Saturday, March 28, 2009

HARLEM CAME OUT IN SUPPORT FOR A LEUKEMIA VICTIM TODAY..WOW

this weekend took a toil on me..had a lotta ideas about what should i be giving of myself as a fund raiser..so i had a friend from Georgia ..my sista..soulja of radio and blog..non other than Shaspeaks on da air @ blog.com...she had to do a funraiser today ..for such a beautiful lil girl from Harlem..whose will die ..if she don't get a bone Marrow transplant in two months...the weather was kinda overcast and cloudy...i was waiting for Sha to ring my chimes..so i woke with the best of intentions..got myself up and i was so ready to get going...well..it's not quite as simple as that ..when your in charge of seeing to your mom's health..making sure her bed is cleaned and dried ..due to her over excessive wet problem and stubborn eating habits..so i made sure everything was in order..got my call..was out the door...i started feeling for some reason ..so sick...i knew my stomach..had a good meal b4 i left the house..but for some reason..i kept feeling like i forgot something back at home..don't ya get that feeling u didn't finished what u was suppose to do...sure nuff..i realize..i left the food out on the stove...so i had my granddaughter to come downstairs and put it away..guess what!!!..it was gone...who ate it..non other than the both of my grand ....ok..i was pleased but..that was my meal when i got home this evening..LOLOLO..well we arrived in Harlem..where all the photographers was waiting for Connie..that's sha's real name..so i sat back and waited for this lil girl to arrive with her mother...as the crowd started coming around the gate..where she would b arriving..i just had to check out some of those badges on Malcolm and martin luther k..they have so many black artifacts that takes me back to the 70s..i love Harlem ..what it has to offer our people..by the time i got my badges..the lil girl had arrived..she was adorable and i fell in love with her gorgeous smile and vital signs ..which were so abrupt and on point..but what was looking so strong..healthy and rejuvenated..lack what was her lifesupport.. knowing all the time..the days and night were upon her existence..and i felt so nervous...scared for her..she is 11 years old..so after the photo shots with Sha.. we all walked around with the mother ..while sha was interviewing her mother.. she came over to me and smiled ..said ..what is your name and i just stared..got tongue-tide..said..sheila and she replied hello ms sheila..how are you..and at that moment..a chill went right down my back..smiled and turned my face..couldn't stand it..not being able to help her..other than the test..for a bone marrow.. when the interview with sha was over..she asked if i wanted to give..and i replied..GIVE..as in bone marrow sample..my heart started pumping ..my head was like not understanding her Question ..but understood..that was a tough thing to respond to..but i did..i turned and sorry..it's a personal thing with me..but i couldn't do it and now ya know..i was a coward..for a whole day..feeling so neglected ..uneazy..ashamed..but why?..would you have done this??..ask yourself this Q; as a result to this story...the mother find out i was into poetry..well.. the next test was even more difficult than the bone marrow sample..she wanted me to write a poem for her daughter..while Sha..was like...what are ya gonna say Sheila??..i said ..of course i will...and well..the rest is jam and jelly on crackers..i spread the flava..carried it home with me and well..i got it offline in my documents..ready to present to Emily's mother..she is the leukemia poster child..i don't know how i let Sha get me into such a Darius position but..i'm the melody..harmony and song of this precious lil princess..where love called and icame to the rescue after all...just wanted to say..i had a job to do for a life..worth living..thank u Jesus.. i be blessed in the spirit and be thankful in the process..peace to u all..save a life once more..how refreshing is this..thanks Sha for your photoshot today..and harlem reacts on the behalf of so many people ..who gave back and left a smile on emily faceand her mother.. god bless..peace..the photo shots were sowly the property of blog enterprise and united broadcasting company..i have to get the photos by permission from SHASPEAKS herself to advertise..sorry folks..have to wait..Create