SCREAMED ALL THROW THE HOUSE ..WHERE ALL THE KIDS CAME RUNNING..HAD TO GET THEM PREPARED..WHEN I DID..MY DAUGHTER TAMMY FAINTED AT THE STAIRCASE AND WENT DOWN HEAD FIRST TO THE BASEMENT..WE HAD TO RUN AND GET HER ..THEN NATHAN...WELL..HE WENT TO THE FUNERAL..TOOK A LOOK AT HIS DAD AND HE WAS QUIET FOR WEEKS...HAD TO TAKE HIM TO THE HOSPITAL ..WHERE THE DOCTOR'S SAID..AND I QUOTE;U GOTTA WATCH HIM..HE'S HOLDIN EVERYTHING INSIDE..THATS BAD..AFTER THAT..HE WAS SELLING DRUGS..AT14..STOLE AT THE HOUSE..WENT IN DRUG PROGRAMS..WHERE HE WAS SPILTING..SNEAKIN IN THE HOUSE THROUGH THE WINDOW..WHERE MY BROTHER SAID..IF U KEEP LIVING THAT PROGRAM ..I'M GONNA TELL THEM TO PUT U IN JAIL..WELL .DIDN'T HAVE2 ...HE ROBBED OUR NEIGHBORS..AS A RESULT.. 2YEARS UPSTATE..THIS REALLY GAVE ME WAKE UP CALL..TOOK PART IN MEETINGS..MADE SURE I WAS THERE UPSTATE..WHERE HE GOT TO LEARNS ELECTRONICS...HOME IMPROVEMENT..NOW HE'S LICENSED NOW AFTER 7 YEARS OF GIVEN ME HELL..ALL OVER BEING MAD AT HIS FATHER FOR A DEBT HE OWED..CRACK..PAYMENT..THIS DAY ..I WANNA SAY..TO GOD AND HIM...YOUR CHILDREN HAVE EXILED..YOUR SON WENT BAC TO SCHOOL AT NIGHT..YOUR DAUGHTER THAT'S YOUR TWIN..SHE'S PASSED EXILED..SHE FOUND CHRIST..GOT A GOOD MAN..IN THE CHURCH..WHERE THEY BOTH WERE BAPTIZED..YOUR GRANDKIDS..HER GIRLFRIENDS..MY NEIGHBORS DAUGHTERS..WHO YOU SON ROBBED...THE LORD IS MERCIFUL..EVERYTHING WORKED OUT OK...YOUR CHILDREN ARE DOING JUST FINE...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...IDIDN'T FORGET U...GOD BLESS U..I KNOW YOU BEEN JUDGED..IN HEAVEN..FOR YOUR ACTS ON EARTH..SO BE IT..IN LIFE U WAS A MAN OF GOD..U BETRAYED..HE FORGIVES...THAT'S HOW WONDERFUL HE IS..I AM OK..HE HAS HIS HANDS ON US..DEAD AND ALIVE..EITHER WAY..U PAY..BUT YOUR STILL LOVED..I'M HUMBLE ANTHONY..PEACE ON EARTH..FROM..SHEILA

