Saturday, December 12, 2009

Urban Dictionary: sheila

Sheila:
is a
worshiping word
for a
beautiful
mysterious woman that one of
your mates knows on a
first
name basis,
but
you have never met."

Friday, December 11, 2009

holiday poems..food 4 thought

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I've
been
woven,
through
crust of labor.
a figure wrapped
in
cloth..
Mistletoe & holly's
blessing
from being born a child
of Abraham & Mary the
true
meaning
of hark..
~~~~
the
Angels sing..
the glory
~~~
of Yuletide Carols
spreads the news ..
the trinity..
ur new born KING is
named..BABY
JESUS..wrapped in
scrolls of fabric..2 whom..
bells will ring in his honor..
LIFE..
we lift our hands..praise
him..The Almighty Son of
GOD..the reason
for CHRISTIANITY..
WEARS a child
his mother's
close embrace..his father's
way 2 CREATE
spending time..
as Santa Claus..w/his
reindeers... his sled
full of toys..while being disguised..
but..knowing all the time
This day compliments..what
being Blessed..THE IMAGE OF
ur Flesh and blood
mortality..
The rights of living
the
WORD..THE
TRUTH & LIGHT OF DAYS
GIVEN
Chanukah...
CHRISTMAS..happy Merry..
KWANZAA..UMOJA
W/A SMILE
we celebrate w/ a church choir
singing AVA MARIA..
PEACE & GOOD WILL 2 U AND TO ALL
GOD BLESS
Create...Sheila T Jordan
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MAYA ANGELOU
"I've learned that people will
forget what you said,
people will forget what you did,
but people will never forget
how you made them feel.'
(More inspiration in my new film:
The Black Candle A Kwanzaa Celebration A Film
By M.K. Asante Jr. theblackcandle.com
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Monday, December 7, 2009

"CLEANING HOUSE 2009 Last Week I threw out worrying,
it was getting old and in the way. It kept me from being me;
I couldn't do things God's way. I threw out a book on MY PAST (Didn't have time to read it anyway). Replaced it with NEW GOALS,
started reading it today. I threw out hate and bad memories, (Remember how I treasured them so)? Got me a NEW PHILOSOPHY too,
threw out the one from long ago. Brought in some new books too,
called I CAN, I WILL, and I MUST. Threw out I might, I think and I ought. WOW, you should've seen the dust. I ran across an OLD FRIEND,
I hadn't talked to in a while. His name is GOD the Father,
and I really like His style. He helped me to do some cleaning
and added some things Himself. Like PRAYER, HOPE, FAITH and LOVE, Yes... I placed them right on the shelf. I picked up this special thing
and placed it at the front door. I FOUND IT- it's called
PEACE..
Nothing gets me down anymore. Yes, I've got my house looking nice. Looks good around the place. For things like Worry and Trouble
there just isn't any space. It's good to do a little house cleaning, Get rid of the things on the shelf. It sure makes things brighter;
maybe you should TRY IT YOURSELF. BE BLESSED AND BE A
BLESSING TO SOMEONE ELSE!!!! May the Lord open the
windows of heaven
and pour you out
a blessing that You will not have room enough
to receive it all."

Friday, December 4, 2009

A Sermon 4 ALL IN NEED OF PRAYER

"Matthew 10:32 says:
'Whoever acknowledges
Me before men, I will acknowledge
him before
My Father in heaven. But whoever disowns
Me before men, I will disown him before
My Father in heaven'"
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OH GRACIOUS
GOD IN
HEAVEN
as I reach the days in my Life
grant me the spiritual guidance
you taught me..the wisdom
to change what stands in the
way of righteousness & give me
the knowledge to keep my
future w/ honor respect for
my friends and neighbors..
my family, the world and it's
family..whenever there is a
stone which throws it's powers to
defend the good of man..allow me as
the shield of countless wreckening
be cast out of forcing it's direction..
to aim , harm the good in everyone
let my people defend themselves..
the body & blood of Jesus..
what wears the mighty wind of
rain and thunder
in all that I say..do and obey
in the name of Christ ,Our
KING..Father God..amen
BY..Sheila T Jordan
CREATE
"Matthew 10:32 says: 'Whoever acknowledges Me before men, I will acknowledge him before My Father in heaven. But whoever disowns Me before men, I will disown him before My Father in heaven'"

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Nas Busted For DUI | Hello Beautiful

