PASSION / WITH A KISS/AND/ MAN'S TOUCH

FIRST THE BLOOD RACES..THEN..WE LAY AMONG OWNESS... DEVOUR WHAT BECOMES..A SMILE WITH SUCH CLEVER INDULGENCE..WHERE EYES MEET FIRE..WHERE FLAMES ERUPT.. WHERE I BEGIN TO EMPOWER MY BABY LOVE AND HER COMPULSION..WHAT WRAPS YOU INNA TWINE..BECOMES WHAT DIALATES HER PERFORMANCE..WITH A QUICK DRINK OF SPIRITS.. HEALING..WHAT WAS ONCE HER LIFE URGES AND SUPERIOR.. COMPASSIONATE OF KISSES..THE TORCH SONG..WHERE THE ROOM SPINS THE BOTTLE COMESTO A HALT..WHAT PRETENDS TO PLAY ON TOP INSTEAD..SHE HOLDS HERSELF BACK..GETS A GRIP.. WHERE FINGERTIPS GLIDES THROUGH SKIN..WHAT FITS..RUBS HIM RIGHT..QUIET GRINS AND MATURE MASCULINITY..SHE GREETS ON TOUR..WHERE HE TRAVELS DOWN MEMORY LANE.. ONE FORBIDDEN FRUIT LEFTNUDE..WHERE I PLACE MY LOVE ON TIME OUT..FOUND A RESIDENT OF SILENT OUTBURST.. KEFT RECHARGED..THE FLICKER..A CANDLE PUTS OUT AND LEAVES HER SPEECHLESS..BEYOND RECOGNITION..LOOKING SEXUALLY PROVOCATIVE..THE CALL OF THE WILD NIGHT.. THE DAY OF LIGHT..WHERE MORNING BREAKS..WHERE SLEEP NEVER MET..AN INVITATION 2 SUPPER..SO IM YOUR REST.. FOR EVENINGS LEFT..UNDONE..CONTINUATIONS ARE IN ORDER. WHERE WORKOUTS COMPLETES LOVE..HAPPILY EVER AFTER.. BUT..THERE'S NO GUARANTEES..JUST A LEFTOVER MOMENT..THERAPY IN SESSION..WITH NO FORMALITIES..NO REGRETS..A FINE BODY MASSAGE AND ACOOL BATH W/ CALGON.. TAKE ME AWAY..HERCULES..HERCULES,,HERCULES...CREATE

MY VISIONAIRES/ FLOWERS/.A START TO A NEW PROPOSAL

I LOOK AT YOU..MY FLOWER..AS A LOVE..I CAN'T EXPRESS HOW I FEEL..WITH THESE WORDS..I THEE WED..I GIVE MY UTMOST COMPASSION..DESIRE..I CLIMB TO THE HIGHEST MOUNTAIN..I GO TO THE DEEPEST DEPTHS OF PERFECTION..I OWN WHAT PRINCIPLES LEAVES... THE ARCH OF TRIUMPHS..PARIS..THE LOCATION..WHAT FEELS..WHAT MY SOUL EMBRACES.. YOU..FOR SO MANY LIFETIMES..U GAVE ME HUMBLE PREFIX..WHAT REPAIRS..LEAR'S IT'S COMFORT..WARMS THE HEART THAT THROBS..BEATS A THOUSAND AND ONE TIMES..THE NATURE OF SIMPLICITY SCORES..PLACES YOU..AS THE EVERLASTING PALPITATIONS..WHERE I AM THE MONITOR..KEEPS A CHECK ON MY TEMPERATURE..WHAT MOMENTARILY INCREASED HIGH BLOOD LEVEL..WHERE I BECOME A SEASON..YOUR STIMULATE..AN ANTIDOTE FOR HAPPINESS IN LOVE..LIFE SIGNALS..MEASUREMENTS OF TIME IN A SENTIMENT..PAGES IN RHYME...THE FULFILLMENT..OF WRITING..WHAT PUTS US..THE BEST OF TIMES AND THE WORST OF PAST ANTICS..WHERE TEARS HELD ME SO CLOSE AND YET..MY LONG AWAITED TOUCH..FADES IN2 U..THE DESERT SUNSET..HOT..WHERE WE CONGREGATED..A LINK..JUST ENOUGH 2 CONNECT DISTANCE..A JOURNEY WORTH THE PAGES ALLOWED ME TO EXPLAIN..FOREVER IS NOT FORGOTTEN..WHERE WE'LL REMAIN..ONE..A MEMORY..WHAT BINDS ME AND U..MUTUAL...A FLOWER..THE TRIBUTE OF PEACE AND LOVE...MARCH IS OVER..THE CONCLUSIONS OF.. MEMORIES IN SPRING..WHAT OPENS..A NEW CHAPTER...WHAT CLINGS..WHAT DRIPS RAINDROPS THINK..WE..OUR LOVE..WRAPPED ME..THE ORANGE BOUQUET..WHERE DAISIES..FEELS LONELY..LIKE YOUR BUSHEL OR HONEYSUCKLE ROSES..FROM WHENCE CREATED...A FLOWER..UNIDENTIFIED..A SECRET GARDEN...WITH ME AS..YOUR FLORAL ARRANGEMENT.. THE WEDDING..A STORY WITH LOVE IN MIND FOR NEWLYWEDS..CREATE