HE GOT OUTTA DODGE..WHERE DA JUDGE DID NOTHING..I GOT NO MONEY BACK

I WAS ONCE DA MOTION..WHAT'S FUNDAMENTALLY SOUND..I MADE A MOVE TO TAKE CONTROL OF MY LIFE...I CRAWLED ..LIKE A NEW BORN CHILD...I STOLE MY OWN IDENTITY...DUE 2 STREET LIFE AND HANGIN OUT..FROM 24 HOURS ..7 DAYS A WEEK OF PARTYING..LAUGHIN..KEEPIN MY HEAD NUMB..FROM ONE DRINK TO THE NEXT...I WAS A WELFARE REGET..WITH NO CASUAL ATTIRE..OR SELF RESPECT...WHEN FOOD GUARANTEED ME A LARGE AMOUNT FOR THE FAMILY..I WAS BREAKING IT DOWN..USING HALF FOR OTHER THINGS...LIKE CLOTHING..BOOZE..WEED..2 LIFT MY VOID AT NIGHT..THE COMPANY..WAS LOUD AND CARELESSLY ANNOYING..BUT..I WANTED 2B CARED4 IN THE WORSE WAY..SO I KEPTED THIS LIFESTYLE UNTIL A LIGHTBULB WEHT OFF IN MY HEAD...MY APT..WAS HAVEN FOR AFTERNOON SESSIONS...BLOW...DRUGGIN ALL DAY LONG...USING UP WHAT WAS GIVEN TO LIVE OFF ON... AS THE DAYS GOT LONGER..THE NIGHTS GOT OLDER..I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR..SAW A WOMAN..WITH NO LOVE INTEREST..I STARTED MEETING FRIENDS...GOING TO SCHOOL FOR CHILD CARE ADOLESCENTS..THROUGH WORKING FOR MY CHECK..WELFARE THAT IS...I MET SO MANY IN AUTHORITY..THAT GAVE ME POTIENTIAL ENOUGH TO PUSH MYSELF...BECOME THE VERDICT..BUSINESS WOMAN...WAS INVITED TO BUSINESS MEETINGS..DATED PROMINENT LEADERS ..FOR THE CITY OF NY..SUPPORTED WORKING 4 MAJOR DEMOCRATIC PARTY..UNTIL ONE DAY..THE TRUTH STARTED TELLING ME..THIS IS NOT YOU..YOU NEED TO SEARCH YOUR SOUL..GO BAC TO COOKING..GET OFF WELFARE FOR GOOD..SO I BRANCHED OUT..LOOKING FOR WORK..I WAS 33..A WELL ROUNDED LADY..WITH 4 CHILDREN..WELL KEPTED..BEHAVED..GOT COMPLIMENTS ALL THE TIME ABOUT BEING A DIVORCED WOMAN WITH NO MAN IN MY LIFE..MY DAUGHTER AND SON..STARTED GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL..WHILE MY YOUNGER ONES STAYED WITH MY MOM AND DAD AROUND THE CORNER FROM ME..NOW I'M WORKING...IN THE AIRPORT..KENNEDY ..15 MINS FROM ME..THE BUS COMES DOWN MY BLOCK..EAZY ACCESS..I WAS IN HEAVEN..A INDEPENDENT WOMAN OF THE NINETIES...I RAISED SOME VERY SMART CHILDREN..MY SON BECAME THE MAN IN CHARGE ..I GAVE HIM THE KEYS TO THE APT..WHERE HE MADE SURE ..TIME FOR HOMEWORK AFTER SCHOOL..HELPED MY DAUGHTER..THEY HAD FOOD TO EAT..MADE SURE THEY TOOK THEIR BATHS..AND HAD EVERYONE IN THE HOUSE BEFORE DARK..I WAS A VERY PROUD WOMAN..WITH NO LOVE FOR ANYBODY BUT MY FAMILY..UNTIL LIFE OPENED A BOOK..SPILLED A CAN OF WORMS...A NIGHT.I'D GET HOME..WANTED COMPANY..STARTED MY FUN ALL UP AGAIN..THIS TIME ..IT WAS MY OWN MONEY..STARTED BEING GENERIOUS..HELPING OUT PEOPLE...GOT 2 COMFORTABLE..LAZY..LEFT MY MONEY LAYIN AROUND ANYWHERE..CARELESSLY ONE MO' TIME..HAD A GUY VISIT..NEW TO MY HOME..I WENT TO THE BATHROOM..WHEN I CAME OUT..THIS MAN STOLE ALL OF $360.00 OF MY DOLLARS..FROM MY WALLET..KNOWIN ..I HAD A FAMILY DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK...SO THAT SET ME BACK WITH BILLS HANGING UNDER MY BELT...HAD TO GO AND TELL MY MOM WHAT HAPPEN..WE CALLED THE COPS..BUT THE COPS DID NOTHING..SO I HAD TO TAKE IT UPON MYSELF WITHA FEW OF MY MALES FRIENDS IN DA HOOD..STARTED LOOKING FOR THIS CREEP..WHEN THEY FOUND OUT WHO HE WAS AND WHERE HE CAME FROM..I WAS SHOCKED..HE WAS A MAN FROM PAKISTAN..DARK WITH A BALD HEAD..LOOKED LIKE A BLACKMAN..HAD NO ACCENT..BUGGED ME OUT..HE WAS ALIENSHIP..HERE ILLEGAL..WORKED AT THE CAB SERVICE I USED TO GO AND GET CABS..THE PEOPLE THAT HE KNEW FROM THE CAB SERVICE..SAID..HE WAS VERY STRANGE..ACTED LIKE HE HAD TO GO..TOLD THEM HIS FAMILY MEMBER DIED ..HE WAS LEAVING THAT NIGHT...SO ALL MY BUDDIES FROM THE NEIGHBORHOOD ..WENT TO FIND WHERE HE LIVE..THEY FOUND HIM AT THE AIRPORT WHERE I WORKED..BOUGHT A TICKET TO PAKISTAN..USED MY MONEY 2 LIVE THE COUNTRY..I WAS SHOCKED...HE HAD NO REMORSE IN WHAT HE DID..THE COPS DID COME AFTER TO MY PLACE..ASKING ME QUESTIONS ABOUT HOW LONG DID I KNOW THIS MAN..THE INTERRIGATION PROCESS WAS AIMED MORE AT ME THEN HIM..WHICH I RESENTED IT..GOT MAD..TOLD THEM I WANTED A REPORT WRITTEN ON THE MATTER OF WHAT'S BEEN ASKED..WHICH THEY GAVE ME...THIS SYSTEMS SUCKS BULLETS..NEED TO BE RAMED UP THEIR ASS..I WAS NERVOUS.. HAD A FRIEND COME OVER TO VISIT ME ..STAYED A COUPLE OF DAYS AND WENT BAC TO HER PLACE..THERE WAS SO MUCH I EXPERIENCE AS A SINGLE WOMAN..ON WELFARE..WORKING TO IMPROVE THE BETTERMENT OF MY CALIBUR..AND GAIN SELF ESTEEM..AWAY FROM BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF...NOW I KNOW SO MUCH..AS SHEILA..I GIVE ALL AND EVERY THING TO GOD...I LIVED ROUGH..I TRAVEL IN CIRCLES ..WHERE LIFE 'S JOURNEY ALLOWED ITSELF 2 CHALLENGED MY AUTHORITY...AND WHAT I DID WAS..I LET MAN NO CONTROL MY OWN SELF BEING...WORD 2 DA WISE...BE NO FOOL IN BLINDERS...BUT..ALL THAT TRIES TO PUT YOUR EYES OUT..WILL SOON HAVE 2 COME OUT IN DA OPEN...CLEAR YOUR CONSCIENCE...WALK WITH YOUR HEAD UP HIGH...CARRY A BUT STICK..BEAT THE FUCK OUTTA CON ARTIST..TRYING YOU..2 MANIPULATE. THE MORAL 2 THIS GUY..HE'S GONE BAC TO HIS COUNTRY..NO JUSTICE..NO PEACE OF MIND..THAT'S WHAT THE JUDGE DID..BUT IT DIDN'T GET MY MONEY BACK..MY PARENTS HAD TO GIVE IT 2 ME..FELT LIKE SHIT...TO GET THROUGH MY NEXT PAYDAY..AIN'T THAT A BITCH!!!!...CREATE..AKA...SHEILA T JORDAN...PEACE