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"UPDATE: How’s this for a twist. We just got info from the courts — Nas’ DUI case has been administratively dismissed. The reason — not enough evidence, because his drug test “came back negative for drugs, including marijuana.” Interesting, especially because Nas admitted to cops he had been smoking weed"
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THE CORE
OF INSECURITIES
SPEAKS WITH A SINGLEPIECE OF
PROPOSAL
WHAT BREAKS MY STONED LIFE..
A VITAL HAZARD
TO SCORN WHAT GAVE ME
VIOLINS PLAYING
CONQUERS IT'S
DISPLAYS OF MARITAL
DOWNPOUR
DEPOSITS BROKEN OUTAGE
FINDS ME IN CHRONIC
I SORE
LOOKING AT..AN NATIONAL
FIGURE ..LOSING MYSELF
FROM HER VENOM..
MY CASHFLOW
AS THE HIGH PRICE
OF WINNING
WHAT CAN'T STOP
FEELINGS..
I STILL BECOME THE IMFIMITE
ICON OF HIP-HOP
WHILE LIFE FLOWS
ONE PUFF AT A TIME..SINGLING
ME OUT...A DAD W/NO
WIFE..SO I SMOKE WEED..
SO BE IT..LET ME MAKE MY OWN
MISTAKES IN PUBLIC
WHERE U FOUND ME..INNOCENT
AND UR POINT IS...
NAS REMAIN DA MAN OF
MUSIC..GOD'S WORD..THE FINAL
DECISION OF GUILT...
WEALTHY..LIVING LIFE EAZY..A
FREE G
ENUFF SAID..I'M DONE...
QUEENSBRIDGE> REPRESENTING
THIS BROTHA IS MY FRIEND..I NOT LET THE MEDIA
WHIP HIS AZZ..LIKE THEY DID WITH BROWN VS RIANNAH
PEACE..CREATE..Sheila T Jordan.
CREATE.