MY SON'S PROGRESS...AWARENESS..WITH AIDS FUNDRAISING

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS IS LOVE STORY..WHERE MY SON'S MAGNIFICENT TALENTS AND SKILLZ KEEPS HIM MOTIVATIVELY SOUND..WHERE ..AT THIS TIME..HE IS STRIVING TO ACHIEVE A GOAL..HE INTENDS TO RAISE $1000.00 FOR THE AIDS RESEARCH WHERE..NOW..HE WAS ABLE TO RAISE A GRAND TOTAL OF..AT THIS POINT.. $500.00.. SO MANY PEOPLE..EVERYDAY ARE DYING..STILL..WITHOUT A CURE.. WILL STILL BE HOLDING ON FOR A WORTHY CAUSE..IN THE PAST MONTHS..RESEARCH HAS FOUND THE STATISTICS INDICATES THERES AN OVER POPULATION OF AFRICAN AMERICANS THAT ARE DETECTED..AND WOMAN WAS FOUND TO BE THE HIGHEST RATE OF INFECTED FROM THE YEARS 2004-2008..AN INCREASE WILL BE ADDED FOR 2009.. WON'T BE IDENTIFIED..THIS IS A DISTURBING PREDICTTIONS..PLEASEEE..FOR YOUR OWNPROTECTION..KEEP THIS IN MIND..WHERE LOVE DON'T LIVE INSIDE..DETECTS.. INFECTS..LOSES LIVES..SAVE A LIFE..YOUR OWN..GET YOURSELVES CHECKED OUT.. USE PROTECTION AT ALL TIMES..WHEN LOVE TELLS U ..IT WON'T HURT..WHO IS.. WHAT DENIES..A HEART OR ANY OTHER ORGAN..FOR THAT MATTER..WON'T MAKE CONTACT..THROUGH A BLOOD TRANSFUSION AN INFECTION..THROUGH A HEART..THAT PREDICTS HISDEFECTS..KNOWS IT'S HISLIFE..BUT..REFUSE TO DIE PHILOSOPHICALLY.. STAY IN DENIAL..FROM THE TRUTH..THERES SO MANY PEOPLE THAT TAKES LIFE AS IT'SBEST FRIEND..SUPPORT THE CURE..FIGHTS UNTIL..SCIENCE CONTINUES TESTING.. WHERE ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE..GOD BLESSYOU SON...REMAIN THE STRENGTH.. INTEGRITY AND REMEDY..TO SEEK THE GIFT OF AIDS RECOVERY..THROUGHOUT OUR EXISTENCE..FOR ALL GMHC..GRIOT SOCIETY ANDTHE LIFE OF ALL THE HUMAN RACE... GOD BLESS US ALL..IN A WORLD WHERE IT'S NOT JUST THEGAY POPULATION..IN AMERICAN..BUT ALL AROUND THE CONTINENT OF AFRICA..WHERE MILLIONS WERE DETECTED.. IN A PLACE WITH NO MEDICAL SUPPLIES..BRUTAL DEVISTATION..SLAVERY..RAPE..PLEASE IF YOU HAVE A HEART..GO HELP AIDS RESEARCHFIND A CURE..BECOME THE MAJORITY.. NOT A LACK OF KNOWING..I TOOK CLASSES WHENI WORKED FORHOME ATTENDING..NURSES AIDE..A VISITING NURSE SERVICE.PROGRAM..WHERE I WAS SEND OUT ..TO HOMES..TAKING CARE OF THESE DEFENSELESS VICTIM..WITH NO HOPE..MET WONDERFUL..EVERYDAY PEOPLE.. WITH A BEAUTIFUL HOME..FAMILIES WITH CHILDREN..I LOSTA VICTIM MYSELF..R.I.P ..ROBERT..IF HE HAD OF BEEN ALIVETO THIS DAY..HE WOULD HAVE BEEN 46..MY SISTER'S SON..HER ONLY CHILD..DIED IN 1988..WHERE I REMEMBER WHEN I LIVED AROUND THE CORNER..WITH MY KIDS..HE CAMEOVER SAT DOWN ONMY SOFA AND CRIED..SAID..SHEILA..I DON'T WANNA DIE..WE CRIED TOGETHER..A COUPLEOF MONTHS LATER..ON JULY 28..A DAY BEFORE MY SON'S RUSSELL'S BIRTH..ROBERT CHATMAN..DIED IN ST CLARE'S HOSPITAL..THE LAST DAY I SAW HIM ALIVE..WAS ONJUNE 12..MY MIDDLE DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY..TAMARA..SHE WAS WITH ME..AT THE HOSPITAL WHEN SHE SAW HIM WITH A OXYGEN MASK..SHE RAN OUT THE ROOM..COULDN'T HANDLE IT AND CRIED ALL THE WAY BACK TO QUEENS..SAID MOMMY WE WON'T SEE HIM ANYMORE..RIGHT?..ISIGHED..PAUSED.. AND SAID..NO..HE WAS 25 YEARS OLD..PLEASEEE!!!HELP..PEACE..CREATE

what i see when i stop 2 awaken

A flowing gust of wind..that fines it's picture in a painting..what i see when i look at beauty flowing..moves like venus..across the atmosphere..leaving texture and colors of my being..a shade of spring..with floral arrangments..what access a season of reads and stories told..where the trees are the leaves of tomorrow..where vapors loses there dampness..when raindrops call for the dew to awaken morn..with a fresh new motto..the introduction to a yearly spiro..what keeps memories from long ago.. my distance between season's past...that says ..i'm your recreation..2 a world..a constellation..where the orbit meets it's earth revolving..time take her around.. she meets her nature..explores the ozone layers..contracts whats absent..disappears where i am none..a life displays..what was mom..a dove of shanarism..the name of my inner relations..what interpids the wind..naming me..it's spiritual connection..the face..i know and love..the soul of a human...named..Isis..Israelite..A WINDSWEPT VISION..OF UNIVERSAL LOVE..WHO I AM 2 U..a native sun..Earth..Shalom CREATE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CAN U FIND MY HEART IN HER RUINS.. SHE WEARS AS A FALLING LEAF IN LOVE WHILE HER AIR DISTRIBUTES..SURROUNDS THE HEART..CREATE..P E A C E

TODAY'S TESTIMONY/ TABLETS OF SCRIPTURE

how does one walk a mile..on his own..focus..modify what is sacred..build the body..as a place inside of your soul..that speaks eternal..where the heavens looks down ..shines with signs of deliverance..directs it's way to.. where righteous individuals kneel down and pray..open there mouths and say.. hail MARY...i come b4 thee..in thy presence..the spirit..asking that you will protect what guides me..lives through a noble authority..where my Lord shows me.. i am no door..knockin..but what's ask 2 turn the knob..open..looks inside ..see yourself..b4 i help..what steps to perform..future intentions...become the lesson learned from a mentor..a master of fate..determination..what i become.. where there is no death..no selfishness..no harm..no damnation to live like a plight..what wears my flesh..like a cult of Jim Jones..chills running down my back..where cyanide poisoning takes away thousands of human beings..where i read.. a man with life released as Parole's long journey ..to a better way to look at his freedom..living the future..decides not to report 2 his parolee..took the demands upon his destiny..use his own strategy to survival..instead he decides to kill 4 lives with wives and children at home..police of Oakland..as if they don't go through a range of fire..on a daily basics...jail was not the answer..release kept him parole material..didn't like still being California State property..a warrant was up for his arrest..now..he joins these victims he terminated..now he's dead as well...what was the purpose 2 die..right along with his victims..does one understand the word....coming outta jail for any reason..a criminal..a trial..that waits for the repeat performance ..returns a favor..to become a penal code..system..made it eazy..thats all he did..do u understands the reasons for living..the prayers your mom reads..whats said..so young..so senseless..makes no sense at all..he belonged to life ..not death..where parole opened the doors..I not knock..but i am you knob to open..turn my life around..inside myself approval..where doubt took me home..with God..being unassure of..the freedom..sad..what is this really about..is it about closure..or salvation...sealed..eliminated as..leaving early..from dust 2 dawn...the countdown to distruction...the hour of demise..another brotha...god be the glory..where we have no rights to kill..2 take a life..2 justify freedom..under your violation and my orders..to ready..aim..fire...damn..now look what happens..every damn time...a 5 year parolee..becomes his resting place..walks out..comes up with an idea.. get his own way..without permission..nobody told him ..he was free..totally..what the hell was he thinking..being black..in OAKLAND..running down the street..getting shot over becoming..a murderer that killed police..god bless the body..humans..life..laid to rest..where bullets wear no name..aim..directions to safety..truth tells the authority..we are a target..where millions of lives are on going..living just like this..this too shall pass..in the name of Jesus..have yourselves a blessed life..not a deathwish..u be terminated...or justified a hero..alive or dead..Create. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE MAN WITH A MALE TESTIMONY IN EVERY HOME..LIBRARY.. CHURCH AND SCHOOL THAT PREACHES THE GOSPEL..MY MAN.. T.D.JAKES HELPED ME WITH THESE WORDS OF WISDOM.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thanks so much..T.D..my church in DALLAS.. WHERE I MET HIM..POTTER'S HOUSE..WHERE I GAVE MY SOUL TO JESUS ON A VACATION IN TEXAS