LET'S GET REAL ABOUT DA SITUATION BROTHAS

I AM NO MAN'S PROFANITY..I'M HIS POET..HIS STORAGE LOCKED AWAY FROM GARBAGE TORSED ON HER..NO CHRONIC BEHAVIOR OUT OF QUOTATIONS OR SYNTHETIC LINES WRITTEN..BURNT OFFERINGS OR DEATHWISHES..A FUNK AND WAGINAL..DICTATING MY GRAMMAR OR VOLUME...I AM A WOMAN..A WOMAN IN LITERACY..WITH ALL THE PLEASURES OF BEING HELD...WHAT SOUL BRINGS 2MATING SEASON..AT SPRING BREAK..WHERE THE HEAT WANNA GET FUNKY..GETTINGDOWN AND DIRTY ..BUT IN GOOD TASTE..WHERE MY FUNNY BONE..TICKLES ME SILLY...LAUGHING..WHEN THERE'S SOMETHIN REAL FUNNY..NOT BOOTY..STINK..WHERE YOUR FACE BEEN IN DA REARS..WHERE YOUR LIPS WON'T KISS MINE...FROM PLAYIN DOGGY DOG..IN YOUR HOPPED UP VEHICLE..BOUNCIN..JIGGLIN BABY..THAT'S NOT MY STYLE HOMIE..I LIKE TO MOVE IT..MOVEIT..I AM YOUR FIRST IMPRESSIN..BUT..YOUR LAST FLING IN DA BEDROOM ..A STORY WITH A HAPPY ENDING...ISN'T LIFE A BITCH..WHY ARE YOU STILL TRYING 2 FEEL.. MY QUACKER OATS..WHEN BREAKFAST HAS BEEN DISMISSED 4 DA DAY...SORRY WINE&DINE..POLLA..POLLA.. IT'S HOWYA HANDLE A WOMAN..NOT BE HANG..LEFT WITHOUT HER MEANTIONABLES..CLEAR..CLASSY..KEEPIN HER MINT CLEAN FLAVA OF ULTRABRIGHT..THE GIFT SHE CAN'T GET FROM BITTERSWEET ALIBIS AND BULLSHIT LIES....TURNING TABLES..WIDGET.WIDGET..WIDGET..WIDGET...SMOKIN TRAILBLAZERS ..ACTING LIKE THE THE HIGHEST CONTACT..FLOWING..THROW DESERT SAND..CALLING THE MAGNIFICENT SEVEN.. TO YOUR RESCUE..BEHAVING WITH NO RESPECT FOR HER VIRGINITY..SO AS THE OLD STORY GOES ...ONE BIRD IN HAND..IS THREE STRIKES..YOUR OUTTA THERE...PEACE..LOVE..CAN WE ALL JUST GET ALONG..WITHOUT DA PROFANITY..PEOPLE OF DA WORLD...UNITE..CUT THAT SHIT OUT