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"CREATIVITY..
THE VOICE OF WORDS WRITTEN..
LOUD..MEEK..HUMBLE WORTHY..FREEDOM..LIBERATION..
SURVIVAL..
POVERTY..SEEKING WHATS ASK...ON MY MIND..EQUALS 2..
COMPROMISE..
~~~~
SPEECH.."
I'm in the public eye...the applause begins..
where my womanly fashion..
stares out of strength
where ur soul wears me..breathin in comfort
compassion..reaches 2 perform..
I grab the mic commence 2 speak..In times of hope
in regards 2 defeat,what charged me as a
victim of voice..leads immaturity..the
youthfulness..holds on 2 demands..I gather my
documents..look straight at my opponent & with a loud
cry..I speak..I'm sick & tired of challenges
..the almighty verse, which beats up on..seeking
the truth..the light and the ways of living
the body, beautiful.. the skin..desirable..
the mind..sensible and the heart..humble..
these are what makes me compliable 2 man..
he connects w/eyes of a plan..
he shares his wisdom..he feeds my system..he
restores..what breaks hardships..where her centerpiece
of LOVE..shines through outlook..he nuture's
her back 2..paradise..a Island of mercy..he
repairs her victory..he knows just how she graces the floor
with her legacy.. what features..sadness..thinkin kindness
although she's a threat 2 sistahs who see no friendship
he becomes the cherished seedfaith..where love
merinates her heart..wears her, his roleplay..
her soulmate..confidant,brotha, companion..
even though it becomes very difficult to resist his charm
his warmth..kind, sweet appetizing delite..
I am a woman of respect..I live a single root..the grain
of fiber 2 release all things not intended2 become..HIS bark..
where my tree still stands PLANTED on a piece of LAND..
NEVER owned as..His PROPERTY
Just a single verse in harmony..waiting for the rights
2 b..One More with feelin..U
EVER so Humble..somebody's girl..
his ..forever...a Vantage Queen..invisable..his hotazz
harlem street..with no desire mention..should
I take a bow..or should I apologize 4 being
one love determine 2..Create..
a mountain outta of hotel rooms..right where
I remain..long distance..
STILL STANDING..
grow up..SiStaHgIrL..>I'mNoTdAoNe
Sheila T Jordan..CREATION

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

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"The purpose of art
is not simply to show the world as it is,
but as it could be.' -Paul Robeson" As the totem pole which swept u from
under the break of storms...
where i love everything about your form...
with a sweet sense of kind verse..
u angle me with succulent taste of Nubian fiber
enrich with blood that comes from royalty and dignified speech..
a sound that stretches throughout our history,
my Idol of masterpiece..
who i always identified my Partner and ace..
Lannie Ross..his double the reason I claim him...
the foundation of characters in an ode form mannerisms..
I always saw this man..as my equal to perfection..
one who shapes the coloric atmosphere of our times..an artist...
singer...politician...
playwright..the 2 are my Idols of destintion..
swave..cool..devenure..handsome..my king of the Jungle..
a masterpiece theatre all wrapped up into one term..dignified..
for the Love of my Idol..Mr Paul Robeson..the great..
this is where I see talent emerged inside Mr Ross..
i'm waiting for this moment to arrive..
Create..Sheila T Jordan

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Monday, November 30, 2009

"Tyler Perry
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Big Announcement! I wanted to tell you this before the tickets went on sale in most places….Madea is officially going on tour! That's right, a Madea play, live on tour! I have managed to carve out about a year to go on the road and see you all again. I gotta tell you, I have missed you. There is nothing like a live performance and if you've never seen a Madea play, then you haven't seen Madea at all. It is an experience, just ask someone who's seen it…..SMILE It's been 5 years since I've been on the road and the timing just happened to fall right into place. I needed to get away from Hollywood for a second…clear my head. There is no better way to do that than to come out and see your faces and be reminded of where this all started. The show is called MADEA'S BIG HAPPY FAMILY. I'm going to come through as many cities as I can. I know I can't get to all of them but I'll try and get as close as I can. Get your tickets early! I want you to have the opportunity to get good seats first before the rest of the country hears about the advertising, ok?"
NYC...January28-31...WAMU

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"We can say
'Peace on Earth.' We can sing about it,
preach about it or pray about it, but if we have not internalized
the mythology to make it happen inside us,
then it will not be.” – Betty Shabazz''

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Maya Angelou Facebook Home: "Here, on the pulse of this new day You may have the grace to look up and out And into your sister's eyes, and into Your brother's face, your country And say simply Very simply With hope -- Good morning.'"

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Quote 462-A NY STATE OF MINE

Quote 462: "Do you see this? N-Y-P-D! Means I will knock your punk-ass down"