HARLEM CAME OUT IN SUPPORT FOR A LEUKEMIA VICTIM TODAY..WOW

this weekend took a toil on me..had a lotta ideas about what should i be giving of myself as a fund raiser..so i had a friend from Georgia ..my sista..soulja of radio and blog..non other than Shaspeaks on da air @ blog.com...she had to do a funraiser today ..for such a beautiful lil girl from Harlem..whose will die ..if she don't get a bone Marrow transplant in two months...the weather was kinda overcast and cloudy...i was waiting for Sha to ring my chimes..so i woke with the best of intentions..got myself up and i was so ready to get going...well..it's not quite as simple as that ..when your in charge of seeing to your mom's health..making sure her bed is cleaned and dried ..due to her over excessive wet problem and stubborn eating habits..so i made sure everything was in order..got my call..was out the door...i started feeling for some reason ..so sick...i knew my stomach..had a good meal b4 i left the house..but for some reason..i kept feeling like i forgot something back at home..don't ya get that feeling u didn't finished what u was suppose to do...sure nuff..i realize..i left the food out on the stove...so i had my granddaughter to come downstairs and put it away..guess what!!!..it was gone...who ate it..non other than the both of my grand ....ok..i was pleased but..that was my meal when i got home this evening..LOLOLO..well we arrived in Harlem..where all the photographers was waiting for Connie..that's sha's real name..so i sat back and waited for this lil girl to arrive with her mother...as the crowd started coming around the gate..where she would b arriving..i just had to check out some of those badges on Malcolm and martin luther k..they have so many black artifacts that takes me back to the 70s..i love Harlem ..what it has to offer our people..by the time i got my badges..the lil girl had arrived..she was adorable and i fell in love with her gorgeous smile and vital signs ..which were so abrupt and on point..but what was looking so strong..healthy and rejuvenated..lack what was her lifesupport.. knowing all the time..the days and night were upon her existence..and i felt so nervous...scared for her..she is 11 years old..so after the photo shots with Sha.. we all walked around with the mother ..while sha was interviewing her mother.. she came over to me and smiled ..said ..what is your name and i just stared..got tongue-tide..said..sheila and she replied hello ms sheila..how are you..and at that moment..a chill went right down my back..smiled and turned my face..couldn't stand it..not being able to help her..other than the test..for a bone marrow.. when the interview with sha was over..she asked if i wanted to give..and i replied..GIVE..as in bone marrow sample..my heart started pumping ..my head was like not understanding her Question ..but understood..that was a tough thing to respond to..but i did..i turned and sorry..it's a personal thing with me..but i couldn't do it and now ya know..i was a coward..for a whole day..feeling so neglected ..uneazy..ashamed..but why?..would you have done this??..ask yourself this Q; as a result to this story...the mother find out i was into poetry..well.. the next test was even more difficult than the bone marrow sample..she wanted me to write a poem for her daughter..while Sha..was like...what are ya gonna say Sheila??..i said ..of course i will...and well..the rest is jam and jelly on crackers..i spread the flava..carried it home with me and well..i got it offline in my documents..ready to present to Emily's mother..she is the leukemia poster child..i don't know how i let Sha get me into such a Darius position but..i'm the melody..harmony and song of this precious lil princess..where love called and icame to the rescue after all...just wanted to say..i had a job to do for a life..worth living..thank u Jesus.. i be blessed in the spirit and be thankful in the process..peace to u all..save a life once more..how refreshing is this..thanks Sha for your photoshot today..and harlem reacts on the behalf of so many people ..who gave back and left a smile on emily faceand her mother.. god bless..peace..the photo shots were sowly the property of blog enterprise and united broadcasting company..i have to get the photos by permission from SHASPEAKS herself to advertise..sorry folks..have to wait..Create

THE PLEASURE PRINCIPLE...PT II

In my room..there are 4 walls..in these walls..i am myself respect..one's privacy..in regards to life's creation..gives me that right..in this creation.. there are principles i learned.. from discipline..named..parenting..there were rules to abide by...if i become da call of a wild..if i choose to become a victim..a raging bull outta hand..if i choose to be observed..what becomes explicit to the world...a common example 2 some as..a loose cannon..a freakizoid. what labels me dirt under the mind of a sex toy..but..clean..u seen at one time..gains respect as the ins and outsides of men..i value my decency..i honor who i am..i build a sense of dignity..i am a child from seed faith...as i grow..what validates my womanhood..YES..i get looks..b admired..adored..but..NOT looked as your body parts...now u know what this means..there's no respect 4..care 4..just introduces self as...a lustful.task..a future as.his..ass hole..what he sees in his eyes..another stretched out limo...when the time is right..a form cushion.. enough to fit your manhood..so u think..become confused about him..say to yourself.. is this how he looks at me...the affirmative action..without rights 2 alienate this germ..all u know is love and worship..he needs help..has no respect..outta control.. needs 2b trained as a person with morals...see a woman as a lady..with a good lifestyle..falling in love..without having 2 look in 2 her gentle Ben's background..smiling..hiding what's on his mind..u suddenly place him under suspicion..if u believe this is love...then i wanna know..what is disrespect..to all woman..if a master plan is his sexual exploitations..then your da plan..with him becoming a master..controlling everything he desires..sorry..but i had to bring this out..ON THE NEWS; a couple of days ago..a man that was working for a restaurant..as a janitor..i rather not say the name..was caught..by his own camera..installing it on a bathroom floor..behind the seat..for sexual exposure..this is insane..i don't see a future in lust..sin..or control..that's not what God had in mind for love..respect..honor for relationships..with 2 eyes..not 2x4 roaming the spectrum of sensual appetites..save love..stay focused..when a man loves a woman..he is like God..not perverted..tell the truth..save yo'soul..which one is your choice..coz;when the world possess the urge 2..i close my 4 walls..what's not allowed..the nerve..totally disrespectful....WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOIN ON>MEN..WHAT'S A WOMAN 2 DO...KEEP PRAYING...CREATE.

