I PUT NOTHIN PAST..FEAR

ONE DAY...I MET A WORD IN VOCABULARY...IT WAS VERY STRONG...FIERCE DEFINITIONS 2 REPRESENT...NOT HARD 2 FIND NOR SIMPLE MINDED...IT COMES AS DA TASTE OF LOGIC.. VITAL SIGNS..GOING IN AND OUT...TRYIN MY PATIENCE...LIKE ENGLISH LANGUAGE GAVE WAY TO ALPHABET SOUP...STIRRING UP SOMETHING..ALWAYS COOKIN..GETTIN HEATED..BUT...YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT...BEING..IT'S A SURPRISE..EVERY TIME THOUGHT BRINGS IT 2 MIND...SO FAR..IT'S MADE ME NERVOUS...MADE ME CURIOUS...MADE ME CRY...MADE ME GET CHILLS...MADE ME THINK..MADE ME MAD...MADE ME ALL WARM INSIDE...AND NOW I'M SO DEVISTATED...THE WORD SPEAKS TROUBLE..WITHOUT A FRIEND THAT UNDERSTANDS..NEVER OUT OF VOCABULARY...BUT MISS TRANSLATION..POINTS TAKIN..IT KEEPS SAYIN 2 SELF..WANNA KNOW WHY I FEEL SO SICK...SO WRONG...I KNOW...IT WALKED AWAY FROM MISUNDERSTANDING ITSELF...SO IF AT ANY TIME YOUR WALKNG...SUDDENLY THE HEART STARTS RACING..THE TRUMPET STARTS BLOWIN..ALL AROUND YOU..IT'S TIME 2 GO 2 THAT WORD...AND ASK THE QUESTION...ARE U STILL IN2 BEING MISUNDERSTOOD OR ARE U THE SAME WORD..I KNOW AND OBEY 2..EVERY TIME U GO 2 EMERGENCY...IF THE WORD I'M FEELIN IS FEAR..THEN YOU BETTER FIND OUT...IT'S THAT OUTSIDE WORLD CONTROLLING YOUR HABITS..THATS WHY I'M SCARED..DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO..NOW THAT DEFINITION GOT IN DA WAY OF FINAL DECISIONS MADE..FEAR TESTED STRENGTH...LOST..FEAR FOUGHT BAC..WON NEGLECT.. 2 HELP SELF....NOW I KNOW WHAT LIVING IS ALL ABOUT..THERE'S NOTHING 2 FEAR..BUT FEAR ITSELF..EVEN WHEN CHALLENGED BY..LIFE THROWING STONES AND PLAYIN WITH YOUR FEELINGS....THE HEARTS THE FIRST 2 GO..CREATE