MAHATTAN PROPER ROARED..CREATE DEBUTE

WELL AS YOU KNOW ..I'VE BEEN WORKING ON MY POEMS FOR A NUMBER OF MONTHS NOW..ON NOVEMBER 22..I FINALLY HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO READ..THE PLACE..MANHATTAN PROPER..THE TIME..11:00PM..I GOT THERE AT 10:17 P.M...AS I APPROACH THE DOOR..MY FRIEND ABDULLAH WAS THERE TO ASCORT ME TO THE STAGE..WHERE ALL THE OTHER POETS WERE STANDIN..MY GIRLFRIEND ROBERTA WAS READY..SHE HAD HER HAT COCKED TO THE SIDE..WITH HER BRAIDS HANGING OUTSIDE HER HAT...THE PLACE WAS RAMLING PACKED..I ASK HIM WHERE WAS THE BATHROOM...U SEE..I HAVE A LIL RITUAL ABOUT GOING ON WITHOUT PRAYER BE4 ANYTHING TAKES PLACE..SO I WIPED MY FACE...SAID A PRAYER WITH ROBERTA...WHERE SHE STARTED PRACTICING..WHERE I HAD MY 2 POEMS..I WAS SCHEDULE TO READ ONE..BUT I BROUGHT 2 BECAUSE ..JUST IN CASE ..THEY HAD A LOW VOLUME OF POETS..I BROUGHT ONE FROM MY UP AND COMING BOOK..."GOD SPELLED MY RHYTHM 2 RHYME POETICALLY"..A TITLE 2B DISPLAYED BY CREATE,,YEAH I KNOW..BUT IT CAME WITH DA TERRITORY..LOL..SO WHEN WE PUT OUR NAMES ON THE COMPUTERIZED NAME LIST..THE CALL FOR CREATE POPPED UP..WHERE I WAS SO NERVOUS THAT MY KNEES WERE ACTUALLY KNOCKING TOGETHER..WHEN I WENT OUT THERE ..AT FIRST..THE AUDIENCE STARTED CLICKING EVEN B4 I OPEN MY MOUTH..I WORE A PAIR OF BROWN BELLBOTTOMS AND A BLOUSE THAT SAYS SUGAH MOMMA IN GOLD AND BROWN LETTERS WITH ORANGE BACKGROUND..WITH AN MEDAL EMBLEM ON MY LEFT HAND SIDE SHOULDER ..MADE IN2 THE BLOUSE..AND BROWN BOOTS..I THOUGHT I LOOKED LIKE 1970s ALL OVER AGAIN..FELT GOOD THOUGH..AS I COMMENCE TO SPEAKING...THE OWNER OF THE CLUB CAME UP TO ME AND ASK.. HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SENSE I LAST DID MIC NITE..I ANSWERED..IT'S MY FIRST TIME IN QUEENS..WHERE DID U DO IT MIC NITE B4..AGAIN I SAID..NOT IN QUEENS BUT IN MAHATTAN..AT THE SHOWSPOT CAFE ..EVERBODY WENT BEZERK FOR A MINUTE..COZ MY SON HOOKED THAT UP FOR ME...BUT U GOT TO BE AT LEAST 4 OR 5 MONTH IN ADVANCE TO EVEN GET A CALL..HE WAS LIKE..THAT'S A GOOD SPOT..SO U SHOULD BE FEELIN GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF TONITE..FIRST TIME AND ALL HERE..I REPLIED..WELL I AM NERVOUS..THE ANNOUCERS NAME WAS GARY B..HE'S BEEN AROUND ..I'VE SEEN HIM BEFORE..SO ON THE OTHER HAND..WE GOT THE SHOW ROLLIN..LIKE I SAID..I READ..MY FAVORITE..CRYSTAL CHALICE FROM AN BLACK ONYX IMAGE..IT TELLS THE STORY ABOUT A LIGHT SKIN BLACK SISTAH..LIVING IN A WORLD WITH A KNOWN INDENTITY..NO COMMON ADVERSITIES..JUST GROWING ..KNOWING ONE BEING OTHER THAN..LIKE NO OTHER...THE OTHER WASPOEM WAS ONE I WROTE FOR MY FRIEND IN TEXAS..THANKING HER FRIENDSHIP WITH OUT A PLACE TO LIVE AFTER THE DEATH OF HER HUSBAND AND SON ..WHO DIED OF CANCER..IT TOUCHED THE CROWD QUITE A BIT..BUT THE OTHER ONE..DID A JOB ON THE SISTAHS IN DA AUDIENCE..THEY GOT REAL QUIET AT FIRST..BUT WHEN I STARTED CALLING OUT..WHO AM I 2 YOU AND WHAT ARE U 2 ME..WHEN CLOVER WEARS MY CLOAK AND DAGGER..IT WEAPS MY SKIN..THE WOMAN STARTED CLAPPIN ..CLIKING..STANDING..SOME TEARS STARTED FALLIN ..I HAD THAT AUDIENCE IN DA PALMS OF MY HANDS..THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ME FILLING U IN ON MY NIGHT..IT BECAME ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS I HAD EVER TAKEN PART IN..I HAD WOMAN COMING UP TO ME ASKNG ME WHEN IS MY BOOK COMING OUT..BUT DUE TO THE ECONOMY..IT'S TAKING ME A LIL LONG FOR PUBLICATION..IT'S BEEN ON HOLD FOR ABOUT A YEAR..FINANCIAL PROBLEM..BUT NOT NO MORE..GOT ANOTHER PUBLISHER CALLING ME FOR THE RIGHTS TO GO ON AND FINISH MY PROJECT..MY SON IS MY OVERSEER..GOT TO WORK IT OUT WITH HIM..HE'S HELPED ME SO MUCH..I AM BLESSED TO HAVE HIM AND THE OTHERS WHO WILL BE PARTICIPATING.. ILLUSTRATION ARE STILL ON STAND BY..WAITING TO COMMERCE ON THIS MATTER..BUT IN ALL..I HAD A WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE..LOVED MYSELF FOR GETTIN OUT THERE AND MAKING IT BECOME SPOKEN WORD..I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD..I DENIED MYSELF...CAN'T BLAIM ANYONE BUT ME...NOW I KNOW DIFFERENT..JUST GOTTA SHAKE THOSE NERVES AWAY..I HAD 2 START A LIL BIT OVER ..BUT EVERYONE UNDERSTOOD..THAT'S WHAT I CALL..COOOPERATION AND RESPECT FOR THE ARTIST..THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT..PEACE 2 U ...SHEILA.T JORDAN..AKA CREATE