MUSIC MARKS DA LYRIC/TIMES/ PER BEATS OF SOUND

TODAY..I HAD QUIET MOMENT..TODAY..I FEEL SO BLAHHH..SO DESPERATE TO SEE MY FRIEND IN NEED OF LOVE..TODAY..HE CALLS..SO I ANSWER WITH A PASSIONATE HUNG AND KISS..WITH NO ONE AROUND..MY EMBRACE WAS SO PHONY...I SLEPT PASS HIS TINGLING SENSATION..THAT LOVE SLAPPED A MUSSEL ON MY FACE..WHAT BLOCKS HIS KISSES..WHERE I GOT SO SICK..THE HEART WAS SO ALONE..NOT ME ...HIM..FROM LOOSING WHAT I CAN'T GET A GRIP..WANNA SHOW SOME COMPASSION..WANNA KNOW HOW TO LOVE HIM..WANNA REACH OUT TO HIS CLOSURE..GIVE WHAT IS DRIVING ME OUTTA MY CLOTHES..BUT..WHEN..HOW..I DON'T HAVE THAT TOUCH..WHERE HE FEELS ME AND I LEAVE SOMETHING BEHIND WHAT HE SEES..A FLESH..WITH DESIRES SO EXUBERATING..EXCITING..LIKE A ROCKET..BLASTOFF..HURLS IN2 SPACE..LEARNING HIS TASTE..I DON'T WANNA ADMIT..THE RUB IS LIKE A FINE TOOTH COMB..RUNS DOWN MY BACK..INJURES MY SOUL..WHAT IS IT...THE ABUSE...WHY IS IT...IT WEARS WHAT WAS..A SLAP IN MY FACE..NUMB..FEBBLE..BURNT..BUT..WHY CAN'T I FEEL HIM..WHAT IS IT..HE DOES THAT..KEEPS ME ANGRY..WANTING TO BE TOUCHED..WITH TEARS .. RUNNING DOWN MY CHEEK..WHY DO I DENY MEN..BEHIND SEXUALITY..CURSING DARKNESS..LITERATELY BITING TIME..RIGHT IN FROM OF BODY MOVEMENT..WANTING TO FIGHT THIS SENSELESS BEHAVIOR..WHAT GOT A GRIPE..FUCKS WITH HIM AND I..WHERE I FEEL HIS LIPS..HIS SOUL..HIS SPIRITUALLY COMPOSITION..I DIE 4..WHERE THE PIANO PLAYS..BEETHOVEN OVERTURE..WHERE I RISE TO HIS DEMANDS..WITH SOFT PILLOWS AND RED SATIN SHEETS WITH ROSE PETALS LAID OUT..WAITING FOR ME..WHY IS IT.. THERED PRESENTS BLOODSHED...INSTEAD OF LOVE..WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN...ON THE FLOORIN FRONT OF CORRUPTION..BRUTALLY SCORNED...FOR WHAT REASON..I ABSOLUTELY DON'T KNOW..THE TURNTABLE CONTINUES TO PLAY..WHERE MUSIC BE THE REMEDY FOR HEALING..I MEND..I WEPT ..I SAW.I PAID A DEPT TO SOCIETY...WHY AM I SUFFERING ..STILL..I'M A BEAUTIFUL BLACK SISTA..I GOT LOVE..LIFE TO GIVE..WHEN.. I DON'T KNOW..WHY?..BECAUSE.I CAN'T B TOUCHED THAT WAY..WHAT DO U MEAN...I NEED A CHANCE..WHERE..INSIDE..WHERE U FEEL A WOMAN..U NEVER LEFT HER 4 MONEY..SHE OWES..JOHNS NEVER PAID..SO U BECOME THE THIEF..WHO GETS PAID BACK..U..NOTHING.. TO LIVE 4..BUT LIFE..BEING SAVED..IN LOVE..WITH THE WRONG SIGNALS..LOOKS LIKE I'M DONE4..WANTING A MAN IN LOVE SOMEWHERE ABOVE THE STARS AND BELOW...AN ACT 2 PLAY WITH..NOTHING IS REAL..CREATE

PT II...THE LIFT> comes down safely

I am the height...the width of man..i sore 2 a higher planes drifter..i dive from leaving what was so high..i know not ..the time or level or what way i got there..i climbed to the top of my skill...with clinging on2 hooks and connected to rocks...I held..as arms and feet to secure my stability...the wind was strong..the breeze came..causing a collision..where i had no one for support... when all failed me..what did i do...i dived down that mountain...landed on my own 2 feet..like a flight i'm in..while the air suspection spoke...said..i am your fall..the planes of concourse..the wings of man..i lift my arms and procededto pretend..for some reason..i feared nothing..i became the false pretense.. where you lifted my spirits..gave me room to escape..a mountain and it's regions..with length..width..the circumference..the magnitude..to gain a eagle sense..where i'm balanced..free...articulate..drawing me a landscape...painting a conclusion of..a man's world and his life..wearing..the wings of a eagle.. flying above the galaxy..finding what controls..attempts 2 break my landing... to touch the heavens..turns me around..arrives home..safely..where ground denies me...death...the lift..was what a test of faith...while the plane exploded.. in mid-air..true story.. the survivor of flight to Charlotte North Carolina..deep...Create

ThE rIdE oF yO' LiFe

Why do my limbs be aching..like a train that has just ran through captivity.. where the crossings..led me astray..complains of ripping my earth given.. where it took my living..were i bowed to say..your tracks of my tears plays a rollercoaster ride..tearing me apart..where i derailed..tracks of my tears.. laid me down..wrapped me up..stood by and waited..as the roar of the ground shook..the battle cries..the pain beneath what attempts to raddle my brains.. screams help..why do u look down..with no care or concern for life..i count to three..1..2..3..the wait is no longer..the love..we had stays on my mind..sleeps..closes..wears earth..what i've become...lifeless..staring.. where eyes left..looking..down..around your feet..what remains of me..where you stomped on..wearing what's left of me..tracks of my tears..leaves a part of u..you will never get rid of..death..the analogy..a birth no longer in need...where horns blows at midnight...what was i thinking..riding that brooklyn's (A)train 2 Queens Lefferts blvd stop..resting on my baby shoulders..kicking off my shoes..while he massages my feet..damn..what a revelation..got love on my mind..that's scary..i'm alive..u think?..it's all that shuckin & jiving..just rockin and rollin..on you..me..LOVE..What i was..(Feelin)...Create