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"The last time I was in love the feeling was strong I had the perfect girl but the timing was wrong A coal won't turn to diamond if the pressure ain't on So I put the pressure on her now my girl is gone I gave her more then a man with money & land I had a ten year plan in which to expand But she cashed in her stocks for money in hand It was like trying to plant a rose in the middle of sand Regardless of the fact that I invested in that I gave her every thing she earned with the interest intact Chapter 11 love took the shirt off my back Like a long distance runner who ran out of track Like a block of dry ice firm in your grasp It burns the flesh off like forgetting the past Even roll up my pennies piggy bank gets smashed Open up a trust fund and then I would ask Her for a joint account in a bank of glass So she could see what we had and what we could amass"
song 4 this day...NOV 29th..
happy anniversary
my friend..
starts our blogging 2 yrs ago today
Heartbreak Hotel
By
Michael Jackson

SLAVE 2 THE RHYTHM

THOUGH EFFICIENCY
LOVE AND RESPECT FOR
THE HUMAN WHICH MAKES THERE
OWN DECISIONS..GAINS WISDOM OUT OF
CONSTANT REGRETS..WHERE UR
HEART IS MADE OF STONE AND NEGLECT
WHERE THE MIND COMES IN 2 CONQUER
WHAT GAVE U THE INITIATIVE
TO BETTER ONE'SELF
NOT 2 BLAME THE WORLD AND IT'S
ACCOMPLISHMENTS
WHERE U SEE NO POINT IN
HEARING WHAT'S RIGHT OR WRONG
TAKE A LOOK AT WHAT IT IS
SAY TO URSELF..I AM LOVE
WITHOUT USING HARSH CRITICISM
WHEN THE BATTLE STILL WEARS SCARS FROM WHAT
CAN'T GET OVER
FEELING LIKE I'M NOT IN FAULT
KNOWING ALL THE TIME..IT'S
A STRUGGLE TO LET GO AND LET GOD..like a slave
2 the rhythm of a NOBEL PRIZE winner's speech..
AMEN
SAVE UR SOUL...Create
Sheila T Jordan
Change does not roll in on the wheels of inevitability, but comes through continuous struggle. And so we must straighten our backs and work for our freedom. A man can't ride you unless your back is bent.” –Dr. Martin Luther King"
O V E R..

Saturday, November 28, 2009

"If" Rudyard Kipling

"Rudyard Kipling written in 1910 for his 12 years-old son John If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated don't give way to hating And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream--and not make dreams your master, If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim, If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build ‘em up with worn-out tools, If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breathe a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after they are gone, And hold on when there is nothing in you Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!' If you can talk with cowards and keep your virtue, Or walk with kings--nor lose the common touch, If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you, If all men count with you, but none too much; If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds worth of distance run Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it, And--which is more--you'll be a Man, my son!"

Love Quotes

Love Quotes: "'I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.' Anonymous 3.
love quote:' Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?' Cinderella 4.
love quote: 'Love is a canvas furnished by Nature and embroidered by imagination.' Voltaire 5.
love quote: 'Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.' Anonymous 6.
love quote:'It is love, not reason, that is stronger than death.' Thomas Mann"

Thursday, November 26, 2009

PROGRESS REPORT

Today ..
I am standing strong and merciful..
mother's condition is well..she's recovering
beautiful
although I am counting the hours ..
days weeks of her recovery..
it's really helping me..
but at the same time ..as I stare,
taking notice ..shes so sweet and gentle..
she talking well..
but with the condition of her sight..
keeps me down..
I can't let on what's going through my mind..
so I keep smiling..laughing along with what she does..
how she moves..when I bathe her..
her body is so frailly..
I have to catch myself from holding back the tears..
her eyes are stretched out..
where she tries to see..
her smile reasures you..shes feeling good..
her appetite is excellent..
her comfort is well appreciated...
she had a few days of
missing her bowel movements..
I bought some things in which to correct the problem..
where it worked..she loves that activia..
so do I..lol
she whispered in my ear after the aide left one night..
I didn't want to worry anyone..
but,
it took alot outta me to get it out..
Iask..why didn't u say something ..mom..
she replied..just didn't wanna bother u sheila..
but all and all..
shes cleaned herself out..
was happy..thank God for this..thank you for listening...
Create..Sheila T Jordan
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"'So always trust the Lord because He is forever our mighty rock.' Isaiah 26:4 God Bless You,"

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Daily Bible Verse on Facebook

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"November 25, 2009: hAPpYbIrThDay> ANtHoNy bErRy<
He would have been 52 today..
(Tammy & NATHAN 'S dad) For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God."
u are thought of..

Past Life Analysis

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"Your past life diagnosis: I don't know how you feel about it, but you were male in your last earthly incarnation. You were born somewhere in the territory of modern North China around the year 1350. Your profession was that of a builder of roads, bridges and docks. Your brief psychological profile in your past life: Revolutionary type. You inspired changes in any sphere - politics, business, religion, housekeeping. You could have been a leader. The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation: You are bound to learn to understand other people and to meet all difficulties of life with a joyful heart. You should help others by bringing them a spirit of joy. Do you remember now?"

