MISBGOTTEN

DEFEND WHO..ONE WHO IS VUNERBLE 2 SPEAK...GETS SCREAMED AT..WHERE HER HEART KNOWS NO LOVE..BUT YEARNS TO BE LOVED...MAKES ATTEMPTS TO CLAIM HER DEVOTION..WALKS AWAY FROM DESIRES SHE KNOWS NO KINDNESS FROM VICIOUS OUTCRIES AND BATTERED HANDPRINTS LEFT ON SCORN SKIN..WITH HATRED AND GUILT...SHE BLAIMS EVERYONE ELSE BUT HERSELF...ACHES INSIDE..TALKING BULLSHIT...I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE'S OUTCRIES..BUT CONTINUES TO WEAR THAT NIGGAZ FILTH ON HER VAGINALS..ACTING LIKE IT'S A PHASE ONE GOES THROUGH EXCUSING THE DISEASE AS COMMOM HOUSEHOLD TRAGEDY...WHAT THE HELL GOES ON WITH A LOVE BONE CHARACTER..CHASING RAINBOWS WHERE SKIES ARE DARK AND DINGY..LIKE GERM INJECTS..I'D LIKE TO CHANGE THE COURSE OF GENERICS AND WIN THE PROCESS OF RETURN MISTAKES...ONE TIME AROUND THE BEN..IS ENOUGH TO KILL..CHOKE THE LIVIN DAYLITES OUTTA YOUR BREATH..WHERE YOUR LIFE DOES NOT EXCEPT...THE BATHROOM MAY CLEASNE THAT OUTER DEFECT...BUT A NATION WITH ALL KINDS OF CARRIERS THAT LIVED OVERSEAS AND THEN SOME...LEFT A PLAGUE ON THIS EARTH...MAN HAS TRULY LEFT NO CURE...WHERE THE BODY IS CLANDESTANT TO MAKE NO CHANGES...YOU WAKE UP ..THANKING THE LORD FOR LIFE GIVEN AND YET...WHEN YOU COME FACE TO FACE WITH BLOOD RELATIVES..IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT FOR THEIR BIRTH..YOUR THE WORST PERSON TO EVER EXIST IN THEIR LIFE...I LAID A EGG AND IT GREW..IT EMERGED LOOKING LIKE ME..IT FIGHTS THE FORCES...CAN'T LET GO OF..SO WHEN LOVE IS IN THE SAME CIRCUMFERENCE..AN AREA OF CARE REVEALS NOTHING...YOUR THE TARGET OF SHIT..I GAVE OF MYSELF ON LABOR DAY...I WORE A SMILE AND RECIEVED THE SAME...I GOT NO HUG OR KISS TO GUARANTEE..IT WAS OK...INSTEAD..I DIED BEFORE LIFE HAD A CHANCE TO WEAR A HAPPY FACE...AND IN THE HOURS OF FEELING TOTALLY FUCKED...I HAD ONE GOOD REASON FOR BEING THERE..MY GRANDBABIES ..THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL...HELD..KISSED THEM..I HAVE NO REGRETS ON MY JOURNEY TO DISCOVER LIFE...WHICHED KICKED ME IN MY ASS... WHERE IT HURTS...BUT..I'M NO GRUDGE..WEAR NO FROWN OR A TEARDROPS COMING DOWN..I'M A HEAD OF THE WILLS AND I'M DOCUMENTED A MOM WITH A SKILL...IF YOU CAN'T FEEL WHAT DA HEART IS GIVEN..WHAT I'M ABOUT..WHERE YOU'VE TAKEN ME OUTTA YOUR HEART.. WHEN A MAN OR FAMILY..TELLS YOU ABOUT YO'SELF..I'VE DID MY PART..FEEL..I HAVE BEEN BLESSED..I KILL NO DREAMS...I HOLD ON TO WHAT GOD HAS INTENTED FOR ME...I LOVE ALL MY CHILDREN..NOT ONE DO I TREAT ANY DIFFERENT..IF YOU DON'T WANNA BE AS ONE..WHEN THE EARTH FALLS..I WILL STILL BE STANDING TALL..AS MOTHER...DAUGHTER...SISTA...AUNTIE...GODMOM...NO MATTER WHAT YOU FEEL...I HAVE MY OWN DEFINITION BRINGIN LOVE BAC IN DA HOME...IT'S CALLED THE STRUGGLE OF A BLACK WOMAN...WITHOUT ANY REASON 2 BEATDOWN MY OWN..YOU GOT BEAT DOWN..LIKE YOUR MOM YEARS AGO..WHEN LOVE DON'T SEE PASS NEWBORNS...YOURS IS BUT A PASSING FORM .THAT BLOSSOMED..TO GROW..LEARN FROM YO' MISTAKES..WAKE YOU UP AND GO ON YOUR OWN...IT'S CALL ADULTHOOD...LEAVING YOUR ASS 2 MATURE..BECOME...MYPASS INTENTIONS..YOU RELIVED ME...THANK YOUR LORD..FOR BECOMING RESCUE..PLEASE HANDLE HER GERM..U..WITHOUT WHOM..IS ONE WHO WALKED AWAY WITH NO GOODBYES...I THANK YOU FOR GIVEN ME THE RIGHT DECISION TO GO...I BOARD DA BUS..TO THE TRAIN...CAME HOME ALIVE..WITH NO GUILT IN MY SOUL WHATSOEVER....U MUST GET PASS BLAIMING...I LOVE U DAUGHTER..SORRY I CAN'T MAKE YOU HAPPY...CREATE