MELLOW DRAMATICS

THERE IS A SONG..THAT KEEPS FLOATING THROUGH MY MIND..AS I THINK..HARD... UNCHAIN MELODY...CHAIN..NOW ..WHAT THE HELL DOES THIS MEAN?..I'M FINDING MYSELF BEING DIRECTED AS..A SUBJECT..MATTERS FAR FROM BEING FINISHED IN MY LIFE..BUT WAS LEFT OUT YEARS AGO...SO I GRAB A HOLD OF MY THOUGHTS... MEDITATE THIS THEORY..FOLLOW WHAT IT MEANS...I ASK MYSELF..WHOSE GOT A HOLD ON MY HEART...WHERE ARE THEY..WHEN DID IT HAPPEN..LEFT ME KINDA FEELING ALONE FOR SO MANY YEARS..I'VE TRIED TO PRACTICE...PRAYED ..I HAD IT UNDER CONTROL..THOUGHT OF WAGES OF SIN...KEPT GIVING MYSELF TO THE LORD.. HERE COMES TEMPTATION..TREADING WATERS..BITING AT MY KNEE CAPS..MELTING MY INNERMOST AFFLICTIONS..PLAYING WITH MY HEAD..I LOOKED TOWARDS A NEW DAY.. WITH NEW THOUGHTS IN MIND..SMILE..ACTED LIKE A WOMAN WITH..WORDS THAT'S BEEN KEEPING TABS ON ME..CORRECTED..WHAT WAS SEEING ME..A ISSUE..WITH PROBLEMS THAT STILL..TO THIS DAY ARISES...SO I GO AND DREAM OF WHAT WAS ONCE A VIRGIN..WITH A SILK LINING..PURE AS THE DRIVEN SNOW..CLEAN AS A PORCELAIN NOVELTY..A PIECE THAT SHINES..LIKE A BEAUTY TO BE HOLD..THE LIFE OF A VICTIM..WEARS NO LAUGHTER.. GAINS NO KNOWLEDGE..JUST A LACE CALLED LINGERIE AND THE TIME OF SEXUAL PLEASURE.. I'M HIS HEAD PIECE AND HE'S MY BEDROOM RUMBLE..WHERE MY MIND..TAKES ME AWAY.. AND I AM HIS SCORE..100% PURE..AN INS AND OUTS OF TRIAL PERIODS..WHERE MY HEART WEARS A STONE AND HE IS HARD AS A ROCK IN A HARD PLACE..A WORLD..WHAT WANTS ME..WHERE..ACTS ARE TRADITIONAL..WHERE..I HAD NO CONTROL AT ALL..UN CHAIN MY HEART...LOVE GROWS UNCONDITIONALLY..WHERE THE MELODY PLAYS A SONG... TAKES ME THERE..WHERE I CAN'T SAVE MYSELF..A LONELY PLACE..A BOND..WHAT VISIONS..LETTING GO...BUT COMMITS SUICIDE..DIES..THE OTHER WOMAN..AN AFFAIR 2 REMEMBER..THE ONE U LEFT BEHIND...A DRUNKEN SLUMBER...A DRUG..DOROTHY DANDRIDE.. PLAYED BY HALLE BERRY..A SAD STORY..MINE WORE..ONLY DIFFERENCE..I AM ALIVE.. LEFT ME ALONE..AS ALWAYS..THE SAME OL' MELODY..BROKEN..CHAINS THAT BIND ME.. BUT WON'T SECURE ME..HAPPILY..AFTER THE FACT..OH..HOW I WISH I CAN..4 get it.. q:*^(0)^*:p..SINCERELY YOURS..THE END..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN

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i like your shirt..looks like what i'd wear... how are ya..looks like you gotta new concept .. of interest...okie dokie..gonna enjoy my weekend in NYC GOING DOWNTOWN...HANGIN WITH MY HOMEBOYS at the POETRY CLUB IN THE BOWERY...IT'S BEAUTIFUL HERE TODAY.. HAVE A SHOW TODAY AT 3 AND ANOTHER AT 6:00PM I'M SO IN TUNE WITH YOUR SHIRT..I LOVE THAT.. DAMN..GIVE IT TO ME HOMIE...I FEEL MUCH BETTER..THANKS TO MY SUPPORT UNIT..MY FRIENDS..WILL BE MAKING THAT TRIP SOONNNN..OOH ..NOT TEXAS..SMILING..ENJOY YOUR WEEKEND.. SWEETIE :) ;) ::*_*:: (: (;

WHO IS LIFE WORTH LIVING

I heard a voice say as i was preparing myself to write..you are with God..for i am with you..clear as a bell...i ask myself ..will there be more that i hear from my ears..the blessings..it's also..what he let's u know..when all things fail..you look up to the heavens...smile and say...i am the truth..what is the way 2 true service?...for what shall it profit a man...if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul or shall have a man..give in exchange for his soul...Mark (8:34) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TRUTHFULLY..I AM AS A PIECE OF CLAY..I MOLD..AS A FIGURE OF CIRCUMSTANCE..I COME WITH THOUGHTS..IDEAS...WHAT DECIDES MY DAILY PLAN B4 THE DAY BREAKS..I GET MY MIND TO ADJUST TO WHAT IS PREPARATION..PLAN WHAT MUST BE DONE..I START OFF ..WITH A EARLY THANK U JESUS...CONTINUE TO MAKE THE NECESSARY ROUTINES..HANDLE MY BUSINESS..LIKE A SCHEDULE..I AM THE MIND..WHAT HAS CONTROL OF MY THEORIES IN LIFE WHERE MY GOALS GROW..FOLLOWS ME FROM ADOLESCENCE 2ADULTHOOD..FOR THIS IS HOW THE LORD KEEPS YOU ON YOUR TOES..BUILDS A FORTRESS..WHERE A MIND FINDS IT'S WAY IN LIFE AND STANDS BEHIND THE MIRACLES OF SEED FAITH...WHERE I AM A NEW BIRTH..CHALLENGING MY OWN STRENGTH..SACRIFICE TEMPTATION AND BECOME STEADFAST..BE THE EVERLASTING STRUCTURE..WHERE I MOLD..A HUMAN..LIVING THE LIFE OF GOD'S TEMPLE.. WHERE I EMERGE..HIS WISDOM..KNOWLEDGE..THE BEGINNING..AND THE END TIMES WRITTEN.. YOU ARE NOT HERE FOREVER..YOU ARE NOT A VISION OF PERMANENT RETAIL..YOUR ARE NOT A ITEM ..BOUGHT FOR A LIFETIME SAYING ..4EVER..YOU ARE WHAT IS A REPLICA..OF HIS IMAGE..LEAVING SOON..WHERE GOD REMINDS YOU..IT'S ONLY FOR A LIL WHILE..THEN YOU REST..LIKE JESUS DID..WALK ..TALK..ACT..LIKE HIM..IT'S A WONDERFUL LIFE..A NEVER ENDING DECISION..TO RECOGNIZE ..THE LORD..I DO..GOD BLESS..HAVE A NICE DAY PEOPLE.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE FIRST DAY OF SPRING IN NYC..SNOWING..U SEE WHAT I'M SAYING..NODODY DOES THIS..BUT..GOD..I'M LOOKING OUT MY BASEMENT WINDOW..IT'S COMING DOWN LIKE CRAZY..BUT IT'S LIKE..HE TELLING US ..BACK HERE IN NEW YORK CITY..I'M SAYING GOODBYE..BUT..I'LL B BACK..NEXT SEASON..U FEEL ME..HE NEVER FORGETS TO REMIND U..I WILL RETURN...CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN..(ISIS)

MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY

THANKS LANNIE; FOR MAKING ME LAUGH..SMILE..WHILE IN SO MUCH PAIN..I CAN STILL FUNCTION...NASTY MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...LOLOL

I'm back....