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"To: cws812je Subject: HELLO SWEETIE HELLO SWEETIE, MY NAME IS RANSFORD, AND AM A SINGLE, I SAW UR PROFILE AND I WAS MUCH IMPRESSED SO I DECIDED TO GET TO KNOW U WELL. DO U HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER SO THAT WE CAN CHAT THERE NOW , MINE IS ransford15@yahoo.com GIVE ME YOUR ID SO THAT I CAN ADD U NOW SO THAT WE CAN CHAT THERE NOW AND GET TO KNOW MORE ABOUT EACH OTHER, STAY BLESSED UNTIL WE CHAT"

THE WORD SHALL SET U FREE

"If you don't
stand for something,
you'll fall for anything!"
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Righteous beliefs conquers
the mighty sound..speaks..forms it's own
barriers.. what breaks
the comfort for release..holds on to
the very platforms of feline
where I COME..the storms of nature..raddles
the chains..asking ..what can I do 4..
while the target of demands closes
innocence w/ loud audience..interuptions
alerts the soul ..what fights to incorporate..
shakes the room with mellowtoff cocktails w/slurred
speech..what wants 2 b a role as
talent behind what can't read..signs on a board
takes the floor..smiles..but settles
for thunda unrehearsed..
left on a platform..motionless
like..the 3 ds of scripture
defy..determine..what's the definition
to becoming a slow discovery.. a
new beginning..as the role call takes it's
place..commence 2 beatme.. I continue in battle..
bones crackin..
blowing it..Jazz is talking..what can I do
NOTHING..falling..broken..left..no words..
to defeat..what can't stand on his
own 2 feet...
Create

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I will keep his praises..I shall live by council..
absorb like a sponge..
the knowledge..to transport words from food of a lesser God fed..
what walks the path..but lives beyond christanity.. I will restorate..
gain wisdom of food lacking... the plate served ..Create

Monday, November 23, 2009

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MY VERSE..
Be ETERNAL..
THOUGH UR DAYS ARE
COUNTED..UR..
LIFE IS PRECIOUS AND YOUR
HEART BE..THE
WISDOM & THE KNOWLEDGE
TO BARE ALL THINGS..
SUPPORT
ALL THING PROTECT
ALL THING, DO ALL THING..BE
CHRISTLIKE
IN UR SOUL..ON THANKSGIVING &
THROUGHOUT THE HOLIDAYS..
AS A CIRCLE OF LOVE..AMEN
PEACE..CREATE
"November 23, 2009
Therefore let all Israel be assured of this: God has made this Jesus, whom you crucified, both Lord and Messiah. Acts 2:36"

Sunday, November 22, 2009

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Read Note - BlackPlanet.com: "From: justchat Sex: Male Location: Miami, FL Age: 50 Last Login: 7 hours ago"

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"
Date: 20 hours ago Category: Community To: cws812je Subject: Re: justchat tried to send you an IM Hello again. I did live near Baisley Park, and I attended August Marttin also. What I wouldn't give for some rockaway Fish House right now..... LOL By the way, I'm Daniel and it's nice to meet you Shelia ------ Original note ------ From: cws812je"

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"You may encounter
many defeats, but you must not
be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary
to encounter the defeats , so that you can
know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can
still come out of it.
' –Dr. Maya Angelou

Friday, November 20, 2009

Amateur Illustrator - Galleries - freakyross's galleries/The lyfen' tym3z uf Fr3aKy R0$$ stumblin over Jakk Danny's/the african mask-arade

lets go bac..
not 2 far..just enuff 2
feature what I had
admired..this brotha finds himself..a G..
with
a definite means to survive..
I was going through
some yahoo past & presents..although it was
not by accident
I ran across this talented man
but..sometimes when u love a person..
become the flesh
of one's being..I discovered
he reminded me of
my past brotha
Leonard..
the art form..
the many ways his innocence
leaves words indescribable..
decent mannerisms
respect for whomever..this is how
I determined
my Love was creation..
what the mind feeds through..
a polished gentlemen who
has character..a need
2 b recognized..where eyes just stay
elsewhere
your goals in life leads u,
as the example
where age moves u .. growth elevates ur
stamina..claims u adult..where time
gave you gift..to spread ur wings and fly
become the flight emerged
u are by far,my hero
I've admired so much and now as I give my
friend..some words of advice
when the earth circulates the moon
365 days of the year..facing difficult
times in the economy..
jobs are hard to come by
King..
please stop and smell the roses
what breathe a fragrance of performance
arts & entertainment has been
left on ur doorstep..whatever you do..
however
it's been accomplished..
I will always believe in you
if ur kind of love I interprets as fallin...
yeah
somethin like what on going..but..truth b
said..ur mind I cherished..
I got philosophy
that speaks..in order 2 energize a battery..
u gotta apply the powers that wears
the elect..
the tools 2 enhance
performance..this is where I come
as creation..the rib
of friendship spoken..
i wanna seeya
make it my partner..wanna see what's
been on hold..
words intensified
hands doing..what God gave u..
thought
I mention...the crush of Love
was for the love
of brainpower..I feed off of knowledge..
faith..I have in you
as ..Success..all I see..
a very smart
brotha..stayin focused..like
your poetry
reads..I won't let u go..why..