DON'T BEND SPINDLE OR MUTILATE

A COMMON CAUSE 2 BREAK..WHAT BENDS..SPINDLES OR MUTILATE..THE PACKAGE WHICH TRAVELS THROUGH THE EARTH'S ATMOSPHERE..WHAT FLIES HIGH IN ORBIT..WHAT SENDS A MESSAGE...LIKE A BIRD IN FLIGHT..IN LIKE..GOD IN WISDOM..WITH PROVERBS CHOOSEN 2 BREAK MY FALL..I AM A CAREFUL INTERPIDER...SORING..FROM THE HEAVENS..DELIVERS WHAT'S ADMIRABLE..CHASING DREAMS THAT KILLS DA COMMON CAUSE ..2 REMAIN LIFEFORM..WHERE I REACH OUT..BECOME DA VERSE..SAYS..I AM NOT WORTHY..BUT MY HEART IS EASY GOING..ALLOWS IT'S PORTAL 2 BECOME AN OPEN ACCESS..SO I WAIT.. WHERE A PACKAGE OF LOVE CARRIES MY BURDENS..ONE WHO BELIEVES IT'S A WORD OF WARNING..PROTECTS WHAT'S LIKE DA CALL 2 BEND...SPINDLE OR MUTILATE..COMING HOME.. 2 THAT SOMEONE...CLEARING THE VOICE OF SEXUAL TURMOIL..DRAINS MY THOUGHTS AND NATURAL CAUSES..TRICKLING DOWN MY HEAT EXPOSURE..CLOSING MYSELF UP..IN WINTER'S DAWN..BREAKING UP..WHERE TEARS CONTINUE TO PLAY WITH MY HEART..I WAIT..PATIENTLY FOR..A NIGHT WITH ARMS..WARM..GENTLE STRONG..THE POSTMAN..COMETH...I HAVE NO CONTROL..SO I BEND...SPINDLED...MUTILATE..A GIRL WITH NO MORE 2 GIVE..SHE GETS A LIGHT SHINING FROM HER WINDOW..WHAT BENDS..SPINDLES..MUTILATES..DA PACKAGE SENT..WITH NO NAME..NO RETURN ADDRESS..NO GOODBYES OR HELLOS..JUST DA MALE MAN.. I ONCE USED TO KNOW...FLOWIN THROUGH..IN WINTER'S DAWN..WITH ARMS FULL OF LOVE...MISSING SOMEONE WHO..BEND DOWN..SPINDLED HER HEART..GOT MUTILATED..BROKEN..LEFT 2 SEND BAC SILENCE...THERE'S NO MORE PARCAL POST 2 DELIVER..NO EXCEPTION FOR LOVE SENT..B AN UNKNOWN....COVERS HIMSELF WHILE BEING DELIVERED..GOD..MY ROCK..WHO LOOKED OUT DA DAY..WHEN I BENT DOWN.. SPINDLE MYSELF..MUTILATE MY BODY..WHILE MY SOUL WORE DA GIFT OF LETTING GO.. 2 HIM..IN HEAVEN..SHEILA J. ~~~A TRUE STORY~~~ 2 THIS DAY ..IT'S A MYSTERY~~~WHO SENT ME THIS PACKAGE...CREATE I'VE STARTED MY BLOGS ON MYSPACE..CHECK THEM OUT.. I THINK YOU'LL LIKE THEM..SHEILA...WWW.MYSPACE.COM/CREATE823

DELIVERYMAN

YOUR THE QUALITY OF COMFORT...THE VALUE THERE OF..I SEEK WHAT IS ABLE...I LIVE AS A VICTIM IN LOVE..THE AROMA..SENT OF CARTIER..SWEET AMBER WAYS TALKING.. WHAT DIGNIFIES PRINCIPLES...WHERE I DIVE IN2 MOMENDUMS.. WHAT REWARDED ME...A SOLUTION..A FINE SPECTACLE...TEETH SMILIN BAC AT ME..WHAT SHINES WITH GLEAM...I AM WHAT TEARDROPS ARE 2 FOUNTAINS FLOWING..WHAT'S DESTINCT 2 DREAM...MY SOUL'S INNER VOICE...LEAPS..I CLIMBED SO HIGH..WHEN DESPERATE QUOTATION READS ME..A SUBSTANTIAL WOMAN..ENOUGH 2LOGIC..MEANING..WHAT SUBJECTS MY CLEAR OUTCOME..GAINS WORTH...IN AMOUNTS 2 COUNT 2TEN...ME..ROYALTY REMAINS MY TITLE..ENJOYS MY TRIUMPHS...TO AVOID WHAT I AM..LIKE THROWING STONES AT A TARGET..AIMS..FIRES DIRECTLY AT YOUR BODILY FUNCTIONS...WHERE I BECOME THE ANGEL WHO DESIRES STARS WITH BIRDS SINGIN..WHERE BRIGHTNESS WAS ADMIRED IN DA BEDROOM...BUT IT'S EASIER SAID AND DONE..WHEN THE COST OF LOOKING GOOD...BEAUTY STANDS OUT...PERFOMS..WITH A FULL PACKAGE 2 DELIVER...A UPS MAN...THAT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE A REAL PERSON..NOT ONCE..BUT AS HIS LIFETIME THANG...I LOOKED AT YOU...U LOOKED AT ME..AN INSTANT ATTRACTION..A VERY GOOD LOVER U PRETEND 2 SCREW...WHO CAN BRING DA NOISE...DA FUNKY COLD MEDINA..DA FLARE OF HUEY..THE RHYTHM OF COOLIO..COOKIN UP A FRESH DATE FOR OUR EVENING..SEXY..WITH LIPS OH SOOOOO SMOOTH...SO THICK..AND I'M NOT TALKING SIZE OF...U BE DA LENGTH OF MY INSECURITIES...STARTS KICKIN IN..THINKIN LOW-SELF ESTEEM..BREAKIN DOWN ON BAD...HOW I LOOK..THOUGHTS NOT EXCEPTIN THIS KIND OF BEHAVIOR..WHERE..I SEE HIS TRUCK COME MY WAY..DRIVE PASS MY DOOR...LOOKIN LIKE LLCOOL J...DAMN..THAT'S A HUNK..A HUNK OF REAL MAN...I ENJOYED OUR LAST GOODBYE...WHERE THE RESULTS WAS...A PACKAGE DEAL...ME..YOU...THE GIFT..I JUST LET GO...IT NEVER LAST 4 EVER..HE'S A MARRIED MAN..GOT HIS SHIT OFF..YA FEEL ME...I KNOW BY NOW ..I WASN'T DA 1..IS THERE ANY ..ONE THAT IS..LEFT ON THIS EARTH...I THINK NOT.."BLACKMAN"..SHE LOVES STILL..WHERE ARE YOU???...CREATE