BASIC ANIMAL INSTINCT

DO U CRAVE FOR WHAT BIGNESS OFFERS..DO YOU REACT BE4 U GET LAYED OUT.. THE FOUNDATION OF BEING..ONE WITH HUNDREDS OF POSITIONS..CREATE YOUR ISLAND..WITHOUT NO BREAKFAST..LUNCH OR DINNER..JUST A MIND..WEARING FLESH..WITH EYES SEEKING YOUR OWN APPETITE FOR USING A LARGE TASTE OF MEAT..KEEPING U WANTING 2 DEVOUR HER..LICK..WHATEVER SEES THE IMAGINATION OF..JAMMIN THAT REAR..INFLICT THE CENTER OF DESIRE..HOPING THE REACTION GROWS TO PERFECTION...WHERE YOUR MIND IS THINKING..BIG..LUSCIOUS..FIRM TALE.. WHERE YOUR HOT AS HELL..CAN'T GET 2 THE HEART OF THE MATTER..WHERE U ARE THE REC-ANGLE AND MANHOOD MAKES U WONDER..IF I JUST HAD ONE WISH.. SHE WOULD BE MY PARADISE..MY FUTURE..HOW MANY TIMES DO U DREAM..OF BIG BODY HUMAN BEINGS..DO U TINGLE..DO U DRU EL..DO U KEEP ON CUMMING..OUT OF CONTROL.. WHERE DOES THIS ADVENTURE TAKE U..IS IT WET..IS IT A MORTAL STANDARD OF LIVING..YOUR PRIVACY..HURTING SO..FROM HOLDING ON..2 THOUGHTS OF SPLENDOR IN DA GRASS..THE MOVIE ..WHERE LOVES GOES FURTHER THAN DEPTH..AND LEAVES U SO COMPLETELY OUTTA CHARISMATIC..X RATED..ENTITY..TIL YOUR SOUL GETS UP AND DRIPS FROM HEAT EXPOSURE...FEELING A BIG WOMAN..THE ANSWER 2 AN ERECTION.. THIS IS WHATS ON THE AGENDA..A COLD WEEKEND..WITH LOVE IN MIND..WHERE THE RAIN TALKS..AND U ANSWER..WHERE HER LOVE MOTIONS..WHERE YOU TANTALIZE A FINE JUNGLE...WHERE THE HOURS DRIFT AND DRIFT..GO CRAZY..ESCAPES THE MADNESS OF BEING LEFT WITH SEXUAL BEHAVIOR..THIS IS THE MIND OF..A TONGUE AS LARGE AS IT'S DICK..U BECOME THE CLAIRVOYANT KEY..SHE OPENS..GIVES HERSELF...BREAKFAST.. LUNCH AND DINNER..THE..HYBRID..A TASTE OF SAVING ENERGY..THOUGH..KICKS ASS.. WHERE U ARE NO SUBSTITUTE..BUTT..THE OVERLOAD...DA REAL THING SHE WANTS..BADLY.. WHAT A RUSH...LOVE SURE CAN PRETEND..CREATIVITY WEEPS..WHILE MANHOOD THINKS.. IT'S A WONDERFUL THANG..2B JOINED AT THE HIPS..THIGHS AND VAGINA CLITS..WHO DO REALLYWANNA MAKE LOVE 2..THATS THE Q:I KNOW..'MAN'..A TAIL..2LICK-G.. DO U??..CREATE...SHEILA T JORDAN..MY MASTERPIECE FOR ALL MEN OF COLOR..SCREAM

GOD IS GOOD

EVERY DAY I LEAVE MY HOUSE..THINKING...IF THERE'S A LIFE TO LIVE...WHERE IS MY JOY AND HAPPINESS..WHERE ARE THE THINGS WE ACHIEVE..WHEN LOVE CALLS FOR PATIENCE AND CALM..COOL..EASY DOES IT REMEDIES..TODAY..I WAKE TO WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE..BREAK THE YOLK..CLEAR THE AIR OF PEOPLE WITH OTHER IDEAS..TODAY ..I WILL GRAB A HOLD OF LIVING..LOOK AT MY DAYS AS THE FLESH AND BLOOD OF JESUS..ACT HIS WAYS..DEFEAT THE IRONY..WHICH BETRAYS ME..AS IT'S CHILD..FOLLOW HIM..SAVE MYSELF FROM EVIL..DEFEAT PURPOSE..AT ALL COST..FOR I AM THE DAYS AND NIGHTS TESTED..THE PEACE AND LOVE FOR MY FAMILY..FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES ..THE PAIN AND AGONY..WHICH AIMS AT MY HEART...TRIES TO BEAT WHAT CLAIMS YOUR DESTINY..TODAY..I WILL WALK WITH MY HEAD UP HIGH..STAND UP FOR CHRIST JESUS..PRAY FOR A BETTER LIFE..WHILE HE KEEPS ME ALIVE..I BELIEVE..THE CALL OF THE WILD...RIPS U OFF..BUT..CRAWLS AT THE SIGN OF FORGIVENESS..A FORCE THAT TAKES CONTROL OF ONE'S CHARACTER..WANTS THE BATTLES OF DECEPTION..BECOMES THE ORDER TO LIVE BY..TODAY..I AM A ROCK..THE RELIEF OF ABUSE..THE ANCHOR..THE SHIELD..HIS ARMOUR..WHICH CARRIES ME THROUGH BITTER CRIES AND ANGER..SO HELP ME GOD..LET GO..LET GOD..BE THE ANSWER TO MY REFUSE AND STRENGTH..ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE...IN TIMES OF TROUBLE...PSALMS 91..I AM THE WISDOM..THE TRUTH AND THE LIGHT OF DAYS TO COME..KEEP ME YOUR RESTORATION..WHERE LOVE KNOWS ME AS IT'S RESCUE..I THANK U LORD...FOR LIFE..OF WHICH..I HAD NO IDEA..THIS JOURNEY..WEARS A PRICE TO PAY..BEING ME..NOBODY ELSE BUT..CREATE..SHEILA T JORDAN...AMEN

~~PROFILE~~

THIS IS A SPEECH WRITTEN SPECIFICALLY FOR MY SCHOLARS IN LIFE... M Y ~~C H I L D R E N~~I READ AT THEIR GRADUATIONS.. WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO MAKE A MOVEMENT..OTHER THAN 2GENERATE POWER WITHOUT BATTLING EYES USING HATRED..U BUILD STRUCTURE.. TO ROTATE..WHEN THE FEELING HITS U..VIBRATE..SENDING SIGNALS.. A MESSAGE 2 COMMUNICATE..TO SHAPE FOUNDATION..WHERE WORLDS CAN ONLY REPRESENT..LIFE..A COURSE TO FORWARD AHEAD..KEEP IN CONTACT.. MIGRATE. FORM A LIFE UNIT..TO EXPAND..CHECK FROM TIME 2 TIME.. STAY ON POINT..WHEN ALL SIGNS LEADS TO KNOWING HOW TO CLIMB..BE ABOVE THE SURFACE..CHALLENGE THOSE WHO WANTS U TO SINK...U STAY FOCUSED..FIND A WAY TO COME FROM HIDING..STAY STRONG..SAVE YOURSELF ..IN THE NECK OF TIME..THINK FAILURE..SEES NO FUTURE.. CHOOSE FREEDOM..WHAT APPROACHES THE ABILITY..SEEKS..WAITS ON RESULTS..WITHOUT MOVING IN THE DEVIL'S DIRECTION..GOALS MAKE IT HAPPEN..SAW A LIGHT..SHINES AS BRIGHT AS..A MAN'S HEAD..AFTER WAXING.. A WOMANS GLOW FROM THEIR OWN MAKEUP..I'M SIMPLY SAYING..THERE'S A WILL AND A WAY2 GET WHAT'S EARNED..MOVE THOSE MOUNTAINS..SHAKE..RISE ABOVE NEGLECT BECOMES THE NAME..A TITLE...BOOK KNOWLEDGE..WAITING ON ACTS TO PERFORM..I THANK U SO MUCH, YOU'VE FINALLY OVERCOME.. WHEN THE SPOTLITE SPEAKS FOR ITSELF..THE FUTURE OVER ACHIEVERS.. A JOB WELL DONE..TAKE A BOW..GIVE YOURSELVES A PAT ON THE BACK.. EXPRESS THE IMPORTANCE OF MOVEMENT..WHERE THE INS AND OUTS CAN THROW U OFF..BE THE CODE OF ETHICS..KEEP IT GOING..DA DREAMS WAITS.. COMPLETE YOUR MISSION 2 PERFORMANCE..LIVE 4 TOMORROW..A STEP BACKWARD..KEEPS U BENT..OUTTA SHAPE..BEHIND THE 8 BALL..ROLLS U IN2 BACKFIELD EMOTIONS..BEING PENALIZED..EXPECT EYES WET..WHERE TEARDROPS FALL..FAIL..STAY ON TOP OF THINGS...BECOME YOUR OWN VOICE.. WHERE..YOUR EXISTANCE MAKES A WAY 2OPEN DOORS..MOVE 2 MOTION..NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS..ANCESTRY TEACHES US..IT'S BEEN ALONG ROAD THE PAST PAVES WAY 2 SUCCESS..SAYS...I MADE IT THROUGH..ALL BY MYSELF.. WHERE I B HELP..LOOKED TO THE FUTURE..WON'T LOOK BACK..GIVE THANKS TO ACCOMPLISHMENTS..GOD..THE EDUCATOR..WHERE I BECOME THE BLESSINGS.. PEACE OF MIND..INSTILLED..CREATE..SHEILA..T JORDAN.. WRITTEN ON JUNE,21 2006