ur a POET..A WRITER
A TECH...KNOWLED=GEEE
AND MOST OF ALL
LOVE4 ART
When I found u..then
it was heaven..if i appear 2 b in ur way
forgive me..But..
GOD made no dummy's
logic..I happen 2 dig
brightlights in dark places...1~MIC~
CENTERSTAGE
where my callin speaks
my bloodlne..
~FAMILY~
WHAT YOU'VE
become..Sheila T Jordan
loveya..

One Chance..One Moment

"This is where I become..one ounce.. memories..the past ..future and what remains a symbol ..what gives back to..this blog, I shared so many things, which is none to mention...nothing special.. but years of finding myself approval... where the eyes are shifty..sneaky and disturbing .. to say the least...but in my days.. down the road of depression and sadness... there a kind heart..a soft effect .. whats been so outta touch with reality, the hourglass of love..quickly evaporates .. like a dry sahara desert..I enter the life of a scorned female.. sending a message in a bottle.. paving a way for results hidden .. a story left to reveal...the pages of our archives, a family left to discover.. faces with no indentity...gone in search to b . support and meet the demands of tomorrow...4 today..
Create..Sheila T Jordan"
"What a beautiful e-mail from my beautiful sister-in-law...........I thank you so very much. Norma"

my son's affects of mom at the Hospital / on release

this broke me up..
touching..Memories
of 911..only worst..he visualizes
her
where memories of his grandma living
is alive, but seeing her in a condition
that soon will bring the R E A L I T Y
he repeats Trauma all over again..
something
we have no control of
but to wait, make
moms days happy, comfortable
with L O V E
Create
He writes me..the night we left the hospital..
Monday
"I apologize for not seeing you and grandmother off today. The combination of being overtired and really not being emotionally ready (although I thought I was) was a bit much. I love you, too, lady."
***H A P P Y *** T H A N K S G I V I N G S***
FROM
***
THE
****J O R D A N *** F A M I L Y****
were all in prayer
I was assigned to her
from the family
so..this is what i will be doing
until..God Bless YOU all
hospice is what
my mother care provider
is
this will be her needs at home
where everything will b
provided.. all and everything
for her..Thank you..HOSPICE

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"the one thing I learned in life..if ur calm sense..they'll b no non-sense..once u follow innersense..u become one 2 prevent.. when this happens...all sense and purpose is well understood..all day ..every day..go in Peace..it knows no battles or convictions or charges..NONE.. the accused.."Create

Thursday, November 19, 2009

HINDU LOVECRY

Thought I only knew as secrets
I saturated my own mischief..on weekends in secret..while that train sat..the ride..
I will share..U as my affair..I will hold ur dreams 2 release my nightmares..I
will lift u up from being scared..when my love grows deep.. send a message by text..
playing WHAT LOVE GOT TA DO with it.. just allow the ride ..it's comfort2 become our meeting..
where the train boards u..succulent sweet liquor..
wine..ROSE RED & warm embrace...so we move like the sounds of locomotion,
while lights..camera..action disappears in the dark... a cabin..where noone hears us flirt..moan..jerk..
where our bodies are closely heated...the steam is skeeting ..
among the engine so loud..we escape a crown .. indulge in love..
nobody hears..but suspects us..of silence
locked away from the world love meets him..
the one who saw eyes that sparkled so dapper..staring back...wanting a chance 2 feel how would we b on .
.a weekend growing in Seattle..ALL A BOARD number>1284..TRACK 3...
What met a friendship...becomes relationship...so we are so shy a first...he said..meet me every weekend..
no expenses paid..it's on me..I will show you love& all I have 2 give...she smiles, a mother of 2 kids..
a widow..early at 39.. so as the story continues... it's a year LATER...
she cries the blues..meets a friend in need of conversation..
from the lost of a love one..my husband..but he is the train ride met..I grieve outter love..my hurt grows fonder..
wanting his love..meeting in quiet places...
sharing good times...holding me ..kissing..but never give
him my personal space.. what separates him from my hearts of affection,
the love of my daughters..14 and 19.. so be the times render..the hours giving my heart 2 love..
as I walk the pages written another man I can't get enough of..the smiling face..
his beautiful red skin, eyes that makes me wanna keep him closer here..inNYC..QUEENS
how does one go drifting back and forth..having a good time...sharing me...on the weekends..
feeling so right..knowing by rightious rule of my faith..it's not right..
the man's married..
with children while I am the mistress in waiting..
where love waits for a new..
right here at home...God U reign Supreme counsel..my soul in place of sin..
where my muslim beliefs..challenges my spiritual wisdom 2 change..me..sancuary...I pray to Ali for strength and self respect..
for life leading me ..with courage & pride..in ur name...although I know ..
the earth counts my days..my soul wears no decay of dismissal in faith,
I extend my hand..as ur friend..where u decide..who is best..where nearest to my heart..leaves no closeness or scandal...
far away still remains inside..until then I become..ur answer2..faith..arrive unannounced..
Discipline..my choice still lives..yours..Peace sheila T Jordan...
Dedicated 2 a sistah of hope in love..OUR aide..
Farina FOR mother...A CRY 4 HELP..Create Hindu speaks through me..