I HAD 2 HAVE A PIECE OF U: Psalm 131:2 (NIV)

I HAD 2 HAVE A PIECE OF U: Psalm 131:2 (NIV)

I PUT NOTHIN PAST..FEAR

ONE DAY...I MET A WORD IN VOCABULARY...IT WAS VERY STRONG...FIERCE DEFINITIONS 2 REPRESENT...NOT HARD 2 FIND NOR SIMPLE MINDED...IT COMES AS DA TASTE OF LOGIC.. VITAL SIGNS..GOING IN AND OUT...TRYIN MY PATIENCE...LIKE ENGLISH LANGUAGE GAVE WAY TO ALPHABET SOUP...STIRRING UP SOMETHING..ALWAYS COOKIN..GETTIN HEATED..BUT...YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT...BEING..IT'S A SURPRISE..EVERY TIME THOUGHT BRINGS IT 2 MIND...SO FAR..IT'S MADE ME NERVOUS...MADE ME CURIOUS...MADE ME CRY...MADE ME GET CHILLS...MADE ME THINK..MADE ME MAD...MADE ME ALL WARM INSIDE...AND NOW I'M SO DEVISTATED...THE WORD SPEAKS TROUBLE..WITHOUT A FRIEND THAT UNDERSTANDS..NEVER OUT OF VOCABULARY...BUT MISS TRANSLATION..POINTS TAKIN..IT KEEPS SAYIN 2 SELF..WANNA KNOW WHY I FEEL SO SICK...SO WRONG...I KNOW...IT WALKED AWAY FROM MISUNDERSTANDING ITSELF...SO IF AT ANY TIME YOUR WALKNG...SUDDENLY THE HEART STARTS RACING..THE TRUMPET STARTS BLOWIN..ALL AROUND YOU..IT'S TIME 2 GO 2 THAT WORD...AND ASK THE QUESTION...ARE U STILL IN2 BEING MISUNDERSTOOD OR ARE U THE SAME WORD..I KNOW AND OBEY 2..EVERY TIME U GO 2 EMERGENCY...IF THE WORD I'M FEELIN IS FEAR..THEN YOU BETTER FIND OUT...IT'S THAT OUTSIDE WORLD CONTROLLING YOUR HABITS..THATS WHY I'M SCARED..DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO..NOW THAT DEFINITION GOT IN DA WAY OF FINAL DECISIONS MADE..FEAR TESTED STRENGTH...LOST..FEAR FOUGHT BAC..WON NEGLECT.. 2 HELP SELF....NOW I KNOW WHAT LIVING IS ALL ABOUT..THERE'S NOTHING 2 FEAR..BUT FEAR ITSELF..EVEN WHEN CHALLENGED BY..LIFE THROWING STONES AND PLAYIN WITH YOUR FEELINGS....THE HEARTS THE FIRST 2 GO..CREATE

Psalm 131:2 (NIV)