~~MY PAST~ FUTURE~ READS~~2003~~

THE ONLY 1 2 SAVE ME NOW IS JESUS.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M A TABLET...WITH SCRIPTURE TO BE ABOUT..HEAVEN WHAT DREW A PICTURE PERFECT LIFE..A STREAM ..WITH COLORS COMING FROM THE FLOW OF BIRTH..THE ROADS WE WILL TAKE A PART IN,.,,THE WIND..WHAT WILL CARRY OUR JOURNEY TO THE SKIES..WHERE I LOOK UP...SAY THANK U GOD...I AM NOT WORTHY..CAST YOUR GLORY AMONG THE UNIVERSE..CATCH THE STORMS..FOR THEY WILL ERUPT IN WINTER..CHANGE..TRANFORM RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES WHERE U ARE THE DECISION..BECOME DA CONCLUSION..THE END TIMES OF YOUR BATTLES..FACE THE FORCES..WHERE TOXICS TRAILS YOUR LIFE..FOR THIS..I WILL FOLLOW JESUS..GET DOWN ON MY NEEDS OUT IN DA WORLD..WHAT FAILS TO SEE AN MIRACLE TO PERFORM..THE GIFT..LIFE THE REPLICA OF GOD..THE LIKENESS..BECOMING INNER PEACE..EVEN AFTER PAIN WORN INSIDE MY SOUL.. BY..SHEILA THERESA JORDAN... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WRITTEN THIS MORNING AT 10:00 AM (EST) >MARCH 14.. THE DAY B4 MY FIRST BORN GRAND'S BIRTHDAY (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMA..MY TATA..FUTURE TRACK STAR) THE BIG(14) NOW..I'M GETTING NERVOUS..TEENAGER..DAMN, TOO SOON..GOTTA PUT MY FLAGS UP..NO GUARDS DOWN..LOL.. I'M BLESSED..CREATE

TABLET...GOD'S INTENTIONS...MY READ

THIS MORNING..WHILE GOING THROUGH MY FILES OF POETRY..2003-06.. I CAME ACROSS THIS POEM I WROTE TO MY KIDS NATHAN AND TAMMY'S (LATE)FATHER ANTHONY BERRY'S SISTA..I WAS PROUD OF MYSELF... SHE WAS MY ENCOURAGEMENT..HIS SISTER WAS A DJ AT A N.J RADIO STATION..SHE USED TO CALL ME..LATE AT NIGHT AT WORK..WHERE I WAS ON THE AIR..SHE'LL BE LETTING ME READ SOME OF MY WORK.. I LOVE THIS WOMAN..SHE'S A( PISCES)..ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS.. SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN BY THE KIDS..REPRESENTINGANTHONY..BUT.. WERE BLESSED TO HAVE ALL HIS FAMILY FOR SUPPORT OF THE TABLET..READ.. I RECIEVED THE GIFT OF LIFE,WORDS WRITTEN IN TIMES OF STRIFE LIKE YOU READ MY MIND,PAIN INVADES MY DAY,I ASK FOR NO HELP WHERE COMMENTS WERE FELT, FROM THE TIME MY GRAND WAS BORN.. MOM READ VERSES,BECAME SYMBOLS OF GOLD, FROM DUST 2 DAWN, EVERY MORN I SANG PRAISES, HOW I HAVE A FRIEND IN JESUS, HOW HE LIFTS WEIGHT THAT LIES HEAVY IN MY MIND..AT HOME..LIKE ROWING ON STORMY SEAS, WITH HIGH TIDES THAT CARRIES ME,MAKE IT ACROSS SAFELY..BUT, CONFUSED, STILL..WHILE MOVING MOUNTAINS, WHERE I LOST STRENGTH..VOICES ON EARTH..REFUSE TO HEAR MY CRIES, WHERE IAM IN NEED OF A FRIEND 2 TALK 2..ALL OF GOD'S CHILDREN WILL REPLY..YOU HEAR FROM A DISTANCE..I THANK U..MY DEAR SISTA IN-LAW GOD BLESS U FOR THE LOVE OF SCRIPTURE IN TACT..LEFT ME OVERWHELMED..KNOWING..I GOT LOVE COMING FROM MY CHILDRENS AUNT.. ADREINNE..CREATE..SIS-IN-LAW..

