Psalm 131:2 (NIV)

I HAVE STILLED AND QUIETED MY SOUL..LIKE A WEANED CHILD WITH IT'S MOTHER.. LIKE A WEANED CHILD IS MY SOUL WITHIN ME. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'M A MOTHER..A TENDER..MOMENT IN TIME OF STRUGGLE..WHERE I'M IN NEED OF A GOOD COMPANION...HE CONSIDERS ME 2B CLOSE..WITH GOOD INTENTIONS I HAVE GIVEN MY HEART AND SOUL..LIKE A FOOL IN FALL..LIKE A COLD CHILL.. WHEN I WAS STILL IN SUMMER SEASON..LIKE A DAY OF SMILING FACES.. GAVE A REASON 2 BE MY PAGES...LIKE A BLACK PLAGUE..SUDDENLY..SEES NO CURES 2MENTION..JUST FAILING CLASS..FROM NO FEELINGS..LIKE WATER FLOWED EYES WITH NO WAY TO CONTROL..STOP DA FOSSIT FROM RUNNIN..LIKE A LOST DOG..THAT CAN'T FIND HIS WAY HOME..LIKE BEING DISILLUSIONED..WITH CLOUDS WEARING MY SYSTEM..I'VE BEEN VERY FOOLISH..I CAN'T DO THIS ANY LONGER..I AM HUMAN..I DO HAVE FEELINGS..IN THIS LIFETIME OF NATURE..TAKING PATHS TO ENDURE...WHY..I REPEAT..WHY DOES THIS KEEP STAYIN WIT ME..WITH DIFFRENT PEOPLE..FROM DIFFERENT SHORES..DOESN'T MEAN A THING...IT'S THE SAME O'SHIT AFTER DAISIES AND MARIGOLS...ROSES AND DAFODILS.. WHERE I'M CHECKED OUT BY REFERENCES..TESTED 2 SEE IF IT'S QUALIFY OR NOT...SHOWS NO CONCERN 4..WHERE FRIENDS ARE SOMEONE'S WORTH...DO U KNOW YOURSELF WHAT IS MEANS??. IT HURTS REAL BAD..ALWAYS FROM WHAT MEANS SO MUCH 2 U...MY HEART REMAINS BROKE...BUT NO LOVE LOST..IT STILL LINGERS INSIDE OF ME THOUGH..WHERE IT WAS MEANT 2 BE..I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THIS ANYMORE..FRANKLY SPEAKIN...I'M SORRY..BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEL...I'M A PERSON THAT TAKES ALL THAT I AM..ALL THAT I BE...VERY SERIOUSLY..A WOMAN'S INTEGRITY IS NOT VALET..NOR..IS IT A GAME..WHERE I LIVE...THAT'S TAKING LIFE FOR GRANTED..IT SUCCEEDS..WHERE LIFE'S SO SWEET...UNTIL SUGAH HAS MELTED HEARTS FROM A DISTANCE... SO MANY TIMES..THE TASTE WEARS THIN...DIES..WHO DO U TRUST...HOW DO U KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A LIE OR DA TRUTH...I'VE HAD IT...KILLED MY DREAMS..TOOK A FLYIN LEAP..2 ESCAPISM...THAT'S COWARDLY..NOT MANLY AT ALL..SO IN DA EVENT OF SOUNDING REAL..I'LL TAKE MY PAIN IN DA ASS SELF..KEEP IT MOVIN...I READ BETWEEN DA LINES.. LEAVE U ALONE...SICK....BUT I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF AQUENTICE..GIVING THE GIFTS OF LOVE..U KNOW HOW 2 DO..DID RETURN DA FAVOR..THANKU..YOUR A GOOD GENTLEMAN...DON'T EVER SAY..I DIDN'T TELLYA SO...PEACE