I HAVE STILLED AND QUIETED MY SOUL..LIKE A WEANED CHILD WITH IT'S MOTHER.. LIKE A WEANED CHILD IS MY SOUL WITHIN ME. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M A MOTHER..A TENDER..MOMENT IN TIME OF STRUGGLE..WHERE I'M IN NEED OF A GOOD COMPANION...HE CONSIDERS ME 2B CLOSE..WITH GOOD INTENTIONS I HAVE GIVEN MY HEART AND SOUL..LIKE A FOOL IN FALL..LIKE A COLD CHILL.. WHEN I WAS STILL IN SUMMER SEASON..LIKE A DAY OF SMILING FACES.. GAVE A REASON 2 BE MY PAGES...LIKE A BLACK PLAGUE..SUDDENLY..SEES NO CURES 2MENTION..JUST FAILING CLASS..FROM NO FEELINGS..LIKE WATER FLOWED EYES WITH NO WAY TO CONTROL..STOP DA FOSSIT FROM RUNNIN..LIKE A LOST DOG..THAT CAN'T FIND HIS WAY HOME..LIKE BEING DISILLUSIONED..WITH CLOUDS WEARING MY SYSTEM..I'VE BEEN VERY FOOLISH..I CAN'T DO THIS ANY LONGER..I AM HUMAN..I DO HAVE FEELINGS..IN THIS LIFETIME OF NATURE..TAKING PATHS TO ENDURE...WHY..I REPEAT..WHY DOES THIS KEEP STAYIN WIT ME..WITH DIFFRENT PEOPLE..FROM DIFFERENT SHORES..DOESN'T MEAN A THING...IT'S THE SAME O'SHIT AFTER DAISIES AND MARIGOLS...ROSES AND DAFODILS.. WHERE I'M CHECKED OUT BY REFERENCES..TESTED 2 SEE IF IT'S QUALIFY OR NOT...SHOWS NO CONCERN 4..WHERE FRIENDS ARE SOMEONE'S WORTH...DO U KNOW YOURSELF WHAT IS MEANS??. IT HURTS REAL BAD..ALWAYS FROM WHAT MEANS SO MUCH 2 U...MY HEART REMAINS BROKE...BUT NO LOVE LOST..IT STILL LINGERS INSIDE OF ME THOUGH..WHERE IT WAS MEANT 2 BE..I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THIS ANYMORE..FRANKLY SPEAKIN...I'M SORRY..BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEL...I'M A PERSON THAT TAKES ALL THAT I AM..ALL THAT I BE...VERY SERIOUSLY..A WOMAN'S INTEGRITY IS NOT VALET..NOR..IS IT A GAME..WHERE I LIVE...THAT'S TAKING LIFE FOR GRANTED..IT SUCCEEDS..WHERE LIFE'S SO SWEET...UNTIL SUGAH HAS MELTED HEARTS FROM A DISTANCE... SO MANY TIMES..THE TASTE WEARS THIN...DIES..WHO DO U TRUST...HOW DO U KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A LIE OR DA TRUTH...I'VE HAD IT...KILLED MY DREAMS..TOOK A FLYIN LEAP..2 ESCAPISM...THAT'S COWARDLY..NOT MANLY AT ALL..SO IN DA EVENT OF SOUNDING REAL..I'LL TAKE MY PAIN IN DA ASS SELF..KEEP IT MOVIN...I READ BETWEEN DA LINES.. LEAVE U ALONE...SICK....BUT I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF AQUENTICE..GIVING THE GIFTS OF LOVE..U KNOW HOW 2 DO..DID RETURN DA FAVOR..THANKU..YOUR A GOOD GENTLEMAN...DON'T EVER SAY..I DIDN'T TELLYA SO...PEACE