try a lil tenderness

Goodevening...for the next 30 mimutes...u will be my witness..to a story i'm very concerned about...Rihanna and ..this not so disciplined gentleman chris brown..for the past weeks ...the media has left a mark on so much news on this couple and how everyone feels about the abuse...well..the truth of the matter..i have no respect for animal magnetism...abuse is the number one challenge in life...of which i have a big issue with...last night...i was involved in abuse...but..it wasn't with my boyfriend..friend or associate...this is going to sound very bad...i have abuse right in my own home..my younger son has a problem..it all sets back when he has a problem with excepting his father's death..of which..i'm left with a sickness..i realize this is something i am going to have to play by ear...when the time is right..put him away..he needs help..i had no idea he was going to give me so much trouble as he got older..but.life takes u through hurdles and typhoons and hurricanes..with no life spared..he's been acting up again..i know drugs are involved..out of work...seasoning job..construction..is only summer...although he's attending school at night..the element of decision..plays on the weak..and he's a prime candidate for weed...i can't take this any longer...my mom wasn't spared as far as her breast cancer..she's become very frailly..scary to see her like this ..when just 5,6 mos ago..she was full in body weight..looking good..healthy..now i got this going on ..on the other hand..my grandkids are there..they witness all of this ..and i can't take how he talks..profanity all out his mouth..no respect for the home..then my daughter comes home and ask that i don't get her children involved with what goes on with him and they live upstairs together..shares the apt..where the kids see what goes on..they tell me..she get upset with them and yells at them for telling me what goes on upstairs..he pushed me on the floor last night...police was summoned..where they did nothing and he's in the family home.. he calls u stupid..asshold..just the same way he speaks to his lady friend..the Q is..how can any woman call this love ..when a woman is subject to abuse and a man gets away with it..i'm leaving this behind...i am planning to go midwest..my mom was crying for me last night...i hated to see her like that..nervous..shaking..i held her for about an hour..she's 97 and was mad as hell..she wanted him out..his boss/neighbor i grew up with...Mike..heard me yelling opened the door..had to grab him out the house..i am not happy..i got my hours cut..just so i could be home with my mom..it's getting outta hand..i try not to let my Brother know ..by night he's gone to work..imagine a son..knocking his mom down..call u all kinda names...a seed u raised.. this abuse is not good ..if this child Rihanna goes back to Chris...it's not gonna work..someone gonna get hurt..no help under the sun..in my opinion changes what it is.....no kinda respect for anybody..him included..be careful world..you days and night are short..the bible say..spoiled the rod..spoil the child..without discipline..a way to raise and i did hard..this is a cause to get help no matter who it is...family especially.. it will hurt..but this kinda love is for your own benefit...peace..pray for our home..sheila..Create

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PART II / POTENTIAL IN DEMAND./A LIFE OF A STAR

WE INTERCEPT..WE OPEN EYES TO DIALECT..WE SMILE AND SAY..WHAT'S THE WORD.. PASS THIS DAY..I REPLIED..YOU HAVEN'T SEEN NOTHING YET..SO..IN OUR CLAIM TO FAME & FUTURE...THERES A CLOSE VISION..WHICH NOTIFIES OUR INNER MOST CONCLUSIONS.. WHAT GIVE US THE BENEFIT OF DOUBTS..BUT HAS A WAY TO DRAW WHAT TALKS FAME.. IN ANY WAY POSSIBLE..AS WE COME TO TERMS WITH NEGOTIATIONS...WE AIM FOR THE STARS OF TOMORROW..WE WORK AND ALLOW OUR OWN PERCEPTION TO TAKE CHARGE OF DIRECTION..WHAT CALLS FOR A PLACE IN THE SUN..WHERE U SHINE AND A PLACE IN THE EAST..WHERE A HEART REVEALS WHAT'S A WRITTEN BIO..WHEN THE STAGE FORMS IT'S CURTAIN CALL..LINES U UP AND DISPLAY YOUR TALENTS..WHAT THE HELL ARE YA WAITING FOR..GOTTA BE THE PAINT...THE BRUSHES..THE HANDS TO PERFORMS YOUR CRITIQUE.. GOTTA MIX THE COLORS OF ANIMATION...GOTTA BRING THE TRIPOD..PUT THE SHOW IN MOTION..BELIEVE WE ARE...JUST A DRIFT AWAY FROM...LIFTING THAT FOG..WHERE YOUR SMOG CARRIED YOUR PAST..A FILM WELL DEVELOP..WHERE THE CINEMA WAITS FOR THE TITLE OF BEST PERFORMANCE..WITH ART ILLUSTRATION AND PHOTOGRAPHY..SHOWTIME.. I AM THE WRITER..THAT INTRODUCES YOU..AS A NEW FACE IN THE HOUSE..THE TRIPLE DECK OF CARDS WITH TRICKS UP HIS SLEEVES..U B DA MAGIC..WITH AN ACT OF TURBULENCE..BECOMES THE WIND..THE RAIN AND THE THUNDER..THE FLAME..FIRE.. YOUR SPEECH PATTERNS..BECOMES DA VIBRATION..I MET..ON KEYS WITH FINGAZ TIPS AND SOFT MELLOW ANTICS..THE LIPS..WHERE I HOLD MYSELF..FROM CLAPS AND STANDS UP..OPENS..A PIECE OF ME..WHICH BECOMES YOU..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..AND THAT'S WORD..SONGS...THE QUEEN 2 HER MAJESTY..WHERE U SHALL NOT BE DETHRONED SIRE..KING..I'M PRAYING FOR A MIRACLE..ARE YOU?..SONG OF WORDS..P E A C E~~ A R T I S T R Y~~

THE HISTORY OF MARCH 3..ALMOST 100YEARS..ON RECORD

~~~~~~H A P P Y~~~~B I R T H D A Y~~~~L A N N I E~~~~ THINGS THAT HAPPEN ON THIS DAY...MARCH 3... (1974)..LANNIE ROSS c:> BIRTHDAY.<:p 1..(1910)..MARCH 3 ROBERT FROST FOUNDED THE NATIONAL HOUSING ASSOCIATION..TO FIGHT DETERIORATION OF URBAN LIVING CONDITIONS.. 2..(1915)THE MOTION PICTURE.. BIRTH OF A NATION DEBUTES.. 3..(1923)THE FIRST ISSUE OF TIME MAGAZINE WAS PUBLISHED.. 4..(193O)FLYING HIGH OPENS AT THE APOLLO THEATRE 5..1931)THE STARS SPANGLE BANNER WAS WRIITEN BY FRANCES SCOTT KEY.. WAS ADOPTED AS THE AMERICAN NATIONAL ANTHEM..SONG WAS ORIGINALLY A POEM 6.(1931)..THE FIRST JAZZ ALBUM TO SELL A MILLION COPIES WAS RECORDED IT WAS MINNIE THE MOOCHER..BY CAB CALLOWAY 7.(1959)THE SAN FRANCISCO GIANTS HAD THEIR NAME CHANGED TO A NEW NAME.. CANDLE STICK PARK 8.(1961)..FIRST SUPREMES SONG.. I WANNA A GUY WAS RELEASED.. 9.(1969)..SIRHAN SIRHAN TESTIFIED.. ADMITTED HE KILLED ROBERT KENNEDY.. 10.(1985)MOONLIGHTING PREMIERED ON ABC 11.(1985).MADAME TUSAUD WAX WORKS UNVEILED THE LOOK ALIKE OF MICHAEL JACKSON.. 12..(1991)..RODNEY KING WAS BEATEN BY THE LOS ANGELES POLICE WAS CAPTURED BY AMATEUR VIDEO.. 13.(1995)A STALKER WAS ARRESTED WHILE TRYING TO BREAK IN ROBERTA FLACKS APT.. 14.(1999).IN EGYPT 19 PEOPLE WERE KILLED WHEN A BUS PLUNGED INTO THE NILE CANAL.. JUST KEEPING U INFORMED OF DAILY HAPPENINGS NEVER THINK ABOUT THINGS LIKE THIS WHEN IT'S ACTUALLY DATED ON YOUR BORNDAY..HISTORY.. A KEEPSAKE..HOPE U HAVE A BLESSED DAY..CREATE..SHEILA