BARACK OBAMA... VICTORY HAS WON..338-159

MY DAY HAS BEEN THE BEST EVER..MY EYES ARE SO SORE..MY MORNING WAS ABSOLUTELY ORAL..TECHNICAL..WALKING ON A BEAUTIFUL NYC DAY..WHICH BROUGHT FANTASTIC WEATHER FOR THIS TIME OF THE YEAR..67 DEGREES..THAT'S APROXIMATELY 10 DEGREES WARMER FOR THIS ..HOW BLESSED WE WERE TODAY...I GO TO THE POLLS...RUN IN2 ALL MY RESIDENT NEIGHBORS..SMILING..SHOWING LOVE..WEARING A GOOD SPIRIT...WELL..OF COURSE I WAS HAPPY..THIS WAS MY DAY OFF...TUESDAY...WITH OBAMA IN MIND..I VOLUNTEERED MY COMMUNITY SERVICE TO HELP SUPPORT OBAMA...STAYED AT THE POLLS UNTIL.4:00...CAME HOME..WHERE MY SISTER AND MY MOM WAS HEADING 2 VOTE...THEN MY SON CAME HOME...ATE AND LEFT TO VOTE AND FINALLY...MY DAUGHTER..CAME IN WITH HER BOYFRIEND AND HIS MOM..WE ALL SAT AROUND WATCHING THE RESULTS..I CAME DOWN TO MY ROOM ..TO CHECK MY MAIL...WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THE WHOLE HOUSE WENT CRAZY...SO I TURNED ON THE SOUND TO MY TV..TURNED AROUND AND WHAT DID I SEE..BUT THE NUMBER..338 TO 159...IN FAVOR OF OBAMA..THE DESIGNATED WINNER..I WENT BEZERK...LET ME TELL U WHY..ABOUT 14 YEARS AGO..I USED TO PLAY THE HORSES..NITE TRACK WITH MY GIRLFRIEND PEACHES..I WENT TO PUT A NUMBER IN..WHEN ALL I HAD ON ME WAS 10 DIMES...4 QUARTERS..SO WHAT I DID WAS SPLIT THE CHANGE IN DIFFERENT CATAGORIES..SINGLE ACTION I PLAYS 50CENTSFOR THE NUMBER 8..BOLITA..PLAYS 5DIMES..FOR 38..AND FOR THE LAST..ANOTHER FIVE DIMES..AND A DOLLAR ON 338...STRAIGHT..I WON ON A SUNDAY AFTERNOON RIGHT AFTER I LEFT CHURCH..ON MY WAY HOME...MY GIRLFRIEND WENT TO THE NUMBER PLACE TO FIND OUT IF I PLAYED 338 STRAIGHT..I SAID YES ..BUT..WITH DA FIVE DOLLARS SHE GAVE MET THAT NIGHT...SHE SMILED AND SAID..YOU GOT PAID..GO PICK IT UP..U WON..THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER WON ANYTHING OTHER THAN MY SON'S GIFT..BEING TALENTED..ARTISTIC..MADE ME PROUD..WON UNCF..FIRST AWARD WINNING SCHOLARSHIP AT WBLS RADIO STATION IN NY..A SCHOLARSHIP FOR $10.000 DOLLARS..SPONSERED BY (COKE) TO GO TO COLLEGE IN GEORGIA TO ATTEND CLARK ATLANTA UNIV..BUT THE NUMBER..WHEN I SAW THAT NUMBER COME UP ON THE TV...I SCREAMED..THAT'S MY WINNING NUMBER..I WON THAT DAY..$600.00 DOLLARS...ENOUGH TO GO AND TAKE MY KIDS OUT TO THE MOVIES..HAVE DINNER AND BUY THEM SOME CLOTHES AND I WAS STILL LEFT A LIL SOMTHIN FOR MYSELF...THIS NUMBER I ALWAYS HOLD AS MY FORTUNE..EVER SINCE...BUT THE FACT THAT IT'S THE NUMBER THAT ELECT PREZIDENCY & WON HIS VICTORY...AS WELL AS ME AND THEN IT STATES...CLEARLY..IN BIG LETTERS...DECLARED A WINNER..I COULDN'T STOP DA TEARS FROM ROLLING DOWN MY FACE..THANK U GOD..338 BECAME VICTORY FOR DA BOTH OF US...BLACK MAN IN THE WHITE HOUSE..AINT THAT A REWARD SHOES BEING WORN ON THE OTHER FOOT...NOW THATIS IS FREEDOM RINGING DA BELL..WALKING ON SUNSHINE..WITH MY BABAY BY MY SIDE..GOD BLESS THE FAMILY..CHILDREN...GLAD TO HAVE BEEN HELP 2U...GOD MADE IT POSSIBLE...338..IS ALSO MARCH 3..SOMEONE'S BIRTH I KNOW...8 YEARS..WAS HIS PUNISHMENT SERVED..BECAME A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE..WITH NO RIGHTS 2BCOME..AN UNANIMOUS VOTE..I FEEL SO BAD FOR THIS...BUT..I WAS BLESSED WITH BOTH WINNERS..BARACK OBAMA AND LANNIE ROSS...KNEW IT HAD 2B A REASON FOR U AND I 2 CROSS PATHS..WHEN I CAN'T REACH OUT AND SHOW YOU HOW MUCHU REALLY MEAN 2 ME..I WAS VERY PROUD 2B YOUR FRIEND....THE BEST THING THAT HAPPEN LAST YEAR..MY BLACKNESS WAS COLORIZED BY 2 WONDERFUL CHOCOLATE PIECES OF U2..BEAUTIFUL..MEN OF COLOR...THANK YOU BOTH..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN...I VOTED..GOT REWARDED..WON DA PRIZE..GAVE BAC 2 MY BROTHAS>>MUCH RESPECT::*_*:^)... L O V E Y A..

~~~EXPECT A MIRACLE~~A POEM ~FROM MY MOTHER~ 2 ME~

LATELY..I'VE BEEN KINDA DOWN...LOW SPECTRUM..THOUGHTS ARE NOT WORKING IN MY FAVOR..DUE 2 SEVERAL ATTEMPTS 2 TRY AND SAVE MY POEMS..PROTECT MY IDENITY...AS A RESULT..I'M SO CONFUSED..BEEN LOSING FAITH IN MY SURROUNDINGS..SO..AS I STEP OFF A LIL BIT..I WANNA SHARE THIS POEM..MY MOM..AN AWARD WINNING WRITER..OF GOSPEL POETRY HANDED ME THIS POEM SHE WROTE FOR ME..AT 97..SHE REMAINS 2 AMAZE ME..AT THE SAME TIME..WHAT'S BLESSED..GIFTED..IN HER MINDSET..SHE HAD IT PUT AWAY..WAS WRITTEN LAST YEAR..HER WORKS BEEN PUT UP WHILE THE HOUSE HAD SOME REPAIRS..SHE WAS GOING THROUGH HER THINGS..RAN ACROSS IT..SAID OMG..I FORGOT TO GIVE THIS TO SHEILA..WHILE SHE TOLD ME TO PUT IT WITH THE REST OF MY WORKS..SO ...HERE IT IS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I EXCEPT A MIRACLE..LOOK 4 IT 2 HAPPENS EVERY DAY..I ALWAYS LOOK TO GOD AND ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LISTEN TO ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHAT HE HAS 2 SAY...SOMETIMES IT COMES AS A VISION...SOMETIMES..FROM A FRIEND WHOSE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ KIND....BUT WHATEVER WAY HE CHOOSE 2 SEND IT...I MAKE SURE ..THAT I'M NOT BLIND...I ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LOOK FOR A MIRACLE EVERY DAY..KNOWING..WHAT IT'S ABOUT..I'M SO SURE OF THIS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HAPPENING...IT MAKES ME HAPPY AND SMILE.....I THANK YOU FOR HAVING FAITH..LOOKIN2 HIM ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ IN EVERY WAY...4 ALL IT TAKES IS PATIENCE AND WAITE...YOU CAN BELIEVE..EVERY WORD ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THAT HE SAYS...TO MY DAUGTHER..SHEILA...(MOTHER)..ARTELIA B JORDAN..THANKS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~MOM..LOVYA MUCH.. I'M PROUD 2 B YOUR DAUGHTER...STRENGTH STILL STANDS...I'LL B YOUR AFTEMATH..YOUR SOUL'S ALLIANCE..GIFTED..WHERE ELSE DOES ONE'S TALENTS COME FROM..THE BLODD..THICKER THAN..WATER..SHEILA..